APRIL 2024
ISSUE#043
M A G A Z I N E
U.S. BLACK
PRIDES
EXCLUSIVE
INTERVIEW IMARA JONES
CELEBRATING BLACK QUEER
TAMARA S. LEIGH, EDITOR-IN-CHIEF
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IN OUT NEWS BLAQUE/OUT WRITERS
LIVING IN THE LIGHT
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JAVANNAH DAVIS
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TITTY CONFESSIONS
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MAY 2024 | ISSUE# 044
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OLD MAN’S CORNER
a word.
I was sitting here trying to think of something profound to say. Something to guide you through these really trying times. Between the Anti-
Legislation swirling
everywhere, how everything costs too much, how jobs don’t pay enough. The genocide in Gaza, the racism, the homophobia & transphobia we have to face every single day. The fact that relationships are hard, that people take advantage of kindness, that partners cheat , that people lie. That people we love- leave us, that people pass away. That people say “I love you” and don’t mean it. The upcoming scary ass elections. Life is hard. But it’s also beautiful. I don’t have anything profound to say to make any of that better or easier. There is no drug strong enough, no blue pill that helps us forget what this side of the Matrix
looks like. Life is hard. But make sure you find the beautiful. Find it in the breeze, in your friend’s laughter, in a night of karaoke at a dive bar, in a really good song, In some great, safe, consensual sex, in a piece of chocolate cake, or a sunrise, or puppy kisses, or a really good TikTok or the first bite of a crazy good meal. In Art. In Pride. In Peace. Find it in you.
Tamara Sanaa Leigh Editor-In-Chief
BlaqueOUT columnists & contributors Javannah J. Davis (she/her) resides in Rochester, NY where she has worked in healthcare for 19 years, is a self-published author, Founder/President of W.A.V.E Women Inc & CEO/Owner of Linjé Enterprises LLC. Javannah is passionate about healing, self-love, self actualization & helping others to live the best of their lives in a healthy way.
E.L. Winston of Fayetteville, NC (He,Him, His) Trans Community Advocate, CoFounder of Lambda Gamma Omega Nu Fraternity. Just your everyday introspective old man and 1 half of Team Winston
Ashanti S. Taylor-Alexander (she/her) is a life educated poet who believes in riding each wave of this world to the fullest. She is passionate about writing poems people can truly feel. Have a subject throw it at her and she'll make a master piece! Founder of Pulse Poetry Magazine.
Roni Winston aka The Mrs. aka Pastor Roni (She/Her/Hers) Fayettevlle, NC. Minister, educator, entrepreneur, couples' coach, writer, mom, and grandma. Half . of Team Winston.
Immani Love, (she/her) A Lesbian Erotic Poet, Author, Ordained Minister, Freelance Writer, Real Estate Agent, and overall witty, seductress with the voice of a Siren. An educated Vixen in sunny St. Pete, Florida.
Mel Howard (he/him) Resides in Newport News, Virginia where he worked in finance industry for over 5years, is a columnists for BlaqueOUT Magazine and Founder/President of THRIVING TRANSMEN OF COLOR. Mel is passionate about community, self acceptance and forgiveness.
Tina Marie Jones (she/her/hers) Founder of Uncover, LLC, mother of 4, activist, motivator, and columnist.
Courtney L (she/her) designer, developer, business owner, who loves to travel. When she is not doing that she loves to write poetry, a bit of a nerd, spend time with family and friends and help people learn technology. She lives in Los Angeles, with her dog.
Lade Breez (He/Her/Them) is an award winning 3x published author, publisher, philanthropist, humanitarian, motivational speaker, life coach, event host, youth tutor, artist developer & spoken word artist. Owner & founder of Express Me Poetry Business Services & Events, & Educated Blessyns LLC, improving this world one stage at a time. ExpressMePoetry.com
David Maurice Griffin (he/him/his) Coulumbia, SC. Providing the gift of massage Is what he does, but spreading awareness about HIV/AIDS Is who he IS. One half of “A Moment w/ the Griffins”
IN OUT NEWS
Covering the news mainstream media doesn’t, because our stories matter
WHERE BLACK & BROWN QUEER CULTURE LIVES!
