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Ë`m§Mm "{J{Z{nJ' åhUyZ dmna H$aVmo, Vmohr H$moUË`mhr àH$maMr ^ybhr Z XoVm, `m H«y$aVobm H$m` åhUmd§. KamVrb Á`oð>m§Mm AmXagËH$ma H$aUmam EImXm A{YH$mar Ho$di Y‘© Á`y Amho åhUyZ EImÚm AmOmo~m§Mr XmT>r {hgSy>Z H$mT>Vmo. doXZoZ§ H$idibo `m "JwÝøm'Mr {ejm åhUyZ ~oX‘ ‘mahmU H$aVmo. ‘Om åhUyZ g§{JZrÀ`m YmH$mZ§ EH$m AmOr~mBªZm ^a añË`mV ZmMm`bm bmdb§ OmV§. Amnë`m ~mimbm ’w$bmgmaI§ OnUmam EH$ g¡{ZH$ EH$m AmB©H$Sy>Z {VM§ ~mi {hgH$mdyZ KoVmo, C§M CS>dVmo Am{U Xwgam g¡{ZH$ Ë`m CS>dboë`m ~mimda Jmoir PmS>Vmo Am{U `m Zo‘~mOrM§ ~mH$sMo H$m¡VwH$ H$aVmV, `m gmè`mMr g§JVr bmdm`Mr Var H$er. AUynojm bhmZ, H$moV§ Am{U H«y$a ‘Z doJi§ H$m` AgUma? ho gma§ nmhÿZ Xwgar EH$ ór H$idiVo. {VM§ H$idiU§ KamnwaV§M ‘`m©{XV amhmV Zmhr. H$mhrVar Ho$b§ nm{hOo, H$moUrVar nwT>§ Pmb§ nm{hOo, Aer ’$º$ {XdmUImÝ`mnwaVr MMm© amhmV Zmhr. Vr ñdV: nwT>o hmoVo. dm°gm©‘Yrb Á`y§gmR>r JwánUo H$m‘ H$aUmè`m EH$m g§KQ>ZogmR>r H$m‘ H$ê$ bmJVo. bhmZ bhmZ ‘wbm§Zm Ë`m KoQ>moVyZ ~mhoa H$mT>Ê`mM§, Ë`m§Mm Ord dmM{dÊ`mM§ ñdßZ nmhVo. Vo àË`jmVhr AmUVo. H$m‘ H$aVmZm nH$S>br OmVo. àM§S> emar[aH$ Am{U ‘mZ{gH$ doXZm gmogVo. AmnU ~mobbmo Va AmVmn`ªV dmM{dbobr ‘wb§ Am{U Ë`m§Zm Aml` XoUmè`m eoH$S>mo, hOmamo nmo{be Hw$Qw>§~m§da ZmPr AË`mMmam§Mm Zm§Ja {’$aob, `mMr {Vbm OmUrd AgVo. hOmam|Mm Ord H$m EH$ Ord... {VÀ`mg‘moa AJXr gmYm, gai àíZ AgVmo. Vr Ë`m EH$m {OdmMr {ZdS> H$aVo. Vmo Ord {VMm ñdV:Mm AgVmo Varhr! BVH$m N>i gmogyZhr Vr Vm|S> CKS>V Zmhr, ho nmhÿZ g§Vmnbobo ZmPr {Vbm ‘¥Ë`yX§S> ’$‘m©dVmV. ~mV‘r g‘Oë`mda Vr Jwá g§KQ>Zm VmVS>rZ§ hmbMmbr H$aVo Am{U Jmoù`m KmbÊ`mAmYr H$mhr {‘{ZQ>§ {VMr gwQ>H$m hmoVo. {Vbm ‘¥Ë`yX§S> XoÊ`mV Ambm, Aer ~mV‘r gJirH$S>o ngaVo. Ë`m g§KQ>Zobm Vr gmnS>Vo, Vr EH$m {ZO©Z ñWir. g§KQ>Zm H$miOr KoVo. Vr ~ar hmoVo Am{U `wÕ g§non`ªV bnyZ amhÿZ H$m‘ H$aVM amhVo. "AmH$memEdT>m...' ho `mhÿZ doJi§ AgV§? Ë`m VéU ‘wbrM§ Zmd hmoV§ BaoZm g|S>ba; nU {VMr H$hmUr, {VM§ H$m‘ BWoM Wm§~V Zmhr. `wÕ g§në`mZ§Va ñdV:H$S>Mr `mXr ~mhoa H$mTy>Z Ë`m dmM{dboë`m Á`y ~mim§Zm Ë`m§Mr AmoiI {‘idyZ XoÊ`mM§ H$m‘ Vr Ë`m 14 VoOebmH$m
