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†mB wb¯ÍäZvi ga¨ †_‡K †Zvgv‡`i Kɯ^i ¯^vaxbZvi ewjô wPrKvi †f‡m Avm‡e †mBw`b Avgv‡`i †`‡ki RbZv Lywb Rvwjg‡K duvwmi Kv‡ô Szjv‡eB Szjv‡e †Zvgv‡`i Avkv AwMœ wkLvi g‡Zv R¡j‡e cÖwZ‡kva Avi weR‡qi Avb‡›`| (gvneye Dj Avjg †PŠayix, ÔKuv`‡Z Avwmwb duvwmi `vwe wb‡q G‡mwQÕ) GBfv‡e Dwbk‡kv evqvbœ-DËi KvjL‡Ð GKz‡k †deªæqvwi n‡q I‡V evOvwj RvwZi cÖwZw`‡bi c_ Pjvi cv‡_q| GKz‡ki Avi GK bvg n‡q I‡V ms‡¶vf, GKz‡ki A_© `uvovq gv_v-bZ-bv Kiv, GKzk n‡q I‡V ¯^cœ Avi m¤¢vebvi cÖZxK| A‡bK KweB GKzk‡K KweZvq e¨envi K‡i‡Qb cÖZxK wn‡m‡e, †hgb K‡ib gnv‡`e mvnv Zuvi ÔGKz‡ki MvbÕ KweZvq Ñ GKzk gv‡bB Avm‡Q, ¯^cœ Avm‡Q, fwel¨r Avm‡Q GKzk gv‡b AZxZ bq, AvMvgx g„Zz¨ bq, Rb¥; GKzk gv‡b knx`‡`i cv‡qi kã GKzk gv‡b ARi, Agi, Awebk¦i|  (gnv‡`e mvnv, ÔGKz‡ki MvbÕ) cÖvK-gyw³hy× KvjL‡Ð fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi GB cÖwZev`x †PZbv ga¨Avwki ˆ¯^ie„Ë mg‡q ¯Íä n‡q c‡o; avZe A¯¿avix kvm‡Ki Kv‡Q GKz‡k †deªæqvwi n‡q I‡V fxwZi KviY, †hgb fxZ n‡qwQj cÂvk-lv‡Ui mvgwiK kvmKiv| GKz‡k †deªæqvwi ZLb iƒcvšÍwiZ nq ¯§„wZ Abyl‡½| KvwjK GB cÖeYZvB Kwei kã‡mªv‡Z Awfe¨³ nq iƒcK e¨Äbvq Ñ Kwe I KzKzi‡`i GBLv‡b Avm‡Z w`I bv| ... ... ... Avgv‡`i my‡Li wb`ªvq Iiv e‡ov DrcvZ Kwe I KzKzi‡`i `~‡i iv‡Lv we‡klZ GB gv‡m, Iiv ïay Ke‡ii gvwU Lyu‡o †e`bv RvMv‡Z fvjev‡m| ... ... ... gvwU‡Z fv‡qi jvk c‡P wM‡q K‡e †hb wb‡g‡l wbt‡kl Zv‡`i †`‡ni †g`, mKj jveY¨ wg‡k n‡q‡Q De©i G evMvb, nvq Avgv‡`i GB Rxe‡bi mKj evMvb| Kwe I KzKzi‡`i GBLv‡b Avm‡Z w`I bv| I‡`i bL‡i ïay D‡V Av‡m ¯§„wZi Kei †_‡K g„Z fv‡qi †ev‡bi jvk, Avgv‡`i mgvwnZ ¯§„wZi Kvdb| (†Lv›`Kvi Avkivd †nv‡mb, Ô†deªæqvwi‡Z R‰bK evMvb gvwjKÕ) KvwjK GB cÖeYZvi Kvi‡Y cÖwZÁvi K_v D”PvwiZ n‡qI AwšÍ‡g cÖkœ, wKsev ewj mskq, †`Lv †`q| GKz‡ki AvšÍi‡cÖiYvq †h-Kwe RbZvi mgy‡`ª wg‡k wM‡q hLb mbL kc‡_ cÖ`xß n‡q I‡Vb, wZwbB †k‡l eiK‡Zi g‡Zv knx` n‡Z wØavwš^Z n‡q c‡ob| Avj gvngy‡`i ÔGKz‡ki KweZvÕq dz‡U I‡V GB Qwe Ñ ÔAvwgI AšÍi½ n‡q hvB nVvr ZLb/ RbZvi mgy‡`ªi mv‡_/ ev‡Ni nv‡Zi g‡Zv mbL kc_/ †mvnv‡Mi Mvp B”Qv wb‡q/

