I have a teaching on “Power And Authority To Cast Out Demons” that will reveal and teach scripturally warfare and deliverance. I recommend this so as to further train your hands to war and to understand your position from the third heavens and to use this against the kingdom of darkness’ “for we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against powers and principalities.” ________________________________________________________ Depart To The Other Side ________________________________________________________ My Christian walk has been so painful; I have endured more psychological pain in Christianity than in the worse lesbian relationship. Today I still need some healing for being in the boat! I’ve endured and overcome spiritual abuse, relentless demonic torment of voices, intense fear and spiritual attacks of fear; spiritual control with the loss of ability to think freely that I went passive and made it worse, to this I shut down and broke down three times. I have endured and overcome the ostracizing and rejection from those in authority and the church members because of my homosexual past; the training in warfare the sanctification and correction from God has been more than enough that in some ways I crouch like a frightened chook; the lengthy years of waiting for my vision and ministry to come to pass with no support no one believing me with the adversary strategizing at every opportunity has taken strength to stay standing and believing; the segregation, isolation the friendlessness no compatible women friends and the loneliness; the you cannot Kath do that, you can’t have that, I tell you it has been no P & O Cruise. Many a time I told Him serving You is worse than being a lesbian. I’m fine now, but I would not turn the clock back in my Christian walk at all, regardless of the victory I stand in today and the love of The Father and Son and Spirit and the authority I now stand in against the kingdom of darkness. The following is in my tenth year a stumble of fantasy, and when you read this, it will bring understanding that we will struggle, and samesex attraction will surface over the years having many faces. Anyway, I was at the tail end of overcoming rejection with real heartfelt and some imagined rejection by those in my church as in reality I was treated like the woman at the well (John 4:7-30) when I went off into fantasy. With the perceived rejection and I was so unhappy with church the people in it, and I wanted to be in teaching ministry before my appointed time, so my mind was fragile.
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