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Freedom Within The Four Gray Walls by everild dominique a. camique
“Ili-ili tulog anay, wala diri imo nanay…” While the metal strings of the guitar vibrate, the haunting voice sang. The song faded out into the words being said, “I know in God’s perfect time, I could be with my family again, and be a person they want me to be. A good mother to my children, and a good daughter to you, Mama.” This is one of many stories that were told on the 23rd of November, 2018. Stories that were inspired by the women who were locked in four gray walls, congested inside one holding cell, behind the bars that prevent them from being part of the outside world. These are the women of the Iloilo City District Jail, Female Dormitory, whose tales inspired the event, Her Stories, a celebration of women through the performing arts.
Of Passion Her Stories is part of an established project, the Hilway Arts Project of the Fine Arts Major Organization (FAMO), led by Ma. Rosalie Abeto Zerrudo. It is where women can exercise their own sense of freedom in prison, through the stories of objects. It is anchored for the empowerment of women in times of disasters. “The women, in particular, that we are talking about are the women in prison,” said Zerrudo. “It is really actually telling different kinds of persona, and characters of women or universal archetypes, who are actually trying to reclaim back their dignity, and their lives.” Zerrudo’s efforts were noticed by the Zonta Club of Iloilo City 1, Inc., in which Zonta invited her to talk with the club itself, regarding turning Her Stories as a fund-raising event,
whose main beneficiary is the women in the Iloilo City District Jail, Female Dormitory. “They were so inspired, they wanted to raise funds, and extend their support to the women in prison, so they asked me if it’s okay that we can actually become the beneficiary of this project,” said Zerrudo. “They were able to raise some funds, and it was also helpful for to address some of the needs of the women.”
Of Women The event was celebrated with the different performances by the several performing arts groups of the University of San Agustin, namely the USA Band, USA Choir and Troubadours, Kawilihan-USA Dance Troupe, and the USA Little Theatre (USALT). The University-wide event was spearheaded by Eric Divinagracia, the artistic director of USALT. “Basically, the concept is celebrating the women through the arts, so we are celebrating the woman in her roles in society, the woman as student, the woman as mother, the woman as lover, the woman as leader, through songs, dances, and theater,” said Divinagracia. Entering the USA Auditorium, the audience was greeted by the familiar sounds of Disney that were played by the USA Band, led by Arvhien Lava Ardonia. With songs from Moana, Mulan, Beauty and the Beast, and Frozen, it was a reminder of one’s childhood. The experience from watching these films is reminiscent of feeling the strength and hope from the characters that portrayed such spirit in times of difficulty. The Kawlihan USA performed three routines depicting the woman as a
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Student, an Artist and a Leader. It started with “Aral sa Hall” where they displayed the carefree years of high school, clad in school uniforms with a routine that can be described as cheerful and happy. “Chorus Line”, the routine that showed depicted the struggle of being an artist, where the individual is not only one vying for the recognition, one must learn how to stand out from the rest, and to pick yourself up after every downfall. Finally, they fully portrayed the power of a woman as a leader, in their performance of the famous dance of the Maranao people, Singkil. Whereas the hopeful tones were heard from the USA Choir and Troubadours, of their rendition of the songs of “When You Believe,” “Tagumpay Nating Lahat,” and “A Better World.” “When You Believe” was sang in relation to the segment of the Woman as a Daughter, and the latter songs were sung for the Woman as a Leader. Their voices carried across the auditorium, stringing hearts along the way for their soulful expressions of the songs reverberated everyone who was there that night. Finally, the USALT brought us all home with their powerful enactment of the play “Maria Clara” and “Si Inday Hilway”. Maria Clara was inspired by the character with the same name, in the previous works of Jose Rizal. But there was one story that was received by the USALT, it was of a working student that was being battered by her father, resulting it being a tragic comedy. “We wanted to portray and then we wanted to emphasize that the woman, despite the fact that she was being abused, can rise up and transcend the abuse, so that is the story of Maria Clara, ” said Divinagracia. He explained that when one looks at Maria Clara, frailty is
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the first thing that one notices, considering that she is a very weak character. But if you look beyond the face value, one will see the strength behind the
of Ma. Rosalie Abeto Zerrudo, entitled PDL 700. PDL means Persons Deprived of Liberty and 700 because of the 700% congestion rate inside the prison.
“The heart of it is that if the woman loves, she is free, so despite the fact that the prison seems to be a very daunting symbol for the lack of freedom, and yet there is still a possibility that freedom can be experienced in the prison.” gentle eyes of the character “She stood between Damaso and Ibarra. If there are people in the house, she took care of them, in behalf of the father. She gave the locket to the Kitongin, which is basically taboo in the society back then. But she did all those things, so Maria Clara is a story of a woman trying to get back her voice, against someone who is supposed to love her,” shared Divinagracia. Another powerful performance was that of their second play, “Si Inday Hilway.” It was inspired by the narrative
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“emotional, heavy and driven with passion.” “We were trying to advocate for them as they can’t do it outside, so we became their voices and made society hear their plea,” said Yra, “I was able to draw more attention to those women that in contrary to the negative perceptions of other people, we were able to see them as mothers, daughters, and wives just like other women.”
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It was where Zerrudo collected stories from the women in prison, and was able to come up with a narrative and a performance speech in which she performed it in the University. “The heart of it is that if the woman loves, she is free, so despite the fact that the prison seems to be a very daunting symbol for the lack of freedom, and yet there is still a possibility that freedom can be experienced in the prison,” Divinagracia said. One of the stage managers of the event, and actor of the play, Eunice Yra described her experience with the event as
Being locked inside of the prison, whether it be of what wrongdoing one has done in their past life, or was innocent, but ended up being in the wrong place at the wrong time, it is impossible for one to experience a sense of freedom, and a sense of belonging. But through these events, through these projects, one can feel that sense again, and may bring back the person that was lost along the way. Her Stories is one of the many projects that have been done for this women, granting them the sense of freedom that they lost, while being locked behind those four gray walls.
