Booklaunch Issue 21

IN THIS EDITION: JAMES NAUGHTIE, MICHAEL HOLMAN, MARGUERITE POLAND, MICHAEL GOLDFARB AND DAVID TERESHCHUK

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Announcing our arrival at the London Book Fair that Spring, we quickly established our presence as the one literary journal in the UK that concentrates on how writers write rather than on what a third party might say about them––a reader’s digest for clever people, as we sometimes explain.

With our unique distribution model, we leapfrogged all other UK books magazines in terms of penetration. Within a year of our first edition, and very much against the odds, we had built the widest reach of any literary digest in Britain, and have held steady with a print run of 51,000 copies while other magazines have seen their numbers drop—a huge achieve­ment for an independent publication that champions equally independent writings and has no multi-national corporations or privately wealthy heiresses to back us.

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Treaty I go across London to meet you. It’s more than a year now Since we parted. Where I pause on the railway bridge There is a peculiar quiet, only one child shouting From the back of a house, and a cold sun shining.

After a week of migraines, you are better you say, Doped and smiling, smelling of soap and tiredness.

The new sun is a rose rooted in Valium.

You tell me about your boyfriends, how silly they are.

I try to explain how it is now with my writing But I do not speak of your pictures face to the wall.

You draw your hair out in front of the fire To dry it, already it glitters with silver.

You ask if it’s dry, I feel it, it’s like Hay in a summer wind, and when we go out together Past twenty-four sphinxes lining one side of the hill, Walking into the wind, we both feel weak, we are like ghosts Returning to a meal that went cold an age ago.

We eat wisely, we do not quarrel, for this is Ghost food we are eating, sunshine and smiles— Our smiles mixing together in sharp winter weather.

As you turn to leave me, stepping off from the pavement Perhaps I’ll remember this day above all our others As something withdrawn from time, like one card from the pack, This peculiar quiet, only one child shouting From the back of a house, and a cold sun shining.

John Welch

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nd so to our new edition.

Just two months ago, the American Irish Historical Society, located opposite the Metropolitan Museum of Art on New York’s Fifth Avenue, staged an encounter between the Dublin-based activist, writer and media producer, Don Mullan, and the NYC-based international correspond­ent David Tereshchuk.

Both men had survived the killings

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Contact Nick Page for details: 07789 178802 of Bloody Sunday and together they reflected on their shared experience of how that still-not-fully explained massacre by British troops was treated by Britain at the time and how it should be regarded today.

On 30 January, 1972, soldiers in Derry, or Londonderry, opened fire on peaceful civil-rights protesters, killing thirteen and wounding a fourteenth who died some time later.

Teresh­chuk, in his twenties, was covering the event as a reporter for ITV; Mullan, a fifteen-year-old schoolboy, was on the streets by chance.

The event began in what was widely agreed to be a “carnival atmos­phere”; it ended with both being caught in a hail of bullets.

Years later, Mullan wrote a book in which he exposed the deeply flawed public inquiry headed by Lord Chief BOOKLAUNCH ISSUE 21 | PAGE 3

Justice John Widgery that unjustly cleared the soldiers of wrong­doing and put the blame on the victims.

Tereshchuk’s account of the same proceedings appears in his new book, A Question of Paternity, a dramatic extract from which ran in Issue 20 of Booklaunch during the summer.

Tereshchuk’s memory of covering Bloody Sunday and of his many other tours of duty as a TV journalist, including in Soviet Poland, Bangladesh and Mozambique, is an essential resource for any media student wanting to understand how broadcasting decisions are made on the fly, but it is intertwined with a more personal story: his lifelong quest to discover who his father was—a quest that his mother doggedly refused to discuss, that ran foul of the Catholic Church, that led to various genealogical wildgoose chases and that contributed to an existential crisis and a decades-long struggle with alcoholism.

PHOTO: DON MULLAN (LEFT) WITH ENVELOPEBOOKS AUTHOR DAVID TERESHCHUK

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he would never talk about it. For decades my moth­­er avoid­ed the matter of how I came into being. She also remained unclear about most everything in our earliest life together. She expressed only the vaguest recollections overall. And I too ended up scarcely able to picture my own growing up, always peering back at it through some sort of hazy scrim.

But a disturbing story—utterly unvoiced at the start, never spoken of when I was a child, and then uttered only a very long time into my adulthood—was that I owed my existence to my mother’s being impregnated by a priest who raped her.

In my fifties my mother eventually told me that as a fifteen-year-old high school girl, she accompanied a friend to a Roman Catholic church service.

Our family wasn’t Catholic. Very few families were, in our large village or small country town in the Scottish Borderland—and there was no Catholic church. We were nominally Anglican, though with only perfunctory observ­ ance. Our family might have sometimes attended the parish church, but I have no mem­ory of it if we did. I do have a fuzzy sense of what might have been Sunday School, led a by a sweet young woman; I remember a tall man—of some awe to us kids, PAGE 4 | BOOKLAUNCH ISSUE 21

but pleasant in manner—once coming in to address the children briefly, wearing a business suit and also what I’d very much later learn to call a clerical collar.

By contrast with us, my mother’s school-friend came from an observant Catholic family, Italian immigrants who ran the local ice-cream parlour.

It was a place I’d come to love visiting as a child, with its soft, swirly ice cream, round marble-topped tables at chin-height and sugary drinks on tap with tongue-enticing Mediterranean names like Sarsaparilla. Behind the counter were several members of the Italian family, all buoyant and voluble with each other—so utterly different from our generally very quiet home.

The Scottish word dour comes to mind.

My mother said she’d been curious to discover just how her friend’s mysterious faith was celebrated on Sundays. She also found the location the Catholics chose for what they called their ‘Mass’ to be intriguing. Not an actual church, like our familiar Anglican house of worship, an imposing village landmark on a nearby hill, but instead the obscurity of an ordinary room above the office of a local family doctor, another of the area’s few Catholics.

A visiting priest would come to conduct the mass, assigned from the sizable city some ten miles away, which

had several Catholic parishes.

This particular January Sunday when my mother went along with her friend, the presiding priest, Father Francis (as full a name as she could give me) evidently ‘took a liking’ to her. I’m not at all sure in what sense she meant that phrase. She said he offered to walk her home after the service, she accepted, and part-way there he raped her.

This account of my conception, learned so late into my life, naturally sur­­pris­ed—no, thoroughly stagger­ ed—me. I had no reason to doubt her account and I didn’t cross-question her about it. Listening quietly and intently, I was anxious not to stop her unaccustomed, vehement flow—and I thought I’d get other chances later to go back over it with her. She was never to give any such chances. And then sixteen years later she died at the age of eighty-five. Since that one day of revelations I’ve searched in many places for ways to corroborate or check them out. But in essence I continued to have for the story of my conception only my mother’s own story to go by.

For the longest time I never told anyone else about my secretive beginnings, nor for that matter did I ever acknowledge to myself what it might have meant to me. The man who ‘fathered’ me—in one sense only—disappeared around the time of my birth, accord-

ing to my mother. He was—again, in my mother’s account—moved away by his Church superiors to avoid scandal. She said she told no one what had been done to her except for her mother—and that her mother felt it was a shameful event for the family. Silence evidently fell upon us all.

She was sent away to give birth—120 miles to the south, to her elder, married sister’s home in England’s industrial belt. The shame of her pregnancy had, she told me, brought two strong pressures onto her, which she fully resisted with her fifteen-year-old’s determination. One: to have me aborted (a crime at that time, of course, to follow the crime of my creation). Two: to have me adopted as soon as I was born.

But once born, I was allowed into my grand­ mother’s house. Only, though, under terms and conditions.

One was that my mother give up her schooling and get a job. She had been on track to go to college and would have been the first in our family to do so. My ever-determined and practical grandmother felt that one more mouth to feed—mine—was too much of a strain on the family budget.

Another condition was the thin veil of a cover-story invented for my sudden appearance. It seems ludicrous looking back, but according to my mother they tried passing me off as just another child in my grandmoth-

er’s large brood—already nine children, most of whom had grown up and moved away. The ruse took little or no account of the fact that my grandfather had died eight years before, and my grandmother was already entering her fifties.

I saw little of my mother in daylight during my early years. From the age of sixteen, she became our household’s only bread-winner. Early each day she left by bus to work as a clerk in one of the city’s booksellers. The household was firmly headed by my grandmother, whom along with everyone else in the home I called Mam, the Scottish version of Mom or Mum. I called my mother by her first name, Hilda— and she seemed to be my big sister.

There were two uncles there, too, affable boys some years younger than my mother, who were playmates for me—big brothers to all intents and purposes.

As I got older, there must have come a time by when I’d learnt that my mother was indeed my mother—but I can’t remember any epiphany. A gradual realisation is much more likely.

And I probably deduced it for myself; I don’t recall ever being out-loud told anything.

Like many children of unknown parentage, I would fantasise about my origins. Maybe a passing multi-millionaire, or maybe even a royal personage, had tarried long enough in our village to create me, in some fairy-tale relationship with my mother. But I’d always expel such notions abruptly, dismissive of what I saw as childish silliness. ‘That’s stupid,’ I’d say—and, in the phrasing of later generations, I would move on.

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or a good slice of my life or, in truth, an undeniably bad slice, I was an active alcoholic. It’s a curious phrase, active alcoholic, invented by special­ists in addiction recovery who want to distinguish between people who have the disease of alcoholism—and drink anyway—and those who manage to stop drinking.

The oddity of ‘active’ as a word, plus some sense of the disaster lying in wait for me if I were ever to drink again, is captured memorably in a trenchant cartoon I keep pinned above my desk, taken from an otherwise rather dry healthcare journal. It shows a woman scream­­ing at her male partner, who is splayed out unconscious on a sofa with empty bottles piled around and on top of him. ‘You call this being ACTIVE?’ she yells.

I suppose my long active phase began when I was in my early teens, when it might have passed for harmless recreation and rarely involved anything stronger than beer. Actually, that’s not true: I was in heaven whenever I managed to score some hard liquor at the age of fourteen. Alcohol-use deepened in my college years, dressed with a liberal sprinkling of marij­uana

as well, and I still regarded it all as utterly innocuous—except, that is, when I crawled back at dawn into my dorm room, after a ‘traditional’ all-night May Day bout of drinking champagne, whisky and brandy—and helplessly vomited again and again for two hours or more, moaning continually, ‘I will never drink again.’ This was the first of countless times I would bewail my state with that same forlorn vow.

And did I keep my promise? Never, of course. And just as unstop­­pably, the cycle of drinking and being violently sick would repeat and repeat.

It’s a progressive illness, we are constantly reminded. And in young adulthood I entered a profession, journalism, where I had plenty of cover for it as it progressed. Heavy drinking was some­thing of a rite of passage among colleagues rather than a cause for concern. But the degree to which it was steadily taking me over had to be hidden, and called for determined measures. It’s impossible now to say how many mornings, having awakened or come to with a clanging hangover somewhere far from home, I had to sneak in (I hoped unobtrusively) as the day’s first customer for the barbershop at Harrods’s flagship London store. I’d get a shampoo and a shave, before buying a change of shirt and heading into the TV studios where I worked. Trying to look nonchalant to the front-desk receptionist and security guards, I’d make straight for the dressing room where I kept a change of suit and other clothing. I always bought the extra shirt because I could never remember how many I had left stacked in the dressing-room drawer just for this purpose.

Despite the front I presented as a serious-minded interviewer on camera, there steadily mounted a wretched off-screen toll of bar-room brawls (the pretexts for which I have no mem­ory of ), drunk-driving offences (several times making me abjectly beg a favour and, once, hand over a cash bribe to local district reporters not to cover my appearance in court), and car-wrecks that involved massive damage to my own and to others’ vehicles. My physical frame was somehow preserved from serious injury but a pallid and eventually florid bloating of both face and body indicated the decay going on inside me. One internist, dramatically if perhaps imprecisely, declared my liver to be ‘beyond repair’. So did I stop?

I didn’t. I couldn’t. The disease’s grip on me was tenacious and relentless.

My work—always the most important element in my life, I thought— was where the pressure on me to get a grip mounted most persuasively.

Brian, one of a few friends I retained from college and who happened to work in the same business, which meant I might listen to him, once spoke a lot more forthrightly to me than I expected or wanted. Sometime in the mid-1980s he and I chanced to

David Tereshchuk A Question of Paternity EnvelopeBooks | ISBN 9781915-023155 | £18.95 | $25.00 meet the day after a TV broadcast I had made—a half-hour report devoted to mental health services, of all things— and he commented: ‘Wasn’t so bad.

You didn’t slur your words too much on-air.’

It was one of those excruciating but eventually irrefutable critiques that my peers came to voice, a lot, about my drinking. It got to the point where the TV company’s chief executive had to call me into his office to deliver a damning indictment: ‘David, you are paid the highest fees of anyone in this building, second only to me, and we are not getting our money’s worth.’

The dull but inescapable fact about an alcoholic’s life is that it can be extraordinarily tedious to live and even more tedious, I believe, to narrate to others. Throughout my twenties and thirties I had daily arguments with myself—often more frequent than daily, sometimes minute-by-minute— over whether I could safely pick up a desperately craved glass or bottle, followed by my inevitable defeat and capitulation. And nightly, or ever-earlier

in the day, I would end up disappearing into unconsciousness or oblivion. That latter term is a euphemistic misnomer. It suggests I’m forgetting something—but it’s never forgotten; the overwhelming compulsion to drink immediately returns, with flatteningly repetitive regularity. There was above all the constant drumbeat of lies to myself that I could still handle the substance that was killing me, despite the growing evidence to the contrary.

