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K_v ewj, wKš‘ ïay K_vB wK ewj?

2. K_v ejvi m‡½ Rwo‡q _vKv GKwU welq : cÖvqfvlv (paralanguage)

GK n‡jv K_v ejvi aib| Avcwb ïay KZ¸‡jv evK¨ D”PviY Ki‡Qb bv, evK¨¸‡jv‡K Ôwe‡klfv‡e D”PviYÕ Ki‡Qb| mvaviYZ Qvcvi Aÿ‡i IB we‡klfv‡e D”Pvi‡Yi Kvq`v¸‡jvi me¸‡jv‡K aiv hvq bv| Avcbvi we¯§q ev cÖkœ‡K nq‡Zv we¯§qwPý ev cÖkœwPý w`‡q cÖKvk Kiv †Mj; wKš‘ Avcwb KZUv †Rv‡i ej‡Qb K_vUv, Zv †Zv Qvcvi Aÿi ej‡e bv| GB Av‡¯Í-†Rv‡ii gvÎvUv, hv‡K Bs‡iwR‡Z e‡j volume ev amplitude Zvi mg¯Í Z_¨ gyw`ªZ AvKvi †ck Kiv mnR bq| A_P K_vi GB †Rv‡ii m‡½ K_vi A_©I e`‡j hvq| ÔZzwg hv‡e?Õ K_vUv hw` Avwg ag‡K ewj, Zvi GK A_©, Avi hw` wgbwgb K‡i wgbwZi ¯^‡i ewj, Zvi Av‡iK A_©| Avevi GB †RviI me k‡ã mgvbfv‡e c‡o bv, hw`I cy‡iv evK¨UvB Zzjbvq †Rv‡i ev Av‡¯Í bvbviKg D”PZvq D”PvwiZ nq| ïay ejvi †Rvi bq| †h-kã ev c`¸‡jv‡K (ev‡K¨ kã e¨eüZ nq Zv‡K Avgiv Ôc`Õ GB cwifvlvUv w`‡q †evSv‡Z PvB), Avgiv ejwQ, †m¸‡jv‡K ejvi Av‡iKUv aib Av‡Q Ñ cÖwZwU c‡` IB aibUv Av‡m| Zvi bvg †SuvK ev stress| evsjvq mvaviYZ k‡ãi cÖ_g `‡j ev wm‡je‡j †SuvKUv c‡o Ñ ÔAvwg e‡jwQÕ‡Z ÔAvÕi Ici †SuvK †hgb| A‡bK mgq A_©I wbqš¿Y K‡i GB †SuvK| ÔZzwg hv‡e!Õ K_vUv GKUv wbQK ûKzg n‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ ÔZzÕi Ici †Rvi w`‡q †evSv‡bv hvq †h, Ab¨ †KD bq, Avwg we‡kl K‡i †Zvgv‡KB †h‡Z ejwQ| Avevi ÔZzwgÕ‡K †invB w`‡q ÔhvÕi Ici †Rvi w`‡j g‡b n‡e Avwg ejwQ †h, Zzwg e‡m _vKv ev Ab¨ †Kv‡bv KvR Ki‡e bv, hv‡e| †SuvK Qvov Av‡Q ÔZvbÕ ev intonation| GUv n‡jv K_vi myi| GB my‡ii Drm Mjvi †Rvi ev amplitude bq, †m Drm n‡jv D”Pvi‡Yi c`©v (pitch)| Avcwb Av‡¯Í †_‡K †Rv‡i bvbv av‡c GKUv K_v (aiæb, ÔAvwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwmÕ) Ñ g„`y¯^i †_‡K AvKvk dvwU‡q ej‡ZB cv‡ib, Zv‡Z evZv‡m Avcbvi K_vi †XD¸‡jv Lye DuPz DuPz n‡e| mvaviYZ GK c`©vq †_‡KB Mjvi †Rv‡ii GB ZviZg¨ Kiv hvq Ñ ÔmvÕ c`©vq †_‡KB Avcwb ÔmvÕ‡K Av‡¯Í †_‡K †Rv‡i Ki‡Z cv‡ib| wKš‘ wcP& gv‡b Mv‡bi c`©v e`jv‡bv| Avcwb hw` ev`¨h‡š¿i †¯‹‡ji GKUv DuPz c`©vq Ñ ÔmvÕi RvqMvq ÔMvÕ, ÔcvÕ ev ÔwbÕ‡Z GKUv K_v‡K e‡jb ZLb Zv Zzjbvq Zxÿè †kvbv‡e, Avi K_vi †XD¸‡jv NbNb (ci¯ú‡ii †ewk KvQvKvwQ) n‡e| g‡b ivL‡eb, Mjvq †Rv‡ii †ejvq †XD¸‡jv wKš‘ †ewk DuPzwbPz n‡e, NbNb bq| Bs‡iwR‡Z hv‡K e‡j frequency Ñ ZvB †ewk n‡e †XD‡qi †ÿ‡Î| †Rvi Avi c`©vi g‡a¨ m¤úK© †bB Zv bq, wKš‘ Avgiv †evSvi myweavi Rb¨ G-`ywU‡K Avjv`v K‡iB ejwQ| hviv Mvb K‡ib Zv‡`i GB c`©vi e¨vcviUv eyS‡Z Amyweav nq bv| nvi‡gvwbqvg ev IB ai‡bi h‡š¿i GK-GKUv ÔwiWÕB GK-GKUv c`©v| jÿ Ki‡eb, ïay kã ev wm‡jej bq, evK¨‡KI ZdvZ K‡i IB Zvb| evK¨Uv wbQK Dw³, msev`, bv cÖk,œ bv we¯§q cÖKvk, bv ûKzg Zv A‡bK mg‡q ev‡K¨i myi w`‡qB aiv c‡o| †mRb¨ Avgv‡`i A‡bK mgq g‡b nq ev‡K¨i IB myiUvB nq‡Zv Avgv‡`i g‡b Av‡M ˆZwi n‡q‡Q, Avgiv K_v¸‡jv‡K c‡i my‡ii Aaxb K‡iwQ| K_v bv e‡j A_©vr kã e¨envi bv K‡i hw` ïay ÔDu?Õ ewj Zvn‡jI cÖ‡kœi myi G‡m hvq| wKsev hw` c`©v Abymv‡i wb‡Pi