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Xoem§V Mmbbobo Ym{‘©H$ AË`mMma, Amnë`mH$S>ohr Pmboë`m Ym{‘©H$ X§Jbr ho WaH$mn CS>{dUma§M Amho. AmVm VodT>çm ‘moR>çm à‘mUmV Zag§hma hmoU§ eŠ` Zmhr, ho Ia§ Agb§, Var bhmZ-‘moR>çm KQ>Zm KS>V AgVmVM. Xoe doJio AgVrb, d§e, n§W doJio AgVrb. Aemdoir amoOÀ`m YH$mYH$sÀ`m OrdZmV, hr ‘§S>ir Amnë`mbm {dbjU ñ’y$Vu XoV AgVmV. `m§Mm {dMma Ho$bm, Ë`m§À`m{df`r {H$‘mZ dmMb§, EoH$b§, Var Amnbo àíZ Iyn N>moQ>o dmQ>m`bm bmJVmV Am{U Ë`m N>moQ>çm àíZm§Mr CÎma§ bdH$a gmnS>V OmVmV. BaoZm `m§Zr Ë`m H«y$aVo{damoYmV, ‘moR>çm eº$s{damoYmV Z ~mobVm {Xbobm bT>m nm{hbm, H$s Amnë`mbmhr AÝ`m`m{damoYmV bT>Ê`mM§ ~i {‘iV§. BaoZm `m§À`m `m Jmoï>rH$S>o ‘r `m Ñ{ï>H$moZmVyZ nmhVmo. Ë`m§Mr g§nyU© H$hmUr OmUyZ ¿`mdr Am{U Vr gmè`m§Zm AmoaSy>Z gm§Jmdr Ag§ ‘bm `mMgmR>r dmQ>b§. ho OmUyZ KoVë`mZ§ qH$dm Z KoVë`mZ§ Vw‘À`m-‘mÂ`m amoOÀ`m Am`wî`mV WoQ>nUo ‘moR>m ’$aH$ nS>Uma Zmhr; nU Amnë`mbmhr Z g‘OVm H$mhr ~Xb KS>bobo AgVrb ho {ZpíMV. Xadoir ‘yR> didm`MrM AgVo, Ag§ ZgV§ qH$dm diVo, Ag§hr Zmhr; na§Vw hdr Voìhm Vr {ZpíMVnUo diob, hm {dídmg Z¸$s {‘iob. AmnU gmaoM nmn^rê$ Agbmo, Var JaO nS>ë`mg AÝ`m`m{damoYmV X§S> WmonQy>Z C^§ amhÊ`mMr eº$s gmè`m§‘Ü`oM Amho. EH$ BaoZm Am{U {VÀ`m ~amo~aMr Vrg ‘mUg§ EdT>çm ‘moR>çm g§H$Q>mMm ‘wH$m~bm H$ê$ eH$VmV. Amnë`mbm eŠ` VodT>§ H$m‘ H$aVmV. WmoS>çmWmoS>Š`m Zmhr, Va AS>rM hOma ‘wbm§Mm Ord dmM{dVmV, hr Jmoï> gmonr dmQ>Vo? Vo Am{U AmnU doJio AmhmoV H$m? Ë`m§M§ ‘Z, ~wÕr Amnë`mnojm doJi§ Amho H$m? Z¸$sM Zmhr. Ë`m§À`mH$S>o EH$M Jmoï> OmñVrMr hmoVr, Vr åhUOo Ë`m§Mr Cº$s Am{U H¥$Vr `mV ’$aH$ ZìhVm. Ë`m§Zr Ë`m Xwï> Am{U H«y$a àd¥Îmrbm gai {^S>m`M§ R>adb§. BW§ ‘bm EH$ Jmoï> AmR>dVo. gm§Jm{der dmQ>Vo. EH$ boIH$ hmoVm. amoO nhmQ>o Vmo g‘wÐ{H$Zmè`mda OmD$Z {bhrV ~go. Ë`mAmYr g‘wÐ{H$Zmar {’$aÊ`mMmhr Ë`mMm Zo‘ hmoVm. EHo$ {Xder {’$aVmZm g‘wÐmnmer EH$ ‘mUyg ZmMV Agë`mgmaIm b`~Õ hmbMmbr H$aVmZm Ë`mbm {Xgbm. Ë`mZ§ Hw$VyhbmZ§ Odi OmD$Z nm{hb§, Va Vmo ‘mUyg dmHy$Z H$mhrVar 16 VoOebmH$m
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