Prayer Strategy for Secondary Victim of Pedophilia and Incest

Prayer Strategy for Secondary Victim of Paedophilia and Incest

Kathleen Malligan Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba – Releasing Hearts 1

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Prayer Strategy – Secondary Victim of Paedophilia and Incest Triumphant Ministries Toowoomba www.understandingandovercominghomosexuality.com www.overcomingandunderstandinghomosexuality.com Toowoomba Queensland 4350

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CONTENTS Introduction

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Where You Believe Sexual Abuse May be Happening, but It is Not

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I Forgive Myself

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Prayer for Unforgiveness and Bitterness

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Fear and Anxiety

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Prayer for Fear

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Secondary Trauma

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Prayer for Release of Secondary Effects of Sexual and Physical and Emotional Assault

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Guilt and Shame

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Prayer for Guilt and Shame

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Grief and loss

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Prayer for Grief

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Forgiveness

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Prayer for Healing From Sexual Abuse

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Prayer for Control

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Prayer for Reconciliation with Self and Others

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Prayer For Deliverance And Freedom From Drug and Alcohol Addiction 42 Prayer Strategy to Bring Judgment Against the Spirits of Darkness Connected and to Expose to the Light Child Sexual Assault

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Bibliography

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Bibliography and Internet Resources Cited

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INTRODUCTION Due to my current events, I’m getting clarity to get on from my past.

So, I’ve decided to write it as a teaching and prayer strategy. Most of what I’ll write will be from personal experience and from gleaning; all sources will be noted in the bibliography. I do not profess to be an expert, just writing my journey believing it brings a pathway of healing for myself, hence for others.

If you are reading this, you will have patterns like me that need breaking. A trigger has made me go mental of late, and I’ve read that if we don’t keep this in check and deal with the layers we remain mentally sick and can get new layers.

Taking drugs or alcohol to block fear and anxiety and to lift us out of trauma, oppression, and depression can be seen as a smart move, a way to preserve ourselves. There is no condemnation as it is a form of protection and survival. Otherwise, we may stay sick and stuck on a Ferriswheel that will not stop. I’ve have been sober now for eight months, and temptations of going back to self-medication of alcohol happiness are becoming suggestions to me daily.

I’m sure you know after a long amount of self-abuse it snowballs and adds to our demise. Therefore, facing our fears, seeking healing and understanding and deliverance gives us keys to cope and face our past and present pains. The truth is, we have to walk through it to get out the other side. Numbing clouds and won’t stop the reality that we live in a world that traumatic situations happen and will visit us again and again in some form or another.

Self-directed healing is my style and intelligence. I cannot and do not want to go to counseling or therapy, at all. Besides, I have the Counselor dwelling within me, the Spirit of Christ Jesus who knows the seen and the unseen in my life and yours since the womb.

No one wants to stay in an unhealthy mindset or on the lookout for sexual, physical or emotional assault as we will stay mentally stuck.

Eventually, we will go under and under, stay trapped. Our mindsets will keep affirming what we think we see or trigger us to a dark place when we do see the real. We will remain a secondary victim of assault, and we don’t want to be in this mindset it steals our joy.

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From a child you don’t get to choose your assessments on people and your environment, this forms our core belief. The decisions we have made on people, on life through the eyes of a child or teenager many a time were ill-informed, out of fear and traumatic events. We had no knowledge, wisdom, or training given about life or humanity. Adult knowledge or skills are not to be a burden to a child, are they?

My core belief goes way back to toddlerhood and adulthood. Men could not be trusted; they were physical and sexual abusers and way stronger than women. However, I did not see or realize there were men around me that could be trusted.

Hence, I lived my whole life from a mindset of “the fatalistic” believing something bad was going to happen if I got close or married a man. As a fifty-seven-year-old woman, I realize I still live, on the contrary, the ugly than the beauty with regards to men, and abuse, and this needs balancing.

What is your language, your statements “I always see perpetrators” “It will happen again” “I am mental” “all men are pedophiles and abusers in some form or another” “I can’t trust men!” Ask Jesus what your beliefs are, what are your I am statements; the language that will keep you bound in core beliefs that bring forth irrational thinking.

Trauma gets lodged in the nervous system, so we go to fight or flight or forget or freeze. When a situation presents itself, we feel like we are not safe again our body follows suit as does the nervous system. We can go back unconsciously to that traumatic time, and we operate from our core beliefs. If we have not surrendered these area’s over to the Lordship of Jesus Christ, renounced repented what needs to be, there are spirits attached to the traumas and abuses.

I pray you will allow the workings of The Spirit of Jesus Christ to guide you to see the trauma, the core beliefs, and, the real from the fear. Even though we walk through the fire we will not be burnt; we need fear no evil for He is with us, we are indeed overcomers.

I pray you will take what works for you in this teaching and prayer strategies as painful as it will be to allow Jesus to bring you into victory. In the pursuit of when we experience trauma again, we can be adult to choose a response with an informed mind and from a healed mind, emotions, spirit and body. Stay standing, be blessed and be a blessing, Agape Kathleen.

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WHERE YOU BELIEVE SEXUAL ABUSE MAY BE HAPPENING BUT IS NOT Given that healing of being a secondary victim takes much time, we are bound to come across incidents that appear to be as if a child is being assaulted or abused, but they are not.

Seeing or fearing sexual assault under every rock is an indicator we are not well, still sick in mind. We are not healed not walking in peace or Holy Spirit discernment. If you are drinking or drugging to suppress anxiety or memories most assuredly, you need counsel and healing. Further, you may be seeing abuse that is not abuse. Therefore, mental illness can have a hold of us than we have a hold on it when we operate from here.

The truth is, we will involve everyone in our circle with our pain, our fears, our suspicion for we are sick, on the lookout. There will be no peace and discernment. For example, I went to my daughter's house, and her son showed me a pen from his daycare teacher. The first thing I said was “does Mrs. _______ make you take your pants off?�

Sick, distressed and listening to my fear I blurted out an impulsive statement harming the child and my daughter and our relationship. In reality, I am just perpetuating the cycle to continue. I am guilty of transferring my fear, my iniquities, and sins to the next two generations.

The following day, of course, I had been feeding my fears, so I ring the center only to find out she gave them all a pen having just come back from a holiday to the snow. To make matters worse, I spent the oncoming weekend with my daughter and grandson at a National Park as it had been booked prior.

I had caused such upset, I triggered her fears and brought forth anger, so the weekend was grief. Stuff resurfaced she had towards me, and up she brought my parental failings and mistakes. Told me how I projected my fears on to her all her life, that it caused her to be scared of everyone and that I was still doing it irrationally.

This caused me to realize I had to deal with my mindsets. The damage done and being done all round may end up with great loss and me wanting to and or me being ousted out of her life. Hence this prayer 7

strategy as I need inner healing and to become Spiritually discerning once again in my outlook.

So not only did I upset my daughter again and angered her, but I have now involved the daycare center in my fears and my trauma. I’ve told some of my customers, and I see they also are also in my circle and sickness. I should have shut my mouth, asked her why he got a pen. But my trauma, my fears saw possible sexual abuse, not normalcy. So now when she sees me, I will cause her distress, and when I see her, I will be distressed, triggering anxiety.

This is our trauma and our pain, not our grandchildren’s or our children. Because sexual assault happens or has happened to them or those we have perceived and known about this need processing. When we are not healed of trauma, the fear, guilt, failure, or feeling responsible for missing seeing the abuse we cannot function in peace or discernment.

Obsessed with the subject causes more trauma and causes trauma to everyone around us. If you are listening to podcasts or Youtube on this subject or on sexual ritual abuse or what the cults and Illuminati do without the direction of The Spirit of Christ Jesus, you are only feeding the darkness.

You are reinforcing the trauma, and it is keeping you struggling, and the pain perpetuated hindering you from being the survivor. I now realize I cannot go to those subjects, and I recall that was the counsel of The Spirit of Christ Jesus many, many years ago – do not listen to that subject you are not called to fight in ritual sexual abuse.

If you are reliving your distress or an event has caused you to think about sexual abuse every day it means healing needs to come forth. It may seem you are coming unstuck, but the breakthrough will come as it takes time to see and solve this and return to some peace.

As you pray the following prayer strategies in this book, you will overcome. Jesus binds up the brokenhearted, He gives strength to the weary and straightens out crooked places, He is for you and your welfare.

Be blessed and be a blessing.

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I FORGIVE MYSELF I’ve realized in all this that I have to come to the place that I refuse to take abuse directed to me any longer or wear my daughters’ shame, guilt and blame. The recent statements from my daughter “I’d wished you had never moved me to TCC school” “you made me fearful of every man” “you told me I was fat and I was not” “I will never forgive you for accusing ___ of molesting my son.”

I’ve always spoken from love, from protection, from what I understood to be the best I knew at the time. None of my actions or words were with any intent to harm or to disturb her, none, just to inform her as she was growing up.

Yes, fear and her mindsets have formed core beliefs that I cannot undo or take responsibility for any longer. I am human; I did my best and truth is we wrestle against spirits of darkness who lie who have legal grounds and who will capitalize on situations and events and will turn them in opposition of intent. She can sort this out with Jesus and discern what her thoughts were from their thoughts, and hopefully sooner than later.

Sure, I could have raised her and done and said things with more wisdom. More understanding and a lot less from a secondary victim mindset with regards to telling her to be on guard from child sexual assault, but I didn’t, and I could not at the time.

I did not think in those days I was over the top, I was protecting her.

I know if a situation gave me reasons to ask, I’d ask. Like the grade-two teacher said, “she is my girlfriend.” Why would I not ask her if that teacher was a safe man! I was her mother who was to protect her, and I had a duty of care. Another teacher in High School I believed was sticky; I told her to be on guard of him.

I realize I have transferred my fears onto her, but I was seeking healing from all my fears and overcoming the fear of pedophilia. Fear twists the mind, either from our own preconceived ideas or from the spirits of fear that come down the generational line who give us the thoughts. Then others get grounds from circumstances when we stuff up.

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Yes, in the first seven years I was walking crawling out of a stronghold of fear. I was going through traumatic events from spiritual abuse of unseen entities literally throwing me around and bouncing me on my bed. Them also tormenting my mind “we are praying for you we are thinking for you” and hearing the words “Fuck you, fuck you, well fuck you.” I tried really hard to keep this from her, so she was not affected, so I had to function in my dysfunction.

Over the years I gave her what I thought was kindness, good advice, and protection for her and her future. I tried to teach her about the spiritual effects of playing with darkness and especially Xbox games and certain toys. That labyrinth of deliverance ministry screwed us both up as the ministry did not walk in wisdom or Spiritual discernment. To date, she does what she pleases with Xbox games and toys for her child.

About being fat, I informed her about overeating and food addiction into adulthood, for her welfare not to belittle her or wound her feelings. My era was twiggy not the body shapes and sizes we have today that are ‘over’ celebrated. Only skinny was celebrated when I was growing up.

I’ve apologized for saying she was fat when she was not fat but voluptuous. But to what my mindset was due to my childhood culture she had body fat. In the 1980’s and nineties if you had any body fat you were considered fat, not overweight just fat.

To date, I’ve asked for forgiveness, but I have to move forward. I have to make self-honoring choices, not block love between us or abandon her but take time to assess and get well.

From my past, I have to have no condemnation, I believe I was a good mother, and I was a good mother. I laid down my life for her to give her the best I could for a future and a hope. My heart was always for her welfare never for harm. I even watched what I said and how I acted so as not to open her up to spirits. I just wanted her best and wanted to inform her to help her make good choices and have a better life than mine.