A_©nxb k㸇jv‡K Ic‡i-wb‡P mvRvB Zv n‡jI, mvRv‡bv Lye wbLuZ y bv n‡jI, Avcbviv a‡i †dj‡eb GwU cÖk,œ Ab¨ wKQy bq| wnwR? Lv‡e? wnR& fvZ wnwRwe Zzwg wK A_©vr ïay ev‡K¨i g‡a¨ mvRv‡bv aŸwb w`‡q ˆZwi kã bq, D”Pvi‡Yi AviI bvbv gvÎv Avgv‡`i K_vi A_©‡K wbqš¿Y K‡i, Avgiv hv ej‡Z PvB Zv‡K mywbw`©ó K‡i| †Rv‡i K_v bv ej‡j †jv‡K ïb‡Z cvq bv, †mUv mvgvb¨B mgm¨v, †Rv‡i ej‡Z ej‡j Zvi mgvavb nq| wKš‘ K_vi myi e¨envi bv K‡i, †ive‡Ui GK my‡ii K_vi g‡Zv GK‡N‡q fv‡e K_v e‡j †M‡j †KvbUv cÖkœ, †KvbUv Dw³, †KvbUv we¯§qevK¨ Zv †evSv †hZB bv ejv P‡j, A‡_©i IjUcvjU n‡q †hZ| ZvB ïay kãgq evK¨wU‡ZB cy‡iv A_© cÖKvwkZ nq bv| GB †h K_vi Zvb, Zv fvlvi GKUv cÖ_g Abyl½I| Avgv‡`i fvlv e¨env‡ii m‡½ Zv memgq Rwo‡q _v‡K| GgbB ¯^vfvweK| Ô¯^vfvweKÕ (natural) K_vUv e¨envi Kivi Aek¨ wec`I Av‡Q| aiæb †ivRKvi †K‡Rv fvlv e¨env‡i Avcwb Mjvi hZUv †Rvi eRvq iv‡Lb, wdmwdm K‡i ej‡j †mB †RviUv _v‡K bv| wdmwdm K‡i ejv wK Zvn‡j A¯^vfvweK? agK w`‡q ejv? Kuv‡`v-Kuv‡`v Mjvq ejv? b¨vKvwgi my‡i ejv? G wb‡q Avgv‡`i †Kv‡bv w¯’i wm×všÍ †bB| KviY gvby‡li fvlv e¨envi Av‡eMnxb KvR bq| wkwkiKzgvi fv`yox bvwK KvD‡K KvD‡K wZwik iKgfv‡e ÔbvÕ e‡j †`Lv‡Zb| wZwik †nvK, Avi PwjøkB †nvK, meB †Zv ÔbvÕi bvbviKg A_© cÖKv‡ki Rb¨| †m †Zv A_© cÖKv‡ki cÖ‡qvR‡bB| cÖ‡Z¨KUv ÔbvÕi A_© ïay wbQK ÔbvÕ bq Ñ Zvi m‡½ Av‡iv bvbv Av‡eM Rwo‡q Av‡Q| AvIqv‡Ri †Rvi Avi ¯^ic`©vi bvbv KvwiMwiB n‡jv cÖvqfvlv ev paralanguage| Ave„wËwkíx, msMxZwkíx Avi Awfbqwkíx‡`i GB cÖvqfvlv m¤^‡Ü LyeB m‡PZb _vK‡Z nq| cÖvqfvlvi e`‡j †h A‡_©i gvÎvI e`‡j hvq, GgbwK Dj‡UI †h‡Z cv‡i Zv Avcbviv ÔAvwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwmÕ K_vUv GiKg bvbvfv‡e e‡j †`Lyb Ñ mnR mr Av‡e‡M : Avwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm| MR©b K‡i : Avwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm| wgbwgb K‡i : Avwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm| †fswP‡q : Avwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm| b¨vKvwgi my‡i : Avwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm| †evSv‡bvi my‡i : Avwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm| Amwnòzfv‡e : Avwg †Zvgv‡K fv‡jvevwm| fve‡Z _vKzb, †Kvb& Dw³Uvi Kx A_© `uvov‡e|