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VALEDICTION
The Great Unknown by RJ JUNSAY
I was writing down formulas on a manila paper I’m about to pin on the walls of our house as my reviewer for our comprehensive exam when my Mama asked me,”Ano naman ‘yan Rj, sa Pub na naman?” and I sarcastically answered,”Ma, may sine and cosine ba sa Pub?” And all of us in our home laughed. Then another early morning she asked me when I was about to leave our home,”Ano first period mo? Pub?” then I answered “Oo Ma tapos majors na sa acads.”
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My journey in the USA Pub started when I met this young man wearing his Augustinian uniform preparing for his lecture on a PIA Seminar. We had a small talk and he encouraged me to join the USA Pub in college. After two years, I bumped into Edward Emilio, my old friend in high school. He encouraged me to take the qualifying exam for the USA Pub. Ironically, I took the exam while he took it the following year. I don’t have any intention of joining the Pub or even wishing
for me. To Ma’am Daguay, thank you for all the patience and all the golden lessons you shared. To Romari, Edrea, Miggo, and to the Pub babies, please take care of the USA Pub. Always believe in yourself as much as we do to you. The Pub is in good hands with you, people. To the UFI family, for always supporting me and believing in me, I am forever grateful. To my family especially to Raija and my Mama, I will never the person I am today without you. Thank you for letting me escape
FULL CIRCLE by erika danielle M. pepito
I planned to submit my valediction last 2017. I started making this two years ago as I expressed my intent of a graceful exit (a promise to my parents I eventually broke). But circumstances made it hard to let go of the Pub at that time. My idea of the ultimate college experience is to be part of the college paper. But as I was familiarizing myself with Rada’s halls on my first day, I found out that they already had their call for writers. I then took it as a sign to focus on my studies, supported by an epiphany I had in high school. It turns out that the missed opportunity was a step closer to a greater one, an even more
are long dead), write until my creative juices run dry, deal with criticisms, think of something interesting, and set an example to the Pub’s younger ones – in short, I face the same amount of stress I was trying to get away from, more of a healthy and challenging way to take a break from the scholastic monotony. It also became a training ground and an arena. With the pen as my weapon, I made articles that hit close to home and ones that made my hands dirty. It restored my childlike wonder as I grew outside my comfort zone. It restored my childlike wonder as I see the world a bit differently.
parents to join the Pub, and it certainly did not go to waste. They may not totally agree with this decision at first, but they still supported me. And for that, Mama and Papa, a thousand times thank you. Thank you for realizing this vision with me. Thank you for your guidance in the midst of my uncertainties, and as I go deeper into the real world. To my supportive relatives and friends. Thank you for telling me that I can and I will, when my
self-doubts and reservations have been giving me reasons that I may do the opposite. To my Psychology classmates, friends, and Augustinian mentors. It was a privilege to share with you our learning haven in Rada Hall’s third floor. I look forward to crossing paths with you as mental health advocates and professionals. full circle
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YOUR FOUR-YEAR MLS PUBPIP by wilkienson c. muro
It turns out that the missed opportunity was a step closer to a greater one, an even more challenging one, in fact.
It’s not just about covering stories, being a campus journalist is about holding tight to your vow of upholding the torch of truth in the midst of darkness. to get the perks of being part of it. I just want to know if I could qualify in a college publication. It turned out that God really has bigger plans for me. The USA Publications opened doors of opportunity for me. We wouldn’t be champion twice in a row in the Regional Stat Analysis without the skills we’ve garnered from joining the Pub. Getting the chance to meet people from all walks of life and knowing them, building linkages and honing my personal skills. In the USA Pub, you do not limit yourself to being a writer or artist or being a photojourn, you are bound to be skillful not only with the technicalities but also you get wiser in life. The USA Pub has been there through the worst and best moments of my college life. I’ve met really great people whom I am really grateful. I couldn’t mention all their name but I would like to mention few people who are really close to my heart. To Sir Ray, my mentor and bestfriend, I am forever thankful to you. Meeting you five years ago is one of the best things that happened to my life. To Frennie (Miga), Aika (MayordoMom), Tita Eliza, Elisha and Kim, and to the adopted and honorary members of the USA Pub, Glennise, Romel, and Harvey thank you, for always being there
the household chores just to finish my Pub works. Being a writer let me unravel stories waiting to be discussed. From playing the role of being the critic of the government, to discussing stories of HEARTwork, to exploring the narratives of the common people and perennial problems in the society such as teenage pregnancy, to covering the national and societal issues such as the Marawi siege and environmental issues. The USA Pub widen the horizon of my perspective in life. It’s not just about covering stories, being a campus journalist is about holding tight to your vow of upholding the torch of truth in the midst of darkness. Being part of this organization, really drove me crazy. I cried during the last COPRE for being overwhelmed. I cried during the times that I want to give up. Many people told me that I’m not fit in my position as EIC but I grabbed tight to it as much as I can because my heart belongs to the USA Pub. For the future USA Pub staff, I’ve been in love with this organization for the last four years. I hope that you would let yourself fall in love, too, because this is the kind of fall you would never regret for the rest of your life.
