My Thoughts and Feelings Written by Jazzelee Williams
A Maker’s World
Contents Just Be patient With Me.................................3 No sense of direction......................................4 Love vs Lust......................................................5 Signs of a lost soul...........................................6 Yearning to bee loved......................................7 Right State of Mind.........................................8 Malfunctioning................................................9 Tainted Love...................................................10 My Destiny......................................................11 A cry out for guidance...................................12 A Definite Maybe...........................................13 Give Yourself Entirely To Me........................14 Thank You.......................................................15 To Get Back With You...................................16 Thank You.......................................................17 To Get Back With You...................................18 Young Nation..................................................19
Just Be patient With Me Baby I thank you for being patient with me and taking the time out to try and break through to me I know I can be difficult sometimes, but if I’m too much of a challenge and your feeling burnt out With your energy I know it will be unfair on you to continue. I know we don’t need each other, but I can’t help but want you, I can’t help but love you. I think we both have fears of being stripped naked, fearing being rejected for who we really are. This is a situationship and I really want to work at it to fix it and make us be better. I’m sorry about last night for the things I was saying in the station going home. I want you to know that I was paying attention to what you had said, I guess I just got emotional and defensive. I have this burning desire to love you the right way fully, and to know assuredly that I have you fully. I don’t want to run away from you or cause you to run away from me….I just can’t keep running away. I respect you for keeping it 100, please don’t take it personal for me not keeping it 100 with you. Please also believe I really want to be real with you. I hope that you can understand me, be patient with me, love me, need me and if you already do I hope you will continue. I love you.
No sense of direction Mixed emotions overwhelming my heart and my brain Felt like I almost reached the point of turning insane All because of pressure to the head stress and build-up of resentment Why is it so hard for me to reach the level of contentment? My burning desire, how do I elevate myself higher to that place I would call home I guess I must leave my comfort zone. Then again how would I find my way if I don’t have a sense of direction? I call on you Lord for you are my friend and I am in a time of need Can you hear my cry? Do I have your full attention? Lest I forget to mention my heart being at war For being confused about a rekindled flame from back in the day Should I go or should I stay? This love is a challenge that I am struggling to face.