3. K_vi Av‡iK Abyl½ : A½fvlv (bodily gestures)

GUv Lye fv‡jv eyS‡Z cvi‡eb †Uwjwfkb †`L‡Z †`L‡Z Zvi AvIqvRUv eÜ K‡i w`‡j| †`L‡Z cv‡eb, †jv‡K K_v ej‡Q †Zv Zv‡`i †PvL KL‡bv †Mvj n‡”Q, KL‡bv †QvU n‡”Q, KL‡bv ev G‡Kev‡i eÜ n‡”Q, gv_v Gw`K-Iw`K `yj‡Q ev mvg‡b Szu‡K Avm‡Q, nvZ bvbvfv‡e bo‡Q, nv‡Zi AvOz‡ji bvbv gy`ªv ˆZwi n‡”Q Ñ gy‡Vv Kiv _v‡K, ZR©bx †`Lv‡bv ev ey‡ov AvOzj †`Lv‡bv| e‡m _vKv Ae¯’vq EaŸ©v‡½i GB me wµqvKg© Pj‡Q

Ñ Av‡iv A‡bK iKg wµqvK‡g©i m¤¢vebv Av‡Q| e‡m _vKv Ae¯’vq cv‡qiI KvRKg© Pj‡Z cv‡i, D‡ËRbvq cv‡qi nuvUz †KD cÖejfv‡e †`vjv‡Z cv‡i, `uvwo‡q †_‡K K_v ej‡j e³v ev †kÖvZvi wcV Pvc‡o w`‡Z cv‡i, Nywl evwM‡q †Z‡o †h‡Z cv‡i, gviwcUI ïiæ Ki‡Z cv‡i| SMovi mgq `k©Kiv †Zv e‡jB †`b ÔAv‡iÏv`v, nvZ _vK‡Z gy‡L †Kb?Õ K_v ejvi Abyl½x GB †h me kvixwiK fw½, Avgiv hv‡K ewj A½fvlv, Zv wKš‘ Ôms‡KZ-fvlvÕ ev sign language bq| mvs‡KwZK fvlv n‡jv fvlvi weKí GK cÖKvkc×wZ, fvlv e¨envi bv K‡i ïay bvbv A‡½i Øviv, we‡klZ nvZ-AvOz‡ji bvbv gy`ªvi Øviv, evZ©vi Av`vb-cÖ`vb| g~K I ewai †Q‡j‡g‡qiv †hme ms‡KZ w`‡q wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨ K_v e‡j Zv GKUv Ôms‡KZ-fvlvÕ| g~K I ewaiiv QvovI ms‡KZ-fvlvi e¨envi e¨vcK| eq¯‹vDU‡`i GKUv ms‡KZ-fvlv Av‡Q Ñ Zv‡Z †kÖvZvi hw` K_v †kvbv‡bvi g‡Zv ˆbK‡U¨ bv _v‡K Zv n‡j cZvKvi bvbviKg `yjywbi mvnv‡h¨, KL‡bv-ev Av¸b R¡vwj‡q †auvqvi KzÐjx ˆZwi K‡i, RvnvRhvÎx ev Ic‡i †cøbhvÎx‡`i `„wó AvKl©‡Yi Rb¨ eo eo Aÿ‡i gvwU‡Z SOS (Save Our Souls) wj‡L KZfv‡eB bv wecbœZvi evZ©v †`Iqvi Dcvq ˆZwi n‡q‡Q| ZvQvovI wewfbœ ms¯‹…wZ‡Z bvbv weKí ms‡KZ-fvlv ˆZwi n‡q‡Q, †hgb ASL (American Sign Language) ev BSL (British Sign Language)| G¸‡jv ms¯‹…wZi m‡PZb m„wó Ges GB ms‡KZ¸‡jv †h-bxwZ †g‡b ˆZwi n‡q‡Q Zv A‡bKUv fvlvi g‡ZvB, A_©vr G¸‡jvi A‡_©i m‡½ ms‡KZ¸‡jvi †Kv‡bv mv`„k¨ ev wbZ¨ m¤úK© †bB Ñ G¸‡jv fvlvweÁv‡bi K_vq arbitrary, Av‡ivwcZ ev AvcwZK| †dmey‡K gy‡Vv-Kiv nv‡Zi euvKv‡bv ey‡ov AvOzj Ic‡ii w`‡K †Zvjv _vK‡j like ev cQ›` †evSvq, Avi wb‡Pi w`‡K n‡j AcQ›`| wKš‘ †f‡e †`Lyb †Zv, gy‡Vv-Kiv nv‡Zi euvKv‡bv ey‡ov AvOz‡ji m‡½ Avgvi cQ›`-AcQ‡›`i Kx m¤úK© Av‡Q? †jv‡K IB wPý¸‡jv‡K †g‡b wb‡q‡Q, ZvB Ñ A_©vr convention G wPý¸‡jv‡K IB A_© w`‡q‡Q| ms‡KZ-fvlvi A_©¸‡jv g~jZ ÔAv‡ivwcZÕ (arbitrary), Avi †Mvôxm¤§Z (conventional)| gvby‡li fvlvI ZvB| fvlvi cÖwZwU k‡ãi A_©I Av‡ivwcZ Avi †Mvôxm¤§Z| ZvB ms‡KZ-fvlv Avgv‡`i fvlv cÖKv‡ki Acwinvh© A½ bq, Zv GKwU weKí, mgvšÍivj Dcvq| wKš‘ A½fvlv fvlvi weKí bq, Zv fvlvi Abyl½x| cÖvqfvlvi g‡ZvB| Z‡e cÖvqfvlv g~jZ Kɯ^‡ii ZviZg¨wbf©i Avi A½fvlv kix‡ii bvbv A‡½i Pvjbvwbf©i Ñ hw`I †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv mgq cÖvqfvlv Avi A½fvlvi g‡a¨ Zdvr Kiv `y®‹i n‡q c‡o| Mjv w`‡q †Zv Avgiv ïay AvIqv‡Ri ZviZg¨ Kwi bv, Avgiv nuvwP w`B, Kvwk, bv‡Ki Ô†NuvZÕ AvIqvR Kwi, MjvLuvKvwi w`B Ñ Ges G¸‡jv †h KL‡bv KL‡bv K_v ejvi Kv‡R jv‡M bv, Zv bq| †KD AvÇvq e‡m evÜexi Kv‡Q RjR¨všÍ wg_¨v K_v ej‡Q, ZLb Avi-GK (†ewkifvM †ÿ‡Î cyiæl) eÜz †Rv‡i KcU nuvwP w`‡q evÜex‡K mZK© Ki‡ZB cv‡i| A‡bK mgq KvwkI GB mZK©evYx wn‡m‡e e¨eüZ nq| †Kv‡bv GKUv K_v‡K D‡cÿv Ki‡Z bv‡Ki Ô†NuvZÕ AvIqvR Avgiv Ki‡ZB cvwi| jÿ Ki‡eb, nvwmI A‡bK mgq K_vi A_© m¤^‡Ü Bw½Z w`‡Z cv‡i| nvwmi Ônv nv nvÕ-i e`‡j GKwU †Rvi`vi Ges Zvw”Qj¨m~PK Ônv!Õ ev Ô†nv!Õ Av‡Mi msjvc m¤^‡Ü cÖMvp Bw½Z enb K‡i| GB nuvwP, Kvwk, Ô†NuvZÕ AvIqvR, Ônv!Õ Ô†nvÕ BZ¨vw` A‡bKUv Bs‡iwR interjection-Gi g‡Zv| G¸‡jv cy‡iv`¯‘i K_v bq,

