FEBRUARY 2021 | VOL. 25 NO. 2
WALKING A BETTER PATH
I
came here broken and ashamed, scared, beaten down by the life I was living and mental illness. I grew up as a ward of the state since 9 ½. I lived in and out of 11 different foster homes and 3-4 maximum state facilities. The product of institutions, 20 years of probation, drugs and alcohol and a lifetime of pain, loss and sin. On December 24, 2019 after another failed attempt to end my life, I prayed to Jesus to forgive me for all my sins. I prayed for purpose, meaning, stronger faith, and a better understanding of God. Later that same day, I was brought to the Olympia Union Gospel Mission. Out of nowhere I asked, “Do you have a faith-based drug and alcohol program?” They said, “Yes, we have one.” And so that day my life changed.
Living in the Jeremiah House and doing the Genesis program isn’t a walk in the park. Learning to cut loose the old me and baggage of pain, loss, anger, rejection, abuse, and sin, took quite a bit more of forgiveness, repentance, and love than I understood at the time. Jesus and the helpful and caring staff opened my eyes, heart, and mind to a new, righteous way of living.
Jesus and the helpful and caring staff opened my eyes, heart, and mind to a new, righteous way of living. I needed to learn to forgive myself, the others who have hurt me, and those I have hurt. This freedom has lifted my heart and taken a burden off my shoulders. I’ve learned that being vulnerable doesn’t mean you’re weak. Having love for those around you and yourself is a strength that I’ve never had before. Now I help to give back to my community. I share what God has done in my life. I share the “Good News” with those around me. I’m walking a better path than I ever have in my life with a better foundation in God; a stronger faith, and with over a year of sobriety for the first time in my life. God has changed me in so many ways… I now know what it means and feels like to forgive and be forgiven, to accept and be accepted, to have faith, hope, and love for God, others, and myself. I am deeply grateful for all the staff, people and brothers at Jeremiah House for being a major part of saving my life; and who are still teaching me to live righteously in both my Christian community and in the world. ~ SEAN ALEXANDER
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