It was the blunt professional truths voiced by co-workers that finally got my attention, in a way that all the other serious warning signs never did. I cannot say why. Maybe it was just time. I needed medical help to put the drink down, and extended in-patient treatment. But I still relapsed, many times over. I couldn’t stop drinking decisively but it became clear to me that my days of ‘activity’ were numbered, and mercifully they eventually were.

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ow far would you go to live in freedom––the freedom to think, write and speak as you please?

We in the West think too little about that question; the Iraqi editor, poet and teacher Ahmad Shawkat, worried about it every day. For each moment of his adult life he sought freedom and when he finally found it, in the wake of the US overthrow of Saddam Hussein in 2003, he was killed.

Shawkat was a Kurd, born and raised in the northern Iraqi city of Mosul in 1951. Like the brightest of the post-colonial generation in the Arab world, he trained in science and was expected to help build his new nation. He became a lecturer in anatomy at Mosul University’s medical school but was also a poet and political thinker. As Iraq sank into dictatorship, his political activities led to his imprisonment and torture,

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not once but on four occasions. He went into internal exile in Erbil, the capital of the Kurdish safe area created after the First Gulf War. By chance, the night that Gulf War II was about to start, Shawkat met National Public Radio’s reporter Michael Goldfarb, who hired him to be his translator and fixer. In the intense circumstances of war, the two men became close friends.

With Saddam removed from power, Shawkat returned to Mosul and embraced the possibilities of freedom. He founded a weekly journal of politics and culture which he called Billatijah, meaning ‘no direction’, because no one told him what to write.

He provided trenchant analysis of the political situation in the city and the country. And he openly criticised his countrymen for failing to embrace the gift of democracy, with all its liberties and responsibilities.

He managed to get eleven issues of his magazine out. Then he was shot in the back. His murderer is still unknown.

Goldfarb, who had already made a radio documentary about Shawkat, immediately wrote a book about him, now extolled by other leading investigative journalists including Carl Bernstein who, with his Washington Post colleague Bob Woodward, had famously revealed the details of the Watergate break-in, earning a Pulitzer Prize for their paper in 1973.

Goldfarb’s book, The Martyrdom of Ahmad Shawkat, is a mix of memoir, journalism and deeply researched history. It tells the story of the war to overthrow Saddam as it happened in the North, shows how Shawkat’s life was bound up with Iraqi politics, and outlines his daughter’s search for justice in the chaos that the Bush administration’s invasion unleashed.

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he war started bang on schedule. From the moment it was first mooted in leaks to The New York Times in July 2002 you could have predicted it would start around the end of February or middle of March 2003. After all, there was the precedent of the first Gulf War in 1990–91.

As happened then, there would have to be diplomatic shadow plays at the United Nations to cover the time nece­ssary to ship troops to the region. Emissaries from the international community’s organizations and self-appointed peacemakers from Britain’s left would go to meet Saddam Hussein and treat with him. Then, when all the troops were in place, there would be a collective inhalation of breath and silence on earth for about the space of forty-eight hours.

And in that time the final, predictable actions would occur. The United States would order Saddam Hussein to get out of Iraq. The dictator would refuse. And the Kurds would take to the mountains.

Despite the establishment of a Kurdish safe area in northern Iraq after their failed uprising at the end of the 1991 Gulf War, very few Kurds felt that they would be protected from Saddam once this conflict began in earnest. As the deadline for the dictator to leave the country approached and the final countdown to war began, the Kurds of the northern city of Erbil loaded up their cars and headed for the mountains. Situated on the plain of the Fertile Crescent, with a division of the Iraqi Army deployed only a twenty-five-minute drive away, Erbil, with its population of more than half a million, was the most exposed large city in Kurdistan. With the expertise learned over decades of dodging Saddam and the Kurds’ own occasional bouts of infighting, the cars and ancient flatbed trucks were packed with necessary household possessions, the kids finding places to sit where they could. Then the vehicles headed up towards the mountains, suspensions strained to breaking point, undercarriages scraping along the bottoms of the switchback mountain roads.

The night before the war started, Ahmad Shaw­kat (photo, above) was seated in the Erbil Tower Hotel at the foot of the city’s Citadel. Most of his neigh­bours had fled, but Ahmad stayed in town. Like most Erbilians who could string three sentences of English tog­ ether—and he could do much better than that—Ahmad was hoping to work as a translator for one of the dozens of Western reporters who had come to the Kurdish safe area of northern Iraq to cover the war. He had had a bit of work during the few months leading up to the start of the conflict but nothing proved steady.

Reporters come. In the middle of the

night they get a phone call from their editors. Reporters go. Now it was get­ ting late to hook up with someone.

Anxiety shrouded him. At home he had a wife and six children, but he was prov­iding nothing for them, and as war approached he saw his opportunity for work slipping away. He had spent most of the day moping about the house until Roaa, his oldest daughter still living at home, urged him to go to the Erbil Tower one more time.

He dragged him­self from the house and went to the hotel and counted out more of his life passing away. Sitting quietly. Waiting. Smoking. Watching but not really paying attention to a Fox News broadcast playing on an ancient large-screen TV in the lobby.

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steady rain was falling in Erbil the day before the war started. Rain on the plain meant snow in the mountains. At the Iranian border, spring blizzards blew through the mountain passes, dropping weighty, wet snow on the trickle of late-arriving journalists heading down to Erbil through Iran. The border crossing at Hajj Umran is in a moun­tain pass almost a mile above sea level. As the road slid down from the pass, the snow turned to rain, and I could see the steady stream of heavily laden cars heading to the mountain villages or just pulling off to the side of the road, their occupants setting up camp in the mud. Men were putting up plastic sheeting for shelter, desperately grab­bing at loose cor­ners as sheets flapped in the wind. Women and girls in soggy burnt-orange and crimson dresses were down by fast-running streams drawing water for their families. Occasionally they

looked up into the car headlights rolling by, dark hollows around their eyes and pinpoints of white in their pupils.

Their faces registered in my brain with the surreal clarity imparted by sleep deprivation. To get to Kurdistan before the war started I had been traveling for a day-and-a-half without sleep. That was on top of the adrenaline-laced, sleep-deprived last few days I had spent in London getting myself ready, sweating out my Iranian visa—by then the only way into Iraq was to cross over at the Iranian border—packing, checking and double-checking my recording equipment and, finally, taking delivery of my body armour, which arrived just a few hours before I was due to depart on Monday, March 17. It was a good bet the war would start on Thursday. And once it started, the Iranians might also close their border with Iraq.

Tuesday night I flew hundreds of miles farther east than I needed to, to Tehran. Then, in the morning, I doubled back by air northwest to Orumiyeh, up in the Iranian mountains, then traveled by taxi due south to the border with Iraq. In Tehran, I had been kept waiting through the small hours of the morning while the local authorities fingerprinted me, a reta­li­ ­atory indignity for the mass arrest of hundreds of Iranian men in Los Angeles the previous summer. Then, at the bor­der, I was kept waiting in my car while a blizzard rolled in and one of Iran’s local tyrants decided whether to acknowledge Tehran’s authority over him. A fax from the government’s Ministry of Islamic Guidance and Culture, giving me perm­ission to go into Iraq, was on the desk in front of him. After a few freezing hours, it became clear what

was going on. A hundred-dollar bill opened the gates to Iraq for me.

The Kurdistan Democratic Party (KDP) had handled my travel arrangements. Over the years the KDP, one of two main political groupings in the Kurdish north of Iraq, had put together a very effective media machine, facilitating journalist access to their hemmed-in, semi-autonomous entity. On the Iraq side of the border, cars were provided to get us to Erbil. I piled my gear into a Mercedes and headed down the mountain. As the car flashed past the Kurdish girls, their raven hair washed out from under their head scarves by the steady rain, the tension inside me began to ease. I’d made it.

I was in. I didn’t even have to worry about finding a hotel. The KDP had booked me into a place with the magical name Dim Dim. “You will like it.

It’s a five-star hotel,” their moustached representative at the border had told me. A five-star hotel sounded good, if unlikely. But at least I knew for certain I had a bed waiting. The war could begin now. All I needed to do was find a translator, though I figured that could wait until the next day. Now I needed rest.

By the time our little convoy of late arrivals got to Erbil, it was already evening. The Dim Dim was not quite as advertised, but by local standards it was quite grand. On my previous visit to Kurdistan, in the summer of 1996, the hotel I’d stayed in was so foul, I’d ended up sleeping on the roof under the stars. But the Dim Dim was reasonably well maintained. Its rooms were a decent size, and the bathrooms had sit-down toilets and a plentiful, if slow-arriving, supply of hot water.

The lobby of the Dim Dim was covered in marble and it was full of men.

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The lobby of the Dim Dim was always full of men: translators, drivers, bodyguards. In Kurdistan men are rarely at home. Home is a foreign, feminine country from which men flee each morning, return to briefly in the midday for a meal and a nap, and then run away from again. They return only when there is no longer an excuse to stay away. There would be plenty of translators to choose from in the morning.

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n the morning I worked my way around the lobby and quickly figured out there was no one suitable. Most of the people in Erbil who spoke English reasonably well had already been hired. But I needed more than reasonably good translation anyway. My assignment for the public radio program Inside Out was to follow the war through an Iraqi’s eyes. I had come up with the fanciful idea of finding someone who had suffered under Saddam’s regime, documenting their liberation, then turning their experience into an hour-long program ready to air on radio within a month. All I needed to do was find a willing subject. That would be my translator’s first task. He or she would have to know Erbil very well to help me find this person. Then we could proceed to the linguistic skill department.

What I needed from my translator, aside from grammatically proficient English, was detailed accuracy. For a short daily news report, summary translations are okay. So long as the translator accurately and quickly renders the basic facts—what happened, when, how many people were killed, how many people fled you have the information to fill up three minutes of airtime. But when a reporter tries to take people deep inside someone else’s war-torn world, to keep listeners attentive the journalist has to offer clear details of what’s being said.

For example, I interviewed a Muslim peasant woman in eastern Bosnia who was returning to her homestead five years after the conflict there ended. The last time she was in that place Serbs butchered her husband in front of her. The old woman was telling me the most intimate, heartrending details of her tragedy. A translator’s natural tendency is to mediate and retell the story in the third person: “She says the Serbs destroyed her life.”

What I needed to hear was the direct, first-person story “The Serbs came and destroyed my life”—otherwise the tape would not be usable.

Then a broadcaster needs the details. Conversation flows more freely when a reporter picks up on the detail of what’s being said. The interviewee recognises that the journalist really cares about what he or she is saying, and is inclined to open up even more.

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when and how to stop someone in midflow to translate what has been said already and not cause the interviewee to lose his or her train of thought.

I also look for someone who won’t edit comments that he or she thinks reflects unfavourably on their country. In the Arab world this is a particular problem. Arabic speech is characterised by magnificent, allusive rhetoric. Expressions of criticism, anger, or hatred are never simple and direct, and they flow in torrents. If someone is angry about an American policy, the way in which that is expressed can sound offensive if translated literally, so a translator will tend to smooth the anti-Americanism out.

Then there is anti-Semitism. People in Arab countries often speak to strangers about Jews in the same way many Whites spoke to strangers about Blacks in pre-civil rights Mississippi. There is an implicit assum­ ption that you, too, know they are an inferior, barely human group who really shouldn’t be sharing space on the planet with you. Most potential translators in the Arab world are aware of the sensitivities of American reporters to such blatant anti-Semitism, and many will try to tone it down. But that takes a reporter further from the truth of what an interviewee actually believes. Usually, at some point in my reporting trips to the Middle East, the subject of the Zionist entity—many Muslims will not say the name Israel, since that would imply that the state has a right to exist—comes up, and I will have to tell my translator to translate fully what is being said. I have to assure the translator that, as a Jew, hear­ing people express their anti-Semitism in an unguarded way is very use-

ful. Bigotry is a subset of the category stupidity. It helps me gauge someone’s intelligence.

I hear a lot of this hatred. Most of the ordinary people I talk to in the streets do not recognise me as a Jew. My looks don’t conform to their stereotype. I don’t have a beard nor do I wear a yarmulke. My name, which would cue most Americans or Europeans to the fact that I am Jewish, doesn’t register that way either. The Arabic custom in naming is simply to give a child a single name. Then add on the name of the father, possibly grandfather, and perhaps an indication of tribe or village. So when I introduce myself as Michael Goldfarb, people in the Arab street hear my name as Michael. I am called, politely, Mr. Michael instead of Mr. Goldfarb. Michael has a generic European sound to it. My translator in Jordan explained that most people in the Arab street think a Jewish name sounds like David Ben-Gurion or Binyamin Netanyahu or Ariel Sharon Israeli names.

I have still more requirements of a translator. I need someone at ease with all strata of his society. This is not always possible because in many places the person who speaks English to the standard I require comes from the well-educated upper classes and may not have a natural ability to talk to peasants or the working classes, the people who usually suffer most when the world is in upheaval.

Beyond linguistic accuracy I need a good companion. We’re going to be together in a car for hours every day for weeks at a time traveling to wherever the news is. You need to be able to joke, talk about your families, and discuss politics without getting into ar-

guments. I also need to be certain that the translator has a good work ethic.

The harsh necessity of deadline overrides everything, even having lunch.

Finally, a translator needs courage, because in a conflict reporters have to get as close as possible to the fighting.

We are required to see as much of it as we can ourselves, to talk to combatants and civilians on the front line, to be the firsthand source of information. If your translator isn’t willing to go to the closest vantage point, you won’t get the story.

It is almost impossible to find someone who meets all these criteria.

It’s very hard to meet someone who fits most of them. It is often a matter of luck whether a reporter scores a good one. When you are stuck with a bad one, the results can be painfully hilarious. During the war in Afghanistan to overthrow the Taliban, I was in Iran. My translator turned out to be an alcoholic, a neat trick in a country where booze is banned. It took me a while to figure out that he was a drunk.