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G¸‡jv Awfav‡bi †Kv‡bv kã e¨envi Ki‡Q bv, wKš‘ A‡b¨i msjv‡ci Ici †hb GKwU gšÍe¨ Ki‡Q Ñ G‡Z Avjv‡ci avivevwnKZv eRvq _vK‡Q, Zv‡Z hZB av°v jv¸K| G m‡ei cÖwZwµqvq AskMÖnYKvix e³v‡`i †gRvR Lvivc n‡Z cv‡i, Avjvc µgk SMovi w`‡K G‡Mv‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ G¸‡jvI K_vi A½ n‡q hv‡”Q| Avi G¸‡jv †hb GKwU ev‡K¨iB g‡Zv, †kvbv evK¨wU m¤^‡Ü GKwU we‡kl g‡bvfw½ cÖKvk Ki‡Q| A½fvlv‡K K‡Éi GB bvbv wµqvKjv‡ci †_‡K Avgiv GKUz Avjv`v K‡i †`L‡Z PvB| ZviI `ywU ¯úó fvM Av‡Q| GK n‡”Q, ¯^Ztwm× ev ¯^qswµq A½fvlv| Avi n‡jv †Mvôxi ms¯‹…wZ‡Z M‡o IVv wKQy A½fvlv| cÖ_gUv, †hgb †i‡M K_v ejvi mgq †PvL jvj nIqv, nvZ gywóe× nIqv, †ewk †ewk gv_v bvov‡bv| G¸‡jv Avcbv †_‡KB K_vi m‡½ P‡j Av‡m, e³v A‡bK mgq eyS‡ZI cv‡ib bv †h, Zuvi Gme kvixwiK cÖwZwµqv n‡”Q| ev Mfxi Av‡e‡M †cÖ‡gi K_v ejvi mgq †Pv‡Li cvZv bZ nIqv| G¸‡jv Avgiv A‡bK mgq wbqš¿Y Ki‡Z cvwi bv, Ges G¸‡jv †h NU‡Q ZvI Avgiv A‡bK mgq †Lqvj Kwi bv| GB ¯^qswµq cÖwZdjb (reflex)-¸‡jv ev` w`‡q K_v ejv Ñ Am¤¢e bv n‡jI KóKi| AšÍZ Zv‡Z m‡PZb †Póvi `iKvi nq| Lye iv‡Mi K_v `uv‡Z `uvZ †P‡c K…wÎg kvšÍgy‡L ejvB hvq, wgwó †n‡mI ejv hvq| wKš‘ Avgv‡`i g‡b nq, G‡Z e³v ¯^vfvweK cÖKv‡ki c_Uv Gwo‡q hv‡”Qb, Zvi mÁvb †Póvq Ab¨ GKUv fw½, A‡bKUv QÙ‡e‡ki g‡Zv, Zz‡j wb‡”Qb| g‡b nq, Avgv‡`i Av‡e‡Mi GKUv ¯^Ztù‚Z© cÖKvk Av‡Q, hv‡Z IB me A½fvlv †Mvôx‰PZ‡b¨ mvs¯‹…wZK DËivwaKv‡ii g‡Zv ¯^qswµqfv‡eB cÖKvwkZ nq| Z‡e ¯^vfvweK Av‡eM‡K Avgiv bvbvfv‡e wbqš¿YI Ki‡Z cvwi, ZLb