But the twistedness is now her responsibility to see truth from lies and how lies and truth have formed her core beliefs. She would have subconscious trauma from the sexual abuse that happened to her from my lesbian girlfriend, and it is something she can face one day.

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Also, fear from those years that has caused her to be so controlling and mean as she is today. I think I did more harm to her from conception to the age of two and a half years old. I tried to make up for that, and I thought by going into the church and giving her and me Jesus we would have a better life. I don’t need to live from a shame and guilt base any longer, what’s done is done, and I loved her and did the best I could from love.

Wishing now I did things differently fosters anxiety and a reliving of unpleasant memories. No parent is perfect, no parenting skills we had or have out work to the textbook perfect. I made mistakes before I became Christian as a mother. I endeavored to grow her God’s way so as to give her a better life and at that, a safe one; even did the course with a group of people “Growing Kids God’s Ways”. Guilt, shame can no longer be my masters.

Today, I’m moving on from all shame, guilt, blame, and her disrespect and dishonor and her controlling and abusive ways. Loving myself and forgiving myself is more important than past or current circumstances and my mistakes. It is a must for clarity and my pathway of healing and theirs and my peace.

It is 2018, and I’m 57 neither am I living with a sacrificial heart any longer; the cupboard and my first ever brand-new fridge is mine, I'm not swapping for her smaller one. It is time to love myself to walk away and shift who I am or the cycle and unwellness remain. I have to free myself to get away from my unwellness and imbalances. I must seek healing and live once again in The Spirit and from The Spirit of Discernment.

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PRAYER FOR UNFORGIVENESS AND BITTERNESS “If we confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

John 2:9 KJ

“Heavenly Father, Thank You, You enable me to forgive. Jesus, I am willing to forgive, and where I find it difficult, I am willing to be made willing to forgive. I am finding it difficult to release forgiveness at present but Jesus and or I choose to forgive, I want to be free, so I am no longer bound in my heart and mind or to that person(s) or my past.

Father I confess I have retained the memory of the event(s), harbored offense, regret, jealousy, stubbornness, hatred, vengeance, murder, harm, curses, rage, anger, bitterness, resentment and unforgiveness to those who have sinned against me those who have offended me, abused me, hurt me, rejected and abandoned me and who have not accepted me; those people and or pets or _______________.

Father, specifically these people who have sinned against me and in the following: ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ Father, also how these people have sinned against those, I love and where I have been sinned against in ……………………………. I choose to release my pain and these sins and the circumstances that have been written in my mind and on my heart to you and any other people place and even thing; or the what when where circumstances that You bring to my heart throughout this prayer and or over the coming weeks that I may be free of the toxic memories attached. Father erase them and their triggers with all chemical reactions in my body.

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Father I let go of all bitterness and all bitter root judgments reveal them to my heart today and the coming weeks what they are. I let go of all offense, regret, jealousy, stubbornness, hatred, rage, anger, bitterness, resentment and un-forgiveness and I acknowledge it is a sin a transgression of Your laws. Father, I forgive them (name them here) for my sake, so I can be free of the turmoil it brings holding on to these offenses, and I leave that person(s) to You. Where my ancestors and those of my husband’s/boyfriends have been in a gall of bitterness because of regret, resentment, unforgiveness, hatred, anger, murder and put curses on people I stand in the gap and I repent for their transgressions on both sides of the families back over a thousand generations even back to Adam and Eve. Father release me from every judgment every curse attached to transgressions of my own and any and all illnesses, sicknesses, allergies and diseases that have come from the transgressions and my iniquities.

Father, let the healing begin, let the oil of Your Spirit flow and let the finished work of Calvary be applied to my body soul and spirit for deliverance of the spirits that have grounds and let me heal of gallstones and a gallbladder disease for I refuse to walk in a gall of bitterness but in Love and in Your ways. Jesus, I surrender all gall of bitterness all bitter root judgment that I don’t know about that are so hidden in my subconscious.

Father, I forgive my ancestors and those who have sinned against me for my sake, so I can be free of the turmoil it brings holding on to these offenses, and I leave that person(s) to you. Jesus, I know that bitterness, jealousy and unforgiveness and unfairness keeps me in rebellion, stubbornness, self-pity, vengeance, murder, malice, rage, anger and pain and the other fruits of sin, but with forgiveness comes freedom.

Father, I acknowledge the hurt, and the pain, and the feelings of these painful memories and the memories of the location and the surrounding even the smell feel and taste of the circumstance. The painful cycle that just seems a part of my life that never goes away yet I believe in You to release me from every aspect; so, I surrender all this to You Jesus for healing, restoration, and transformation and I chose to go back to trust in You with childlike faith and belief.

Father, I acknowledge I have even stopped crying, I have stopped allowing myself to be hurt. I repent and renounce this, and I give you my self-control, I give you the walls, and I give you all my walls of protection.

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Jesus, bring the pain to the surface of how I feel so I can deal with it and find release. I will to release all this to You and invite You to come into these areas’ and be Lord.

Father, bring the pain to the surface of where I have been treated cruelly, treated shamefully, had cruel words said to me, even the cruel countenance that has glared at me let it be broken off my heart and Your Love released to me here.

Father, I do confess my sins and repent and renounce them and allow You to continue to work in my heart until I am free from bondage, thank You for cleansing me by the blood of Jesus. I call upon the power of the Blood covenant for deliverance from every work of darkness, assignment, curse, words of darkness and every companion spirit to unforgiveness and the transgressions in this prayer, I am trusting in Your wisdom deliverance and healing power.� 1. [Malligan, 2014:25] Heavenly Father bring your Love to this hurt. Allow me to receive Your Trust, Your Grace and Your Ability to take care of my heart and my grand/children.

Father where I am triggered by fear or by what seems obvious, but it does not help me, reassure me. I surrender these emotions and conscience and unconscious to You. Father where I have had a painful past and keep living the past with anxiety I surrender to Your Lordship. Thank You as Your rest and peace will come so I can remain in Your Power I can trust You to save. I will be enabled to continue to move forward in clarity in common sense in maturity.

I surrender these haunting feelings of loss from yesterday actually right back to the very beginning.

I surrender all emotions and ask for help to process all anger, all my emotions.

In Jesus Name, Amen.

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FEAR AND ANXIETY Presently I am dealing with my inner conflict on how I perceive she is to her son when the three of us together as it gives me high anxiety. My glands ache, my neck tightens, and later I have a headache. I’ve just realized she gets angry when around me, so I cop it and so does the kid.

So, I believe it is best to separate myself from my daughter for a season.

I did not realize I’ve been in secondary trauma for the last three years. Yelling triggers anxiety, him getting in trouble for the right reasons triggers anxiety. When I think she is unfair on him founded or unfounded, I stand up for him, and hence I am interfering in her parenting skills. This just gives me more anxiety and gives her more anger. So, it is wise I remove myself as I seek clarity and healing so as to shift for my sake and theirs.

It’s not that I don’t love her or is her behavior worth reporting to child welfare it’s just I need healing, and it is time I love myself more. I have to put a boundary around myself until I’m healed and strong again from a recent event with her that has made me see I have trauma that makes me perceive from the trauma than the reality.

Last fortnight week-end we went away, I’d upset her the second day when I told her I had rung the daycare center asking them why my grandson received a writing pen. To her, it just confirmed here goes Mum again with her fear of child abuse. So, me not realizing it her aggression was directed at the child as I’d made her angry again. Triggered her issues, hit at her core beliefs and those of her views of her mother so the weekend was horrible.

The second night I thought an uncalled-for action happened as she sent the kid in the cabin, it seemed to me that the kid did nothing. So, I stopped playing the game and said I was going in the cabin with him as we came here as a family and you are being unfair and mean.

I provoked her to anger once again interfering with her parenting.

Then when we were leaving the next day, she was putting his seat belt on him, she hit him in the chest. He cried, told me he was hit for nothing. So, I asked her to say sorry, and she did not. So again, I’m in her face, and she had not resolved her anger with me. It is now obvious it goes way back, and her core beliefs are the source of her attitudes and actions.

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It is only now I see trauma, that I never saw before because I went to sleep, I shut down, and it was only the ten in the morning. This is why I have to remove myself to refocus and reassess as I am in trauma and viewing circumstances and my actions are from a traumatized mind.

I’ve always been a peacekeeper, as I had a traumatic childhood seeing physical abuse from my father to my mother. Then the yelling and screaming going on in a household of ten kids. Being a peacekeeper becomes outbalanced as when you should correct you don’t just to keep peace in your soul.

As a child, I could not protect my mother when my father was physically violent to bruising her eyes and body. Or could I protect the young girls at school or in the neighborhood that were being sexually abused by their fathers. I was told to shut my mouth and say nothing.

I only now realize I was not responsible for my mother; she was an adult I was a small child. She could have sought help, left him or found a way. The children being sexually abused, here I was only told they were by my sisters, and a friend told me of her neighbor’s fathers who demanded sex before she was allowed to go out. In another house we lived in, I had an inkling about the girl who lived across the road, and later was confirmed, he did four years in jail. The truth is, it was the children’s mother’s responsibility to protect their children, not mine, I let it go.

I’ve been doing inner dialogue as suggested by a podcast, Over it ON WITH IT (Caution - she is New Age with occult teachings) and to talk to the young Kathleen. So, I no longer need to wear the pain or fear of women and children’s powerlessness. I release myself for wearing the fear and burden that I should never have worn. I need to get on with my life, trust Christ, allow His peace to rule again and trust if it is happening He will tell me and show me the way of escape for any child, either my own or other people’s children.

My daughter does have good parenting skills and does love the boy.

Overall, she is not abusive to warrant him being taken out of her care. I can only focus on the bad in my daughter because I have not seen my mental condition of unhealed trauma and I’m trying to keep peace in all circumstances, so I’m not in fear and anxiety. Yet I am and causing it. I did not realize I have layers of unhealed trauma from a perceived sexual abuse event of my grandson and having them live with me.

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Truth is I’ve only ever focused on the bad parenting, just as I have only ever seen the bad in men, not the best. It is the same pattern, same ugly mindset. It is a view from the traumatized little girls’ eyes. So sometimes I see something that is not there to be there and not there as I’m triggered into anxiety from unhealed trauma in the nervous system and distorted memories. So, I respond in trying to bring peace or be overprotective and interfering with her parental rights.

To shift this view and pain, I’ve got to go back into the old pain, back to the root causes and remove the core belief. Trauma gets stuck in the nervous system, the body, and subconscious. As they say, for a period we need to go into the old pain to view it to shift it. That way we see it from a more informed perspective, and it’s not so daunting as we look at it from the adult mindset.

Life will continue to present us with memories and situations that bring forth similar emotions and experiences. So, the goal is to come to a place that I will be able to grab it and say no, this is a button, this is a trigger I’m not going to move into it, I am grown up.

It will be weakened, and Christ can and does remove spirits attached, and bring counsel might and skill to rule in the midst of any situation. At the moment of a trigger, we invite Jesus in, and His peace will balance pain, and His all-sufficiency will be enough to uncover each layer and change the message.

We will come to the place to stop the same message being perpetuated over and over again. If not the same triggers the same buttons will be pushed, and we will loop and loop and loop and loop. Our choice face it or forget it?

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PRAYER FOR FEAR “For God did not give a spirit of fearfulness to us, but of power and of love and of self-control.”