His breath certainly smelled of alcohol. And I noticed that sometimes people we interviewed in the street pulled back from him. He also hit on women we interviewed. I chalked it all up to rudeness and an embarrassing lack of social grace, until one morning, in the holy city of Mashhad, I walked into his hotel room and found him chugging back industrial-strength vodka from a can. It was 10 a.m. “To take the edge off,” he explained when I confronted him about it.

In Egypt I worked with a son of the military upper classes. He had competed for his country in international martial arts competitions. One day, crawling through Cairo traffic en route

to interview the head of the Muslim Brotherhood, a bicyclist who was from the lower orders of society bumped his car. My translator leaped out and launched a karate assault on him. By the time the police arrived and the fracas had ended, we were an hour late for the interview.

But when a reporter finds a good translator, it is a beautiful thing. You can feel the metaphorical walls separating reporter from interviewee being broken down. A good translator bridges two separate realities in the most extreme of circumstances. Sometimes you can actually see an interviewee’s pupils widen in surprise that a foreigner seems to understand their culture, their particular circumstances. Sometimes a little black humor of mine, accurately translated, brings out a smile. From that smile, you are invited to probe deeper. The only way these moments can happen is because your translator is giving you a quick, accurate translation and sending back your English with equal speed, and has established rapport and trust with the interviewee.

The young men filling the lobby of the Dim Dim were doing what young men throughout the Muslim Middle East do: sitting, talking, smoking, and drinking tea. I worked my away around the few still available for hire. They spoke English with varying degrees of precision. None met my minimum standard. I visited a couple of other hotels around the city, but the situation was the same.

Now I was getting a little nervous.

I still hadn’t found anyone suitable, and it seemed likely the war would begin sometime in the night. As evening brought the conflict even closer, I decided to visit the BBC office at the Erbil Tower Hotel to see if they had the name of someone I might hire. The Erbil Tower had been turned into a fortress with a perimeter of road­blocks circling it.

A couple of burly Kurds with Kalash­ nikovs manned checkpoints. On one of the upper floors the win­dows were filled with sandbags. An observer would have thought that an important Kurdish politician was head­quarter­ed there.

But it was just Fox News’s team taking no chances should Saddam single it out for attack. The paramilitary presence kept people away. The lobby of the place was no­where near as full as at the Dim Dim. The half-dozen or so well-fed men who were hanging around watching Fox on a large-screen TV looked like bodyguards rather than degree holders in English literature. At the front desk I asked for the BBC office, and a few minutes later a young Kurdish woman came downstairs. I intro­duced myself and explained I was looking for a trans­ lator. She pointed to a small, quiet, middle-aged man I hadn’t seen in this lobby full of bruisers. “He is a very good man.” From the way she said good I couldn’t tell if she meant “good for the job” or the deeper sense of good as in

a morally correct person, reliable in a pinch. “He is the father of my friend,” she added, which made me think it was probably the latter.

She took me over. He got up and with exaggerated courtesy shook my hand and made a little bow, as if we were meeting at an academic conference. He introduced himself: “Ahmad Shawkat.” I told him my name, and we sat down. There was a little awkward silence. A bit of sizing-up began. He was a slight fellow, thinning hair going gray, and did not have a mustache, which in this part of the world was most unusual. His voice when answering simple questions about his translating experience was very quiet—not halting, but not confident either. My initial impression was this just would not work. Ahmad seemed a bit shy; more important, he was too old. At first glance he looked to be in his late fif­t ies, maybe even sixty. Age mattered to me. If we came under fire and needed to run or were among a crowd of people that turned into a mob, I didn’t want to worry that my translator was physically incapable of running away with me or, worse yet, was going to have a heart attack when the pressure was on. The other thing about hiring an older person is what any director of human resources will say: people get set in their ways and are very difficult to train when they get past a certain age. Then there was a corollary of the Groucho Marx axiom about not joining clubs that will admit you: This guy was willing to work with me, but if he was any good, why was he still available?

In the Middle East, good manners requ­ire that two men discussing busi­­ ness go through a period of small talk before getting down to the matter at hand. I was in a hurry, however, and went straight to the formalities: Had he worked for West­ ern journalists?

How well did he know the country?

The local political leadership? Did he speak Arabic as well as Kurdish? He gave brief, satis­fac­tory answers. Then he volun­teered the fact that he wasn’t actually from Erbil. He was from Mosul, over in Saddam regime territory. I asked if he was Kurdish. “Of course,” he replied. “Mosul is a very mixed city.” I asked him how old he was.

There was a pause while he calculated what the boundaries of plaus­ibility were. I know because, being past fifty my­self, I’ve taken that pause when asked the same question. “Forty-five,” was his answer. A wholly implaus­­­ible figure. Before I could say anything, Ahmad changed the subject.

“Do you know William Faulkner?”

“Well, not personally. But of course I know his writing.”

“I love Faulkner. The Compson family. I love The Sound and the Fury.

I have read it many times. I love it, how he writes from inside the mind of the boy who is mentally ill.”

I nodded. “Benjy. One of my favourite sentences in the English language

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“Yes. He is a very Arab writer.”

“I’m not so sure about that.”

“No, really. We like him very much.”

Then he added, “I like the sentence ‘They endured.’”

Now, this was not a conversation I expected to be having on the eve of war in Iraq. But I hadn’t discussed or thought about Faulkner in a long time and I went along for the ride. We spent a few minutes trading Faulkner trivia: two middle-aged men competing like the smartest kids in the class about who knew more about a favorite author. Then he said, “I can see you are well cultured.” It was an unusual phrase, one that required a bit of consideration; it seemed that meant I had met his requirements. He asked, “You understand that you cannot write about Iraq without knowing about the people and the history also?” I nodded. “I know these things very well. I will work with you and tell you about

them. But you must agree that we stay together until the war is over.”

It was an extraordinary demand.

Still, it’s not every day you meet someone in a war zone who speaks English as idiosyncratically as Faulkner wrote it. Ahmad seemed unlikely to meet my first linguistic criterion for a translator: simple clarity. But on the other hand, he would certainly meet my last: on a tedious three-hour drive through the mountains we probably wouldn’t lack for conversation. So I found myself agreeing to his demand that we stick together, and decided to hire him. Business finished, I said I was going back to the Dim Dim. I was tired and wanted to rest. But Ahmad decided for us that my education would begin immediately. He dragged me up the steep slope leading to Erbil’s Citadel.

By going up the hill we were going back to the beginning of civilization.

“They say this is the oldest continuously inhabited settlement on the face of the Earth,” Ahmad explained.

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people gathered in this place. The Assyrian empire, the first empire on earth, was founded not far from here.

But even before that there was a settlement here.” Each millennium had added layers to the Citadel. The walls now towered nearly 105 feet above the town.

At the top of the slope, near the gate into the Citadel, a bonfire was burning. It was the start of Narooz, a festival that goes back to the founding of the Zoroastrian religion sometime in the first millenium before Christ and, like the origins of the Citadel itself; probably beyond that in time. Fire is critical to worship among the Zoroastrians. Natural fire, not the kind made by striking flints to get a spark, is a unique feature of this part of the world. Not far from Erbil, fire comes up out of the ground, great pools of it.

Ahmad began a little lecture. “Oil seeps out of the ground in this area.

Sometimes it catches fire. There are many fire-worshipping cults. There is a place near Kirkuk called Baba Gurgur. … In ancient times women went there who could not have children.

They bathed in the oil and became pregnant.”

Fire and oil, oil and fire: the foundation of the world of men. As it is now, was then, and evermore shall be.

Normally, on the eve of Narooz, Erbil would have been full of people dancing around bonfires, but on this night, with war soon to begin, only a small group of fellows was hanging around this solitary fire at the entrance to the Citadel. A crew from Syrian television drove up, and the Kurds began a desultory performance of a traditional dance for the camera. I recorded a bit

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of the sing­ing. We watched for a while longer and then walked through the darkened complex.

Despite its grand name and the pride with which Erbilians speak about it, the Citadel is a wreck. Layer upon layer of human civilisation has risen for eight thousand years to a topographical high point, but inside the walls development seems to have stopped a couple of millennia past. The interior was a mud-hut peasant village, the houses crumbling away, its higgledy-piggledy pathways unpaved. A single lightbulb illuminated a front room somewhere off to our left. It was the only sign of human life in the little village inside the wall. The residents had fled to the mountains, but their animals—dogs, cats, sheep, and chickens—wandered underfoot as we walked carefully through the darkness, talking about this and that.

Although the language Ahmad and I used was formal, there was an odd fam­ili­arity in our conversation. A couple of bookish men talking a bit about authors and local history, the subjects intellec­tuals all over the world use to feel out new acquain­tan­ces. But both of us were so advanced into middle age that we didn’t ex­press any surprise at having this con­­ver­sation while wandering through an empty city on the eve of a war. It was a simple pleasure not worth remarking on.

We moved from small talk to getting-to-know-you talk. We spoke of children. He asked me if I had any.

“No.” It’s a pain­ful subject for me, so I quickly shif­t ed the question back to him. Ahmad was typically fecund in this area: he had eight; six children

hen white writers portray historically oppressed groups, they risk perpetuating stereo-­ types and other harmful misrepresentations. It is legitimate to worry about this. Cultural appropriation can trivialise and there is always the risk of treating the marginalised as ‘exotic’.

One cannot, however, require writers to avoid racially sensitive topics, any more than one can tell theatre directors who they can cast: that way lies apartheid. Whatever else it is, writing is also an expression of freedom, and so one looks for examples of where cross-racial writing has been carried out responsibly, with nuance and accuracy, to ensure that marginalised voices are heard and respected on their own terms.

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were living with him in a house not far from the Citadel in an “old quarter, very intel­lec­tual”. He had two married daught­ers still in Mosul.

“Why did you leave Mosul?” I asked.

“Politics?”

“Yes. Things I wrote. I have been arrested many times.”

“Tortured?”

“Of course. When I released, I came here.”

As we wandered through the ancient walls we later learned that American jets were striking “a target of opportunity” in Baghdad. This attempt to take out Saddam on March 19, 2003, would fail, and from that moment on a full-scale invasion was inevitable. We walked down a steep flight of stairs on the other side of the Citadel across from the shuttered-up bazaar. The empty city had lost its background din; a Kalashnikov fired for fun several miles away could be heard as clearly as if it had been fired around the corner.

The thunking of an old taxi’s engine caught our ears long before we saw it.

We hailed the cab and jumped in. Erbil’s main streets are laid out in circles around the Citadel. We swung around the great mound, and just by a dilapidated office building Ahmad had the cab stop.

He pointed at the building. “Can you remember this place ?”

“Yes.” “This is my street,” he said, pointing down a narrow, darkened road. “If anything happens you can come to my house and you will be safe.” It was a polite thing to say, but if Saddam decided to launch a chemical or biological attack on Erbil, there really wasn’t

ed white South African author admired for her deep understanding of her country’s cultural history.

Born in 1950, she has a background in anthro­pology and literature, frequently engaging with the complexities of race relations and the deep scars left by colonialism. In her fiction and non-fiction, she has contributed extensively to the preservation and understanding of African oral traditions, languages and folklore. She also has a particular interest in Church history, with which she has family connections.

Poland’s novel A Sin of Omission is set in the 1870s in South Africa and is based on real historical events.

The protagonist, Stephen Mzamane, is a fictional reworking of Stephen Mtutuko Mnyakama, a young Xhosa man sent to England to train as an

much we would be able to do about it.

As Ahmad was getting out of the car, I realised I didn’t have his phone number. I grabbed his arm and asked him for it. He took out his business card and handed it to me. There were three email addresses. I looked at him quiz­ zically. “These first two email addresses belong to my daughter. This one is mine,” he explained.

“Al-Fatih 51,” I read out loud.

“Al-Fatih means ‘the leader,’” he said. “It was my name in underground movement.”

Interesting, I thought to myself, then I asked him where his phone number was.

He confessed he didn’t have one.

He wrote down a number and explained it was not his own phone. It was the number of his neighbor, and if I needed him for anything, anything at all, I was to call there and his neighbor would find him. If I had known that he didn’t have a phone, I might not have hired him, but now it was too late. Besides, I had enjoyed our conversation.

I already liked the guy.

He got out and the cab took me on to the Dim Dim. I kept thinking about something he said as we walked through the Citadel.

“When the U.S. gets rid of this bloody Saddam, I am going back to Mosul.”

Mosul was just sixty miles away.

There were two rivers, one ridge and a single division of the Iraqi Army between Ahmad and home. It didn’t seem like an impossible dream. I thought it might be worth following him home. continued in the book

Anglican priest but betrayed by the Church on his return.

Poland wrote A Sin of Omission to shed light on how black converts to Christianity were dislocated from their African identities while being exposed to the hypocrisy of a Church that failed to live by the values it presumed to teach. The resulting novel examines the tragedy of a good man held back because of his race and alienated from his own people by the Christian beliefs he had internalised.

The book has been enthusiastically received, winning South Africa’s Sunday Times CNA Literary Awards Book of the Year Prize, getting shortlisted for the Walter Scott Prize for Historical Fiction and being longlisted for the Royal Society of Literature’s Ondaatje Prize for evocative travel writing.

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ST AUGUSTINE’S MISSONARY COLLEGE IN CANTERBURY, KENT

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sually, when he rode from homestead to homestead evangelising, Stephen sang hymns. He did not sing today. He wondered if he would ever raise his voice in song again or preach with conviction. He simply gazed across the arc of the horse’s neck as the hills seemed to dip and stumble to its gait.

If belief was fragile and his hymns could give no comfort, he knew—he trusted absolutely—that Albert would be waiting for him. Albert with his long thin legs, his jaunty beard, his beaming little spectacles, his shortcropped sandy hair. At the Missionary College in Canterbury, even when he had chivvied Stephen, he had never been impatient, only rolled his eyes and laughed at Stephen’s dawdling.