challenging one, in fact. I later saw another poster with the words BE PART OF THE LEGACY. These words haunted me, for lack of a better term. Perhaps the universe was telling me that I should give it a chance. So I did. If I make the cut, thank God. If I don’t, at least I wouldn’t spend the rest of my college days in regret. And here I am, four years later with a degree in Psychology and with the fulfillment of being a part of the USA Publications. The USA Pub was my reprieve from the academic demands. You may think it’s ridiculous because I have to chase after deadlines (even if they
I was able to meet experts in their fields, faces with their stories, and campus journalists with our shared passion as the bedrock of our friendships. Most importantly, it reminded me that as I document life’s harsh realities, I should embody Caritas and be more dedicated in my formation as a future mental health professional. Through these four years, I got tired and frustrated of myself because I cannot submit on time (sorry, EICs!). I heard damaging remarks about my works, my position, and my character that made me feel like a rusty campus journalist. But I don’t regret going through it all. I defied my
After my cumbersome high school journey, I decided to relish the four years of my collegiate life being just the ordinary – the one more absorbed on his course rather than his co-curricular – Medical Laboratory Science (MLS) student that I would become. But this grail of mine became temporarily achievable after Typhoon Falcon frantically hit the City of Love on June 27, 2015, the same day I took the University of San Agustin Publications (USA Pub) Qualifying Examination. I dreamt of becoming a journalist when I was in high school. Yes, I got that chance before but compared with the college campus journalism, it was way more different. When I took the qualifying examination, I gave my all despite knowing it was never enough to make me pass. Everything in me was pure negativity. Seeing that drive in every examinee’s face made me think more that I could not make it. July 1, 2015, 3:30 in the afternoon, I got the result from a text confirming my membership
to the Publications for the whole academic year. All felt incredible and my life as a college campus journalist finally started. My first year in the Publications was all about familiarization and justification. Familiarize all the works, formats, rules and responsibilities, and personalities of your co-staff. Justification in a sense that you need to embody your position, model your mission and vision as a team, and uphold the legacy that the past staff had left us with. However, as a freshman at that time, all I cared most of the time
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valediction with all the experiences I have gained throughout the four years, I must say I am ready to face the life ahead of me. was my grammar – definitely because this is the University Publications that we are talking about. In my second year, I managed to juggle my responsibilities both as a MLS student and a campus journalist despite the demands that my program is asking of me. Interviews here, conferences there, projects and quizzes everywhere. I was able to talk with the Iloilo City Mayor, the various engineers who hold projects across the Panay Island, the directors of different government sectors, the owners of emerging skyscrapers, the artists behind these internationally-renowned artworks and masterpieces, or even the people you would think are not existing. My scope of opportunity was enormously widened. The turning point of my life in college was when I entered my
junior year. At the onset of the semester everything was just the same until I stumbled upon the most difficult question of my life – “What do you really want to become, a journalist or a medical technologist?” All I did the whole night was to ponder upon this 13word sentence. After mulling over this career-threatening matter, I decided to revert to the very first plan I prepared myself to after finishing high school – attending most to the desideratum of my program and giving what was left of my time to my cherished second home in the school. I should say that during my last academic year, everything I have done for the past four years have finally sank in. All the arguments and misunderstandings, lapses and failures, enjoyments and mls pubpip
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LOVE WILL LEAD YOU BACK by rochelle mae m. muzones
Cristy Daguay, I am thankful from the bottom of my heart to the both of you for giving me another chance to become a part of this organization. I may not be the best writer the Pub ever had but thank you for making me feel like one. Thank you for constantly believing and trusting me. To our former moderators, former Pubpips and graduating members of batch 2018 - 2019, big thanks for the memories we
Bobby, my forever-beautiful batch mates, our journey had finally come to an end. Thank you for being a great support system since day 1. You guys will always, always have a special place in my heart. To the newbies of batch 2018 – 2019, I am blessed to work with all of you in my last year in the University and Pub. We will be leaving with a light heart knowing that the organization we loved for years will be in capable hands. My
No Regrets by everild dominique a. camique
“There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleed.” - Ernest Hemingway
As they say, you cannot serve two masters at a time. However, if love meddles the way, there will be no difficult path you cannot surpass. shared together and the lessons, whether Pub related or life, you nurtured to me. I am grateful that at one point in my life, I had met and worked with brilliant people like all of you. To Aika, Wilkienson and
prayers are with you always as you take the Pub to the next level. As they say, you cannot serve two masters at a time. However, if love meddles the way, there will be no difficult path you cannot surpass.
Technicolored Monochrome by philip robert c. alaban
“…one more prolonged moment where time is suspended indefinitely. My hope is that we add up the ‘one mores’ until they equal an entire lifetime.” These are the words that a tearful Jenny Young, from the recently released Netflix original, “Someone Great,” writes down as she pens a final message to her one great love. As I frantically scribble the first draft of my long overdue valediction message in the same fashion, these are the bittersweet words that are most fitting to describe my four-year tenure in the USA Publications. I started small, literally. Being the very last person on the list of people who were admitted to the organization way back in 2015 when I took the qualifying
and motivate them to move with purpose. Ever since, I’ve written pieces about a smorgasbord of topics: a homesick Palaweño, hidden tribes up in the mountains of Camanggahan, one of the “strongwomen” of the Castro household, tension churning amidst the Philippines’ naval territory, plastic use reduction and its effects on environmental preservation, the pioneer Pride March held in Iloilo City, as well as countless books and movies that have left me both devastated and lighthearted. Taking a few words from my previous
Writing has always been the outlet of my thoughts. The things that I never get to say finds its way to the pen in my hand and the paper in front of me. There are times when they are begging to be let out, only to be written down. I haven’t always been the most talkative in the class, nor the loudest. I was the quiet girl in the corner, just listening to the world around me. People say, I live in my own world, and I believe that is true. But as I became part of Pub, I started to learn that there is a greater world outside of myself. I came from a small city in the province of North Cotabato. Although I was born in Jaro, I was raised in Mindanao. The language, the people, the city, I had to learn it all from scratch, as I made the choice to study Bachelor of Medical Laboratory Science at this University. Feelings of fear and apprehension were overshadowed with the determination to live up to my decision of studying
for the first time. Day by day, it started becoming fun. I began to enjoy the events that I covered, and the interviews that I loathed to do before became a training ground for my burning curiosity and my communication skills. Every topic they gave me piqued my interest, no matter how daunting they may seem sometimes. I began to learn things about my surroundings that I never payed any attention before. My social skills started to improve, although not by much. But it felt like it was expanding my world. Despite this, it was difficult to merge with my already demanding schedule, but I still believed that it was possible. I took quizzes without studying, I went to interviews in between taking my practical exams. I missed some of my classes to cover events. But I promised myself that it would not hold me back. This became my rock for there were days when I started to
