INNERVISIONS 2023

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Innervisions

Villa Walsh Academy

Morristown, New Jersey

Literary Magazine Staff

Hannah D’cruz ’23

Senior Staff

Emma Kosc ’23

Molly McHugh ’23

Layout and Editing Panel

Johanna Aguilar ‘26

Emma Naughton ‘26

Cierra Wolckenhauer ‘25

Bryanna Liu ‘26

Shalini Patel ‘26

Katherine Ziwot ‘25

Literary Magazine Club

Hannah D’cruz ‘23

Beatrice Crucs ‘24

Katherine Ziwot ‘25

Emma Kosc ‘23

Madeline Knagenhjelm ‘25

Molly McHugh ‘23

Cierra Wolckenhauer ‘25

Johanna Aguilar ‘26 Ava Bentz ‘26

Emma Naughton ‘26

Sabrina Pasko ‘26

Faculty Advisor:

Mrs. Ruthann Lanni

Special Thanks:

Sr. Elaine Bebyn

Mrs. Kimberly Cheifer

Mrs. Trisch Lagana

Mrs. Stacey Grabowski

Bryanna Liu ‘26

Shalini Patel ‘26

Literary & Artistic Table of Contents

Artistic Table of Contents

Artistic Table of Contents

St.LucyFilippini

SamanthaInnella‘28

WhattruefaithinGod Andbraveryittakes, ToshareHismessage Andstandupagainstthefakes.

Whoisthiswoman Whomweshouldalladmire?

St.Lucy,myrolemodel, Herwordswillneverexpire.

Educated,wealthy,andrespected Shegaveitallaway. Shetaughttheuneducated Nowforeverintheirheartswillshestay.

Borntobeasaint Andcompassionateforever. Shemadefriendswithakind-heartedCardinal Andsinnedalmostnever.

HappybirthdaydearLucy! Now350yearshavepassed. Wecelebrateyouinthisspecialway Becauseofthejoyyoumadelast.

You’veshownmelightwhenIwasindarkness AndbyseekingyouIhavebeenconsoled Thankyouforteachingmetotreatothersthewayyoudid NowIknowthatbyhelpingothers,Ibenefittenfold.

OhSt.Lucy! Helpusthroughthishard,everydayfuss. Helpustocarelikeyou. Pleaseprayforallofus.

Emily Costello ‘23
Isabella Pizzo ‘25

A Yellow Rose Hannah D’cruz ‘23

I dream of a yellow rose. Beautiful petals and a tall stem, graceful and elegant. The poignant scent when I inhale. I can imagine it in my hand, mine to hold. So when I close my eyes I dream of a yellow rose. But when I open my eyes I see daffodils and tulips, dandelions and forsythia. Spring colors blossom everywhere. And to my amazement, even little windblown yellow roses mingle right before my eyes. How did I miss them before? Not trimmed and elegant, but natural and clumped together. They’re beautiful.

So I stop dreaming of a perfect yellow rose and enjoy the spring flowers.

Sarah Chambeau ‘24

IntheWings

Asherhairdrapesdownacrosshershoulder

Hergowniszippedtightwithinthewings

Thewholeaudiencesitsanxiouslylongingtobeholdher

Theinstrumentsinthepitbegintosing

Withtheswishofthecurtain

Herdresstraindrops

Thesoundofherstepsbecomingmorecertain

Andfromthepercussioncomesbrightlittlepops.

Whiletheorchestraroars

Voicesdriftintothenight

Theensembleplayingoutsetminisculewars

Thefinalnotehitting,perfectandtight

Andthereshestands,theheroineinhergown

Inperfectcontrolasshebringsthehousedown.

Gabriella Farag ‘27
Nevin Mahoney ‘23

Dreams

Dreams are just a fantasy, A false hope for discontented minds. A lie that our hearts deceive us with, Just so we can feel a twinge of happiness in our lives. The world squashes dreams like ants on the ground, But for generations we passed down these hopes anyways.

When we are small we are often told to “Follow our dreams!”

Did our parents know the pain and heartache that we’d suffer?

Did they know that we drive ourselves mad in an attempt to obtain our dreams? Did they know we’d fail over and over again, and not even accomplish our dreams?

Why should I dream if there is pain?

