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YOUNG SOUTHERN STUDENT WRITERS 2025WINNERS

GRADES6-12POETRY ANDPROSE

INTRODUCTION

ItisarealpleasuretobeapartoftheYoungSouthern StudentWriterscontest,anannualcelebrationofcreative writinginHamiltonCounty.Frominteractingwithour region’soutstandingteachersandfacilitatingjudgingat UT-Chattanooga,toassemblingthiscollectionofwinning submissions,YSSWismyfavoritepartoftheacademicyear. Thiscontestexiststopromoteliteracyandamplifythe creativeenergyofemergingwriters.Thesubmissionsthat followdemonstratestrongwritingwhilealsoprovidinga glimpseintothewildimaginationofyoungminds.Thank youtothisyear’swritersandtheirteachers.You’vegivenus allmuchtothinkabout,enjoy,andappreciate.

ManythankstoSoLit’sChelseaRisley,whosegenerosity andsupportofourarea’soutstandingyoungwritersis integraltothecontest’ssuccess.Thepartnershipbetween SoLitandtheUTCEnglishDepartmenteffectively promotesandcelebratestheregion’sliteraryarts.Iam thankfulforhercollaborationinthiseventandlookforward toanexcitingfutureaswelooktogrowthiscontestand elevateevenmoreyoungwriters.

Ialsowanttothanktheregion’sdedicatedK-12teachers whoworktirelesslytoinstillthevalueofliteratureand creativewritinginyoungheartsandminds.Iamgratefulfor theireffortsastheyteachtheirstudentstoenjoytheartand craftofwriting.Withoutourelementary,middlegrades,and highschoolEnglish/LanguageArtsteachersalongwith parentsandguardians,wewouldnothavesuchfineworkto celebratehere.

Thanksarealsoduetothisyear’scontestjudges.Each submissioniscarefullyreadbyafacultymemberfromthe UTCEnglishDepartment.Ourfacultyvolunteertoserve inthiscapacitywithpleasure.Infact,itisnotuncommonto hearthemsharingsubmissionsthatareespeciallyfunny, creative,orinspiring.Itisanotherwaywecontributetothis wonderfulcityandregion.

ThankyoutoElizabethWeems,anoutstandingUTC undergraduateEnglishmajor,whoservedasthisyear’s managingeditor.Elizabethworkedtirelesslytofacilitate judging,compilewinningsubmissions,andcreatethisyear’s digitalbooklet.Shehasspentcountlesshoursmanagingthe contestandhasdonesowithpatience,grace,andmaturity.

Last,butnotleast,thankyoutoDr.JessicaMcCarthy,the contest’sfacultyeditor,whosewizardrywithExcel spreadsheetskeptthiscontestorganizedandontrack. Now,withoutfurtherado,Ihopeyou’llreadandenjoy!

SIXTHGRADE PROSE

WAITINGFORTHESUNRISE

Iamwaitingforthesunriseonthedock.Iamwaiting forthatbig,orange,radiantthingcalledthesuntorise. HereIamsittinginalawnchaironthedock,acupof coffeeinonehand,abiscuitintheother.Thisday,I alreadyknow,willbegood.Mysweetbabygirlsareon thelawn,playingwithourdogHunter.Mydearwife, Sandy,sitsnexttomedoingthedailycrosswordpuzzle inthenewspaper.Formethough,Isit,lookingoutinto theblanksky,seeingitasacanvas.I,JoannaNola Katz,amapainter.Mywifeisadancer.Sheisthebest knowninthewholestateofTennessee.Youmightbe wonderingwhyIamsittingonthedock,lookingatthe sunrise.Today,myeldestwife,Lana,isgetting married.SandyandIaresoproudtobeapartofher wedding,aswellasherlife.Lanahashadahardlife. Shehadtowitnessmyex-husband,Ezra,gothrough manyproblems.HewasaterriblefatherandsoIleft him.Likeineverysadmovie,thewifeleavesthe husband.That'swhatmylifewasforawhile.Asad movie.UntilImetSandy.Wemetinadivorced woman 'sclub.2yearslater,wegotmarried.Iproposed onthetopoflookoutmountain.Abeautifulsightto see.Iwaswaitingforthesunrise,thenIproposed. That'swhywecometolookouthereeverymorning. Wewaitforthesunrise.Toremindusofouryouthful daysandhappytimes.

Peoplealwayscomplainaboutbecomingold,butI enjoyit.Ithasthisfeelingtoit.Afeelingofreliefand freedom.Likewemadeit.Wearealiveandwedidit.

Well,Ican’treallybesayingthis,I’monly44.I rememberbackinmy20’s,meandmygirlfriendatthe timewenttoaparty.HernamewasLaurel.Shewasthe prettiestgirlIhadevermet.Wehadgonetoafriend’s partyandthatwasthefirstnightIfeltfree.Laurel mademefeelfree.SofreeIcouldbemyrealself aroundher.SoIwashappy.Iknow,it’scrazy,Iusedto behappy.RememberhowIsaidmylifewasasad movie?ThatwasafterLaurel,wellaftershe,aftershe passedaway.Iwasdevastated.Icriedmyselftosleep everynightbecausethegirlIloved,thegirlwhomade mefeelfree,wasgone.Thatwashardtoaccept. Anyways,let'sgetbackontopic,andstayinthepresent. Igetupandwalkinside.CREAKKKK.Thosedang floorboardsarecreakingeverystepItake.Iwalk upstairsandsitdownonmybed.Mywearybodylets outalongsigh.Icheckmywatch.7:00am.The receptionwasat12:00.Ibettergetready.Thecloset doorcreaksopenandIwalkinside.Ihavekeptthis dresssince1999.Vintage.Islideitonmybodyandpair itwithanicepairofshoes.Igotothevanityandslide thetubeoflipstickacrossmychappedlips.ThenIput onsubtleeyeshadowandwalkbackdownthecreaky stairs.Ipushopentherippedscreendoor.“Momma! Comeplayhideandseekwithus!”Mydaughter, Andrea,yells.“Idon’tknowsweetheart.Ain’tItoobig toplay?”Isayplayfully.“Noyouarenot!Pleaseeee playyyy.”Myotherdaughter,Trish,begs.“Fine,”I say,“butIhavetoseekfirst!”Isay,closingmyeyes.I startcounting.1,2,3,4,5.Idon’tthinkI'veeverfocused onmybreathingsomuch.

In,andout.In,andout.“Readyornot,hereIcome!”I yellacrossthebackyard.Ihearrustlinginthebushes.I betit’sAndrea,it’shergotospot.Ichoosetoignoreit. Iwalktotheplayhouse.Icheckover,under,and aroundit,butnoonesthere.Therestoftheyardisa blankcanvas.Thereisnothingelseinit.Istartto worry.“Girls!Youwin!Isurrender!”Iyell.No response.Usuallythatgetsthemoutofhiding.Where elsecouldtheybe?Theyardisspinning.Iletmykids runaway.ThenIrememberthebushes.Ofcourse. Theyareinthebushes.Mybrainmust’veforgotthatI sawtherustling.Iwalkover.“BOO!”Mydaughters jumpedupfrombehindthebushes.“AAAH!You scaredme!”Ipretend.“Let’sgogety'allreadytobe flowergirls,”Sandysaysstandinginthedoorway,arag hangingoverhershoulder,“Theny’allcancomeeat breakfast.”Thegirlsruninside.Iwalktothedoor,give Sandyakissonthecheek,andfollowthegirlsupto theirroomstohelpthemgetready.

Wegotthemmatchingwhiteandpinkflowergirl dresses.Theyhavebeensoexcited.Iputthedresson them,zipuptheback,andsittheminfrontofthe vanity.“Holdstill.”Isay.Igetasmallbitofeyeshadow onmyfingerandbrushitontotheirsoft,tender eyelids.Myeyestearup.ThinkingaboutLanagetting marriedalwaysdoes.“Girls,godowntogetsome breakfast.”Isniffle.Andreawrapsherarmsaroundmy neckandkissesmycheek.“Iloveyoumomma.”She says.“Iloveyoutoodarling.Nowgoondown.”

Isay,stillcrying.Sheunwrapsherarmsandrunsdown thestairs.Iwipemyeyesandheaddowntoo.WhenI getdown,thegirlsarealreadysittingdowneating,and Sandyiswearingthisgorgeousdress.Ilookattheclock ontheoven.11:30.WelltimetogoseeLanaget married.

StellaWilliams

MYLUXURIOUSSTUDYINGPLACE

Myluxuriousstudyingplacewouldbearoomthatis gigantic.Thewallswouldbeanicelightgreywithan accentwall.Theaccentwallwouldbeadarkgreenwith ahintoftealblue.IwouldhaveLEDlightstripsall aroundthewallsaswell.Iwouldhaveafridgethat wouldhaveanendlesssupplyofsoda,water,coffee,and tea.Theroomwouldhaveacomfychair/couchthathas speakersbuiltintoitsoIcanlistentoChristianrap, metal,country,andlo-fihip-hop.Onthefarthestwall acrossthecouch,Iwouldhaveasink,oven,anda microwavetomakefood.Theroomwouldsmelllike mymom ’sfreshlybakedhomemadecookies.The windowswouldbemassivesoIcouldseeoutsideandsee thenaturethatGodcreated.Outsideonabalcony,I wouldhaveagrillandasmokertocooksteaksformy familyoutinthefantasticcrispwintercoldweather.I wouldhaveafive-foottallrobotmadetocookmysteak toaperfectmedium-rareandsmokemychickenwings towheretheywouldbelikemydad’schickenwings. Thatwouldbemyluxuriousstudyingplace.

MYFAIRYTALE

Iwasattailgate,dingding!Myphonewentoff.I lookeddownatmyphone,expectingtoseeoneofmy friendstextthattheywerethere.Instead,itwas“her,” theogre,asIlikedtosay.Tobehonest,that’swhatshe is.Iwasn’ttheonlyvictimhere.Sheattackedmultiple villagers.Insteadofclubsandspears,sheusedher words.Sincethefirstdayofschool,ithasbeenher personalmissiontoexcludeandostracizeme.Likethe trollunderthebridge,shewouldneverletmecross.In thiscase,itwasn’tabridge.Itwastheseatinhistory.

Onceuponatime,inaprestigiousprivateschoolin afar-offkingdom,agirlnamedStellastrolledinto class.Stellawasnotonlybeautifulontheoutside,but kindandgeneroustoall.Shewasinaparticularly cheerfulmoodthatday,excitedforthefootballgame andreadyfortheweekend.Shesatdownatherseatbut knewthatitwascoming.Theogrestompedinand threwitsbooksonthetable.Sheslammedherfist down,andtheroomshook.Theothervillagerswho werechattinghappilyaboutthecomingweekend hushed.Theytrembledwithfear.

“Move,”theogredemanded.

“It’smyseat!Youcan’tsithere!”Stellawhispered, “Yes,Ican.”

“Whatdidyousay?”TheogreaskedStella.

“Icansithere,”Stellasaid,louderthistime.The ogrehuffedandpuffed.Aloudnoiseeruptedfromits mouth.

“I’msittinghereanyway.NowMOOOOOOVE!” Stellaremainedinherseat.

Shelookedupattheogreandwatchedtheogre’sface turnredderandredderandevenredder.Shesworeshe sawsteamcomeoutofitsears.Theroomwassilent. Thevillagersranandhid.Theogrerefusedtomove andstoodatthetabletryingtoscareStellaintogiving theogreherseat.Stellaignoredthebeast.Soon,she wouldbeatthefootballgame,freefromtheogre.

Stellaarrivedattailgate.Whenshewenttothefield, shesearchedforherfriends,butitseemedlikenobody wasthere.Shetextedherfriends,Anyonehereyet? Stellafoundsomeofherclassmatesandwashappily chattingwiththemwhen,ding!Herphonewentoff. Sheglancedatthescreen,expectingtoseesomebody textingthattheywerethere.Instead,shesawtheogre’s nameacrossthescreen.YOUSHOULDN’THAVE DONETHATINCLASS.Theogretexted.Stella couldheartheangerinitsvoice.Idon’tknowwhat you ’retalkingabout,Stellareplied.YOUMADEME ANGRYINHISTORY.Idon’tknowwhatyou mean.YOUKNOWWHATIMEAN.

YOUMADEMADEMEREALLYMAD.

Stellawasnotgoingtogiveintotheogreandbecome itsvictim.Shecouldn’tbejustanotherhelplessdamsel indistress.Thebridgetrollhadneverlethercrossits bridge,butthenStellarealizedthatitwasherchoiceif shewantedtocrossitsbridge.Itwasnottheogre’s choice,itwasStella’s.Shecouldstayontheotherside, livinginfearofthescaryogre,orcrosstotheother side,knowingthatshewasgoingtohavetofaceitand havethecouragetodoso.

Suddenly,Stellarealizedwhatshehadtodo.Her bridgetrolldayswereover.Enoughisenough,Stella thought.Shetappedthetopofthescreenandblocked theogre.Aweightwasliftedoffhershoulders.That day,Ilearnedthatsomepeopleinlifewillbeogres, somewillbefearfulvillagers,andsomewillbedamsels indistress,butIdon’twanttobeanyofthose.Iwantto makemyownstory,whereI’mtheonestandingupto theogres.Ilivedhappilyeverafter.THEEND.

SIXTHGRADE POETRY

NOTHINGLASTSFOREVER

Icouldn’twishforanythingbetterthanyou.Spending ourFridaynightssittingonthegrass,glaringatthe stars.Runningmyfingersthroughyoursilky,softhair, planningourfuturetogether,makingthosepromises wewouldneverbreak.

ThatnightIgotthecall,thecallthatyouweredead, realitydidn’texisttome,itneverwouldanymore,not withoutyou.

Iwishedyouwerealive,IwishedIcouldhandyour hands,knowingyouwerereal,Iwishedyoucouldbe rightnexttome,havingourhour-longconversations likeweusedto.

MaybeIjusthavetoforget,likenoneofthisever happened.Pretendinglifeislikeabook,havingtoturn thepagestothenextchapter,knowingmyfavorite characterwon’tbeinit.

Iwishedgoodbyesdidn’tmeanforever,butsometimes theydo.Nothingcanbringyouback,butIpromiseI willneverforgetyou.

MYFORCEFULBIGCHOP!

Inthehushofmidnight’sgentleembrace, Iwasbuteight,lostindream’ssoftgrace.

Attwelveohthree,ashadowcreptnear, mydearlittlesister,withscissorshelddear.

Tiptoeswhisperedoncreakingwoodfloors, sheventuredsoclose throughthenight’ssilentdoors. Inhertinyhands,gleamedthebigshears, Theveryones,itseemed,weweretoldtofear.

Wrappedinmyblanket,withmybear, Mr.Cuddlesworth,heldtight, Isleptunawareofthecomingfright. SNAP!(soclosetomyear).

JOLT!(heartracingwithfear).

Paleasaghost,shestoodinthegloom, withwild,untamedhair,sealingmydoom.

Myeyesdarted‘round,tothehaironmybed, along,flowinglength,nolongeronmyhead.

Tearsfilledmyeyes,mymouthopenedwide, asIletoutascream,asoundIcan'thide.

Mymotherrushedin,herheartfilledwithdread, tofindhertwodaughters,onepairofscissors,onebed.

Aglareshotatmysister,whodroppedthesharptool, thenvanishedtoherroomlikeamischievousfool.

Mom’ssmilewasfleeting,asshehurriedaway, whileIglancedattheclock.

FormonthsIwouldcry,myprideindismay, asmyhairgrewbackslowly,atangledballet.

Picturedaycame,inadressbrightandpink, yetthesmileIworewasathin,fragileblink.

WhenIbroughtitup,mysisterclaimednottorecall, thenightofthesnipping,thefearthatstruckall.

ThoughIlingeredaroundmysisters,insilenceI stayed,

Thislessonontrust,apricedearlypaid.

Soheedthistaleofachildwithadream, withscissorsinhand,it’snotwhatitseems.

Forwilddreamscanleadtoahaircutgonewrong, andtheechoesofmidnightcanlingertoolong.

ChattanoogaCharterSchoolofExcellenceMiddle 6thGrade,SarahMcCune

WATER

Water

Watergoeswhoosh

Anddrip

Sometimesittips

Waterrushesandcrashes

Rightintomyuncle’sbushes

Waterdrizzles

Andspills

RightintoDanny’sfield

Watercanzoomfast

Andzoomslow

Watercango

Whereveritwantstoflow

CoraConnell SilverdaleBaptistAcademy

DRAGON

AsIwalkthroughthepath Iheardasuddendash! ILookedaroundIsawaflash, Thenaloudcrash! ICouldn'tseeathing, Ilookedup,mykneestrembling. Itwasacreaturewithawing. Itwashuge. Itwasadragon Isawakidnexttoawagon. Irealizedhewaspullingakitedragon

JakeSeymour SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 6thGrade,LoriCole

LIFE

Lifeisinteresting Sometimeshappy

Sometimessad

Somakethemostofyourtimethatyourhappy

Youmusttrytowin

Eveninalosingbattle

Youcan’tgiveup

Youmustmountyoursaddle

Youmustfight

Evenwhenit’sover

Youmustalwaystry Donotfallover

Youmustbekind Tothosearoundyou

Evenwhenyouthink

Youdon’thavemoretodo

Hereissomeadvice

Trytowin

Iknowit’shard

Butdon’tgivein

AnthonyColeman

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 6thGrade,LoriCole

WINTER

Coldassnowsometimesyoucanletgo IwishIcouldleteveryoneknow Thatyoucheertoplayinthesnow Whenyouplayinthecoldyoucanbeasboldasyouwant Youplayinthesnowandfeeltheverycoldgentlebreeze

Yourfrostcreepskin

Allyouknowisthetruth Whenyousitinthatbooth.

BUBBLES

Bubbles Poppop

Thedreamybubbles

Theyareblownaroundinthewind

Jubilantchildrensquealandplay Poppop

Thebubblesfloatgracefully Gleamingastheyhitthesunlight

Thecolorsvibrantandiridescent Poppop Theyburst

ANAUTHOR

FIRE

Asthewoodbegantocrack, Thewindstartedblowing. Thefirewasflowing. Thentheheatfloodedthecabin, Thewallsglaredwithorangelight. Assmokerosefromthechimney Mybreathwasnolongervisible. finallyIcouldrestinpeace, Withthesoundofthecrackofthewood Iamwarm.

MYBESTCOLORS

Makemeoutofbrownhairandbrowneyes; Addwatertoyourbrush. Dipyourbrush, Andswirlitonthepaperwithstyle. Creatingeverylittlestrandof Hairandfacialfeature, Withasmileonyourface. “Makesureyoupaintme usingmybestcolors.”

MarshallMaeHennessy

TheBaylorSchool 6thGrade,ReganFazio

FREEDOMINDIFFERENTFACES

Freedom,

Thepulseofmusicdrummingtheair

Theflowersgrowinginthecracksofthecrust Freedom,

Theweightlossofnohomework

Thethrillofthelastschoolbell Freedom,

Thefireintheelegantdance

Thelaughterthatfillstheairsweetly Freedom,

Thecapabilitytoshowyourthoughtstotheworld

Thecouragetobehonestwiththesewords Freedom,

Thethingsthatmakeyoulookformore

Theheartoftrying failingandgettingupagain

SonoraKerns

TheBaylorSchool

6thGrade,ReganFazio

THEFOURSEASONS THECHANGINGYEAR

TURQUOISETIDES

Iseetheglistening,brightturquoisewaves lappingagainstthesandyshore. Vividgreen,colossalpalmtrees towerabovemelikeskyscrapers. Theskyabovemeisadazzlingblue, withoutacloudinsight.

Ifeelthesoftsandundermyfeet andtheblazingsunagainstmyskin. Thefainttasteofsaltfromtheocean lingersonmytongue. Ihearthegentlewaves andthedistantsquawkofseagulls.

Ibreatheinthefresh,crispoceanair.

AUTUMNAIR

Iseethetrees’foliage ofscarlet,orange,andgold. Thebranchesdanceinthebreeze. Brownleavescovertheground. Acornsrest ontheforestfloor.

Ifeelthegentleautumnbreeze againstmyface. Itastethewarmapplecider. Icanhear thecrunchofleavesundermyfeet andthebirdschirping.

Iinhaletherichscentofthedampearth. BLANKETOFSNOW

Athickblanketofsoft,whitesnow liesontheground.

Delicateicicleshang fromthebranches ofbaretrees.

Thepondisfrozen, itsiceassmoothasglass. Thesnowflakestwirlanddance inthewind.

Iseemybreath

formingasmallcloudinfrontofme. Thefrigidairsurroundsme, sendinggoosebumpsdownmyarms.

Itastethetinysnowflakesonmytongue. Thesoundofthewinterwind andthecrunchofsnowundermyboots fillsmyears.

Ismellthecrisppine andfreshsnow.

SPRINGINBLOOM

Vibrant,bloomingflowers danceinthewind.

Iseethemassivecherryblossomtree, itsflowers abeautifulpalepink. Thegrass, abrilliantgreen, bowsdowninthegentlebreeze.

Ifeelthesunshine warmmyface. Itastethecool,refreshinglemonade. Ilisten tothebirdssingingandchirping. Ismellthefreshflowers.

StellaReyes

TheBaylorSchool

6thGrade,ReganFazio

SEASONS

Seasons changing

Theskyasblueasoceans

thesunstingingthetipsofmyshoulders

Ibreathinallofmyproblemstoletthemgo

Thelaughteroflittlechildrenfillstheair

Itfinallyhitme

joyshoweredoverme

asIwasn’tthinkingaboutanythingelse

Thegrass,asgreenasglossyemeraldpaint

Smoothbutalsocrunchy

Thebreezeblewaroundme

likeasmall,gentle,friendlytornado

Butthistornadoseemedtobedifferent

Itseemedtobringmethings alotofpeopleforget

Fortheyaretoobusy, Exultance.

Thecoldairentersmythroat

asifIwasdrinkingicecoldwater

Azapofjoy shiveredupmyspine

Mybreathebecamevisible

Thefield

Quiet

Theearthwasfilled withsilence

Orsoitseemed

Goosebumpsappear

onmyarms

asthecoldbreezesummedthem

Thetreesslowlyswayed backandforth

Icouldfeelmypufferjacket rubagainstmyarmsbringingmewarmth EventhoughIwasn’tpayingattention tothecoldasmuchanymore Itwasstillthere andIstillenjoyedit. Takeadeepbreath Smellthegrass

Feelthedirtundermyfeet smushasifIwassteppingon themoistsandatthebeach.