(April 9, 2024) -Sadly, anyone paying attention knows that Black & Brown Trans women are a hunted population in the United States. Even with the rampant misgendering and underreporting by law enforcement & the media, the numbers of Trans women that become often fatal victims of violence is wildly disproportionate to the rest of the country. That violence has never been exclusive to only the Trans feminine, as there have been murders of Trans masc men every year in recent historybecause Trans folks in general, and BIPOC Trans folks specifically, are an unprotected & even targeted part of our community. In 2024, there have been at least 7 Trans/NB/GNC individuals officially reported as victims of violent death in the US. Three of those 7, were TransMasculine & all within the period of a little over a month. TK "Chevy" Hill, 35 of Georgia was
the founder of, Evollusion – an Atlanta-based hair salon and barbershop dedicated to serving the LGBTQIA+ community specializing in hair, nails, barbering & makeup so that Queer folks who may not feel comfortable in the typical salon or barbershop would have an affirming space to be & receive services. Chevy is said to have been shot to death in front of his home on February 28th. Allegedly, there is a warrant out for his cousin's arrest in association with the murder. Alex Taylor Franco, 21 of Utah was discovered in a remote desert area after being held against his will & shot in a vehicle by acquaintances after some kind of altercation in what is being described as a botched robbery attempt by the perpetrators on March 17th. He is described glowingly by friends & family members. The three passengers of the vehicle, all minors, are being held in custody by law enforcement. Most recently, Lagend Billions, 36, of South Florida, was shot in Hallandale Beach on April 3rd. He was pronounced deceased on April 7th. Although the media has identified him as being a Transgender man, only his birth name has been reported when identifying him. Just days after his
death, it is also being reported that this will not be investigated as a hate crime, but is instead being looked at as an isolated incident.
(April 11, 2024) -If you aren't familiar with the phrase, in the 90's black was considered the only fashionable color so when designers wanted to start branching out with new color palettes, they would say ________ was the "new black". Then in 2013, "Orange is the New Black" premiered & the phrase came back questioning if jail was the new chic place to be when a beautiful, bougie white girl went to prison as a basis for the storyline. Today, the Biden/Harris 2024 campaign introduced the "Out for Biden/Harris" initiative to capitalize on the power of the "Queer Vote." In all honesty, it may be the first clearly offensive strategy the country has seen the President take in his bid for re-election against
MAGA Republicans. The truth is, there are 9 million registered adult LGBTQ voters in the U.S. It is the only demographic that spans across every ethnic group, social class, race, economic status, region, religious group & affiliation in existence. Half of registered LGBT voters are Democrats, 15% are Republicans. They are racially diverse, nearly half (47%) are under age 35 & 1/3 have at least a college education. That is in fact the group most likely to lean towards a Biden Presidency & away from Trump- especially in the face of rampant Anti-LGBTQ legislation where the Dems are literally the only lifeline in many cases. There are also more Queer & Black people in the south than any other region. It's strategic obviously, sincere hopefully, but also very reminiscent of how Democrats often come calling to BIPOC communities when they need their votes & often forget that support once in office. The difference between performative activism & legitimate allyship is usually found in track record. So in the May issue of Blaque/OUT, we are going to breakdown what the Biden administration actually HAS done to support the Queer community & specifically the QTPOC community so you can head to the polls feeling informed instead of tokenized. There are many issues that resonate with Black Queer voters this election season, including the genocide in Gaza which Biden thus far has refused to condemn. The choice between tyranny and hypocrisy isn't an easy one but it may be our only one.
(April 11, 2024) -Blaque/OUT Magazine remembers, Diamond Brigman, 36, of Texas. She is remembered by friends by her beautiful, infectious smile. Diamond was shot and killed in a shooting in Houston, Texas on March 16th.