Why should I dream if there is sorrow? Why should I dream if I cannot achieve it?

What is the point of entertaining this illusion of the mind? But… maybe… just maybe… dreams are more than that…

Maybe dreams are fantasies, Maybe they are false hopes, Maybe they are a lie, But they give us happiness in our lives.

The world may squash dreams And they may never come true, But dreams make our lives whole. Maybe our parents knew that.

Is life worth living without hope? Is life worth living if we don’t have to struggle for our goals? Is life worth living without the pain and heartache that leads us to happiness? I don’t think so.

Maybe the point of having dreams is to get something out of life, Whether that may be happiness, peace, contentment, or hope. Even if it only grants temporary pleasure, Dreams are meant to be followed.

ILikeWords

Ilikewordsthatarespecified,purposeful,surgicaleven. Archetype,palaver,furtive,interdisciplinary,empiricism, behoove,gromit,patina,caustic,crux,churlish,andtrite.

Ilikechaoticwords-wordsthatdauntinglyalludetotheunknown. Arcane,tentative,admonition,surreptitiously.

Ilikeelevatedwords-asortof“stepup” fromanexistingconcept,apromotion!

Ebullience,jovial,propinquity,naif,bonhomie, efficacious,inoculation,confounding,comely,emaciated, insular,reticent,andwan.

Ilikeromanticwords, wordsthatromanticize, thehumorousandsweetcounterparts ofthosewithlessdesirableconnotations. Snafu,placate,amortize,persnickety,andrankled.

Nadia Pinsonault ‘24

Idon'tlikewords.

Wordsthatareaudiblyabrasiveuponyourearsandappearridged:

Wordsthatshouldhaveacomfortingmeaningbuthurtothersthatlackit:

Caroline Thoms ‘25

ILikeWords

’23

Ilikewords.

wordsthatdescribelittleobjectsorideasthatarecombinedintosomethingwhole, all-encompassingwordslikeconflate,aggregate,corralandconglomerate

Ilikepuncturing,wicked,amdcorruptwords,suchasprecarious,harrow,andpestilent

Ilikewordssuchasenraptured,ardent,anddetestable becausejoyfulwordsthatdescribeindescribablefeelings, feelingsthatencompassanintenselikenessordislikenesstowardssomeone areunlikeanyotherwords

Ilikepiercing,transpicuous,verythoroughwordslikeclarion,paucity,andminutiae

Ilikeallthesewordsandmanymanymore!

Bridget Drew ‘26

Thegentlezephyrand theconstantcrunchofthebrittlefoliage coveredthefreshearth.

Thebeddingofcolors-vermillion,mocha, citrus,andamber cascadedthetrail.

Hillsuponhillsofdryness broughtasoundofsatisfaction totheearsofmany.

Thevarietyofverdureclungtothe soil-basedground.

Justgaveabitmoresaturationthanthe dull,baretreesthatneededaseasonofrest. Onlythentheplentifuloaks,birches, maples,andmore wouldfluorescence

Lily Meier ‘25
Lily Meier ‘25

The boy

Who stands outside the library

Shoulders leaning inward, Crushing him

His long shorts, verging on rags

The color of wood, Or muddy pavement. He stands

We watch him

The children think he is mean Frightening, They say. They make up stories

A witch, A werewolf

A vampire

I never say anything. But he’s just a boy

A boy who loves books

Who only smiles at the librarian

A smile like snow

Revealing glittering white teeth, Like a monster’s jaws

But he is no monster

The boy

Who stands outside the library

Spine hunched over, Shortening him,

His blue shirt, white splattered with paint, Sad, like his blue eyes that match, Or like a far away planet Or dreams that he had.

He stands

Always in the same spot

Right below the staircase

Like a stone lion

That comes and goes

But is never gone for long Always standing

Like a sentry

Like a stone lion.

The boy

We watch him

We wonder why he stands there

Why?

They ask.

Why do you stand outside the library?

Why do you not go in?

A little girl asked him, It’s cold, she said. Are you cold?

He only grumbled. And pulled his thin jacket tighter, The holes widening.

His hands, well kept, Nails perfectly clean, Sometimes papercut. After he comes back from disappearing.

