BLAQUE/OUT MAGAZINE July 2024

JULY 2024

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CONTENTS BLAQUE/OUT MAGAZINE IS A MONTHLY DIGITAL PUBLICATION CENTERED FIRMLY IN BLACK & BROWN QUEER QULTURE. BLAQUE/OUT FEATURES WRITERS, ARTISTS, PHOTOGRAPHERS, CREATIVES AND INFLUENCERS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD. WE ARE WORDS. WE ARE ART. WE ARE FASHION. WE ARE CULTURE. WE ARE MUSIC. WE ARE PROTEST. WE ARE WHERE BLAQUE QUEER CULTURE LIVES. FIND US ON FACEBOOK, IG, TIKTOK. TO SUBSCRIBE TO BLAQUE MAGAZINE, VISIT: HTTPS://ISSUU.COM/STORE/PUBLISHERS/BLAQUEOUTMAG/ SUBSCRIBE

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This month, Blaque/OUT celebrates the Brown part of our community. We are all family, sourced from the African diaspora that spread our culture and traditions throughout the world. Wherever we landed, no matter what oppression awaited us, we grew, bloomed and made roots. We honor the Brown Trans women who powered the fight for Queer & Trans liberation over decades. We celebrate the 74th Birthday of the Queen, Sylvia Rivera who founded STAR with Marsha P. Johnson to give the Trans women & Queer youth of NYC a home. I got the opportunity to work with Sylvia’s daughter for a while. She’s worked to keep STAR & Sylvia’s memory alive.

She has sued, and often won, damn near every Institution In NYC. You’d have to think Sylvia would have loved that. Being able to work so closely with someone who knew her so well was a really special experience for me. To Interact with the living remnants of an Icon was fascinating and enlightening.

Most of us have seen the footage of Sylvia fighting her way onto a Pride stage amidst boo’s armed with a mic stand to speak of a movement SHE was Integral In creating. I think most Black & Brown Queer activists have felt some fraction of that anger, shame, dismissal & denial In our work. It makes you want to give up- but you don’t, because you can’t. She left the city for a while and returned when Marsha’s body was found in the Hudson. She spent most of the rest of her life, homeless, living on the piers fighting HRC and other major orgs, getting kicked out of LGBT serving entities for demanding they shelter Queer homeless youth. On her deathbed in February of 2002, she negotiated with Empire State Pride Agenda to Include Trans Rights in their platform. She died penniless, but she died FIGHTING for us Tamara Sanaa Leigh all. Thank You Sylvia, Thank you for being the fight in us all.

Editor-In-Chief

BlaqueOUT columnists & contributors Javannah J. Davis (she/her) resides in Rochester, NY where she has worked in healthcare for 19 years, is a self-published author, Founder/President of W.A.V.E Women Inc & CEO/Owner of Linjé Enterprises LLC. Javannah is passionate about healing, self-love, self actualization & helping others to live the best of their lives in a healthy way.

E.L. Winston of Fayetteville, NC (He,Him, His) Trans Community Advocate, CoFounder of Lambda Gamma Omega Nu Fraternity. Just your everyday introspective old man and 1 half of Team Winston

Ashanti S. Taylor-Alexander (she/her) is a life educated poet who believes in riding each wave of this world to the fullest. She is passionate about writing poems people can truly feel. Have a subject throw it at her and she'll make a master piece! Founder of Pulse Poetry Magazine.

Tina Marie Jones (she/her/hers) Founder of Uncover, LLC, mother of 4, activist, motivator, and columnist.

Lade Breez (He/Her/Them) is an award winning 3x published author, publisher, philanthropist, humanitarian, motivational speaker, life coach, event host, youth tutor, artist developer & spoken word artist. Owner & founder of Express Me Poetry Business Services & Events, & Educated Blessyns LLC, improving this world one stage at a time.

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Roni Winston aka The Mrs. aka Pastor Roni (She/Her/Hers) Fayettevlle, NC. Minister, educator, entrepreneur, couples' coach, writer, mom, and grandma. Half . of Team Winston.

Immani Love, (she/her) A Lesbian Erotic Poet, Author, Ordained Minister, Freelance Writer, Real Estate Agent, and overall witty, seductress with the voice of a Siren. An educated Vixen in sunny St. Pete, Florida.

Mel Howard (he/him) Resides in Newport News, Virginia where he worked in finance industry for over 5years, is a columnists for BlaqueOUT Magazine and Founder/President of THRIVING TRANSMEN OF COLOR. Mel is passionate about community, self acceptance and forgiveness.

Courtney L (she/her) designer, developer, business owner, who loves to travel. When she is not doing that she loves to write poetry, a bit of a nerd, spend time with family and friends and help people learn technology. She lives in Los Angeles, with her dog.

Victoria Von Blaque, NYC (she/her/hers) A seductive, alluring, Black non-binary Trans femme. An Influential speaker on Equity, Inclusion, & LGBTQ competency. Author of Titty-Confessions.

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(June 6, 2024) - There is a lot to unpack in the case surrounding the death of 23yr old Darri Moore. Her story starts like too many others, a young, Black Trans woman was found dead & misgendered by police & media reports, then again by her family. Darri, whose body was discovered May 1st along the banks of the Mississippi River, was identified by fingerprints on May 13th by her dead name. Her body was in poor condition due to the elements and she had no wallet or ID. The medical examiner found no external signs of trauma & believed her body had been in the water for upwards of 2wks and the police ruled out foul play. The Medical Examiner's office is still awaiting toxicology reports.

Despite being gone for at least two weeks, she was not reported missing. The family reports to be devastated & her mother does not

believe that her death could be a suicide. In their Gofundme & interviews, they refer to her exclusively by her dead name, male pronouns & titles. Friends describe her as loved, loving & confident & also believe that she wouldn't have taken her own life. This tragedy was the 2nd to hit the family, Darri's 17yr old brother Makao Moore, was killed in a mass shooting in downtown St. Louis last June.

of Tamara Dominguez, hate crimes and shootings of Trans folks in Kansas City specifically but Missouri as a whole, continue. Ally Lee Steinfield, Dominique Lucious, Amber Miner & Kita Bee are just a few of the LGBTQ community members murdered in the state.

