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POIESIS POIESIS

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The Madison Review & The People’s Farm

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TABLE OF CONTENTS

Fiction

Emily Grandy ~ Opa’sFarm

Poetry

Alexandra Bergmann ~Tributaryfeatures

Soffía Blystra ~TheUnfoldingofThings

N.T. Chambers ~ Ppppsssstttt

Matt Cooper ~ TheStoryofOurFamily

Chase Harker ~FrozenDiarrheaInaFlowerpot DeadDrunk

Nathaniel Lachenmeyer ~squirrel

Grace Melstrand ~ OldMan’sFarm

Megan ‘MegLynn’ Moss ~ July

Stephen Toogood ~ OfWineandBrokenStreets

Charlotte Trumble ~ LiliesoftheValley

Kevin Wei ~ Eggs

Art

Laura Bettenhausen ~ PaintingwithPlants

FarmingQuiltSquare PlantAdoptionDay GoldenOystersintheArb

Natalie Khmelevsky ~ WithLove Home? Finally! Plenty Humility Joy Resilience NewBeginnings

Eve Lazarski ~Untitled

The Unfolding of Things

SoffíaBlystra

Itdoesn’thappenallatonce, notlikeacurtainflungopen, Itismorelikeawhisper drawnoutoverweeks, asofthumthatgrowslouder onlywhenyoustoptolisten.

First, theshadowsdon’tswallowthesidewalk asquickly.

Theskykeepsitsbluealittlelonger, asifit’stryingtoremember howtoholdlightagain. Theairlosesitsedge. Youforgetyourgloves. Thenyourscarf. Thentheweight ofthecoatyou’vecarried likeasecondskin.

Atnight, thecoldfeelslesslikepunishment andmorelikeasuggestion. Ahint.

Peoplelinger, onstoops, inparks, bytheriver thatsuddenlysparkleslikeit’shadasecret it’sbeenachingtotell.

Andthecitybeginstosing, notthroughwords, Instead,withthelanguageofthaw, offootstepswithoutrush, ofbicycles,

ofdogstuggingonleashes, ofsomeoneplayingmusicfromawindow thatopensforthefirsttimeinmonths.

Youhearvoices -German,Arabic,Mandarin,Frenchnoneofthemyours, butallofthemmusic. Allofthemlaughter. Allofthemjoybloomingintongues youdon’tneedtounderstand.

Andtheflowers, bold,bright,unbothered, eruptfromthecracksandcorners, claimingspace liketheyneverleft. Liketheyneverdied.

Thecity, sosilentandshiveringformonths, isawakenow.

Andyou, withoutrealizing, havebeenwakingwithit.

Opa’s Farm

“Up,up,up!”saidthevoice,animatedandurgent. Eggshivered,havingsleptwithoutablanket,andtriedblinkinghimselfawake. Theunfamiliarroomwasdarkanddisorienting.Somewhere,aroostercrowed.

Opa,Egg’seighty-somethingyearoldgrandfather,stoodoverhimsportingthe sameoverallshehadwornthedaybefore.Possiblythesameripeshirtunderneath. Rightarminacastandsling.Awitheredcigarettepinchedbetweenhisteeth.His grandfatherwasasthinasawoodenpostandequallyfriendlylooking.Athin,dry stickofaman,facehardasbark.“Timeforchickens,”Opasaid.Thenaddedanother “up,up,up!”forgoodmeasureandflippedontheoverheadlight.

Eggrolledoffthecouch,hisbarefeetlandingwithaslap.Likehisgrandfather, hehadonthesameoutfithehadwornyesterday:apairofredbasketballshortsanda plainwhitet-shirt.Groggyandstillpartiallydisoriented,Eggmanagedaquickpit stopbeforestumblingoutside.Lavenderdawnmistedthesky.Opastoodwaitingfor himontheporchwithabucketmarked“foodscraps”athisfeet.

“Whereyourboots?”Opaasked.

“Ionlybroughtthese,”hesaid,slippinghisbarefeetintohisNikes.

“Your ibu,sheshouldknowbetter,”hetutted.“Youwearbootsonfarm.For now,borrowextrapair,”Opasaid,pointing.

Theextraswere,inexplicably,notOpa’ssize,thankheaven,giventheheight differentialbetweengrandfatherandgrandson.Still,theyhuggedtoosnugly,atleast twosizestoosmallforEgg’sfeet.Histoesprotestedpainfully.

Opahandedhimthebucketcontainingtheremnantsoflastnight’sdinner, vegetablepeels,leftovernoodles,breadcrusts,eggshells,evenfishskins.Egg accepteditandfollowedhimuptheslopetothechickenshed,histoespressing terriblyagainsttheinsidewalloftherubberboots.Theairwascoolandwet,asif rainhadvisitedinthenight,ifonlybriefly.HisNikes,hadhewornthem,would havegottensoakedinthedewygrass.AsOpaunlatchedthegateencirclingthe chickencoop,Eggthoughtheheardasortofdistant“toot”likethecallofatugboat inafog.