When the librarian invites him in, Sometimes he refuses, But he always caves, And in he goes. With his glittery smile. We don’t see him for a while after that. Two days, maybe more. He’s sleeping, resting, Lonely. And I am sad Because he doesn’t stay inside. He comes back into the cold. Always.

He never stays in the warm. When he’s in there, the children are too afraid to go in And check out a book. Dr. Seuss stays on the shelf, Roald Dahl, unopened, Shel Silverstein, gathering dust. I go in. That's when I can get all the good books.

Once Josie and her little brother went in, On a dare. Josie said there he was, A big book in his hands, And her brother cried, And she didn’t know what to do. He looked so peaceful, And she felt bad, Her little brother interrupting his solitude like that. So they left, And came back to the other children, Across the way, Where we watched from the picnic tables in the park.

The boy, Who dreams of Shakespeare, Bradbury, Orwell, Ayn Rand.

The boy

Who stands outside the library in the cold And never admits that he shivers But we watch And I see him, He would never admit, But I see him cry sometimes, Just teary eyed, Never a whimper, Just a tear or two.

I think the boy is the ice cream in a rootbeer float The hearts on valentines day the flowers in spring the snow in winter He completes things. Though his perfectly kept hands, May be seen holding an unlit cigarette, I think that they could do so much more.

The boy, Who could do great things, Who could write poems, Songs, Novels, Who knows every quote from every Poe, And every stanza from every Frost. The boy, Who stands outside the library

And we talk. The other children don’t know that But I do. And if they ever knew, I’d become a witch. A werewolf, A vampire. But He is smart. He is a dictionary. He is complete.

The boy who knows everything, He told me that once, When he was little, He had a crackling fire, Warmth, A mother, A mother who held him,

CJ Ainsworth ‘25

The Wanderlust Emma Kosc ‘23

I want to see the world, I want to experience all the cultures I can, I want to meet new people that might change my life for a second, I want to go to places that I have only dreamed about. I have this unexplainable feeling to pack my bags and go explore. Not everyone has it,

And some people call me crazy for it. I want to live in the present and see the world clearly, I want to take pictures to make the memory of adventure last a little longer, I want to buy little knick-knacks that make me smile and remember that place I explored.

I don’t want to run from anything.

It’s more that I want to run to new opportunities. For me, seeing the world is my dream, because it is my freedom, my independence, and the fulfillment of my wanderlust.

Avery Poruczynski ‘25

Night’sDarkAbyss

KatherineZiwot‘25

Asablanketofdarknessfallsbehindthemoon’screst andthe mybodyweakensandpleadsforrest.

Ifindpeaceinthenighttimeglimmers asIstumbletowardmy andrestmyheadonfluffydreambringers. Allmystressmeltswithasinglebreath asIletmyselfsink intolife’simitationofdeath, untilHeaven’sbrightsmile shinesthroughaninvisiblewall, andpullsmebackintothisworldonceagain.

Avery Poruczski ‘25
Julianna DeFazio ‘25
Maureen Simonet ‘23
Brianna Hetherington ‘24
Chiara Fajardo ‘23
Emily Costello ‘23
Lynette Gao‘25
Lia Dyer ‘23

Color, for all that it’s Worth Isabella Propper Stuehr ‘27

There is pity, sorrow, and such But that needn't be considered When life can get out of touch, At least spring melts away the winter

There is joy in life, in color And the sky, so blue, so clear

There is contemplation, endless wonder In the clouds, that float so near

To behold what some cannot, and to feel as though it's yours

Is a feeling most forgot, when they locked themselves indoors

Whether metaphorical, Or a feeling, like a prison

There is more beyond your window sill

There are trees, and grass to sit in

There are flowers that bloom, With the coming of June, In colors pink, red, or blue

The birds that sing, Will nest in the spring And find each other soon

Life will spring up, Like a jack-in-the-box

And for all that it’s worth, So will I

Because life is worth living, Though, my pity I'm giving For those, who just watch it go by

So carpe diem, seize the day! Don't let it pass you by Because some may say life slips away But that doesn’t include you and I