There I learned that there is more to journalism than just writing. Why did you come back? This was the most frequently asked question to me ever since the academic year began, on a what-on-earth mindset I have to join a University-wide organization with so much demands when I am already on my senior year. Way back in the year 2015 when I first became a member of the USA Publications, I will admit that it was difficult since it was far from the usual work of a high school publication but with the help of our manangs and manongs, we learned to adapt and blend with the kind of environment we are in. As I reflected on my first year of stay, I only saw the organization as one of my platforms to excel in cocurricular activities not until 2016 came. I got the chance to be promoted and worked as a community editor for the academic year 2016 – 2017. I considered this year as a year of enlightenment as this year opened my eyes on the real deal about being a campus journalist. It taught me that being a campus journalist was not just
an entitlement or just passing an article and you are done. However, as much as I love to work, I resorted to end my Pub journey on the same year. I know every student in the University sees the USA Publications as a demanding and exhausting kind of organization. Despite the tedious works, it only took me one reason to get back to the organization that I left a year ago - and that is love. My love to be able to uncover stories, be part of change, and be the light to certain issues moved me to take the risk of once again joining the Publications for another year. Going to the communities, seeing the smiles of every folk and hearing the tales of each interviewee were only few of the experiences that the Pub gives. Apart from that, the love that grows within the organization was the best part in joining this organization. I met people whom I can lean on at my darkest moments, people whom I can laugh with over a crazy meme, and people whom I can call home away from home. To Nang Rj and Ma’am Maria
serving as an Apprentice Writer didn’t stop me from taking pride in the fact that I was living the very first of my many technicolored and multi-faceted dreams exams was the genesis of my tertiary level writing career. However, serving as an Apprentice Writer didn’t stop me from taking pride in the fact that I was living the very first of my many technicolored and multi-faceted dreams: being able to create literary masterpieces that would inspire people to think critically
introduction in my pioneer issue of the Irong-irong, I will now take this opportunity to thank the novel’s worth of people who have contributed to my success as a writer. First up are Ma’am Jaro, Sir Ray, and Ma’am Daguay who monochrome
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here. That first few days in the University were hectic, from the uniform and IDs, to learning what buildings my classes were held. It was pure coincidence as I came across a USA Pub flyer, on one of those hectic days, saying that they were looking for new applicants. An idea crossed my mind, and I found myself applying a few days later, only to be rejected at the Interview Phase. It saddened me, but I knew it was because of my poor communication skills. So, applied once again next year, and I got rejected once more. Each rejection became a self-evaluation on how much I improved; communication-wise. I tried my luck the third time around, and finally, I got accepted. In high school and elementary, I was part of the school paper. But it could have prepared me for the onslaught of responsibilities that came with being part of the USA Publications. At first, I was at a loss. I was balancing both my course and adjusting to a new environment. There I learned that there is more to journalism than just writing. I covered events and interviewed people for my articles
doubt myself. Instead of seeing this job as a setback, I looked at it as a way to push me towards my goal. With determination and perseverance, I managed to finish my requirements, and become an MLS Intern. This was the time that I realized that my hobby became a passion. A passion that drove me to join once more, while being enrolled as an MLS Intern. A passion that drove me to grab every opportunity and maximize my time to complete everything. A passion that I will carry for as long as I live. USA Pub planted that seed, nurtured it, and it continues to grow each day. It was there that I learned to write, not only for myself. It was there that I learned to write for others, and it helped me realize the depth of the power of the written word. The lessons that I have learned during this time, will stay with me and guide me, wherever I may go. The friendships I earned, and the people that I met, have to teach me to believe in myself. To Nang Rj, thank you for seeing that I had the potential, I failed no regrets page b4
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VALEDICTION Chase and Discover by bj b. escarilla
Every human has a tendency to look for its purpose in this world. I was privileged to be in the USA Publications but I’m not saying that I am to become solely a photojournalist because of it. However, this prestigious organization has something to do with the search for my life’s meaning Everyone has their own dreams. As for me, I grew up puzzled on what I wanted to be in the far future. There was a point in my life where I wanted to become a doctor, a software engineer, an animator, an architect, a filmmaker, or even a digital nomad. I just don’t know what I wanted to become someday. Honestly, even now, as I am about to leave the University, I still don’t know. But, what I am certain about is the reason why I was given the opportunity to live. This is how it started. Fifth year. Little did I know that it was my last year in college. So before I move on to the next chapter of my life, I challenged myself to do something I’m not used to. Then, USA Publications came in. I found a poster in my social media account’s wall that the school paper is looking for new members. I tried to join
As for now, I have one wish. I hope that our paths may meet again. I am looking forward to hear another lovely story of yours. Goodbyes may be sad but it can be beautifully special, too. As I bid farewell, most especially to you who is reading this, may you find your own meaning and may you love life as much as I do. Soon, you too, will leave. Make the most out of your time. There’s so much to life than just surviving college. Strive hard but remember to have fun, explore more, and discover yourself. At this time, I am ready to say goodbye. But this not an ending. This is just a new humble beginning where I chase my boundless dreams, to continue discovering my purpose, and to live a meaningful life. discover
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The Island girl by bobbiejo m. healey
TO CATCH A DREAM by kent lexter b. co
Passing the qualifiers for the USA Publications has been an honor roughly equivalent to winning the moon in the sky. I couldn’t believe it. I had four different dreams in which I got a phone call that they had a mix up and it was a mistake. The night before the final interview, I had a dream that I had missed the interview. After being accepted as staff, I could no longer count how many times I dreamed that I actually did not make the cut. Looking back, I tried to figure out how I ended up as a writer. It is tough to get up every day, have the motivation to sharpen my pencil and stare at a blank page. I remember the pain of composing words and the hate I had for writing. However, I loved to read. When I say read, I mean read slowly, tasting the words: reading them deliberately, as if my life can change with what I
it too cliché, too dull or too stale? Am I really in control? In my time with the USA Publications, I learned that I am at my best when I ask such questions. To think critically, I have learned the importance of training the mind much as the athlete trains the body. Writing has driven us to reason and to give reasons. We strive to make sense by sifting the sands of ignorance to find, the words and
am reading. You could say that reading has introduced me to other styles, other voices, other forms, and other genres of writing. But most of all, it has exposed me to writing that’s better than mine and helped me to improve. Reading—the good and the bad— has inspired me to write.
thoughts that convince others, and most importantly, ourselves. Writing has taught me that words are virtually the same as “magic”. I would have never expected myself could write a story by sitting down and putting a word on the page and soon after, discover that there are worlds inside me that I couldn’t
Every struggle I encountered and learnings I gained all throughout my pub journey gave a huge impact towards my self-growth. It gave meaning to my life.
Honestly, I don’t know what I should be writing here, but I’ve got to start somewhere and plus my editor- in- chief has a deadline. You could say the reality hasn’t sunken in yet. Having spent four years of my life here at this University has really gone by in a blur. Who knew that I would have a few months left before having to change my employment status from student to unemployed, something I admit to which I’m not looking forward.
the organization without any idea of how campus journalism works and what entitled responsibility may be given on its members. Fast forward. I was very fortunate to be qualified as a staffer. When I started my journey as the publication’s photojournalist, videographer and as a part of the program management team, I had so many questions in my mind. Not the typical question of how will I do my task as a staffer or how will I balance architecture and campus journalism, but the question if I really am worthy to be part of this honorable organization. This then became my motivation to work hard and strive to provide the best output I could give. This was the challenge. To prove that I can do the task outstandingly and with passion, not only for the people who believed in my capabilities but to myself as well. There’s this feeling of happiness and sense of fulfillment whenever I finish certain tasks. Surviving every assigned responsibility and on-call duties can, often times, be very overwhelming. And if you look deeper, along with these responsibilities are greater opportunities. I was given a chance to visit amazing places, meet prominent people and capture extraordinary experiences. This may not be appreciated by some but this opened the doors for me to hear and tell untold stories of humble people and majestic places. It made me realize something which later on became my life’s mantra. Our world is full of beautiful places and people. What made me love life the most is that there are a lot of good people in this world, and I want to be one of them. Every struggle I encountered and learnings I gained all throughout my Pub journey gave a huge impact towards my self-growth. It gave meaning to my life. It equipped me with great understanding of the real world before I step out of the four corners of the University. As I leave the University and the publication, I’d like to thank a lot of incredible people: my friends, my mentors, my fellow staffers who became family, and those amazing persons who I met and whom I never thought I’d crossed path with. May you always keep in mind that I have always been grateful to meet such wonderful person like you. I am glad that I’ve been part of your life’s chapter. I hope I left you a lovely memory of me, for you have been part of mine and you have given me moments to treasure. All of you had taught me to appreciate simple things in life, to dream bigger, to smile a little often and pass that happiness to others. With that, Thank YOU!
I’ve met a lot of people in my time here, most of them have come and gone, just like people do, nothing special, just something normal. Joining the Pub was one of the best decisions of my stay in the University. Although sadly, this year is my first, as well as my last. I haven’t been in the pub as long as most of
ultimately relate to. Being a part of the Pub is a responsibility and a great means for growth and learning. I’m grateful for the people I met, and for the times we had together, whether it was out in the field covering events, interviewing people, or beating deadlines, we were in it together,
It was our job to capture those moments, those experiences, and turn them into something that people could visualize and ultimately relate to. my fellow graduating colleagues, but nonetheless I’ve learnt a lot and met lots of great people that have made impacts in my life. The Pub is a great avenue for self-discovery and learning. Being a journalist meant thinking outside the box, and listening to all sides of the story in order to find the truth and of course that meant writing articles, and interviewing people. Artists poured themselves into their artworks and designs, creating works that supported the literary and helped people to relate to the topic, through the medium of art. As a photojournalist I got to view the world through my camera lens, not in the usual aspect of simply taking a picture because it looked nice, but rather we took pictures to tell a story. To show the people the story of other people, their lives, experiences. It was our job to capture those moments, those experiences, and turn them into something that people could visualize and
and it was a great family to be a part of. My advice to fellow students is to join an organization. Join a council, debate team; find something you’re interested in, something you’d like to do, something that benefits others as well as you. Become a part of a team, a part of a family, find like-minded people, just as what I’ve managed to find in the Pub. I obviously would recommend the Pub to you, but if you’re not into journalism, photography, or drawing, well then there are many other organizations to join, just find something that suits you. Sometimes you don’t know or won’t know what exactly it is you want to do or what you’ll be, and that’s okay. Everyone at some point in their life has discovered that. But, as the saying goes, life is not a race. You still have time to try as many things as you can, to find your passion. It will be out there. You just have to look.
We strive to make sense by sifting the sands of ignorance to find, the words and thoughts that convince others, and most importantly, ourselves. Before, writing was something I did because I had to do it. Essays, reports, formal letters, and the like. As I grew older, I learned that writing is a form of self-initiated creativity, not controlled by anyone else. Still, such liberty has its merits. As an engineer, I can look at a machine, identify errors, use a formula, and narrow it down to two or three solutions. As a writer, however, I often have no comparable clue. It is “broken”; I knew that. What’s the “fix”? Is no regrets
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to see in myself. Thank you Ma’am Daguay, for challenging me to become a better writer and a better person. To my USA Pub family, thank you for the friendship and the constant understanding and support that you have given me. To my MLS classmates and friends, thank you for helping me to accomplish this feat, for being in the Pub, and being a MLS student and
even dream of. In fact, as I write this valediction, I am wondering even now whether this is a dream or reality. To the people that opened the door to this world of dreams, I give my most humble thanks. Also, to all the people who raised their voices in support; and most especially my parents, I want to say thank you so much. It is my intention to put forth every effort to ensure that I never wake from this fleeting dream. intern, can’t be done alone. In order to grow, I had to take risks, and make choices that tested the limits of my abilities. Joining USA Pub is a choice that I made with both eyes open. I knew the challenges that came with that choice, especially with my academic program. If I had to turn back time, I would not change my decision. There are choices that I made that I regret, but I know in my heart, USA Pub is not one of them.