2 Timothy 1:7

“Father forgive me of all fear of sexual abuse, pedophilia, incest, of demons and spirits of darkness, rejection, abandonment, non-approval, people’s opinions, inadequacy, inability to cope, failure, anxiety, stress, sense of fear or terror or insecurity or torment and my fear of:

Where I have and where generational fear has come because of my parents imparting fear and fearful messages and those of shame knowingly and unknowingly into my life [“my mother always said she was dying” “nobody is ever going to want you if your fat” “if you tell anyone I will kill you and your mother and your dog”] I renounce fear and these fears and these words and repent of them and I forgive these people and ask for deliverance and release of all curses of fear.

Father where I have felt out of control, great terror, paranoia and it has caused me to act out and sin against others and myself and You, I repent. I ask that You build in Your character, Your trust, Your heart that fear no longer has a stronghold over my life and actions and attitudes.

Father today I receive a fresh anointing of peace, courage, boldness, faith, trust and confidence and self-control that I may overcome all fear.

Let every offshoot of the root of fear in my life be severed that it is pulled up, so I am free from fears for today. I invite You to fully demolish all fear in my heart in my subconscious in my emotions and body and spirit especially around trauma and sexual, physical and emotional abuse in all its forms.

Father In Jesus Name, Amen.” 2. [Malligan 2014:29]

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SECONDARY TRAUMA Being traumatized because of sexual assault, rape, pedophilia, incest having happened to our sons or daughters or relatives or fostered children, sisters or brothers, friends or whoever will cloud our judgment on what is happening around us unless we get into the mindset of peace, trust, and an approach to be an overcomer of fear and trauma.

The truth is, it can be used, or it will be used as a weapon against our judgment in the future. However, once we have overcome the effects of this darkness, the Light in us will see the darkness happening, and we will not be deceived. We will know the strategy to bring it to the light, and how to pray and we will expose any incident. It is okay to have a healthy out look of this reality. We cannot have the attitude of who cares if child sexual assault happens, no burying our head in the sand.

This is no easy life, no easy thing dealing and facing pain or dealing with any measure of post-traumatic-stress. Feeling scared, anxious when you suspect someone close to you is a perpetrator will cause stuff to surface again. This does not mean you have not come a long way or not overcoming the secondary effects it just means fear, anger, and memory is as much a part of your human experience as sweating.

Love and trust come from The Spirit of Christ Jesus; we do not have to figure this out on our own, or do we have to carry the world on our shoulders. We no longer have to rely on ourselves to discern, and we can trust other people because a Holy Spirit alarm will be there. Also, a strategy will be outworked for exposure.

Secondary trauma breeds fear of loss, fear of future, fear of what ifs.

Wishing it never happened is torture if you do not let it go into the hands of Jesus. It is to your advantage not to live in “the if only.� Otherwise, it makes us continue our suffering, remaining mental.

Staying in the past does not allow us to live in the now. Also, we are not fully in the relationships we have with the person who was the primary victim, or around anyone else associated and affected in our family.

Judgments have caused us to be bound even more to yesterday affecting the relationships with family, friends, associates and whoever. Allowing our mind to go to the place that upsets us, that erodes and keeps us judging others as guilty.

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I‘ve been in unknown trauma, as three years ago I believed what I saw was an act of pedophilia. I was in faith, walking upright with Christ and at rest about anyone molesting my grandchild as I had allowed the healing.

I always stood in trust believing if anyone would do this Holy Spirit would reveal it to me. Yes, the feelings came but I always grabbed them to think Jesus would protect and He will tell me by His Spirit if I had to worry.

This particular day I was about to leave for an appointment, I headed for the back door and as I turned to leave I discerned to go check on my grandson, I even thought twice was I discerning right.

I heeded the thought, and this man _____ was kneeling on the bed stroking back and forward across my grandson’s belly, just on the nappy line. Straight forth I said, “you should not be touching him there or like that, get your hands off him.”

Well, I believed and still do believe he is a pedophile. I believe Jesus saved my grandson from possible years of abuse in giving me the discernment to go check the boy. Yet my daughter does not believe he was guilty and that I judged him from my fears. Since then I’m the enemy and she has said that she will never forgive me for what I did to that man. Also, sooner or later I will accuse her new boyfriend of being a pedophile.

Here I am now eight months sober after three years of drinking to deal with the pain of trauma from pedophilia. Also, with my disappointment in God and the pain of being shunned and friendlessness from church people for having once been lesbian aided my drinking. Then to add an “expectation hangover” of no ministry doors opened and its failure made me stay drinking wishing I’d never walked into a Church.

Whether it was true or not, I believe it was. Therefore, I have to heal from this belief and reconcile myself with myself and myself with my daughter and grandson as that three years had a snowballing rippling effect because I did not see or seek counsel then and there about the perceived incident. I have to go back to the place of trust, go forward into the healing of trauma. I have to deal with the triggers and realize I am in secondary trauma with anxiety.

I’ve said stuff to her in drunkenness over those years that fueled the fire. Truth is I cannot blame my daughter for dealing with me by being abusive. I taught her how to stand up for herself as she was being picked 20

on at school, and, so no man could ever walk over her. I didn’t realize she would turn against me her mother. I assumed she would be a daughter and I would be a mother, and you don’t abuse or boss your mother around!

I know I’ve passed down fight and fear to her, and I’ve told her my tough chick stories about myself before the age of thirty-four, as I became Christian then. So, in her mind, she’s had to stand and stay standing up to me, true or false. Yet I was not a mean mother, or cruel or threating or heavy-handed. Regardless, I can’t hold her aggression, control, and disrespect towards me against her. But I can go and separate myself and get well. She is an adult and I’m sure she can see her choices of actions towards me are unhealthy.

At the time of my perceived abuse of my grandson, I was in the process of dividing my property into three blocks. I would sell the home to put two removable homes on the two newly created blocks, I would be debt free, and if any debt it was a hope she could borrow. I was to live in a little cottage ready for early retirement, and she would live on the block behind to take the home into marriage and if so sell it and move on.

To make matters worse, I side swipped a car by just driving on the double white lines and the oncoming car who was speeding over the limit could not take the bend. Because I was over the legal limit of alcohol I had to pay for the repairs of both cars and fine to a total of $9912.22.

Not to mention she claimed and I believe deceitfully third party of whip lash and trauma for herself and son. With her insurance company giving me the bill of $56,759.75 to the grand total of $66,671.97 that I have to pay out of my pocket. I owe the mortgage of $150,000, I have gifted a block of land to my daughter and the front block of land will pay hopefully $90,000 off the $150 thousand.

All because of fear, trauma and peodphillia did I slide into sin. Did you see the 666 in the total $ figure? The enemies finger print. This is why I write this book as these are the demonic strongholds that have kept me in captivity caused me so much grief and caused homosexuality to form in my personality and it is still knocking at my door!

NSo because of the boyfriend drama, it has came to “Mum, I do not ever want to live near you,” and “I do not want to live near her or see her much either” as the trauma and stress are still raw, and wisdom says no.

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I’ve been sober for eight months, and I’m still in need of healing from us living together and the financial losses. In those years I was in the throes of intense menopause, and it is still happening! Hormones do not make situational experiences palatable as you ‘feel’ irrational and hot flushes come loud and strong in summer seeming like high anxiety attacks.

I hope one day she sees where the discernment came from and how protected she was and her child and children to come if she married that man. I can’t give that man the benefit of the doubt as I was running on all four cylinders, in other words walking in The Spirit. I still believe my discernment was right and it was Holy Ghost who told me to check the boy.

Following that event, I wrote a prayer strategy: Judgment to break the back of the Pedophile spirit. I had to clean house from the spiritual effects. I sensed and felt those spirits, and I know the anointing, and I’ve been a spirit warrior for too many years to give him the benefit of the doubt. https://books.noisetrade.com/kathleenmalligan/prayer-strategy-ofjudgment-to That event opened a healed wound and brought forth another level that needed healing, and I covered up with alcohol. My perception of God was distorted, I thought I could trust God never to let my daughter get involved with a child abuser, a peodphile. But now I realize she was an adult, He would have warned her, but it fell on deaf ears because I had transferred my fears onto her, so it gets shrugged off as fear. Further being in Christ does not protect your children from child abuse, neither does it mean that all trauma gets fully healed and processed in a couple of prayers or in a short time, rivers do run deep.

We loop around again, so we need to go into some self-care to get strong and healed again. The truth is, I may be a secondary victim again down the track, I may not, so I have to get over it and on with it to overcome once again.

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passivity, that took me years and years to conquer and find my authority over them.

I would call my condition counter-transference; from a child, the world was not a safe place. Instead of celebrating life in that area, and the beauty of life where it is not happening to every child, my mind said it was, and it could happen to my children. I internalized it to make a judgment it will happen to me if I married a man and had daughters.

This was the major causation for homosexuality to be outlived in me.

Held hostage by fear, it was not until the age of forty-one that I was free. https://books.noisetrade.com/kathleenmalligan/jesus-set-me-free-fromfear-an Would I have known it would happen anyway, but not by a man but a woman? No, not at all. Was it destiny, fate or the outworking of a judgment of fear to bring forth exactly what I’d feared why I was so mentally paranoid? No. When I went out on a date with that woman, my intuition said she was a pedophile. But I had no compartment that women were pedophiles, so I let it pass. It came back a few more times, and I let it pass again as women don’t molest children because I had not been exposed to female perpetrators.

I was warned, I was told, so it was not fate or destiny. Or was I sent to earth by Jesus to endure this to minister healing to others. It is no soul journey or lesson I had to learn so that my next reincarnated life is higher, this is new age lies to keep others in the kingdom of darkness. Neither was it the outworking of an inner judgment, all this is works and lies from darkness, and we must learn from these events.

The truth is, it is all because people have free will and where free will is, so is sin. So are there spirits of darkness in the lives of people. They have come down the generational lines, and because of the transgressions, the spirits are attached to those sin structures and or strongholds. So there is an egging on towards the person to act out in all abusive ways. Further, they will too bring devastation and destruction, giving them more grounds to remain and reinforce themselves.

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Unless we come to a place of peace and wholeness, we may not see the truth or hear the warning. We cannot live in denial either that it will never happen again as it may well happen again. On the other hand, living as if it is going to happen is living out of trauma and the unreconciled brokenness with self, so we must learn to walk in The Spirit of Christ Jesus.

Our journey has to go on towards healing and reconciliation. This way the peace that passes all understanding will guard our hearts and mind.

The pursuit of peace will be in trusting Jesus and He can be trusted as it is not His will for any child to endure sexual or physical abuse.

PRAYER FOR RELEASE OF SECONDARY EFFECTS OF SEXUAL AND PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL ASSAULT

Father, I proclaim and declare healing from all secondary effects of pedophilia incest and other forms of sexual and physical and emotional assault. Even where I may have been and have no memory of the events that have brought forth fears.

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Where _________ first told me, I did not believe I forgive myself for missing it. I felt blame, the guilt I was shattered, I forgive myself. I forgive myself for feeling ashamed and allowing the abuse to go on for so long.

Where disclosure has brought division, devastation and has damaged the relationship between myself and ____________ I ask for reconciliation.

I surrender all trauma, all silence and all lying to cover up the disclosure of sexual and physical assault. Where shock and emotional distress have followed I forgive myself. I now forgive myself for believing I cannot trust anyone and how can I trust even myself to discern it again, let alone God? I renounce these lies and beliefs, for I can.