IB A½fvlv¸‡jv ZZUv Kvh©Ki n‡Z cv‡i bv| wKš‘ Ônu¨vÕ ej‡Z evOvwj †h gv_v mvg‡b GK ev GKvwaKevi †SuvKvq, Avi ÔbvÕ ej‡Z `ycv‡k SuvKvq Ñ †mUv Zvi ms¯‹…wZi `vb| `wÿY fviZxqiv Avevi gv_vUv‡K †cÛzjv‡gi g‡Zv `yw`‡K bvovq Ônu¨vÕ ej‡Z wM‡q| nq‡Zv Av‡M GB Bw½‡Zi fvlvUvB wQj, c‡i Zvi m‡½ fvlv hy³ n‡q‡Q| jÿ Kiæb, GB A½fvlv e¨envi bv K‡iI evOvwj Ônu¨vÕ ev ÔbvÕ ej‡Z cv‡i, K_vq IB `y‡Uv kã e¨envi K‡i Ges Zvi m‡½ cÖvqfvlv Ry‡o Zv‡Z AMva ˆewPΨ Avb‡Z cv‡i, Awf‡bZviv †hgb K‡i _v‡Kb| Avgiv ejwQjvg A¯^qswµq A½fvlvi K_v, hv mvs¯‹…wZK wbg©vY| gv_vi SuvKzwb w`‡q Ônu¨vÕ-ÔbvÕ †evSv‡bvi K_v †Zv Av‡MB e‡jwQ| Avevi Avgiv nvZQvwb w`‡q Aí¯^í `~‡ii †jvK‡K WvwK, nv‡Zi Zvjyi ewngy©Lx SuvKzwb w`‡q †Kv‡bv wKQy‡K wb‡q †h‡Z ewj, Aa¨vcK K¬v‡m cov‡Z wM‡q KZfv‡e wb‡Ri nvZ`y‡Uvi bvbv fw½ K‡i Zuvi K_v‡K †Rvi`vi Avi wPÎj Kivi †Póv K‡ib, ev”Pviv K‡o AvOzj evi K‡i ÔAvwoÕ K‡i, †KD-ev †VuvU Dj‡U Awfgvb cÖKvk K‡i, Kv‡iv †c‡U Nywl †g‡i †KD VvÆv Ki‡Z Pvq Ñ Gme kixix ms‡KZ b„weÁvbxi ZvwjKv I we‡køl‡Yi e¯‘| gv_vi Pzj †_‡K cv‡qi bL ch©šÍ kix‡ii bvbv A½cÖZ¨‡½i Gme Pvjbv Avgv‡`i K_vevZ©vq bZzb A‡_©i gvÎv †hvRbv K‡i| wKš‘ g‡b ivL‡Z n‡e †h, Gme A½fvlv QvovI K_v ejv hvq| A_©vr ÔI‡`i gy‡L Avwg jvw_ gvwiÕ ej‡Z wM‡q †KD †g‡S‡Z jvw_ gvi‡ZI cv‡ib, Avevi bvI gvi‡Z cv‡ib| G¸‡jv reflex ev ¯^qswµq cÖKvk wKbv Zv nq‡Zv e¨w³i Ici wbf©i K‡i (A_©vr †KD †KD Gme A½fvlv Qvov K_vB ej‡Z cv‡ib bv, Ggb n‡ZB cv‡i), wKš‘ Gme A½fvlv QvovI K_v ejv hvq| Kv‡RB †ewkifvM †ÿ‡Î G¸‡jv ¯^qswµq bq| Gi me¸‡jv wb‡R‡`i

