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Photo by Noel Perrin
I am a woman
Why am I being questioned constantly by the people
Of this society as if
We all don’t make the society
As if men bleed anymore red Than i do
I am a daughter
Why am I looked any different Than a son
As if I can’t give a respectful Name to the family
As if I can’t find a nice home
To settle into I am a mother
Sacrificing my body
My hopes and dreams
And my life
To give a life
Though, they’ve portrayed me
As if I am weak
As if we all don’t come From women
Look at me through
The eyes of love
I am a blessing, a gift I am a woman
The wound of ideology
Cuts right through
The skin of differences
Of you and I
We are not rivals
Individually we are whole
Together we are more
“I am a woman”
by Pabi Basnet
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Photo by Opah Bah
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Photo by Luke Ouren
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Photo by Opah Bah
Somewhere on earth
Where the grass lies around us
The wind calling out our names
The birds singing to us
Lies there our sweet home
Just on top of the mountains
Full of love, hopes and dreams
The rainbow across the sky
Cries out of happiness
Knowing without the rain
She’d be lost and forgotten forever
I lie there in silence
Looking at the stars
Appreciating the beauty of life
I had wished for
It feels as if
This is all a dream
I have everything I ever wanted
In front of me
Yet, I feel deep sorrow
Knowing death is inevitable
We may die
Though my love for you
Shall live forever
“Somewhere on Earth”
by Pabi Basnet
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Photo by Noel Perrin
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Photo by Melanie Guevara
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Above: “Piptar” Artwork by Erin Pazour
Someone told me that To get to the bigger picture You have to have The right puzzle pieces
Though, you’ve accompanied me To find half of those pieces
When we parted our ways No hurt in my heart, just the warmth Of the pieces we were able To put together
On each other’s board
Maybe I tried to force some pieces Into making it fit Now I can finally say You simply weren’t A piece, that completed my bigger picture
Though we were pieces In each other’s lives I wish nothing but a whole for you
“Someone told me” by Pabi Basnet
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Photo by Opah Bah
Mirror mirror on the wall
I fell so deep into The darkness of the world
Tell me who is behind that wall
It’s a reflection of you my love
The world sucked me dry
Took the only thing that I had left of me
My reflection
Mirror mirror on the wall
It’s time I look again
With my vision and Not the world’s
“Mirror mirror” by Pabi Basnet
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Photos by Opah Bah
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I was a rainy night Yet, you opened your windows to me Even though I brought lightnings
You watched me in joy As if I brought you comfort When everyone else failed And feared me You found me soothing And fell asleep
In the sound of my thunderstorm
“I was a rainy night” by Pabi Basnet
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Photo by Luke Ouren
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Photo by Elizabeth Jensen @lizjensmedia on IG
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Photo by Melanie Guevara
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Artwork by Elizabeth Jensen @lizjensmedia on IG
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Photo by Opah Bah
The sign glimmered, Words spelled out, Hotel Ritz, Observing the watch on my wrist, Strapping the camera on, Peeking through the lens, Pushing through men, Testing the components, Rumors I hear, Waiting for her to appear, Heels clicking on sidewalk, Lights flicker, Her and him bicker, Rushed into the black car, Flash noises were the only sound, Eyes of London weighed down, Speedometer rising, Car crashing, it wasn’t surprising, Weeping citizens lined the streets, She may have never played the part, But she was the queen of our hearts.
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“She
Gone in a Flash” by Olivia Day Above: “TEARS” by Jessica Chau
There was a time Where
I’ve been at my lowest
With no support
A dark place
With no escape
From my reality
The thoughts I fought so much
Became my closest friend
Looking back now
Feels like everything changed
In the blink of an eye
Still in shock
Of how far I’ve come
The past may not have been
My choice
But the future shall be Once upon a time...
“There was a time” by Pabi Basnet
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Photo by Opah Bah
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I want the thrill of stolen glances our initials doodled on paper and carved in trees I want little love letters laying around your hand in mine, with our fingers intertwined so I don’t mind if I turn beet red if I stumble over sentences or syllables because at the end of it all most of all I want you “Lovesick” by Autumn Schreiber @autumnalvale on IG
Left and next page spread: Artwork by Elizabeth Jensen @lizjensmedia on IG
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I remember seeing you
When I finally got the courage to visit you
In that chair you’ve had for ages
The one matching with grandma
I will always remember the way you stayed strong
Even though you knew time was creeping up on you soon
I’m sorry I wasn’t there when you finally got to see her-
Again
But even now I’m glad I didn’t have to see you leave
The way you were so desperately gasping for air
Will always haunt my mind
I wish I could have taken the pain from you
Praying to everyone that I had already lost For you to have a peaceful goodbye
Maybe they didn’t have that power
But I still wished endlessly, That for you they would
I hope that from time to time you look over me,
And are proud of what I’ve achieved
“Grandpa”
by Isabella Cooey
@Bella_Cooey_ on IG
When I saw you in that bed I thought the world was coming to an end
You always fought so hard I was mad to see that this was how you would meet your end
In the room made for people to leave It felt as if they were mocking me
I guess I never knew how much it would hurt me to see you leave
You were fragile and frail Laying in there
How was this fair?