Where I have isolated myself and estranged myself from family and others having lost my sense of family and community and belonging I ask You to walk me out to belong again. Freedom does not come from selfblame or isolation, fear, rejection, guilt and shame.

Father where I have never been a victim of sexual abuse but experience the secondary traumatization I ask You to pinpoint where this became twisted in my mind and why.

Where I have outlived my life believing my child (ren) are under threat or will be at harm from whoever I surrender the trauma, the fear the feeling and beliefs for Your Lordship. I realize I have a duty of care for my child (ren) so denial and turning a blind eye is not caring. Where it was out of balance or still is, I ask for a balancing.

Father where I have disconnected, where I am numb, depressed, angry, in a rut of helplessness because emotional distress is more than I want to feel I surrender and my self-consciousness and my fight and flight patterns and my forget patterns of numbing myself.

Where this has brought on psychological symptoms and physical symptoms because of the harm of sexual assault, what I have seen, and what has happened to my child I surrender the distresses. I invite you into my nervous system and sub-conscious, I receive You as Lord and Savior in these areas.

Where this prevents me from doing and being and staying safe in my mind and in the world and around people I invite You in to bring me out.

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The triggering is painful, the memory recall is distressing. Where this causes my relationships with people to be invalid or I to isolate myself, help me out of these patterns. Where I am terrified to face tomorrow and the unknown I repent and renounce these fears ask for a total demolishing, for I repent and renounce these ways.

Father where I have lived my life as if it has happened to me I release this programming to You and invite Your Lordship in this area. Deliver me from evil and enable me to be renewed in the spirit of my mind.

Where recovery takes time, I ask for the strength and perseverance to continue on, so it no longer rules my life. I allow myself time to grieve.

If I am in burnout because of this, I surrender to Your Lordship and every aspect of this.

Father where events have opened me to mental illness and to be fearful, suspicious or have an obsession or being overprotective or being anxious or being paranoid or being _______________ I surrender these areas to Your Lordship. I thank You that I do not have to do this alone anymore, I have You, I have discernment and Your Counsel, Strength, and Power.

Father where my mental illness has caused those in my family to be ashamed of me, to isolate me, to treat me indifferent, treat me with unkindness, with cruelly, treat me with meanness and aggression and other abusive ways, I forgive them and invite Your Lordship into these areas of my life.

Where I have been profoundly affected because males have been the main persons who sexually and physically assault. This has turned my heart hard and distant from men and turned my desire to the same-sex I repent and ask You into these areas. Where I am angry at men all the time and speak whatever I say about men are in my mind and heart what I believe, reveal this to me so I can renounce this as all men are not abusers “men are not worthy of me� Father, likewise for women.

Father enable me to fully recognize and deal with and integrate when triggers need to be prayed through. Trauma has ruled my sub and conscious mind. I invite Your Lordship into the trauma, fears and judgments and opinions and enable me to redirect them to You so as to live from the change. Where I live in the ugly than the beauty, the sad and scared than in the gratitude mindset I surrender for change, for renewal.

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I acknowledge I am profoundly changed by sexual assault, but I do not want to live fragmented or split in personality. I invite you into these personalities and take You as Lord and Savior in each personality. Reveal them if they are hiding.

Where I witnessed domestic violence on my mother and other women, and I have internalized it as powerlessness and done the same for the reality of child sexual assault, I repent. Where I have felt responsible for my mother’s powerlessness, I repent and renounce this. Where I have taken on an over responsibility to save children from child abuse and have worn fearfulness, I repent and renounce this.

Where I have taken on the responsibility of being a savior or the one who protects the underdog and having become overprotective in later years I renounce this and repent of it. I surrender these areas into Your hands and Lordship.

Where I have been in a rage, in anger and have acted out in many ways against You and others, I repent and renounce anger. Reveal the offshoots of my anger, the iniquities and transgressions attached. I invite Your Lordship into all my anger. I release all frozen anger that has taken the form of depression and addiction or even in the body of a frozen shoulder.

Where my perception of the physical violence against my mother has caused many different behavioral problems, personalities, mental conditions that fortify my fears I repent and ask for deliverance and You to take Lordship in every area here. Where I have received distorted and personal views here and where it has caused fear and trauma I declare Your Lordship into these areas.

Father, I take the double-edged sword of the Spirit and break and separate from the pneumatic genetics of all trauma in my DNA and RNA, for Christ has redeemed me from sin and the kingdom of darkness. I declare and release the Melchizedek Priesthood of The Lord Jesus Christ, the Blood of His Covenant to cleanse all ungodly covenants, defilement off my blood, cells, my internal and external body and soul and spirit, off all memories in the nervous system and the body any place trauma has lodged in my body soul and spirit.

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Thank You for healing and delivering me and from all evil, spirits attached. For Thine is The Kingdom the Power and The Glory, forever and ever Amen.

GUILT AND SHAME Not only has our current self but our younger self-has endured guilt and shame. The sad truth is, who hasn’t as it been an emotion of the human condition from creation. “If only,” “should have,” “could have” is ‘shoulding’ all over our self and the mindset will block healing and cloud intuition and discernment.

Consider, our supposed to, our regrets and looking at our past empowers us to wholeness and healing. Puzzle pieces are part of the whole you, the very totality of who we are today, for better or for worse. We align ourselves with the past to move on into the future, and it can be

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painful. Pain is dealing with the past, so we can manifest wholeness for the present.

Self-understanding is profitable, and it is profitable to understand our younger self to free our now self. Otherwise, triggers don’t go away or are they seen for where and why they are there. It’s quicksand, they just loop us back into old patterns and fill our senses with stress, anxiety, fear, and sick feelings.

It is time for self-care, self-love, time to love ourselves more than the reality of pedophilia, incest, sexual and physical assault. It is all around us and is not going away, and we do know the duty of care can be balanced and prayed into.

We are of no earthly or spiritual good when we have not nurtured self. Release your family, release yourself into the heart of Christ Jesus, pass the baton onto Him, it is too heavy to carry. Surrender every aspect of trauma, abuse, illness, sickness, the perception in this area.

The following prayer is from a book I wrote for healing and overcoming unwanted same-sex attraction. Shame binds us, so all shame you have experienced can be confessed renounced and forgiven as you feel led to speak out your personal shames, guilts and regrets in the following prayer.

PRAYER FOR GUILT AND SHAME “The LORD is close to the brokenhearted; He rescues those who are crushed in spirit.”

Psalm 34:18 NLT

“Father shame has been a part of my life since I can remember, but today I no longer receive shame or guilt as a part of my identity or life.

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Even where it has been unconscious, I ask for Your power to remove it from me.

Father where shame has come down the generational lines and been a way of life in my family and has even come from shaming messages I repent and renounce this shame of my identity off my whole life “your fat and no one will want a fat girl” “you will never amount to anything” “you are a child of lesbians.”

Where shame and guilt have come on me because of secondary trauma, fear and trauma, torment, sexual perversion, whoredom and all forms of abuse I renounce this and all inward silence and declare I am not guilty; and I have You as my beauty my robe of righteousness.

Father because of my transgressions and my families let the curses attached to shame, the shame of physical and emotional abuse, alcoholism, incest, pedophilia, illegitimacy, sodomy, and all perversion and that has come be broken and lifted off me this day and even the curse that keeps me out of the house of God for I declare it to be so in Jesus Mighty Name.

Father, where shame has made me angry, resentful, bitter, a people pleaser, emotionally dependent, negative, work-alcoholic, super religious in works, striving to be successful and wealthy and for acceptance and love.

Where is has brought forth addictions, comfort eating, being controlling and aggressive I repent and renounce these sins and invite Your Lordship into all these areas.

Where shames voice mocks me, torments me, makes me hold my head down gives me depression and oppression I renounce these fruits of shame. Where shame brings oppression a spirit of heaviness and deep depression I invite You, Lord Jesus, to demolish any fortified stronghold.

I declare I am a Prince/Princess of The Most High God and belong to my Lord and Redeemer The Lord Jesus Christ who has carried my guilt and shame at Calvary. I am bone of His bone and flesh of His flesh.

Father I specifically repent and renounce all guilt and shame I specifically write, or I speak my personal feeling out. Even self-hatred that I have ever felt and have received ……. brought up in poverty; being told there is something wrong with me; told to be quiet; for being an incest 30

victim; being homosexual; for being transgender; for being a secondary victim of sexual assault, incest, pedophilia, rape; for not protecting my child/ren; for allowing it to happen and for the length of time: ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ Father, where fear and mockery have been a part of shame even a hiding place for me I come out of the dark into Your Light. Father reveal where I sin because of trying to cover up shame and guilt. Reveal the caves I run into and start to demolish these out of my personality and character. ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ __________________________________________________________” Father let it be so In Jesus Name Amen”

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GRIEF AND LOSS You may have friends that want to fix you, or they say, “get over it” or “you have grieved for long enough” or “you have been playing the victim long enough.” They mean well, and recall, they are individuals on their own path of understanding life.

Your pace is your pace, and it is ok to go through emotional changes at your pace. However, staying too long in the heartache becomes a dance with darkness. Grieving our losses too long gets blurry and adds to the distortion of future events.

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Loss of identity, loss of a balanced role as a parent to be now seen and treated as overprotective, mental, paranoid or distrustful one does also cause grief on top of existing grief.

Trying to prove you were right is an uphill battle that most times does not avail exposure. Vengeance is a form of I’m justified, I’m right, and they are wrong, that also avails to only more looping and more fragmentation, more sin.

Leave it to Christ Jesus, He is our Defense our Justice and will bring Judgment. Prayer seeks out prayers and pray about it and hand the baton over to God; it’s too heavy. Trust God He will get them for their guilt and if there is abuse happening to date!

Hatred of men and or women will eat like rust. In my book Understanding and Overcoming Homosexuality - Personal Cleansing Workbook, on page 55, I have written a prayer for hatred of women; I recommend you download the book and pray it through if hatred is a core.

Read it and personalize it to your vengeance and hatred. Free download at this link: https://books.noisetrade.com/kathleenmalligan/personalcleansing-workbook-26 Repenting of vengeance and hatred will enable you to step more into your healing. Enables you to no longer be the victim of your circumstances.

It takes courage to kill yourself, but it takes strength to stick around and face the journey. Heartbroken is the place we can continue to live from, but embracing the hero, the heroine will be a far better place and a place that guarantees overcoming and victory.

We can step into this process of healing because we have Strength living on the inside of us and it will be imparted. Jesus will honor you, and there will be a day that it no longer hurts, you will grow.

If the other person does not move on, we cannot be responsible for their thoughts and feelings or actions. They are adults who can and will process their grief and shame, their responses to any sexual assault incident or your secondary traumatic personality; you are healing.

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You have asked for forgiveness so if you have had enough of blame, shame and guilt and abuse directed at you, love yourself enough to walk away. We are in a hole that has to be emptied and filled. A boundary that no longer lives or receives the blame, the guilt, the grief the shame.

Walking away from their abusive attitudes, action directed at you or others around you is stepping towards joy.

Boundaries for our personal well-being need to be put in place especially if blame is a weapon being used and is peppered with aggression or force. The truth is, we cannot turn back time we are making peace with the past, regardless of how we handled it or did or did not expose it or thought it was or said it was and was not.

Release yourself, forgive the guilt you have and forgive the right that was misunderstood to be wrong, your human.

PRAYER FOR GRIEF “Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest.�

Matthew 11:28

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comfort in affliction and my Hope you bore my grief’s and sorrows and by Your stripes Jesus I am healed.