So what happened to Darri Moore?

The St. Louis Police don't historically have a good relationship with the LGBTQ community. Reports 2 officers drove their marked police cars into the side of an LGBTQ bar late last year & then arrested the owner, still loom. The city has seen little improvement in relations with the Black community in the last decade since Michael Brown was murdered by officers in nearby Ferguson & the city exploded under the weight of racial tension.

In 2017, police shot & killed a Black Trans women named Kiwi Herring after she stabbed a Transphobic neighbor that had been threatening & harassing her. Upon responding, they fatally shot her at the scene. Since 2015 & the murder

(June 14, 2024) - For the last couple of years the world has watched the human rights of the LGBTQ community, specifically the Trans community be debated on the house floor, media outlets and the halls of "justice." Most publicly, Florida, has seen devastating bills be passed and argued in Supreme Court to see if they will stand. This week both wins and losses were recorded in court battles. While cities all over the country celebrate Pride, courts decide the Pride communities right to exist.

Louisiana US District Judge, Terry

Doughty issued a preliminary injunction, barring a U.S. Department of Education rule that extended sex discrimination protections under Title IX to LGBT students from taking effect in the Republican-led states of Louisiana, Mississippi, Montana and Idaho.

"Enacting the changes in the final rule would subvert the original purpose of Title IX: protecting biological females from discrimination," Doughty, an appointee of Republican former President Donald Trump, wrote.

The law was originally written to protect women from gender discrimination and right-wing opponents are framing this as an attack on women opposed to an extension to cover all types of gender discrimination.

Florida experienced a huge win with the ban on gender-affirming care for minors and adults being ruled unconstitutional by U.S. District Judge Robert Hinkle in Tallahassee.

The decision overturns the law banning genderaffirming care for minors, including puberty blockers and hormone therapy. It also relieves adults of the requirement that patients see a physician in person for any transition-related care, eliminating the use of telehealth appointments. “The State of Florida can regulate as needed but cannot flatly deny Transgender individuals safe and effective medical treatment ― treatment with medications routinely provided to others with the state’s full approval so long as the purpose is not to support the patient’s Transgender identity,” Hinkle wrote.

The battles wage on.

(June 29, 2024) - Taylor Casey, 41, was attending the Sivananda Ashram Yoga Retreat on Paradise Island in the Bahamas. She has not been seen since the evening of June 19th. Family and the American embassy there were notified of her failure to come to class on the morning of June 20th. It has been reported that her cellphone was located in the water in the area unaccompanied. Bahamian police are said to have search the retreat and would be expanding their search to the rest of the island.

However, when a reporter from News Nation reported live from the island and resort, there didn't appear to be anyone searching, nor did he find any missing flyers or other guests of the resort that were aware of her disappearance.

Family is traveling to the island to assist with the search efforts.

It is important to note that areas that rely heavily on tourism are often very hesitant to widely report on crime or missing people because it can affect travel. The area where Taylor was visiting is in a heavy tourism area near to Nassau, close to Atlantis and Margaritaville resorts. According to the US embassy, the Bahamas are currently on a Level 2 Travel Advisory, asking guests to exercise increased caution due to

"gang-on-gang violence [having] resulted in a high homicide rate primarily affecting the local population. Violent crime, such as burglaries, armed robberies, and sexual assaults, occur in both tourist and non-tourist areas. Be vigilant when staying at shortterm vacation rental properties where private security companies do not have a presence."

It is also no secret to our community that Black and Indigenous women go missing at alarmingly high rates with little to no media coverage. While the news is often flooded by the disappearances of some, the disappearances of Black and Indigenous women often go completely unreported losing precious time that could have sometimes saved their lives.

Recently Representatives Ilhan Omar and Betty McCollum penned a letter to President Biden asking him to address these disparities (https://omar.house.gov/.../OmarMcCollum%20Letter...).

Until then, YOU, we may be the key to bringing Taylor Casey home. If you know, see or have heard information that may be helpful to the case, please call: 242-3008476, you can make your report anonymously.

You can also follow the Facebook page: Find Taylor Casey Community Support for updates.

Please spread the word & help bring Taylor home.

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Jay Miah’s interview about the historical significance of Sylvia Rivera and the opportunity it has given Jay Miah to just be Mi is one of thoughtfulness. Jay Miah has appeared on national television programs, shared their talent in their community, and blazed their own trail. The significance of faith, family, friends, community, and the long term love of their kitty keeps Jay Miah pressing on with the action of activism. Jay Miah’s interview is full of insight and passion. Enjoy our conversation!

Jay Miah @ZeenoN.Y.

as Sylvia Rivera

Now And Forever More Throughout my years of living I’ve never known a love like this Where the very touch of your lips makes my insides dance to a rhythm only you can hear With you by my side, my love, my cup over runs with courage, strength and dignity It's crazy to me because you ignite my soul and set fire to my pains So much that I never have to feel ashamed for simply being me Throughout my years of living I’ve never known a love like this But now that I have it, letting it go would be a fool’s task And even though I may have my moments, I am nobody’s fool So, my love wrap your arms around me with the intentions of never letting go As I love you not only from my heart but the depths of my soul I promise to hold you close even when you push me away I promise to always say what I mean and mean exactly what I say I love you in every way I’ve never loved another soul Every time your face passes through my eye sights, I become blind to everything else around me Like that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when meeting a well-respected celebrity I am your biggest fan, your faithful servant, your strong Queen With all the air in my lungs I’ll scream to the top of the world that you are my everything I sit here wondering, “How did I get so lucky?”

Knowing there was competition all around me and yet you decided to choose me Something I don’t understand but am grateful every day for that decision The moment I saw you I felt the soft touches of your name being sketched in my heart It was weird because throughout my years of living I’ve never known a love like this But I know can explain to my unborn children what it feels like to love with no limits I can explain the joy of loving without condition and without fear And I say all of this to simply say thank you for choosing me. I love you now and forever!

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THE OLD MAN'S CORNER E.L. WINSTON

This means think about the words we throw at one another. There is no free pass for us to say hurtful things to one another.

We start by sitting down and talking to each other about how we feel and why we feel these things. I also think we need to get away from this gatekeeper type of mindset. We have to let go of what's always been done or how it used to be. There is no one size, dress, tie, or style that must fit all.

