Things Left Unsaid

Lately I try to see

Life through your eyes

How I’d hate to be the reason

For our sudden demise

Like maybe I came off too strong

Or too tight I held on

I should’ve listened when you said

You weren’t ready all along

Though I remember I accepted It wasn’t the right time

So still wondering what I said

To make you leave me behind And how I looked for you

Thinking the worst

Could have happened

Until you’ve lost a lover

I don’t expect you to imagine

In

it together

At least so it seemed

A vow to never lose contact

Broken agreements hurting me

After working hard on myself

Patience with you I’ve kept

Being mindful of communication

Not to make things go left

Daily over us

I decided to start praying

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

And wonder if you ever

Felt for me what it’s saying

I think of you making love to me

A soul level energy that’s strong

It’s been this way for years

I hadn’t been touched in so long

Waiting for the right one

Something like my other half

Who I see myself in

As if we shared a life in the past

So my body still calls for you

I wonder if you ever felt it too

Or was it always just me

Reserving myself for you

Know if the world was ending

Or the end of our life was near

I’d wish to have felt us intertwined

While you whisper in my ear

To rock me through my orgasms

And bring me to my peak

For each moan I let out

To reflect my heart cry as it beats

From missing you so much

Your presence and divine touch

And despite how distant you’ve been

Remembering why we fell in love

Why I pray over my tears

Still carry hope through the years

Realizing my love knows no conditions

Things I never said out of fear