Still, Behold the earth

The color it births

And see the sun paint the sky

The orange and yellow, The clouds, like a pillow Color, To please the eye

Bryanna Liu ‘26
Mary Cafasso ’28
Alexa Barravecchio ’27
Rebekah Saxon ‘27

seem To be everlasting A boy of three Looking at me

Georgia Doyle ‘27
Isabella White ‘26
Amelia Kleinle ‘26
Anna Collins ‘25
Julia Gitto ‘24

Samantha Innella ’28

I reached my hand into the coarse, green bag and felt around for a paper towel wrapped ornament. I pulled one out delicately and smiled as I unwrapped it. It was that same feeling of excitement and glowing warmth that I felt on Christmas morning as I ripped open my gifts.The anticipation, joy, and surprise.The ornament was round and shiny. It was gold and had my name written on it in white, swirly letters. I don’t remember when I got this ornament, only that I’ve had it for as long as I could remember. Each of my family members has identical ones in different colors based on their birth month.As I touched it a memory similar to this rushed back to me.Asmall hand, mine, reaching out to touch its smooth surface.

“Mama, why is mine gold?” my five-year-old self had asked.

“Because you were born in November, your birthstone is topaz, which is a goldish color,” my mother replied in a gentle voice.

“And why is yours red?” I asked even though I already knew the answer.

“Because I was born in January, my birthstone is garnet,” my mother explained in her patient way.

“I want pink, how come I wasn’t born in a month with a pink birthstone?” I had demanded

Leah Costa ‘25

Winter

AngelinaRizk‘25

Thestartofitall.

Whenthecoldwindymonthsbegin

Whereblizzardsoficefilltheair

Thesiblingoffall,spring,andsummerhasarrived

Alldressedinsnowyblankets

Therealmofthecold

Aplaygroundforthepenguins

Adwellingplaceforpolarbears

Icybreezesandgusts

ofwindfilltheair,allseasonlong

Winter,thestartofitall

Leia Lange ‘25

LotusFlowers

IsabellaWhite‘26

Thewakingdaycallsforthelotusflower

It’smadeagluttonoutofyou

You’reconstantlydreamingaboutOlympus

Wishingaboutlifeinparadisewiththegods

Walkingpastthegrandtemples

Pastthegods’shrines

Youreuphoricremedyawaitsyouatthemarketplace

Chasingthatsweetaromaofflowers

Thelotussitsgracefullyonthesurface

Sunblessingthewarmpinkflowers

Thebusychatterofbustlingcrowdsinthe marketplace

Thelonglineoflotus-eatersshovingaround,

Cravingthatfeeling

Somesaythey’regiftsfromthesirens

Tauntingyouwiththeirharmonioussongs

Lotuseseasethepainsofeverydaylifelikethese melodies

Idolizingitspowermorethanthegods

Thesundriftedintheskyagain

Withnotraceofpinklotus

Notreattosellandnodrugtotake

Thisangeredthemortalsdownbelow

Allyellingatthesky

Alldestroyingthetemples

AllshoutingattheOlympiansforthismysteriousabsence

Onlyangstwaslefttofilltheland

Theirlivescorruptwiththosebeautifulbloomingflowers

Wereleftshatteredfromthegodsabove

Nothingcouldeverbringthemsuchbliss

Theysoonbecamemonstroussirens

Lotuseffectsmadethemcluelessandnumb

Hardshipswereallwashedaway

Ifonlytheycouldseetheirfateofbecomingbrokenmen andwomen

They’dregretfallingintothesirencallofthepinklotus

Bryanna Liu ‘26
Juliana Kenworthy ‘28

Thebirdschirpandsingabeautifultune

Itisliketheyarestraightfromacartoon

Theyflyinpackswiththeirbrightcolorsdashing

Likefireworkspassingandmismatching

Therabbitsandsquirrelsscurryabout Andinthepondjumpsthetrout

Theworldisjustlikeanewtoy

Everyoneisspreadwithcontagiousjoy

Kylie Mazzei ‘25
Azariah Andrews ‘27

TheSun

SkylerPela’25

Thebigbrightlight

Distributesitsblazing-Flames

Overtheworld

ItsGolden-Coinlightseverythingup

TheGlowing-Planetluminatesthesky

It'slikeadandeliononfire

Illuminatingeverywhere

Glitteringthroughtheclouds

Radiatingeveryonearound

Brighteninguptheday

Clodagh Bateson ‘26
Sally Walker ‘28

Betrayal in the Saltwater Sea Emma Naughton ‘26

Odysseus sitting on the sharp, jagged rocks looking out on the cold gray sea

The salt from the sea spray stinging his eyes and adding to his tears

The splintered fragments of his demolished ship drifting in the water

Shattered like Odysseus’broken dreams

Odysseus looking up at the cloudy gray sky, the weight of grief in his heart

All his crew was gone, lost in the deep depths of the endless saltwater sea

Their cries for help ringing in his ears

Their looks of terror, permanently plastered in his brain

Why had they been so foolish as to go against the words of Circe andTiresias?