“Isthataboat?”Eggasked,mystified,havingnorecollectionofanybodyof waterlargeenoughtoaccommodatesuchavesselanywherenearHaleCreek,the nearesttown,agoodtwentymilesaway.Thenhehearditagain,another“toot”, samepitchasbefore.

“Noboatshere.”OpawavedoffthesuggestionasifEgg’scommentwasamong themostludicroushehadheardallyear.“Justabird.”

Eggthoughtthatunlikelybutfoundnoreasontoarguethepointandstepped

insidethechickenenclosure.Thecoopresemblednothingmoreelegantthanatool shedbuthesupposedthechickenshadlittlereasontomindtherusticlodgingsso longasitkeptfoxesandferalhousecatsatbay.

“WhatshouldIdowiththis?”Eggasked,holdingoutthebucket.

Withasweepofhisgoodhand,Opaindicatedheshouldemptythecontents ontothemuddygrass.Thenheunlatchedthelittledooronthesideofthehenhouse andouttheytrotted,abouttwentyorsobirds,downtherampandintothe enclosure.Therewereplainchickens,whiteandcaramelbrown,butalsospeckled hensandonegallantroosterwithblackandwhitespottedfeathers.Theywent straightforthescraps,peckingwithgustoatthefeastofdecomposingleftovers.Egg yawned,marvelingattheirenergyatthisungodlyhour.Hismomalwayssaidhehad lovedhelpingcollecttheeggsinthemorningwhenhewaslittle,buthedidn’trecall havingtowakeupthisearlytodoit.

AsifansweringaquestionEggwouldn’thavethoughttoask,Opasaid, “Chickencan’ttastespiceofpepper,”thennoddedproudly,asifsuchabizarre evolutionarytraithadbeenhisidea.“Come,wegeteggs.”

WhileOpapluckedeggsfromthenestingboxesusinghisonegoodarm,Egg heldoutthebucket,thesameonehehadjustemptied,intowhichOpaplacedthe delicateorbs.Likethehens,someeggswerewhite,somewerebrown,andsomehad freckledspots.Then,theyleftthebirdstotheirbreakfastandchatterandlockedthe gatebehindthem.Backatthehouse,Opainstructedhimtostacktheeggsinthebig fridge,theextraoneinthelaundryroom.“Makesureyoudowithoutbreaking,”he said.

Muttering“I’mnotfive,”Eggretreatedtothecornerhisgrandfatherhad indicated.Hecouldn’trecallhavingeverdroppedaneggatanyage.Besidethe fridge,hefoundastackofemptyeggcartonscutinhalfsothateachcontainerheld sixeggs.Hetransferredthefreshbatchtothecartons withoutdroppingasingleone andslidthemintothefridge,whichalreadyheldtenothersAfew,henoted,held onlyfourapieceTheseeggsweresmallerandgreenwithlittlebrownspecklesThey remindedhimofamphibians,ofwhatadinosaureggmightlooklikeClearly,these hadn’tcomefromthechickensMoretothepoint,hewonderedhowOpamanaged toeatsomanybyhimselfbeforeconsideringheprobablysoldmostofthem

Hefoundtheoldmaninthekitchen.Opa’shouse,orratherthescentofit,spicy andearthy,struckafamiliarnoteinEgg’smemory.Itwasmadeofsolidstone more likeboulders,really,cementedtogether andthickwoodenbeams,asthoughthe househadsproutedstraightfromtheearth.Opabuiltithimself,that’swhathismom said,andEggbelievedher.Nonormalarchitectwoulddesignahousethisway. Thankstothenumberofadditionstackedonovertheyearsthehomewasa mishmashofincongruousrooms.Egggazedupward.Twobalconies,oneontopof theother,overlookedthecombinedkitchenandlivingroom.Overeachrailing

hungbouquetsofclothes,twistedsheets,wettowels,andfadedblankets.Minusthe practical,wear-worndécor,onlysubtlehintsatothershavingoncelivedhere remained,smalltestamentstothosewho’dmovedon.Afuneralportraitofhis grandmotherwastheonlyphotographinsight.Afewtrinketsthatmighthave belongedtoherlinedabuilt-inshelfthatranalongtheceiling.AheavyblackBible satonthesidetablenexttoasaggingcouch.Nothingpredatedthebirthofhis mother,nothingherehadcomefromOpa’splaceoforigin,fromIndonesia.

OpawasquicktoextricateEggfromhisreverie.“Whyyoualwaysstandaround? Gosettable!”

Obediently,Egghuntedfordishesandcutlery.Opafollowed,settingoutasmall jarofhomemadepickles.

“Here.Youtry,”hesaid.