‘Come on, old chap! You have no sense of time at all!’

And Stephen would shrug goodnaturedly. What was the use of rushing?

‘The teashop closes at five. The bell will go before we’re done and we’ll be late.’ Ah yes, the bell!

But time was not the only constraint in visiting the teashop. Stephen did not have the money and he could not always allow Albert to pay.

‘Bother the Bishop!’ Albert would say if Stephen shook his head at every invitation. ‘After all, you’re not earning fees to teach me your language and I’m

hungry! So we’ll have two Welsh cakes and bring a penny bun back with us.

That’s only fair. Come along.’

No, Albert would not let him down.

Even with his cheerful innocence about the world, he had a sense of duty and a touching loyalty on which Stephen had always depended. How many times Albert had saved him from awkward moments in the drawing rooms of Canterbury, or shown him unobtrusively the way to hold his knife, to greet a lady, to ignore a slight.

If he could not share in the gravity of Stephen’s burden now, Stephen could count on his kindliness and tact. Stephen knew he would help him in any way he could—with food, a bed, a horse.

And prayers.

When Albert prayed, he would always close his eyes quite tightly, raise his chin and chat confidingly with God—so different from the Warden of the Missionary College, Dr Bailey, or Mfundisi Basil Rutherford, intoning through their noses, alert to the sonorous sound of their own voices. So different from Stephen’s own silent, apprehensive reverence. Albert did not have the gravity of a man in Holy Orders. He was more like a child kneeling at his bedside, looking up into his father’s face before the candle was blown out and loving hands tucked him in between the sheets.

Once they had prayed, Stephen

knew Albert would suggest a pot of tea and then divert him with memories of Canterbury—japes at the tutors; jokes in the dining hall; waylaying the Superintendent of Students or old Blunsom, the porter, with outrageous requests—and laugh at how the Warden had chided them both for irreverent behaviour.

They had been friends almost since the day that Stephen had walked through the door of the Missionary College, standing, simply overwhelmed, his eyes scanning in bewilderment the towering arches and Gothic windows.

To begin with he was led about in

a haze of staring confusion—unprepared, unrehearsed and silent—until he was taken to the workshop and given a lathe by the carpentry master, who began by speaking to him in a pidgin English and explaining the tool as if it were an artefact from another world and he an idiot.

But here Stephen was on familiar ground: Mr Simeon Gawe’s coaching at the Native College had been expert and swift. ‘Thank you, sir,’ Stephen had said quietly to the master. ‘On what would you like me to work?’

A little nettled, the carpenter had given him a length of wood. ‘Round this off and let me see how you do.’

Expected to fail, Stephen had failed.

He had no vice to hold the wood and, under scrutiny, he had allowed the lathe to slip and clatter to the floor, damaging the handle. Everyone in the carpentry shop had stopped their work and looked up.

It would have been better to have been chastised, to have been cuffed as Mr Gawe would have done with a few well-aimed but not ill-natured curses, calling him ‘Sidenge’, a use­less fellow, rather than this polite and supercilious silence.

Except for Albert.

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der his breath as he picked the lathe up off the floor. He examined it. ‘I know this lathe,’ he said more loudly. ‘It’s got a tricky handle. I believe I split it long before today. Bad luck.’

‘Newnham,’ the carpentry teacher said, ‘get back to your work.’

‘Got a replacement?’ said the young man airily, looking directly at the master.

‘No.’ ‘I can share mine then,’ he said and grinned ingenuously. He took Stephen by the arm, leading him away to his workbench. ‘He always does that to new students,’ he said, winking at Stephen. ‘It’s an old trick to put them in their place, especially if they’re foreign.’ He meant ‘native’. He had often heard the master call them ‘uncouth little animals’. But he was far too tactful to say it.

After that, Stephen—hanging back but eager—had looked for Albert Newnham, an anchor in his bewilderment. Albert had even been good enough—making a detour though pretending not to—to show him the more secluded lavator­ies behind the chapel. ‘I find fellows bother one,’ he laughed, ‘when one doesn’t want to be bothered!’ And the redden­ing about his ears was more earnest than embarrassed. ‘If you ever need a dose of castor oil, tell me rather than Mrs Blunsom, who will advertise your complaint all over College. She’s used to me now and doesn’t make remarks any more.’

It was Albert, too, who coached him for the College Vow—the solemn committal to vocation which every student made on enrolling. ‘As it’s a vow,’ Albert had said more seriously than usual, ‘and vows can’t be broken, you must be absolutely sure you want to make it. If you’re in doubt you must tell the Warden now.’

‘I want to make it,’ said Stephen.

‘They say that only half the fellows end up keeping it.’

‘I will keep it.’

Nor could Stephen doubt that the vow could be anything but binding after the Archbishop of Canterbury himself had given the sermon on Founders’ Day, setting forth the urgent need of providing ministrations in the colonies and the consequences of a Failure of Faith.

‘How lamentable the extent to which darkness, ignorance, heathenism and idolatry prevail among those who have been ignorant of the covenant of grace. But,’ and he had paused and gazed around at the assembled students, ‘if there are degrees of wretchedness, surely it is they who have once tasted of the heavenly gift but who have forgotten the covenant of baptism and retained the name without the character of a Christian, it is they who are undoubtedly the most wretched of all.’

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taken, student by student, before the Warden and the assembled clergy, before the benefactors of the College in their grandeur and their eminence, crowded into the College Chapel.

Stephen, awaiting his turn, had gazed along the pews in search of Albert, seated among the students who had been inducted the year before. Albert winked, nodded encourag­ ingly, made a small gesture of support and Stephen had stood, slight and graven-faced under the weight of music, the smell of incense, of pomade and lavender and musty kneelers, enraptured by the vision of the clergy in their robes, the Bishop’s mitre, the gleaming cross.

Struck by the magnificence of God. At last he had stood before the Warden: ‘Is it your deliberate intention to devote yourself, with all the powers of mind and body which God in His goodness has given you, to His service in the ministry in the Church of England in the distant dependencies of the British Empire or in the Foreign Mission Field?’

‘It is my solemn intention,’ Stephen replied—as Albert had coached him.

It was not long after, alert to aptitude and sympathies, that their tutor suggested that Albert should go to British Kaffraria instead of India. Stephen had agreed—delightedly—to teach Albert the rudiments of Xhosa.

In exchange, Albert would coach him in Latin and Greek, a prerequisite after ordination as a deacon to the elevation of the priest­ hood. ‘Maybe, one day we’ll both be bishops, Stephen!’ Albert had exclaimed. They had laughed together at the absurdity of Stephen in a mitre or Albert as a prelate.

Until that time Stephen’s mother tongue had almost been lost to him.

After the age of twelve, when he had been sent to the Native College in Grahamstown, speaking it had been forbidden during school hours. As students came from many different regions, English was an easier choice than Xhosa, Sotho, Zulu or Tswana, even in the dormitories at night. Here, at the Missionary College in Canterbury, any African language was completely unknown.

Stephen had not spoken a word of Xhosa since leaving the Cape—not until he was asked to teach Albert conversation. In tutoring, the words and their alliteration returned to him like a refrain and the first few tentative phrases that grew between them made an intimacy, a shared purpose that held promise for their work together in Kaffraria.

The Warden, too, had assured his students that if an African—or Indian or Melanesian or Chinese or any foreign student—taught a designated English classmate his native tongue, they could well be posted together.

Experience had taught him that such mutual support would help the English clergyman understand his foreign flock and would obviate—for the ‘na-

tive’—the risk of what he called ‘backsliding into heathen ways’: a bolster against the ‘barbarous influ­ences’ that could be exerted on a young missionary returning alone to his own people.

With an English missionary at his side, the Warden had declared, each would hold steady to his purpose. That the Englishman, and not the native, might have wavered in resolve was not conceded.

Yet the Warden knew all too well the chief cause of ‘backsliding’. He had a sheaf of reports from colonial bishops in India, China, Kaffraria, the Cape: the isolated missionary without a wife, lured to immorality or worse. Or, more likely, the demanding, selfish English spouse wrecking the vocation of a worthy man!

The Church was littered with such cases.

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t Nodyoba, Stephen had no wife, either to support him or exert a baleful influence on his vocation. The mission commun­ity was surrounded by heathen homesteads. The young men had gone away to work at the diamond fields or in distant towns, the girls— traditional and illiterate—tilled the fields. Most of the converts at his mission were displaced: the elderly, the widowed, the destitute, the feeble, the very young. There were few with even a rudimentary education.

In England he had been too young, too preoccupied, too astonished by his situation to think of anything else. He had neither thought of women in his enthusiasm for his calling nor doubted the incalculable distance between him and the pale girls that he encountered in Canterbury. Then, one day, he had been walking down the high street on his way back to College from his lessons at the hospital. He was brought up short.

Stopped. Gazed.

There, in the window of Mr Baldwin’s Photographic Studio, there among the small and modest rows of prints of comely matrons, bewhiskered gentlemen, solemn children; there, among the crinolines, the lace tippets, the furled parasols—a black face.

It was a woman.

So unexpected, so utterly arresting.

Underneath the picture was a caption:‘Kaffir Woman’.

He had stood, the small gusts of autumn wind sliding round the corner and catching the brim of his hat, the cold fingering his neck within the stiff, starched collar. All the other portraits were marked with a name, a rank, a place. But she—she was Kaffir Woman. A generic for all women from southern Africa: a species, a type.

As was he: Kaffir Man. To be wondered over.

The woman in the portrait was turned to the left, her face untouched by consciousness of the lens, detached

from this sombre city with its towers and turrets, its cold damp wind, its ivied walls.

Stephen put his hand on the knob of the door of the shop and pushed gently. A bell tinkled as he entered.

The man behind the counter looked at him keenly—a collector’s fervour—as if already lining up a shot. ‘Can I help you?’

At a loss to know what to say, to admit the irrational impulse of barging in, Stephen stammered, ‘What is the cost of taking my picture?’ He did not know why he had said it when he had scant money in his pocket. Was it some vague wish to be placed beside her in the window? A complementary specimen?

The portrait was far more than he could afford and he owed Albert tea—a dozen teas—but he counted out his coins, promising to pay the balance on collection, and pulled his collar straight. The photographer hesitated, clearly weighing up the chance of an interesting picture against Stephen’s commitment to pay.

‘Right,’ he said. ‘Come this way.’

Stephen was ushered into a studio. He was shown a mirror and adjusted his necktie. What luck that he had borrowed one of Albert’s hats for the visit to town, his own shabby as a workman’s. He rubbed the dome with his handkerchief, smoothing the nap, and patted his hair. It was styled as Mzamo’s had always been, with a parting down the centre. He had waited, watching, as the man prepared the glass, painted on collodion and then, adjusting his instruments, indicated that Stephen should take up a position with one hand on the back of an ornamental chair placed before a draped curtain. Stephen had stood—quite agonisingly frozen—in a posture of feigned repose, one leg flexed across his ankle, cane and hat on the seat of the chair.

He stood very upright, his hand at his hip.

He set his gaze beyond the man behind the camera, staring into infinity as she had done, a counterpoint to her angled stance.

Set side by side, their glances would cross.

Kaffir Man. When the picture had been taken he said, ‘Who is the lady in the portrait in the window?’

‘There are many portraits of ladies in the window.’

‘The black woman.’

‘Ah! She was a member of a choir that came to London some time ago. I went up to take their likenesses. They performed energetic heathen dances.

Most exotic!’

‘She is not dressed like a heathen.’

‘No. They were engaged to show their savagery but I believe they were members of a Nonconformist church choir. They even sang before the Queen. A great fuss was made of them and—the lady herself told me—they were entertained most royally in a number of grand houses. She even sported a string of pearls a member of the nobility had given her. I took her picture when she was not performing.’

Stephen smiled. Should he have come dressed in skins and feathers?

He left the shop and stooped to look again at the print of that serene and haunting face.

It was a week later that he had returned to collect his photograph. As he entered the shop he noticed that the display in the window had changed.

She was no longer there.

The photographer brought out the portrait of Stephen and handed it to him with some pride. It was a fine likeness. There he stood, keen and upright in his overcoat and shining boots.

‘Thank you,’ Stephen said. ‘My mother will be pleased with this.’ He scanned it again and slipped it into an envelope.

Then he said, rather awkwardly, not looking at the man, ‘What has happened to the picture of the native lady whose portrait was in your window?’

‘I have changed my display and most of the prints have been claimed.

I do not expect that lady to come for hers. She has returned to the Cape. It was a trifle for my own interest.’

‘Is there a copy?’

The man appraised Stephen with the hint of a leer.

‘Five shillings for the original.’

Twice what he’d paid for his own picture. ‘I will come tomorrow.’

‘Mind where you get the money.’

Stung, Stephen had left the shop.

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oming from the Chief Inspector of Edu­ c­ ation, the report in the Cape Col­ony’s newspaper on the Church’s policy of educating Africans in England was a rap over the Metropolitan’s knuckles from a distinguished government official. And, by association, from the politicians.

‘The spade, hammer, plane and saw should take the place of playing chess with Lady Bountiful … ,’ it had run. No more students to England to indulge themselves in seeking the patronage of country parishes, no more young black English­ men. The climate had

defeated them: two had died and four had been repatriated before they had graduated for fear that they too might contract consumption. On their return to the Colony there had been a further death, and only one had proved himself suitable for Holy Orders. The others had acquired a worldliness and independence over which the Dean in Grahamstown crowed to his Bishop, ‘What did I tell you, my Lord!’

Furthermore, they had roused up their fellow countrymen to continue lobbying for the release of the chiefs still incarcerated on Robben Island.