(April 11, 2024) -We join the community in mourning 25yr old Carlos D. Collins of Mississippi The Network LGBTQ Domestic Violence HOTLINE: 800-832-1901 (Toll-Free) The Network/La Red’s 24-hour hotline provides FREE confidential emotional support, information, referrals, safety planning, and crisis intervention for lesbian, gay, bisexual, queer and/or transgender (LGBTQ+) folks, as well as folks in kink and polyamorous communities who are being abused or have been abused by a partner. We also offer information and support to friends, family, or co-workers on the issue of domestic violence in LGBTQ+ communities. All hotline staff are trained in domestic violence, peer counseling, crisis intervention, and safety planning. You don’t have to leave or want to leave your relationship to get support.
Texas is the state with the highest number of Anti-Trans murders in the United States. 1 in 10 of the murders of Trans people occur in Texas. Diamond is the 35th recorded since 2013. Over 50% of those victims are Black and all but one were women. As articulated by our friend, Tori Cooper, @humanrightscampaign Director of Community Engagement for the Transgender Justice Initiative, "Diamond’s death underscores a pattern that we have been warning would continue without meaningful change. Texas has weak gun laws, and is responsible for one in five anti-LGBTQ+ bills introduced across the country. Now, a Transgender woman has been fatally shot. This is intricately tied together, and attempts to say otherwise ignores reality. Diamond deserves justice, and we will keep fighting in her name." (www.hrc.org/news/) No one has been arrested in Diamond's murder, however there is a description: Witnesses informed officers a white 2017 Chevrolet Malibu LT stopped near the victim, who was standing on the side of the road. A male exited the vehicle from the front passenger side and fired multiple shots. He then fled the scene in the vehicle driven by another
FLORIDA
Every time I close my eyes I dream of you Some dreams I can't even remember but I remember your face I remember the love you show me and when I wake my heart racing thinking of you As my brain is in idle why is it you that it dreams of You that it urges for Your name that it screams out Idk but every time anything good happens your smile appears And in the darkness of those horrible dreams I have you appearing holding my hand wiping my tears It wouldn't be as crazy if it was one or two dreams But it's every time! Everytime I get sad I think of what you'd say And everytime stress gets me I think of how you'd fuck someone up if you knew Everytime my brain is active or idle it's always thinking of you And to be honest idk what it means or what to do I say thank you time and time again for being here but is that enough I don't think you realize just how tough shit can be But you’re always my saving grace my angel and at times my headache But you’re the only headache I don't mind having. I imagine how easy life would be with you by my side How stress free and glorious I would feel I love you with every inch of me. But one thing we learned is what's meant to be will be And no matter where I am or what I'm doing I know we will be. Maybe not tomorrow and maybe not next month but we will be everything we are destined to be.
Ashanti Taylor-Alexander
NEW YORK
Issue: May 2024
Living in the Light “The Divide Within” Writer: Javannah J. Davis
The divide between the Black and Brown Transgender community and the Black heterosexual community is a complex and multifaceted issue rooted in historical, social, and cultural contexts. This rift can often manifest in forms of misunderstanding, discrimination, and exclusion, impacting the solidarity within the broader Black community. Historically, Black communities have navigated the brutal legacies of slavery, segregation, and systemic racism, fostering a strong sense of unity and collective resilience against racial oppression. However, this solidarity often centers on heteronormative values, which can marginalize those who do not conform to these norms, including Transgender individuals. The Black church, a cornerstone of community and moral guidance for many, frequently espouses traditional views on gender and sexuality, which can further alienate Transgender members. Culturally, the notions of masculinity and femininity within Black communities can also exacerbate this divide. For many Black Transgender individuals, the rejection or questioning of their gender identity is not merely a personal struggle but a public battle against cultural stereotypes that praise certain expressions of gender while denigrating others. This often leads to heightened vulnerability, where Black Transgender people face not only racism but transphobia, sometimes even from within their own racial community.