Asarule,Eggwaswaryofanyvegetablepickledbyhismaternalgrandparents.If thesewereanythingliketheonesOmausedtosendeveryautumnforIndonesian IndependenceDay alongwiththecrackershismothercalled krupuk theycould ulcerateyouresophagus.Whenhewasyoung,hehadaskedhismomwhytheysent pickleswhen,presumably,theycouldsendcookiesorchocolateortoys.Shehad explaineditwasatraditionthatremindedthemofwheretheygrewup,whichmeant nothingtoEggatthatage.Later,whenpressed,shetoldhimthatherparentshad stillbeenthere,hadbeenchildrenwhenithappened,thatfightforindependence. Egg,despitebeingonlytwogenerationsremoved,knewnothingaboutthehistorical event,leastofallwhotheislandershadneededindependencefrom.TheBritish seemedareasonableguess.OrwasittheFrench?Eitherway,theconnection betweenpicklesandcrackersandtherevolutionagainstthecolonialistsseemed tenuousinhismind.Maybeithadsomethingtodowithrestrictionsimposedbythe Europeans.Perhapsthey’dinstatedapickleprohibitionwhich,whenlifted,gavethe peoplereasontocelebratebysharingpicklessospicythatanylingeringcolonial inhabitantswouldhavetokeeptheirdistance,ormoveawayentirelyOrmaybe picklesandcrackersjustshippedwelltoCanadaEggchoseoneandsetitgingerly betweenhisteethAsexpected,histongueblistered,theinsidesofhisearsburnedAt leastOpagotagoodlaughathisexpense

Alongwithpickles,Opaservedomeletswithdicedasparagusandgreenonion Despitehisdumb,inflexiblenickname,Egghadneverreallyenjoyedeatingeggsbut keptthispreferencetohimself.Heharboredaquietsuspicionthatcomplaintswould notbepermittedinthishouse.JustasEggforkedinanothermouthful,displaying whathefeltwasaremarkabledegreeoftolerance,Opamadeanunwelcome announcement.

“Tomorrow,wegetupevenmoreearly.”

“Whatfor?”Eggasked,soundingpainedandpetulant,eventohimself.Forget fun,atthisratehewouldn’tevenbesleepingthissummer.

“Gototown.Bigmarketday.Youhelp.”

Farmer’smarketswereforhippiesandvegans,peoplewhoworeleathersandals anddrankkalethroughastraw.Hecouldn’timaginehisgrandfather,a curmudgeonly,hard-shelledoldoysterofaman,minglingwiththatcrowd.Egg,on theotherhand,mightmeetpeople girlshisownage.Thethoughtsentapleasant surgethroughouthisbodythatoverwhelmedeventheunappealingtextureofthe eggsinhismouth.Assumingthosesortsofgirlsdidn’tneglecthygieneordiscussthe ethicalambiguitiesofsourcingsingle-origincoffeebeansjustforlaughs,hemight haveadecenttime.Unless,ofcourse,marketsweredifferentinHaleCreek, Kentuckythanwherehehailedfrom.Maybetheonlywomenwhoshoppedat countrymarketspushedbuggies,eitherthegrocerykindorthebabykind.Inwhich case,hewouldratherstayhome.

Ashegatheredthebreakfastdishes,Eggvoicedhisplansfortheday.Opawaved theproposalaside,tellingEggtofocushiseffortsonthegarden,leavingnoroomfor debate.Infact,hewentsofarastoinsistthatEggleavethedirtydishesinthesink. Hecoulddothemlater.Evidentlythatever-needfulinfant,thegarden,required immediateattention.Withafleetingthoughtforthecrustydisheshewouldhaveto scrapelater,Eggonceagainfollowedhisgrandfatheroutsideandaroundthesideof thehouse,tothesunniestspotonthehill.

Geometricallyspeaking,thegardenwasarrangedinseveralwell-organized rectangles.Atfirstglance,itappearedthatanyeffortsaimedattidinesshadbeen earmarkedentirelyforthisplot,bypassingthehousealtogether.Asanartist,Egg couldappreciatethedifferenttextures,theendlessvarietyoforganicshapes,the colorsrangingfromdeepoceanpurpletoleafygreentogoldenrodandeye-popping pink.Butasayoungmanaccustomedtoconcreteandasphaltandthepurelylinear landscapeinherenttomoderncities,hefeltatwistofanxietywhenfacedwithso manyunfamiliarvariables.Whatwashesupposedtodowithsuchaperplexing assortment?

OpahandedEggalargeplasticwateringcan,ridiculouslyundersizedforthe dimensionsoftheplots

“Don’tyouhaveahose?”Eggasked “Hoseforbigplants,hardycropsUsethisforseedlingsandcarefuljobs”

Opashowedhimwheretodunkthewateringcaninarainbarrel,thenledhim toasmallgreenhousehiddenbehindacopseoftallpines.There,hisgrandfathergave himhisfirstlesson:howtouseawateringcan.Withhisunbrokenhand,Opa demonstrated,goingoverthetraysafewtimestoletthewatersoakintothesoil, darkeningitbydegrees,beforehandingthedevicebacktohisgrandson.Whenthe canemptied,Eggreturnedtotherainbarrel,thentogreenhouse,andbackagainin anendlesslyloopingcycle.Eggfeltcertainhehadneverattendedtoanythingso tediousinhislife.