Theflowersblooming theycomealiverightin-frontofmyveryeyes

Thesky,sobrightitblindsme ItfeelsasifIwascomingalive, Ihadn’tfeltthewarmthforsolong Ihadmadeitthroughthefall andthewinter

Ihavemadeitback andI’mgladIhave

Thegrassstillhastheleft-overcrunchiness fromthechillyseasons

Theslightestbitofcrunch stillundermyshoesasIrun throughthefield withhappinessinmysoul. Saygoodbyetothecolorful brightflowers

Thenectaroftheflower thatthebeeslongedtohave arenowgone

Itislikethelifeoftheflowersevaporatedintothinair Iwalkthroughthebland anddarksidewalk

Itisquitebut peoplearestillhere

IenjoywatchingthechildrenSwinghigh upontheswings

Asmilebloomsontheirfaceeverytimetheyswing upward

Itgivesmeahintofhappiness asifIwasonthatswing

Ilookthroughthequitefield andontheothersideIsquint totrytoseethroughthethickfog

Ibreatheinthefog thesmellofmoisty airentersmylungs thefogmakesmecooloff thefeelingofcalmnessblowsoverme likewind.

TheBaylorSchool 6thGrade,ReganFazio

WORDS

Mywordsaremean, Iwanttobenice

Buteverytime

Isaysomething it’snotnice

Ineedtostop

Butit’shard.

Whenmyparentsaremeantoeachother it’sliketheydon’tcare, thatlamthere theyargueandargue eventhough theyknowlamthere

Ialwayssay “Stopplease”

Buttheysay “okay”

Eventhough it’snotokay.

JaydenCox

TheBaylorSchool

6thGrade,ReganFazio

Moonlightsparklesthroughthetrees Castingghostlybeamsofsilver ontheforestfloor. Itseemssilent butaforestisnevertrulyquiet. Cricketschirpwhatseemstobe asweetmelody. Highaboveeverything inadelicatewillowtree asquirrelrustlesthesmallleaves. Somewhereinthedistance alonewolfhowls. It’samelancholysong begginganyonewho’slistening forcomfort.

Asmallbirdwhistlesintothedarkness butaresponsetoitspleanevercomes. Howisit thatalthoughsilenceneverisfull thelonelinessinthewoods isquieterthananythingelse?

TOGETTHEIRVOTE

Togettheirvote

Womenstoodoutside

Inthebittercold

Togettheirvote

Womenmarchedon

Inwhatseemedlike

Anever-endingrace

Atthefinishline

Stoodtheirrights

Togettheirvote

Womenwentonhungerstrikes

Fortheywerenothungryforfood

Theycravedjustice

Togettheirvote

Womenendured

Achallenging

Uphillbattle

CallistaLund

TheBaylorSchool

6thGrade,ReganFazio

WINDINTHEPIECES

Noticehowthepinetreeswaysyetitneverblowsaway. Itsrootsrundeepintothegroundhelpingitstay. Thetreeisstrong,notevenapinedriftsaway. Noticethestrengthofthetree.Hearthewindhowl,yetthe Treesimplysways. Noticethewindblowingstronger,tryingitsbesttomake thetreefall,butnotevenabranchblowsaway.

Watchastheanimalsfleetothecanopy,thewindmuch toopowerfulforthem,yetthetreesimplysways. Watchasthewindstartstodiedown.

Noticethepinesremainunfazed. Watchastheanimalscomeoutofthecanopy. Hearthebirdssinging,watchthesquirrelsplay,notice thesuncomingout.Feeltheheatonyourface,nowalliswell. Andthetreestillremains. LucyJager

THETREEOFTHESEASONS

Itwaswinter.Thetreewasadark,dry,duskyshade. Alllifewaslost.

Thecoldbitingwindswayedtheloosebranches. Thetreewasbare, strippedofitsleaves.

Windmadeaswiftswooshingsound, ThekindIwouldheargoingdownarollercoaster. Theairsmeltlikeicemeltingslowlyonmynose. Theairtastedlikecoldicedbottledwater.

IcouldfeelacoolingsensationthroughoutmybodywhenIbreathin. Itouchedtheair.

ItwassocolditwaslikeifIleftmyhandsouttoolong, theywouldturntodust

Thenitwasspring.

Thetreewasfullofdarkgreenvegetation.

Birdsofallbrightcolorsmadenestoftwigsandleavesas squirrelschasedeachotheruptothetopofthetree.

Birdsweretweetingandchirpedloudastheyzoomfromtreetotree. Itwaslikewatchinganoutdoorcityofanimals. Abombofpollenhaddroppedoutside. Ormaybethat’sjusthowitfelt. Isneezedsomuch, Icould’veflownawaywiththebirds. Thepollentasted likeabitter-sweetalmondfallinggentlyonmytongue. Theairwaswarm.

Itwaslikeaninvisiblethickblankethadbeendrapedoverme becauseitwassohumid.

ThenitwasSummer.

Theleaveswereslightlylightershade. Somewerebrownandhadfallenoffduetotheheat.

Thetreelookedlonely, yethappy

Birdschirpedtoeachother butonlyonceinawhile. Itwaslikespringmadethemtiredwithallthemoving. Theairsmeltclearlikewater.

Thepollenhaddiminishedintothinair Icouldbreathintheairagain.

Thesunsmiledatme, bakingmybodyinanaturaloven.

ThenitwasAutumn.

Someleaveshadfoundtheirwayoutofthetree. Theyweretwirlinganddancingwiththewind likeminiatureballetdancers movingthroughthegreycloudysky. Otherleaveslookedlikebrownbatsgluedtothetree waitingtofly.

Winddancedwithtwigsandleavesmadeaswishingsound almostlikethe2weresinging.

Theairsmeltburnt,dryandcrisp, likeatinycampfirewasstarting withapepofcinnamon.

Theairtastedlikeaburntbitterchip soItriedtokeepmymouthshut. Ifeltleavesfallingonme

Frantically asiftheywerewarningmethatwinterwascoming.

Alltheseseasonscombinedcreateavisionofthetreeinmybackyard. Everyseasonisdifferent. Icouldwatchthetreefrommybalconyalldaylong.

ASTHELAKECHANGES

Asthelakechanges,thegoldensummersunburnsdown ontothecrystal-clearwaterofthelake creatingbeautifulrainbowsandhighlights onthewater. Sweattricklesdownmyface asIdipmyhandin. Thelakewateriscoolandrefreshing. Ismellthegrassandhear hiker’sfootstepsastheyrundown theseeminglyendlesstrails. Thewaterisinviting. Iseeminnowsandsmallcritters jumpupanddown inandoutofthecoolwater.

Asthelakechanges,orange,red,andgoldenautumnleavesfall fromthesurroundingmapletrees creatingabeautifulscene. Iwonderwhatit’sliketobealeaf, toflyfreeinthechilloftheevenings. Iheartheleavescrunchingundermyfeet. Theweatheriscoolernow,asisthewater. Ismellsmokefrombonfiresinthedistance asIsiponmywarmapplecider. Itisabitdarkernow, thesunsetslightlylesspigmentedasinthesummermonths.

asthelakechanges,asoftblanketofwintersnowcoverstheground, assmallflurriesofsnowfallfromthesky. ThisisthefirstwhiteChristmasinyears. Ireluctantlydipmyhandinthewater.

Theicinessshocksme. Therearenohikersherenow.

Ifeelthebitter,icywindsbitingagainstmycheeks andmynose.

Starsdotthegorgeoustwilightofthenight.

Asthelakechanges,Iseefreshspringtulipsbloomingeverywhere, theirscentscarriedonaswiftbreeze.

HoneybeesbuzzandBluejayschirp inabeautifullyrhythmicmelody. Thefreshgrasspricksmyankles. Thewaterisbearablenow, stillchilledbutnowfreshandseeminglywelcoming. Thehikersswarmthetrails, sometimesstoppingtoexplore thebeautifulgiftsnaturehasgivenus. Thepassageoftimeisshownwiththechangingbeautyofnature. Tome, thelakeisbeautifulnomattertheseason.

ROCK

Theairhasgottenwarmer.

Abreezeflowsthroughtheairlikeafalconinthesky. Goldfinchesandsparrowschirpandwarble astheyflutterthroughthetrees.

Asquirrelboundsthroughthebrushwithhaste asIlayonthebigrockgazingatthesky. Iletthoughtsrunthroughmyheadlikesteampoweredtrains. Theaftertasteofpeanutbutterandjellyis stillonmytongue.

Windgushesthroughthebranchesoftheoaktree. AsIsit,Iwatchleavesglidedownwitheachswayofmotion untiltheyhitthegroundsoftly.

Occasionallyaflockofgreygeese fly,honkingaway.Brightleavesfullofcolor, oncegreen,spoutfromthespindlycherrytree, Eachwithitsownredoryellowflare.

Theskyturnsagloomygrey.

Thescentofpinefillsmycoldnose.Mydogs’collarsjingle andthesnowygroundcruncheswitheverystep astheytrotawaytofindavoleorsquirrel. Theicyroughnessoftherockcoolsmyhand. Iwillonlybethereforafewminutes, thentheicycoldwilldisturbmeenoughtorunbackinside.

Itisfinallyspring.

Alongfrostywinterisover, andthecomfortingbreezeisback. Brighthoneysuckleanddandelionsbloombright. Isitonmyrock,andstareintothetwiggybrush.

Thetasteofsourlemonade isstillinmymouth.Brightgreengrass isdottedwithfreshcrystal-likedew.Thewarmairisnice asInowlay,lookingatthesky. Icanhearthebirdsagain.

Ilayonmysandstonebed, ThisrockwhereIgotoforgetandremember,Absorbtheland aroundme,andtowatchthewindtouchthetallgrasses ThisplaceiswhereIdreamandfear. Thelinebetweennatureandmindisblurred.

BobbyScott

TheBaylorSchool

6thGrade,SuzanneCollin

SEVENTH GRADEPROSE

GRECO-ROMANCOSMOLOGY

Greco-Romanmythologyisverycomplicatedanda partofthatentirestoryisthestoryofArachne.In Ovid’s,TheMetamorphosis,thestoryofArachne helpsshowGreco-Romancosmologybecauseitreveals theimportanceofobeyingthegods,howthegodsare themostpowerfulbeings,andhowthegodsdictateall aspectsoflife.InthisstoryArachneisamasterweaver butshedoesn’tgivecredittothegoddessAthenafor herskills.Shethendoubleddownonherstatementand endedupchallengingthegoddesstoaweavingcontest. Athenamadeacloththatdepictedtheruleofthegods butArachnemadeherstheflawsofthegodsandwhen theyhadmessedup.Athenathenbecomesveryangry andhersArachne’swork.Arachneisthenturnedintoa spiderforlosingthecontestandoffendingthegods. Firstofall,obeyingthegodsisveryimportant. Afterthecontest,whichAthenawon,Arachnewas punished.Herbodybegantochangeandwherethe bodyofthemaidenusedtostand,therewasonlyasmall brownspider(Ovid51).Thishelpstosupportmyclaim becauseArachnechallengedthegoddesstoacontest, thereforeopposingthegods.Thisshowsher disobediencebecauseshethoughtthatshewasbetter thanthegoddessherself.Sinceshedidn’tgiveher creditforherskills,andthenshedoubleddownonit, shewaspunished.ThisisakeypartoftheGrecoRomancosmologybecauseitmakesitclearthatthey believedthatwhenthegodswereobeyed,goodthings wouldhappen.Ontheotherhand,ifyoudisobeythem, yourlifewilltakeaturnfortheworseandyouwouldbe punished.

Secondly,theyalsobelievedthatthegodswerethe mostpowerfulbeings.Thisisshowninthisstorywhen AthenaisworkingfasterthanArachne.“...andsawthe goddessworkingswiftly,calmly,andalwaysalittle fasterthanherself”(Ovid51).Thishelpsrevealtheir cosmologybecausetheybelievedthatifyouhadthe godsonyourside,youwerestronger,butiftheywere againstyou,youstoodnochance.Thepeopleinthese mythsthattrytodefyandfightthegodsalwaysendup losing.Inthisculturetheybelievedthatwithoutthe godsyouhadnopower,andifyouwereinpossessionof powerorskills,itwasbecauseofthegods.Sincethey believedthatthegodsgaveyoupower,thepeople normallygavecredittothegodsinancientculture. Theybelievedthatiftheydidn’tgivethegodscredit, theirpowerorskillcouldbetakenawayfromthem.

Finally,theybelievedthatthegodsdictateall aspectsoflife.Theybelievedthatthegodswerenotin controlofjustonething,theywereinchargeofall aspectsoflife.Athena’sclothdepictedAthenaand PoseidoncompetingtobecomethepatronofAthens, butitalsoshowedtheterriblefatesofthehumanswho triedtostrivewiththem(Ovid51).Thisshowstheir cosmologybecauseitprovedthattheythoughtthatthe godsruledovereverything.Intheirculture,itwas acceptedthatthegodsweretheonesmakingchangesin theworld,notthehumansontheearth.Theyalso believethatthegodswereveryoffendedwhenpeople triedtothreatentheirpowerandthisiswhatArachne didinthisstory.

Aranchesaidthatshewasbetterthanthegoddess AthenaherselfandthenshewaspunishedbyAthena forlosingintheweavingcontestthatfollowed.This alsoshowsthatthegodshavehuman-like characteristicsinGreco-Romanmythology.This makesitmoreclearthatthegodsarenotmoral exemplars,theheroesinGreekmythsare.Sincethe heroesaretheexemplars,thismeansthattheydidn’t alwaysdowhatthegodswanted,forthegodsarenot settinganexample.

In,TheMetamorphosis,byOvid,thestoryof ArachnehelpsrevealtheGreco-Romancosmology becauseitshowstheimportanceofobeyingthegods, howthegodsarethemostpowerfulthings,andhowthe godsareinchargeofeverything.Asimilaritybetween thecosmologiesisthattheybelievedthattheirgodsare allpowerfulandtheLordisallpowerful.Averymajor differenceisthattheirgodsarenotexamplesandthey forcepunishmentsuponpeoplewhiletheLordhas mercyandisanexampleforallofhumanitytotryand liveupto.Eventhoughtherearesomesimilarities,our cosmologyandtheancientGreco-Romansarevery differentfromeachother.

“DOESITREALLYFITME?”

Myname?Idon’tlikemyname;mynameisReid. It’slikemyparentsdidn’tknowhowtospelltheword. Peoplesaymynameisperfectandfitsme,butIthink it’slikeatoosmallshoetightanduncomfortable.My namemeansred.Witchhasalotofnegative connotationssuchashate,violence,rageandwarfare. Somepositivethingsareassociatedwithredaswellfor examplepassion,power,loveandconfidence.Some timesIthinkwhatifIhadadifferentnameI’mnot surewhatIwouldpick,butI’mcertainitwouldfitme muchbetter.

TheChineseNewYearthinksI’marabbit;quiet, kindandrestrained.AndfornowI’monlyoneofthose things.Thatiskind,Ican’tthinkofoneinstancewhen I’mwithpeopleandhaven’tsaidanything,andifIhave Iamallmostneverrestrained.Allthesethingsthatare puttomejustbecauseofoneyear,andmostofthose thingsaren’teventrue.Thatcalendarmightbealittle outdatedbutI’mnotsure.ForImightfilltheseshoes someday.Andthatdaymightnotcomebutfornow ReidismynameevenifIdon’tlikeit.

MynameReidmeansred,andredsymbolizeswarm flamesthatlighttheroom.whichareshowingmy feelingsandwishestolighteverybooktoflames.Reid tasteslikeapieceofruffbiterandblandsandpaper, andReidsmellslikeanewfreshlyopenedbook.The onlythingthatreallyisrightaboutmeismybirth stoneopal.Opalisasymbolofcreativity,confidence andtruth...

Andforonesallofthesethingsfitme,forIam creative,confidentandtruthful.IfIcouldchangemy name,I’mnotsurewhatIwouldchangeitto.I’ve neverbeengoodwithdecisionslikethis.Imaynotlike mynamenow,butmynamemighteventuallyget eventuallygetafewmorethingsright.

Thewaymynamewaspickedwasquiteunusual. Myfatherwasreadingabook.“Thebiographyof TheodoreRoosevelt.”Andinthisbook,hesaidthat oneofhisbiggestinfluenceswasanauthorwhohad sparkedhisinterestinexploration.Hisnamewas ThomasMainReid.MyfatherthoughtthatReidwasa greatnameandmymotheragreed.Theydebatedon thenameandafewothersforquiteabitlonger,but theyhadtomakeachoiceandintheendtheychose Reid.

ReidNelligan TheBaylorSchool 7thGrade,HenryBlue

ALLME

Ifyoulookmynameupyouwon’tgetmuch.That’s becausemynamedoesn’tmeananything.Mynameisa Frenchlastname,butthat’snotwhereitcomesfrom. MynameisBelou,justlikeaforeignjungle.Myis different,unique,lotsofpeoplecallitspecial.You mightbeexpectingadeepmeaning,oraoldfamily namelikealotofpeoplewhoaskme.But,mynameis quitetheoppositeandveryshallowinfact.

Mynamecomesfromapopularshowinthenineties calledRoadRules.BeloufromRoadRulesiswild, crazy,andconfident.I’mnotgoingtolie,wedohave twothingsincommon.First,justlikeBeloufromRoad RulesIamverygrumpyinthemorning.Infact,sheis mostknownfortryingtofightAntoine,aboyonthe showwithabutterknife.Whathappenedwas, accordingtoBelouAntoinedisrespectedherandshe wasgrumpybecauseitwasthemorning.Also,Belou wasnotjustgonnaletAntoinelaughandmakefunof her,shewasgonnadosomething.Now,Iwouldn’ttry andfightanyonebut,Iwouldnotletsomeoneberude tomeormyfriends.Belouwasspecialanddifferent, sheknewexactlywhoshewasandwasnotgoingto changeforanyoneelse.

So,nowhowdidmynamegetfrommymomwhen shewas13tomynamein2012?Well,justlikeallofthe tweensandteenagersin1997mymomwaswatching theshowRoadRules.Now,likeherfriendsshelooked uptoBelouandthoughtthatshewasverycool....

So,mymomsaidyouknowwhatIlovethenameBelou, she’scool,andIlookuptoher.So,Iamgoingtoname myfuturekidBelou.Fifteenyearslatermymomfound outshewashavingagirlandthenameBeloucouldjust notgetoutofherhead.So,shenamedmeBelou.

So,attheendofthedaymynamedoesnothavea meaning.Googledoesnotknowso,Igettochoose. KnowthatIhavethepowerofchoosingwhatmyname meanstome.Ichoosethemeaningtochangeeveryday. Mynameistheweather,somedaysstayingthesame, butalsochangingfrequently.Sometimesifeelbrave andstrong.SomedaysIfeelsadandmad.SomedaysI amhelpfulandkind,othertimesIcanseemrudeor distant.Mynamecan’tjustbefloweryandmeanall goodthings,becauseI’mhuman.Humansaren’t perfect,wemessup.Soit’sonlyfairifmynamecan meanallofmytraits,goodandbad.Mynamedoesn’t meananythingtogoogleorotherpeople.But,that doesn’tmattertomemynameisdifferent,butIloveit. MynameisallmeandIdon’tshareitwithanybodyI know.So,yesmynameisnotusual,peoplemessup pronouncingitamilliontimesaday,andsometimesI getcalledmylastname.Butitshowsthehumannature, andIloveit.

THEANGRYVEGETARIANS

Thestoryofseniorcitizenswhohappentobe (notreally)Vegetarians

Ihadaknackforgettingintotrouble.Ialsohadatrick forgettingoutofit.Itallcamedowntocreatinga diversion.IpointedintheoppositedirectionofwhereI neededtogoandyelled,“freetacos!”Itworkedlikea charm.

Alleighty-foureldersraninthedirectionIhad pointed.Oops.Let’sstartover!Itallstarted4hours ago.Iwasvisitingmygrandpaintheretirementhome, andhewasgettinghungry,soheaskedmetogogeta sandwichfromthekitchen.WhatIdidn'tknowisthat everysingleoneofthepeoplewholivedinthe retirementhomewerevegetarian.Yousee,I'vealways beenabigmeatloverandIjustassumedhewastoo. That'swhereIwaswrong.Ididn'tknowthatthey wouldbeoffendedbycraftingthisexcessively enormousentree.Iusedover41varietiesofmeat includingham,salami,sausages,bacon,turkey,and chorizo.Apartfrommeatthesubalsohaslettuce, onions,olives,hotpeppers,andpickles.

WhatIdidn'tknowisIhadcommittedtheworld's greatestsinbydoingthat.alltheseoldpeopletheir wholelifehadtrainedandusedextensiveself-controlto bethemosthigh-rankingvegetariansontheplanetand Ididn'tknowthat,butsecretlytheworld'sbiggest meat-loverspossible.

Theyoncelivedonsuchanunhealthydietthatthey decidedtogiveituptolivelongerhealthierlives.Itwas amiracleIwasabletofindanymeatatallintheir pantry.Theyhaveabsolutelynoself-controlwhenit comestomeat.ButlikeIsaidIhadn'tknownthis. WhenIenteredmygrandfather'sroom,hesawthe sandwichandyelled,“Meat,thatismeatright!”Itwas thenIknewsomethingwasup.Ihandedhimthe sandwichandheatethewholethinginlessthan47 seconds.Heletoutanenormousburpthatranginthe hallwaysoftheretirementhome.Thiscausedallthe othermembersoftheretirementhometocomeoutof theirrooms.Oneofmygrandpa'sfriends,Margaret, walkedoutofherdorm,cameintomygrandpa'sroom, andaskedwhatwaswrong.mygrandparepliedbyusing oneword.“MEAT!!!!”Everysingleoneofthem turnedtolookatme.Ididn'tknowwhattodo.

Yousee,Ihadaknackforgettingintotrouble.Ialso hadatrickforgettingoutofit.itallcamedownto creatingadiversion.Ipointedintheoppositedirection ofwhereIneededtogoandyelled,“Freetacos!”It workedlikeacharm.

Iranoutthedooroftheretirementhome,asallthe seniorcitizensranaroundconfusedandhungry.Iran downthestreettomymom'scar,unlockedthedoor, slammedthedoor,andwithoutknowingwhatIwas doinghitthegasandpulledoutoftheretirement home.

Ispedoutoftheparkinglotanddownthestreet.Ionly got43tickets,knockedoverthreemailboxes,ran througheightflowergardens,injuredonlyoneperson, scaredhalfadozen,andgotintroublewithmymom… bigtrouble.butattheendoftheday,Iknowhowto makeanamazingsandwich!