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Mock(ed) Elections Cast the vote. Make the change. Honor the democracy. by philip robert c. alaban and kent lexter b. co
They should be a man or woman of integrity. In everything they do, dapat masaligan sila. Kay everything will follow na dayon basta honest lang kag may integridad ang isa ka kandidato.
During election season, we might find ourselves overwhelmed with the bulk of advertisements, news coverage, polls and surveys, as well as movements across various social media platforms that show us who and in some cases, who not to vote. With all the fuss going around, it’s a common place for voters to come up with excuses to abstain from the tedious process of selecting and actually voting their desired candidates: “I can’t get behind any candidate,” “My vote doesn’t even matter,” and “The Philippines is too divided.” In truth, there is a small chance that your vote will ever decide an election. Even close elections are typically decided by a few thousand votes. Despite this, there must be some reason why it is important to vote. It should be stressed that voting is a sign that we believe in our democracy and that we feel that it is worthwhile and important. Every election and every time we exercise our right to suffrage, we affirm our belief in the Philippine democracy. One vote alone speaks volumes. Voting exercises our personal rights and amplifies our voice in order to be heard. By not voting, we rob ourselves of our own right to influence the government. If
the right to vote no longer existed or if people do not participate in the electoral, then can we say that our democracy is truly dead. In choosing candidates, we have varied personal standards from our presumed leader. In return, we should reward these demands with our votes. Electing leaders who will have the strength to make the hard decisions to change the course of the country’s progress cannot be made possible if we do not set
standards and make sure that we choose the people suited to live up to said standards. For the discussion, we asked members of the Augustinian community, “What is/are your basis/bases for voting your senators during the May 13 elections?” Fellow Augustinians, we urge each one of you to take part in dialogues, think critically and truthfully, and to make your voice be heard. The change is within your hands and lies in your votes.
First, I would like to look at whether or not the candidate is qualified, meaning to say: does he possess the necessary qualifications for the job? Meron ba siyang malawak na trainings? Experiences in holding the particular position? Pangalawa, very important guid ang integrity. Ang guinahambal niya bala is it one with his actions? If they say that they will stop corruption, may mga cases ba siya of corruption before or even at the present? We should look at both their qualifications and their integrity because these leaders will also be the reflection who we are as Filipinos, they are actually our role models.
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Rosalie Espartero, Faculty Member, College of Liberal Arts, Sciences, and Education
For me, a good senatorial candidate has projects and platforms that specifically address issues in the Philippines today like corruption, education, and economy. Gabriel Jesse Dumapig, Student, AB PolSci 4
I have to consider the character or the reputation of a candidate in order for him to be a good and honest public servant to serve as our Senator. They are supposed to be our legislators so what I’m saying about character and reputation is the track record of an individual. Is he always telling the truth? Is he always working for the benefit and the good of the people? Or is he trying to initiate legislations or projects that promote the interest of the Filipino people? Edwin Samis, Academic Supervisor of Social Science, College of Liberal Arts, Sciences, and Education
Rev. Fr. Williener Jack Luna, Director, Human Resource and Management Office
I guess that the thing that I’m looking for in a senator, for example, Samira Gutoc and Chel Diokno, they have really good backgrounds, academic-wise, and since I’ve seen that they’ve already done something to help the Philippines, I would be in the right mind to vote for them for the main reason that they will be able to continue their advocacy, for the betterment of the Philippines.
For me, dapat sincere siya nga public servant to the Filipino people and nakapakita siya sang mayo nga kalidad nga performance sa Senate or sa biskan diin nga jurisdictions nila.
Charmaine Rose Frosa, Administrative Assistant, Philanthropic, External and Alumni Relations Office
full circle
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To my Atenean mentors. Thank you for helping me find my niche in journalism during my baby-collared days, and for the lessons within and beyond the blue and white halls. It prepared me for the bigger battle that is college. To the organization that is unlike any other, the USA Publications. I am eternally grateful for the many doors you have opened for me, the perks I enjoyed (I’m gonna miss them!), the people I have shared this journey with, the profound realizations, and the wholesome experience. It is an honor to represent your 90-year-old name. To my Pub advisers, Ma’am May Anne, Sir Ray, and Ma’am Cristy. You were there to help me regain my balance as I stumbled throughout this feat with my shortcomings and absentminded tendencies. Thank you for the friendly reminders, the journalistic tips and tutorials, and the insightful conversations. To my Pub seniors. You have
all guided me as I grew up in the Pub and as I find comfort in it as my second home. Thank you for showing me that it takes a lot of heart and soul to hone your crafts and to excel academically. To Everild, Nong Bj, Bobbiejo, and Nong Kent. It was a pleasure to work with hardworking individuals like you. To my Pub batchmates, Nang Rj, Bobby, Rochelle, and Wilkienson. Things have been rough and shaky, but we are making it out alive. Thank you for the patience (especially you Mayora Rj, in every essence of the word), the friendships, and for making this experience worthwhile and bearable. And of course, to the Great Writer. You have incessantly amazed me with Your overflowing love and graces. Thank You for the gift of writing. All that I have achieved and endured, I lift up to You. AMDG. To those who can hear the call to uphold responsive, developmental, and researchbased Augustinian campus journalism, I pose a challenge to you. And if you are up for it, it’s something you won’t regret.
