HOW I WENT FROM ROCK BOTTOM TO BEING EMPOWERED & EMBODYING “EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE” ENERGY From Rock Bottom to Infinite Possibilities It was Halloween 2014, when I left my matrimonial home with two kids on a cold, rainy night. What should have been one of the scariest moments in my life, was my day one…I knew it was the start of my RISE story. Though it would be a long road… as I was emotionally, spiritually, mentally, physically, and financially flatlining. I was living in effect, I believed that everything was happening to me… “How could all of this be happening to me?Wasn’t I destined to be in a loving marriage for the rest of my life?” What did I start to do differently that took me from having a victim mentality mindset to now guiding countless women to curating their own RISE stories? Firstly, I moved from living in effect to living at cause. I went from asking myself, “Why is this happening to me?” to “What is it that I am putting out there that is creating these circumstances?” This empowered me to show up differently everyday knowing that I could change the trajectory of my own life. Secondly, I became a student of energy. I started to understand how to use and manipulate energy and lived everyday like I was creating a universal law. The two laws that I started to use and embody everyday were the Law Of Vibration and the Law Of Attraction. The two greatest gifts that I have used as I moved through this process was intention and awareness.
I used my awareness moment to moment, to reframe any thoughts, emotions, and narratives that were no longer serving where I was going. In each moment, I’d ask myself, “Is this thought serving me?” “Is what I am feeling low vibrational and affecting my point of attraction?” “Am I speaking words to others and to myself that are supporting where I am or where I am going?” With this awareness I learned how to be intentional with thoughts, master my emotions and emotional intelligence, and choose narratives that supported my vision. I became crystal clear of what I wanted out of life for myself and my family, who I needed to be for that to materialize. Every single day I started showing up as that version of myself. I became a vibrational match to all that I was wanting to attract, which truly is the prerequisite to the Law Of Attraction and attracting it in. Thirdly, I started deep diving into my subconscious programming and identity that was holding me hostage to my upper limit programming. What programming existed within myself that caused me to think that being in a loveless marriage was enough for me? What programming existed within myself that caused me to think that just scraping by was enough for me? Was I not worth abundance in all its forms--love, money, opportunities, and all of the things? I started to embed programming that was aligned with where I was going, not where I was and started believing, vibrationally, in every cell of my body, that everything was possible for me.
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