“Look,look!Watchwhatyou’redoing.Lookatsoil,noteverywhichway. Focus,”Opasaid.“See?Youdotoomuch,nowwaterrunoffandmakepuddle.”He tsked,thenshowedEggwheretofindthehose.“Hoseconnectstopump,overatthe pond,”heexplained,thoughEggreallycouldn’tcarelessabouttheproperty’s plumbingarrangements.Afterdemonstratingoncemorehowtowaterthedarn plants really,itisn’trocketscience Opahadhimusherdifferenttraysbearingthe morematureseedlingsfromthegreenhouseouttothegarden,indicatingwherehe shouldseteachone.

“Thisonesquash,thatonebrusselssprout,thatoneonion.Everythingreadyto go.”Opakneltintothesoiland,withhisgoodarm,producedasmallhandheld shovelfromthedeepsidepocketofhisbaggy,crustyoveralls.“Usetrowel,likethis. Makeholethissize,thendropin.Pressdown.Nextonegothisfarapart,notmore, notless.Egg,youwatching?Payattention!”

“Iamwatching!”

Giventhatthecriticwashisgrandfather,Eggcouldn’tdecidewhetherhewould prefertobeadmiredorgoonbeingheldindisfavorbythisgrouchy,unfamiliarold man.Middlingsomewhereinbetween,though,feltjustasdissonantand uncomfortable.Egghadalwaysbeenmoreinclinedtoseekothers’approvalthan dabbleindisobedience,atraitthathadmadehimafavoriteofmanyteachersoverthe years.Solongasataskheldhisinterestandseemedimportanttohim,hecouldbe self-motivatedtoworkhard.Thischaracteristicmadehimaselectivelygoodstudent. Notthesortwhoaskedspecific,discerning,orelaboratequestions,notanAstudent byanymeans,butonewhoquietlysubmittedassignmentsontimeandnevergave anytroubleor,forthatmatter,anyreasontonoticehim.Onlyinartclassesdidhe becomeadifferent,moreconfidentpersonaltogether.

Lately,afterthedivorce,hehaddiscoveredanewsourceofmotivation.Forhis mom’ssake,hewantedtoperformwellifonlytoproveshehadraisedacapable youngmanButhisgrandfather,knowinglyornot,hadalreadytargetedhisAchilles heel:Eggstruggledtowithstandcensure,irrespectiveofitssourceThetoneinhis grandfather’svoice,sharpandcondemnatory,jangledhisnerves

“Egg!Overhere”Opapressedupoffthegroundandshuffledalongthepath betweencropbeds“Afteryouplant,thenyougathercropsAllthesegotomarket Youknowthisone?”

“Peas?”

“Good,andthisone?”

“Uh,celery?”Eggsaid,thoughthecolorseemedoff,tooredforcelery.Tooearly forpopquizzes.

“Gah!Your ibu,sheteachyounothing?Thisonerhubarb,thatonespinach,that one,thatone,thatone,alllettuce.”

Risingtohismother’sdefense,Eggfinallysnapped.“Giveherabreak!Sheworks

allthetime.Jesus.”

Withoutformallyacknowledginghisgrandson’soutburst,Opakneltandsaid, “Youwatch.Ishow.”Hefumbledtheclipperswithhisleft,presumablynondominanthand,cursing.Eggcroucheddownbesidehimandheldouthisown.Opa passedhimthetool.“Forlettuce,seehowleavesgrowlikethis,outwardand outward,likeflowers?”

“Uhhuh.”

“Cliponlyoutsideleaves,putinbucket.Whenfinished,alltheselettuce…here, come,Ishow.”Upagainandbacktotherainbarrel,“Leavesgetawash,thenbagfor market.”

Afterthatlengthyintroduction,Opadisappearedinthedirectionofhis workshop.Eggcheckedthetimeonhisphone.Justaftereight.Hisfriendsback homewouldn’tbeupforanothertwohoursatleast.Eggfelttheswiftpangof jealousy,imaginingthefamiliarcontoursofhisownbed,sleepinginittillnoon whenthesun’sraysfinallypiercedhiswest-facingbedroomwindow.Butenvywas anemotiontooenormoustobearatsuchanearlyhour,soEggletitgo.Self-pity, however,wasanotherthingaltogether.

Theyhadneverownedthesortofphonethatsatsnuglyonareceiver,buthe likedtheideaofslammingdownsomethinghand-heldattheconclusionofan infuriatingconversation,liketheoneandOpahadjusthad.Instead,fromhisseated positionontheground,setbetweenthegardenbeds,hethrewthehandtrowelas hardashecould.Itwentspinningoveritself,sailingoverthedrivewayandbeyond thefencelineintotheun-mowedcowpasture.Itlanded,unsatisfyingly,withbarely arustleinthegrass.Eggsatforanotherminute,hisrearinthedirt,fuming,before decidingheoughttogofetchit.Theworkwouldn’tdoitselfandhedidn’twantto givehisgrandfatherexcusestochastisehim.