Be part of the legacy. It was one of the best decisions I made in college, despite the risks and sacrifices that came along with it. mls pub pip
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unwinding, and winnings and defeat we have been through are perfect splatters to the canvass I am trying to paint. The image I was trying to paint for the past four years is slowly becoming complete. That is all of us sitting in a long wooden chair covered in an aqua-blue mantelpiece wearing our different job uniforms – well me in a laboratory gown of the World Health Organization – happily extending our cheers with a bottle of Château Cheval Blanc wine. To finally end this chapter of my collegiate life, I would like to thank all the administrators, who helped us in various events and conferences. Also to Engr. Ray Adrian Macalalag who instilled in my heart the value of self-belief and helped me improve my journalistic writeups; to Ma’am Maria Cristy Daguay who inspired me to develop my character towards
Ulpiano James Dalisay, Governor, College of Liberal Arts, Sciences, and Education
work ethics and life-long goals; to Momma Frennie who always uplifts me in times of doubts and fears; to the past staff and my copub-babies, Rochelle, Bobby and Erika, who helped me grow up as a man of industry, camaraderie and mischievousness; to Paulene and Glaiza who gave me a chance to become a responsible brother to them for the last semester; to my best friends, Romari, Everild, and Nicole, who inspired and supported me as I reach my dreams and provided me spaces in their hearts where I shall grow as the man of my vision; to my college and high school friends who continuously provide an unending upkeep and happiness; to my MLS Family who accepts me despite my lapses; and lastly, to my forever Twin, Rj, who unconditionally loves me despite being rebellious, defiant, and problematic, I am sincerely thankful for everything you have done for me. This valediction is exclusively written for all of you. Without your support, I would not make it to where I am today. Until now, I am not really good at endings or saying goodbyes. However, with all
the experiences I have gained throughout the four years, I must say I am ready to face the life ahead of me. As promised – to become the first MLS student to complete the four-year membership in the USA Pub – I am now signing off and ready to take off to my next destination. Hej då! monochrome
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all went beyond the confines of their responsibilities and were constantly blurring the lines between moderator, patriarch/ matriarch, and friend. Nang Ayah, whose “sinful” words and steadfast fanaticism over her Korean weaboos have, on more than one occasion, kept me sane and sentient. To my Pub batchmates, Mayora, Wilkienson and the Pub constants, Aika and Rochelle, the four of you were my great loves, bar none. Pub babies, get ready. The world will be harsh without your seniors buffering the attacks that are usually directed at us and the trickles that barely used to drip on you will now be crashing down with the weight of an entire ocean, but stand fast for
someone has to bear the burden of carrying the torch of responsive, developmental, and researchbased campus journalism and no roster of writers can do it better than you. When a stray blackbird fluttered into my line of sight, it seemed like the chances that destiny and the world provided would be endless. Take it from me, they still are, but no longer for us. Just know that I will forever remember how breathtaking were the moments where fragments of us got caught in the sunlight. You and I, we were magic. As I end one of the very last outputs that I will be producing for my Augustinian family to revel in, I’m going back to Jenny Young and her parting words. “My hope is that if we add up the ‘one mores,’ they will equal a lifetime and I’ll never get to the part where I have to let you go.” This is it, my last “one more.” Anything and everything that comes after this will be part of a different narrative, will become another chance to start anew, and will end up introducing new characters to a fresh storyline with an ending of its very own.
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spectacle The Inevitability of Falling
Love cannot drive out love, only hate can do that. Same goes for hate, only love can eradicate the tremors of anger that only hate can give. Below are three movies that show us how people can succumb to the multiple facets of love, as well as fall prey to the appealing tendrils of hate.
“The thing about falling is you don’t have any control on your way down.” by everild dominique a. camique & chito cezar p. batoon, jr.
Mamma Mia 2: Here We Go Again Rating: 4.6/5
The Hate U Give Rating: 4.6/5 Personifying “the best of both worlds”, The Hate U Give narrates the tale of African American protagonist Starr Carter (Amanda Stenberg), living in the fictional community of mostly black residents, Garden Heights, despite attending Williamson Prep, an affluent and whitewashed private high school. One weekend, as Starr and childhood friend Khalil (Algee Smith) are on a cruise after a party that they attended was broken up by local authorities, they were pulled over by a white police officer. During interrogation, Khalil leans inside the car to check up on Starr, prompting the police officer to fire three rounds which instantly kill him. For Starr, life after that was a whirlwind of court trials and testimonies. Amidst the chaos, can Starr save herself and her family from plunging off the deep end while trying to find her footing between her two worlds? Based off the book of
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A decade after Mamma Mia hit the silver screen, this peculiarly effective combination of both a prequel and a sequel tackles the events that led to young Donna Sheridan’s (Lily James) discovery of the idyllic Kalokairi and consequentially, falling in love with the landscape, the locals, and her three tag-along suitors in the process. Simultaneously narrating events that succeed Donna’s death, Sophie Sheridan (Amanda Seyfried) wrestles to keep both her life and the newly renovated Hotel Bella Donna from falling apart. With the roster of movies it’s going up against, you’d think that Mamma Mia 2 would up its game to keep itself neck to neck with all the competition and director Oliver Parker did not disappoint. Even if a majority of the cast were admittedly not singers and dancers by profession, Parker, working closely with cinematographer Robert Yeoman, managed to perfectly spin out the journey of a strong and independent young woman who, with only a suitcase and her heart on her
laughter as they embodied their characters seamlessly, all in all making Mamma Mia 2: Here We Go Again, definitely one for the books.
sleeve and without belles on her toes, successfully realizes her life plan and eventually raises a smart and capable daughter who ironically, has an altogether more conventional set of dreams and expectations, polar opposites to that of her mother. The sequel-prequel’s roster of songs, coming from ABBA such as “When I Kissed The Teacher,” “Angeleyes”, and the iconic “Dancing Queen,” and the fresh compositions by Benny Anderson paired with fresh faces that consistently make appearances throughout the duration of the film with their respective hi-jinks and antics had audiences howling in
the same title by Angie Thomas, The Hate U Give is a moving ode to the #blacklivesmatter movement, which stemmed from the onslaught of murder cases involving black victims and white perpetrators, starting with the murder of Oscar Grant back in 2009. Under the close scrutiny of director George Tillman Jr., we are given Stenberg’s most versatile portrayal, having to jump between two versions of one persona. The initial tone of the movie was empathic to Starr’s first-person account of how harsh and unfair the situation of sustained violence against black communities was, but gradually moved up a
steep incline with pervasively vulgar words, use of drugs, and gun violence until timid Starr ultimately stood her ground against her oppressors, both black and white, and fought for justice to be served.