Even in South Africa, too many who had been students at the Anglican native colleges in Cape Town and Grahamstown had had to be sent home ill or as ‘unsuitable’. Since then many had returned to their people and reverted to heathenism while others had quit the Colony rather than suffer the indignity of colonial scorn: —Impertinent.

—Indulged.

—Absurd. Why, that fellow’s wife wears finer dresses than my daughter!

The experiment was an expensive failure. Unless Stephen Mzamane was the man to prove the critics wrong.

‘He won’t fail us,’ Henry Turvey said to the Bishop.

‘He’s such a deferential fellow, though,’ lamented the Bishop. ‘Pity about his brother. I had real hopes for his development.’

‘If you start a fire you cannot complain when it burns you,’ said Turvey drily.

‘He wasn’t your choice?’

‘Vocation makes a priest,’ said Turvey.

The Bishop sighed. ‘And all too rare amongst the best of us?’

‘All too rare.’

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tephen did not see the article but the Warden, Dr Bailey, was sent it by the Metropolitan in Cape Town. Bailey wrote a letter fierce with protest but it found no place in either the local or the colonial newspapers. By the time it reached the Cape the matter had been forgotten. Nor would his anger have been shared. The colonial argument had always been that the missionaries were wasting time and money in educating Africans in anything but trades. Book learning was a spur to sedition and discontent.

—It makes them crafty.

—It encourages them to aspire beyond their proper station.

—It gets in the way of land reform.

It was a hopeless situation. What was the point, Warden Bailey wondered, in writing to the paper and informing its readers—against all expectation from the Colony—that Joshua Morosi had headed the class lists at the Missionary College, outperforming Englishmen with an English education? Had he not been chosen as the most able, pious, worthy student of his BOOKLAUNCH ISSUE 21 | PAGE 13

year? Where was the disparity between him and the English students?

But Joshua had died of typhus while on a holiday in Shropshire and all hopes of a triumphant Christian heir to a paramount Chief, ordained into the Church and returning to lead his people, were dashed. All that was left was a marble gravestone in a country churchyard and a stained-glass window of St Philip converting a eunuch.

Joshua had been four years older than Stephen and inspired a reverence for his seniority, lineage and cultivation that ensured Stephen’s deep deference in his company. If, in speech and manner, Joshua had been an Englishman, his presence and bearing had been those of a chief. Stephen, the only fellow African that year, had held him in silent awe.

At the end of his first term, the Warden had called Stephen into his study and informed him that as no other invitation had been forthcoming for the Christmas holidays and as it was not desirable that he should stay alone in the Foreigners’ Wing, an arrangement had been made with Joshua Morosi: Joshua had been persuaded to allow Stephen to accompany him—as a sort of attendant—when he visited the home of a former fellow student.

They had travelled by train, puffing through the countryside, Joshua absorbed in a newspaper while Stephen pressed his face to the window as the fleeting fields and flocks passed by.

Stephen had carried the luggage and

sat respectfully listening to the pronunciation of every word when Joshua had taken out his prayer book and read a passage aloud. There had been little further conversation although Stephen was aware of Joshua’s shrewd— and not unkindly—appraisal. He felt curiously protected.

They had stayed in a large rectory, the guests of Joshua’s former classmate’s parents. Joshua’s friend, Norbert Whitmarsh—sensitive to Stephen’s youth and shyness—attempted to include him by telling jokes which Stephen did not understand and which Joshua was too solemn to approve. At table he ate in silence except for answering, now and then, the nudging enquiries of the Rector or Mrs Whitmarsh.

‘Would you fancy another slice of beef, Mr Mana?’

‘No thank you, ma’am.’

‘Whereabouts in the Colony is your home?’ the Rector had said, laying down his knife and fork and wiping his mouth with his napkin.

It was not a question Stephen could answer with any certainty. ‘I am not sure, sir.’ He glanced anxious­ly at Joshua. Is that a foolish answer? Joshua held his gaze. ‘I was raised at a mission in Kaffraria, sir,’ Stephen said to the Rector. Joshua nodded imperceptibly.

‘But you have parents?’

‘Yes, sir.’

The Rector glanced at Joshua then.

‘I thought all the foreigners at the College were the sons of the nobility.’

Stephen looked in confusion from one to the other, not understanding.

There was a pause, then Joshua said, ‘I believe it is sometimes wiser to choose ability above rank. And, after all, each diocese must have its chance.

In the event they might send those with particular attributes.’

‘Aah.’ The Rector leaned back in his chair and took up his wine glass, examining Stephen more closely. ‘I see.’

‘Do not make the young man feel conspicuous, my dear,’ said Mrs Whitmarsh. ‘Mr Mewroozi, another slice of beef ?’

Whenever they took an afternoon walk—Joshua and Norbert Whitmarsh deep in discussion on theological matters—Stephen trailed a respectful pace behind. In fine weather they had wandered in country lanes, taken tea in village tea shops, bowed and raised their hats to passing ladies whose astonishment at seeing them was barely concealed. When it was wet they had played chess and it was from observing that that Stephen first learned the rules.

Then, immediately after New Year’s Day, Joshua had suddenly fallen ill. He had lain for a week in an attic room in a tangle of sheets. Norbert Whitmarsh kept a hovering distance and Stephen—wide-eyed with dismay—sat in vigil near the door. The village ladies, both curious and concerned, brought gifts and comforts, and Mrs Whitmarsh wrung her hands and wished the responsibility for the young chief

had not devolved on her. The doctor came and went.

On the tenth day, as evening fell, Joshua died. Stephen, faithful to his post, had heard him calling out. He had crept towards the bed, standing at the foot. Joshua had gazed at him with some abstracted recognition. Then he had begun to speak in his own tongue.

Softly. Almost fiercely. Stephen did not know Sesotho but the cadences, the phrasing, struck a deep chord of remembrance and he answered in Xhosa, tentatively at first and then more firmly. The words went back and forth, words learned long before either took up a slate and chalk or was baptised.

Joshua spoke his own Sesotho name—Tsekelo—over and over, urgently evoking an older theology than the one they served. Then the names of the great ones of his people, calling them up, mustering a lineage. A clan.

A place.

As evening came outside the latticed window and the beech trees picked up the stirring of the evening wind, Joshua fell silent. He set his face to the wall and said no more.

When they buried him, the whole village turned out. Stephen stood guardian near the coffin. The prayers were all familiar, the psalms chanted by the choirboys. But for Stephen, apart from the melody of the English hymn echoing in the nave of a country parish church, he sensed a counter­ note that reached back across the leagues of sea to where the mountains

of the Basotho kingdom reared against a southern sky, distant, still and blue.

In time, a stone slab with Joshua’s name, his age, his date of death, was erected by the Rector through subscriptions from the village and the Missionary College. But the hopes of the Governor and the Bishop in the Cape of installing a black Englishman among his people—secure in his loyalty to the Colonial Administration— were laid waste. The heir to a paramount chief rested with the rural poor in a churchyard in England, excised from tribal memory.

Once there was a man, Tsekelo …

Once there was a paramount’s son.

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oshua had gone and no students came from the Cape at the start of the year.

There would be no more playing chess with Lady Bountiful!

No more Stephens to challenge the wealthy and indulgent parishioners from the community who contributed to their education.

For Stephen himself, chess had become his chief delight. He was coached in it by the Superintendent of Students. He had learned to play diffidently—in time, often trouncing his tutor, but always with a self-deprecation, making excuses gracefully for his opponent’s blunders. Once he was proficient, he had been taken about to the genteel houses in Canterbury, a showpiece who played with skill and ease.

He had sat in stuffy drawing rooms, tea and cakes pressed upon him, daughters kept well away from approaching too closely, sons sent out on errands, only the ladies and gentlemen—beyond any possible harm— his chosen fellow players. Warden Bailey was delighted at his success: a sure indication, despite the protests, that the College had not been unwise in admitting the sons of the African elite.

Joshua had been the brightest hope of all.

But he had died.

Not long after Stephen’s return to College for the start of the Spring term, Albert had called him from his books and said, ‘Do you know how to carve stone?’

‘I only know how to carve wood.’

‘Well, today it’s stone. The master asked me to engrave Joshua’s name on the wall of the memorial crypt. Can you help?’

It was the place where the compline was sometimes said, a narrow vault under the College Chapel, entered by a single door. Except for the glow from a stained-glass window, it was dark. The roof was corbelled and low, and the damp came through the walls, leaving a mossy stain around the edges of the floor. A statue of St Augustine stood near the altar, a gift dearly bought by the students of the College, sacrificing the sugar in their tea for a year.

Around the walls, carved into the pale stone, were the names of the

alumni who had died and the diocese in which each had served: Barbados.

Nova Scotia. Guiana. Labuan. Grahamstown. Adelaide. Bombay. Cairo.

Sarawak.

Lumley Lough Burnaby Dashwood Dinzey Betts Charles Beauchamp Williams Casper Allnutt Cookesley Alfred William Brereton Fayaz Hussein John Merwanjee Henry Smith Row on row on row. So many in so short a time.

‘Isn’t it a beautiful little place?’ Albert had said, putting the tool box on a pew and lighting a small oil lamp.

He read out some of the inscriptions, chuckling. ‘Poor fellow, fancy being burdened with Dinzey or Allnutt!

Think of the nicknames!’ He held up his lamp and gazed at the dates. ‘It reminds me of roll call at school. All together answering adsum to their names. I think it’s a grand idea. I would like to be here too one day, along with the fellows I knew at College. It would be jolly company, especially if I’d been bitten by a snake or eaten by a headhunter and no one ever found my body.’

Stephen did not laugh.

To be confined. Here. In this sepulchral green gloom despite its grace and beauty. Without the sight of sky or hills. With the perpetual rain sluicing down the walls. Unembraced by

the living going about their daily tasks nearby, giving the passing news about the harvest or the calving of the cows.

Albert chalked the name on the stone: Joshua T Moroosi. ‘That’s not the way to spell it,’ Stephen said.

‘Oh dear,’ said Albert, perplexed.

‘That’s how they always wrote it here.

That’s how I was told to carve it.’

Stephen said no more. He worked in silence. The ring of the chisel, iron on iron.

Joshua Moroosi. Stephen Mana.

—Who are we?

The question remained unasked.

And it remained unanswered by Tsekelo Morosi. He had gone.

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ewildered at first by the endless chapel services—Matins, Sext, Evensong, Com­ pline, Communion twice a week, private prayers until the curfew at a quarter to eleven—Stephen often seemed to blunder from hour to hour, dragged by the tide of gowned scholars and the constant ringing of the bell.

The life outside the walls was different. Voices, song, the cries of workmen, the whinnying of horses, the trundle of wheels on cobbles. People jostled in the streets. There was colour in the surge of crowds. And women—so absent from the daily round at College. Children too. He and Albert often ran down the street to their compulsory lectures at the hospital just so that they could leap the gutters, swing down a side road, stop and gaze in a

shop window or throw their hats to each other in an impromptu game.

Boys let loose—until they pulled up breathless outside the Senior Super­ intendent’s door, set their collars straight, rearranged their jackets, wiped their sweating faces and tapped respectfully.

Lessons in practical medicine were a necessity for those destined for foreign missions. Stephen and Albert would join a group of medical interns and future missionaries as they went from bed to bed with the Superintendent or another consulting doctor, listening respectfully to explanations of illness or injury, sometimes stopping to say a prayer with an anxious patient.

Stephen watched procedures gravely, never recoiling. In the wards his calm concentration impressed the senior doctor.

—They send those with particular attributes.

That is what Joshua had said. And Stephen began to sense something of those attributes in himself when he followed the doctor around the wards.

If, often, he did not understand the lectures—the quick delivery, the unfamiliar terms—he did not back away from the patients who were dying or burden them with religious homilies. He could sense the threshold he had known himself—so long ago, so young—drifting inexorably into death. They were supported by his fearless presence, the warmth of his living hand.

It was only the post-mortems that he found deeply distressing. To mutilate a corpse seemed an outrage to its spirit. If some of his companions had appeared intrigued, even eager to draw near, Stephen had resolutely turned his back.

‘These are paupers from the workhouse,’ the doctor had said briskly on the first occasion. ‘If their lives have been squandered, they make amends in contributing to the study of anatomy.’ Adding, for his particular audience, ‘God rest their souls.’

Stephen would not draw near. Only sorcerers violated the bodies of the dead.

The workhouse had been the end of another of Stephen’s preconceptions of England. He might have fled at the sight of the abject children had not Albert been with him. ‘It’s the very least we can do for the little ragamuffins and it’s part of the College drill to visit,’ said Albert. ‘I always choose a jolly Bible story to cheer them up.

And I never talk about hell like some of the other fellows. I think that’s most unkind.’

‘Are there any jolly Bible stories?’

‘Of course! What about David and Goliath? That’ll give them something to think about. It might rouse them up against the beastly Beadle.’

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had gazed at the roomful of children cowed by hunger—running noses, throaty coughs, small hands red with cold. They gathered in a ragged group as Albert read.

‘Are their parents dead?’ Stephen asked.

‘No,’ Albert said. ‘They’re kept across the wall. Men this side, women, that. The adults are put to work and they may not see their children while they’re here.’

‘Even the mothers?’

‘Even the mothers.’

‘I did not know that there were slaves in England.’

‘There aren’t!’ Then Albert hesitated. ‘Are there?’ As if the thought had suddenly struck him.

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very fortnight Albert and Stephen had made their visit to the workhouse, returning to College in time for evensong.

But one evening they had been particularly delayed.

‘Damn, we’ve missed our tea!’

‘You don’t like it anyway,’ laughed Stephen, ‘unless it has two spoonfuls of sugar.’

Rain was falling, a sky of sludge, a sly wind, and the cathedral bell struck the hour.

‘Run,’ panted Albert. ‘The gate will be closed and we’ll get it from Blunsom. Down here. Quick.’ He skidded round a corner into a narrow passageway.

