encountering
Mazzy: I8217m not a fighter8212I never have been. But now, drowning in new information about my own life, I feel the urge to kick against the forces that try to pull me under. I don8217t want to cower in my tiny one-bedroom apartment anymore. I have a drive I8217ve never felt before to fight and get free.With Beck around, I8217ve found a voice I didn8217t know was inside of me. Considering who I really am, and who my family is, I know that voice can help in the days ahead. I just need to learn how and when to use it.Beck: While hiding from those who are intent on our destruction, Mazzy and I are now left with strong feelings we don8217t have time to contemplate. Everything around us seems to be falling apart. Mazzy has just found out shocking details about her own life, and I have my own problems within my famiglia.I didn8217t want Mazzy to get too involved in the mafia life, but the fact is that she8217s always been involved, whether either of us likes it or not. She just never knew it until now. So now, since I know her life is in danger without me, I want her with me every step of the way. I won8217t pretend it will be easy. I need to take back the organization I once gave up willingly to the person I called a brother, and Mazzy will need to be by my side through it all.