TheEnd

Pleasedon’tbewhatIthinkitis.Myfeetaremoving beforemybraincatchesupandsuddenlyI’mbythe window.LookingdownontothestreetsIbreatheouta gasp.IguessI’mnotreallythatsurprisedbutitstill leavesmebreathlessasthesheerhorrorofitisworse thanIimagined.Iturnaroundtofacehimwithmy mouthopen,eachtimetryingtoformanewwordand eachtimefailing.Hedoesn’ttrytocoaxmyopinionof thescenebecauseheknows.Healwaysknows. IthitsmethenandIstumblebackafewsteps.Ihavea sinkingsuspicionthatallofus,everyonehereknew whatwaslyingunderthesurfaceofthisfacadeofa perfectlife.ThisillusionthatIincludedneverwanted tobreak.It’sdisheartening,tosaytheleast,andmyeyes havetroubleconnectingwithmyrealemotionsand suddenlythey’refilledwithmoisture.Whenhenotices helooksmoreupsetthanever.Asthoughitphysically painshimtoseehisfriendinpain.Theoreachesoutto comfortmebutIspinonmyheelsonomoreofmy expressionisshown.

“I’msorry.”Itleaveshismouthinaquiet,breathy tonelikehe’stryingnottobreakopenbuthisvoice crackshalfwaythroughanyway.Hisarmscomearound mesuddenlybutIhavenoenergytopushhimoff.

“Forwhat?”It’scracklyanddryandsharpandit’s biting.Mysadnesshasturnedtoangerinasecondand itfloatsaroundmyheartandribs.

Mychestiscavinginwiththerealityofthis situationandtheashamednessofhowIusedtothink. Thenaivetythataccompaniedthedelusion.

Allowingmyselftobelievethattheworldwasperfect thoughIknewitwasn’t.Iknewit.IcouldfeelitandI chosetoignoreittolivealifealittlebithappierthough itwasfakeandnowithurtsandIhurt.Evencomfort hurtsnow.

HisarmstightenandIsobadlywanttopretendI’m okay.It’smorepainfultobelievethathe’stheonly thingkeepingmestanding.Itrytoshrughimoffbut hedoesn’tletme.It’smaddening.Mythoughtsare splinteringandfracturingandhe’sgrabbingthemwith hishandsandbringingthemtomyheart.Ithinkit’s simultaneouslypiecingmetogetherandmakingme loseanysenseofsafety.

Wesaynothingforawhile,Isimplystareoutthe windowandfeelsomuchitbeginstomeldinto nothing.

AthoughtsuddenlyspringsintomymindasI’m thinking.

“You’renotevenindanger.You’refine.”

“Yes…?”Hedragsitoutbutit’sstillimpossibly smooth.Nolingeringtracesofanykindofemotion.

“Sowhyareyouhere?”Imeantoaskitnicely,a simplequestionleavingmymouthbutincidentallyit comesoutharshandaccusatory,likehe’sdone somethingwrong.

IcantellheflinchesandIwanttotakeitback.I wantthewordstoslidebackdownmythroatsoIcan spitthemoutdifferently.Idon’t.It’sfartoolate anywayashehasalreadystartedtalking.

I’veneverheardhimtalkthisfastanditseemslike he’sscramblingforsomethingtosaysoIsimplyturn around.WhileI’mtwistingmybodyaroundandupI putahandonhisshoulder.HequietsasIhadhopedhe would.I’mfartootiredtountangleanyofthefew wordsIpickedupon.

Iwanttosleepandforgetaboutthisencounter, includingtheeverloudmobofangrypeople.Perhaps especiallytheveryloudmobofangrypeople.Ican’t though,Imayneverbeableto.

Thesilenceisbackoverusandit’sthick.Ican’t breatheandIknowhecan’teither.

Hecoughsandit’sover.I’mgladhefoundawayto breakitup.

IfinallythinkaboutmyappearanceandInervously tugatmyhairbecauseI’msureit’smattedandgross anddirty.MyclothesarerumpledandIwanttopeel themoffmybodybecauseI’mstillsuffocating. Ihearthesoundsofpaperscrinklingandsuddenlya mintisofferedbeforemebyahandthatlookslikeit hasn’tworkedadayinitslifeandalaughcrawlsoutof me.

It’sthefirstsignoflifeinmyselfsincethepasthour. It’sabitwetandfeelslikebreakingmyarmwhenIwas youngandmybrotherhadmademelaugh.Ilookedup athimandthesunwasahaloaroundhishead.I’dnever seenanangelbeforethatday.I’msurethatTheois anotherone.

Igingerlypickitupandhisfingerscurltowardshis palm.Heremembered.Itwasaquietmomentona quietdayinthemiddleoflastfallandsnowhadjust fallen.MynoseandcheekswerepinkandIwassorely missingmymugsfromhome.Hewasbesidemeand prattlingonaboutsomethinginconsequential.I offhandedlymentionedthatIlovedeverything peppermintalthoughdetesteditwithchocolateon mostoccasions.Hesmiledatmethen,I’msure catalogingitintothebackofhismindforadayjustlike this.

Ilookupfrommyviciousstareatthelittleredand whitepeppermint,andseehisface.Ithinkmyeyestear upalittleagainbutI’mnotsurebecauseallIcanthink aboutisthatheremembered.

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 7thGrade,MaryLeDoux

MYGRANDFATHER'SHEART ATTACKCHANGEDMYLIFE

Mygrandfatherhadaheartattack.Thishappened whenIwasaroundfive.Itwasanicesunnydayoutside. Butaroundnighttimemymomtoldmewehadtogo.I rememberitwasabriskdaywhenweweredrivingin mymom 'sblackcar.Mymomwasveryquietonthe waytotheplaceweweregoing.Ididnotknowwhere weweregoinguntilwearrivedatthehospital.

IwasverynervouswhenIheardaboutwhatwas happening.ThenmymomandIleftthehospital.Itwas veryquiet,thewallswerevividlyadarkershadeofblue, andthetilewaswhitewithsomeblackspots.Icouldsee mytwounclesandmygrandmawithafunnywhitehat. Mymomtoldmeaboutwhathappenedtomy grandfather.Atthispoint,Iwasreallyscaredofwhat couldhavehappenedtomygrandfather.Itseemedasif everythingwascrashingdownuponme.

Afterafewverylonghourswereceivedthenews thathewasok.AndIremembersittinginmyroom reflectingthatitseemedtheroomwassowarm. Everythingseemedbacktonormalbut.Myheartwas stillracingafterwhatIlearnedaboutwhathappenedto mygrandfather.Iwasveryrelieved.ThenIthoughtof whatIcouldhavemissedwithmygrandfather.Onthis topic,therearelotsofwaystohandlegrief.Talkingto someone,oraskingtheLordforhelpisacoupleof ideas.Youwillalwaysknowtheyareinabetterplace. AfterthatsituationwasalloverIreflectedonwhat justhappenedtomygrandfather.Howdidthischange mylife?

ThischangedmylifebylearningHoweasilyIcould losethings.LikehowIcouldhavelostmygrandfather. Youcanneverappreciatethingsenoughuntilyoudon’t havethemanymore.LikeifIlostafamilymemberlike mygrandfatherhowIcouldhavelosthimIthought aboutthememoriesIcouldhavelost.Likemeandhim goingtoNewYorkCity,AndhowIcouldhavenever hadthosepreciousmomentsIcouldhavelost.There arelotsofthingsyoucanlose.

Inconclusion,thiswasalearningmomentformeand taughtmeIcanlosethingssoeasily.Thanksfor listeningtome.IalsogotohishouseeverydayAfter lookingbackandanalyzingthesituationIwasin.AndI realizedhoweasilyIcanlosethings.Itisavery dauntingthoughttothinkaboutlosingafamily memberandthebestthingtodoisthinkaboutit.The thingsyoudidwiththemandyouwillknowtheywillbe inabetterplaceandtheywon’tbesuffering.Andyou willalwayshavethememories.Youwillalsostillhave themomentswiththemtoremember.Forever.

OVERCOMINGFEAR

Imaginehavingtoovercomeyourbiggestfear.That iswhatIhadtodowhenIwasscaredthemost.Iwasat athemeparkandIhatedheightssoIwasafraidof rollercoasters.Beingafraidofheightsatthetimewas mybiggestfearbecauseIthoughtoftheworstthings thatcouldhappenlikefalling.Ilearnedhowto overcomemybiggestfearsonowIbelievethatIcan overcomeanyotherfear.

Ialreadytalkedaboutthisalittlebitbutmybiggest fearwasheights.WhenIwouldgotoanythemepark andseetherollercoastersIwouldstarttogetscared. OnedayIgotsoscaredthatIcouldn'tevenhearoneby theendoftheday.IthoughtofhowIcouldovercome thisfear.WhenIgothomeItoldmyself,“NexttimeI gotoathemeparkIwillridealltheridesandovercome myfearofheights.”WhenIwouldsaythistomyself moreandmoremyfearwoulddecreaseandIbelieved whatIwasstartingtosay.ThenexttimeIwenttothat themeparkIovercamemyfearandIwasabletogaina senseofknowledgethatmademebelievethatIcould overcomeanyfearthathappenedtome.

SomethingpeoplemightwonderishowIwasable toovercomemyfear.BeforeIdidn'tthinkthatIcould overcomemyfearbecauseIhadtogetoutofmyhead andstopthinkingthatbadthingshappenIwouldtry andfocusonthegoodthingsthatcouldhappen.One majorthingwasthepeoplewhohelpedme.

Myfamilyandfriendswereabletounderstandmy positionandtheyhelpedbytalkingtomeandtryingto letmeknowthatIwouldbeabletoovercomethisfear. Iusedtooverthinkalotofsituationseverydecision thatIwouldmakeIwouldhaveahardtimetryingto thinkofthepositivesthatcouldhavecomeoutofthe situationIwasin.Anotherelementthathelpedmewas havingsomeonetoguidemethroughmytroublesand fears.IfeltthatwhenIwouldhaveanotherpersonthat hasgonethroughwhatIhavetheywouldguidemeand letmeknowthateverythingwouldbefine.

Nowyoumightbethinkingwhatismynewthought processoffear?ThefirstthingthatIdoisfindout whatIamscaredof.IfIaminasituationwhereIget nervousorscaredIfindoutwhy.Itcouldbesomething sillylikeyourshadoworsomethingseriouslikedeath nomatterwhatitisItrytofindoutwhyImightbe scared.ThesecondstepthatIgothroughisjusttrying tocalmmyselfdown.Somethingsthathelpmecalm downaretakingdeepbreathsandjusttryingtothinkof otherthings.Thethirdstepissimplebutworksgreat. Ifyousituationthatyoufeellikeyoucan'ttakecareof yourselfyoucouldjustpraytoGod.WhenIprayto GodIdon'tfeellikeI'mbeggingforanythingitfeels likeIamhavingaconversationwithanotherperson. TheLordhelpsguidemethroughproblemsthatI haveandHetakescareofmeandleadsmetonotbe fearful.

WhenIgotovermybiggestfearIfeltlikeIcould overcomeanyfear.NowthatIseethisperspectiveI cancalmmyselfwithanyfearthatIhave.I'mnot sayingthatmystepscouldchangeyourwayofseeing thingsbutitsurehelpedme.Sobecausemywayofhow IdealwithfearchangednowIcanovercomeanyfear thatImayface.

DRIVINGWITHTHESHARKS

Whenmostpeoplethinkaboutsharks,theythinkof man-eatinghunters.However,whenIthinkofsharks,I thinkofanotheroneofGod'swonderfulcreations. WhenIwas10yearsold,Iaskedtogosnorkelingwith sharksformybirthdaypresent.ItwasabeautifulJuly dayinJupiter,FloridawhenIgottoseebullsharksup closeandinpersonandseethemfeedonbait.Itwas amazing!ThiswassignificantinmylifebecauseIgotto seethattherearestillmagnificentcreaturesintheworld. Divingwithsharkshasmadememoreinterested,brave, andcaptivatedbythem.

Whenyouseetheminpersonyouautomatically becomemoreinterestedinthem.WhenmydadandI watchedSharkWeekIlovedthesharks.Theylooked magnificentanditwasinteresting.Soformybirthday,I askedforitandIgottagodivingwithsharksformy10th birthday.SowewerejustattheFloridaKeysandgotto thedockandstartedwaiting.Finally,theboatgothere andweboardedtheboatandsetsail.Theboatridewas calm.Thewaveswerebigsotheboatjustcutthrough this.Itwascalm,butyoucantellthateveryonewas excited.Igotsoexcitedwhenwegotthere.Soyoucan seehowexcitedIwaswhenIgotinthewater.

SwimmingwithSharkshelpsmeunderstandwhat braverymeanstome.SowhenIgotinthewateritwas brightblueandgettingdarkerasyoulookdown.We wereonthesurfaceofthewaterandthesunfeltsogood withthesunhittingmyback.Igottoseeabeautiful bullshark.Itwasamazing,thesharkswerecomingunder you,andfeelingtheirpresencewasbeautiful.

Theoceanwassodeepyoucouldnotseethebottomofit. Itwasinthemiddleofnowherebutthatmadeitmore beautiful.Istartedtounderstandhowtheylivedown there.Itwasawholeotherworlddownthere.Somydad wasfreedivingwiththemandIhadtheideatogoswim downwithhim.I'mprettysureIalsoscaredmymom halftodeath.Thenmydadhadtobringmeup.Every secondIwasinthewaterIlovedthemevenmore.This givesmerespectforthemtoo.

AfterdivingwithsharksIwantedtolearnmoresoI couldcontinueappreciatingtheDivesandbemore captivatedaboutthem.IalwayslovewatchingShark Weekandthat'salsoanotherdocumentarythatIloveto watchaboutsharks.It'salwayssomuchfunandso informational.Ialsolovetoreadbooksaboutthemwith allthepicturesandthedetailsaboutthem.It'samazing. SinceI'mascubadiverIalwaysgototheoceanevery summerasmuchasIcantogoscubadivingwithmydad. AndIalwayshopewegettoseeasharkwhilewe'redown therecuzIalwaysrememberaboutourdivewhenIwas 10.

Divingwithsharksmademecaptivated,interested, andbrave.Howtheylivehasmademeinterestedin sharks.Sharkshavemadememorebravewhendiving withthem.TheyhavealsomademecaptivatedbyGod's work.Thishasmademethankfulbecausethisexperience notalotofpeoplegettohaveandthat'swhyIlikesharks andthat'swhytheyhavemadeanimpactinmylife.

LukeDoxsee SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 7thGrade,BethTaylor

ANOT-SOWELCOMETOMIDDLESCHOOL

Tosaythatmiddleschoolisaseasonofmajor changesinthelivesofboysandgirlsisan understatement.JoelDanielHarrisofTomTodIdeas describesthemiddleschooler’sbrainas“figuratively andquiteliterally“onfire”duringthisstage.”Didyou knowthattheonsetofadolescencerepresentsthe secondmostintenseperiodofbraindevelopmentinthe humanlifespan?Themiddleschooler’sbrainisnotthe onlythinginoverdrive.Theyareexperiencingmajor bodychangesandtheirhormoneshavebegunflexing theirmuscles.Onemightsayallthesechangesarethe recipefordisaster.Thishasbeentrueinmylife.The obstaclesofsixthgradepushedmetolearntoselfregulateandperseverethroughcripplinganxietywhile managingADHD,andvisualprocessingdisorders,and adjustingtoanew,chaoticenvironment.

“Youcandragmybodytoschool,butmyspirit refusestogo”,thisquotebyAmericancartoonistBill Wattersonperfectlyillustratesthebeginningofmy middleschoolcareer.Itwasmid-Augustintheyearof theyear2023.IwascomingoffofafantasticSummer breakandIhadjustcelebratedmytwelfthbirthday.I wasexcitedtostartthesixthgradeatSilverdaleBaptist Academy.ThefirstdaycameandIwaseagertoget started.DayonewaswhatIcall“fluff.”Wemetour teachersandgotourlockerassignments.Daytwowasa completelydifferentstory.Aswedrovetoschool,I startedfeelingmyheartbeatingfastandmybody trembledabit.IrecognizedthefeelingbecauseIhad dealtwithseparationanxietyinthefourthgrade.

Aswepulledintotheschoolparkinglot,mymind becamefilledwithoverwhelmingthoughtsof unpreparedness.AsIwaswalkingtothebuilding,my mindwasracingwithanxiety.AsIwalkedthroughthe doorthethoughtsgrewlouderandthenextIknewIwas inafull-blownpanicattack.Irrationalfearconsumedme anduncontrollabletearsstartedflowing.I’msureyou canimaginetheembarrassment andhumiliationthis caused.Ihadtogaincontrolofmyanxietyandgetto class.

ManagingmyanxietytookallofmyfocusandI havealwaysstruggledwithpayingattention.Iwas diagnosedwithanxietyandADHDwhenIwasnine.It isespeciallyhardformetopayattentionwhilereading. Itisalsoverydifficultformetositdownandfocuson schoolwork.IfIambeingcompletelyhonest,Ifind sittingstilltobedifficultinanysituation.Thenthereis myvisualprocessingdisorderwhichaffectsmyvisual memoryandabilitytoseewords.Allofmylearning differencescoupledwiththedemandingacademicload ofmiddleschoolandrapidbrainandbodydevelopment createdaperfectstorm.Ineededanewstrategyfor middleschool,andIneededitquickly.Withthehelpof myparentsandschool,aplanwasputinplace.I receivedcounselingandbeganmedicationtohelpmy bodyhandlestressbetter.ThenIjoinedtheresource programatschoolwhichprovidedmewithextra supportandhelpedmestayontask.Resourceput togetheralistofaccommodationstosuitmylearning differences.

Themeasurestakentoprovidemesupportinnavigating middleschoolwereagamechanger.Ilearnedmethodsto helpmecontrolmyanxiety,attendedcountlessvision therapysessions,andreceivedassistancesuitedtomy learningstyle.Mostimportantly,Ilearnedtogivemyself graceinmyjourney.Myhardworkandperseverance paidoffandIevenmadetheheadofschoollist.My sixth-gradeyearmayhavestartedasadisasterbutit endedintriumph.IamthankfulfortheobstaclesIfaced andconqueredbecausetheyhavemademeabetter versionofmyself.

ALESSONFROMALOVEDONE

“SometimesyouwillNEVERknowthevalue ofamomentuntilitbecomesaMEMORY.”-Dr.Seuss. Cherisheverymomentwithyourlovedonesbecauseyou neverknowhowmanydaysareleft.

EveryonealwaysthoughtScottwasagrumpyold man,buttheyneverknewhimlikeIdid.Scottwasmy dad‘sdad‘sbrothersothismeanthesawmydadthrough hischildhoodaswellashesawmethroughpartofmy own.ScottwasmygreatunclebutIjustcalledhim Uncle.WhenIwasbornpeoplesawthathewasn’tas grumpyastheythoughtwhenhewaswithme.Instantly everyoneknewIwashisfavoritepersonandthatIhad himwrappedaroundmylittlefinger.Unclewasmy literalfavoriteperson.Hewaskindandloving.Hetaught merespectandmanners.Ibelievepartofthereasonwhy I’makindandcompassionatepersonisbecauseofhim.

SomeofmyfavoritememorieswerewithUncle. OnesummermeandUnclewereoutbythepool shootingwatergunsateachother.“Annabelle!You’re goingtohavetostopsomyclothesdon’tgetevenwetter thantheyalreadyareandIdon’twanttheinsideofmy cartobewet!”hehadsaidwhilehewaslaughing.“OK, butIdon’twantto,”Isaidbacktohim.Mymomwas outsidethewholetime.Shewaslaughingwhileshe recordedthewholething.IremembermeandUncle laughingwhilethewholethingwastakingplace.

AnotheroneofmyfavoritememorieswithUncle waswhenmeandmymomwouldcelebrateholidays togetherandUnclewouldjoinus.OnValentine’sDay, mymomorderedaheart-shapedpizza.

Unclepickedthepizzaupfromthestoreandthencame overtomyhousetoeatwithmeandmymom.Me, Mom,andUncletalkedandlaughedwhileweate,and afterwetalkedandlaughedsomemore.Myunclepassed awayonOctober31,2020.Ididn’tfindoutuntilafew dayslaterthathehadpassedaway.ThedayIfoundout justsohappenedtobethedaythatmycousinwashaving abirthdayparty.AlthoughIhadjustbeencompletely crushedasmyfavoritepersoninthewholeworlddiedI knewhewouldwantmetogo.AsIcriedsittingonthe couch,mydadandmystepmomwereboththereforme, huggingmeandtellingmethatitwasgonnabeOK. AfterIcalmeddownIpushedthroughthepainand didn’tletmycousindownandwenttoherbirthdayparty. AfterthepartywhenIcamehome,Iwassad.Ifeltlike therewasahugeholeinmyheart.Thedayofthefuneral IreceivedUncle’sflagbecausehehadservedinthe UnitedStatesMarineCorps.Ihavekepthisflagvery nearanddeartomyheart,alongwithpicturesandvideos ofourmemoriestogether.

StoriesofUncleshowloveandfamilybonds.So imaginehowyouwouldfeelwhenthepersoninyourlife whoislikean‘Uncle’died.Well,that’sprobablyhowI felt.Thiswholesituationhashelpedmerethinktheway thatIspendmytimewiththepeoplethatIlove.Inow knowhowimportantmymemoriesofUncleareandthat istheonlythingthatmattersnow.Afterall,youalways wanttocherishtimeandmemorieswiththepeopleyou love.

“You'reakid,youdon’thaveanyseriousproblems.” False.“You'renotateenyet,you'refine.”False.One infiveteensstrugglewithmentalhealth.Andtwoof myfriendsinfifthgradewereinthatstatistic. Fortunatelyforme,Igrewupinagoodhome;aNice house,myparentsaretogether,moneywasnevertight. Iwasabitspoiled.Igrewupwithawonderfulfamily centeredaroundGod.Thesegirlsdidn’tgetthat.They bothcamefromnon-religioushouseholdsandhad familyissues.Theirparentswereusuallydrunk,or angryandscreaming.Onewasconstantlymovingin andoutofapartmentsandhomes.Theydidn’tgetas luckyasIdid,andthat’swhereallofthisstarted.

BeforeIsawlifeasaworldofcolor.Thoughtsthat peoplecouldstruggleatouragedidn’tseemtostrike me.IthoughteveryonelivedlikeIdid,butInever realizedhowluckyIwas.Iwastenwhenthistookplace, alotofthingsjustdidn’tseemtoregister.Ineversaw thingsastheywere.Ididn’trealizepeoplecould seriouslystruggleatourage.