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KweZvi g‡Zv cwigv‡Y wecyj bv n‡jI, evsjv‡`‡ki Dcb¨v‡mI fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi eûgvwÎK cÖwZdjb N‡U‡Q| fvlv-Av‡›`vjb‡K †K›`ª K‡i †jLv Dcb¨vmmg~‡n g~jZ wkwíZ n‡q‡Q msNe× evOvwji cÖwZev`x‡PZbv| fvlv-Av‡›`vjb wb‡q cÖ_g Dcb¨vm iPbv K‡i‡Qb Rwni ivqnvb| Zuvi Av‡iK dvêyb (1968) fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi Dcb¨vm wn‡m‡e †hgb hyMÜi m„wó, †Zgwb GKB m‡½ hy‡MvËxY© wbg©vY| mvgwiK kvm‡bi wbMÖ‡ni g‡a¨ evm K‡iI GKz‡ki gg©‡Kvl DrmvwiZ Av‡iK dvêyb cvV K‡i Avgiv n‡q DwV mvnmx gvbyl; Avmv`-gywbg-imyj-mvjgvi g‡ZvB AfxKwP‡Ë AvgivI e‡j DwV Ñ ÔAvm‡Q dvêy‡b Avgiv wKš‘ wظY n‡ev|Õ Rwni ivqnv‡bi GB c~e©vfvm †h KZ mZ¨, fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi cÂvkZg evwl©Kx Avmvi c~‡e©B Avgiv Zv cÖZ¨¶ K‡iwQ| fvlv-Av‡›`vjb Z_v GKz‡k †deªæqvwii i³v³ BwZnvm AvR wek¦gvb‡ei †MŠi‡ev¾¡j DËivwaKvi| BD‡b‡¯‹v-†NvwlZ AvšÍR©vwZK gvZ…fvlv w`em fvlv-Av‡›`vjb‡K bZzb Zvrc‡h© Awfwl³ K‡i‡Q, hvi c~e©vfvm Avgiv †c‡qwQjvg Av‡iK dvêy‡b| 1857 mv‡ji ¯§„wZ-D‡b¥vP‡bi ga¨ w`‡q Av‡iK dvêy‡bi m~ÎcvZ| evOvwji gyw³msMÖv‡gi avivq †MŠi‡ev¾¡j me BwZnvm‡K ¯§iY K‡i †jLK G-Dcb¨vm‡K †cuŠ‡Q w`‡q‡Qb evsjv‡`‡ki ¯^vaxbZvhy‡×i Avmbœ cÖfv‡Z| 1955 mv‡ji GKz‡k †deªæqvwi cvj‡bi GKwU Kvwnwb wb‡q M‡o D‡V‡Q G-Dcb¨vm| fvlv-Av‡›`vjb evOvwj RvZxqZvev`x †PZbv weKv‡ki c_ Db¥y³ K‡i †`q| RvZxqZvev`x GB †PZbvB iPbv K‡i evsjv‡`‡ki ¯^vaxbZv Av‡›`vj‡bi wfwË| Rwni ivqnvb G-Dcb¨v‡m fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi i³v³ D¾xeb Ges evOvwj RvwZmËvi Awbt‡kl kw³-Dr‡mi wkíiƒc wbg©vY K‡i‡Qb| fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi †cÖ¶vc‡U kIKZ Imgvb wj‡L‡Qb AvZ©bv` (1985) Dcb¨vm| Av‡jvP¨ Dcb¨v‡mI g~jZ wkwíZ n‡q‡Q evOvwj RvwZmËvi mgywÌZ D¾xe‡bi i³v³ Av‡eM| ÔGZ i³ Rbbx evsjvfvlv, GZ i³ wQj G kxY© kix‡i?Õ Ñ GB wRÁvmvagx© k㸇”Qi †cŠbtcywbK D”Pvi‡Yi gva¨‡g wkwíZ n‡q‡Q evOvwji †`ªvn-we‡`ªvn-AvZ¥mgx¶v I AvZ¥RvMi‡Yi

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fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi Abyl‡½ evsjv‡`‡ki A‡bK †QvUMvwíK wkímdj eû †QvUMí iPbv K‡i‡Qb| cÖexY-bexb †QvUMvwíK‡`i iPbvq wkwíZ n‡q‡Q fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi eûgvwÎK cwiPq| fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi cÖ_g Dcb¨vm †c‡Z 1968 mvj ch©šÍ Avgv‡`i A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡jI, †QvUM‡íi Rb¨ †Zgb †Kv‡bv A‡c¶v Ki‡Z nqwb| fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi cÖ_g