I surrender all my losses, all my grief all my pain and I ask for a fresh anointing of love and comfort for I am bound to grief and trauma. Father release me from this continual sorrow and sadness of heart; release my eyes to see my ears to hear and my mouth to speak and where it has affected my body let it be brought back to health and a sound mind.

Father cleanse me from all unrighteousness from all judgments and open doors of darkness. Let them be closed, and my heart set free to return to You in love and acceptance. Where I do not understand my losses, I am willing to trust You to make light and truth of it.

Therefore, I surrender these griefs into Your hands for You will guide me to all truth and wisdom. I confess and renounce and surrender the grief of: ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________

Thank You, Father, and - Father let it be so In Jesus Name Amen and Amen 4. [Malligan, 2014:34]

FORGIVENESS Sexual abuse is today made aware of on social media and the internet, so we are encouraged to speak up and expose the perpetrators.

There is no argument that any form of sexual assault is to be intolerable.

Thank God today silence is broken on the subject, and rightfully so, we have to speak up. Wonderful to see perpetrators going to jail for what they did centuries ago.

If we are male or female who has been assaulted or know of it happening we tell, we talk to each other; we pray into it. I even believe we should stay vigilant in The Holy Spirit, do not forsake prayers of protection or warfare where necessary. We don’t just bury our head in the sand 34

because we are or were secondary victims of trauma. I have written a prayer strategy at the end of this teaching that will bring exposure if you believe it is happening.

At present we continue overcoming trauma as our overcoming and healing will not happen overnight, we have to be deprogrammed. There is an important part of recovery we cannot bypass. Throughout our pursuit of release from the trauma of either personal or secondary abuse, forgiveness is a necessity.

“As most writers agree, “Forgiveness is not a feeling; neither is it simply trying to forget the bad things done to us. It is an act of the will and heart; it is giving a person something they have not earned the right to have pardon. Forgiveness acknowledges that we have been wronged, but it goes beyond that and extends mercy.” 5. [McClung, 1993:59] “Even if you feel they don’t deserve your forgiveness for their sins against you recall Jesus is The Judge and before Him, they stand. He will one day catch up to them and don’t forget fixed spiritual laws are against them. They reap what they sew they will receive the consequences of the wrong. In the end, one day they will stand to hear either enter into eternal life or enter into eternal death.

The only One who can demand we owe a debt is Jesus Christ. He alone is God, and we do not have the privilege of a goddess or godhood.

We owe Him a debt if we do not forgive as He commands we forgive.

“But if you forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.”

Matthew 6:15 KJ Forgiveness is an obligation, a law that we have no choice but to obey. There is no law that commands us not to forgive those who have sinned against us, no matter how gross their transgression was or is against us or for how long or how many times.

“Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord … do not overcome evil with evil” Romans 12:14-21 KJ

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He is true to His Word. This we can count on, so surrender, hand it over.

Unforgiveness can put us into custody to torment and tormenting spirits: “And his lord was wroth, and delivered him to the tormentors, till he should pay all that was due unto him. So likewise shall my heavenly Father do also unto you, if ye from your hearts forgive not everyone his brother their trespasses.”

Matthew 18:34-35 KJ Recall, the Lord’s Prayer, “forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors” Matthew 6:12 KJ These are all laws we cannot avoid and or not obey…

“Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; Matthew 5:44 KJ “Therefore I say unto you, What things so ever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them.

And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.

Mark 11:24-25 KJ “But if you forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses.”

Matthew 6:15” 6. [Malligan 2014:43] Regardless of what is coming at you from those around you, or who has wronged you or those you love, we invite Jesus into the areas. Anger is a good emotion, yet it can be an act of unforgiveness if it goes further.

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Bitterness and unforgiveness break our own hearts. I did not deal with the perceived event of child sexual assault and all the other stuff from years of being Christian never seemed to be resolved as much as I tried nothing changed, so that incident was the straw that broke the camel’s back, it shipwrecked my life. The only reason I stopped drinking was that I had an accident drink driving and it cost me close to ten thousand dollars.

We have just to keep pressing in, believing trusting and handing over the weight of the true and the false. Being willing to enter into more forgiveness is what He wills to hear. He knows it is difficult to forgive and overcome our carnal nature.

Give Him where you are at in healing, understanding, in the measure of forgiveness and the rest will follow. He will bring you to the place to fully forgive, understand and move forward.

PRAYER FOR HEALING FROM SEXUAL ABUSE “He heals the broken hearted and binds up their sorrows.”

Psalms 147:3

“Father, I call upon the power of The Blood Covenant that provides demonic deliverance and the provision of healing. For it is written, “if we confess our sin You are Faithful and Just to cleanse us from all unrighteousness” (1 John 1:9), and that includes cleansing of demonic infestation.

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Father, incest, and pedophilia is “an act of satanic worship … an act of witchcraft consummation” 7. [Kitchen 2006:17] I ask for the breaking of this consummation and this covenant off my life. Where the act has put me on the satanic altar as an act of worship, I declare a release because of the Blood of Redemption of Jesus Christ. Where the pneumo-genetics of my family line are incest and pedophilia, Thank You this link be broken off me and my generation the doors are closed from both sides of the family.

Father break every controlling link up and spirit because of sexual abuses from each and or from the offender(s) and every soul tie with them and my sibling(s). Father, where I have been so fragmented because of molestation and incest and rape and sexual sins against me, thank You for restoring my soul. Where I hate me, blame myself and reject myself and or believe my body, my breasts, and my private parts are disgusting I repent and renounce and invite you into these areas to heal and change my heart. I invite you into my sexuality my feminine gender and as a male into my masculine gender to bring it back to Your original design.

Father, I agree with You, it was not my fault and Father where my own father or my relative has not admitted to me he did sexually abuse me, I hear Your word in my heart “I’m sorry, yes I did abuse you, I admit I did sin against you.” Father where closure cannot come because he/she is dead or refuses to admit in fear of jail, I receive from You a Fathers voice in my heart, and I release them to You. Father, I renounce the deception of being considered as daddy’s favorite, as the pet, the lie of having a little secret and being considered his/her precious one or his little angel or ______________. I renounce the secret or do not tell if you tell you will be killed. Where I have sworn to the secretary with the penalty of death, I renounce this oath and lie.

I agree it was not my fault; I did not provoke or ask for such betrayal of my childhood or youth, but I chose to forgive myself if I am blaming me.

I agree and declare I am not guilty, not guilty, and not guilty, and I renounce all guilt complexes and ask where I have anxiety or any form of anxiety neurosis from deep guilt and blaming myself I receive my healing.

Father, I release my imaginations to Your Lordship, and I renounce all guilt, condemnation, and shame, feeling depressed and miserable because of these transgressions or my negative thoughts about self and 38

my so-called failings. I agree with Your Word that when we confess our sin “You cast it as far as the east is to the west and remember it no more.”

(Psalm 103:12) Jesus, I receive, “I am not guilty, not guilty, not guilty” and I forgive me for my involvement in any of these transgressions.

Father, I let go of all anger hatred, bitterness, revenge, unforgiveness self-pity, and the victim mentality.

Father, where verbal, mental emotional, physical and spiritual abuse has touched my life, impacted my life I invite You into here. Father bring to my heart these wounds for I willingly want to release them to You and invite You to come into these areas’ and be Lord.

Father, bring the pain to the surface of where I have been treated cruelly, treated shamefully, had cruel words said to me, even the cruel countenance that has glared at me. ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ Father, I receive that the abuse was not my fault, and I receive the words Not Guilty Not Guilty Not Guilty into my innermost being.

Father, let all agreements, lies, soul ties and covenants be broken between me and the perpetrator(s). Father let every judgment and area where control has taken grounds, and silence has ground be annulled and broken.

Father, where I have been abusive verbally physically emotionally sexually, and spiritually I repent and ask for forgiveness and ask for the release of all judgments and grounds of darkness. I invite You into these areas to bring them to death (Romans 8:13) and to demolish every area that keeps these iniquities and sin structures fortified in my life.

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Father, I receive healing restoration and comfort of The Lord for a new heart, to trust You with all my heart, to trust others, for intimacy with others and You, for compassion for kindness and for self-control.

Father let every curse of abuse be released from my life, and every link to the perpetrators and the kingdom of darkness be broken. Let all control coming from those who abused me be severed and broken from me to them.

Father, I repent of all harlotry coming down the generational lines of sexual immorality, uncleanness, rape, incest, fornication, adultery, ritual abuse, ritual occult abuse, prostitution, sex outside marriage, homosexuality, bi-sexuality, sodomy, transsexuality, seduction, betrayal, infidelity, pornography and all spiritual harlotry.

Father, I renounce all Lukewarmness and hardness of heart, and I return to Love return to Your from my stubbornness and rebellion.

Thank You, Father and - Father let it be so in Jesus Name Amen and Amen.” 8. [Malligan, 2014:44]

PRAYER FOR CONTROL ”Herin is My Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be My disciples.”

John 15:8 KJ

“Father, where I have dominated, manipulated, controlled, cohered people and circumstances for personal and ungodly gain I repent and ask forgiveness.

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Father, bring to my heart everywhere I have done this that I may specifically repent, ask for forgiveness and renounce. Father, I confess my seduction with sex, seduction with control of money, time, lying, stealing, physical abuse, sexual abuse, emotional abuse, pornography, my acts of incest and pedophilia. All other acts of control and perversions of __________, _________, ________.

Father, I receive healing for my subconscious that is blocked in memories. I invite You into all the fragmentation and the brokenness of my soul that has caused me to be controlling and manipulative.

Father, I let go of all fear and all the reasons that led me to control, _________________, _________________, _______________. I release all control and ask You into these areas of my life to bring this to death in my personality and in every area of my life. I submit to Your Lordship to do a work in me as one who follows the way of a Rabbi and that is You Lord Jesus Christ my Teacher my Lord.

Father, everywhere I am soul tied to others because of my controlling behavior I ask for a breaking of these ties and deliverance from a controlling mind and Father, cut every cord to each person I have controlled and been controlled by.

Thank You In Jesus Name Amen.

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[Malligan, 2014:33]

PRAYER FOR RECONCILIATION WITH SELF AND OTHERS

Father, I ask that You help me to reevaluate my relationship with my family. I ask You to turn my heart towards my family and theirs to mine.

I acknowledge being best friends with a daughter leads to enmeshment and codependence and to remain as mother and daughter is Your design in the chain of command for our life.

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Enable me to be grounded once again to myself and secure in trusting You. You will lead me to still waters; You will straighten crooked paths.

Enable me to find my own identity apart from child/ren and to stop wanting to run and interfering in the life of my child’s judgments. I release ______ to You and I trust _______ discernment to take care of ________.

Father in the Power and Authority of The Name of Jesus breath Your Breath on my daughter and myself to come forth into life. Let the raising of the dead anointing be released to turn our hearts back to the Father for an obedient living.

Let her heart be turned back to me and mine to hers that we receive a raising of the dead anointing on a mother and daughter relationship with the blessing of a grandson/son.

Father, I pray You would direct my daughters’ heart towards You to come back into full obedience and to have the desire to raise a Godly son.

Reconcile all things between us and from us to Yourself.

In Jesus Name Amen

Prayer For Deliverance And Freedom From Drug and Alcohol Addiction “He that covereth his sins shall not prosper: but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy.”