IstartedtonoticethatJennawasseriouslystrugglingin mathclassoneday.Iknewthatshehaddealtwithalot ofissuesinthepast,butInevertrulyunderstoodwhat. Iwatchedherslowlypickupapencilsharpenerand fiddlewithit.Myheadstartedtofillwithwonder, “whatcouldshebedoing?”Iwatchedasshepulledout thebladeandputalittlecutonherwristunderthe table.IwatchedherdoitafewtimesmoreuntilI movedtotheseatnexttoher.

Itookitoutofherhandandthrewitaway.Shetriedit withanothersharpener,andIthrewthatawaytoo. ”Noelleit’sokay,youdon’tneedtoworry.”Ididn’t knowalot,butIknewthatthingslikethatwerenever okay.

IwaiteduntilwegotoutofclassandIpulledheraside. “Ithinkyouneedtotalktosomeoneaboutthis.You needhelp.”Shedidn’twanttodoitatfirst,butIfinally convincedherifIwentwithher.Afterthat,shestarted havingweeklymeetingswiththecounselor.Iwouldtag alongjusttogethertogo.Weletthecounselortakeit fromthere,andweheadedbacktoclass.Iwasalways knownasthe“therapistfriend.”Rightafterthat, anotheroneofmyfriendscameuptome.“Canyousee myscarsthroughthisshirt?”Irealizedafterthat,that Alliewasstrugglingtoo.

Aboutaweekafteroneofthelastmeetingswiththe counselor,Jennacalledafterschool.“Noelle,thecops areatmydoor.”Ohno.“Wellopenit!”Isaidina panic.Sheopenedthedoorandthenendedhercall withme,sayingshewouldupdatemelater.Herparents weren’thome,sotheywaiteduntilherparentsarrived. Theytalkedtoheraboutherissues,andhowtheywere contactedbyourschool.Theyeventuallyleftandwe returnedtoschoolthefollowingweek.Thatmorning,I sawaTikTokofAllie’sscarredwrists.Jennatoldme thatshewasgratefulforhowIhelpedherandthatshe wantedtohelpAllie.Weshowedthesamecounselor, andshepulledheroutofclass.Shetookitfromthere.

WhatIlearnedfromthiswasoneofthegreatest lessons.Nomatterwhatkindoffacesomeoneputson isnotalwayswhat’sintheirheart.Shewasfunny,a personfulloflaughter.Iusedtoalwaysbeinmyworld. Shemademerealizethatnotallthingsareskindeep. Youhavetolookbeneaththeskintofindtheirsoul.

BothofthesegirlsnowhavetheirfaithintheLord, andIcouldn’tbeprouder.Alwaysremember,aperson's heartandsoularenotalwaysshownontheoutside,and youhavetolooktofindyourtrueself.

THINGSITAKEFORGRANTED

Kidsallaroundtheworlddon'thavethestuffyouorI have;wedon'trealizethis,butIdidlastyear.Ilearned thatItakethingsforgranted,andmaybeIdon'tcare aboutmythings,butotherpeopleneedthemmore thanIdo.

Kidsallaroundtheworlddon'thavethingsandstarve. Sometimes,schoolistheonlyplacewherekidscaneat andbeactive.Mymomgotanewjobatapublicschool wherelittlekidsgo.It'sanelementaryschoolnotevena mileawayfrommyschool.Shesaidtheybarelyget anything food,clothes,toys,andmore.WhenIwent tohelpcleanmymom'soffice,Isawthepoorlittlekids, andtheyweredrainedinmanywaysIcan'teven explain.Iknewtheyhadasparkinthem,though.So,I hadtodonatealotofmyoldstuffandmyfavorite childhoodthingstothem,andIgotmad.ButwhenI sawthesmilesontheirfaceswhentheyweregivenmy things,evenifitwassomethingsolittle,itmade everythingworthit.

Thelittlethingsmadetheirday.IfIweregiventhat,I woulddotheopposite.Thestuffthathadbeengivento themmadethemsohappythatitmademesad.WhenI waslittle,Iwouldhavecomplained,andnowIstilldo, becauseit'sabadhabit.Later,Iwasdoingaservice projecttohelpthekidsinneed,toplay,feed,andlove them,becausethelasttimeIsawthem,theywoulduse verylittlefoodandplaywithotherpeople.

Whentheygetsomething,itmeanstheworldtothem. Wehavetolookoutforthatincaseweare complaining.Thesekidsgetbarelyanything,andwe needtogivesomethingtothatcommunitybecausethat isanactofGod.LikeIsaid,onethingwouldbeloving, caring,sharing,andsomanyotherfeelings.

Wecomplainaboutmanythings,mostlyaboutthings thatarenotnecessary,butpeoplecomplainabout health,lackofshelter,nofoodforaweek,nowater,bad clothes,andmore.So,weshouldneversayagreedy wordandbethankfulforwhatwehave,boththebig andsmallthingsweown.That'showIusedtoact,but nowmylessonislearned,andIrealizehowthankfulI shouldbeforthethingsIget.Akeytipistoalwayssay thankyoutoshowyourrespectforsomethingyou receivedoranopportunity.Whenlifegivesyou opportunities,takethem,sothenyoucanhelp somebodyelse,andtheywillsaythankyoufor everything.Now,withtheserviceprojectcomingup,I willtrymybesttohelpthemandgiveoldbutstillgood toystothem.TheyneedthemmorethanIdo,soI hopeyouunderstandthatbynow.Anyway,whilekids arekindofdyingoutthere,wearealwaysfighting aboutsomethingwedon'thave.Gooutthereandserve atahomelessshelter,school,orphanage,nursinghome, petshelter,andsomanymore.Thereasonwhyisthat tosomepeople,smallthingsaremassivefromtheir pointofview.

Inconclusion,thislessontaughtmetobethankful, grateful,andnotgreedybecauseIdidn'tget something.Asanotherresult,thingswethrowaway, giveup,andleavebehindaresovaluableinsomebody else'seyes.Ihopethislessontaughtyouaboutother peopleasittaughtme.Makesuretovolunteerand provideservicetoothers.Onelastreminder:don't complaintoyourparentsbecausetheykindofpayfor yourlifeandsupport.

SEVENTH GRADEPOETRY

BEAUTIFULTRUTHLIVINGNATURE

Maybenatureisreallyalive, Listeningtoeverythingwedo: Everysoundwemake, Everylittlemovementwetake.

Naturecaninspireus

Insomanycoolways. Ifyouneedsomethingprettytodraw, Ifyouneedtodistractyourselffromstress, Ifyouneedsomethingtothinkaboutdeeply, Justlookaroundandseewhatnatureshowsus.

Naturedoesn’tgetenoughcredit, Eventhoughit’ssuperimportantinourlives.

Peopleoftensayit’sdirty, Andsomepeoplesayitsmellsbad, Butnatureisjustlikeus, Livingandbreathing,fulloflife! Naturehasitsownstoriestoshare, Waitingforustopayattentionandlearn.

Natureisjustliving, Gettingalongwitheverythingaroundit, Teachingustoappreciateourworld.

Andwearepartofnaturetoo, Connectedinwayswedon'talwaysnotice, Encouragingustotakeamoment, Tostopandenjoyallthatitgivesus.

THECHANGESINLIFE

Inaplacewithgiggles, Laughterdancesinthesun, Dreamsbloomlikespringflowers.

Timeweavesthroughthedays, Wisdomgained,yetstillwelaugh, Balancefoundinjoy.

Whispersofthepast, Softsmilesinthetwilightglow, Memorieslikestars.

PrajwalAdapa

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 7thGrade,JanetEppoliti

GROWINGME

Hesitantandsmall, Scaredtotakeabigstep, Notreadyforchange.

NowIfeelthesun, Happyhearted,andprepared, Freedom’ssoftmorning.

Endlesslikethesky, I’llreachfordreamsIcan’tsee, Growingwithoutend.

KyliahHouse

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 7thGrade,JanetEppoliti

Ohsweethopefulchild Headfilledwithsuchbigdreams You’llbethereoneday.

Iwalkdownthehall Icannotletmydreamsslip. Iwillchasethemon.

Mywordscarryweight Ihavefreedomandpower. Itisallworthit.

JohnMcCarthy

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 7thGrade,JanetEppoliti

Themusic

Liketheenclosingtide

Washesoverme

Butitalso Excitesme

Likeriverrapids

Therockingcurrents

Wordslikeseaglassdrifttotheshore

Thegraceofwater

Themusic

Likethewanderingclouds

Washesoverme

Butitalso Excitesme

Likestronggusts

Thehowlingwinds

Wordslikeleavesliftoffthegrass

Thepowerofwind

Themusic

Liketheembersofthedivineflame

Washesoverme

Butitalso Excitesme

Likepurificationbyflame

Thedancinglights

Wordslikesparksflyintothesky

Thepossibilityoffire

Iamshifting

Likethemovementoftheground

Alwayschanging,liketheseasons

NotwhoIwas

NotwhoIwillbe Butme. Onlyme.

Thecertaintyofearth

Isobel(Izzy)Steele

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 7thGrade,JanetEppoliti

ONCE,AM,SOON

Past: Onceverynervous

Onceaworrier,onceshort

Ihopetobemore

Present: Readingmanybooks

Ihavebraces,usetoothpicks

Iamabrother

Future: Hopingtobekind

Hopingtobefunnier Iwillbemore,soon

EastonWeaver

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts

7thGrade,JanetEppoliti

FORONETOBEBOLD

Itriedtobebold

Theshowmaninsideshinedbright Couldn’tseetheend

QuietlyIsit

Daydreaming‘boutthecurtains Andthespotlightshine

Iyearnforthestage

Sharingstoriesfrominside Myownlittlemind

JohnYasenchak

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 7thGrade,JanetEppoliti

Tosayadogisaman’sbestfriendisn’talie, butthey’realsoagirl’sbestfriend.

Irememberalmosteverynightwithher, mainlybecausemostnightswereprettysimilar. Infact,theyweresosimilarthatIevenmadesome habits.

IrememberwhenIwouldholdmybreathandlook overmybedanxiously everytimeIheardhertakealongpausebetween breaths:

I’dmakesureherchestwasstillrisingandI’dlistento hearherbreathe.

Hereverybreathbroughtmepeace. Itfeltalmostasifeverybreathshebreathedoutwas breathingairbackintomylungs.

Irememberwhenherbreathingwouldbecome excessivelyunsteady soI’djumpoutofmybed toherside.

Iwouldgentlypetherasifsheweremorefragilethan myheartinthatmoment, I’dshhhinhereartocalmherbreathingdownandjust tellhershe’sok.

NowIwishIcouldtakeeveryshhhback, becausetheyworked.

NowI’mleftwithnothingbutadeafeningsilencethat floatsinmyroomforever.

IrememberthedayswhenIwasyoungerandI’djust layonthedrivewaywithherandstare. Iwasalwaysafraidoflosingher, butbackthenitwasmoreofjustarandomthought thananactualreality.

IknowI’veonlyhadonedogallmylife, butIknowshe’llalwaysbethebestoneI’lleverhave. Idon’tknowwhatmoreIwould’veaskedforinadog, onlymoretimetogether.

Shewasawalkingmiracle: Shesurvivedsevereheartworms. Herwhitebloodcellstartedworkingdaysbeforeshe would’vebeenputdown. Shelivedforalongtime.

Therewasonlyonethingaboutherthatwasn’ta miracle.

Itwasn’tamiraclethatIgotadoglikeher, Itwasablessing.

ChattanoogaChristianSchool 7thGrade,WillCrumly

SISTERS

sisters, notofbloodbutbyheart

raretofind, easytoletgoof

youmaynotalwayslikethem, butyouwillforeverlovethem cheeringforyouwhenyouwin, byyoursidewhenyoulose

abondthatcan'tbebroken, ordestroyed

timedoesnotfadeit, justgluesthebondstronger

familyisn'tlimitedtoblood

ConnieSanders

ChattanoogaSchoolfortheArtsandSciences

JennettLockrow

OH,TOHAVEHAIRTHATHASNOCARE!

Inaquirky,bustlingtownwherelaughterfillstheair, Livesaboywithblondehair,andquiteaquirkyflair. Herunsaroundtheneighborhood,withmischiefinhissmile, Hisgoldenlocksarefamousfortheirwhimsicalstyle.

Hishair'sagoldencurtain,withamindallitsown, It’sbeenknowntophotobombwhenhe’stakingselfiesalone.

Heoncetriedtotameit,withahatoracap, Buthishairwouldalwayspop,withacheekylittlesnap.

Onedayhemetapelican,downbytheshore, Thebirdlookedathishair,andsquawked,"Tellmemore!"

Theystruttedsidebyside,inacomicalparade, Hishairflowingfreely,inagrandcharade. Hisfriendswouldtrytokeepup,withhishair'scrazytricks, Onceitformedaperfectmustache,withacoupleofflicks. Theneighborswouldchuckle,athiswildhairdospree, Wonderinghowhishairgotintosuchpeculiarities. Thewindwouldjoinintoo,touslinghisgoldenmane, Buthishairwouldbouncerightback,likeit’splayingagame.

Itswirledandittwirled,likeamerry-go-round, Hisblondehairglowedbrightly,whereverhewasfound. Heoncegotahaircut,andthoughtitwouldbehave, Buthishairjustgrewback,withawaveandarave.

Itdancedonhishead,likeithadalife, Turningeveryordinarymomentintoahair-raisingrife.

Inschool,itwoulddoodle,onitsownlittlepad, Theteacherswouldgiggle,evenwhentheyweremad. Hishairwouldsketchcartoons,withatwistandaspin, Turningtestsintocomics,muchtotheboy’sgrin. Witheveryturnofhishead,hishairwouldperform,

Agoldenmasterpiece,alwayswaybeyondthenorm. Andso,helivedhisdays,withhisradianthairsowild, Aboywithblondehairglowing,causinglaughterallthewhile.

So,ifyouseehimskipping,underthesunnysky, Knowhishair’sagoldenpromise,bringingcheertogirlandguy. Forinthisquirkytown,wherelaughterfillstheair, Livesaboywithblondehair,andadventurestospare!

EIGHTHGRADE PROSE

MUDBUDDIES

Skalesisananacondawholivesinthe“GreatPuddle" along with his friend Pebble the python. Many other snakes,lizards,andfrogslittledoallthesecrittersknow is that the reason they are all hyper intelligent with strangebodiescomparedtoothercreaturesisbecause the so-called “Great Puddle” is full of radioactive materialsandthatmutatedallofthecrittersinthearea.

All of the mutants lived peacefully in small villages constructedoutofleavesandtwigsonthecoastofthe pond.Theanimalsenjoyedfishing,playinggames,and initiating gladiatorial battles. Skales and Pebble are bothgladiatorsandateam.

“TheMudBuddies”astheycallthemselvesaresome of the best gladiators from the puddle. Skales is the morenimbleagilefighterwithhisclassicshortsword andshieldwhilePebbleismoreofatankstrikingfear intoanyenemywithhismenacingmaskandlargebattle ax.

Injustafewdaysthebiggestgladiatortournamentwill start and “The Mud Buddies” For weeks and weeks both Skales and Pebble were constantly sparring and goingtosmallertournamentsinpreparationfortheir tournament.Everynighttheywouldstudythetextsof thegreatestgladiatorsfromthepuddle.

After nonstop practice the tournament had come and theywerefirstup.

Theygrabbedtheirgearandstoodinfrontofthegate, slowly it rised up filling their chamber with light. Parallelfromthemontheothersideofthestadiumthe opposing team confidently strolled out of the other gate.

“You ready Pebble?” Skales asked in a confident demeanor.

“Ofcourse!”Pebbleexclaimed,raisinghisax.

They rushed out towards their opponents ready, willingpreparedtofight.Theyheroicallyclashedwith theiradversaries.Fourbrilliantcombattrainedminds allclashingatonce.Skaleswastakingonageckowhile Pebblewasfightingoffahornedlizard,SkalesFinally knocked out the gecko with a mean kick after it had blockedallofhisinitialattacks.MeanwhilePebblehad notonlydroppedhisaxbuthehadfallenoverhimself. Justbeforethehornedlizardhithimwithapowerful blow Skales tackled him to the ground. They both tousledoneanotheronthegroundtothepointwhere Skaleshadtofightdirtysohepickedsomesandupoff thegroundandthrewitintohisopponentseyes.

Thepoorcreaturewasinsomuchpainthathehadto forfeitthematchgivingthesnakestheirfirstwin.They wentbackintotheirdedicatedstonechambertorestin preparationfortheirnextmatch.Luckilyforthemthey wouldhavealongtimeuntilthesecondsetofmatches began.

“SoPebblewhathappenedoutthere.”

“Myhelmetgotturnedaroundbythatdarnlizard,” Herantedwhiletwistinghishelmetbackintoplace.

Before they knew it their gate started rising up initiatingafight.

“What'sgoingonweshouldstillhaveafewhourstill ournextfight,”Skalesquestionedconcerningly.

They both walked out very perplexed and still exhaustedfromtheirfirstbattle.Thentheemperorof the“GreatPuddle”himselfwalkedoutintothearena.

“Greetingseveryone,youandourfiercefightersare probably wondering what's going on and I'll tell you. We’ve decided to select one of the groups to go throughasortofgauntlet.Theywillattempttofight each and every other fighter if at one point they are beaten in battle the gauntlet the victor shall take it uponthemselvesthiswillcontinueuntiloneteamisleft standing.

The “Mud Buddies” were quite literally shaking in their boots as one bulky king cobra walked out (king cobras were notorious for winning battles. The fight started and they were getting clobbered. Pebble got thrown up against a wall and Skales had dropped his shieldduetohishandssweatingsomuch.

The cobra didn't even enter the ring with a weapon which in a way just made him scarier. A few punches laterandtheMudBuddieswerelayingontheground outsideonstretcherscoveredinbandages.

“Ow my shoulder!” Pebble groaned, gripping his bruisedarm.

“WellthatendedfarfasterthanIthoughtitwould,” Skalessaidashepulledhisfriendup.

“Thisisn’tfair,wecan'tallowthis!”Pebbledeclaredin afitofrage.

The two stubbornly walked off towards their houses swearing that they would be back once the next tournament rolled around and they were serious they wouldbeback.

Therewasanoldwellintheforest,veryfarawayfrom anyhouseingrassfield;Withtreesineverydirection aroundit.Forsomereason,mostofthetreeswerenear thewell.Almost30yearsago,amanwantedtoseewhat wasinsidethewell,sohecutdownthetreesthat surroundedit,inordertogetaclearerview.Hetook hisbrother,Danwithhim.Dan’sattentionwassoon guidedawayfromtheman,whothensuddenly disappeared.WhenDanlookedinsidethewell,itwasso deephethatcouldn’tseethebottomatall.Thoughhe hadn’tmadeasound,Danwasconvincedhisbrother wasinsidethatwell.

Hetookhisstorytothetownhall,askingforasearch partytolookinsidethewellforhisbrother,butitwas denied.Hisstorywasvague,andheseemedmad,and restless,fromthedisappearanceoftheman.Thetown hallorderedthatthewellhaddangersignsputup aroundit.Didithelp?Notatall.Atonofteenagers wenrtnonetheless,andnonereturned.Itgottothe pointwheretheyhadtobuildabrickwallsurrounding thewell.Andthedisappearancesstopped.

Afterdecades,thestorywasforgotten,andthelandwas boughtoutbyafamily,theMitchells.Whenthey foundthebrickwall,itwastorndown.AndI,Sophia Mitchell,ammakingitmygoaltogettothebottomof thiscase.Literally.Iwanttogotothebottomofthe well.Aftermovingin,Ilearnedaboutthestoryofthe well,whichwaslocatedtwoacresfrommyhouse.

ImadeitlooklikeIhadstumbleduponitwhile exploring,andtoldmyfather,towhichhetoredown thebrickwalltoeasemy“troubled,curiousmind.”As hecalledit.Littledidheknow,Iwasonlygetting started.

Iapproachedmyfatherashesatonhisloungechair, “Father,dowehaveanyflashlightswithus?”Iinquired innocently,astonotarousesuspicion.Ihadarecordof gettingintotrouble,andIwouldn’tbesurprisedifmy parentsstartedgettingskepticalofmyrequestsquickly.

Fatherlookedupfromhisnewspaper,hiseyescurious,. “I’mnotsure,butifwehaveany,they’resuretobein thehallwaycabinet.Whatdoyouneeditfor?”He questioned,withonesingularbrowraised.

“Westillhaven’tputalightupintheattic,andmother saidsheputsomeofmyboxesupthereduringthe move.”Ilied.Buttherereallywasn’talightupthere,so itwasn’ttotallyoutoftheordinary.“Anyways,thank you!”Igotoutoftherequicklyandmademywayto thehallwaycloset.Soonenough,Iswungopenthe door,andwasmetwithexactlywhatIwaslookingfor, includinganextrapackofbatteries.“Score..!”Ishoved thembothintomyfavoritebag,alreadyfilledalmostto thebrim,beforezippingitupandsneakingouttothe frontdoor.

Soon,IwasfollowingthemarkersIhadsetupinmy yard,amakeshifttrailtowardsthewell.Itwasn’tfar andonlytookabout10minutesbeforeIcouldseeit.

Iwalkedcloser,gettingoutmyflashlightandcamera, snappingmultiplephotosofthesight,for,well, evidence?InoticedafewthingswhenItookthephotos. Littlesaplingssurroundingthewellthatweren’tthere whenwetorethewalldown.

“Don’ttheseseemabitbigtohavegrownso quickly..?”Imumble,tappingthemwiththetipofmy shoe,watchingastheysway.TheotherthingInoticed, wastheoddatmospherethatseemedtoloomoverthe areanearthewell.But..perhapsthatwasmy“horrorobsessed”imagination.

Iinchclosertowardsthewell,peeringoverintothe depths,andlikei’veheard,therewasnobottomin sight.Iflickonmyflashlightandshineitintothewell, and..

“Stillnothing,”Isigh.Ireachbackintomybagand getoutmyrope,placingmycamerabackinside.After tyingtheropeagainstthewell,Itakeadeepbreath beforecarefullymaneuveringmyselfintothewelland usingtheropetoslowlymakemywaydown.Itfeltlike Iwasclimbingforages.Myhands,whichi’massuming arealreadyredandworn,feelliketheycanhardlyhold on.Thelightfadedmoreandmorefromabovemetill eventuallyIwasleftinutterdarkness.Ishould’ve broughtaheadlamp.Isighonceagain,moreshakythis timeasIstruggletokeepgoing.