Why Are We Fighting?

Growing up as a twin, my brother and I had some stomp down, drag out fights and half the time we couldn't even remember what the hell we were fighting about in the first place. I've noticed that same thing happening with my Trans siblings. As a Trans man, my experiences will be different from my Trans sisters and I think this sometimes causes us to argue and disagree with one another because we're not listening to each other to hear where we are each coming from.

We surely have more in common than not. In this time when the system is literally trying to erase us from existence, we need to be putting these petty beefs to the side and start really working together.

The greatness is within our community. We could be capable of so much more if we let that BS go and started doing what we’ve been asking the world to do all this time.

We want others to accept us for who we are and how we show up, but we can’t extend that to each other? Our fight is the same when they come for one of us then they're coming for all of us. The haters in power definitely benefit when we are at odds so I challenge us all to do better with listening to each other and extend the grace and empathy that we wish from others.

Do this old man a favor and be your sisters’ and brothers’ keepers. Safety in numbers and power in a movement.

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LATINA LESBIANS OF FLORIDA

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AN IMMANI LOVE INTERVIEW

Immani Love sits down with our Cover Feature, Liz “DJ Sin” to learn more about her group, DJing & why representation is so important.

Writer: Javannah J. Davis Javannah Jasmeen Jjasmeend20

QUEER REVOLUTIONARIES

Godmother to the movement, and many people still don’t know her name. She was Sylvia Rivera, her legend will live forever. Rivera helped lead the charge on the night of the Stonewall riots in New York City, considered the unofficial beginning of the LGBT rights movement. As drag queens, street kids and Trans women fought back against a police raid at the Stonewall Inn on June 28, 1969, The New York Times quoted, Rivera as saying, “I’m not missing a moment of this – it’s the revolution!”

Over the years Rivera’s presence at Stonewall has been disputed, there is no denying work for the community and social justice for decades. Up until the 50th Anniversary of Stonewall, even within the LGBT community, she was rarely recognized as the powerhouse that she was. The recent movie Stonewall, based on the events of that night, drew protests for “whitewashing” Rivera out of the story in favor of a fictional white character. If you watch any of the Stonewall docs or read the narratives, you rarely see Black and Brown faces.

Sylvia’s life was never easy. She was born in New York In the early 50's to a Puerto Rican father and Venezuelan mother. Rivera’s stepfather threatened to kill her and her mother when Rivera was a young child. Shortly after, Rivera’s mother killed herself. At ten years old, Rivera was on her own in Times Square, working as a sex worker to survive. It was a treacherous existence, not only because of the drugs and violence from Johns, but because of the continual threat of police brutality. Rivera once threw herself out of a moving police car to evade arrest.

Rivera lived life on the margins because she refused to conform to the gender norms of her time. At that point in history, the term “transgender” was not in commonly used; people who did not dress to align with their birth gender were known as transsexuals, transvestites, or “queers.” While many men and women chose to hide “in the closet,” Rivera was not among them; she was wearing makeup to school since the 4th grade.

“Try to imagine being an eleven year old kid and being kicked out onto the streets of New York,” said author and activist Riki Wilchins. “It must have been brutal. Growing up like this made Sylvia both hard as nails and extremely vulnerable.” Sylvia’s experience also gave her great empathy for the experiences of others struggling with homelessness and abandonment, coming to terms with identity and sexuality. After Stonewall, she joined the Nascent Gay Rights Movement – at a time when Trans people were not necessarily welcomed.

With her friend Marsha P. Johnson, Rivera founded S.T.A.R (Street Transvestite Action Revolutionaries) and opened a shelter for homeless Transwomen & youth. She was also an early member of groups like the Gay Activists Alliance and the Gay Liberation Front, which birthday many of today’s LGBT organizations.

Writer: Javannah J. Davis Javannah Jasmeen Jjasmeend20

QUEER REVOLUTIONARIES Rivera’s commitment to community was endless. She was fearless and literally fought her way to tables. She once was arrested for trying to climb in a window – in a dress and high heels because the NY City Council was debating a gay rights bill in a closed door meeting. When they wouldn’t invite her to the table, she flipped it over. Despite her tenacity and incredible bravery, Rivera was increasingly left out of a movement that was focused on going mainstream. Still, she persisted and demanded to be heard, earning herself the title of “The Rosa Parks of the Modern Transgender Movement.”

Rivera passed away in 2002 from liver cancer. Even on her deathbed, she was taking meetings to advocate for Trans rights and issued to be included in the platforms of activist groups of the time. She passed at only 50yrs old. Thankfully, Sylvia is finally being remembered and recognized for her incredible impact. A NYC street was named in her honor, tributes from LGBT community organizations are now regular practice and the Sylvia Rivera Law Project, (SRLP), an organization that works to secure the rights of gender non-conforming people, carries on her work. Her daughter, Mariah, continues to fight for the community in her name and S.T.A.R., now with a new accronym and under new leadership, continues the battle for Trans rights that Sylvia started.

Previous Page; Top Left: Rivera, shown in 1994, was a prominent early leader in the movement for civil rights...

Justin Sutcliffe Bottom Left: Source Valerie Schaff This page; Bottom: Photograph of Marsha P. Johnson and Sylvia Rivera by Rudy Grillo, c. 1989-90.

Top Right: Sylvia Rivera at the 25th Anniversary of Stonewall in New York (June 1994); Jose Gutierrez, whose photo archive is housed on the Digital Transgender Archive website

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When I tell y’all if you haven’t read Blood Debts and Blood Justice then you are doing yourself a major disservice. The series is about the Trudeau family and righting a terrible injustice that was done to their family. The main characters, twins, Clement and Cristina Trudeau take you on a wild ride of emotions as you go from sad to mad to anxious. I couldn't help but get wrapped up in everything Clem and Cris.

Their anger and frustration at an unjust patriarchal system rooted in hate and racism. They take you there.

Then, we have Valetina Savant and her family. The beef that has passed down from Valentina’s grandmother and the Trudeau family to her and Cris is crazy. You want to hate Valentina but at the same time you don’t. As you get a peek into her life, you sideways want her to win but not at the cost of Cris and her family. The crazy thing is that Cris and Valentina are so much alike that you often find yourself thinking how far they could go if they were working together and not against each other.