Hestompedovertothefence.Theairhadbecomesothickwithhumidityhis sweatcouldn’tbebotheredtoevaporate.Heusedhist-shirttowipehisface,then placedhisfootonthebottomrung,readytovaultover.Asifhe’dtriggeredanalarm, heheardafamiliar“Oy,oy,oy!”Hisgrandfather,wavinghisgoodarmfuriously, totteredupthedrivewayinhisdirection.“Whereyougoing?Nogoinginthere. Youstayout!“

“Ilostthetrowel,”Eggadmitted,straddlingthefence,unsurewhichsidetofall on.

“Huh?Howyoulose?”

Afairquestion.“It’sjustrightthere,Icanseeit,”hesaid,whichwastrue.Itwas intact,lyinginnocentlybetweentheweedsandtallprairiegrasses.

“Getdown.Iwilldo,”Opasaid.HepassedEggandkeptonwalkingalongthe driveway.Whenhereachedagateinthefence,helethimselfthrough.Onthe pastureside,heusedhisgoodhandtosteadyhimselfagainstthefencerailashe

steppedgingerlythroughthewaisthighgrass.Thenhewalkedallthewaybackto whereEggstood.Eggpointedtowherethetrowellay.Opacrouched,pickeditup, andhandedittohim,glowering.“Youstayout,”hesaidagain,thenturnedand walkedbacktothegate. *

Hehopedtheunyieldingnoondaysunandhardmanuallaborwouldridhismind ofallitsturbulentthoughts,likesweatingouttoxinsinasauna.Sofar,thismethod hadn’tproducedthedesiredresultsbutatleasthecouldfeelself-righteousinhis wretchedness.Withsanctimoniousshowmanship,Egghadrefusedtojoinhis grandfatherforlunchinthesweetlyair-conditionedhouse.Frankly,hewouldrather sulkandstarvethansitthroughanothersermonor,perhapsevenmorelikely, supercilioussilence.Evenasheworkedatshovingyoungsproutsintotheirdirty holesanddumpingwhateverproducelookedreadyintobasketsandbuckets,he consideredstuffinghisfaceoutofspite.Rawkaleandplainlettuceleaves,however, hardlymadeforanappealingcombination,letalonefairretribution.Thus,itwas withsmugsatisfactionwhen,aroundmidafternoon,Eggfinallycompletedhis assignedchores,everysingleone.Hehadwatered,planted,gathered,sorted,washed, andbagged,andtakenonlyonebreaktopissinthebushes.Nowaytheoldfart couldcomplainnow.Sunburntandsensinganoncomingheadache,probablyfrom dehydration,Eggwanderedbacktothehouse.Hewaspleasedtofinditempty.Even thedogwaselsewhere.Acoldshower,hedecided,wouldbejustthethingtowash awaythetensionandgrime.Besides,hehadn’tbathedsinceleavingTorontoandhe wasstartingtogetawhiffofhisownripeness.

Ittooklongerthanitoughttofindacleantowel.Inthewashroom,hepeeledoff hisshirtandshortsbeforediscoveringthehand-writtennotesellotapedtothemirror. Itread,‘Five minute or less shower only’ .“That’sgenerous,”hegrumbled.“Still,theold manwasn’taroundtotellhimoff.Couldaten-minuteshowerreallybringtheworld toanend?Eggturnedonthetapandsteppedunderthecoolwater,relishingthe sensationofdirtandsweatbeingwashedaway.

Asherinsedthelastsudsfromhishair,feelingmuchbetter,Eggheardpounding onthewashroomdoor.Bang,bang,bangitwent,likethebatteringofrisingblood pressure.Heturnedoffthesqueakytapand,wrappedonlyinatowel,crackedopen thedoor.

“Toolongshower,”Opasaid.“Fiveminuteorless.Younotseesign?”

“ShouldIsetatimer?”Eggasked,meaningitasajoke,butOpaonlyscowled andpassedhimanoventimershapedlikeachicken.“Alright,I’ll,uh,setthetimer nexttime.Sorry.”

“Don’tbesorry.Don’tdo!”

“Okay!Igetit.Jeez.Butnexttimeyouneedtolectureme,couldyouatleastlet meputonsomepantsfirst.”

“Nexttime,youpayattention.Nolecture.”

Of Wine and Broken Streets

Hiswords,muchlikethestreets ofhisowncity,werecoarseandcallous. Beautiful,strange,anddangerousflowers sprungfromthespidered,brokenconcrete.

AttimesItrippedoverobstacles, andonoccasiondescended intodarkwinecellars missingtheirgratesandglass. Theystoredsecretsofhispast blood-colouredwine, andsomehiddenwithamber. Ithirstedforthatwine.

AndIlongedforhisamber thatsparkledsomewhereinthedark.