I had to leave while you were still in there
When I got the call I wished it was for something much happier
But I knew you would be happy finally able to meet your maker
I hope you know that you still mean the world to me
And how much it hurt me to know you had to leave
“Grandma” by Isabella Cooey
@Bella_Cooey_ on IG
by Luke Ouren
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“In Bloom” Photo by Autumn Schreiber @autumnalvale on IG
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Right: “Ol’Mar” Artwork by Erin Pazour
Above: “SPEEDLINE” Artwork
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by Andrew Payton
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Photo by Luke Ouren
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Photo by Melanie Guevara
“MegaAsh” Artwork
by Erin Pazour
The beauty of the moon
Resembling you
You’re worried and insecure
About the scars you hold
Forgetting there is beauty
Even in your scars
Just like the beautiful moon
It has its own scars
Yet, it still shines bright
Every night
“The beauty of the moon” by
Pabi Basnet
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“Van
If I could be anything I’d be an art Of any form
I’d wanna be the painting You painted on the walls The poetry you wrote In your notes
I’d wanna be the photographs In your album
If I could be an art
I’d be your vision
I’d wanna be your voice
If i could be an art
I’d wanna be your mind
“If I could be anything” by Pabi Basnet
Above:
Snow” Artwork by James Gregg
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Left: Artwork by Elizabeth Jensen @lizjensmedia on IG
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Above: “JRipley” Artwork by Erin Pazour
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“Monarch” Artwork by Jessica Chau
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“No More Death Metal” by Annette Iesman
At 32 years of age, my mother picked up her entire life alongside my father, my older sister and I and aimed to start a better life in the United States. None of us spoke much English, only basic greetings and things like yes, no, and some phrases we had picked up from American TV. We had no connections except for four of my mom’s siblings and a cousin. Aside from her cousin, they all spoke very little English. America was a fresh start where we could start from ground zero and build our way up again in hopes of better opportunities.
I asked my mom to tell me about a time she had faced disappointment or failure and she physically stopped. She thought about it for a long moment.
“Disappointment or failure? When the apartments burned down, I’d say.” In 2012, only seven months after we had moved to the United States and settled down, the apartment complex that we lived in at the time caught fire. We lived on the second to last floor to the top where most of the damage had taken place. My sister and I were at school and my dad was at work. My mom was by herself when the landlord ran up several flights of stairs and urged her to evacuate. A week later, she found out she was three months pregnant. “I was sad,” she stated, “We lost everything we had.”
When I asked her how she overcame this, she contemplated for a bit. “By working hard to do everything all over
again.” With lots of support from family and our community, little by little, my parents began to rebuild the life that had been destroyed in the fire. I inquired about her motivations and without missing a beat, she answered “My kids.” My mom was determined to ensure that she could secure an adequate future for her present and future children.
I remember getting the awful news. I was seven at the time and my sister was about twelve or thirteen. The day had been just like any other until it was time to go home from school. My bus was oddly late, and eventually, the teachers said it wasn’t coming at all. We would be picked up by our parents because the bus route had been blocked off due to a fire. The thought that it was my home on fire never even crossed my mind. My mom’s cousin had driven my mom to pick me up and we headed to my sister’s school. Once we were all in the car, my sister asked what happened. In a shaky voice, my mom broke the news to us. The car had fallen into an eerie silence. For a long moment, no one moved or said anything. A lump rose to my throat until I couldn’t hold it in anymore, and I began to cry. My mom begged me not to cry. It wasn’t because she didn’t want to hear me cry, but because that was the thing that broke her resilience. She was trying to stay strong for us, but she began to cry too. My sister followed soon after. My uncle comforted my mom in the front seat, and I hugged my sister tightly. I don’t know if it was to make her feel better or to make myself
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feel better, but I clung to her like my life depended on it.
My sister and I took a few days off school to process the situation. We returned to school to find an abundance of support from our teachers and classmates. They had set up donation drives for clothes, shoes, and even toys and board games for us. We received cards and care packages signed by the community. I remember my teacher from the year before personally dropped off a gift for me. She had remembered that I loved art and got me a box filled to the brim with art supplies. That box stayed with me for years, even after all the crayons and paints had been used up.
I was able to persevere with the support of my entire community. It was thanks to my teachers and classmates that I had more than two outfits to wear. Without my uncle, we wouldn’t have had a home until we were able to get back on our feet. He housed my family, both of my uncles, my aunt, and my cousin who was four at the time. This experience taught me to be grateful and appreciate the things and connections I have now.
by Maria Davila
“Fresh Start”
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“Ari” Artwork by Erin Pazour
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“Rooster” Artwork by James Gregg
Love is something you cannot find at first sight, it’s not something you can buy or obtain like anything else. It is comforting and accepting, it’s caring beyond reason, to love is to live. It is beyond rationality, some say it’s just a chemical reaction in our brain but it’s more than that. It’s the light that shines through the rain. Love is the greatest pain to exist. It can always be created but rarely does it ever fully dissipate. And an absense of love is hate.
Love is built, earned, and shown not in the good times, but in the bad, when you lose someone, when it’s four in the morning and you’re puking your guts out from food poisoning and they are on the other side of the door ignoring what they’re hearing and preparing to hug you. Love is not created in the bright sunny days filled with long walks or between the sheets and each other, it’s forged in the heat of Hell while you hold them to your chest praying to God with every second that passes you two will make it out of the fire. Love overcomes every evolutionary instinct of self-preservation when you see your partner in danger and dive in front of a bullet because you’d rather die than lose them.
All of this is to say that I want to love.
“Love”
by Astro Beyer
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Left: Artwork by Tucker Kooiman
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Above: Photo by Olivia Day
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