Finally,theairgetscolderandIfeelmyfeettouchthe groundandIland,lettinggooftherope,relieveditwas longenoughtomakeitdown.Icouldhearfaint dripping,eachlittlethumpmakingmyskincrawl.I quicklygetoutmyflashlight,scramblingtoturningit onasfastasIcan.Assoonasthelighthitthewalls,I realizedIwasinsideofalargecave.Itwasicycold,and hadwaterdrippingdownfromthewalls.Ishinemy lightaroundindifferentdirections,mappingtheplace out,andoverall,itseemedlikeanormalcave,just.. Creepy.

Ionceagainpullmycameraout,findingagoodspotto capture,asIsnapaphoto,Inoticeasmallglimpseof movementontheframe.Confused,Ilookupfromthe shotandnoticeablackfigureinthedark.“Uh..oh jeez..”Terrified,myvoiceshakes.“Istheresomeone there?”Icallout,loudenoughtoecho.Soonenough, theshadowappearsbeforeme.It’sDan.“You shouldn’thavecome.”Hemutters,hisvoicegrave.And justthen,thegroundsinksunderme,pullingmeinto theabyss.Nevertobeseenagain,justlikealltherest.

GwynnePeterson

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 8thGrade,MaryLeDoux

WorkingatGrizzly’sInninAlaskahadbeensucha mistake.Ihadspentthreemonthstherenow. Itwasahouse-turned-hotelbuiltinthe20s,built throughandthroughwithlogsandsplinteredplanksof wood,withnailsstickingout.Norenovationssince. Theawfulqualityofthewoodthatthehotelwastoo poortofixconfiguredtheinn’sbigweirdrule:keep yourshoesonunlessinbed.Otherwise,you’llstepon it,andyou’llshriek.Thatiswhatthesignsaidoutside. ItwasthefirstthingIsawwhenIgotthere.Near immediatelyafterIreadit,Iheardsomeoneshriek. Someonewhohasn’treadthesign,Iassuredmyself.

Iheardtheshrieksoften.Afterawhile,Ilearned thatRoom11wastheworst.Icheckedinguestsatthe counter,withthatroomlingeringrightaboveme. Hearingthefeetofguestsplodaround,everynowand then,I’dhearthemshriekrightabovemeasthey assumablysteppedonanail.Icouldevenhearthem stopastheydid.IdidtrytowarnguestsIwaschecking inforRoom11everytimetheycamein,butitrarely helped.

Thosepeoplewouldcertainlyhavetodriveawhileto findsomeonetocomplaintoaboutit.Itwasonlyroads, trees,andmountainsformiles.Mooseandbears roamedaroundthem,andoncenightandtotalisolation cameinitmadeeverythingdullandabandoned.It creepedmeout,butonlyalittle.

IwasboundtogobackhometoSeattleinafewdays formySenioryear.MyjobatGrizzly’sInngaveme goodpay,that’sonlywhyIwasthere.Butitwashardto doanythingwhentheshopsweremilesandmilesaway. MybosssaidIlookmorenervoussinceIstarted,but I’ddisagree.Iwasdoingfine.

Oneday,Iwastaskedbyhimwithtakingoutthefull trashbaginthefrontlobby.Itwas11P.M,whenitwas reallygettingdark.

“Doyouthinkyoucanhandleit?”Mybossasked apprehensively,towhichIshrugged,shakily,because ofthecold,sayingyes.

Isteppedoutsideintothecoldair,feelingasifithad handsaroundmyneck.Thesoundofcricketssounded quiet,andalmost,inaway,scared.Tossingthetrash bagintothedumpster,Inoticedthatoldshackonthe hill.I’dnoticeditafewtimes,andwonderedwhatcould havebeenputasideintheshed.Itcouldbewheresome extrarugsfortheroomswere.SoIwenttocheckfor them,incasetherewereindeedrugswhichcouldcover thetroublesomefloors.

Icouldhearheavyanimalsinthedistance,butthey seemedfarenoughawayformetofeelsafe.Tall,dark treessurroundedtheshackominously.Alonecar happenedtostrollbythelongroad,thelights illuminatingmyvisageverybriefly.Ibegantoclimbup thehill.

Theshacksatquietlyonthehill.Ienteredthe warpeddoortofindatunnel.Therewasashriek.

IjoltedmyheadbacktolookaroundwhereIheard it.ThedoorIhadjustcomethroughwasgone.

Ashriekechoedthroughagainthroughthetunnel, andIlookedthatway.WithitbeingtheonlywayI couldgo,now,Ibeganwalkingthatwaytowardsthe soundfromwhereIthoughtitwascomingfrom.

ButIheardanothershriekfromthatway!AsI tossedmyheadback,Iheardanotherintheotherway, again.AndthenagainasIturnedmyheadanotherway.

Ibegantoruninonedirection.EitherI’descapeor I’dfindthesourceofthenoise.ThemoreIran,the moreitdrovemecrazy,theworseitsounded.

Ibegantocoughonsomething.Asmyhands reachedtowardmyface,Ifoundmymouthwasalready wideopen,wide.Ifoundthatasanothershriekechoed throughthetunnel,mythroatwasinfactvibrating withit.

Theshriekingbecameendless.Andmymouthwould notclose.Nomatterhowmuchpainrumbledinitover time.IcouldbarelyeventellifIwasrunningbythe timemyearswentvoidofanyfunction.

Itsoundedmuchworsethantheprickorthin sinkingofoneofthosenailsfromthehotelfloor.But onlyIwasthere,runningandrunningonsoftdirt,not knowingwhatwasaheadofme.

Onceuponatime,humanslivedwithusanimalsin peace.Justanothermemberofthecommunity.Oh! I’msorry,letmeintroducemyself.IamOscarofthe Lontratribe.Beforeyouask,yes,Iamliterateandcan speakEnglisheventhoughIamanotter.Everyanimal can.Wejustdon’tbecausethenwewouldhaveto adheretoyournonsensicalsocietalrules.Letmetell youastoryofhumannatureandbetrayal.

Itwasn’talwayslikethis.Ievenhadahumanfriend, butweweresocloseweweremorelikebrothers.Hewas alsopartoftheLontratribe.HisnamewasProtrios. Hewasthegreatestwarriorofthetribes.Imeanthat’s notveryimpressivegivenhewastheonlywarriorinthe tribes.Allthetribeswerepeacefulwithoneanother. Wehonestlydidn’tknowwhyhedidthat.Iguessitwas reallytheonlychoiceforhim.Hekilledanyplanthe touched.Hewasbottomofhisclass.showednointerest inmagic,wasslowasacrippeledtortoise.Ifwehadstill beeninthewilddays,hewould’vebeenpickedoff already.Luckily,wehavecomeveryfar.Noneedfor huntingbecauseofproteinrichplants.Iftherewasa droughtthemageswouldjustsummonrain.Itwas actuallymyfinalyearoftrainingtobeamage.Meand Protrioswerewalkingthroughthewoods,hesaidI neededabreakfromstudying.Allofasuddenacrackof lightningbrokethroughthetreelinerightinfrontof us.Odd.Theskyhadbeenperfectlyclear.

Thenafigureappearedoutofthesmoke.Itwas bipedalwithsicklygreenskinandgiantclaws.Redeyes flashedwithmalice.Mygutscreamedformetorun.

Iturnedandsprintedbacktothevillage.Igotbackin abouttenminutes.IracedthroughtheVillagesetting offalltheMage’salarms.Iarrived,panting,atWillow theOsprey’sdoor.Shepulleditopenwithhertalons andstuckherfuzzyheadoutthedoor.“HeyOscar! What’sthematter?”

“Attackersonthepath,headedhere,alertthe othertribes.”Ipantedout.Herexpressionturned deadlyserious.Shesnappedherflightgogglesoverher eyesandtookoff.TherestofLontraMageswere alreadywaitingonthepaththatledintothewoods whenIgotthere.Therestofthetribewerewielding torchesorsomeothertypeofmakeshiftweapon. Everyonewasthereexceptfortheyoungorinjured. AlsostrangelyProtrios.Iprayedtoeverygodthathe hadgottenhomesafely.Notimetoworryabouthim nowthough.Allofourheadsturnedasweheardthe rumblingpawstepsoftheothertribescomingtoour aid.Noneoftheirhumanswereeither.Ihopednothing hadhappenedtothem.Theymightbedifferentthenus buttheywerestillbrothersandsisters.Theyallfellinto formationbehindus.Justthen,asicklynoiseof metallicclangsechoedthroughthewoodstowardsus. Fireburstfrommypawsasdiditfromothermages. AboutSevenofthosehorrificcreatureswalkedupina triangleformation.Somedarkfiguresweremoving aroundbehindthembutIcouldn’tseethemclearly. Theleaderofthosemonstersmadeaclickingsound withtheirtongue.Iwasn’tsurewhatthatmeantuntil thedarkfiguressteppedforwards.

GaspscamefromallaroundmeandIwasconfused untilIlookedatthefaceoftheheadone.Itwas Protrios.Thattraitor!Hegrinnedwithmaliceinhis eyes,“Getthem!”Heyelledattheotherhumans.They chargedforwardwithnoregardfortheirprevious friendsandfamily.Thebattlewasbrutal.Manyofmy friendsandfamilydiedrightinfrontofme.Onlyone ofthehumansdiedbutwelostsomanyofourown. EventuallyProtrioscalledthemback.Itwasbad enoughbeingthere,butbeingaleader?Ihadno brotherinhim.HecalledmeforwardandImethimat noman ’sland,snarling.Heleaneddownandbreathed intomyear,“ThePath,Noon.”Hespunonhisheel andwalkedoffwithhisheadheldintheair.Didhe havenoremorseforthefriendshekilled?Didhenot grieveliketherestofus?Iwalkedbackandrelayed whathetoldmetotherestofthetribes.Theynodded solemnly.Thentherestofthetribeswentaround, gatheringtheirdead.Webroughtthemtothe MemoriamPit.MeandalltheotherMageskneltina circlearounditasaneeriesongofgriefwashedoverthe valley.Asitended,wesummonedablazingballoffire intheskyoverthepit.Itgentlyfell,releasingaplume ofsmokeasitreleasedthesoulsofthedeceased.Weall satinanticipationofthesunreachingitsclimax.Asthe heatofthedayburnedthedewofftheground,meand oneMagefromeverytribebeganourwalktothePath. ThePathwasadirtroadthatconnectedallofthetribes tooneanother.ItwaslinedbyflowersandaMagnolia treethathadbeengrowingforcenturies.

Protriosandhisgroupwerealreadywaitingtherewith acontract.MeandtheotherMagesreadoverit.

Ayoungtigressinthebackpipedup,“Iproposean addition.Weknowwecan’ttrustyou,sowemuststrip youofyourmemoriesofussoyoudonotcomebackfor revenge.”AlloftheMagesnodded.Surprisinglythey agreed.So,wealllaidapawonthemanddidit.Itook thememoriesofmyformerbrother.Allofusfledback totheVillagebeforetheycouldtakenoticeofus.

THEPERFECTSTUDYINGSPOT

Findingthebestplacetostudyformeisbythelake, whereeverythingissoquietandpeaceful.Ilovetosit downonablanketonthegrasswithmybooksand papersaroundme.Theairiscool,andIfeelanice breezecomingfromthewater,whichhelpsme concentrate.Sometimes,Ilookatthewaterandjustlet mymindrelaxforamomentbeforeIgetbackto studying.Ihearbirdsflyingaroundandseefish swimmingneartheshore.WhenIneedabreak,Ican closemyeyesandlistentothesoundsofnature.I alwayskeepmypensandsnacksnearby,soIdon’t havetoleavemyspot.Itfeelssocalmhere,likethere’s nopressure,justapeacefulspacetowork.Beingnextto thelakereallyhelpsmefocusbetterthanwhenIstudy inside.

Thelakemakestheperfectstudyspotbecausethere arenodistractions.I’mfarfromeverythingthatmight makenoise,likecarsorpeopletalking.AllIhearare thewavesgentlyhittingtheshoreandtherustleoftree branchesinthewind.Ifitgetstoohot,Idipmyfeetin thecoolwaterforaquickbreak,anditfeelsso refreshing.Ibringsomefruitandwaterwithmeto keepmyenergyup,anditmakesstudyingfeelless boring.Theshadefromthetreeskeepsmecool,andI don’tneedtoworryaboutgettingtoohot.EverytimeI lookupfrommywork,Iseethecalmwater,which givesmeabreakandhelpsmerelax. There’snorush here,justapeacefulplacetostudyatmyownpace.I thinkstudyingbythelakehelpsmedobetterbecause it’saplacewhereIcanthinkclearly.

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EverytimeIstudybythelake,IfeellikeIgetmore donethanifIwasinside.It’seasytotake breakswhenIneedtobecauseIknowI’llcomeback feelingmorefocused.Thelakegivesme thespacetothink,andit’snicetotakeinnature wheneverIgetstuckonsomething. Sometimes,Iwalkaroundthelaketostretchmylegs, andthenIsitbackdowntowork.The peacefulnessheremakesmefeellikeIcanhandle anything,nomatterhowhardthehomework is.It’stheperfectplacetofeelcalmandtogetthings doneatthesametime.BythetimeI finish,IfeelproudofmyworkbecauseIwasableto stayfocusedandenjoybeingoutside.The lakemakesstudyingfeeleasier,andIalwayslook forwardtocomingbacktomyspot.It’slike myownspecialplacetodomybestwork. GabrielSt.Pierre

GRANDPA’SPASSDOWN

Itwassummer,IwasgettingoffagrimyGreyhound bus.IcouldsmellthefreshairasIsteppedout.It's hardnottonoticewhenyou'vebeenonthesamebus for2days.MybodywasstiffandsoreandIcould barelymovesoletmetellyouwhyI’mhere.Tokeep thestoryshortI'mdyingandIneedtopassonmy nativeAmerican,Lakota,heritagetomygrandson Martin.

Iarrivedatmydaughter’sstreetafterapoliceman gavemearide.Islowlywalkedbyallthehouses, lookingatthestreetnumberstotryandfindherhome. Thenkidsstartedfollowingme,wonderingwhyIwas there,anddogswerebarkingbecausethey'dneverseen mebefore.Ialmostfeltoutofplace.Isawmygrandson MartinrightbeforeIwasabouttogiveup.

MartinlookedsurprisedIwascomingoverbecause he'dneverseenmeoutofthereservation.Igreeted him,“Hau,Taknza,grandchild”butMartindidn’t respond.AsIwalkedin,mygranddaughter,Cheryl, burstoutthedooryelling,“Grandpa!”.Afterthat,I don’trememberwhathappenedbecauseIfaintedafter walkingintheblisteringheatforsolong.ButIdo knowthatIwalkedinandmetmydaughter.

Iwokeupandaskedmydaughter,”Youfoundthe moneyinmyboots?”sheresponded,“Martindid”. ThistimeIwassurprisedthathehelpedmeout.Aftera minuteoftalking,IcalledMartinintothedarkroom tofinallytellhimaboutthemedicinebagthatmy fathergavetome.

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Icouldtellhehateditandwouldneverwanttowearit, buthedidn'thaveachoice;itwastheonlywaythe Lakotaheritagecouldbepasseddown.ThenextdayI decidedtowearanoutfitInormallywouldn'twear,it lookedlikesomething“TV”nativeswouldwear becauseIknewthatMartin'sfriendswouldwantto meetmeandIdidn’twanttoembarrasshimmore.Just asIthoughttheycame,askingmeaboutthefake adventuresMartinhadtoldthemaboutbutIplayed along.

Afterafewdays,ItoldMartintocomeheretogive himthemedicinebag.BeforeIgaveittohimIneeded toexplainwhatitisandgivehimabackstoryabouthow it'ssoimportant.Itoldhimthestoryofmyfather,Iron Shell.Tosummarizethestory,whenmydadwasyoung hetoohadamedicinebag,whenhewenttothe bathhousehefoundabrokenpieceofanironkettle.He didn’tknowwhatitmeantbutheknewitwasimportant soheputitintohismedicinebag.Yearslaterhewas takenfromhomeandtakentoaboardingschoolwhere theytriedtomakehimnormal,hehatedit.

Yearslateratthesameboardingschool,hegotajob asablacksmithtoweldiron,andthat'swhenhe rememberedtheshellofthekettlehefound.He realizedhispurposeinlifewastobeablacksmith.After ItoldMartinthestoryIwasreadytopassdownthe medicinebag,itseemedlikehehadmaturedandwas preparedforit.AsIgaveittoMartinhetriedtoputit onbutItoldhimthathehadtoputaspecialsageinthe bagbeforehecouldwearit. CONTINUED...

AsthedayswentonIgotsickerandsickeruntilIhad togotothehospital,whereIamnow.It’scoldandI’m confusedaboutwhat'sgoingon,butIdoknowthatI’m gladIwasabletosavemyLakotaheritagebypassing downthemedicinebagtoMartin. OakleyCrownover

HOUSE

ItallstartedonFebruary8th,1930.Thiswastheday thatmygreat-grandmotherwasborn.Shewasbornin Germanyanddidn'tmovetotheUSuntilafterWorld WarTwo.Whilethereshefacedmanychallenges,My great-grandmotherwastheclosestthingtoanangela personcangettobeingone.Somesayhowdemons possesshumans,anangelpossessedher.Shebrought thewholefamilytogether,shewasourglue.

Themajorchallengetheyfacedwasmoney.They weren'trich.Theyhadahouseandwereabletoeatat night.SoawaytotheUSwasn'teasyandaboattothe USwasalongtripandplainsweren'tmajorlyusedback then.Thiswastheirfirstbumpintheroad.They startedtosaveeverycentandeventuallyhadenoughto flyhere.

Anotherchallengetheyfacedwasthewar. Sometimesshewouldtellmeherpointofviewin GermanyduringWorldWar2.Shetoldmeoncehow scaryitwaswithsoldierswalkingaroundwithguns.She alsoinformedmethescariestthingshewitnessedwasa familygettakenoutoftheirhome.Shesaidshewas playingoutsideandsomesoldiersranintoafamily’s house.Alittlewhilelatershewatchedamom,dad, daughter,andbabygetthrownofftheirporchandput intoatruck.WhenshetoldmethesethingsIhadan ideaofwhytheymoved.Itcouldn'thavebeeneasy beingakidtryingtogotosleepwithgunshotsoutside.

WhenshecametotheUSshemovedtoChicago, somewherearoundthewhitesoxstadium.

Lateron,shewenttocollegeandgraduatedfrom CapitalUniversityinColumbusOhio.Shebecamean elementaryschoolteacherforoverthirtyyears.She lovedteachingsomuch.OneThanksgivingshewould talkabouthowsomeofherstudentsgrewupandwrote herletters.Thatisthekindofkindnessshebroughtto people.Studentsfromelementaryschoolwroteher letters,Iseethatinadifferentwaythansomeothers might.Iseeitasasymbolofherspirit,andawayto rememberher.

Somanypeoplegottomeetherandgotto experienceherkindnessandwelcomingness.She treatedeveryonethesame.I'moneofthefewpeople whogottoknowherasmorethanjustafaceandname. Iamalsoextremelyluckytohaveabirthdaytheday beforehers.ThatissomethingthatIwillalwayshaveto rememberher.ItriedinthelastThanksgivingwehad togethertosoakupasmuchknowledgeabouther,and memoriesasIcould.

ShehadalotofChristmastrees.Shehadanangel treeinherlivingroom,awoodlandcreaturetreeonher porch,andasmalltreewithpicturesofindividual familymembers.Itwasanunspokenrulethatwhoever wasatthetopofthetreewasherfavorite.Iwaslucky enoughtomakeitacoupleoftimes.OnedaywhenI wasaroundeightornineyearsoldIaccidentally knockedoverherfavoriteangelornamentontheangel tree.Iwassoworriedabouthowitwouldmakeherfeel becausethatornamentmeantalottoher.Idon'tknow whereitcamefromorwhyitwasherfavoritebutitwas.

OnceItoldher,shesaid“OhOliver,don'tworry. Anythingcanbefixed.It'sanobject,andIwillalways havethememoriesofit.Nowyouareapartofittoo,so inawaythankyou.”That'sthekindnesssheshowedall ofus.

Inherlonglife,shelearnedtocookextremelywell! Hercookingwasextraordinary.Theturkey,handmashedpotatoesthatmeltedinyourmouth,thesweet ham.ButthebestofthemallwasherSwedish meatballs.Theywereoutofthisworld,itwasthe perfecttexture,theperfectflavor.Icanstilltasteit now.Shebroughteveryonetogether.Wewillnever reallyknowwhetheritwasthefood,thewholefamily beingthereatonce,orjusther.ButIknowthatIwill neverforgetherortheamazingThanksgivingsweall hadasonebiggroup.Iwanttotellherstoryandhow sheimpactedourlivessothatpeoplecanunderstand whysheisstillsuchabigdealtous.Herstoryis inspiringandunique.That'swhyIknowitshouldbe onetoremember.ThankyouMee-maw,Iloveyouand willneverforgetyou.

MYSTERIOUSHOLEINMYBACKYARD

I’veallofasuddenwokeupinthemiddleofthenight. Ihavestraightpanicandfearwithasideoftrembling throughoutmybody.It'smaybe2:30.Igetup,andallI hearisadrill-likesound.Iknowthatnobody’sdrilling throughmyyard,right?Gosh,it’sexcruciatinglyloud. Thisnoiseisstrange,butmainlybecauseIhaven’teven gottenthechancetothinkorstretchandyawn.AllI knowrightnowisthatthesoundiscomingfromthe backyard,rightoutsidemywindow.

I’mnotgonnadaretolookthough.I’mracingdown thestairwaytomyparentsbedroom.Iforgotthatthey areontheirsixthtripoftheyearupnorth.Atthis point,theyleftmaybethreehoursbeforeIwokeup. Wow.NowitreallysinksinthatI’malone.I’musedto itbutalsonotreally.UsuallyIliketobealone,Ijust hatetofeellonely.

IknowIhavetodosomething.Ithinkthatthiscould beanything,butinthebackofmyhead,I’mthinking theworst.Itcouldbealiens,dinosaurscomingback, ultimatelyanything.I’mnotthinkingofthegoodat themoment.Iblamefear.I’mfinallygonnajusttake somedeepbreaths,trytorelax,andhopeIwillbeokay. Iknowmymomanddad’scarwouldbeinthedriveway inmaybefivedaysorso.

AsIopenthedrapesinthelivingroomIseethestars highlightingamassivehole.Icarefullyandslowlywalk upthestepstograbmyphoneandcallauthoritiesbut thenIthinktomyself“Wait.Iwanttoexplore.