This series will have you on the edge of your seat. It was definitely a journey of ‘you not about to play with me’ because ‘I’m standing on business’ and ‘I’m definitely getting my damn lick back’ type of vibe.

When you think about the climate of the world today, this series is right on time. It speaks to the anger and frustration of our times. To be able to see Clem and Cris express what so many of us are feeling is profound. To be able to explore being angry and not taking the high road and what that looks like is powerful. How far is too far though?

Another thing that comes up is not being able to let go and ultimately what that will also cost not just you but others around you. I saw a 16 year old me in Clem with his anxiety and feeling abandoned by those who should have always been there for him.

I wish there was a Terry J. Benton- Walker when I was growing up! This series was everything 16 year old, E needed and still everything present day E.L. needs. We all can see some part of ourselves in this series and it's definitely a much needed conversation starter. Do yourself a favor and grab Blood Debts and Blood Justice, you will not regret it!!!!

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Exploring new frontiers in contemporary African fashion through a kaleidoscopic lens, the dynamic first collection from creator, Dr. Maurice Gattis, M.S.S.W, Ph.D, features men’s and women’s apparel.

His bold new entry in the global fashion arena, Fort Mosé 1738, (www.fortmose1738.com) celebrates the legacy of the first free legally sanctioned Black community in America. The looks feature exclusive African textiles including Kente, in a pattern you will only see in Fort Mosé 1738 apparel. Blaque/OUT’s Jay Valentino sat down with Dr. Gattis to learn more about his life and the fashion.

JV: Where are you from?

MG: Daytona Beach, Florida

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“We are committed to the economic empowerment of artisans in Accra, Ghana. Net profits from Fort Mosé 1738 will go directly back to this community of vastly talented individuals.”

JV: What drives you to create?

MG: Since childhood, I have always had a love of color, patterns, and textures. The composition of fashion has always been a fascination. I am the designer and CEO of Fort Mosé 1738, creating a collection seasonally to reveal to consumers and retailers is a creative process I am fully committed to, it is a fulfillment of my drive to make a difference.

JV: How do you feel about fashion being culturally relevant or even shaping culture?

MG: I strive to make Fort Mosé 1738 culturally relevant. Our fashion collection is conceived to

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build a bridge between the African Diaspora and contemporary lifestyles, to connect the past with the present. African textiles at the sophisticated hand-crafted level we offer should not be seen as “special occasion only.” These stunning textiles should not be stuck in the back of the closet. I am making every effort through Fort Mosé 1738 to bring them front and

center, out into day-to-day activities. Just as a man might wear a navy Brooks Brothers suit to a meeting, there is no reason he cannot proclaim his heritage and wear a handwoven Kente suit. My intention is to change perceptions of looks that function equivalently to conventional styles yet may not be seen in exactly the same light.

There is always room for greater individuality in fashion.

JV: What impact do you want to be known for?

MG: Bridging a cultural gap. Spearheading mainstream acceptance of African textiles and craftsmanship in comparatively upscale yet still accessibly priced day-to-day apparel for men and for women.

JV: What project or task would you consider your most significant career accomplishments to date?

MG: For me, launching Fort Mosé 1738 without question is the endeavor that is my most inspiring career accomplishment. It is an amazing opportunity to do something of cultural significance in America while shining a light on the artisans of Ghana.

JV: Do you feel this craft has always been one of your career paths or did you develop this craft over time?

MG: Becoming a fashion designer was a career path that found me, I did not have a plan to be a designer in the traditional sense. However, being the designer for Fort Mosé 1738 allows me to exercise my creative/design abilities as well as my commitment to helping others, in this case, the tremendously talented individuals I have the joy of working with in Ghana. I have a background in Social Work which I teach as a Professor at Virginia Commonwealth University.

JV: Tell us about your first collection that released this spring.

MG: Prices range from $150 to approximately $500 for looks for men and for women in hand-woven Kente in brilliant color stories woven with golden threads as well as 100% cotton in bold prints taken from Africa’s flora and fauna. Styles include dresses, long and short, for women as well as a gorgeous Kente pantsuit. For men, we have traditionally tailored suits however the jackets and color-coordinated trousers are made in Kente. We also have, for men, fun and colorful 100% cotton prints in shirts and shorts ensembles.

JV: What do you feel is the best way to execute an idea you’ve always prolonged?

MG: Fashion moves at a rapid pace. There is no opportunity to prolong a collection or any decision regarding moving Fort Mosé 1738 forward. All ideas are evaluated and when they make sense, immediately executed.

JV: What’s one thing you would like your Audience to Learn about your clothing?

MG: We are looking to build a community that embraces their heritage through the looks from Fort Mosé 1738 and all that they represent. We are not about being limited by the latest fashion trends. We are designing for real life, real people not looks that only belong on the runway or the red carpet. Although I have to say I thought the look of the Kente overalls on a dancer in Jungle’s “Back on ’74” video was a fun and trendy idea, who knows maybe it will turn up in a future Fort Mosé 1738 collection? Above all, we strive to be culturally relevant and fashion-forward without sacrificing practicality.

JV: What does the word Harmony mean to you?

MG: To me the idea of Harmony means “acceptance.” Accepting diverse fashion looks in this instance. And realizing that a ‘Fort Mosé 1738 man’ might wear a navy Brooks Brothers style suit to a meeting, there is no reason he cannot proclaim his heritage and wear a handwoven Kente suit. My intention is to change perceptions of looks that function equivalently to conventional styles yet may not be seen in exactly the same light. There is always room for greater individuality in fashion.

Thank you Dr. Maurice N. Gattis for sitting down and sharing your work with the Blaque/OUT family. If you are Interested In learning more, shopping Fort Mose’ 1738 or contacting the Fort Mose’ 1738 team, visit: https://www.fortmose1738.com/

During my time on Fire Island (off the coast of New York), I have encountered a complex history intertwined with the institution of slavery, which has greatly influenced the island's past. The presence of this history has made my visits to Long Island in the recent past feel uneasy and peculiar. While I may not have fully appreciated or understood these dynamics as a child, I now find myself uncomfortable due to the deep-rooted legacy of racial injustice and inequality that continues to impact Black and Brown individuals on the island. It raises the question of why we are drawn to an island that was never intended for us, and this energy is palpable in certain interactions, such as the lingering looks, whispered conversations, and the objectification of those that fetishize us.