Socially, there are disparities in how Black and Brown Transgender individuals are supported within the community. Issues such as healthcare, employment, and safety are pressing, yet they often lack the communal advocacy seen with other civil rights issues. The statistics are telling: Black Transgender individuals are disproportionately affected by violence and discrimination, yet their struggles are less prominently featured in the broader Black civil rights agendas. Despite these challenges, there are growing efforts to bridge these divides. Organizations and activists within the Black community are increasingly advocating for a more inclusive understanding of what it means to be Black and embracing the diversity of identities within the community. Educational initiatives are crucial in this regard, aiming to dismantle prejudices and promote a holistic understanding of gender and sexuality as part of the Black experience. Dialogue and visibility are also key. By sharing stories and elevating the voices of Black and Brown Transgender individuals in media, literature, and public discourse, there is an opportunity to foster empathy and understanding across these divides. Events like Black Trans Pride have emerged as vital platforms for celebration and solidarity, highlighting the intersections of race and gender identity, and challenging both external and internal prejudices. The path towards unity within the Black community, inclusive of all genders and sexualities, involves confronting these internal conflicts and advocating for a community that values all its members equally. By addressing the specific needs and challenges faced by Black and Brown Transgender individuals, and by working towards inclusivity and understanding, the community can hope to overcome these divides and strengthen its collective power against all forms of oppression.
Imara Jones is an influential activist and journalist who has made significant strides in advocating for Transgender rights and social justice. With a background that combines policy, economics, and communications, Jones brings a multidimensional perspective to her work, which is primarily focused on the intersections of race, gender, and economics. Jones is the founder of TransLash Media, a non-profit organization that tells the stories of Trans people to shift the cultural understanding of what it means to be Transgender. The organization seeks to foster empathy and engagement through its multimedia content, which includes documentaries, podcasts, and live events. One of their key projects, the TransLash Podcast, features personal stories from the transgender community and has been a crucial platform for promoting trans visibility and understanding. Blaqueout Columnist and Founder of WAVE Women Inc., Javannah J. Davis had the pleasure of sitting down with Ms. Jones in an in depth interview. Click on the link below to see this awesome interview.
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Embracing Parenthood: Navigating the Journey to Parenthood as Queer Black Individuals
Andrea Vaughn (she/her/hers) As the landscape of family building continues to evolve, Queer Black individuals are increasingly reclaiming their narratives and pathways to parenthood. However, the journey to parenthood for Queer Black folks often involves navigating unique social, cultural, and systemic challenges. In this comprehensive guide, we explore the essential considerations and resources for Queer Black individuals who are considering starting a family. As a birth worker, I am honored to share insights and support for your journey toward parenthood.
Understanding Your Options
Before embarking on the journey to parenthood, it's crucial to understand the various options available. For Queer individuals, assisted reproductive technologies (ART), adoption, coparenting arrangements, and fostering are all potential pathways to parenthood. Each option has its considerations, including financial implications, legal complexities, and emotional preparedness. We must seek resources and support networks that center and affirm our identities and experiences.
is paramount for Queer Black individuals throughout their reproductive journey. When selecting healthcare providers, prioritize those knowledgeable about LGBTQ+ health issues and demonstrate a commitment to intersectional care. Advocating for yourself and your chosen family structure may require assertiveness and resilience, but remember that you deserve compassionate and respectful treatment at every stage.
Navigating Healthcare
As you navigate the complexities of the journey to parenthood, consider enlisting the support of a fertility doula and a birth doula, also known as a full-spectrum doula. These trained professionals provide invaluable support, guidance, and advocacy throughout your reproductive journey.
