everyday gandhis Fall 2009

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issue II • Fall 2009

O   f Bears, Guardians and the Wisdom of the Breakdown by cynthia travis

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ne night a few months ago I couldn’t sleep. Since I sometimes meditate and receive insights by lying on my belly on the ground, I decided to lie belly down on my bedroom floor. The question that came was: What relationships do you tend? It has been the question that got me meditating in the morning rather than checking email first thing. It’s the question I return to whenever I am scattered or overwhelmed. It’s the question that sits on my shoulder as I learn to live as a Guardian of Future Generations.

What is it exactly about Dave that drew the bears to him? Is it his bloodline, (Blackfoot, Cree) as he believes? Or is it something else, something I could learn, perhaps? How sad that there are no wideeyed children gathered like little bears at his feet to hear this story. And no restless young men and women hungry for initiation, itching to be tested, then anointed with a purpose that will serve the community, who are learning what it is to touch the certainty of connection while reaching their hands towards a bear.

At this writing, I am at Big Bear Lake for a few days at our family’s house by the lake. My elderly neighbor, Dave, just stopped by with his dog, Freddie, an old furry slipper of a dog who takes his guardianship of Dave very seriously. Dave is frail, bitter, opinionated, and horribly lonely. He’s a wonderful storyteller, even if he does go on a bit. Today he told that bear story again. He told it three times, actually, but I hadn’t heard it in awhile and it’s one of my favorites.

Dave’s bear story helps me see that the essence of Guardianship might be the certainty of connection, reaffirmed and practiced as a way of life. Perhaps it is this experience of connection itself that is teaching us, the spirit of connectedness as an entity, a sentient being that has enlisted the natural world - those legions of creatures we are endangering and wiping out – to teach us.

Dave is in Yosemite. He sits down to rest on a small stump. Suddenly he is startled by a ranger’s voice over a bullhorn: “Hey you! Do you have any idea what you’re doing?” Just then Dave notices a black bear lying at his feet. He gently strokes the bear’s head. The bear leans into him, then climbs up into his lap and begins licking Dave’s face. More bears come. Dave is unafraid. He continues stroking the first bear and talking softly to it. He tells the ranger, “Of course I know what I’m doing!” The ranger insists that Dave is in great danger. Dave tells him, “I’ve got Native blood in me. This bear could kill me or I could kill him. But I’m not gonna kill him and he knows that.” The ranger turns the bullhorn to the small, astonished crowd that has gathered and admonishes them, “Now, don’t any of you try what this guy is doing!”

We have all heard and experienced stories of unusual encounters with animals. And they have been so much a part of our journey at everyday gandhis: The elephants that came to Master General in the midst of war, signaling over 30,000 men to lay down their guns. The egrets that arrived out of season, circling the meeting hall in Voinjama at 2 a.m. where we were to gather the next morning to inaugurate the first Mourning Feast. The mixed group of snakes that streaked past our guest quarters the night of the forest and water healing ceremonies. The elephant ambassador that threw us an elephant bone in Botswana. The land shows us its endless generosity, its prodigious, dazzling regenerative prowess. Maybe what we are seeing is that the land and the animals are the Guardians of people, and it's only our vanity and our ignorance that tricks us into thinking it’s the other way around. continued on page 3…


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