Another important topic to consider is the pressure to conform to cisgender, heterosexual norms. It prompts us to question whether we, as a society, suffer from Stockholm syndrome, as we strive to adopt norms that have historically caused harm to our community. It is crucial to reflect on why we feel the need to assimilate to toxic ideals and examine our ability to hold our gay, lesbian, and non-queer siblings accountable for the harm they may inadvertently inflict upon our community, such as ableism, lack of accessibility, body shaming, and femmephobia. Although I have enjoyed my art residency on Fire Island and the opportunity to relax, I find it difficult to believe that a place I once considered home and a safe haven can truly be the paradise I seek.

TiTTY Victoria Von Blaque CONFESSIONS

Reflecting on my time in Fire Island, I am grateful for the experience that brought me back to my childhood home. It has also made me realize that there is still important work to be done in the healing process. This trip has ignited a passion within me to delve deeper into the dark history of Long Island and explore the underlying issues of selfhatred within the LGBTQ+ community, particularly towards Transgender individuals and other marginalized groups.

I am excited to embark on this research journey and share my findings with all of you. Stay tuned for more insights and reflections as I continue to write about these important topics.

Furthermore, there appears to be a divide between those who identify as queer and those who solely identify as gay, bisexual, or lesbian. Being queer encompasses more than just a sexual orientation; it is a political statement and a commitment to liberation, equality, equity, and the overall improvement of marginalized individuals. Personally, my time spent on Fire Island serves as a reminder of the trauma and experiences I endured during my childhood, where I was often objectified as a token or fetish. This continues to occur, as my identities have transitioned from being seen solely as a tall BBC man to a voluptuous, big-breasted BBW with a cock. These identities occupy niche spaces, particularly in public settings.

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Deputy Directer of LGBTQ+ Affairs of the NYS Governors Office Chanel Lopez is a trans activists, advocate, and first Afro-Latina to hold the position of Deputy Director of LGBTQ+ Affairs for the office of New York State Governor Kathy Hocul. Chanel is also the recent recipient of the 2023 Community Change Maker Award.

JD: Chanel, Tell us a little about yourself?

CL: I never felt like I really came out, I was always that feminine child. At a young age around 5 years old I questioned my identity, my mom use to get upset at me because I wasn’t masculine enough. Growing up I was back and forth between my mom and dad since they divorced when I was young. Living with my dad I was surrounded by toxic masculinity. I didn't Come out to be my fully authentic self until I left my family's home at the age of 25.

JD: When did you find your calling for community activism and advocacy?

CL: I realized as a sex worker that this wasn’t the lifestyle for me, I wanted more out of life. I started enrolling in 8 week courses and becoming certified for pre and post testing at the height of the HIV/AIDS pandemic. I would be told by the community how they wanted to have that type of work life, but at the time it was hard because many jobs wouldn’t hire any one who identified as transgender. That’s when I decided to start advocating and becoming an activist. I would get up at 5am and go on trips to Albany and Washington DC with other trans advocates and knock on legislators and elected officials office doors and sit to have conversations with them about the importance of supporting the transgender community.

JD: How did you make your way all the way to the New York state governor’s office? What are some of the challenges you’ve faced?

CL: I never saw myself in politics even though my father's side of the family were heavily active in politics. I never had interest but once I started Working for the City Commission on Human Rights as the transgender community liaisons? I was able to sit at the table with policy makers as well as to go around the city educating the importance of respecting a trans person who would access your services and then I realized I can do more for my community on the state level and through the support of a friend of mine I was able to land a job working for our Governor where I have The opportunity to really fight for our rights.

JD: How did you deal with those feelings when you feel emotionally full and tired?

CL: It’s not easy at times I shit Down and isolate myself especially because it’s hard for me to really trust people, but I practice as much self care as I can and reach out when I really need to.

JD: How did your family and friends react to your decision to be your authentic self? Were you supported in your decision, if so, by whom?

CL: My family took a while for them to understand and accept my transition, it was really hard for my mom at first because she didn’t understand the whole transgender community, so I had To and still educate her till this day about the importance of pronouns etc. As for my friends, many turned their backs, and told me they wouldn’t even walk with me down the streets if I transitioned. My relationship with my partner at the time ended when I started Transitioning.

JD: What prejudices/discrimination/racism have you experienced as a transgender individual growing up in NYC? CL: In the beginning of my transition I was always harassed and called names while walking down the streets, I would pass by a group of men and they would yell “He She” or “that’s a dude” I got into plenty of fights because I would answer back lol.

JD: Have you ever been homeless and/or unemployment due to being Transgender?

What were your experiences during these times?

CL: I had lost my job as a school aid and ended up staying with my godparents for a while until I ended Up having to go to a shelter where I lived for about 2 years.

JD: How do you feel about healthcare when it comes to being a transgender person?

CL: I believe We can have a better healthcare system especially for transgender individuals who work, it’s really hard for us out of pocket expenses are insane and very costly.

JD: Do you feel seen and heard as a trans AfroLatina when it comes to your personal mental and physical health?

CL: As an Afro-Latina I’m government I do Feel heard and scene, even though I have No problem walking into a room of conservative cis men and women letting them know my presence.

JD: What does visibility as a transgender AfroLatina mean to you? In what ways do you feel visible overall?

CL: Visibility as an Afro-Latina means showing up and showing in places people feel we don’t belong, breaking barriers and creating a change in the community.

JD: What do you feel is most lacking within the black and brown transgender community? support? safety? etc.

CL: We need to support each other more, we are so quick to shout out that’s my brother or that my sister but yet any chance you get you knock us down and power is in the unity.

JD: What would you like to see improved within the transgender community as a whole?

Why? CL: I would Like to see more affordable housing, equal employment and better healthcare for my community.

JD: What advice or guidance would you share with the trans youth in your community?