Fortune’s Alley.

A route the students were forbidden to take. It was out of bounds. Stephen hesitated.

‘Hurry!’ Albert urged. . . .

The next day, Albert was ordered to the Warden’s study, summoned from the choir procession as it trooped back to the College from the Cathedral. He entered and, at a signal from the Warden, closed the door and approached the desk.

On it lay his hat.

‘I believe this hat is yours.’

‘It’s mine, sir.’

‘Ah. It was given in at the gate to Mr Blunsom by a woman,’ the Warden said. ‘For the “Bible-boy”.’ He was silent a moment. Then he resumed, enunciating, ‘“And the darkie.”’

‘It was my fault, entirely,’ Albert blurted before the Warden could continue.

‘Unforgivable, Newnham. I should send you both down.’

‘Both?’ Albert’s face blazed. ‘Send me down, sir. But not Mr Mana. He had no idea—’ ‘Do you have the slightest notion, Newnham, of the nature of native people?’

‘Sir, I must tell you—’ ‘I was speaking,’ said the Warden.

‘Sir.’ ‘I have been Warden of this College for years. I have the confidence of dozens of missionaries in the field—

Marguerite Poland | A Sin of Omission EnvelopeBooks | ISBN 9781838-172039 | £15.95 especially in Africa—on the most intimate subjects.’

‘Sir.’ Albert turned his prayer book in his hand, the ruff of his choir robe dipping from the heat of his neck, the starched white edge thrown up in reflection against the underside of his chin. ‘Mr Mana had no idea who the woman was, sir.’

‘Indeed …’

A glint which sent Albert’s blood thundering in his ears. Despite his best intentions, fumbling for words, he could not meet the Warden’s eye.

‘You remember well, in your first year, how a young student from Africa was sent down …’

‘Yes, sir.’

‘Do you know the reason?’

‘It was said he had flirted with the housemaid.’

‘You are naïve, my dear fellow.’ A pause. ‘As I might have expected. You have no idea of the gravity of the issues with which we must contend. The slander and the intrigue fomen­ted by our detractors, the difficulties of justifying our position regarding native students, the opposition from colonial

governments and less forward-thinking clerics …’

‘But we never …’

‘Especially one of our native students,’ the Warden continued, ignoring the interruption. ‘It could bring the College down about our ears.’

Albert felt close to tears.

‘You have put us in a very grave position, Newnham. It is fortunate you were not seen by someone of consequence in this town!’

‘Sir.’ Albert did not contradict him.

He shifted his gaze to the cross on the wall behind the Warden’s head.

‘You will learn, Newnham, when you are finally in the field, that too deep a fraternisation with the natives is undesirable. For all our worthy intentions, we—as races—will never be the same.’

‘That’s not what the Gospels—’ Albert began, almost severely.

But the Warden silenced him, one finger slightly raised. ‘My boy …’

—My boy? Albert almost retorted again: he was twenty-one years old and planning his marriage. continued in the book

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s a student at what was then the University of Rhodesia (now Zimbabwe), Michael Holman was an activist campaigning for the civil rights of the black population against the racist government of Ian Smith (see photo, page 18).

In 1967 Holman’s activities on campus came to the notice of the authorities, who decided he was too dangerous to be allowed to remain at liberty. The question of whether to have him imprisoned or deported was discussed in cabinet. Fearful of making him a lightning rod for other dissidents, the government sentenced him instead to lockdown.

The government lawyer who served notice on him was a family friend and neighbour, in whose pool Holman and friends had at one time enjoyed midnight swims. As Rhodesia’s Minister of Law and Order, Desmond Lardner-Burke concluded that Holman had “gone off the rails”, and restricted his movements to the “European” area of Gwelo, his home town, where black politician Hastings Banda was jailed for thirteen months from March 1959 and which in 1964 briefly housed Robert Mugabe.

“I am satisfed that you have associated with activities prejudicial to the maintenance of law and order,” the minister wrote to Holman. “I am un-

F

irst Session of the Exemption Board of Rhodesia, January 1977 Present: Chairman of the board, two members, secretary, stenographer.

Chairman: Mr. Holman, you are regarded by the government as an undesirable inhabitant of Rhodesia for security reasons. This has nothing to do with this particular board. You happen to be a resident of Rhodesia and in terms of the Defence Act, you are liable to call-up for service by mere virtue of the fact that you are resident in Rhodesia. You say that you have been declared, well, you don’t say, but it is common knowledge that you are—have been declared—a prohibited immigrant. You won an action in the High Court to have this set aside, therefore you obviously intend to carry on residing in Rhodesia, and as such you are therefore liable to service. It that understood?

able to disclose any details ... for the reason that it would be contrary to the public interest. I consider it desirable ... to make an Order against you, that you should remain in the area of land in the district of Gwelo.”

In illustration of the law of unintended consequences, Holman was then declared an International Prisoner of Conscience by Amnesty, receiving hundreds of messages of support from around the world.

Nine years later, in 1976, with Holman now monitoring the covert activities of the security forces against the black community for the main newspaper in Salisbury (now Harare), Holman received military call-up papers––a ploy, he believed, to first censoring his journalism and then arranging for him to be killed in an “unfortunate accident”.

In response, Anthony Eastwood, Holman’s lawyer, devised a strategy to buy time, starting off with an appeal to the Board of Exemption.

The exemption board’s word was final and would not release Holman from the obligation to be called up, nor did its regulations allow an appeal against its decision. It was nonetheless bound by the principle that anyone appearing before it received a fair hearing.

If, when Holman put his case for

Holman: Well, I’m making note of your points, Mr. Chairman.

Chairman: The second statement I find rather alarming. You say the military forces are the main instrument of preserving the institutional violence of minority rule. This being the case, I wonder that you have the temerity to stay on in this country, if you feel that.

You believe that the military forces are guilty of systematic oppression. I treat that statement with the contempt it deserves; and you agree that the nationalist cause is legitimate. This I am afraid I can’t accept at all from my point of view. You’ve asked if you can be permitted to call a number of witnesses. To start off with, Mr. Holman, this is not a court. Perhaps you are unaware of that fact. This is a deferment board. Any witnesses that need be called are called by the board and not by you. You merely state your case and we weigh up your case, the pros and cons of your case, and decide whether

exemption, his expression of support for the black nationalist cause prompted such fury on the part of panel members that they were unable to resist interrupting and cutting him short, Eastwood thought he could then petition the high court and seek an order that the board’s ruling be set aside. In this way Holman might be kept in the courts, and out of the army, for about a year.

A transcript of the board proceedings would however be needed. And so, with a tape recorder concealed in Holman’s bag, and relishing the prospect of an exchange in which a display of faux-deference and overt proceduralism would enrage the panel no less than a display of support for the guerrillas he was being called up to fight, Holman appeared before a retired district commissioner, an army officer and a prominent businessman.

What followed as a result of the hearing is documented in Michael Holman’s Postmark Africa, a mustread introduction to the politics of post-colonial Eastern Africa.

Below, we reproduce the start of the transcript––a document that cries out to be turned into a stage play looking at the vulnerability and inventiveness of Africa’s freedom fighters of the 1960s.

or not we are prepared to defer you. Is that understood?

Holman: I take your point, Mr. Chairman, but that does not mean that I accept it.

Chairman: You are an applicant for defence exemption, we have already established that.

Holman: Well, I would like to make two points, Mr. Chairman. I wonder if I could begin. I would appreciate it if I could have the names of the board. I don’t know any of them.

Chairman: I don’t think this is really necessary.

Board member: It is not normal practice that names are disclosed to persons appearing before the board.

Holman: Is your ruling, Mr. Chairman, that you are not prepared to give the names?

Chairman: That is correct.

Holman: I see. Mr. Chairman. The first point I wish to raise is that I would seek a postponement of this hearing. The

grounds are that in terms of the Act—if you will give me time to refer to the appropriate regulations—it says that the chairman of an exemption board shall give reasonable notice to an applicant of the place and time at which the exemption board will sit for the purpose of considering his application. That is Section 4, Subsection 3, of the Exemption Board Regulations, Government Notice No: 786. Mr. Chairman, I was informed at 3.30 yesterday afternoon that an appointment had been made for 11:10 today. With respect, Mr. Chairman, I do not believe that this gives me sufficient time to prepare my case, and certainly not reasonable time in terms of the Act. I pointed this out at the time, when discussing the matter with the person who informed me, that this did not give me either time to prepare my case, or to prepare my witnesses. I was told...

Chairman: To that I make two statements …

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Holman: I haven’t finished, Mr. Chairman …

Chairman: I am not prepared to listen to you to that extent, Mr. Holman. First of all, the thing is, what is reasonable time? In our estimation, reasonable time is a matter of twelve hours or so.

Quite often before this board we have senior executives, chairmen of companies, appearing at half-an-hour’s notice. The second point is that you received your call-up papers at least a week to ten days ago. You therefore had ample time in which to prepare your case as soon as you received your call-up papers …

Holman: With respect, Mr. Chairman, that is not the case.

Chairman: I am not prepared to argue on that, Mr. Holman Holman: I want to state that I have been unprepared in the time available to present my case before this board.

Secondly, Mr. Chairman, I want to bring it to your attention that I am of a mind to take the validity of the callup to court because I think there are grounds for challenging the validity on two issues …

Chairman: That has nothing to do with this board, Mr. Holman, in fact you can take yourself to the devil if you like, but we are not to go into that matter, we are merely prepared to see whether we can grant you a deferment or not.

Holman: One of the points that I wish to raise, Mr. Chairman, both in the courts and before this board, I think does fall within your functions and within your authority. You will note that the terms of the Emergency National Service Act, Section 18, Subsection 2, Clause (a) says that when the minister, with the approval of the Minister of Defence and the Minister of Law and Order, deems it necessary or desirable in the interests of defence, public safety or public order, he may authorise the call-up of residents in any class of residents who are liable to emergency National Service. Now, Mr. Chairman, I think that any reasonable interpretation of this would suggest that the minister was not in possession of the facts when he decided to call me up. I don’t think that any reasonable man, given that I have been declared a security risk and an undesirable resident of this country, would at the same time have thought it either necessary or desirable in the interests of defence, public safety or public order to call me up, and I wish to put that point for your consideration, Mr. Chairman.

Chairman: You can take that to the High Court, or any other court.

Holman: Mr. Chairman, I wish to move on to a further issue, and that is the matter of calling witnesses to bear out the four main points that I have made in the document that is before you.

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reasons for this board to consider a deferment, so it is quite pointless your endeavouring to call witnesses to discuss the points which are not relevant as far as we are concerned.

Holman: Well, I wonder if I could outline the names of the witnesses and the evidence I think they could provide, before the Chairman and makes a final ruling on this.

Board member: This is purely procrastination, is it not, Mr. Holman?

Holman: No, I believe it is entirely relevant to my case.

Chairman: What you believe doesn’t really concern this board. We are purely here to see whether we can grant you a deferment or not.

Holman: I …

Chairman: We have finished that case, Mr. Holman. Will you carry on please.

Holman: I want your …

Chairman: You have finished with that point.

Holman: No, I haven’t, Mr. Chairman.

Chairman: I have, the board has. (To board members) I take it you are in agreement with that?

Holman: I wish to say who I wish to call, so you can assess the validity of my claim. If your ruling is that I might not continue, then of course I will not continue, but do so under protest.

Board member: This has been ruled out of order Mr. Holman, and it is quite pointless your bringing them forward.

Holman: I simply …

Board member: May I be permitted to explain to you the workings of this board. We consider cases that are brought by employers. In this case yours is not a matter that has been brought forward by employers. It is one that you have brought forward personally. We therefore consider personal reasons why you should not attend at a given date and we examine reasons why you want a short-term deferment: nothing else. Now these can be compassionate reasons, it can be reasons of health and matters of that sort, or in the case of an individual who is self-employed they could relate

to the nature of his business or his employment. None of the points you have raised bear in any shape or form on the normal workings of this deferment board.

Holman: I think that in terms of the Act, your functions exceed beyond which you’ve described. If I present reasonable grounds for deferment you can consider them …

Chairman: Mr. Holman, it has already been brought to your attention that your interpretation of the Act and Regulations are not the interpretation this board places upon them.

Holman: I simply have …

Chairman: Your next point, please.

Holman: Well, could I be clear in my own mind, Mr. Chairman, that you are not allowing me even to bring up the names of the witnesses whom I wish to call and whom I believe I have a right to call?

Chairman: That is correct.

Holman: That is your ruling?

Chairman: That is my ruling.

Holman: Well, Mr. Chairman, I must accept your ruling but I continue wanting to make it perfectly clear that I continue with the utmost reluctance.

Chairman: We quite understand that, Mr. Holman. Would you carry on?

Board member: Mr. Holman, is it correct that you have received your call-up papers?

Holman: They have been received.

Board member: On what date were they received?

Holman: They were received, it was a Monday morning. Monday of last week. That would be about the 3rd of January.

Board member: Have you got them with you?

Holman: Yes … I’m afraid I’ve left one of my folders in the reception, but I’ve got the papers there. I don’t know if you want to refer to them because …

Board member: No, I think we’ll take your word that you received them on the 3rd of January.

Holman: Mr. Chairman, I want to go into the point relating to my circum-

stances as a security risk and an undesirable resident of Rhodesia …

Chairman: We have already told you, Mr. Holman, both myself and the honourable member on my right, that this has no relevance to your application whatsoever. You are a resident of Rhodesia, a self-confessed resident of Rhodesia in that you have contested an action in the High Court as to why you think you should not be declared a prohibited immigrant, and you appeared to, well, I withdraw that word, you were granted residence in this country.

As a resident you are therefore liable to military call-up.