days of the week, the siblings can only go out of the house on their allotted day. With its premise of restricting each family to only one child, the government forcibly moved families to
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What Happened to Monday? Rating: 3.7/5 How would you survive in an authoritarian, repressive society in which a family is allowed only one child? How would you survive if you are one of the septuplets? What would you do? How would you hide? ‘What happened to Monday’ by Tommy Wirkola is a dystopian science fiction thriller film, primarily set in 20173. One child – policy gets a film, with Noomi Rapace playing seven roles in the tale of a family with identical children who have been hidden for almost 30 years since birth, thus, ignoring the implications of the rapid increase of population growth. The deliberate pace and transitions of the film show the progression of events from the septuplets’ birth to their 30’s. The narrative tells about how surviving means to a family with seven children in a world limited to one child due to overpopulation, and these set of identical septuplets must avoid being put to ‘cryosleep’ by the government. Named after the
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have any other sibling undergo a process called cryogenic hibernation in the Cryobank their so called facility. The film is simply a run, showing action, suspense, and thriller, presenting the effects of overpopulation and how it threatens human survival. With problems arising, and authorities in full caution on what is going on, Monday is arrested. This film set in a not-sodistant future brings about the societal issues and a world of crisis. The film tucks most of the issues, with its pseudofuturistic setting; it reveals a world of trepidation not mainly because of technology taking over society, but because of the predicaments societies are facing and have frozen in time without any progress of moving forward for a better one. The ending reveals the consequence of social encounters, impulsive decisions and regrets of resorting to desperate measures in desperate time. Leading to an ending where there is victory over evil. With a hypothetical question, have humans doomed themselves?
the Sun is also a star Rating: 4.1/5.0
What if you meet the person you’re meant to be with, but only to part ways in a mere couple of hours? Nicola Yoon’s second novel, entitled, “The Sun is Also A Star,” tells of a 17-year-old Natasha Kingsley, an undocumented immigrant in the United States, trying to prevent her family’s deportation back to Jamaica. In the midst of her dilemma, she encounters Daniel Jae Ho Bae, a Korean-American citizen, on his way to an interview with a Yale collegiate. Whilst withholding their impending responsibilities, the two spend the rest of the day together. Despite meeting just a few hours before, the two have undeniable connection, only to be met, and challenged with the harsh truth of reality. With different perspectives in each chapter, the story delves into the topics of fate and love, on how a single moment can change the course of the path we choose. Natasha was driven with a single goal: prevent their impending deportation. Whereas Daniel was on another, to attend an interview with a prestigious college for a better opportunity for his future. Their meeting was essential, for it was the spark they needed for them to grow as individuals, and gain the courage to confront what was right in front of them. It helps us see, that the forks in the road that we encounter, as we go along in this life, can actually help us reach where we are destined to be. Not only does this story talk about the essence of fate, it also exhibits the subject of immigration. Both Daniel and Natasha’s families came from outside United States, each with their own reasons, but with a significant similarity, to look for a better life for the children. The book unfolds this as the reader goes along with the book, as he learns the struggles that come with the decision to leave what was familiar, to search for something better. The way that the book was written was splendid, as the reader will learn the each side of the story, not only the main characters, but also the people who are deemed to be bystanders, are actually significant players in life’s game. It goes to show how entangled each life is with another, and how the smallest things can affect the outcome. The Sun is Also A Star is a page turner, young adult fiction novel that will leave its readers craving for more.
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by PHILIP ROBERT C. ALABAN and chito cezar p. batoon jr.
I’ll Give You the Sun Rating: 3.9/5
A book that would show and tell readers how apparent differences among two people evolve as time passes by. It is a young adult novel in the coming-of-age, written by Jandy Nelson. A story of two fraternal twins, Noah and Jude Sweetwine at the ages of 13,14, and 16. The narrative established a relevant part in the mystery of both of their lives, in a typical neighborhood in the coast of California in the Town of the Lost Cove, with their parents, Benjamin, a conservative science professor, and Diana, a liberal art professor. Growing up in a stable environment where they are instructed in reason, cognitive and emotion, knowledge and art. Both Noah and Jude are intelligent, and well-adept in art. Turning to the age of thirteen differences between the nonidentical twins became apparent. Noah identified and positions himself as a better artist and as his mother’s favourite, the more rational. Jude, herself far more emotional and feeling, falls in with a popular crowd of girls interested in cosmetics, makeups and skimpy clothes. The novel is integrated with feelings, a progression of events, and myriad of life vivid imagery and insightful events; it added drama to the back-and-forth time hopping narrative. With the reflective narration of Jude being in the time present, and Noah being two to three years in the past, it reveals to the readers the past and how things came to be as they are, and how things and its mystery unfold in the present. It all adds up to the sense of mystery and curiosity to the novel, and allows the reader to know the twins with it progression of events coming back and to the present. Coming of age as an important theme in the novel presents countless numbers of personal, spiritual, and moral or emotional growth of those individuals involved in the novel. Inseparable at first in their childhood, they begin to grow apart as they pursue different interests and go through different experiences. This young adult novel lets its readers take a while to think in order to internalize and string events that led to the current situation at the present time as narrated. It reveals an example of how life’s gradual changes is directly proportional to human emotion, choices, and actions – thus gives an example on how people change, drift away, and get lost in moments of the tickling fast-paced time of the world.
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Beyond the Little Things by bo bbi e j o M . h e a le y a n d bj b. e s c ar i lla
Passing through streets, docks, and roads, we look for our place to go, which road we’ll take, which path we’ll make. Oftentimes many of us barely glance at those who pass us by. How often is it that we look, but don’t see? See the joys that life has to offer, be it simple or be it grand. See the trials people overcome, and the struggles others may face. Little things, little moments, often overlooked, seen yet unseen. But this doesn’t make these moments any less important, it simply makes them human.
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