CL: My advice to anyone in my community is to never let anyone tell you that you can’t do that or be who you want to be. If it’s in your soul then you do what you have to do to achieve your goal.

JD: Did you think you'd have as big of an impact on our community like you have?

CL: I believe I have an impact on my community but would like to be seen as a leader.

Follow Chanel on social media: Instagram - @Chanel_J_Lopez Twitter- @Chanelintl11

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1. Can you tell us what Satisfiction Book Box is?

Satisfiction is a bi-monthly subscription service that places paramount importance on the practice of self-care in everyday life. Our subscription box offers a carefully curated selection of science fiction and fantasy novels by authors of color, coupled with skincare and bath products.

2. Satisfiction is a nice play on words. How did you come up with that name?

My partner, Kenny, is the one who came up with the name! If it weren’t for him, the box would have been named something cheesy like, “Books and Bubbles”. When he came to me and said, “How about naming the box Satisfiction? The words: Satisfy + Fiction combined.” I instantly knew that had to be the business name!

3. The stereotype would be that Black women only read romance and hood/gangster books. You're taking a sledgehammer to the narrative with your subscription box. Why Sci-FI and fantasy?

I have been an avid reader of the fantasy and sci-fi genre since I was a child, and since joining the book community on Instagram. I've developed many friendships with others who love those genres as well.

4. Who’s your favorite author?

My favorite author has to be N.K. Jemisin. I think she is an absolute genius. The use of second person in The Broken Earth trilogy is so bold, but brilliantly adds a layer of depth to the story. In general, I think she is a poignant story teller and it’s one author I will never stop recommending!

5. Do you have a favorite box that you've done?

Truthfully, every single box has given the same, “oh my gosh, I can’t believe it’s happening!” sort of feeling. I feel especially grateful that I own a business that is a direct reflection of my interests and there happens to be a community of bookworms who are also interested! I will say, our most recent limited edition of Kindred by Octavia E. Butler, has to be the edition I feel the most honored to do as Octavia is such a paramount figure in the science fiction and fantasy genres. I wanted to make sure we created an edge design that everyone would love and I’m so excited to send our edition of Kindred off to readers.

6. What's your process when picking a book to feature?

Picking which books to feature is always the hardest part as we only have 6 subscription boxes a year. I feel grateful to have been a part of this community before I started Satisfiction, so I have a lot of people who are always recommending me books along with amazing subscribers who do too. As this business is solely run by myself, ultimately, the picking of featured books comes down to if I resonated with a book I read and if I think my customers will also enjoy it. Representation is also important to me, and I try my best to keep a pulse on what books are being talked about within the community. Going forward, a majority of the books in the subscription will be my BIPOC indie authors as I have found the subscription is the best place to give them a platform.

7. Are there any dream authors you would like to feature?

I’ve spoken about this a lot on social media, but I would love to collaborate with Orbit and N.K. Jemisin. Truthfully, getting this business to a point where I can create a beautiful edition of The Broken Earth trilogy is one of my main motivators.

8. Satisfiction places paramount importance on the practice of self care everyday. What things do you do to practice self care?

For me self-care looks like sitting down in reading nook with a good book, writing my own stories, and also going on long walks with my partner in the Tennessee woods. Since the inception of this business, I constantly remind myself that this business cannot thrive if I don’t take care of myself too, so this past year I’ve tried my best to be more strict with boundaries and this business. For example, not working on weekends.

9. With a portion of proceeds from each subscription directed to literacy programs.

What are your thoughts on literacy and the state of our Black and Brown children?

With the rise of book bans across America being comprised of mainly BIPOC and LGBTQ+ books, it saddens me to watch public and school libraries struggle. I think it’s more important than ever we invest into our local libraries, along with literacy programs. When we look at statistics, literacy rates among school age children are decreasing which disproportionately affects children of color. As Frederick Douglass said, “Once you learn to read, you will be forever free.” It’s imperative we advocate for literacy, because reading/writing not only is empowering, but is a critical foundation for learning new skills.

10. What's currently on your TBR? I’m currently reading The Dawn of the Cursed Queen by Amber Nicole and I’m in the process of rereading and annotating a romantasy novel that’ll be featured in our January 2025 box! I can’t divulge too much what my TBR currently is because it’s all books I’m interested in featuring in our 2025 boxes. There are so many wonderful SFF books by indie authors coming out in the upcoming months, and I can’t wait to dive into these stories!

11. Top 5 all time favorite books?

The Broken Earth Trilogy by N.K. Jemisin, Kindred by Octavia Butler, The Legendborn Cycle by Tracy Deonn, The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins, Gods and Monsters by Amber Nicole, and Assata: An Autobiography by Assata Shakur (I know this is six, but it’s hard to choose!)

12. Any suggestions for someone wanting to start reading more diversely?

If you’re someone who is wanting to read more diversely, but you aren’t sure where to start, my biggest tip is to begin following more BIPOC creators. Reading novels by authors of color helps challenge and dismantle stereotypes and biases often perpetuated in mainstream media. By exposing ourselves to diverse perspectives, we can gain a more nuanced understanding of different cultures, histories, and identities.

13. Any tips for someone looking to start their own business?

My biggest tip is that failure is just redirection, and when things seem slow, it means to push harder.

Your dreams deserve a chance, so take action.

14. Favorite Quote?

“Don't make your life about the loss. Make it about the love.” - Legendborn, Tracy Deonn 15. Any big projects on the horizon that you can share with us?

We’re currently in the process of planning our 2025 box lineup along with additional limited editions in our shop. I’m hoping that if all goes well, we can do a limited edition set of Octavia E. Butler’s Lilith’s Brood series!

16. Where can our readers connect with you and sign up for subscriptions?

You can find us at www.satisfiction.co and @satisfictionbox on Instagram and TikTok.

BREEZN THRU’ WITH LADE BREEZ MOTIVATING SELF ESTEEM WITH PHILLIP ESTEEM Taking a breeze through Chicago, IL, I0 had the opportunity to sit down with Phillip Esteem, Editor and Founder of PrideIndex.com and The Esteem Awards. As preparation for the upcoming “Artist in the Afternoon'' event in Atlanta, this August is underway, we wanted to dig deeper into the inner workings of the 501c3 Organization that has dedicated its efforts to promoting positive images of people of color in the LGBTQIA community and its allies for twenty years.