Holman: I think nevertheless, Mr. Chairman, it is important that in your interests and mine, the grounds on which I think I am regarded as a security risk and as an undesirable resident of this country should be put to you when you consider my application for what you say in terms of the statutes is a deferment. May I proceed, Mr. Chairman?

Board member: I would suggest, Mr. Chairman, that the background of this case is known to the military authorities when they made the call-up. It is for them and not this board to evaluate such matters. I don’t see its relevance to our particular meeting this morning.

Holman: I don’t know on what grounds you say the defence authorities would be aware of this. Secondly, I don’t see how the defence authorities could have been aware of all the issues which I personally wish to raise vis-à-vis my attitudes to the state …

Chairman: And Mr. Holman, I am getting tired of your continual interruptions …

Holman: I have not interrupted, Mr. Chairman …

Chairman: … and your ‘with respects’ and all the rest of it. I am telling you right now that this board does not call up personnel. This board is merely to see whether we can accommodate employers in respect of their employees, or persons wishing to ask for defer-

MICHAEL HOLMAN, CENTRE: UNIVERSITY OF RHODESIA, STUDENT UNION, 1967

ment for compassionate or personal grounds. These are the only terms of reference which this board has. Will you kindly confine yourself to these particular matters now.

Holman: Mr. Chairman, I take exception to your personal references. I have conducted myself respectfully, and when I say ‘with respect’ I mean exactly that. If you choose to interpret it in a derogatory fashion, then I am sorry about that but, I repeat, I am putting forward my position with respect and I will continue to do so. I wish to state that I do think that it is of considerable validity and it also falls within the board’s authority to consider the issue that I am a security risk to the state.

Mr. Chairman, if your ruling is that I cannot present this evidence, then I will accept it but, Mr. Chairman, as each point is taken I would request a definitive ruling, and my request now is that you are going to rule one way or the other as to whether I am allowed to present evidence relating to the issue as to whether I am a security risk.

Chairman: You have been told already, Mr. Holman, that it is not a matter for this board to consider, it is a matter for the defence authorities to consider. Can we take it that this point is fully covered now?

Holman: Are you refusing me the opportunity to put forward the evidence that I have?

Chairman: That is so.

Holman: Mr. Chairman, I will then move on to point two, in which I say that I believe that the military forces are the main instruments of preserving the institutional violence of majority rule. Mr. Chairman, I would seek the opportunity to give an elaboration of this point, backed by documents, and think that it is pertinent to my beliefs to go into my personal background and the fact that I have been brought up in this country for most of my life …

Board member: Are you a Rhodesian citizen, Mr. Holman?

Holman: Mr. Chairman, in terms of the legislation, the minister would have been able to deport me, were I not a domiciled citizen. I am a citizen of this country and I have lived here longer than the Minister of Immigration himself. I have been here since 1951 … and I believe that my background is relevant in my points that I wish to put forward on point two. I would like to proceed, Mr. Chairman.

Chairman: Proceed.

Holman: Mr. Chairman, I was brought up in the small Rhodesian town of Gwelo. I went to kindergarten there, I went to junior school there, and I went to secondary school there. From secondary school I went to the University of Rhodesia. In 1967 I was served with a restriction order, but in the light of your earlier ruling I feel that I cannot elaborate on the security grounds for that restriction order. Am I correct Mr. Chairman?

Chairman: That is correct.

Holman: After serving one year in restriction in the town of Gwelo from 1967 to 1968 the order was renewed for a further year. The minister gave me the opportunity to study in Britain, which I took, and I returned to this country in 1973. Mr. Chairman, for I think I can say for as long as I can remember, I have found the policies of this country thoroughly distasteful––I have found them racist and demeaning. Demeaning, Mr. Chairman, not only to the African majority of this country, but to myself, because it has circumscribed my relations with them and I have felt that, simply as a white man, my relations with black Rhodesians can never be on an equal footing.

I have intimate knowledge, I think, of the characteristics of white rule. I think I have an intimate knowledge of the legislation on which white rule is based. This legislation I regard as designed to perpetuate the control by a white minority through a number of devices. These devices, Mr. Chairman, include basically the Land Tenure Act, which decides what part of the country a man can live …

Board member: Just a moment, may I butt in for a moment please? Mr. Chairman, do we have to listen to this? I don’t think it’s got anything to do with his case. It’s pure procrastination, Mr. Chairman; we have said this before. It in no way turns on whether Mr. Holman as an applicant to this board has in the board’s opinion adequate grounds, compassionate or otherwise, for a deferment from call-up which is scheduled for the 15th. Are you asking for a short deferment, Mr. Holman? If so, what are your reasons?

Holman: I am sorry I can’t refer to you by name. The position is that I have applied for exemption. You have said that the board’s powers are limited to deferment. I think that under these circumstances you can exercise your powers of deferment to meet my request for exemption. My request for exemption is based on a number of issues. I must stress, members of the board, that my case is unique. Nobody has appeared before you, on these grounds, with the evidence that I could present if permitted.

Board member: How long are you asking for exemption, or deferment rather, and what are your reasons, Mr. Holman?

Holman: First of all I would like to say that I wasn’t given the opportunity of completing my elaboration on the point …

Chairman: Mr. Holman, we are asking you a question now: can you answer or can’t you answer it? How long are you requesting a deferment for call-up?

You have now stated after some prevarication you wish deferment for an indefinite period which this board is not allowed to grant.

Holman: Well, Mr. Chairman, you are empowered to grant a deferment and

Michael Holman A Sin of Omission EnvelopeBooks ISBN 9781838-172060 £15.95 I could appear before you on subsequent occasions, and I stress that my case is unique. There is not another man like …

Chairman: We have heard a considerable amount of this already, Mr. Holman. We are not prepared to listen anymore. Can you tell us now the reasons why you need a deferment from 15 January, that is until next Friday, 15.

Holman: The reasons are as I have outlined, Mr. Chairman, but I haven’t had an opportunity to fully present my case.

Chairman: We have listened to a lot of words and we haven’t heard one reasonable reason yet, or one glimpse of a reason yet, why we should continue to listen any longer. I don’t know …

Board member: Can I, on behalf of the board, put it that the points you have raised in your written submission do not in the opinion of the board constitute valid reasons for us to consider granting a deferment. Any matters that you have verbally expressed to us relate to those, or in the same category. They are not relevant in respect of an application for deferment. Could you therefore give us any other rea-

sons, other than those that you have touched on and listed here, why we should grant you a deferment?

Holman: Well, I believe that were I to have an opportunity to elaborate on these points, you would then be able to come to your conclusion, but it seems to me you have reached your conclusion simply on the basis of those points, and say that they are not relevant to your authority.

Chairman: That is correct.

Holman: Well then, I have simply not had the opportunity of presenting my case. For two reasons: partly because of the short period of notice that I received for this meeting; partly …

Board member: You could have started preparing your case as and when you received, on your own admission, notice of your call-up on the 3rd January.

Holman: Mr. Chairman, I am an extremely busy man, I have got an extremely demanding job, I have got many responsibilities. The law is an unfamiliar subject to me. I have to find out how exemption boards work. I am in sufficient doubt, as I say, to intend to proceed to the courts about the validity continued in the book BOOKLAUNCH ISSUE 21 | PAGE 19

From the freezing waters of Nantucket Sound in Moby Dick to the “raucous expeditions into an underworld of … richly wounded humanity” in contemporary crime novels, via the sunken levees of the Mississippi and the railroad blues of New Orleans, James Naughtie has been contemplating the current political mood in the United States through its fiction. The following is the first of four personal essays that explored America’s “wild search for meaning” in the run-up to November’s presidential election, first broadcast on Radio 4 in the BBC’s A Point of View series in October.

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all me Ishmael.”

A novel begins, with a mysterious instruction.

Who is he? A son of Abraham, certainly, but that hardly narrows it down. The opening line of Moby Dick taunts you, and before you’ve finished the paragraph you know why: this sailor-narrator has an urge ever-pulling him back to “the watery part of the world”; to adventure; an obsessive hunt; a struggle with the elements and the unknown.

Sometimes it’s called The Great American Novel, which is a millstone on the spine of any book, but putting pointless league tables away, it has always seemed to me to be so utterly in tune with the country’s driven story––the wild search for meaning––that they are inseparable. Always pushing on; never content to rest.

If one of the best ways of getting to know a place and its people is through its fiction––I take that as read, and won’t hear otherwise––Moby Dick is a gateway, though a weirdly grotesque one. How many of us would otherwise accept an invitation to read whole chapters on the dismembering of beautiful whales, the laborious production of sperm oil; never quite escaping the blood in the water. Yet with the American spirit on the loose before our eyes at this moment, Captain Ahab’s crazy pursuit of the great white whale that chomped off his leg––his shiny whalebone peg-leg is the badge of his endeavour––you pick up its rhythm with every wave that hits the ship. Ishmael tells us that he’s compelled to take to sea “whenever it is a damp, drizzly November in my soul.”

Ah. November. But no more of that––yet.

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of American life that often eludes outsiders. I don’t mean economic or social alarm––though, as we know, there’s more than enough of that––but the pulse underneath. When you talk to people in politics and public life there, it’s remarkable how many of them will say unprompted (even with the 250th anniversary of Independence coming along the year after next) that their country is still an experiment. By definition, unfinished.

School pupils may recite the “Pledge of Allegiance” every morning, and you’ll hear “The Star Spangled Banner” at the most insignificant baseball game, but it remains a country on a trek. Abraham Lincoln said at Gettysburg in the 1860s that the Civil War was a test of whether a country founded on the principles of humanity and equal opportunity in the “Declaration of Independence” “can long endure”.

The question persists, even after more than a century of dominance––industrially, militarily and maybe, thanks to Hollywood, culturally too. And that’s why, wedded to the belief that there’s always another frontier––a barrier AND an opportunity––restlessness is natural. Inescapable.

When Huckleberry Finn and Tom Sawyer played on the banks of the Mississippi, with the urgent West beckoning from across the water, it was their excitement about unknown adventures to come that gave them life. And in all the time since, in a country always wrestling with its history––with native peoples, the enslaved, waves of immigrants who brought newness with every ship––writers and poets have returned obsessively to that same overwhelming desire to settle once and for all something that can’t be settled. Destiny for Americans isn’t a fixed point but an obligation to keep on the move.

When Robert Frost read from memory at John F. Kennedy’s inauguration––he couldn’t see the poem he’d written for the day because he was blinded by the snow that had come down on Washington. He recited The Gift Outright––knowing, as a New Englander, where the settlers’ gaze fell: To the land vaguely realizing westward, But still unstoried, artless, unenhanced, Such as she was, such as she will become.

Thirty years later, at another inaugural––Bill Clinton’s first––Maya Angelou read not about promises beckoning but of ones that hadn’t been fulfilled: History, despite its wrenching pain Cannot be unlived, but if faced With courage, need not be lived again.

Looking to the future must mean looking back too. You’ll find it in writers from Mark Twain to Philip Roth and even––a private passion of mine–– in contemporary crime writing: Ed McBain, Elmore Leonard and the rest of the gang … the dark narrators of the streets.

I often recall a happy encounter years ago in an airport bookshop. I was patrolling the tables––a transatlantic flight, in my view, always demands three books, just in case––when a hand touched my arm: a university teacher whom I hadn’t seen for probably thirty years who’d been my guide into the paradise garden of American literature. We reconnected joyfully.

He asked me, “Do you know James Lee Burke?” I’m ashamed now to say I shook my head.

“He’s a cross between Raymond Chandler and William Faulkner,” said my old friend. That was enough.

Oh happy day. Burke is a prose poet of the dark side. His series of novels in New Orleans featuring the recovering-alcoholic, ex-cop Dave Robicheaux––and it takes a lot to get you thrown out of the New Orleans police department––are raucous expeditions into an underworld of broken dreams, graft and political corruption, dodgy sheriffs and a sticky web of Mob violence and yet … that’s where his imagination finds richly-wounded humanity. He can write like no one else about an oily livid sunset on the lake or a sleazy rendezvous in a tin-roofed bar shack under the pecan trees.

A journey into the heat that everyone should make. A few years ago I boarded a train I’d always wanted to ride––The City of New Orleans, which leaves Chicago at darkness to pull you for a night and a day south as far as you can go. The song in the train’s name was in my head, of course––for the record, Arlo Guthrie’s version is superior even to Willie Nelson’s––and its wonderfully melancholy line: “This train’s got the disappearin’ railroad blues.”

Leaving a snowbound Chicago, the train followed the Mississippi itself. The bloodstream of America.

We bumped quite slowly towards the warm Gulf waters embracing a city much of which, as we discovered in Hurricane Katrina nearly twenty years ago, lies below sea level: a different, sultry place, sunken behind its levees … and by that fact a feverish reminder of the vastness of the country. All of it sharing some version of its “dream” of perpetual progress but as far from Ishmael’s voyage into the freezing waters of Nantucket Sound as you can imagine. Yet the people, far apart,

bound together, across a continent, by an idea––a self-absorbed fascination with themselves.

Back to James Lee Burke …

“Each morning after the sun rose out of the swamp and burned the fog away from the flooded cypress trees across the bayou from my bait shop and boat-rental business, the sky would harden to such a deep, heart-wrenching blue that you felt you could reach up and fill your hand with it like balls of stained cotton.” It was early fall, an election year …

Ah. We’re NOT going there. Not yet.

Stick with the writers––the guiding lights flickering on a shadowy landscape. Stories of hope, and loss. Persistent optimism, yet the certainty that the experiment, the promise, is never quite secure. And right now, the constitution written by the founders that’s meant to hold them all together––the sinews of their democracy––is the instrument of political division instead.

They’re pulling at it ––what should its language mean in a modern world?–– and therefore arguing all the while about who they really are.