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DeepdownIknowthatcuriosityalwayskillsthecat. EitherwayIputthephonedown.

Ireallywanttoseewhathappenedinmybackyard,I shouldbeacourageousgalandgoforit.SoIdo.I’m tryingtoputsomepepinmystepbutI’mstillpretty nervous.Thedoorletsoutaloudcreak…almostasifit werejustasscaredasIwas.Myheartispoundinginmy head.Likeafteryouwakeupinfearfromanightmare. I’mkindofhopingitisone.Ipinchmyself,it’snota nightmare.

Imakeittothehole,takeadeepbreath,andIlook beneathme.Thestarsaren’tbeamingitupthistime. Carefully,Iclimbbackin.inanditfeelslikedirtand grass.Literallynothingisreallyweirdatall,otherthan thefactthereisaholeinmyyardinthemiddleofthe night.Istarttoclimbbackout,thenIsuddenlyfeel somethingfurrytouchmyfoot.Thistookmeby surpriseanditsentshiversdownmyspine.That freakedmeout.

ButIpeekbackdown,andI’mseeingnothing.I quicklyclimbbackin.Ifeltaroundforwhateveritwas thatjusttouchedme.Isurprisinglyheara“meow.”I knowexactlywhat’shappeningtome,I’mjusttiredand hearingthingsandnothingactuallytouchedme.I’m gettingupfromthedirtasIdustmyselfoffandclimb backuptonormalground.Iwalkbackintomyhouse thenIheara“meow”again.I’mfollowingthesound andsuddenly,thedestructioninmyyardwasn'tjusta hole.

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It’sbesttosayIwasmorethanjustshockedtomycore. Thebestwaytodescribethisthingisasaportaltoan alternatedimension.Thiscatisdustparticles.Itgave melittletonoguidance.Thebestwaytodescribeitis thatitisavoidofdarkness.Uh,whatawaytomakeme panic!

Iwanttoaskthecatifitwouldgoaway,soIdo.“Hey, buddy.Doyoumindleaving?”Weirdlyenough,it happilysays,“I’mnotreal,pal.”Oh?Soatalkingcatis withmeIguess?I’mjustgonnaleavethecat.Ikindof feelbad,butit'sliterallyagroupofdustparticlesthat talk.Iwantedtoexplorearoundforalittlebit,but therewasnothingtoexplore.ButforsomereasonI keptongoing,untilIcan’tseetheopeningofthehole anymore.

Atthisrate,there’snosignsoflife.I’msearchingand searchingforawayhomebutIhavenothing;noclues, nosignals.Imissmyfamily;myparents,butIdoubt theymissme.I’mgettingdesperateforsometypeof company.Idon’tevenknowhowlongI’vebeenhere. Myfamilyalwaystakes“businesstrips”.Mydadworks forWallStreetandformymom…Ihavenoclue.They alwaysfightwithme.TheyusuallygetmadwhenIstay inmyroomtoolongbutcantheyevenblameme?I don’twannabeupsetatthemoment,butI'vebeen drasticallydepressedlately.IfI’mbeinghonest,partof mewantstostaystuckinthishole.Iwasdiggingmyself deeper.

IthinkI’mgoingtokeepgoingonoptimistically, whichwillbehard.

HopefullyI’llspotdifferencesinanything,liketheair. I’mprettymuchjustfloatingnow.Howfun.AsIgo further,thechillierandmorehumiditfelt.Wasthis normal?Obviously,itwasn’t.Ifeelsodrainedandtired atthispoint.Iamfloatinginwhatfeelslikeanendless blackroom.Insteadofgoingforwardwiththis,I’m gonnagobackwards.

FromwhereI’mbeginning,Ican’tseemuchlight,but IknewIwasn’tblind.I’msquintingandhopingtofind anylightatall.Aftermakingnoprogress,Istartto backfloat,exceptI’mnotinwater.I’mwithmyown thoughtsbeforeImanagetofindalittleglimpseof light,butstillhavenoideawhereIam.Iamdrowning insomuchregretatthemoment.WhywouldIdothis tomyselfandwhyintheworldwouldIleavethecat?

“Pleasesomeonehelpme!”But,I’massumingnoone heardathing.I’mkindofscaredofmyselfbecauseI justscreamedintoavoidofnothing-ness.ThisfearI’m feelingisencouragingmetokeepgoingback.SoIdo.

WhileI’monmysidequestback,I’mjusttryingto lookforanything,butI’minavoidofemptiness,butI knowsomewheretherehastobeawayout.Atthisrate, sinceI’msobored,Itseemsasifit’sbeenamonthsince I’veseenmybed,gotsleep,ate,orhadany entertainment.NowonderI’msomiserable.I’m thinkingwithmyeyesshut.I’mthinkingofeverything Iknowandhaveexperienced.I’mlookingthroughmy eyelidsasifthey’reapairofdrapesoverawindowwhen Iseesomebrightness.Likeastreetlighttypeof brightness.

I’mputtingmyhandstogetherasIpraytoGodthat I’vefoundmywayhome.BeforemyeyesopenIsay “ amen ”andtakeadeepbreath.Myeyesopened.Idrew thedrapesopen.AndallIseeismyhouse.

“Ihavesomuchtolookforwardto.”Ithinktomyself beforeIexitwhateverI’vegottenmyselfinto.Ihavea campingtripwithmyfriendsandIhavecheerleading,I haveschool,andmyparents,eventhoughI'mnottoo excitedforthem.Istartedtoseemywayoutofthis void.AllI’mcapableofislaughing.I’mreally ponderinghowImanagedtogetinthatsituation.

Islowlyplacealightsteponthesoftgrassofmy backyard.IexhaleasIsluggishlywalk.Imakemyway intomybackyarddoortomyhouseandIcloseitafter me.AfterIshutitbehindme,Islidemyselfdownand thoughtsstartpouring.Ithinktomyselfforafew minutes.ThenIdecidedthatIwanttostartsleeping.I yawnasIlockthedoors.ThenIclimbupthestairs slowly.IseemybedandIletoutajoyfulscream.Ileap intoitandrubmyfeettogetherasIgetbundledup. Eventhoughbythistimeitwasalmostfourinthe morning,IhopeIsleepbetterknowingIfoundthe lightattheendofthetunnel.

WHYAMINOTPERFECT,WHYME?

I’msittingonthemarooncushion,whileI nervouslyplayedwithmyhandswhileIlookedatthe therapist.Thisisn’tthefirsttherapistIhavebeento,no oneeverseemstostick.Iwaitedforhertostartthe conversation,Ipinchedatmyskin,mykneebouncing upanddowninanunsteadymotion.

“SoyournameisSeriaBlack,youare16yearsold, amIcorrect?”Sheaskedlookingupfromthefileshe heldinherhands.

“Yes,thatiscorrect,”Isaid,makinglittleeye contact.

“Heyit’sokaytobenervous,itiscompletely normal.Thiswillbeasafeplaceforyou.Mynameis Dr.Honey,Ihopewecanreachapointwhereweare comfortablewitheachother,Ms.Seria”Iwatchedas shetalkedwithherkindwords.Iappreciatedtheact butitdidnothingtohelp.

“IhopesoaswellDr.Honey,thisisnotmyfirst timeattherapy.Iknowwhatyouwouldlikemetoopen upandtalkabout.Iamwillingtoopenupandtellyou howIamfeelingbutthisisacyclethatwillalways repeat.”Isaid,finallymakingeyecontactwithher.

“Iunderstand,butIhopewecanfixthat.Iwantto seeyougetbetter,andfindawaytoleavethisallbehind you.Iknowthatisahardthingtosaytoyou.Thiswill getbetter,Ipromise”Thereitisthesamewordsthat holdnomeaninginthefoundation.

Thiswasanunbearabletherapysession,Isatthe wholetime,Iwaszonedout,andwasn’tlisteningtoher atall.Whatshesaiddidn’tmattertomeatall.Finally,I heardthewordsIwaitedfor.

“Ohwell,itlookslikeourtimeisupnowMs.Seria. Ihopetoseeyouagain.”

“Itwasnicemeetingyou,Dr.Honey,”IsaidasI stoodup,headingtowardsthedoor.

Iwassohappytogetoutofthatoffice.Iwalkedto mycar,myshakyhandsunlockingthecardoor.Itwas mid-fall,andtheairwasgrowingcold.Igotinmycar, takingamomenttocooldownfromthesession.I placedmypursebesidemeinthepassengerseat.Iput onmyseatbeltwhilepreparingtostartmycar.I startedmycar,theengineroaring,andtheairstartedto plowwarmaironmyface.Istartedmydrivehome,well tomyaunt'shouse.

Myaunt’snameisKatie,sheis27.Shekindlytook meinaftermymotherdied,andmyfatherdisowned meat12.Thatreasonwas,hethoughtIwasachildof anaffair.Imadeitbacktothesmallhouseinthetown nearthecity.Iparkedmycarundermyfavoritetree.It wastheprettiesttree,KatiesaidIremindedherofthe tree.Thewayitisblossomingandalwayssocheerful, eventhoughithasadarkpast.

ImakemywayinsidethehousegreetingKatie.

“HeyKatie,Iambackfrommyuselesstherapy sessions,”Isaidkickingoffmyshoesandleavingthem atthefrontdoor

“TheyarenotuselessSeria.”Iheardheryellfrom thekitchenandIlaughedtomyselfquietly.

“HeyKatie,Iamgonnagotakeabath.Justtorelax, youknow?”IsaidasIlaidmypursedown.Heading towardsthestairs.

“Okayhavefun,don’tdrown!”Iheardhergiggle andIlaughedatherjoke,asIhikedupthestairs.

Iwalkintothebathroomflickingonthelight, carefullyclosingthedoorbehindme.Istareatmy reflection.Myblackwavyhairwasdrapedovermy heavyshoulders,andmyblueeyesweretheonesthat remindedmeofmymother.Istartedthewater, watchingthesteamtakeoverthemirror,washingaway myreflection.

Itookoffmyclothesandthescarsleftfrombehind mademecringeasIstaredatmynakedbody.Istaredat thewhitescarslinesacrossmyleftwrist.Isteppedinto thesteamingwater,thetouchconsumingmybody.The waterisuncomfortablebutinvitingatthesametime. Theredspotsmarkedmybody,Isankintothewater.I letmybodygeteatenbythebodyofliquid.Iclosedmy eyes,andIlostcontrolofmymind.

IclosedmyeyesandascarIthoughtwasclosed,was reopened.MyeyessnapopenandIamstandingwith theknifemymotherisgrabbingatherneck.Myhands trembleasIwatchmymothergaspforair,herhands becomingbloody.Shecollapsestothegroundwitha heavythud.Ifelltomyknees,theknifehittingthe groundwitharattle.Thebloodgushingfrommy mother'sneck,hitsmykneesasIwatchedmymother dieatmyhands.Inmyhands,IgrabbedtheknifeandI stabbedherseveraltimesinthechestasIsobbed.I staredatmyhands,coveredinmyownmother'sblood.

IsitupandIgaspforair,myfacesoakedwithwater, Igrabmywrist.ItoldmyselfIwasokaynow.That happened2yearsago,wewereondrugs.Shepushed youtoofarthatnight.IknowwhatItoldmyselfwasa lie.MymotherisdeadandItismyfault.

Herbloodisonmyhands.Ihuggedmykneestomychest andIsobbed.Mymakeuprandownthesidesofmy face.Thebloodystainscoveredmybody,eatingmewhole.I amjustapaintingwithauselesscanvas.

Igotoutofthetubwrappingatowelaroundmy body,notdaringtolookintothemirror.Iwalked acrossthehalltomybedroom.Iquietlyclosedthe door,restingmybackonthedoor,andtakingadeep breath.Igrabbedtheclothesfromthebed,slipping themon.Myhairdrippedonthefloorbeneathme. Thetickoftheclockmatchesthewaterdropsperfectly. Isatdown,takingoutmydiarywriting.

“WhyamInotperfect,whyme?”Iclosedthebook withaloudSlam. Ifellbackonmybed,theblackconsumingme.Iwas fallingthroughtheair,mymemoriestorturingme.I feltrestless,Iheardaknockatmydoor.Ijerkedupand sighed,myheartracingandmycheeksonfire.

“Heydinnerisdone,bug.”IheardKatiesweetly fromtheothersideofthedoor.

“Alright,I'mcoming,”Isaid,slippingonmy slippersandheadingtowardsthedoor.

KatieandIwalkeddownthestairstogether.Iknow KatieismyauntbutIhavealwaysseenhermorelikea sister.Ihelpedhergettheplatestosetthetableforthe twoofus.

“Sowhatdidyoumaketoday,Kats?”IaskedasI washedmyhandsinthesink.

“Imadesomeporkchopswithmashedpotatoesand corn.”Shesaidwithaproudsmileonherface,she lovedcookingforpeople.

“Thatsoundsamazing,Kats.Iamsoproudofyou bytheway.”IsaidasIwalkedovertohugher.

“Thanks,bug,Iappreciatethat.”Herarmswrapped aroundme,andIfeltsafeandlovedinherarms. Iletgoofthehug,pullingbackfromKatie.I smiledbeforegrabbingtheplatesIsetdownonthe table,andhandingonetoKatie.KatieandIgetour foodtakingourseatsatthewoodentablewithaflower tablecover.KatieandItookabiteofourfood.Itwas reallygood.

“Kats,thisisgood.Iappreciateyoucookingallthe time.”Isaidsmiling

“Thankyou,Bug.Ihopeyouenjoyyourfood.”She saidwiththebiggestsmileever.

“Ialwaysdo,”Isaidwithasmile,Katswastheonly personIwastruearound.KatsmademefeellikeI couldbemyself.

Itis9:45andIhavetogotosleepsoon,Ihave schoolthenextmorning.Ilayinmybed,Ihavethe coverspulledovermyhead.Iamsurroundedby darknessandtherestlessfeelingofinsomnia.Irolled andtossedovercountlesstimes.Finally,Ifeltthe steadinessofmyheartasIdriftedasleep.Ilooked around,Ifeltaloneandscared,mybodywasshrinking fromachillywind.Ilookedallaroundme,everything wasoutofplace,andtherewasbrokenglass,andtrash everywhere.Isinkfullofdishes,andyetanotheroneof myhorriblenightmares.

Isawmyfatherwithabeerinhishands,Iwatched myyoungerselfrunuptohimwithalltheexcitement, justforittobecrushedintopieces.Iwatchedasmy youthfulbodywasthrowntothegroundbymyown father'shands.Isawthetearsofsadnessmixedwiththe overwhelmingfeelingofconfusion. CONTINUED...

Icriedoutfeelingmyarminafierypain,Istaredup atmyfather,withaheart-brokenlook.

“Daddy,thathurt.Pleasehelpme,makeitstop hurting.”Icriedreachingoutforhiscomfortinghand. Heslappeditaway.

“Leavemealone,youuselesschild.I’mnoteven sureyoumine.”HesaidandIwatchedashiseyesiced over.

“Daddy,ofcourse,I’myourdaughter.Idon’t understandwhyyou’rebeingsohurtfulrightnow.”I said,Iwatchedmyyoungerselfgothroughthispain, notknowingwhythiswashappening,toher,tome.

“Iamnotyour“Daddy”,sostopcallingmethat.I amnotyourfatheranymore.”Heslappedmehard acrosstheface,thesoundofhisfleshhittingmycheek givingwaytoaloudpainfulcrackinthestillair.

IcriedoutasIwasslapped,Ifelltothegroundwith myarminagonizingpain.Myfatherlaughed,myfather laughedatme,layingonthegroundcryingandstaringupat himwithahurtlookashewalkedoutofthehouse,leaving meIlayhelplessinmysadnessandshame.

IjerkedmyselfupandIwassweatingheavily.My heartisracingwiththefearofthatdeadmemoryI dreadedtoeverremember.Ihuggedmykneestomy chest,tryingtocalmmyselfdown.Iamokaynow,heis gonenow.IlookinthemirrorandIseethesamelittle girl,theonewhowasbeaten,andabusedforyears,bythe oneswhoweresupposedtoloveher.Butsomedreams don’tcometrue.

Idesiretobeexclusivelyalone.Idonotlongfor anythingquitelikethat.IfIwassimplyalonewould everythingbeeasier?Perhapsleavingbehindthisprison disguisedasahomeperhapsIwillfullyrealisemyself.

Idon'tdesirethewarmthoffamily.AllIwantismy lonelinesstoleaveeverythingbehindandmoveontonot lookbackandbefree.

IlongforsolidarityandIdesirenothingmore.

Isitwrong?I'vespentwhathasfeltlikeeonslivingand helpingmyfamily.Iknowthattheycare,howeverI don't.IholdlittleregardforpeopleI'vespentsuchtime with.

Perhapsthereasonforthisfeelingistheslowyetsteady degradationoftimemorphingtheshapeofseveral peopletillthepointwheretheysimplycan'tfittogether.

Butcouldsolidaritybejustasbad?

Butthatiswhyitissuchanenthrallingconceptthe powerofsolidaritylieswithintheforceofitsbeing allowingonetopushthroughtheirfaultslooking towardsafuturethattheyaloneseeknotinfluencedby anyoutsideparty.

MaybeIshouldchangemymind?Idesiretobealonebut Ihaveadeepsolemnfeelingthatthiswon'tbetheright move.

ShouldIrunorshouldIstayinaheavybutsafeand warmcageorallowmyselftobecarriedbytheharshand coldfreewinds?

Insafetythereiscontrol,infreedomthereisdanger.IfI weretoleaveIwouldbemyownconductoronatrainI donotknowhowtocontrol.

IfIweretostayIwouldbeinasafeinawarmlively prisonofwhichI'mnowarden.

Leaveorstay

PerhapsBoth?

EvenwhenItrytoescapeistillcannotescapethefinal prisonthelasthurdlethefinalwallMymindIlimit myselftotheseoptions:TogetherorAlone,Trappedor Free.

IknowthatthiscagehasalwaysbeenopenandonlyI havesettheserestrictions.Ihaveboththelockandthe key.

SoThisiswhatIhavedecidedtodo:Tocomebackto thisgildedcagewhenIpleaseandallowthewindsto carrymewherevertheymight.Takingshelterbefore settingoutonthenextjourneyKnowingthatIwillnever everbe. Alone.

Inspiredbythepoem“APrayerforLovingSorrow”by FrancisJammes

Ifyouknowenoughaboutthings,theywon’thappento you.

MyentirechildhoodIthoughtthat.IfIreadabout them,theywouldn’thappen.SoIreadandread, desperateforinformationandaconfirmationthatgood thingswereaheadofme.Iwasaself-assuredchild,in myintelligence,myhappiness,myfriendships.

Untilmyparentsbecametheirownpeople.They startedtoslipawayfromeachother,fromus.I desperatelysoughtanescape,somethingtotakeme fromthisharshrealityIcouldn’tbelievewasreal.

Slowly,Ibegantolosemyself.Everybodyhadtheir something,thatthingthatdrovethem,thatfueledthem tobewhotheywere.Ihadnothing.AsIwatchedmy familyfallapart,mysenseofself-identitybegantoslip away.IfoundmyselfnotknowingwhoIwas,whatI wantedtodo,thoughIalwayshadbefore.I’dalways knownexactlywhoIwantedtobe.Everythingwas meticulouslyplanned,untilasinglethingmanagedto ripplethewatersofmyperfectlife.

Ibegantofeeloutofplace.Ididn’tknowwhereI belonged,IjustknewIwantedtobelong.

I’dhadthisfeelingeversinceIwasyoung.Thatmylife wassogood,toogood.Somethinghadtohappen. Somethinghadtodisruptit.Anddisruptititdid.But afterall,whowasItoaskformore?

OthersweresufferinginwaysI’dneverevenbeableto comprehend,yetthisunbearablepainseemedtoclutch atmeeverychanceitgot.

Sometimes,I’ddomybesttodistractmyself.Ifyou don’tthinkaboutit,itdidn’thappen.I’dtellmyself that,overandover.Thosetimes,thepainwouldfeelso light,likeawhisperinthebackofmymind.Itwould alwaysbethere,butsometimesitslippedfromits loomingpresenceoverme.Andinthosemoments,I couldfinallybreathe.Everythingdidn’tfeelsoheavy.

Andyet,thosesecondsofblisswouldvanishsoquickly andtheweightofdecisionsthatweren’tminewould returntomyshoulders.

IfeltstuckinaplaceIhadoncecalledhome,aplace oncesafe,butnowareminderofeverythingthatled metothebrokenpersonIwas.

Ineededsuccess.Ineededapproval.Ineeded validation.Ineededcomfort.Ineededlove.

Andeverytime,Ididn’tgetwhatIneeded.Iquickly becameindependent.Ibegantoteachmyselfhowto notdependonothersanymore.Ilostmyquickability totrust,whichhadalwaysbeensoeasybefore.

Igainedanewperspective,andmaybethatwasjust whatIneeded.

MyperfectfutureI’dwishedforwouldn’tturnoutthe wayI’dalwaysplanned,butwasthatforthebetter?I’d neverknow;I’dalwaysbestuckonthewhatif’s.

Itwasnolonger“MomandDad,”itwas“Mom”and “Dad.” Iwassplit.

LilyEckert

EastHamiltonMiddleSchool

8thGrade,MarkPace

Stepone:shootit butnotjustanywhere,youneed topracticefirst;findtheirweakspot.Greedisnaturalin thehumanexperience.It’srootedinme,myparents, myfriend.Itwasrootedineveryonearoundmewhen theyfoundouthowquicklyIwasabletogivemylife. GreedgrewinthehouseIwasborninwhenmyparents sawhowquicklyIpickedupmathproblemsorread booksatthefifth-gradelevel.Whenpeoplearoundyou realizeyou’reaphoenix;acreaturewhocanneverdie oneofakind theydon'tcareabouthowmanytimes theyshootyou.Afterall,themostbeautifulthingabout aphoenixishowtheyformfromtheirashes,neverhow theyflyorsoar.

Idon’trememberatimewhenIwasproudofmy achievements IcantellyouwhenIwasrelieved. WhereIwasrelievedIgotfirstplaceinatournament, orwhenIgotanAonmymathtest.Mywholelifehas beenmeholdingmybreath,scaredofhowIwouldlive uptotheideaofhowpeoplewantedmetobe.Every accomplishmentonlyfeltrewardingbecauseIthenhad thepermissiontobreathe.Iwasalwaysgood,butIwas nevergreat.Teacherscomplimentedmeonmywork becausetheyknewIwashardonmyself,butitwasnever becausetheytrulylikedwhatIdid.Whendiditbecome sohardtobegood?ApartofmewishesthatIwasa failuresinceIwasborn.Insteadofthislife,Iwouldfail myclasses,andneversucceedinanything,sonoone wouldexpectanythingoutofme,andIwouldn'texpect anythingoutofmyself.Therewouldn’thavebeenan ideaIwouldhavehadtoliveuptobecausemyparents wouldneverhavehadtocomeupwithone. CONTINUED...

