And not long after, my Kambo teacher saw me before a session, and said to me, ‘ Lauren, you just need to figure out what you want to do.’ And it was the way he said it that landed deep in my bones. And that’s when it hit me, Oh my God, I wanna help people do this. So I started working with the medicine in a different way because then I was healed and I didn’t have any of the symptoms anymore. I had clarity, I had spiritual connection, I had alignment. So I started praying with the medicine to map out my program. I would drink the medicine, go into a sacred ceremony, and literally ask the medicine. Lead me, I am here, I’ve been doing all this work with you… can you guide me to my program, the process, the impact. How will I share this with the world? what is my program, what is the process, And literally in moments of me asking for guidance, I’d receive divine downloads for the exact meditations, the exact programs and steps, everything! It was wild! As I journeyed through this next iteration of myself, I also had to face the shadow aspect of coming out of the spiritual closet so to speak. The aspect of releasing something into the world that is so sacred, so surrendered, and truly has nothing to do with me. I was literally told what to do by Spirit. So that was its own layer of healing the insecurities I felt. These insecurities slowly dissipated as we walked students through the program and witnessed their results — it was mind blowing! I’d have women come into the program who were so damaged from abusive relationships, and no w they were manifesting their soulmates and getting married. I’d have girls who had eczema for a decade, and now their skin had cleared. People who had alcohol addiction now had no addictive patterns. And all these people were walking through the exact same method I walked through with Ayahuasca, Kambo, Bufo, and all the medicines. The only difference? They weren’t taking the medicines… They were working through the training I recorded and the meditations and the journal workbooks I’d created. So it’s been amazing to witness healing not just for myself, but so many others, in so many ways! Eventually, I felt called to teach business again. I realized that I am here to build a feminine business where I can flow and trust my spirit channel and birth what feels intuitive. That is what creates the freedom I truly desire and it brings the exact amount of wealth and more when we lean into that. So it’s been a full circle, homecoming, you know. This is how the Wild, Wealthy, Feminine method was born — which is all about entrepreneurship in a sustainable, Divine feminine way. While H.E.A.L is my methodology for life, body, soul healing. I love everything about my business now. I serve medicine. I facilitate with my teachers and hold space for women to heal with plant medicine the way that it’s helped me.
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