Odysseus with his eyes closed only hearing the crashing of the waves

The thought of his lovely wife Penelope overtaking his thoughts

Her beautiful face and her sweet voice

Odysseus with his thoughts turned to his longing for his wife and his son

His kingdom his home, all that he left behind

The smell of the salt water and seaweed engulfed his nose

The taste of the fish stained his tongue

He longed for the taste of the feasts in his own home

He longed for his comfortable bed and warm clothes

Oh why oh why did he have to be so alone?

Odysseus sitting on the sharp, jagged rocks looking out on the cold gray sea

Closing his eyes and breathing in the smell of the ocean

Letting the sound of the crashing waves wash over him

Odysseus sitting alone above the treacherous Charybdis

Why had his men disobeyed him so?

Odysseus stranded on jagged rocks above the ocean

Odysseus in all of his misery with a deep hurt in his soul

Odysseus, heart heavy with an uneasy feeling

Odysseus with the sense he had been betrayed

Abetrayal in the saltwater sea.

Nina McLaughlin ‘26

BrightAngel

Earth, a darkened world

Underneath the protection, Of the bright, glowing sky angel. The angel is warmth, a life-house of light. Comforting.

The angel is blazing, a fire in the sky. Earth’s lamp, guiding the way in the darkness. Light overcomes the pitch of night–gloom. It is joyful brightness cast over the earth. Rising and setting, with assuring constance. The comfort and protection of the sun, the safety of the eternal lighthouse of the sky.

Bridget Drew ‘26
Isabella White ‘26

HopefulHome

Twolonelycoordinatessitonamap awaitingtheirowner,stuckatbay. Tidesrollhimback,andthewindsblowhimaway butnothingwillpreventhimfrommeetinghisgrandday. Hismindisthekey tohishopefulquarters; butdigginginside,hefindsnothingbutrestrictingborders. Silenceechoesinthehalls; thedoorslock andhismouthshuts. Lifetumbledshort andnoonecametoclaim thenowheavy, heavydoorsofshame.

FallenSoldiers AudreyWilbanks‘25

Thecrunchyproductsoftrees Fallingtosignalthewinter Decoratingthegroundwithwarm andvibranttones

Theblessingsoftheautumn Redandorangesnow

Ajoytoeyesallaround Creatingpilestobejumpedinto andlawnstoberaked

Applepiesandmuffinstobebaked Trickortreatersonthestreet Withleavesunderfeet Fallensoldiersfreshfrombattle Thetreesarethelasttolive

Jesse Kramer ‘24

Seasons

Brooke Hetherington ‘25

Winterspringsummerfall fourdifferentpersonalities, fourinseparablebestfriends

Winter

Hisicyeyelashesandice-coldhands castasheetofwhitesnow onthefloorandcausethebreathofwoodtobecome bare

Spring

Herblondehairandtanskincreatethesmall decorationsoftheearthandplants ofasweetsmelltobloom

Summer

Herlightpinksundressandbrightblueeyesmakethe wavesintheoceancrashonthewarmsand

Fall

Hisorangehairandtinyfrecklestriggertheleavesto changecolorsonthehouseofthebirdsandsquirrels

Onewaitspatientlyfortheother untiltheygettheirtimetoshine

Thefoursticktogether andneverfalloutofplace

Allofthemcombinedtoformayearfullof changesanddifferentperceptionsofbeauty Eachoneisuniqueyettheyallneedeachother toseemmorespecial

Winterspringsummerfall

Fourdifferentpersonalities, fourinseparablebestfriends

Nina Mody ‘25
Agustina Martinez Ferretti ‘25

Castle

(Inspiredby“SomeNights”byfun)

Knagenhjelm‘27

Some nights I wish that my lips could build a castle

Some nights I wish they’d just fall off.