Accessing affirming and culturally competent healthcare
The Role of Doulas: Supporting Your Journey
Fertility Doula A fertility doula specializes in providing emotional, educational, and practical support to individuals and couples navigating fertility challenges. Whether you're exploring assisted reproductive technologies, considering alternative family-building options, or grappling with the emotional toll of infertility, a fertility doula can offer personalized guidance and
Winston When the Mrs. and I got together and started discussing our hopes and dreams, I knew one thing for certain: whatever this woman wanted to achieve for herself with and without me I was going to be a willing and active participant in whatever it was and that she would do the same. Every time someone says Mrs. Winston, my whole chest sticks out with pride that this beautiful, intelligent woman chose to wear my last name. She not only saw love and safety with me but she also saw my hopes and dreams and decided to take a chance on riding this ride with me. When you are seen and heard life hits differently, it's the assurance that you matter, your thoughts and ideas matter. It makes space to dream big dreams. I always try to make space for the Mrs. to explore all her crazy ideas because that is a part of her creativity and I never want to stifle the light she has. Of course, I voice my issues if I have any in a loving and understanding way so that she doesn't feel like I'm not invested in what she’s trying to accomplish and that I believe she can achieve it. I'm here to support her in any way to make it happen and just in case she’s missing the mark she knows I'm here to catch her and assist with reevaluating the way to achieve the goal the next time. I’m proud of the things we’ve done, the goals we’ve accomplished, the love we’ve shared and I look forward to being her biggest cheerleader with us reaching goals and dreams so big that we couldn’t reach them without God!
Thoughts to Leave You The analogy of the table and who’s bringing what is really popular now, but it actually is limiting. When we show up at a table, we are seated and still, what’s been prepared is already there. Why don’t we start to think about love being more flexible? Maybe something more along the lines of a loving relationship being like a fireplace. You should want each person to show up with logs to feed the fire within one another. Fire is life. Fire is warmth. Someone has to keep watch over it to keep it going. This analogy allows us to keep in mind that we have to be vigilant. Love lives in us when we are mindful of the hopes and dreams within one another. Continue to feed the fire in each other so that you can have PRIDE in one another.
FLORIDA
TRANSACTION Florida VOICES FOR CHANGE Tamara Leigh
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he state of Florida has been consistently in the news for the Anti-LGBTQIA+, but specifically Anti-Trans, legislation presented in the last several years. Due to mobilization by both
large orgs and grassroots activists, the tide appears to
be slowing down, if not changing. When there is a combination of the two, big things can happen. One such merger of efforts took place in Clearwater, Florida, at the end of April. Equality Florida’s newly appointed Director of Transgender Equality, Angelique Godwin, called Trans leadership and allies from across the state together for both virtual and in-person, TransAction FL Voices for Change conversations and convenings to establish priorities, connect people and bring often less-heard voices to the same table. “I created TransAction Florida Voices for Change because I sensed a desperate need for community. The Trans community is truly under served and under appreciated by its LGB counterparts,” Godwin says. “I wanted to bring back the unity. Yet, I knew it had to start from within. There are so many Trans leaders across the state, I figured if I could bring them together and show them how much they had in common, great things would happen.”
Among those great things were discussions of successes which included the defeat of some very substantial and harmful legislation, community awareness education efforts and the connecting of stakeholders.
Brainstorming
sessions
around
previously identified focus areas of Community Education, LGBTQ Collaboration and Resource Sharing, Access to Healthcare and Funding were held in small groups to provide further direction to the prioritization of initiatives and allow participants an opportunity to share thoughts and create goals. Over 50 participants and 20 organizations were represented in the room. There were moments that centered the difficult but necessary conversations around race and a call for equity, funding and representation that always seems to be missing, even within marginalized communities. Grievances were aired between past community hurts on a oneon-one basis, another necessary step before building new bridges. However, the overarching spirit in the room was one of community and the understanding that no one can do this alone. As the work pushes forward, hopefully they won’t have to. Godwin
emphasized,
“creating
space
for
a
conversation that allowed for growth and education was a highlight of the outcome. We were able to begin to plan for a future in which we can work together to achieve actionable goals. Goals that will ultimately lead to a better quality of life for all Trans, Non-Binary, and Intersex Communities.”