Thatdark-floweredboy whowouldneverbreakhismother’sback, butdetestedallsoftness, andwhogrewruggedlyandwildly betweenthebrokenconcrete,slabs, andcracks

squirrel

noisy big moving shaketail breaking twigs closer very big chatter shaketailchatter kicking up leaves noisy noisy! climbup upbranch closer shaketailchatter close! othersidetree outofsight noshakingnochattering silence moving kicking up leaves new noises like bird not bird noisy watching breaking twigs going waiting noises smaller smaller waiting gone waiting

Frozen Diarrhea In a Flowerpot

ChaseHarker

AtDuskIwillheaddowntotheriverbank

Whenthewindbaresitswhiteteeth

Andstripsthetidefromtheshoreline

IwillfindwhatIamlookingfor

ByGodIwill toothornail

YettheremaybesomethingImiss

ThePearlFigurine pardonme

Tenderly theOnyxPebble

Glisteningagainstyourfeebleskin

Itis whenIam therealized

Mirror whenIaxeinward

Andshatter iceupona

Bluntblade’sedge Ihaveseen

Thelightflashback thruthe

Blacktunnel Ihaveseenthe

Treesrevealtheirfacesbeneath

Theirbark Ihavesmelledtheforests

Smolderinginthenextcountyover Iknow

TheblushoftheNakedManinhisSuit

Iknowhowheprefershisbagels

Sprinkledwithsharpcheddarflakes

Iknowthewayyouglanceatmewhen

Themoonspindriftsitsquicksilversilk

Acrossyourclenchedeyelidsandchills

Mysorrowstoyourredswollencheeks they are

Delicious so cold so sweet

Ihaveknownmanypoetsinmylife

Theyspeaktheinflectedlanguages

Ofthedeadnow theystudytheirgrammars

InthegreatHereafter theyremain

Honestlaborers thehungriest

AndmostquotedamongtheAngels

SinginguponBlazingArches

IntothewidewindingearofGod’sgreenwound

Remembranceisableedingriver

Thatweavesthrumiddlepassages

Ofmidnightdreamscapes outthere

IsaTidalWavebreakingthe

Horizon plungingwhite- crested

Intoclearinsatiableshoals

Allourshipsareanchorednow

Whateverbelost belost Omymammothheart

Iwantthelastbookoff

Thelaststandingshelfanda

Magnifyingglasstoread

TheWhitenessoftheSpermWhale

Inallitssilent abysmal Beauty

Beauty Beauty Beauty

Beauty

Dead Drunk

ChaseHarker

Overnight,deaddrunkamongBlack-eyedSusans, Thewindspreadathinpollensheet

Overmyfacelikemargarinesmoothed

Acrosstheburntheelsofpumpernickel

Youleftformealmothsbyourkitchensink. Havingwolfeddownthewholesettingsun, Andsippedmyselftosleeponthemoon’s

Lukewarmfirewater,Imistookyourvoice

Forthewindthrumyhair.Forgiveme

Icouldnothearmyownnamestumbling

Likeacragsmanoffofyoursteeplowerlip.

Iwasdreamingmyearsweremuffled Betweenyourthighs.BythetimeIawoke, Springhadalreadycome.Iforagedthroughout Daybreakforyourwind-scatteredsighs.

Lilies of the Valley

CharlotteTrumble

Lightandlinenwhite laceandlightestcream skinandstemtheyare everywhereinthe languidwoodsnodding andprayingintheir creepingfinery. Inthelittlecrook oftheirbodiestheir sicklebendandmusk perfumepourssyrup withdownturnedfaces, moisttendrilsbeneath. Theytellstoriesof regeneration, randomtoxicseeds yearafteryear,take themwithdamptone weedswithoutmercy, humoredreverentweeds.

Tributary features

Nomapatyourdisposal,namethecreek fromthesea.Athighwayspeeds,the CarmelRiverseemsawfulsalinetome. Build your bridge. Wall the marine. Whenthelawntreatmentrunsoff,what shade of green will the bloom be? Understandit’safluidsituation,butrisk over-exposingthebigpicture,andthe shorelinesalljubileethemselvestodeath. Listen.That’syourbloodinacalcium carbonatechamber.Listen,we’reallin pressingdanger.Royalflush,commoner exit.Phytotoxicblush,existentialthreat. Yes, I’m beating the issue. Yes, I’m breathing tissues dependent on a precious,commoncompound.Allowme toexpoundfurtherandI’llworkmyself intoaparchedfervor.Ifyoupreferan aquifer of quick cash, tap that vein before it withers like Napa vines in recordheat.Iwakehalf-insanetoGulf reports of galling policy failures and failingtropicalreefs.Couldtheweather getanymoretopical?Myownhome statewillgrowbonedrysoonerrather thanlate.What’stheretoturntowine kk

thesedays?Westernbasinsgapeatplanes overhead. Dry spouts, brittle wheat, goodbye bread and fishes. If miracles demandsacrifices,whattributedoIoffer mytributaries?Itireoftreatingtragedy likealiterarydevice,butIhavemore peninkthanvotes.Therainbowwasa promise,butnottoeachother.When boatsrunaground,willweremember wedon’tliveonether?Eitherthiswellpaperedfantasygoes,orIdo.Wealldo.

