
T h e R e p e a t e r
V o l u m e 2 8
2 0 2 4 - 2 0 2 5
T h e R e p e a t e r
V o l u m e 2 8
2 0 2 4 - 2 0 2 5
The theme of this issue is "Synesthesia," a rare phenomenon in which multiple senses are connected in a person's brain. This leads to an involuntary experience of colors and sound, texture and smell, light and touch. I have experienced synesthesia from a young age. Being a synesthete has opened my eyes to seeing our world from a vivid, vibrant perspective. I have color-grapheme synesthesia, so I view letters, words, and numbers as individually and inherently colored. I try to convey this through my writing and use it as a tool to accelerate creativity. My hope is that this issue will inspire my Gibbons peers to think originally and see the wonderful world God has given us through a more beautiful, vibrant lens.
- Amelie Flagler, co-president of The Repeater
Amelie Flagler - Co-President
Cy Sagan - Co-President
Alex Kwak - Art Liaison
Gracie Mihalyo - Photography Liaison
Maggie Kozlowski - Writing Consult
Ms. Lauren Owen - Club Advisor
Cover Art: Alex Kwak
Abigail Gissel
My greatest enemy is a blank page, My biggest fear is that I’m stuck in a cage, And the words are spilling out, the phrases of speech, But the ideas are heightening way out of reach I grasp for the sentences, reach through the bars, But I’m as far from the stories as Earth is from Mars
Then the characters, backstories, settings and plots
Billow away- I can’t connect the dots
The stories sink down to the depths of the ocean, As I search for a way to express my emotion, The letters fall short, the tales still untold, My thoughts freeze over like a pond in the cold, So I stop-
And I stare-
Then I desperately wait-
The words start to appear, with each mark on the slate, Inspiration stops hiding, the world gets much brighter, This is a poemAnd I am a writer.
Abigail Marr
Ava Rutkowski
Shoveling bunches of weeds into her mouth, Adrianne dipped her feet into the murky lake until she couldn’t see them anymore. She hasn’t had her fill. To wash down the wildflowers, she scoops up the lake water. People find her presence as invasive as the plants she chews. Adrianne was born to consume. Her mother said she was delivered gnawing on her umbilical cord. Her mother said after each haircut, the stylist would give her a lollipop, and she’d eat the stick and all. Her mother said she’d be hungry after eating a week's worth of meals in twenty minutes. Her mother said Adrianne’s hunger would kill her. She was probably right.
When Adrianne got up from her grassy patch, her skirt was stained green. She walked until her feet hurt. Her complex was exactly one foot ache away from everything. She greeted the porch pirates that sat outside the lobby and started up to her apartment. “I am hungry,” she thought.
The hallway was small so only two people could squeeze past each other at a time. “Hello, Adrianne,” said the sickly, thin, pretty woman who had a habit of blocking her way. She was holding a little brown box. She was around Adrianne’s age and assumed Adrianne didn’t do much of anything. Even so, she constantly spoke about what new diet she was on or a new movie everyone loved, but she hated whenever they ran into each other. Last week she was on a low carb, no sugar, keto diet. Adrianne didn’t remember her name; she never did. “Hello,” Adrianne mumbled. The woman opened her mouth wide and began chattering. “You should make eye contact with the people you talk to, speaking clearly and smiling goes a long way. You’re very lucky I’m an empathic individual, and I understand people intuitively. It’s my gift. Yesterday, when we spoke, I could tell you were down in
the dumps, intuitively, of course. So I bought you this cake. A wedding cake was all they had on sale. Last week’s diet was a total bust, so now I’m fasting for the next day or so. Not for religious reasons, of course; I’m not a hack! Ha!” The woman was nearly out of breath but still had enough energy to let out a hearty laugh at her own joke. “So, here’s your gift. You’ll like it.” The woman handed her the box, but her hand lingered on Adrianne’s. Adrianne felt full, so she yanked her hand away. The woman smiled with a twinge of sadness. “I am here for you.” She was done. “Thank you, Miss, but I don’t-” Adrianne was cut off by the woman, who was not in fact, done. “There is no need to thank me. I consider myself a philanthropist of sorts.” When Adrianne went to reply, she was already smiling and walking down the stairs. Adrianne opened the box in her room and saw a little wedding cake. She ignored the receipt with the woman’s name on it; she didn’t want to know her name. It’s a shame: I usually like cake. She forced open her window and dumped the cake onto the busy street below. She hunted for roaches in her room. “I am hungry.”
Alex Kwak
Amelie Flagler
Our foreheads turned scarlet from the beams and the rays, Our hearts raced as fast as the passing of days, Grass cuttings clung to our rubber rain boots, A friendship as strong as the willow tree roots.