Proverbs 28:13 KJ

Father I repent and renounce abusing alcohol and drugs and any and all prescription drugs of Valium, Sara-Pax, Librium, pain killers or antidepressants or ‘uppers’ for both myself and my ancestors on both sides of the family back over forty and even a hundred generations where we had 42

become addicted to and the use and abuse and or are still abusing drugs.

Also, cough medicines, coffee, coke, chocolate, sweets, food, foods, laughing gas, animal medicines, sleeping pills, all tranquillizers, all types of barbiturates any type of stimulants, slimming tablets, all types of depressants, sedatives and any others we have used in abusive ways.

Also, mine and my ancestors on both sides of the family of gambling with alcoholism and gambling with drug addiction.

Also, those my ancestors and I have used for sexual pleasure and hypnotism, in ritual acts, in magic, sorcery and witchcraft practices, and incantations.

Also, all illegal drugs such as LSD, ecstasy, cocaine, opium, heroin, methadone, liquid and tablet morphine’s, speed, hash, marijuana, crack, meth and any other narcotic or drug that has altered our moods and behavior and has educed sleep and stupor and altered senses.

I also repent where we have drugged others on purpose for gain and pleasure and deceit and manipulated for sexual pleasures.

I also repent where my ancestors and I were selling and trafficking all types of drugs, both illegal or prescribed drugs and also tobacco, alcoholic drinks in the black market and on the streets and underground and as legally accepted by the laws of the Government.

I repent where we have abused various doctors to obtain scripts for dependency and or to sell in illegal ways and stolen from an employer or Chemists in any and all types of drugs.

I repent where we have broken the laws of the government and Your laws to make others take or buy drugs and alcohol and to obtain drugs and alcohol like; stealing, theft, break and enter, robbery, murder, physical and sexual abuse, incest, pedophilia in all its forms, prostitution, manipulation, conning, lying, adultery and anything else.

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members and friends and associates, spouses or those from sexual activity outside marriage, companies, gangs, cults, sects, institutions, mental health and its institutions, hospitals, jails and so on from these transgressions and iniquities of drugs and alcohol and also this occult list and also tobacco.

I ask for the generational cycle of addiction and abuse of alcohol and drugs that has come down many generations to be broken off my life.

Father, where I am still unwilling to forsake dependency and addiction, bring to death all sin structures that keep me bound in drug addiction, drug desire, drug backsliding and also alcoholism and alcohol dependency.

Father where possible let it be so that I am released from any or all spirits with curses that may have come upon us of: “control, manipulation, lying, deceit, sorcery, divination, witchcraft, addiction, craving, alcoholism, alcoholic abuse, wine drinking, strong drink, blind drunk, drinking to oblivion, stuttering, stupor, stupidity, mockery, torment, panic, anxiety, sleep, depressed personality, living on the edge, ridicule, derision, depression, rage, anger, cruelty, incessant talking, arguments, quarreling, fighting, mistrust, suspicion, violence, falseness, abuse and sexual physical verbal and emotional abuse and perversion, blasphemy, jealousy, bitterness, gall of bitterness, root of bitterness, unforgiveness, uncontrolled impulses, fornication, lewdness, harlotry, whoredoms, fantasy, divorce, division, disconnection, seduction and lust, broken covenant, broken vows, loneliness, rebellion, disobedience, stubbornness, heart of stone, no rights, silence, depravity, loss of dignity, miscarriage, confusion, guilt, failure, striving for approval, stamp of disapproval, perpetual pain and grief, fogging, not taking hold of the truth of the Word, spiritual blindness, despair, calamity, distress and loss, sudden loss, abandonment, illegitimate, isolation, rejection, outcast, street kid, homelessness, vagabond, fugitive, squalor, loss of self-control, self-protection, dependency, backsliding, error, deception, perversion, exploitation, wounded spirit, victim, poverty, poverty speech, never having sufficient funds, money worries, sudden loss of finances, never being able to get ahead, poverty and rags, alcoholic and addict off my clothes off my wardrobe, debt, insufficiency, financial crisis calamity and collapse, chronic, misfortune, the bastard, for doing the Lord’s work and serving the Lord drunk and on drugs, having new wine/Holy Spirit cut off from the mouth, spiritual disorder and blindness, destruction of family priesthood, workaholic, drug and alcoholic personality, alcoholic and addict stigma, alcoholic murder rape sexual abuse in all its forms, denial, poor vision, spewing, being uncovered, nakedness, shame and disgrace, incest, 44

adultery, drunkenness, destruction and death off my sexuality, destruction, every death wish, Father I choose life.

Father, death, premature death, accidents, accidental death, grief, loss of judgment, disability, paraplegic, paralysis, insanity, dumbness, blindness, deafness, Alzheimer, Hodgkin’s disease, dementia, loss of memory, plagues of the different types of cancer, sickness, infirmity, allergy, ailments, hypoglycemia, diabetes, liver and kidney disorders, blood disorders, bone disorders, heart disorders, arthritis, stress related diseases, mental illness, paranoid schizophrenia and schizophrenia, multiple personalities, religious personality and lifestyle, fragmentation, phobias, double mindedness, dis-functionalism, inferiority, classification, institutionalization, house of the wicked, idolatry, breakdown, psychosis, paranoia, fear, psychiatric treatment, sacrificial lamb, the abandoned lamb, the ritual lamb, the isolated lamb, being a curse and a reproach and among the nations, barrenness upon the land and any other curses for breach of Your laws.� 10. [Worley, 1996:35] Where I have taken drugs and alcohol because the walk with You is more than enough and drugs and alcohol to escape reality; to be numb null and void because of emotional pains I repent and receive Your grace to carry me through until such times Your Spirit wills to minister and bring forth healing in these areas.

Where I have taken drugs and alcohol to lift me into high moods because of emotional and physical illness I repent and receive Your grace and the keys and the anointing to bring to death the old habits that drove me to abuse drugs and alcohol.

Today I take You as the Shepard of my soul. I ask for a complete renewal of the mind to stop running and escaping into drugs and alcohol, food, TV, the counterfeit healing of my wounds.

Today I am willing to take accountability, and where I am not, I am willing to be made willing for You are for me and not against me. I can be empowered to stand in Your anointing as I am willing to yield to You to bring forth the new me who can be restored and healed and have my wounds bound up and have all prison doors opened for my freedom from addiction.

I want to choose, but I am finding it difficult to want the transforming 45

power of the Holy Spirit to change my heart to adjust and adapt to a lifestyle of Christianity a lifestyle of righteousness. But I choose to trust You to enable me to stop running to all false securities of addiction and alcohol and food and the false comfort these bring.

Today I take You as my Comforter for You understand me and all my ways and You know why I had/have become an addict and alcoholic. I surrender my emotions to Your Lordship where they have been bound and have led me to run to drugs and alcohol and food, I ask for a fresh anointing of the gifts and fruit of Your Spirit and the peace that I need to continue to overcome the devastation addiction and alcoholism has imprinted on me and that keep me turning to its desire than your desire for my life.

I thank You as from this day You will be bringing me out of all patterns and habits of the alcoholic and addictive person I have become and all the reasons I yield and have yielded to them.

I receive a new heart of flesh, the filling of New Wine of Your Holy Spirit to walk forward in my healing and deliverance and the newness of life You offer me. Thank You for birthing me from embryo to maturity so I shall be able to walk in the fullness You have for me. To live in the thoughts and the plans, You have for me that will give me hope and a future and a destiny. Jesus, I receive the call You have for me on my life.

Today I make a decision to turn away from the Kingdom of Darkness and their false fruits of securities that only bring devastation and destruction and that will most assuredly heap more pain on pain and bring my soul into such binding fragmentation, enable me to walk away and walk forward.

I choose today to serve You in Your enabling Grace and Sufficiency, I choose today to allow You to bring me forth and change my heart for the plans and purposes You have for my destiny and for the advancing of Your Kingdom. “For your joy will balance my pain, Your power will lift my burdens, Your peace will calm my worries, Your all sufficiency will be more than adequate to meet my daily needs.� 11. [Lotz, 1973:137] I now make a decision to daily place my dependency upon you Jesus 46

and you alone and receive you as my All Sufficient One.

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Therefore, it is necessary TO STAY ON prescribed medication; again, KEEP ON taking your medication. You have to be able to discern Holy Spirit so until you know that you know, that you know, you are able to come off slowly of any addictive medication firstly get the counsel and support and approval of your doctor and if 47

cannot get the witness of The Holy Spirit He is not requiring you to stop.

You may be as some people do and will need to remain on certain medications all the days of their lives, therefore this may be you; this you need to know, that you know, that you know, The Holy Spirit is saying to come off slowly. Did you know that even psychologists, psychiatrists, and doctors take anti-depressants and other addictive medications? Conditions exist and chemical imbalances exist and some have low dopamine levels that require medication.

Unless you know that you know you can discern your own thoughts from the demonic and discern the impression on your heart from The Holy Spirit continue taking your prescribed medication and continue learning how to discern His impressions on your spirit/heart. 12. [Malligan, 2014:158]

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PRAYER STRATEGY TO BRING JUDGMENT AGAINST THE SPIRITS OF DARKNESS CONNECTED. TO EXPOSE TO THE LIGHT CHILD SEXUAL ASSAULT

“Father let Your anointing flow anoint my prayers for it is You who shall cut off the spirit of princes, You who are terrible to the kings of the earth (Psalm 76:12) through the greatness of Your Power shall our 48

enemies submit themselves unto You (Psalms 66:3) for You shall tread down our foes (Psalms 60:12).

Father for the following prayer strategies I agree that “The spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound; To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD.” As written in Isaiah 61:1-2

Father as it is written in Psalms 149:8, “to bind their kings with chains and their nobles with fetters of iron, 9. To execute on the judgment written; this is an honor for all His Godly ones. Praise the LORD.” (NIV)

Lord Jesus, You gird us with strength for the battle, You have given us The Shield of Salvation to pursue our enemies to shatter them that they are not able to rise and so they turn their backs (Psalms 18:32-41).

Lord Jesus, release the sword of the Spirit, anoint me to come against the kingdom of darkness with the Sword of Your Spirit to execute judgment and terrify them in your wrath. So You can contend against them that contend against me, so You can prevail against our enemies for I am in Christ, in Blood Covenant. Father, breath on the following prayers and breath to pray for me in Your Holy Spirit in agreement.

For in the Power and Authority of The Name of Jesus, I remove, bind and block the stronghold of perversion of fornication, pedophilia, incest and homosexuality and whoredom coming against my household. I release an anointing upon the Armour of Righteousness, the Armour of Ephesians 6 and the Armour of Light of Romans 13:12 for myself and my daughter and my grandson that we can walk in the Light and receive Protection from the kingdom of darkness and from works and workers of iniquity.

Father, where these spirits have come into my home to devour to destroy to kill and steal and have dishonored my household, let judgment, the exceeding greatness of Your Power according to Ephesians 1:19-21 be operative living and active. For now, is the judgment of this world, now shall the prince of this world be cast out (John 12:31).

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For You spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment, the Great White Throne Judgment (2 Peter 2:4). Father, I proclaim and declare when these works are exposed, and the guilty are caught that each spirit attached are to be plucked out of their dwelling places and uprooted out of the land of the living into Tartarus. Selah.

Father, I proclaim and declare Psalms 18:12-14 and from verse 3742 for Your Word shall not return unto void it will accomplish that to which it has been sent as written in Isaiah 55:11 for these prayer strategies. No weapon will succeed, they have intended evil and devised a plot yet You will make them turn their back. You will aim Your bowstring at their faces.