FLORIDA
NEW YORK
EXPRESS YOURSELF, DON’T REPRESS YOURSELF! Hello there, my little hush puppies! Allow me to introduce myself, Victoria von Blaque, a seductive, alluring, 41-year-old Black non-binary Trans femme. Welcome to “Titty Confessions”, a sensual sanctuary where individuals can freely express themselves, indulge in laughter, shed tears of pleasure, and together build more inclusive and passionate communities. For those who may be unfamiliar with my captivating persona, I proudly hold the title of the internet's first BBW Trans porn star. With over 20+ years of experience in this tantalizing industry, I have witnessed and savored a myriad of enticing encounters. Beyond igniting desires and stirring passions with my provocative tastes, I actively support the community in various ways. Recently, I collaborated with Callen-Lorde to host a scintillating sex worker barbecue called Flames and Seduction on the exhilarating Sex Worker Pride Day, September 14. During this electrifying event, I had the pleasure of engaging in an interview with the alluring Armana Khan, an encounter that unexpectedly sent waves of desire throughout the internet. In that captivating conversation, I expressed my preference for individuals who embrace their natural essence, uncut and uninhibited, when engaging in passionate encounters.
Regrettably, the internet misconstrued my words, bestowing upon me the title of "Smegma Queen." As you can witness from the captivating photo attached, even dating apps now make reference to that bewitching interview. Allow me to clarify. I have no intention of ...cont’
TiTTY Victoria Von Blaque CONFESSIONS
TiTTY Victoria Von Blaque CONFESSIONS
cont.... shaming anyone's desires or preferences, for I, too, delight in many taboo indulgences. I firmly believe that what transpires between consenting adults is their private affair. However, personally, I do not find pleasure in smegma. When I speak of embracing someone's natural allure, I simply refer to their clean, untainted aroma, like the sensual scent one possesses fresh out of the shower, before applying deodorant or fragrances. Do not misunderstand me, there is an alluring and primal magnetism to engaging with someone after they have exerted themselves at the gym or on the sports field, but that is not my everyday preference. Each person possesses a unique "flavor" influenced by their diet and hygiene practices.
If you're craving an exhilarating journey into the depths of fetishes and their profound influence on our daily existence, I invite you to join me May 14th at 7 PM Eastern Standard Time (see the flyer). Together, we will delve into the tantalizing world of trauma and taboos, exploring how sex workers serve as essential healers, guiding us towards liberation from our past wounds. Get ready for an electrifying exploration that will leave you breathless and craving for more.
Victoria Von Blaque
THE BOOKBAG INSTALLMENT II.
Adult Fiction by:
Southern Fried Mel Is she really trying to play me like dat? I can’t get her to go to the club with me, can’t get her to take a ride with me, can’t get her to even sit down and play a game of Scrabble with me, but suddenly she wants to go hang out with FRIIIIIENDS. Yeah, right! “Steph, who is this friend and where did you meet her?” “Mel, I already told you I met her at work and she’s just a friend.” I bite my tongue hard so I don’t say what I’m thinking. Bitch, you don’t have no friends! Here I am though watching her get ready to go hang out with Aaaaangel. Now, I ain’t never met no Angel. Ain’t never heard of no Angel, but here is Stephanie, my girlfriend of 3 years putting on her favorite pink polo, her good khaki shorts, and her new loafers (that I bought) to go meet with some damn Angel. Now what the hell am I supposed to think? She ain’t touched me in two months and this is the first day off she’s had in three months! Instead of taking me out though, she randomly pops up with some friend. Stephanie I know Mel is pissed, but she’s just going to have to be. I’m going out. I don’t care what the hell she’s thinking or feeling because I have got to get out of this house. Damn, Mel is sexy as hell though with her angry face on, but I will NEVER touch that ass again! Mel wants to be pissed about Angel, but she don’t want to talk about Denise! I saw those text messages. I saw the pictures. I saw the shots of my girl with some bitch I don’t know. I know what Mel’s face looks like after she’s cum all over somebody’s face. I know what her face looks like just before she’s about to go to sleep when the fucking was good and the pussy was tasty. But more importantly I know what the hell it looks like when Mel goes out and our bookbag is missing from the fucking closet! There I was last month feeling like I needed to make it up to Mel for working so much lately. So I start prepping for a night of good food, good wine, and good orgasms. I put on my favorite crotchless, red teddy with the open nipple area. I opened a chilled bottle of White Zin and when I go over to the closet to get our bookbag…the shit ain’t there. What the hell? Mel Oh, this motherfucker thinks she’s funny! Did she just spray on her Hero cologne? I paid over $100 for that shit! She better hope Miss Angel is gonna be her Hero because I know she doesn’t think she’s leaving here with that shit on and smelling like that. Where the hell are her sweatpants and t-shirt? You know that raggedy ass shit she likes to wear with me.