HOWTOKILLAPHOENIX

Steptwo:realizethatnomatterhowmanytimes youshootthephoenix,italwayscomesback.Whenyou showpeoplehowfastyoucantakeablow,theyexpect youtorisequickereachtime.Iwonderifmylifeis tryingtoconvincepeopleIwasgoodenoughortrying toconvincepeoplethatIwasn’tafailure.“Isthere anythingyoudoforyourself?”peoplewouldask.No. EverythingIdoisforsomebiggerplan.EverythingI doisforschoolorthepeoplearoundme.Ido everythingatsuchintensitythatI’veforgottenwhatit feltlikejusttostop.I’msousedtohowtheywouldall burnmealivejustsothattheycouldshowtheworld howIwouldshine.I'msousedtothatstingingpain— it’sbecomeaddicting.

Sometimesmostofyourlifeisspentdoingthings forothers;convincingothersyouareworthyenough thatyouforgetwhyyou’reevenhereinthefirstplace.If youtookawayeverythingIdo,Iwouldn’tevenknow whoIam.Soonenoughyourgreatbecomestheirgood enough,whichturnsintomediocre,whichturnsinto thebareminimum,andatonepointyouareapenguin expectedtofly.Youkeeptakingtheshotsoverandover becauseyou’vebeeninthatsituationbeforeandyou wereabletoriseagainandagain,butthatnevermadeit lesspainful;gettingusedtothefeelingofbullets grazingyourskinbecomesnormal.MywholelifeIam onfire.Iamburningtryingtoshowtheworld,everyone —mymom,mydad,mycousins,myfriends,my teachershowunstoppableIam.Irefusetobeseenasa joke,butitfeelslikeI'mconstantlybeggingonmy knees,beggingtobelookedatforonce. CONTINUED...

Beggingforone“I’mproudofyou”thatactuallyfeels real beggingforsomethingthatdoesn’texist. Suddenly,you’rebackinfifthgradewherestudentsare makingfunofyoubecauseyouhavealisp.Suddenly you ’rebackinthirdgradeandyouaren’tgoodenough togainafriend.Suddenly,yourealizeitisnotjustyour lovedoneswhoaredrivingthisinsanityofperfection, butfearaswell.

Stepthree:watchcarefully.Noticehowthephoenix neverforms,butyouforgettonoticesomething.A phoenixwon’tformunlessgivenareasontoformagain. Onceyouteachittheconsequencesofbecoming brightereverytimeitrises,onedayit’lljuststop.You didn’tjustdestroythephoenix itdestroyeditself.I’ll neverforgetthedaymyteacherpulledmeasideandtold me“Youusedtobesuchagoodstudent.What happened?”.Soonenoughyourteacherswillseethefire inyoureyesdie.Yourscienceteacherasksifyouneed anyhelpbecauseshe’sworriedthatthere’stoomuch goingoninyourhead.Yourmathteachernoticesyou looktiredallthetimeandasksifyou’regettingenough sleep.Itscaresyou,soyouburnyourselfbrighterand brighter.Youdon’tevenhavetobeaskedanymore.

Atfirst,everyonewashappy.Everyonewasinawe, butthenitgotoutofcontrol.Itisanaddiction.And nowpeoplearetellingyoutostoplightingyourselfon firejusttobeseenbysomeone,butthosearethesame peoplewhoputtheideainyouthatyouhadtoburn yourselftobenoticed. Onceyouburnhardenough, youarenothingbutashes.Youarenothingbut somethingpeoplecanwalkonwhenevertheyplease. CONTINUED...

Thethingaboutashesisthattheyarenotjustone thing.Theyaretinypiecesthatfloatawaybyjustone gustofwind.Partsofyourselffloataway.Ifyoutried hardenough,maybeyoucouldputthoseashestogether andbecomewholeagain.Butyoucan’t.Afterall,if you ’retreatedlikeyou’renothuman,whatisthepoint ofeventryingtobecomeoneagain?

PorterTowe

EastHamiltonMiddleSchool

8thGrade,MarkPace

EIGHTHGRADE POETRY

EXHALE

Beforeyouthinkthatallislost

Beforeyourloveseemstoexhaust

Takeamoment,thinkawhile

Ofthingstofightthisfruitlesstrial. Exhale,inhale

Again.

Fillyourheadwithjoyfulthoughts

Daysbytheseaandnicelongwalks

Howwordsareatyourfingertips

Howoceansspillfromyourverylips. Exhale,inhale.

Again.

Feelyourheartbeat,howblessedareyou! Adivinegifttobebornanew. 1-2,1-2.

Exhale,Inhale.

Again.

Watchingshadowsdancingby, Thinkingnothing,Iaskyou,“why?”

Giftedwithablessedform

Yetlonelinessisourlives’norm. Exhale,inhale. Again.

SoIsaytoyou,dearone, “Yourlove’snotlost.Yourlove’snotdone.”

Foryouarethemostpreciousthing

Letyourthoughtssoar,yourhearttakewing. Exhale,inhale.

AftonForsythe

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 8thGrade,JasonWilliams

MYWILLOWTREE

Willowshowbeautiful. TheydanceintheSundaywind. Isitintheshadeofthewillow. Ohhowlovelyitwould'vebeen. Theraincameandpoureddown. Itwasthemostamazingsound. Isatinsideandkeptquiet. Whiletherainoutsidewasalmostsilent. Boom,crashthelightningshouted. Ijustsatinsideandpouted. ThenIsawitgo. Itfelldownjustlikesnow. Thelimbscrushedandcracked. Thelongflowyleaveslayflat. Astherainfadedaway. Afrowncameuponmyface. Ohmybelovedwillow. Whydidyouhavetogo?

LEAF.

Floatinginthebreeze

Goingwhereveryoucan

Notknowingwhattodoorwhatyouneed, Noreasonforaplan

Eventstakingplaceallaround Yoursimplyexistingandnothingelse Blendinginwiththebackground Happytofloat,nevertheless

Thesunisbrightandshining

Thebirdsaresingingcheerfully Viewsonlifearerealigning Floatingwiththewindblissfully Crunch

Walkedoverandsteppedon Ignoredineveryaspect

Thesunstillshinesupon, Oceansandwatersthelightreflects

Butattheendofthedayi'mstillaleaf Floatingandflyinginthebreeze.

EdieSmallwood

EastHamiltonMiddleSchool 8thGrade,MarkPace

IFONLY

Ifonlythingswerenotasweknowit. ifonlywewerehappyandknewhowtoshowit. Ifonlyeverychildhadasmilenotafrown. Ifonlytheworldcouldbeturnedupsidedown. IfonlywhenItalkedthepeoplewouldlisten. Ifonlytheworldwouldn'trunlikeaheadlesschicken. Ifonlywehadabitmorelaughter.

Ifonlywewouldactlikeusandnotworryaboutitafter. Ifonlyweweremorecarefulnottojudge. Ifonlywhenwewereknockeddowntotheverybottom wewouldn'tbudge.

Ifonlytherewouldbenosadnessorfear. Ifonlynooneshedonesingleplopofatear. Ifonlywecouldtrustandnothavetodoubt. If only we could share our thoughts and not have to shout.

Ifonlyeverypersonwaslovedandadored. Ifonlytheworldcouldhavepeaceandnowar. Ifonlywedidn'talwayshavetoaskwhy. Ifonlywehadwingsandknewhowtofly. Ifonlywecouldlistentothewhisperedwordsofthe wind.

Ifonlywedidn'thavetoworryaboutthetimewehave tospend.

Ifonlyourcountrywaslikebirdsofafeather If only we would stop our polluting and save our weather

Ifonlywedidntletmemoriesrunaway. Ifonlywhenpeopletaughtuswewouldlistenandstay.

Ifonlywecouldkeepasecretandnotcrack. If only we could be truthful to our friends and have eachother'sback.

Ifonlyallpeoplehadaroofovertheirhead. Ifonlyeverypersonhadapillowandabed.

IfonlyIcouldmakeadifferencewithoneactionthat's small.

Ifonlyinsteadofwishingforthesethingsweactually triedtochangethemall.

CAGED

Can'tgetoutIamenclosed, Likemythoughts nooneknows. IfeellikeIamcaged. likeIamtrappedonani-spypage. Aren'tyougoingtoaskwhy WhyIamscaredandrefusetofly?

Like a bird with clipped wings, I tremble at the thought,sortingtowardsnewthings. Garish,likeaneonnightmare,brightandbold, Theywon’tletmehidethere,yourgripisuncontrolled. Asifthespotlightseeksme,withaglaresobright, Relentlessandunyielding,itexposesmyfright. Everythingishiddeninme Iwillnotletthemsee IfIdo, itisasifIamgivingthemthekey toseedeepdown,whatisinsideofme Don'tletthemin Don'tletthemsee

ThentheywillknowwhyIamnotfree ForIamcagedandcan'tfly ForonlyinmydreamswillIgetsosoarthroughthe sky

WILLOW

Leaves,blowinginthewind, Theywillneverend. Astheyswayandsway, Thelittlebirdscomeandgoaway.

Green,glowinginthesun, Dancingandhavingsomuchfun.

Astheyswayandsway, Thelittlebugscomeandgoaway.

Branchesdroopingdownway,waylow, Theysitandwatchasthewatersflow. Astheyswayandsway, Thelittlesquirrelscomeandgoaway.

Brown,justsothinandlight, Theyalwaysshineohsobright. Astheyswayandsway, Thelittlesuncomesandgoesaway.

JUSTBEUS

Ontheplayground,runningandlaughing

Intheartclassroomtalkingandcrafting

Asthegradesflowbylikeasailorboat

There'ssomethinginherdiaryshewrote. Aswegrow,ourheadsstartspinning

Andstartsoundinglikeacrow. Thedistantvoices,themumbling

Thepast,thepresent. Peoplelookatmeanditcouldcomeoff Quitetroubling.

Theysaygetoutmore

Theysaydoyourchores. Theysaycleanyourroom

Andtheysaysweepthatupwithabroom!!

IsitreallyALLtrue?

I’mshakingmyleg

Givemespace,Ibeg. Thisfeelinginmyheart, Almostlikeitgotkickedwithaleg

Staringatthewall

Listeningtothesesongs

Ithonestlyfeelssortofwrong. Wegrowup,morepeopletellustoshutup

Ourheartsache,itfeelsruff. Whycan'tpeoplehavetrust? Whycan'twejustbeus?

JordynSneed

SaleCreekMiddleSchool

8thGrade,JerryHarwood

SPRITE

Theclearshimmer, Howthebubblespop, Thelightreflects,anotherdayisdown Mysorrowdrowns, Inthebubblylemon-limemound.

Istareinawe, Asitfizzesinasnakesound. Pouringinacup, Anewflavorisfound! Christmashascome,andspritecranberryisintown.

Isipawaymysorrowsandregrets, Acomfortinmymouth,andinmychest.

Thewarmbubblyfeeling,Icannotcomprehend, Thefeelingofmybody,slowlydescends.

Whatisthisfeeling? Iwouldask, Thefeelingofsatisfaction, Slowlycomestoanend.

AsItakethefinalsip,Igoforanother, Ifreeze,guiltandpleasuremixedwithone-another. Feardashesacrossmyexpression, Myspriteisgone,nomoretaste,nomoretemptation.

THEBEACH

Atthebeach,thewavesarecrashing. Againsttherocks,theyaresmashing.

Thewindisblowingthroughmyhair AsIrunaroundwithoutacare.

Thesandiscrunchingbetweenmytoes AsIwatchtheoceanglow.

IwishIcouldseetheoceaneveryday ItiswhereIwouldliketostay.

CAMPING

Underaskyofbrightstars

Wesetourcamperup,ourhomeawayfromcars.

Thecracklingfiresingsawarmingtune Whileshadowsdanceunderthesilvermoon.

Whispersoftheforest,softandslow Therustleoftheleaves,agentleflow.

Weshareourtales,ourlaughterinthenight

Witheverycracklefromthefiretoflight.

Morningdewuponthegrasssobright

Thesunpeeksoverthehills,asagoldensight. Innature’sarms,wefindourheartsrelieved Aworldofwonder,inwhichisbelieved.

Thestandard

Thestandardistanbutfairskin, Thestandardisslimbutstillsomecurves, Thestandardiswavesnotcoils, Thestandardistallbutnottoooverpowering. Thestandard.

Iam, Iamfairbutnot“enough” Iamcurvybutinthe“wrongplaces” Iamagirlwithnatural“crazycurls” Iamover6feetbutnotinthe“feminineway” Iam.

Thereality, Therealityisthatthe“standard”isaimage,falsenative, afantasy,madebywhitemendepictofwomenofcolor, Therealityisthatthenaturalfeatureare beautifulnomatterthe“standard”, Therealityisthe“standard”istheexactoppositeofwhat iswrittenintomyDNA, TherealityisthatIam, Pacifica,“White”,andBlackwomenofcolor, Whohashaslusciouscoilsandcurls, Whoisover6feet, Whohascurvesallover, Whohaslightbrownskin.

TheRealityisthatIamnottheStandard.

TeaganMcClure

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 8thGrade,MaryLeDoux

ANUNINTERRUPTEDPOEMREADING

IstepfootonMars, Thefirstpersontoeverdoso. ThecinnaIsthisinthefuture? Yes,thisdoestakeplaceinthefuture. Anyways,thecinnamonwindsblowacrosstheredlandscape Andthereisastrangeyetcomfortingsilence ThatremindsmethThisisboring!Iwanttohearthegoodpartalready! I’mgettingtoit,okay? Thereisastrangeyetcomfortingsilence

ThatremindsmeofthoselongsummernightsbackonEarth Justsittingonthefrontporch Sippingatallglassoflemonade. Canwehavesomelemonadeafterthis? Fine.Butwe’llhavetogotothestore. Iseethousandsofstars Twinklinginthetwilightsky Andoutfromarock Comesalittlegreenalien. YES!ILOVEALIENS!LET’SGO! Iknowyouhaveanunhealthyobsessionwithaliens. HaveyouevereventhoughtabouthowmuchIwanttosharemypoem? Justletmefinishit. Youknow,what’seventhepoint? You’rejustgoingtokeepinterruptingme. Canwehavethelemonadenow? Iguess. BiancaDavenport

FORUS

Crossedoceansleavingeverything. Camewithoutanything,gaveuseverything. Withlessthana50dollarbillintheirpockets.

Nowtheirjourneyhadtaughtmetostandtallandnot lookdown.

Myfatherworkedbeforesunriseandaftersunset. Mymotherhelpingherfatherprovidefor4. Justforustohaveeduction,opportunities,andafuture. Theyhaddreamstheycouldn’tachievejustforusto achieveours.

Theybuiltandusedthesteps, Thenbuiltaslideforustoslidedown. Theyhadmadeiteasierforussowedidn'thaveithard likethem.

NowIthankthemforputtingusfirst.

RuchikaPatel

EastHamiltonMiddleSchool 8thGrade,MarkPace

ODETOSKIS.ANDSKIING.WHICH COULDN’TBEPOSSIBLEWITHOUTSKIS.

Thesnugboots

Aresecureonmyfeet

AsIcarryyououtintothebrightsunnyday

Andsetyoudowninthesnowwhereyourneoncolors gleaminthesunwith excitement

Istickmypolesintothefreshwhitepowderforbalance And *Click* There’sone

*Click* Andtheother

Andnowwearereadytoflyacrossthefrostyslopes Ofthemajesticmountain

Butfirstwemustridetothetop

Wehoponthechairliftand Ittakesforeveruntilwearethere

Thenweslide

Offthechair

Awayfromthelift

Tofreshpowder

Weslidetotheslopewiththebestview-then D O W N

Wego

Dashingthroughthesnow

Thefresh Frigidair

Whipspast

Exhilaration

Idecidetoswerveintothegladesoftrees

Wherethefreshpowderlies

Untouchedbyhumans

Untilwegowhizzingthroughit

Thetwistsandturns Andthesilence. Exceptforthesoftsoundofsnowswishingagainstyou. Iamabird.Butyouaremywings. Pure. Unaltered. Bliss. Iliveforthis. Thankyou.

TheBaylorSchool 8thGrade,CarleneWest

SOMETHINGYOUSHOULDKNOW

isthatasakid,Imovedsomewherenew, Theregularhustlingsoundandconstantcommotionwasgone Replacedbyaquietcalmtranquility Andinthisspacemyvoicewouldfill

ItalkedtoeveryoneIcould,influencedbytheconstantsoundIhad known forsolong

Whiletheywereannoyedwiththeirconstantquietnessandtranquility being disrupted

AsIgrew,Irealizedmysoundwasunwantedagainsttheirsilence Mylivelinessandsoundgrewquieterandquieteruntilitwassilent,just like them

Thefireoflivelinessandtheconfidencetospeakpeopleunknowntome grewdarker,

Itdimmedtilnolightflewfromitsonceblazingbranches, Upheldquicklybythedarknessaroundthefirethathadloomedoverit Perhapsthatiswhyevennowmyfearovertakesmeinspeakingwith new people

Thevoiceinmyheadsayingmyexcitementandsoundwasunwanted Noonewantstohearyou.Noonewantstolisten. Theyareannoyedbyyou.Whywouldn’ttheybe? Theyarequiet.Youshouldbequiet. AndIstayquiet.

TheBaylorSchool

8thGrade,CarleneWest

NINTHGRADE PROSE

ZARONIA

“Itisdone.Ihadnochoice.Theyrevolted,andthey wouldhavecausedharmtomypeople.Thisismy world,andtheNevintaintmyworldlikevermin.I showcompassiontomypeople,butwhenothersharm myperfectcountryitwillnotgounnoticed!Itistime fortheneedlestoendtheNevinforgood,”declared thedictatorofZaronia,Zaron,inhisdankchambers, whereitseemedallthethoughtsinhisheadmadeup theairthatwasbreathed.

EversincethebeginningofZaron’sempire,there hadbeengreatsufferingamongtheNevin.Some believedthattheconfinementandbeatingwas necessary,includingZaron,whocouldonlyimaginea perfectworldwithoutNevin.Zaronrosefromthe chairlocatedinthefarcornerofhisroombythelarge windowthatheusedtolookoutupontheworldthathe built.Hissecretarycametowardshimwithhispapers.

“Miss,Imeansir,Imeanyourgrace,”shesaidas shebowedtoZaron.“Youareneededforyourmeeting aboutthe…needles…on8thStreet.Wouldyoulikefor metocallyourlimousine?”

“No,Iwillwalktoday.Ineedtoseewhatmypeople arelikewhenIaminthestreetsamongthem,”Zaron responded.Theslightwhiroftheelevatormethimon the85thfloor,anddownhewenttothegroundlevel. Thestreetswerevacantofmuchlifesaveafewcitizens whobeggedhimformoney.Thefurtherhewalked,the quieteritgrewuntiltheonlynoisewasthesimple tappingofZaron’sfeetonthecementsidewalk.

Zaronspottedanelderlywomaninobviouspain huddledagainstadilapidatedbuildinginabundleof ragsclutchingherstomach.Hewouldn’thavelooked twice,butthenayoungwomanwalkeduptotheold ladyandstartedtohealherailments.Zaronwasstruck bythisactofkindness,andwalkedforwardstomeetthe girl.

“Youngwoman,yourcompassiontowardsthis urchinisinspiring.Iwouldliketotellyouthatyour Kingisproudofyoutoday.”

“Thththankyou,s-sir.Wouldyoulikesomebread aswell?”askedthegirl.

“Nothankyou,onlyyourname.”

“Minda,”thegirlsaid.

Zaronwalkedawayandtohismeeting,wherehis evil,vehementmindschemed,andthenwalkedbackto hispenthouse.Onhislonesomestrollbackthough,a signcaughthiseye,oneforayoungwomanwhowas wantedbythegovernmentofZaroniaforthehigh crimeofNevinism.Thenameunderthispicture, Minda.

ThiscrushedZaron;hedidn’tunderstand.Heflew upthefloorstonumber85,brushedpasthissecretary, enteredhisroomandslammedthedoor.Hismind floodedwithquestions:HowcouldaNevinwoman showthislevelofkindness?Wasshetheonlyone?She mustbeanexception.

“Thisismyworld,butthisNevinwomanishelping it.Why?ShouldthisworldbedevoidoftheNevin?Is whatIhavebelievedmywholelifeafallacy?”Zaronsat andponderedthequestionshespoketothehollow wallsofhisdankroom.

ThenextmorningZaronwokewiththeredeyesof amanwhohadnotsleptwell.Hedressedhimself,wary ofthequestionsthatstilloccupiedhismind.Hewalked outofhisroomandwasmetbyhissecretaryagain.

“Sir,yourgrace,wehavegottenwordofaman,a NevinmannamedAldrichwhohasbegungathering Nevinpeople.Theylookasiftheyplantorevolt again,”thesecretarysaid,expectinganoutburstfrom theKing.

“Donotadvanceonthem.Letthemcome,”Zaron said.ThesecretarywascaughtoffguardbytheKing's patience.

Sheresponded,“Well,um,ok.Iwillgivetheword.” Wordcontinuedtospreadthroughthemonths,and thequestionsthatZaronhadponderedonthatnight continuedtopryathim.Asthedayspassedthegroup ofNevinstrengthenedtheircause,theneedleswere beingmassproduced,andovertimeZaroncontinued tosit,coldlikeastatueofamanwhocouldn’tmakeup hismind.

AfterfivemonthsZaronwasconfrontedbyhis secretaryonceagain.“Yourgrace,theyhavestartedto penetratethewallsaroundthebuilding.Weaskthat youevacuate,”shesaid.

“No.Iwillnot.Istillhaveworktodo,”Zaron remarked.Hesat,andthesoundsofpeoplefighting andmenshoutinggrewlouderandlouder,onthefirst floor,thenthefifth,thenthe20th,andsoonuntilthe soundscouldbeheardunderneathZaron’sfeet.

AldrichburstthroughthedoorsofZaron’sroomto findhiminthechairatthecorneroftheroombythe window.

“Iwishtoofferpenance,butIfearthereisnothing thatcanmakeupforwhatIhavedonetoyourpeople.I cannotrestoremyself,”Zaronsaidinaquaveringvoice. “Butthereisonething.”