Wrens chirped in tune with our bubbling laughter, We hid in the bushes and climbed up the rafters, Each moment was precious, we’d meet up at dawn, ‘Til the last lick of dusk, when the sunset was gone.
As the weather grew colder, and the world caught a chill, We tossed up bright leaves, and we rolled down each hill, Our memories were as numerous as the letters we’d send, There is no greater gift in this world than a friend.
Molly Wilkins
I remember when I felt the warm air on my skin
The cool breeze across my face
The relaxing vacations I would go on
Exploring new cities and discovering beautiful landscapes
Why did you disappear?
I remember when I would go on long bike rides and walks through the forest
Taking the time to appreciate the lush greenery and blooming flowers all around me
How did it get so cold?
I remember when I didn’t have to worry about school
When I could stay up late and sleep into the afternoon
Without the pressure of due dates
What happened to you?
I remember when I could go to the pool with my friends and swim with them in the ocean
Not stressing over schoolwork
Where did you go, summer?
Chloe Robertson
Our eyes meet from across the room You are a finely cut diamond
A sharp jaw, intelligent eyes, a perfect smile Or maybe I am biased You smile at me, shining pearls. Coasting across the room, you offer to buy me a drink. Hope shines in your eyes as I smile back, a dazzling accessory adorning my face. We talk for hours at the bar, our conversation golden. We are drunk, but not off top-shelf liquor. Every word from your mouth, French champagne. Sapphire eyes ask me to come back to your room. I answer wordlessly
We arrive at a palace, a shining beacon amongst plain buildings We laugh, get comfortable, wrapped in fine linens and silk To you I am far more valuable than anything in this room, a rare gem. Someone who sees you beyond your money, your ancient curse, The riches of your family, a ghost that haunts you, an undeniable scar.
And you see me: coal in a sea of diamonds, and choose me every time. I am a stranger here, not of this world
A world ruled by an unforgiving king and bejeweled queen
A world of rubies, diamonds, sapphires, all cut and shaped to perfection.
We go to sleep on silk sheets, as soft as the sweet nothings you whisper
I wait as your breath slows-one, two, three
Like the first night we met, when I was the shining one, saving you from unwanted flirtations, pretending to be something I could never beyours.
Slipping out of bed, I rummage through the room
Diamond necklaces, bejeweled rings, stone-filled bracelets fill my pockets, falling into place, fulfilling their one and only purpose. I believe this time the shame is on you, “fooled” a fifth time by my charms, a thief only after your riches. This game we play, a refined cat and mouse, a chase that never ends We are the sun and moon, in love but never to be together
You are a shining heir, and I am a midnight thief, To you, the Hope Diamond, to everyone else, an ugly lump of coal
A pleading note catches my eye, as you turn in your sleep
I scan it, and smile, promises of eternal happiness and security if I stay
A promise more valuable than the jewels in my pocket
Maybe it is I who am the fool, who chooses a life of danger
One day, I write One day I will stay the night
Until then, I slip on my clothes and out the window
Leaving behind nothing more than a lipstick mark on your cheek. The only sign I was ever there.
Sarah Mester
Putting on Funny hats and smiles
Is a fine Endeavor
For lighting up dreary days
When we’re stuck inside
Judging by The downpour outside
We will need A new plan
To keep the boredom at bay
Until dinner time
I’ll take up Juggling and law
And you can Be the judge
Sentencing the rain away For another day.
If we make
One more pillow fort
We can stage
Great battles
Of the Pacific Theater:
Coral Sea, Midway
Of course they Had planes and large ships
While we have Couch cushions
But it's not to scale anyways. Make your move, captain.
Look out the Window, the rain stopped
Now we can Go outside
And catch some green frogs And maybe a fish.
Maggie Kozlowski
A blind man once asked me “What is Navy Blue?”
I replied,
“For me, Navy Blue is not a color or something to pigment the objects of this world. For me, Navy Blue is not a physical item that you can hold or an article of clothing that you can wear. Navy Blue goes beyond traditional eyesight, consisting of more than the passage of light throughout our retinas. Emotions flow through my soul while mental depictions flash through my mind at the sound of Navy Blue. The depths of a lake, shadowed by trees hangs on the periphery of my mind - its shadows now hanging over my thoughts.
Navy Blue is like the eye of the storm, representing the improbability of permanence while the very essence of it screams for an eternity. Navy Blue consists of the quiet moments of the world - the ones that everyone knows exist, but no one seems to notice. Navy Blue holds the promise of serenity and peace while vowing to include mystery and elegance.