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†Mvôxi mvs¯‹…wZK wbg©vY bvI n‡Z cv‡i, fvlvi k‡ãi g‡ZvB Zv Ab¨ ms¯‹…wZ †_‡K avi KivI n‡Z cv‡i| kãF‡Yi g‡Zv A½fw½ FY| `y-nvZ Ry‡o Kv‡Q ev Kcv‡j †VwK‡q bg¯‹vi †hgb Avgv‡`i (wn›`y) ms¯‹…wZi fw½, Wvb nvZ evwo‡q n¨vÛ‡kK Avevi Ab¨ ms¯‹…wZi fw½, hv Avgiv Avgv‡`i AvPi‡YI MÖnY K‡iwQ| GiKg Avi-GKUv A½fvlv n‡jv ÔkÖvMÕ (shrug) Kiv| gvK© †Uv‡q‡bi GK weL¨vZ e¨v‡Oi M‡í GKwU e¨v‡Oi K_v c‡owQjvg, †h bvbv jvdv‡bv cÖwZ‡hvwMZvq wR‡Z gvwj‡Ki N‡i cÖPzi A_© G‡bwQj| wKš‘ GKwU †ÿ‡Î cÖwZ‡hvMx gvwjK Zv‡K cÖPzi ûBw¯‹ LvB‡q †`Iqvq Avmj mg‡q †m bv jvwd‡q bvwK Ô†d«Âg¨v‡bi g‡ZvÕ kÖvM K‡iwQj| Zv †_‡K a‡i wbw”Q kÖvM KivUv AvaywbK mf¨Zv †d«Âg¨vb ev divwm‡`i KvQ †_‡K wb‡q‡Q| AvgivI wb‡qwQ| GUv GKUv avi-Kiv A½fvlv, Av‡M DwjøwLZ like-Gi wPýwU †hgb Avi-GKwU avi-Kiv A½fvlv| Z‡e †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv A½fvlv A‡bK mgq †ewk Riæwi n‡q I‡V, Zv A‡bK mgq fvlv‡K wKQyUv AevšÍi K‡i †Zv‡j| Ôbg¯‹v‡iÕi fw½wU A‡bKUv GiKg, Zv Ôbg¯‹viÕ K_vwUi cÖwZKíI n‡q DV‡Z cv‡i, K_vwU bvI ej‡Z cvwi Avgiv| A_©vr K_vi mnvqK A½fw½¸‡jvi g‡a¨ GKUv ¯Íiweb¨vm ev hierarchy Av‡Q| G¸‡jv wb‡q Av‡iv M‡elYvi cÖ‡qvRb|

4. Kv‡RB ÔfvlvÕ...

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3. bvwZgviv †`eZv

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4. HwZnvwmK

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5. d¨vwgwj ÷ªvKPvi

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