Phillip, thank you so much for taking the time to sit with us!

I’d like to ask first and foremost for our readers, how do you identify? What are your pronouns?

I use He, Him, His. Amazing. Let’s dive in; So would you tell us about the work you do and your 501c3 ? Who is Phillip Esteem?

I'm the Editor of PrideIndex.com. The founder of the Esteem Awards (TheEsteemAwards.com). The Esteem Awards is a 501c3 organization that promotes positive images of African Americans/People of Color, LGBTQ+ communities and our allies. The Esteem Awards will celebrate its 17th anniversary this July.

We're branching off into other events, such as “Artists in the Afternoon ''. We are about to have our fourth “Artist in the Afternoon” in Atlanta on August 31st. I'll talk more about that later.

I work a 9 to 5 job outside of PrideIndex, the Esteem Awards, and Artists in the Afternoon. I work in the information industry to pay the bills.

That sounds like an amazing experience. So tell us more about the PrideIndex and what you guys do for the LGBTQIA community?

PrideIndex.com is an online entertainment portal for the LGBTQ+, African American, and People Of Color communities.

It is celebrating 20 years.

Tell us more about the “Artist in the Afternoon” event?

Artist in the Afternoon is an event for LGBTQ+, African American writers, spoken word artists, and so forth, which will take place in Atlanta, Ga, during Black Pride weekend. The space will host a few different panel discussions, authors and speakers. There will also be a separate panel for LGBTQIA youth.

What inspired you to begin your entrepreneurship journey to inspire the LGBTQIA writing community?

It happened organically. In 1999, I started a zine called Legends, Statements & Stars, which covered the ball scene. I

exploded from there with my involvement in the social services world and later with the Esteem Awards and “Artists in the Afternoon”. Ultimately, my goal is to work full-time for myself doing activism work. I'm not there just yet, but it is coming soon.

Well it seems like you are well on your way. I asked what, so can you tell us who inspired and inspires you to stay consistent?

The love I give others motivates me to continue my work. I love to interview BIPOC artists, writers, authors, and filmmakers and share their stories with our readers on PrideIndex.com. I live vicariously through them. And just when I am having a bad day, I receive a letter of thanks and support from someone I helped. I guess the universe knows when I'm down and sends a little love my way, saying “Phil, you've got this.”

Fulfillment at its finest! What was your most significant challenge in successfully planning these impactful events like the Esteem Awards or “Artist in the Afternoon”?

The greatest challenge I have faced was becoming a 501(c)3 while being laid off from a well-paying job. Yet, that year, we could still produce the Esteem Awards.

The other biggest obstacle is money. I have learned to work with what resources we were able to raise through crowdfunding, borrowing, and bartering.

Those are definitely relatable to those who know the struggles of starting from the ground up. What advice would you give others that may be considering starting a 501c3 or curating events?

Do not give up. Figure out how to do what you want to do on a limited or abbreviated budget, or adjust your plans to fit a limited budget.

Have you faced any negative blowback as a person of color or as an LGBTQIA+ individual?

I experience it every day. I have been told, "No, we don't talk to websites like yours. " I remember several years ago being told by a multinational firm,"They don't give to people like us." I probed to find out more details, but what I did was unimportant [to them]. No problem; it's onward and upward, and it's time to move on.

What is your opinion on the current climate of the LGBTQIA community, with so many states attempting to pass laws biased against the LGBTQIA people?

Oh, my heavens, I have no idea where to start. I cannot understand it, and it pisses me off at times. There are not enough hours in the day for me to answer. We have to get out there and vote and make our voices heard.

How can our audience reach you or follow your journey?

I am Phil Esteem on Linktree. This will connect you to my Instagram, Threads, Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr, and LinkedIn social media accounts.

Check out PrideIndex.com and TheEsteemAwards.com.

My email is esteemfeedback@hotmail.com.

Phil it has been a true pleasure getting to know more about what you do for the community and what’s to come in the near future. Thank you for your service! We look forward to supporting your upcoming endeavors!

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LOVE LIVES IN US...

The Winstons WINSTON AND THE MRS. (E.L. AND RONI)

Love lives in us…the Winstons and we want to share a little bit of it with you.

We have work besties, and “spouses” on our jobs, and people who just generally make work more tolerable than it would be without them. On social media, there are couples who put their relationship out for the world to see. It is their work together that draws many views and many clicks. What is the benefit of these working relationships and do they add to the pleasure of life or deduct from it?

The Mrs. Winston and I have a number of hobbies and interests that greatly differ. This means that we do enjoy being separate from one another sometimes. Most of our time though is spent together. We enjoy being with each other and there are days when we are just doing life. We watch movies, attend plays, and such.

We also work together in various areas. We engage in local community service, work our budding brand, serve in ministry, and support each other’s next career challenges. With so many endeavors that we take on, it has us spending quite a bit of time in one another’s space. So much working together means that we must find ways to connect, respect, and encourage. It is easy to get lost in the work, but we always go back to ‘who are we as a couple’. If we forget to do that, then we face the potential danger of opening weakness in our relationship.

When we were in the early stages of our relationship, we spent time really digging into who we were as individuals. We shared our hopes and dreams. Knowing these things about one another means that we were able to define how we could be a strong working team. We had a place to start with one another, recognize one another’s strengths and weaknesses, and build next level opportunities together.

Winston Let me tell you that “teamwork makes the dream work” is the truest statement I have ever heard.

Success in life really depends on knowing yourself and your team. We took the time to get to know each other to see our dreams lived out in real time.

Imagine if we hadn't invested the time in really getting to know each other then we wouldn't be able to assist the other in reaching our goals. The Mrs. has got to be my biggest cheerleader and one of my toughest critics. She knows me so well that she knows when to encourage me and when to call me on my BS to push me to go for everything I can imagine and I do the same for her. The goal is to be the best versions of ourselves, to walk in our purpose, and live and love life. Who better to do that with than someone already tapped into the vision? Who better than someone who wants to see you crush it? Not only wanting to see you do it, but also who will assist you in any way possible. That’s why it’s important to take your time in getting to know each other.

