Lost Heartbreats

Lost Heartbeats

Bulaks

The smile on the rain is so sad, I was alone in the dark reminiscing the moments, the rain gave steam to my view. I was sitting at the park and no one cared, no one even tried to talk to me. I am depressed thinking of my problems. I am so wet, nobody knows that I am crying. I lost my mind, my father was gone and everything around me is so melancholic. And here comes the moment that someone approaches me, he understands my pain, he asks me if what is wrong then suddenly I have lost my control. I hug him so tight, crying so loud, he feels my pain, he hugs me back then he says everything will be alright. The situation became our reason to get close, we became best friends, and he became my crying shoulders, my adviser and my man. He always brightens my day, he never leaves me. Cherishing the days of December, those lovely days that me and him were together. I became closer and closer to him to the point we already fell in love with each other. I remember the time when he confessed, he was so nervous and then we became lovers. My story is so memorable that I’m so happy to be with him. I’m so in love with him. But then, it’s not a happy ending after all, feelings fade, this love is gone. I don’t know. I lost. Again, I lost everything.