And this brought in Ego Death #2. That Reiki class absolutely changed my life. My mind had been opened to a world I dreamt of but nev as wrong. I could heal myself? I was not inherently evil? I finally felt like I had come home to myself and I was obsessed. Over the next few months I absolutely lost myself in all of the areas the spiritual world had to offer. Crystals, tarot, intuitive development, spirit guides, you name it I wanted to learn everything about it. For a couple of years, I kept my spiritual practices a secret to everyone except my husband and the friend who taught the Reiki class. My friend, Monique, became my coach, and together she helped me develop my own intuition. I learned how to listen to my body, how to hear Spirit and myself for the first time. I loved it. I had never felt so connected to God or myself before. Eventually I started doing reading for others. I knew I wanted to help others find their voices and connect to spirit and their spiritual journey too. But in order to grow and live authentically, I wanted to tell my mom before I began posting about my journey…and that was a really scary thought.
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