F. Scott Fitzgerald wrote tenderly about loss. Just after the Great Crash of 1929 with the roaring twenties behind him, he tried to recapture the heady days of the just-gone jazz age that had lifted him and everyone else––I suppose like the Sixties for my generation. He heard “a ghostly rumble among the drums, an asthmatic whisper in the trombones” that swung him back to a hedonistic time when fun seemed eternal. Until it wasn’t.

Fitzgerald distils the essence. In The Great Gatsby, its narrator––Nick Carraway––takes us into the emptiness of mysterious money, shadowy power and the hollow fame of Gatsby himself, who had unimaginable and untraceable wealth, yet nothing to hold to him that would last.

And when Nick leaves the febrile world of Gatsby’s New York, with its shimmering parties and fountains of wealth, turning towards home and the midwest, the epitaph he leaves on the last page remains an emblem of the self-defining search that America still pursues––at this moment more precariously, even dangerously, than in any election we’ve known in our time–– into its own history and its own heart: So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.

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QUIZ RESULTS

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n Issue 20 of Booklaunch, we asked what these Nobel literature laureates had in common: S.Y. Agnon, Saul Bellow, Elias Canetti, Kazuo Ishiguro, Patriack Modiano and Wole Soyinka.

Rupert Marlow in Turnastone, Herefordshire, provided a straightforward slapdown correct answer: that they all wrote in a language that was not their mother tongue.

Martin Griffin, Associate Professor of English at the U of Tennessee in Knoxville, went further. He ventured that Agnon, who wrote in Hebrew, and Bellow, who wrote in English, had both grown up speaking Yiddish at home. Canetti spoke Ladino and Bulgarian but wrote in German. Ishiguro grew up speaking Japanese but wrote in English. Modiano spoke Flemish in Belgium but wrote in French. And Soyinka spoke Yoruba but wrote in English.

Prizes to both—and a huge round of applause.

By the way, our clever Lingualian quiz-setter asked the same question of a handful of non-Nobel laureates. Of these, Joseph Conrad spoke Polish as a child but wrote in English (his third language, after French).

Vladimir Nabokov was trilingual from earliest youth (his family spoke English and French at home, as well as Russian), wrote his earliest fiction in Russian while living in Berlin but switched to English after escaping to the U.S. in 1940.

Arthur Koestler’s first language was probably Hungarian, though his parents also spoke German at home, and his major works were written in English.

Tom Stoppard’s first language was Czech, though he claims to remember very little of it.

The puzzle is Tolstoy: could his mother tongue have been French? That would have been the norm for Russian aristocrats in preceding generations, and Tolstoy seems to have been bilingual, but his

main childhood language was apparently Russian.

Our Lingualian muse adds that, of other laureates, Samuel Beckett wrote partly in French, at least initially. (Waiting for Godot was originally En attendant Godot) while Joseph Brodsky (Russian) and Rabindranath Tagore (Bengali) wrote some of their later works in English.

We nearly included J.M. Coetzee in our list, on the assumption that, since his parents were Afrikaans-speakers, Afrikaans would have been his mother tongue too, but it seems that they decided to use English as their home language.

Some near-misses in the non-laureate category were Dylan Thomas, Paul Celan and Milan Kundera.

Thomas’s parents spoke Welsh and English at home, so it wouldn’t really be accurate to say that his native tongue wasn’t English.

Celan (real name: Paul Antschel) was born and raised in Romania, and wrote some of his poems in Romanian, but his major poetry was written in German, which proves to have been the language he grew up speaking, not Romanian.

As for Kundera, he spent almost half his life in France, and wrote some of his later works in French, regarding them as examples of French rather than Czech literature; but most of his novels, and certainly his best-known novels, were written in Czech.

ur other question had to do with 42 words that had something in common, though two were odd-men-out.

Here, Tony Harker of Oxford was first to the finishing line. The word “light”, he rightly said, could precede half of the words—aircraft, beam, breeze, bulb, fantastic, industry, infantry, kiss, meter, opera, pollution, rain, saber, sentence, sleeper, switch, touch, weight, wine and year—and could follow the other half—brake, candle, dim, fairy, fan, flood, gas, guiding, high, inner, leading, lime, moon, pilot, red, search, shed, side, sky and travel. He also observed that two of the words—kindle and thin— are synonyms for light rather than pairings. Exactly.

Congratulations, too, to Stephen Watkins for effectively translating German academic English into English English. We feel there’s a job for him on the editorial desk of any UK media outlet you care to mention: you know, those former temples of rigour that employed copy editors to ensure that what they published was stylistically and factually correct—a concern that troubles increasingly few of them today, so bent are they on the need to beat the other guy to the finishing line.

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eparately, we invited feedback on a bunch of random topics, and in our photo question asked you to say what Louisa May Alcott had in common with August Strindberg and Jan Morris. The answer, of course, was the inclusion of a month in their names.

Saul Bellow was included by virtue of his titles. No, no, no—he wasn’t a member of the nobility: he wrote The Adventures of Augie March and The Dean’s December. Book titles, not signifiers of rank.

Oddly, no one came close to answering this, but we appreciated an extensive response to our other queries from David Fremlin in Colchester, to whom we also offer a prize. Hooray!

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nd now, jump to the foot of the next page for our latest quiz, arming yourself only by thoroughly absorbing the text that precedes it. (We ask so little.)

At Booklaunch, there’s nothing we like more than book launches. Here, scenes from launches we’ve had recently.

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unaware of their “everyday zeugmas” until brought up short when trying to translate them. Consider these innocent-looking sentences:

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—I know this therapist and where she works.

—If you take the neck measurement of a baby or a bull, you can estimate its weight.

—To settle my nerves, I just have to look at something blue—the blue of the sea or the sky, for instance.

ust when you thought you were coming to terms with the proper use of the ellipsis, you discover that what you may be dealing with is a nasty case of syllepsis. (No, you can’t treat it with benzathine penicillin.)

Syllepsis?

For the first sentence, German (and French, Spanish, etc.) cannot ellipt the know-verb:

Why should a dog, a horse, a rat have life, And thou no breath at all?

Ich kenne diese Therapeutin und weiß, wo sie arbeitet.

Very moving: Lear had a way with words. He could have chosen to spell things out in full— Why should a dog have life, why should a horse have life, why should a rat have life, And why shouldst thou have no breath at all?

—though perhaps it’s just as well that he didn’t: somehow the lines lose something in inflation.

Ellipsis makes for efficiency. But Lear got away with it only thanks to a curiously liberal convention in English usage: that the omitted word doesn’t always have to be identical in form to the word that it’s mimicking.

The redraft of Lear’s lines contains 11 extra words: ten of them are accurately reinstated, but one—shouldst—does not in fact appear in the original.

The border between ellipsis and syllepsis (faulty syllepsis) is a matter of taste rather than rules. As always, there is a spectrum of acceptability.

Consider the following “cline of deviance” (with the ellipted words tagged on alongside). Where would you draw the line?

You pronounce tomaato better than I [pronounce it] You pronounce tomaato better than I can [pronounce it] You pronounce tomaato better than she [pronounces it] You pronounced it as it’s meant to be [pronounced] You pronounce it as it’s meant to be [pronounced] In case you’re wondering why there’s anything even questionable about the first two sentences, try translating them into German or Spanish, say: the ellipted verb would no longer match the expressed verb in form. (See below.) So too with the fourth sentence.

And that fourth sentence, as well as the fifth sentence, is also deviant in that the ellipted verb, even though it does match the expressed verb in form, differs from it in grammatical function (past participle rather than preterite).

In the following pair of sentences, the first would probably be considered acceptable by most careful speakers, and the second unacceptable:

A FOOLISH BOY BROUGHT DOWN BY ZEUGMA. HE ELICITS NO SYMPATHY.

You ate one tomato, and I ate three [tomatoes] Your pronunciation clashes [with] or at least differs from mine One factor that influences acceptability is the position of the ellipsis.

An ellipsis occurring at the end of the sentence tends to be more acceptable than one occurring mid-sentence: You have one of the best pronunciations in the class, if not the best [pronunciation] You have one of the best, if not the best [—], pronunciations in the class [pronunciation] You always have pronounced tomader as tomaato, and always will [pronounce …]

You always have [—] and always will pronounce tomader as tomato [pronounced] Your pronunciation is as good as mine or even better [than mine] Your pronunciation is as good [—] or even better than mine [as]

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erhaps other languages are generally more strict or less strict than English when it comes to ellipsis. I couldn’t say. But what is clear is that you can’t take the ellipsis conventions of English and map them on to other languages. A simple example: She ate the tomatoes and [—] grapes [the] Ella comió los tomates y las uvas Spanish grammar (and German, French, etc.) has to reckon with gender, an impediment that English is spared when it comes to ellipsis. Or

consider this pair of sentences: Kid, you're very ill, and your parents too.

Kid, you're very ill, and your sister too.

For the second sentence, a Spanish version would have to do some unravelling, since a person’s neck and an animal’s neck are denoted in different ways: cuello and pescuezo.

For the third sentence, a Russian version would have to paraphrase, since light blue and dark blue have distinct names: goluboi and siniy respectively. (Apparently Modern Hebrew and Modern Greek likewise regard them as different colours and use different names for them.)

Now, here is an interesting real-life case—the security-inspection gate at Schipol airport: Take off your coat, jacket and belt.

The first sentence is unproblematic, but in German, a pedant might reinstate the ellipted verb:

The Dutch version had to break it down and use two separate phrasal verbs:

Kleiner, du bist sehr krank und deine Eltern sind auch.

(The German version likewise.)

In other words, the English sentence is using take off in two subtly different senses (so subtle that no Eng dic is likely to recognise the distinction), and committing an everyday zeugma that is almost undiscernible.

For some really revelatory insights, think about the innocent-looking verb to be in the light of the Spanish ser and estar and about how English usage cannot be casually mapped onto sentences where different kinds of being are required.

The second sentence is different: this time, the pedant might want to add the missing verb not just in German but in English as well: Kid, you are very ill, and your sister is too.

Kleiner, du bist sehr krank und deine Schwester ist auch.

Perversely, the Norwegian version of the two sentences would show the opposite results from the English version. The second sentence isn’t troublesome— Gutt, du er veldig syk, og søsteren din også —since the verb er is equally suitable for is, am, and are.

But the first sentence (Kid, you are very ill, and your parents too) is slightly questionable in its Norwegian version and would benefit from supplementing––not by adding a second verb, as German would, but by adding a second adj (since Norwegian pluralises adjs as appropriate): Gutt, du er veldig syk, og foreldrene dine syke også If this asymmetry across languages is helpful in illuminating English syllepsis (syntactic), it is all the more so in illuminating English zeugma (semantic). English speakers might be

Trek uw jas & colbert uit, en doe uw riem af.

THE QUIZ #21 The last few months have given us a foretaste of how zeugma and syllepsis operate in the world of politics.

In the case of zeugma, a ruling figure governs a multiplicity of voters by imposing single laws that control them in self-contradictory ways. In the case of syllepsis, a ruler presumes to govern voters with whom he does not agree, whether in respect of gender or other matters; or aspires simultaneously to lord it over one set of voters who accept his authority while dictating to another set via a claim on them that is plainly ridiculous and dependent on a distortion of reason. Prizes galore if you can tell us more about language and modern politics. Quote books, please, to illustrate your points.

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still have no idea what got me into sheep farming. With no agricultural background, and no ovine experience apart from the Sunday roast (with lashings of mint sauce), I felt compelled to become a shepherd. Mad! Two decades on, I can confirm that farming is an occupation of extremes. When it’s good, it’s uplifting, liberating and humbling; when it’s bad, it’s horrific, which is why the farming sector is so notorious for its suicide rates.

Having now hung up my lambing gear, stored my shepherd’s crook in the coat cupboard and dispersed my flock, I can relegate the bad times to my mental filing system – aka “denial”. This allows me to don my rose-tinted specs, though I will never forgive George Monbiot for calling sheep “woolly maggots”.

One odd thing about sheep is that they are simultaneously wonderful and jaw-droppingly stupid. On the genius side, what’s not to marvel about their producing a natural fibre that smoulders rather than burns? It means our Southdown wool duvets can be formally certified as flame retardant. On the stupid side, I could list a myriad of doltish stories. Here’s one.

At the height of the lambing season, I was flat out in the barn. Bourne, a rotund but friendly ewe, had just produced a ram lamb and, as a good mum, she accepted him. Five hours later, however, I thought he looked cold so I rigged up a heat lamp in the corner of the pen and settled the lamb under it.

Job done, I thought, and returned to one of Bourne’s sisters, who was about to twin.

As I knelt there in a pool of amniotic fluid, I called to our farm manager.

“Ed, I can smell burning!” He replied, “Oh crap! There’s a sheep on fire!”

Leaving the straining ewe to her own devices, I vaulted into Bourne’s pen. Bourne had decided she needed the warmth more than her lamb. She had nudged him out from under the lamp and parked her more-than-ample bottom right up against the bulb. As she stood there, with a blissful look on her face, acrid smoke wafted from her nether regions.

Could we shift her from the heat lamp? We could not and, at 90 kgs, she stood firm.

All we could do was switch the lamp off. Bourne was left with a patch of brown singed wool, about the size of a soup plate, on her rump.

“I’m amazed she didn’t get badly burned,” said Ed. “I keep saying,” I replied, “wool is flame retardant – and here’s the proof. Sheep are amazing: they grow this miracle fibre.”

Ed looked at Bourne and her smoking bottom, and asked. “How can such a miracle anmal be so daft?” I had no answer. Nor did Bourne. She went back to her lamb, and I went back to her sister who’d just produced twins without my help.

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For me, the amazing properties of wool wholly compensates for the fact that my Southdown sheep regularly got stuck on their backs (which can be fatal), tried to drown themselves in our pond, and shoved their heads through stock fences in search of poisonous plants, and then just stood there bleating.

Meh? What can I say?

Jessica

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