evwl©Kx cvjb Dcj‡¶ nvmvb nvwdRyi ingvb-m¤úvw`Z GKz‡k †deªæqvix (1953) MÖ‡š’B Avgiv fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi †QvUMí †c‡qwQ| AZtci Avgv‡`i †QvUMvwíKiv wewfbœ `„wó‡Kv‡Y fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi wkíiƒc wbg©vY K‡i‡Qb| Zuv‡`i iwPZ M‡í LÐ LÐ NUbvi Avav‡i wkwíZ n‡q‡Q evOvwji i³v³ D¾xe‡bi ALÐ Qwe| fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi Abyl‡½ iwPZ †ek wKQy †QvUM‡íi bvg Avgiv GLv‡b D‡jøL­ Ki‡Z cvwi| kIKZ Imgv‡bi Ô†gŠb bqÕ, mvBwq` AvZxKzjøv­ni ÔnvwmÕ, Avwbmy¾vgv‡bi Ô`„wóÕ, wgbœvZ Avjxi Ôiæg e`‡ji BwZK_vÕ, mi`vi R‡qbDÏx‡bi ÔLi‡mªvZÕ, b~iDj Avj‡gi ÔGKv‡ji iƒcK_vÕ, gC`-Di-ingv‡bi ÔwmuwoÕ, iv‡eqv LvZz‡bi ÔcÖ_g ea¨f‚wgÕ, †mwjbv †nv‡m‡bi Ô`xcvwš^ZvÕ, knx`yjøv Kvqmv‡ii ÔGgwb K‡iB M‡o DV‡eÕ, gyZ©Rv ekx‡ii ÔK‡qKwU iRbxMÜvÕ, ˆmq` kvgmyj n‡Ki ÔmgªvUÕ, ekxi Avj †njv‡ji ÔeiKZ hLb RvbZ bv †m knx` n‡eÕ, kIKZ Avjxi ÔA‡ejvq cybe©viÕ, ivwRqv Lv‡bi Ôknx` wgbviÕ, wiwRqv ingv‡bi Ô†R¨vrmœvi †cv÷viÕ, gvngy`yj n‡Ki Ô†Quov ZviÕ, ikx` nvq`v‡ii Ômy`~‡ii knx`Õ, gCbyj Avnmvb mv‡e‡ii Ôg‡i hvIqvi

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fvlv-Av‡›`vj‡bi †cÖ¶vc‡U wkímdj bvU‡Ki msL¨v LyeB Kg Ñ gvÎ `ywU Ñ gybxi †PŠayixi Kei (iPbvKvj 1953, cÖKvkKvj 1966) Ges ggZvRD``xb Avng‡`i weevn (1988)| wel‡qi †MŠie Ges Avw½‡Ki Awfbe‡Z¡ Kei bvUK GK Amvgvb¨ wbg©vY| msw¶ß cwim‡ii G-GKvw¼Kvq gybxi †PŠayix aviY K‡i‡Qb evOvwj RvwZmËvi mw¤§wjZ RvMi‡Yi †iŠ‡`ªv¾¡j †PZbv| KeiB evsjv‡`‡ki mvwn‡Z¨ cÖ_g cÖwZev`x bvUK| mv¤úÖ`vwqK, mvgšÍcÖ_v, Jcwb‡ewkK †kvlY Ges me ai‡bi AZ¨vPv‡ii weiæ‡× GLv‡b D”PvwiZ n‡q‡Q cÖwZev‡`i †mø­vMvb| gy`©v dwK‡ii AvPiY Ges knx‡`i Ke‡i bv-hvIqvi cÖZxKx e¨Äbvq GLv‡b wkwíZ n‡q‡Q msNkw³i RvMiY| ZvB nvB‡Kv‡U©i †Kivwb n‡qI g~wZ©-2 †Kb Qv·`i wgwQ‡j G‡jv, Avi †KbBev GLb †m Ke‡i hv‡”Q bv Ñ †bZvi GB cÖ‡kœi Dˇi nvB‡Kv‡U©i †Kivwb hv e‡j, Zv‡Z D™¢vwmZ nq ksNkw³i DËvc Ñ †bZv|... †K? Zzwg †K? g~wZ© (2)| bvg ej‡j wPb‡Z cvi‡eb bv| nvB‡Kv‡U©i †Kivbx wQjvg| ZLb †Ui cvBwb| dzmdz‡mi †fZi w`‡q P‡j wM‡qwQj| GwcV-IwcV| †evKv Wv³vi Lv‡gvKv †K‡UKz‡U ¸jxUv Lyu‡R Lyu‡R nqivb n‡q‡Q| RgvU i‡³i g‡a¨ dz‡Uv bR‡iB c‡owb cÖ_‡g| †bZv| ZzwgI GB `‡j G‡m Ry‡U‡Qv bv wK? g~wZ© (2)| ¸wj w`‡q †Mu‡_ w`‡q‡Qb| B‡”Q Ki‡jI Avj&Mv

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