Jesus Set Me Free FROM FEAR AND LIES TO TRUTH AND LOVE

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hospitalized and under the spell of their medication so I would not only not fulfill the call on my life but so that they would remain housed in my life to bring forth death – death and abortion of all that Jesus had for me since the womb of my mother. But freedom did come and I found out there were so many reasons God knew why I would be refined in affliction. It was not that He was the author but He knew me the person He knew how all the lies they fed would take the years to be outworked for me to be able to come out of affliction. The process of growing, learning, knowing kingdom living and the kingdom life and learning correct warfare would take time before I could come into freedom. This was the truth behind the word given “you will be refined in affliction”. I being refined did not prophetically mean He would harness me for the highway of holiness by a work of demonic affliction. God did not afflict me to refine me to obey His ways, or to make me serve Him or love Him as I thought. He did not give me affliction of demons to purify me, as I believed. This was not the work of Jesus to refine me to make me sanctified or humbled or refined to obey so as to walk the highway of holiness. It was a foreknowledge of demonic activity that was in me and over me - the copious amounts of demons I had, the foundation of fear burrowed deep within my personality, the mental instability and drive for self-survival, and most of all their legal rights of access, their contending, their counterfeit workings of The Holy Spirit so they could get the control. Man, I had copious amounts of demons and divination who love to keep you in the courtroom of condemnation. The insanity, mental illness, takeover, mind control and fear spirits, so many different nests of spirits and Him knowing what would happen to me was His foreknowledge of being refined in affliction “you will be refined in affliction.” I know now we are at war – we wrestle not against flesh and blood but demons, spirits of Satan, and we have not only our own flesh to contend with but the flesh of other unsanctified that gives devils opportunity to war against you. Here I was enlisted, conscripted in an army who did not know how to 15


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