Some nights, I wish that this all would end.

Because I could use some friends for a change.

And some nights I’m scared you’ll forget me again.

But some nights I always win.

But I still wake up, I still see your ghost.

Oh Lord, I’m still not sure what I stand for.

So this is it?

I sold my soul for this?

Castleofshiningmarble,gleamingbrightly

Afortressofstone.Ironbars.Sharp,cold,secludedsteel.

Willsomeonecomeandtearmycastledown?

Willtheystayandfight?

Isthealliancestrongenough,strongenoughsothey won’tturnaway?

Retreatingisdefeat.

Mykingdom,mycastle.

Desertedandempty.

Fightingalone

Thecastlecrumbles.

CJ Ainsworth ‘25

#LOST

SabrinaPasko‘26

Drearybody,dirtyhands,sweatyback whatelsecanhappen i'malreadybroken ifdeadtoallbutalivefortwo,ishallcontinue myinfiniteendcanconfoundme butnotuntilweleavethissea thewatersurroundsandfoldsmeintoitsstories itsbeginningsandendingsarealsoforme ittakesmewhereitwants-ifeellost soextremelylost thoughicrosslands,nonearemyown justshowmewhereioncewas,notthisunknown letmeseemyowngreen,notthese givememyownlife,notadisguise findmyshore,whoeverhearsme soicanbeforevermore

Anna Connor ‘24
Catherine Lane ‘24
Sarah Chambeau ‘24

ABirdwithClippedWings

IthasbeenyearssinceI’veseenmydearOdysseus

Ilongdayandnighttoseeyou,mylove

DaysgobyinthisprisonI’min

ItfeelslikeIamtrapped

AllIcanseearebarskeepingmefromyou

Suitorshavebargedintoourhomewaitingformetomarrythem

Icannot

Myheartstillbelongstoyou,sweetOdysseus

Noiseechoesthroughthehalls

Yet,allIcanhearissilence

Loud,intoxicatingsilence

Theyfeastandfeastdayandnight

However,Iaminmyprisonstarvingmyself

Icannoteatwiththosemen

Theyarelikelemonsthatgrowontrees-toosourtoeveneat

Therefore,Irefusetoeverdinewiththem

Myheartbelongstoyou,sweetOdysseus

Ionlyeverwanttoeatwithyouandourdearson

IweaveandunweaveeverydayputtingoffadaythatIhopewillnevercome

Idonotwishtomarryanyofthosepigs

Butifyoudon’treturn,Imust

Comehome,mysweetOdysseus

Ifeelemptywithoutyou

Iamnotaloneinourhouseandyet,whydoIfeelsolonely?

Iamaqueenafterall

Ishouldbehappy,butnothinginthisworldmakesmehappy

Exceptforyou,sweetOdysseus

Return,mylove

Thesebarsaresmoothandlookunharmful

Buttheyareindestructible

SavemeforIamaBirdwithClippedWings

Teagan MacPherson ‘26
Cara Fitzpatrick ’26

Flower

the Heart

Theromanticfragranceofdevotion thatfillstheairwithlove

it’scolorfulpetalsfreshenthebelatedspringair.

It’sthornystock

Supportsthisfloralblossom

Andbeneathitallremainstheloamsoil

Thathelpstherosegrow.

Thisplantisthefloweroftheheart

Sparkofallromance

Inspirationforlove

Andtheessenceofalljoy

Charlotte Stager ‘26
Julia Gitto ‘24
of
Erin Lyons ‘25

Are you gonna quit?

Blythe Dudley ‘26

Sorrow fills that air

All of your men are dead silent

Each one’s heart weighed down by pain

You think of those you have lost

You think of those you will lose

You think of your wife, your boy, your kingdom

Here there is damp air and lost hope

Here there is nothing

You think hard

You think long

Suddenly, a thought

See It Through Sofia

GoGoGo

Theglasshalffull Despairandnohope

Therainandthestorms

Theshiprocks

Takingondifficultobstacles

Withagoalinmymind

ButIhavethefightthat'shardtoclimb

Jillian Paolino ‘26

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