To me, Navy Blue is the comforting promise of not being forgotten in this fickle world of vivid colors and images.”
Eleanor Roys
He has blessed me with sight, Through my eyes, I see wonders, From mountains that tower over all, To infinite waters.
Because of Him, I’m able to hear, My ears can be filled with melodies, From the soothing morning chirps, To daring roars of thunder.
He granted me the ability to touch, Within the skin I bear, I can feel
The warmth of the sun on my face
To the cold breeze that crawls up my spine.
Enabling my nose, He gave me sense of smell
To breathe in the earth’s perfume
From the fragrant bloom of flowers
To the fresh dirt after it pours rain.
He even lets me savor what I consume With this mouth, I’m able to taste
The sweet honey bees make
To cold, citrusy lemonade.
Unworthy of so many gifts He blesses me each day
In every moment, And not once does His love fade away.
Ava Rutkowski
The stars brush against my eyelashes
My breaths, when too deep, cause earthquakes
If I felt it fitting to sit and ponder life, I’d crush civilizations under my rump
And I wouldn’t notice a thing, So I stand perfectly still
No one knows I’m here
If you did, you’d have tried to get rid of me by now
I’ve quieted down my voice for only you to hear God attempts to beckon me home, but I refuse I like watching you all work
I like watching you all spill your coffees on your keyboards I like watching you miss the train and poach birds
Those birds can be annoying when they peck me, so I do truly appreciate the poaching
But I think you knew that
I don’t know how you found me. Like I said, I stand perfectly still to avoid this very situation
What are you saying?
Your voice is so tiny I can’t even begin to understand your words I guess that’s the case with your lives too
I can’t understand you
I do love you all, though
There is a woman across the street who beckons me
You cannot see her over your buildings and mountains
I’ll lift you
Do you see her?
She used to be a beautiful bronze, but I’ve watched her transform
I have grown to love the green
She’s still small, but she’s bigger than you all
Sometimes I hope to fall asleep,
But it’s been so long
I can’t exactly lay down
I see a big blue in the distance that I’ve dreamt of lying in I cannot move even if I wanted to now
The ground is swallowing me up
And I’m too tired
Thank you for listening
Although I doubt you even understood a word I spoke
My voice has been so unused and broken
I’m sorry for stealing your tower and your civilizations
I’ve learned to not move
I’ve learned to watch
I’ll place you down now
Goodbye
Layce Chappell
Red is the fire, all bold and bright, A flame that dances into dusk.
Blue is the sky, vast and deep, A serene sea where dreams may lay.
Yellow is the sun's vibrant glow, A golden light that starts to show.
Green is the grace, soft and wide, Where life and hope both tend to hide.
Purple is the twilight’s hue, A quiet world of stars and dew.
Colors together, a vibrant song, A painted world where we belong.
Gracie Mihalyo
Eli Seif
Religion shapes the pathway of human life.
Like a sculptor whittles his sculpture into a work of art, Faith forms a human’s heart.
Leading to the destination of our dreams, It never seems to mislead.
Our source of acumen, It leads to heaven.
The doctrine of the brain, it forms all that we contain.
The mentor of the mind,
Teaching you always, even when you are blind.
Catholicism tells the story of Jesus Christ, the Messiah, Who saved the world from Satan’s reign.
The resurrection and the life,
The source of everlasting purification, Leads to God, the Lord of all creation.
Islam explains the wisdom and perfection of Allah’s immortality. He rules humanity in his domain, With his mercy as great as totality.
The Quran, words that shine in the darkest night, Teaches the importance of being upright.
Buddhism tells of the Middle Way, A road of tranquility where spirits are not led astray.
Patience opens the door to wisdom, Just as a child grows through life’s system.
Judaism preaches the sacred scrolls, Where in synagogues, prayers are made for their souls. Through adversity, through tough desert migrations, Faith is steadfast, merging all the nations.
A guiding light, a merciful mentor, Many paths exist, though all lead to the same center, Religion, forever. A spirit to embrace, a spirit to remember.
Molly Wilkins
Madelyn Frewerd
The teachers say, “Pink is for a girl; blue is for a boy”
The hate of the color began there
The idea of being a girl scared them
They’d hear, “I need some strong boys”
They would want to help
They would carry too much to prove themselves
Afraid to be different, they would change to what boys wanted
Afraid, they hid their ideas and options from others to fit in
Afraid, they bite their tongues
Some of the girls like the idea, enjoying, not worrying about life
Some of the girls don’t like the idea but let it happen
Some of the girls hate the idea and fight against it
Their spark is lost and won’t be found until they find themselves, but they are lost too
Jacinda van Wakeren
Sophia Curtis