The Story of Our Family MattCooper

For John Manwarren

Hemumbledtohimself leaningagainstthebar: oh, and then there was my great-great aunt who was sentenced to death and hung in the streets of Bismarck for stealing horses so, I wrote this to remind you that what appears to be extinct it holds on quietly for a bit

Ppppsssstttt

N.T.Chambers

Araindrop

likeasparrow’stear playingitspart explodesacrossmyface murmuringitssecrets inabriefcaress andthenrunsoff leavingmesomehowchanged butnopoorerthanIwas

Old Man’s Farm

Thisbarnhasbeenworked toacrookedspine andwewonderifitwillseethroughanotherwinter.

Theharrow hasbecomebrown,jagged,rustingmetalfingers skeletalandreachingthroughthegrave ofearthitonceplowed Iknowwherethingsgo whentheycangonofurther.

Wherethesapbucketsrustinsummer andtractorspilewhentheirlungshaveheaved afinalexhaust.

Wheretheoldboathasdugananchor intothefield’shungrymouth, wherewaspshavewovenshackles aroundthetrapper-housedoor.

Ihaveheardthisnamebefore, feltitwhisperedbythewoodenlips oftreesuponmyback, meltingmeintothesnow, watcheditburn inthefire,hanging fromthemouthofacoyote.

Iamnottheboyuponanironthrone who,acrossthisland, commandsthereaper. Ilookitintheeye forIamthisseason’sharvest.

JULY

Megan‘MegLynn’Moss

Theheatclingslikeanunwantedhand, grippingthebackofmyneck, draggingsweatdownmyspine. Cicadashumtheirtiredsong, singingtonoone, singingjusttoprovetheyarestillhere. Theworldslowsinthethickofsummer, airheavywiththescentofasphaltandcutgrass, andIwonderhowmanyJulys IwillsitthroughbeforeIlearn tolovethewaiting. BeforeIstopcheckingtheskyforrain thatnevercomes, beforeIstopcountingthedays untiltheairturnscrispagain, beforeIstoptryingtooutrun thesunsinkinglowbehindthefields. Iwasbornintheheatoflatespring, madeofwarmpavementandsunburntskin, offireflynightsandbarefootmornings, ofopenroadsshimmeringinthedistance, callingmesomewherecooler, somewherequieter, somewherethatdoesn’tsmelllikegasolineanddust. ButIalwaysenduphere, inthethickofJuly, learningagainhowtowait

Eggs

SomedaysIremember thateggsexist.

Iwakelate,ruffled,down,covered andthere—onthediningtable withyolkeyes eggs whitelikewhippedcreamor cookiedoughorsnowdays thatarewear-a-jacketcold. Iwonderwhyeggsevenbotherwith thejacket,theshellthathugstightly thewhiteheartthatshares past&present andI’mremindedthat presentisagift:Alwaysisafullglass ofhalf&halfmilk, abowlofsoupwhenI’msick. Tomatoeggsoup.Myfavorite.

Eggsalwaysknowhowto covertheiryolklikehowEarthknowstofillthesoil withiron&water&toughtenderness.

Somedays,Iwaketoeggs andIleavetheplateuntouched. NowIlookoutthecarwindow andimagineaworldwhere,instead, Ikepteatingandeating

andIeatandnowIeatand Ilosttrackofcracksinthesidewalk becauseI’mreminded Idon’tneedtocrackopen cloudstoseethesun.

CONTRIBUTORS

Alexandra Bergmann isawriter,educator,andscientistfromtheSanFrancisco BayArea.Theyarealsoanavidrunner,baker,andbirdwatcher.Alexandra'sworkis forthcomingin Mantis, Tendon,and SAGE Magazine.

Laura Bettenhausen graduatedfromUW-Madisonin2024andisnowworkingat RootedastheTroyKids'GardenManager.Theylovebeingoutsideandgettingkids excitedaboutgrowingfood!Whennotatthegarden,Lauraenjoyshiking,crafts, andboardgamenightswithfriends!

Soffía Blystra isanaspiringLatinxwriterwhoenjoyswritinginSpanglish.When sheisnotreading,shelovestospendtimewithherfamily,friends,andpets.Sheis theeditor-in-chiefof (Zine)Lugar Zine,adigitalfanzinefocusedonidentityand belonging.

N.T. Chambers,aChicagonativeandformereducatorandprofessionalcounselor, writesabouttheemotionsandexperiencesintrinsictohumannature.Theauthor livesinthehighdesertofArizonawithapartnerandyoungEnglishbulldognamed Tulip.Workshavebeenpublishedbyover35journalsandmagazines.