How do you know you got the right partner or if you’re right for them if you never take the time to have real and honest conversations about your goals, dreams, and fears? How do you know if you can help your partner achieve their goals if you never find out what they are? Even bigger is that you can help them see things to benefit them or maybe they didn't think about or see. Ultimately, my life has been blessed and enriched on so many levels because we took the time to connect, respect and encourage!

Thoughts to Leave You The process of connecting to one another in a way that sustains you during your greatest difficulties is crucial.

Disagreements and differences pop up for all couples, especially when you spend a lot of time in each other’s space. The strength lies in creating a bond to maintain the focus of who you are as a couple.

Be mindful of the potential within yourself, the potential within your partner, and the potential of your relationship to feed greatness!

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THE BOOKBAG INSTALLMENT 4.

“James, I am sick of your bullshit!”

“My bullshit?! O’Shea, I’m sick of yours. You and your little girlfriends.”

My girlfriends? Oh, now, this muthafucker doesn’t like my girlfriends. Yeah, that’s not what he thought a couple of weeks ago.

A couple of weeks ago…

A soft knock at the front door and James peeks out. It’s my girlfriend Char. I’m ready to go out. This house feels suffocating. Char, per usual, comes in loud with a bottle in hand and her cute, black cocktail dress on with her trusty little black backpack purse, smelling like a smooth caress. I grab two glasses from the kitchen cabinet, fill them with ice and set them on the kitchen island. Char pours us out a good measure and James grabs a glass for himself. I look at him side-eye because I can’t figure out why he suddenly wants to drink with us. Char takes the hint, caps the bottle, and James grabs the bottle to pour for himself.

We finish off our drinks and I grab my purse, but James suddenly asks if we’ll stay in tonight. I’m ready to go, but Char asks him what we’re going to do if we stay in.

He suggests we drink a little more and play cards.

The next thing I know, Char is coming out of her shoes and says she’s glad not to wear those shoes another minute.

Okay, I guess we’re staying in.

James goes over to the surround sound and turns it on.

Char starts dancing in the middle of the living room with her constantly refilled glass in hand and I watch her just fuming. She is having too much of a good time while I was just ready to get out. I give up and decide to join her. I refill my glass, slip off my shoes, and just let loose. We danced through Rhianna, Cardi B., and then comes Keith Sweat. James knows I love Keith (I don’t care what anybody says about him).

I turn around to tell Char this and she starts kissing me. It catches me off guard, but I’m feeling the music, I’m feeling my liquor, and I’m feeling that she smells like sex and warm liquor. My pussy goes to throbbing and I forget how aggravated I am.

James is suddenly at my back and he’s pulling up my dress to reveal my ass. It’s slightly cool in the room and that combination of warmth and cool just make my pussy throb more. I’m kissing Char and James is pressing his rising erection against my ass with his arms embracing me to tug slightly on my nipples. I’m in an overload of my senses.

Char’s smell and taste, James’ hands touching me in all of my spots, my eyes are closed but I see beautiful brown skin everywhere I look, and the music plays and there's the slight moaning just underneath the notes.

Char breaks away to get her bookbag while James lays me down on the floor. I’ve never been so thankful for this thick carpeting. Char has retrieved some massage oil and begins to slather it all over me. I love the warm tingle it adds to my skin. Char slides her fingers into my dripping pussy and I can’t help but to pull my thighs together.

James helps to spread my legs. I quickly begin to roll into the beginning of my orgasm. It’s coming so quickly, I can’t believe it.

Someone must have called a switch without telling me because Char climbs atop my face and I devour her with a focus like never before. I want to feel her dripping down the back of my throat. It's like coming home to apple pie. I am digging in, sucking, teasing, and finally just caving into my craving. James slides down my body, slips my panties to the side and proceeds to work his way in and out.

We've hit a good rhythm. Char slides off my face and snags her Bullet out of her bag. She props up on the ottoman, legs spread so I get full view of that little Bullet pressed between her folds. She moans and it is a song to my ears.

James puts in the work. Now, Char and I are moaning in sync. James even throws in an 'oh damn’ and now everybody is lost in the reaction of their body.

We're wet. We're slick. And we're satisfied.

Now, here we are again. In this same kitchen with this same argument. *ding dong* I hope that's Char with her bookbag.

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PRI DE What Direction is Black Pride RVA taking this year?

We have revamped our Community Root Awards by doing a community-wide vote and nominations. It will definitely be bigger and better than ever. The Va Honors Ball and the return of the Blacktopia Ball, will honor icons of the ballroom scene.

At our Day of Purpose Festival at the Richmond Convention Center there will be local vendors, local artists, and this year we're featuring Burlesque Kings from DC and Philadelphia, and then join us for the return of the Block Party that’s for any and everybody of all ages. The Center for Black Equity, DC Black Pride, and other Black Prides will be attending Black Pride RVA festivities this year.

What inspired UGRC to put on Black Pride RVA? Black Pride RVA is a celebration of Black culture, community, and love in Richmond, Virginia. It is a program of Us Giving Richmond Connections (UGRC), a non-profit organization of BIPOC LGBTQIA+ leaders who work to improve the health and well-being of BIPOC LGBTQIA+ communities in the area. This event honors and uplifts LGBTQIA+ community through a variety of entertaining and engaging events.

What does Black Pride RVA symbolize?

Black Pride RVA addresses this historical imbalance by dedicating a space and time specifically to honor and elevate the voices and experiences of BIPOC LGBTQIA+. As a community we have come to understand that there is marginalization that goes beyond orientation, identity, and gender expression.

As Black Pride RVA steadily approaches, I had the pleasure of sitting down with Luise "Cheezi" Farmer.

Cheezi is the President and one of the Co-Founders of Black Pride RVA. We discussed this year's changes and the hopes for this year's Black Pride RV. You have an invite to this conversation and to this momentous event July 18th - 21st.

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What do you want the readers to know? (Feel free to edit any questions, or answers and add whatever you like to your liking Black Pride RVA is not just for those who identify as Black LGBTQIA+. In today's climate we definitely would love to see all of our LGBTQIA+ community come out and celebrate. We need to continue to build relationships, be resilient, and show up as our authentic selves.

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