Be exalted in Your Strength oh Lord; Praise is unto God our Rock, Power and our Salvation. (Psalms 21:8-13)” 13. [Malligan 2015:13] I deliver the person I suspect ______ into Your Hands. I thank You for allowing someone to catch the thief and for delivering us from this foe as written in Psalms 106:9-11.

“Father, in the mantle on my life and in the Breath of Your Spirit because I have the honor to release judgment against the kingdom of darkness behind incest, pedophilia, rape, abuse I command the Ruling Strongman and the Ruling Familiar spirit in and over this person and his entire household to have warfare against them until they are exposed.

Also the strongman that nests the incest, paedophile, rape, perverse and seducing and lying spirits this whole house/nest of these spirits that houses paedophile, pornography, lust, perversion, sexual spirits, debauchery, the control, the abuse the rape, the power, the deceiving and lying spirits all this strongman’s house and armour and underlings in the strongman’s nests.

No matter what his or her name is Perversion, Bondage, Death and Infirmity, Jealousy, Lying, Familiar, Fear, Heaviness, Seduction, Antichrist, Haughtiness, Whoredom with Death and Hell, Jezebel or Antichrist.

Whatever, I command they be gathered and sent to Tartarus until the Great White Throne Judgment when their day of reckoning comes.

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I release the swords of authority off my back, the mantle on my life and raise them in the air against these spirits to bring forth a judgment of exposure, of being caught. For the net they have hidden will catch themselves and into their own destruction they will fall, and in the end, they will be taken to Tartarus.

They all knew the Ruling Strongman gives the commands, and all his networks knew what they were doing and in tempting and causing people to commit incestuous rape and pedophile rape and physical and other sexual abuses of molestation. I find them guilty and charge them with the mantle on my life and bring them before You as The Judge of Judges, The Magistrate of the Courts of Heaven and Earth.

They will not bring this defilement into my house; my camp and I say they will not continue to bring such vile works against my bloodlines, it stops once and for all. Let it be an object lesson to them, Father that they do not contrive ever to bring forth the secrecy of pedophilia, incest or rape or molestation ever again.

Father, I address the kingdom of darkness. Devils, from my position in the third heavens I address you and declare to your kingdom of darkness that this warfare will be operative living and active against you until I receive the desires of my heart of you conceding defeat and no longer committing your vile works against my household my family.

I resist you, I renounce you and refuse your will and acknowledge the will and Lordship of The Great and Living God and The Awesome Lord of Hosts our Saviour our Deliver Jesus Christ. Our God is now against you for the these works you have brought against my household and through _______________________.

I declare Covenant Blood and warfare against from the North is against you for this is the honor of all the saints (Psalm 149:8-9) and I deliver you all into the hands of The Living God, and I will fight under the power of The Risen Christ and with the Mantle on my life always.

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I will stand and see the salvation of our souls as my Redeemer enforcing Covenant to bring justice and judgment. You will have no choice but to desist your moves and cease your activity against _______________ and working through ________________ to cause him/her to be committing these vile acts. I bring them out from under your government and declare the Government is on His shoulders and He is Lord for they are bought with a price, by His Redeeming Blood. You will not get past my God; it ends now.” 14. [Malligan, 2015]

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“Father in the Power and Authority of The Name of Jesus I break the ungodly priesthood between _______________ and ________________.

I break the offices of priest and priestess and take my ___________ off the sacrificial altar and break, the witchcraft consummation because of incest, pedophilia, rape, seduction, and fornication.

Father, I break every controlling link up and spirit because of the incest, sexual rape, sexual abuse and pedophilia, and physical and emotional abuse. Every ungodly soul tie between them I command to be bound and remain bound and broken in Jesus Name.

Father, I come against the office of necromancer pedophile 15.

[Kitchen 2008:11], and I lose The Mantle and Spirit of Elijah to break the back of this network of spirits in and over ______________ and coming against my household. I declare the Government of the Lord Jesus Christ against this spiritual network from the lowest rank to the highest in and overall ancestry lines coming from other spirits.

Father where this defilement has come down the generational lines of the father’s side on _____________, and being outworked through the mother, I take the double-edged sword of the Spirit and break and separate from the pneumatic genetics in ________ DNA and RNA, for Christ has redeemed us from sin and the kingdom of darkness.

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I declare and release the Melchizedek Priesthood of The Lord Jesus Christ, the Blood of His Covenant to cleanse all ungodly covenants, defilement off ________ blood, his cells, his internal and external body and his soul and spirit memories for his future for when the thief is caught. Off his calling and purpose on the earth. Not just because of this gross work of darkness but because of all sin connected these transgressions. For he is ordained to be a king and priest unto The Lord Jesus Christ.

Father, where they will be trying to enforce themselves within the kingdom of darkness to keep from exposure to keep the incest, the paedophilia the rape the seduction secret and from being seen and that person being caught in and over _____________, I release Spiritual Blocks of The Power of The Pillars of Covenant of The Blood of Jesus no weapon formed against _________ will prosper in Jesus Name let it be so.

I command the phantoms command the walls of protection into burning rubble. I release the they crumble into a pile of ash, In

will no longer hide in the dark as I around this network be smashed down fire of God, the Blood of Covenant that Jesus Name.

For I command in The Power and Authority of The Name of Jesus all reinforcements and those sent from other sources of darkness to be returned to their senders, and I forbid them to operate or enjoin themselves with this _____________ spirits of darkness. I command they or even any from my family bloodlines be gathered on spek and if they return they are to be pursued by the angels and muzzled and bound from functioning operating manifesting speaking linking up with one another and placed in spiritual boxes until the victory is won in the natural and The Spirit. Until all this is brought to naught and our lives are returned to trust, love, joy, peace, and righteousness in The Holy Spirit.

Father against the works of chaos, disorder, destruction, death, and darkness I release the Light and Blood Life and Love of Christ Jesus

I declare no weapon will continue to prosper and I pull it down from the ground below and above, from the sea and the air above and below and in the heavenlies and the governments of the darkness of this age. I declare the thief will be caught who is making ______________ hidden. I declare 53

the Blood of Righteousness is ripping off the masks. No longer will this seduction keep hidden or will it or can attract other deviants. I hide _____ under the shadow of Your Wing with Supernatural Protection and with the Power of The Blood of Covenant.

I declare, and decree and I release a statement against darkness and a proclamation in the spirit to declare Job 34:22 “There is no darkness or deep shadow where the workers of iniquity may hide themselves.” And declare “My God rules the raging seas, You crushed Rahab like one who is slain and scattered Your enemies with Your Mighty Arm. The heavens are Yours; the earth also is Yours; the world and all it contains, You have founded them.” (Psalms 89:8-11 NIV) All is now exposed and brought under the Light of Christ Jesus, and the victory is ours.

I ask that You avenge us and send back double for the works devised wrought and assigned against for them to cause any other devastation or work or payback or harm to make it seem as if You judged. Keep us from every spirit that is of the enemy and that we would not be taken captive ever again by these perverse works of darkness and workers of iniquity.

For now, is the judgment of this world, now shall the prince of this world be cast out; and what an honor has the saints to bring forth judgment. Breath on my prayers in the Spirit that it all be so in Jesus Name.

Psalms 52:4-6.

For I command in The Power and Authority of The Name of Jesus that until the thief is caught and all this is brought to naught, and all lives are returned to trust, love, joy, peace, and righteousness in The Holy Spirit warfare will continue.

Father, it is You who gives counsel might and skill to rule, through You we shall do valiantly, for You shall tread down our enemies as written in Psalm 60:12. For it is You God who are terrible out of Your Holy places, You God of Israel is He who gives power and strength unto His people as Your Word declares in Psalm 68:35, Blessed be You.

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I want to worship You to thank You for releasing Your angels to do battle and protect and guard us. Father let Your angels now be released for _______________. Father make a hedge to guard all that is going in and coming out and that in the air above and ground below, fight those who would fight against us contend with those who contend against us, keep us from the jaws of the traps of those set before us, let the wicked both spirit and flesh fall into their own nets while we walked into and walk by safely.

Thank You that You and Your Spirits, Your angels will do battle for us, and You foil all attacks and traps of the enemy and keep us from the nets of the enemy while we walk by safely. Let it be so that we are now continuously surrounded by the Power and songs of deliverance.

Once again heal us from our destructions, preserve us from trouble and open our eyes to the plans plots and ploys and traps of the enemy for the rest of the days of our lives. I ask that You go before us from now on to make crooked places straight and shatter the doors of bronze and cut through the bars of iron and let it be so in Jesus Name.” 16. [Malligan, 2015:16]

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“Father Your Word declares, and I release this Sword of The Spirit, and over my household “I am come that they might have life and that they might have it more abundantly.” (John 10:10)

In the authority on my life and the mantle and in The Breath of Your Holy Spirit, I take up arms and warfare to declare the works of darkness that have come against my household to steal, kill and destroy be brought into The Light, be Judged, be brought down, to be cast out, be put under The Blood of Jesus Christ and under His and feet and brought to naught. I declare the net that they have hidden has caught themselves and into their own destruction, they will fall according to Psalms 35:8.

I declare no longer will any weapon forged against myself, ______________ to prosper for I proclaim each and every one of them and 55

those that are cohorts to be taken before the courts of The Most High in the heavenlies. For Jesus is our Judge and has His Jury, and I am seated at the right hand of The Father and Son to bring Justice, Righteousness and Judgment against this perverse foul works of incest and pedophilia and child molestation.

I release the sword of The Spirit and declare Matthew 16:18 that the councils of Satan and the unseen world will not prevail against the church; Jesus is Lord and has the keys of death and hell.

Father, I command a binding and shutting of the mouth of all Ruler spirits in the heavenlies; their religious lawyers, barristers and the lawyers of death and I strike down these guards in Jesus Name to bow the knee. I release judgment of Psalms 2:4-5 “He that sitteth in the heavens shall laugh: the Lord shall have them in derision. 5. Then shall he speak unto them in his wrath, and vex them in his sore displeasure.�

Father, I expose the evil protector or the guardian that keeps the incest and pedophile spirit hidden that keep this spirit as a phantom. I expose the spirit and his network to the light and release The Light of Your Glory against them to stop them and from going on the offensive.

I shut the mouth of these dogs in the spirit, I command where they link up with spirits of no conscious, pride, religious spirits, fear and terror, physical and emotional abuse, neglect, starving, anger rage and murder, confusion, lying, doubt and unbelief, deception and self-deception, bitterness resentment and un-forgiveness to cover themselves that their chains of command be broken that each spirit be bound from operating and linking up with one another to empower one another and give each other orders in Jesus Name.

Father, I command in Jesus Name they be pushed back in all persons, in the air and their link ups broken to the power’s principalities and spiritual wickedness in high places especially from the incest and pedophile spirits to the kings and queen and all angelic ranks from Satan to the lowest ranking spirit. Father also all witchcraft known and unknown, witchcraft projection and take over and control and all sorcery, mother of sorcery and all works of the sorceresses.

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Father, in The Name of Jesus, I bind and cut off all evil supply lines to and from Powers, Principalities, Spiritual Wickedness in High places, World Rulers, the Ruling Strongmen, all Rulers, all strongmen, all Mind and Control spirits and all strongmen and their nests under Seduction, Heaviness, Haughtiness, Whoredom, Jealousy, Lying, Familiar, Perversion, Fear, Infirmity, Bondage and Jezebel, Antichrist, and Hell and Death. I command the witchcraft of the third eye be burnt out with the allconsuming fire of Your Holy Spirit to disarm all witchcraft and sorcery.