Matt Cooper isateacherandlifelongwriterfromWichita,Kansas.Hehasworked asajournalistinKansasaswellasaninternationalcorrespondentduringhistime writingabroadinJapan.HeisthesonofaLakotamotherandanIrish-American father.Inresponsetothequestionofhisendgoalinthecraft,Matttendstoposit that:“ItisoneofmymostprecioushopesthatIcantellmyparents’storytothoseall aroundwillingtolisten.Mixed-Indigenousfamiliessurroundyouinallthe commonsofAmerica.Theypassrightinfrontofyoureyeseveryday andmostof themwilltellyouexactlywheretheycomefrom righthere.”

Emily Grandy istheauthoroftwoaward-winningnovels, Michikusa House and Cupido Cupido.Thisshortstoryisanexcerptfrom Cupido Cupido (TexasTech UniversityPress/Terrain.org),whichwontheSowellEmergingWriter'sPrizeand wasafinalistforthePEN/Bellwether.Thebookwillbeavailableinspring2026.Her otherwritinghasappearedinbothscientificandliteraryjournalsandcanbefound viaherwebsiteatemilygrandy.com.ShelivesinMilwaukee,WI.

Chase Harker isapoetfromNewBern,NorthCarolina.HeisaMFAstudentat UNC-Wilmington.Hisworkhasappearedin Appalachian Review, storySouth, Roanoke Review,andelsewhere.

Natalie Khmelevsky iscurrentlyafreshmanpursuingadualdegreeinArtwitha focusinGraphicDesignandDesign,Innovation,andSocietyontheTechnology PathwayattheUniversityofWisconsin-Madison.Withafoundationincolorpencil, shehasjustrecentlystartedbranchingoutintotheworldofoilpastels.Herartistic andcreativejourneycanbefounddocumentedonherInstagram,@natalie.khm.art.

Nathaniel Lachenmeyer isanaward-winningdisabledauthorofbooksforchildren andadults.Hisfirstbook, The Outsider,whichtakesasitssubjecthislatefather's struggleswithschizophreniaandhomelessness,waspublishedbyBroadwayBooks.

Nathanielhasforthcoming/recentlypublishedpoemswith North Dakota Quarterly, F(r)iction, About Place Journal, Santa Clara Review, Epiphany, The Normal School, Berkeley Poetry Review and DIAGRAM.NathaniellivesoutsideAtlantawithhis family.www.NathanielLachenmeyer.com.

Eve Lazarski isafreshmanatUW-Madisonstudyingbiology.Sheenjoysartand photographyinhersparetime.

Grace Melstrand isafreshmenatUW-Madison,wheresheispursuingadouble majorinCreativeWritingandPsychology.OriginallyfromWestBend,Wisconsin, shehasalwaysbeendevotedtowritingandrecentlyfoundaninterestinpoetry.She isanawardwinningartistwhoisheavilyinspired,inbothartandwriting,byhuman interactionswithnatureandthequietbeautyofdailylifeinruralsettings.Sheisvery excitedforherfirstpublication!

Megan "MegLynn" Moss isawriterandpoetfromKingston,OklahomaShehas beenpublishedinheruniversity'sliteraryjournal Originals andhasbeenafeatured readerattheWednesdayNightPoetryeventinHotSprings,Arkansas.Sheis currentlyastudentatEastCentralUniversitywheresheiscompletingher undergraduatestudiesinEnglish.

Melina Nguyen (she/her)isaseniorstudyingPoliticalScience,Geographyand EnvironmentalStudiesatUW—Madison.ShehasbeenpartofThePeople'sFarm since2022andissogratefulforthepeopleshehasmetthroughthisorganization. HerfondestmemoriesatthefarmincludediggingforpotatoesduringHarvest seasonandbonfireswiththeboard.

Stephen Toogood isateacherinTbilisiwhoenjoysguitarand20thc.American Lit.Hispoemshaveappearedin Eunoia Review.

Charlotte Trumble isapoetandpianistfromMequon,Wisconsin.Shestudiedat LawrenceUniversity,whereshereceivedthe2020-2021HicksPrizeinPoetry.Her workcanalsobefoundin fsm. Art Journal and The Dewdrop.

Kevin Wei isafreshmanattheUniversityofPennsylvaniastudyingDigitalMedia Design.Heenjoyspoetryaswellasgamedevelopment,playingtrumpet,and walkinghisdog.

Courtney Weston isasecond-yearGlobalSecuritystudentattheUniversityof Wisconsin-Madison.Inherfreetime,sheenjoysreading,hiking,andspending timewithherfriendsontheUWSoilJudgingTeam.Youcanfindmoreofher writtenworkwith the Rachel Carson Landmark Alliance, the Wisconsin Fellowship of Poets,and The Ekphrastic Review.GoBadgers!

AlexandraBergmann

LauraBettenhausen

SoffíaBlystra

N.T.Chambers

MattCooper

EmilyGrandy

ChaseHarker

NatalieKhmelevsky

NathanielLachenmeyer

EveLazarski

GraceMelstrand

Megan"MegLynn"Moss

MelinaNguyen

StephenToogood

CharlotteTrumble

KevinWei

CourtneyWeston

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