She better hope Miss Angel is gonna be her Hero because I know she doesn’t think she’s leaving here with that shit on and smelling like that. Where the hell are her sweatpants and tshirt? You know that raggedy ass shit she likes to wear with me. Ok, ok, I got something for that ass! I’m bout to go get my Rose. Shit, I smell good too and I know this wet pussy drives her crazy. I love watching Stephanie get dressed. It always makes me wet. I know she’s peeking me grabbing my Rose from the bookbag. BUT I bet she ain’t expecting me to get my ball gag too though. Here’s the hit… “Steph, will you tighten my gag?” “Mel, what are you doing?” “I’m bout to please myself since you seem uninterested.” I would thank her for my gag, but I seem to be a bit silenced for a moment. I already feel the vibration of my Rose throbbing against my clit. It’s swelling and throbbing, needing a release. As I continue to watch her, I see her watching me. She knows the feel of my gag and the pace of my Rose will take me through all of the waves of a shuddering orgasm. I know she loves to hear my muffled moans as I lay here, legs spread and hips squirming. Oh, shit, I feel the tide rising. Stephanie Now, she knows I love to see that ball gag in her mouth. That shit turns me on! Hell, I can feel my mouth watering. I want to devour that pussy, but I can’t. I see her watching me behind those half lids as I walk over to the closet. She thinks I’m about to get out the riding crop because that’s how we usually make up...a few welts to that ass. Oh, but tonight I got a surprise for her ass. I can still hear her frustrated screams as I zip up the bookbag, throw it over my shoulder, and walk out the door with it. I chuckle to myself, Keep the ball gag, bitch. Here I come, Angel. I’m bringing some goodies for dat ass!
Cover Artist
Venus
Pronounced “Venu”
Your medium? My favorite medium is black & white ink also watercolor.
Self-Portrait
Where are you from? Originally I was born in The Caribbean, Puerto Rico, was was raised stateside mostly in Camden NJ. Currently I'm in Philadelphia. What do you hope people take from your work? To feel seen & inspired to be different. What is the “story” behind your art? Reflective of Queerness in Black & Brown community & to be seen in different styles that embody fantasy & abstract. Do you have a favorite piece that you’ve created? My favorite piece was done for October Gallery. It was a painting of a of a black woman in mud cloth still on the ocean but that was back in the day. The song that could be the soundtrack of your life? It used to be the soundtrack to the movie Fame but now it's the ending credits from the film Blade Runner & currently Spotlight by Jennifer Hudson.
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Cover Artist
Venus
Pronounced “Venu”
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City : Fort Worth, TX Pronouns: He/Him/They/Them l , actor and Im a 34 year old Tran Male mode ting I call “ A Creative. The art work I’m submit these self light in the Darkness .” With it feels to be portraits I wanted to show how t chooses to a beaming light in a world tha acknowledge remain in the dark. Refuses to s to society. our existence and contribution I Exist, I am With these pieces I’m here to say truth! in fact a TransMan and that is my
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City : Jacksonville, FL Pronouns: He/Him Insight Into My Art:
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