Father, against the stronghold rape, sexual fantasy, sexual filth of the mind, sexual idolatry, harlotry, perversion, fear, abuse, schizophrenia, and rejection I command they be subdued to be gagged and all to be separated one from the other and boxed in spiritual boxes. I loose Ministering Spirits to read them the Scriptures day and night until this abuse comes to naught and every bit of communication, love, lust, desire, false love, and obsession towards _____________ is run out of this person’s body out of their desires, mind, will, and emotions to the place they no longer will commit such acts.

Fire Of God, I call on The All-Consuming Fire of God. I will not tolerate darkness or these works against ____________ or any to come for a thousand generations. Violence, physical and emotional abuse, Rape, Sexual Abuse, Molestation, Incest, Paedophilia all abuse stops now, stops here, stops now.

Father let the Seven Fires Burning of Revelation 4:5 to swallow up in a fire every foul work of darkness that has defiled my ______.

Father I command shields up in every direction against the principalities, powers, rulers of darkness and spiritual wickedness in high places in and over the perpetrator, for my household and against other people, places and things that they cannot continue to remain, that they cannot cause to remain in a relationship with pedophilia. I break the office and mantle of witch and Mandrake, the powers an alchemical marriage 17.

[Kitchen 2009:52] being forged against my ________ to bring forth this unholy alliance in Jesus Name.

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Where Hecate, the underworld, necromancy, and divination are working and speaking with this religious and perverse stronghold of spirits, I command in the power of Prophet Priest and King a cutting off of all powers and authorities, and I smash their power bases. I command a ceasing a silencing of such death, destruction, and devastation. I command each weapon used to be rendered null and void of no effect, and I cast them down to fall to the ground.

Father, I command perpetual warfare until ________ is free and the unholy relationship be ceased. Let warfare be against the whole network from the North to the South from the West to the East, from above and below. I command they be cut off as written in Psalms 94:21-23 and all put to shame as written in Psalms 108:13 and 109:29 and all trod down as written in Psalms 44:5.

I declare ___________ is not going to be marked to be a son of Belial, _________ or any grandchildren for a thousand generations they will be servants of Christ Jesus walking in Spirit and in Truth. None will be placed on any satanic alter or be a witchcraft consummation. The blessings of Abraham Isaac Jacob and the blessings of Christ Jesus are for _________ we shall serve The Living God. We are redeemed and purchased by The Blood of Christ Jesus.� 18. [Malligan, 2015:21]

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“Father, I break the witchcraft love, the obsession with the child and with children, the false love between ___________ in Jesus Name. Father, where sorcery and witchcraft work with the spirits of Fantasy, Rosemary and Venus to keep this seduction and lust alive I command they be bound and swallowed up in Your wrath to devour them for You have given me the necks of mine enemies according to Psalms 18:39 and verse 41 for none can save them when they are delivered into Your hand.

Father where _________ conscious is seared with a reprobate mind to follow after these perverse ways and perverse spirits and lust out of control and obsession for children I command a binding so tight that they cannot function operate or manifest to keep ___________ in the delusion

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of this unholy alliance or in love and hatred with the child. I command naught to all illogical thinking and desires in Jesus Name.

Father, I command they receive perpetual warfare of being confounded and consumed that they are not able to rise. Let them be sore vexed at unawares (Psalms 6:10, 18:38) until all spirits in and over my __________ this pedophile and household concede to defeat, to stop the relationship that it ends and so that it can never to be started up again.

Father, where the spirits of rebellion, stubbornness, disobedience, and hard-heartedness have justified these transgressions and will to continue to justify and keep _______ in denial, self-deception and deception I command they be cut off in their wickedness according to Psalms 94:21-23 and bound in affliction and iron to be vexed and burning on them in Jesus Name.

Father, I command against all spiritual determination to prove _______ not guilty or to cover up guilt they cannot stubbornly keep any grounds because of the great warfare that is now against them. I declare this will wither and die in Jesus Name.

Father, these spirits will not hide behind lies and deception and pretend it is over for I declare it will be over and they will not wed or be in any form of relationship with one another. For _____________ is Yours and I am present _______ before the mercy throne for help for __________ has no voice he has been silenced and lied to and told to lie.

Open the doors of the banqueting table for Your Banner Lord Jesus over ____________ is Love.

Father, against the perpetrator, I cut off all evil supply lines and bind the Ruling Strongman, all strongmen, Mind, and Control spirits with a threefold cord and command the witchcraft of the third eye be burnt out with the all-consuming fire of Your Holy Spirit in Jesus Name.

Father, “I loose your warring angels, Your Spoiler Spirits to attack the rear guard of the enemy to uproot drive and destroy this ungodly alliance and devour all spirits at work in this assignment in this attack in this work of darkness in Jesus Name.� 19. [Worley 1983:8] 59

Father, I declare Your authority of The Lord Jesus Christ over their carnal man. Your Counsel in their inner man and when they sleep at night so they no longer can be under the delusion and self-deception and lie of attraction to the child and with this evil soul tie. Father in Jesus Name I break and bind this ungodly evil soul tie between __________ and the fornication.

Father let all transference of guilt be bound and all punishment bound and exposed for ___________ guilt of incest and pedophilia and all abuse.

So the enemy can no longer use guilt and shame in the form of physical and emotional abuse or shunning or neglect or lack of food as a weapon against ___________.

Father in the Name of Jesus I loose ___________ lips to tell and tell without telling that it causes suspicion. I loose _____________ to act in certain ways that would reveal something is going on here.

Father where __________ has brought this child into seduction into false love under Hecate witchcraft love I loose the fruit of The Holy Spirit to come against all the rotten fruit of darkness. I break the back of this Power and Sorcery in Jesus Name and loose Your Spirits of Judgment to wage warfare in the heavenlies. I’m leaving the justice and the judgment to Your will Your Wisdom and Your Truth and Understanding against the perpetrator.

Where the conscious is seared in denial and feels no remorse no guilt and sees these acts as acceptable lifestyles, let __________ conscious be convicted and the spirits bound that have the conscious and sub-conscious in captivity. Where it has gone into the soul of __________ that ______ enjoys this depravity, bring the sword to divide between flesh and spirit in Jesus Name.

Where _____________ emotions, mind, speech, sexual character, appetite, central nervous system, and body is fortified with spirits of darkness, I command these and those in the sub and the conscious they be sorely vexed. They be consumed with Might and covered with reproach and dishonor until they also concede defeat and stop causing __________

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to molest. Exposure, as no longer will they keep alive a relationship that brings devastation, in Jesus Name.

Father, I demolish the wall of secrecy and the wall that hides the pedophile and sexual abuser that they no longer can remain hidden or their voices silent in secret. I release Light, Love, Righteousness, The Blood of Covenant and the Anointing to smash and demolish these walls, these works of darkness in Jesus Name.

Father let the souls of these unclean spirits be fragmented, let their mischief return on their own head as written in Psalm 7:15-16. The very destructions fall upon their souls. Let their souls be slung out as from the middle of a sling according to 1 Samuel 25:28-29. This way they will concede defeat, and they will weary from the battle, and they will want peace to return to their house. Great are You and “how Terrible art thou in thy works! Through the greatness of thy Power shall thine enemies submit unto thee” as Psalms 66:3 declares.

Father, let them all be made a public display of, Father parade their heads down the street for the work of the cross has conquered and given me the necks of mine enemies, we have this victory in Jesus Name.

Father, I proclaim and declare Your Word and loose this Sword in The Spirit against our enemies for it is written: “When the wicked spring up as grass, and when all the workers of iniquity do flourish; it is that they shall be destroyed forever: 9. For, lo, thine enemies, O Lord, for, lo, thine enemies shall perish; all the workers of iniquity shall be scattered. 11. Mine eye also shall see my desire on mine enemies, and my ears shall hear my desire of the wicked that rise up against me.” Psalm 92:7, 9, 11 (K.J.) and my household.

I ask that You would keep us now from hidden danger and let no weapon formed against us is able to prosper coming from these works of darkness of sexual abuse and perverse immorality. Thank you for Your Covenant protection and for keeping us safe. Keep us safe from evil intention or persons of perversion and sexual immorality in our going out and our coming in.

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Father, from now on “hide us from the counsel of the wicked, from the insurrection of the workers of iniquity; 3. Who whet their tongue like a sword, and bend their bows to shoot their arrows, even bitter words:” as written in Psalms 64:2-3.

Thank You for supernatural protection and I release from this day forward a Great Spirit of Judgment, Holiness, Righteousness and Conviction against _____________ any sexual predator, abuser, pedophile or any incest perpetrator who think they can come and bond with ________. Or come near the generations to come.

I do so to thwart all the plans persons and spirits have. For I release Your Double-Edged Sword, The Spirit of Holiness, Righteousness and Conviction of Your Word and He The Holy Spirit literally stands between ________ and ___________ or those to come in the future in Jesus Name.

For it is written,

“He who sits in the heavens shall mock at them. 5. Then he will speak to them in his anger, and he will terrify them in his wrath.”

Psalms 2:4-5 KJ

“God shall contend with those that contend against me; God shall fight those that fight against me.”

Psalm 35:1 KJ

“The Lord shall go forth...he shall cry, yea roar, he shall prevail against his enemies.”

Isaiah 42:13 KJ

“The lord shall fight for you and ye shall hold your peace.”

Isaiah 54:1 KJ

“Every weapon formed against you shall not prosper, and every tongue....and their righteousness is from me says Jehovah.”

Isaiah 54:17 KJ

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“O Jehovah, contend with those who contend with me; fight those who fight against me. 2. Take hold of a shield and buckler, and arise as my help. 3. Draw out the spear and close ranks to meet my pursuers; say to my soul, I am your salvation. 4. Let those who seek my soul be ashamed and disgraced; let them be turned back and brought to confusion, those who plot evil to me. 5. Let them be as chaff before the wind, and the Angel of Jehovah driving away. 6. Let their way be dark and slippery, and the Angel of Jehovah their pursuer. 7. For they have hidden their pit-net for me without cause; without cause they have dug for my soul. 8.

Let destruction come on him; he will not know; and let his net which he concealed catch him; let him fall in it, into destruction.

9. And my soul shall be joyful in Jehovah; it will rejoice in His salvation 10. All my bones shall say; O Jehovah, who is like You, who delivers the poor from those stronger than he; yes, the poor and needy from his plunderer?”

Psalm 35:1-10 KJ

All Honour All Glory and All Praise belongs to You.

In Jesus Name Amen”

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[Malligan 2015:30]

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Prayer Strategy for Secondary Victim Of the Paedophilia and Incest Jesus has laws against child molestation, incest, rape and pedophilia and transgressions alike. When this work has come against our children or others, He is the God of Justice and Judgment and The Warrior we Enforce.

When this has happened to our children or those we care about we can receive much sorrow and trauma that needs processing and healing. Shame, guilt, anger, grief, and revenge can be our companions if we do not receive the impartation and anointing of The Lord Jesus Christ to walk us through and out of these emotions.

This teaching and these prayer strategies will impart love, faith, hope, and trust in our Deliverer and Redeemer. They will bring forth healing and deliverance from the secondary effects of child sexual assault.

The book will also teach you how to bring warfare and judgment against this spiritual network, for in the future if you know someone you love is at risk.

Nothing is impossible for our Covenant Keeping God. Our God will deliver us from evil for His is The Kingdom The Power and The Glory, Forever and Ever - Amen.

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