Aldrichlookedathiminsilence.Thetensionwas tangibleintheair.Hefinallyspoke,saying,“Youhave donegreatsinstomypeople,butyouhaverepented, andIthankyouforthat.Whatisityouhaveinmind?”

Zaronroseandwalkeddownthecorridortothe elevator.ZaronandAldrichrosehightothetopfloor ofthebuilding,whereZaronpulledoutakeyand unlockedtheelevatordoorleadingtothefloorthey wereabouttoenter.Astheywalkedacrosstheroomtoa largeelectronicpanel,Aldrichcouldseetheguiltthat Zaronhelduponhimself.Zarontypedthewords LaunchtoNeedleManufacturingPlantintotheboard andheldhishandreadyattheLaunchbutton.

“FirstIstrivedforthedestructionofpeople,but nowIonlywishfortheirforgiveness.”AtthisZaron hitthebuttonandinthedistancealargeredcloud arose,brighteningtheirfaces.

HOWTOBELATE!

Areyoualwaysontime?Well,let'slearnhownottobe ontime,becausenooneisallowedtobesoperfect.It showstoomuchpunctualityandrespectforothers!By noteatingonaschedule,workingwithhorses,andby dependingonotherpeople,youcanalwaysbelatefor everything!

Foodisabigpartofourlives,andyouwillalwaysthink aboutfoodrightbeforeleavingforsomething.Tobe late,donoteatthemainmealsofthedayonaschedule. Ifyoudo,youwillplanyourdayaroundthem.Instead, rightwhenyou'reabouttoleaveforsomething,makea wholemealtoeatbecauseyouneverknowthenexttime you'lleat!Also,beforeleavingforsomething,pack somegoodsnacks.Runaroundgrabbingrandom snackssothatyouareprepared;thiswilldelayyour departure.Inshort,alwaysrememberyourstomach rightbeforeyouleavesoyoucanbelate.

Ifyouownahorseorworkwithhorses,youcanalsouse thistobelate,forwithhorseseverythingtakeslonger thanyouthink.First,“forget”youhavetoleavesoon andputalittleextrafoodinthebucketwhenyoufeeda horseordon'tputenoughwaterinitsoyouhavetoadd morewaterandsoakitagain.Second,justgotakea “short”ridebeforeyouhavetoleaveforsomething. However,eventhenyoustillhavetotackthemupand makethemlookpretty,thenwarmup,andride...and ride...andthisisfunsoridesomemore...anddon't worry,beforeyouknowit,you'llbelate.Thesearejust twowaysthathorsescanmakeyoulate.

Wearedependentonpeoplealotofthetime,and peoplewillalwaysmakeyoulateatsomepoint.First, choosebusyfriendssothatifyoucarpoolanywhere, youknowthey'llbelatetopickyouup.Second,askan oldersiblingtodriveyoutoyourappointmentbecause youcancountonthemsaying“no”atthelastminute, beinglatethemselves,orbeinggrumpyandslow. Lastly,ifyou'reaparent,yourkidsmaymakeyoulate. ..soslackoffkids!

Soifyouwanttoalwaysbelate,donoteatona schedule,workwithhorses,anddependonotherpeople togetyouplaces.AsFranklinP.Jonessaid,“The troublewithbeingpunctualisthatnobody’sthereto appreciateit.”Nooneelsecares,sowhyshouldyou? Workhardatthesethingsandyoutoocanalwaysbe fiveormoreminuteslate,becausenooneelsematters exceptyou. RennHills

THESTORYBEHINDMYPOEM

“TheBrutalDeathofaLeaf”isnotsomethingthat simplycametomewithinamatterofminutes;Ihad actuallybeenthinkingofitsincethefallof2023.When Isay“thinkingofit,”ImeanthatIhadbeenthinking ofthefactthathumanityissoshieldedthatwethinkof dyingleavesasbeautiful.Interestinglyenough,whenI toldsomepeopleaboutmypoemandhowitwasabout leavesdying,Igotmixedreactions.Somepeople thoughtitwasweirdandgrim,whileotherpeople thoughtithumorousandfunny.Tome,thisshowshow warpedwe,asapopulation,viewcertainthings.

Mostpeople(includingmyself)seeleaveschanging colorsasabeautifulmetamorphosisofnatureandan amazingdisplayofcolorsthatfallbrings.Butifyou studywhyleavesdowhattheydo,you’llrealizeit’s becausetheplantstopsmakingfoodfortheleaves.As fallencroachesanddaysgetshorter,theplantceases conductingphotosynthesistoprepareforwinter.Asa resultofthis,theleavesontheplantlosechlorophyll, thechemicalthatgivesmostleavesthegreencolorthey have,revealingcolorslikeorange,yellow,andred. Oncetheleavesarecompletelydead,theyfalltothe groundasashriveledupcorpseofwhatitusedtobe. Thisprocesscanbeseenasasymbolofourculture. Leavesareignoredformostoftheyearuntiltheydo somethingspectacular(dying),andtheygetthe attentionoftheworld.

Peopleadmirethemandevendrivelongdistanceson scenicroutestotakephotosofthesedyingbodies. Then,whentheleavesarenotasbeautifulandglorious, andtheyfallofftheplant,they’reseenasshriveled, ugly,andanuisancetohavetorakeupandstuffinto garbagebagsforthegarbagetrucktocollect.Tome, thisreflectshowsocietytreatstrendsandcelebrities.If somethingorsomeonebecomesincrediblypopularor doessomethingextraordinarythatgarnersthe attentionofmillions,theythengetpopularity,money, andpeoplemimickingthemtotryandachievethe same.Then,afterafewweeks(sometimesless),wedrop themandforgetaboutthemforanother,newerfad.

WhenIfirstrealizedthis,Iwasineighthgrade,and myscienceteacherhadjusttaughtmyclassaboutplant structuresandwhyleaveschangecolors.Iwasridingin thecarwithmymomandwasgazingoutthewindowas wepassedothervehiclesonthewaytowhereverwe weregoing.Wedrovepastthisutterlygorgeous landscape,withaforestresidingbehindasmallhousing development.Thetreesweresofascinating,being shadesofredandorange.Suddenly,Iremembered whatmyscienceteachertoldusaboutchlorophyll leavingtheleavesduetoshorterdays.ThenextthingI saidtomymom,whowasdriving,was,“HeyMom, whatifsomeday,leavesmutateintohumanoidleaves anddecidetogetrevengeonhumansbysuckingallthe juicesoutofourbodieswhilecommentingonhow beautifulwelookwhilewedie?”Needlesstosay,she wasnotasimpressedwiththisthoughtasIwas.

Thatscenarioiswheremyfascinationfordyingleaves camefrom.Aboutayearlater,whenIhadtowritea poemformyveryfirsthighschoolliteratureclass,I hadveryfewideas.UntilIrealizedthatIcouldwrite aboutwhathadalwaysintriguedme:whyhumanity thinksdyingleavesarebeautiful.Andso,thatishowI nowhavemyworkofart,passionproject,wordbaby, “TheBrutalDeathofaLeaf”.

Alongtimeago,therelivedamannamedKelly Winderzephy.Hehadbeenbornupafewhundred thousandteaspoonsoutsideofthecityinaminuscule hamlet.Beingraisedinafamilyofsixteen,hewasmost commonlyfoundoutdoors(homewasfartoocrowded forhisliking).HelovedtoplaywiththeTithywithers inthestreamsnearby,oftencominghomelate,covered inlittle,furryinsectsandTupTuptreeleaves.Upuntil theageoffifteen,thiswashislifeeveryday.However, insecret,hisparentshadbeendiscussingtheirtroubles withtheyounglad;yousee,hismotherheavily disapprovedofhisbehavior,sayinghe“Needstogrow upandgetarealjob”.Hisfather,incontrast,supported Kelly;herelishedhisyouthandplayfulness,arguinghe was“Justbeingakid”.Butofcourse,heknewdeep downinhisheartthatthiswasunhealthyforthechild, hehadnofriends,noeducation,andwasregularly bulliedbyhissiblingsfortheodditiesandshenanigans hesofrequentlypartookin.

Soitwasbecauseofthisthattheydecidedtosend himtoR.O.M.I.UniversityonthedayofKelly’sbirth. “ResidenceofOddMenInstitution”wasan“ethical” academyfortroubledboyslikeKelly;theirpurposewas tomoldthosetroubledboysintomenfitformodern society.Uponhearingthisnews,Kellyhadtriedto escapetotheforest,buthisparentshadexpectedhim topullsometrickerylikethis;wheneverhehad overheardthemdiscussingthetopicofschoolinthe past,hehadquicklyslippedawayintotheforesttofind somecomfortinhisfurryfriends.

Sowhenhehadmadearunforthedoor,hewas disappointedtofindsomeofhismorefrightening siblingsbearingtheway.Thatnight,followingthe celebrations(mostlyofhisdeparture),heloadedhis parcelsintohistrunkinasad,sombersilence. Fortunately,heownedfewpossessionsorgarments; youcouldsaythiswascausedbyhisloveofthe outdoorsorperhapshisparentssimplydespised purchasingclothesforhim;eitherway,theprocesswas abrisktask.Kellynevertookmuchtimetohimself simplyjusttomulloverhisthoughts;however,onan occasionlikethis,herequiredsomethinkingtimeto forecasthisnewlife.

HisstarttolifeattheResidenceofOddMen Institutionwasastrangeone;approximatelysix secondsafterdismountinghishorse,ashort,red-haired boysteppedintothepathofKelly,introducinghimself as“GrempVonWill”.EventhoughKellyveryrarely residedaroundhumans,hehadaveryuniquewayof observingsomeone,simplystaringatthemforafew seconds,andinthatshortperiod,obtainingacomplete graspoftheirfeatures,oddities,andtraits.Immediately whatstoodouttohimwastheintensityoftheredhue inGremp’shair;hethoughtthatsurelytheboy’shair musthavebeenvisiblefrommilesaway,forsimplyhe couldthinkofnoothersubstanceinscientificfieldthat wouldevencloselycomparetotheaurathatthese particularfolliclesgaveoff;except,perhapsthemolten magmathatcommonlyresidesinavolcano.Whilestill takinginthefieryredmopthatnowconfrontedhim, hestartedtofeelastrangesensationinthepitofhis stomach.

And,wonderingwherethefeelinghadsuddenlycome fromhesuddenlygraspedthepale,blueeyesthatnow piercedhissole. YoucanprobablytellthatGrempwas anoddfigurealltogether,butKellywasanoddfellow, buttogether,theymadeaperfectmatch.

Ononeverymemorableday,GrempandKelly wereuptotheirusualshenanigans.Theprofessors aroundtheschoolhadbecomequitefamiliarwiththeir tomfoolery,alwayspullingvarioushijinksinclass;and, asprofessorsofa“behaviorcorrectionschool”,noneof themweretoofondoftheboysandtheirantics.One particularinstructor,SirRoman,despisedtheboys; theybothsharedhisfourthperiodLobotomyclass,in whichhedescribedtheirbehavioras“absolutelymental buffoonery”.Theday'slesson,whichwastodissectthe frontallobeofatortoise’sbrain,wasgoingrather swimmingly,whenKellysuddenlydecidedthathe requiredsomeexcitement.Kellywasabrilliantlad,and withthehelpofhisveryhands-onpartner,Gremp slowlypiecedtogetherwhatcouldbedescribedasa “mutanttortoise”.Iwon’tgointogreatdetailofthe processasitisratherjarring;however,bytheendofthe lesson,atwentyteaspoonhighconglomerateof tortoisesbeganrampagingthroughouttheroom, rippingdesksfromfloors,instrumentsfromhands,and ceilingsfromwalls.SoitcameasnosurprisetoKellyor Grempthatwhenstudentsstartedtopouroutofthe classroominterror,theMutantTortoiseonlyfollowed themthroughouttheschool,wreckingchambers,and devastatinghallsasitwent.

Eventuallywhenitreachedthemainoffices,the headwardenoftheschoolfinallyputastoptothe madnessbysimplyturningthebeastontoitsbackside, renderingituselessasitgropedaboutstilllyingonits shell.Now,afterobservingtheeventsthathad unfolded,GrempandZephyknewtheywouldhaveto putastoptotheshenanigansforashortwhileinorder tocleartheirnamesofanypotentialchargesor accusationsthatmightcometheirway.Thisprovedto beadifficulttaskhowever;totheboys,puttingastop totheiranticswaslikesquaringacircle:itwon’t happen.

Shesatwaiting.Theanticipationeatingawayather flesh.Itwasasolidthing,gnawingandpreparedto jumpoutthemomentaknockcame.Thiswastobean importantknock.Aknockthatwouldmemorializethe eventandpushittothefrontofherlistofstoriesto tell.Nothingwouldrivalthisday,sheknew.Notthe dayshefinallyletthesicknesscoverherlikeivy,northe morningshewokeuptothebirdssingingasongshe didn’tloathe,andmostcertainlynotherweddingday.

Onthisdayshewouldfinallywelcomehernew horse.

Ofcourse,whenthingsarecalled‘new’itoften meansthey’reareplacementfortheold.Butthishorse wouldbringaboutsomuchchangewithit,herentire lifewouldfeelnew.

Asgoodasnew,even.

Shelookedupfromherdepressingplateofstale breadandheavedasigh,herlegbouncingupanddown, unabletocontainitspresentiment.Sheknewshe shouldn’tbestressingtheweakfloor,therewere alreadyseveralplacesinthebedroomwherethelegsof thebedhadcreatedholesintheground.Tokeepthings light,sheregardedtheimperfectionsasawaytokeep thebedsecure.Thereweremanythingslikethatinher house;thestuffyheatservedasaremindertogetout more,thehaphazardcupboardsencouragedhertoeat sothefoodwouldn’tspoil.Butthesighandthetapping ofhershoeagainstthewoodenfloorwerequickly interruptedbyarapatthedoor.Shestoodabruptlyand marchedwithpurposetowardthefrontofherhouse, thefloorboardscryingwitheachstep.

Therestoodherbrothergraspingaropewhichwas tiedlooselyaroundtheneckofahorse.Thesteed possessedasolemnlookinitseyes,likeasicklychild thathadneverknownwhatitwastobelively.

“She’sperfect!”sheexclaimed,“Armando,she’s perfect!”

“Areyoucertain,Rosa?Themerchantsallsaidshe wastheonetheyjustcouldn’tshake.Theyevenhelped transportherherejustbecauseweweretakin’heroff theirhands.”Hepushed.

“Well,that’sevenmorereasonwhyshe’sperfect!” Rosagrabbedtheropeeagerlyandrushedovertothe temporarystableonthesideofthehouse.Shehadbeen soexcitedbythearrivalofherhorse,she’dscarcely noticedthegravedemeanorherbrotherhadassumed. Shestoredtheanimalaway,thenreturnedtodelivera farewelltoArmando.

Rosa,noticingsomethingwaswrong,failedto realizewhatexactlythatwas.

“Brother,what’sthematter?”Sheasked. Armandosighed,“ThishastobethelastthingIdo foryou,Rosa.MywifeandIcan’tcarryonlikethis.I understandyou’vebeentoosicktowork-”

“Brother,Iwarnyou,don’tbringthatintothis,” Theskyhadturnedgray;grayandcold,andthe cloudsbegantospin.InRosa’smind,thespinningwas furious,butsheknewthiswasjustthewayshesaw things.

Forher,theskywasneverstill.

“Rosa,letmespeak.”Hesaidcautiouslyaftera momentortwo.

“Iunderstandperfectlywhatyouareattemptingto convey.Youcanleavenow.”

Shestormedofftothestables,leavingbeforeher feetcouldsinkanyfurtherintothemud.Shefailedto recalltheexactmomentithadbeguntorain.

Thehorsewaswaitingthere,justasshehadlefther. Nothingamisssavefortheholeintheroofnowleaking waterintoabucketshehadplacedthereearlierina rushtoprepareforthehorse’sarrival.

“ItwouldservebothofuswellifIgaveyouaname, wouldn’tit?”

Rosagazedintohereyes,ponderingforamoment. Theadventofthisanimalhadbeenoneordeal,nowshe neededsomethingequallyasrecognizabletocallthe horse.Itcametohersuddenlyastherainmomentarily letupandshewasallowedamomenttohearher thoughts.

“HowaboutColdAir?”Shewonderedaloud,still lookinginthecreature’seyes.

“Abitternameforabitterhorse.”

ColdAirdidnotmeetRosa’sgaze,insteadshechose tostareatthefloor,agrowinghollownessnestlingitself justbeyondtheplacewherethehumanwouldbeableto recognizeit.

Shelethereyesdroptothegroundaswell,where rivuletsfromtherainranaroundherwornshoes.

“Youknow,ColdAir.Iusedtolivehere,onthe samepatchofearthyounowstand,”Shecontinued, “Mybrotherrenovatedanactualhouseformeafew yearsago.CanyouimaginetheabsurdityofifIstill livedhere?Inashedofallplaces!”

Rosaconsideredbrieflyhowodditwasforhertobe talkingtoahorseasifitwereathingthatcould respond.She’ddonethissamethingwiththetreesasa child,alwaysconsciousofthefactthatheractions wouldberegardedasstrangehadsomeonebeenthere towitnessthem.Butshecouldn’thelpit,theinanimate entitiesweretheonesshefoundtheleastjudgmentin. Eventually,eventhewildernessgottobetoomuchfor herprematurefrailty.

“Looksliketherainislettin’up.Weshouldheadto towntobuyafewthingsbeforeitgetstoodark.”

Theysetoutforthelittletownanhourawayby horse,Rosapleadingforthecloudstohavebeen satisfiedafteremptyingthemselvesout.Often,the thingsshebeggedforwerefutile.Theywerechildish dreamsthatkeptherfromthinkingtoohardabout whethershewouldwakeupinthemorning.

Buthercurrentrequestwassimple.Itwasan attainablethingfortheuniversetohandtoher.The horsewouldneedfood.CertainlymorethanRosa neededit.

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 9thGrade,CatherineCox

ThestreetsofEnglandheldmanysecrets.Secrets tuckedintoshadowsofalleys,secretstuckedintothe breastpocketsoftherich,secretslaidoutplainlyonthe sidewalk,justwaitingforsomeonetopickthemup. Whilesecretswaitpatiently,theworldmoveson. Hearthsarestoked,beggarsarekicked,workistobe done.TheinsignificantandbusypeopleofEngland findthemselveslivingunderthecloudy,smoke-gray sky,withshelvestostockandchildrentotakecareof, foodtoscroungeforandscrapsoffuntimestopickup. Inabustling,burblingcityentrenchedinawarand perchedontheedgeofarevolution,thewindrustling thewinter’sbarebranchesalmostgoesunheardwithall theworryintheair.

Secretsbecomeunimportantwhenoneisstarvingto survive.

Sowhilesocietyclashesandadvances,secretsare forcedtofindagoodhidingplace.Andhidingplaces arecold,bone-shiveringlyso.Hidingplacesaresparse, sometimesonlyfourdepressingwallsandacottocry on.Thisisthejailthepoorgirlwasconfinedto.For months,years,amind-numbingdecade,shehid.Outof theiron-barredwindowshecouldseetheseasonspass, watchtheleavesturnashadeofvelvetandfalltotheir deathseveryyear,watchtheadultslimpbyonjusttheir willpower,watchthechildrenplaywiththeirinnocent rosycheeks,unawareofthecrisisintheworld.Itwasall shecoulddotowatch.

Movingremindedherofhowherbonesstuckoutof herskinatsharppoints,andhowsmallofaroomshe wastrappedin.Soshesatinthesameplace,watching, wishing,andwaitingfordinner.

Thegirllackedmanymemories.Herheadwas emptyofgoodexperiences,andherbodyhadnever beenawareofplaying,orrunning,orsittinginatree andwatchingtheleavesglideawayfromtheirhome. Shedidnothaveanythingtoremember.Shehadgrown tonearly11yearsofbeingalive,butshehadneverquite beenliving.Livingisnotwaiting,wishing,watching, andeatingcoldporridgeshovedmeanlythroughthe rustymailslot.Livingisnotwashingoneselfwithdirty wateronceamonth.Livingisnotbeingconstantly controlledbyyouramountofmoney,ofwhichshehad verylittle.Thegirlwasmerelyexisting,hadbeenher wholelife.

Thatwas,untilamiraclecametoshowherhowto live.

Thedaywasyoung,juststretchingandyawning, finallyturningintotheday,feelingtimeflowonoverit. Itwasatthistimethatthegirllikedmosttowatchthe sky.Itwasatthistimethattheworldchangedfrom darkanddrearytoslowlypurple,thenredlikeacozy fire,yellow,andbrightsky-likeblue.Herfavoritepasttimewasmoldingshapesintotheclouds.

Itwasfittingthatamiraclewouldcomeatthebest timeofday.Asunalarmingasaroostercarryingoutits dailycrow,thebestthingtoevercomeuponthe miraclesidleduptothewindow.Anditwasaperson.

Shehaddark,richskinandpokingeyes,talllikea clocktowerandganglyaschildrencome.Herhair stoodupinunwashedspikes,cringinginonitselfin tightspirals.Shehadonlyalinendress,coveredin patchesandfraysandclearlycuttingintoherarmsin theshoulders,tohangoffofheremaciatedbody. But asfragileandweakasshelooked,shewastheonly personwhohadeverapproachedthewindowofthe girl’sprison.Shewastheonlyonetoeverdiscoverthe secret.Andthatwasamiracleenough.

Despitehowplainlypovertywaswrittenonthis newcomer ’sforehead,shesmiledasbrightlyasakingat hisfeast.Thensheleanedinclose,pressedherskinny fingersonthedirtyglasspane,widenedhereyes impossiblymore,andasked,“Whyareyouinthere?”

Hervoicewashighandlively,curiousand anticipatory.Itwasjusttheoppositeoftheprisoner's voicewhenshereplied,“Ilivehere.”

Shedidnotreallymeanshelivedhere.Shemeant sheexistedhere.

Thegirlmerelynoddedinreply.Sheseemedlostin thought,tumblingbetweenpossibleanswersand hanginginthebalanceofeach.Hereyescloudedover, hermouthscrewedupinawobblyscowl,hereyebrows drewtogether.Everythingheldstillforamoment. Thenhergazecleared,andsherearrangedhermouth tothesameblindingsmile.Sheanimatedherlonglegs andwalkedoffinascragglyhalflimp,disappearing behindtheskinnyalleyway.

Thegirlhadneverhadanyfriendsinsideher monotonousbox.Inalifeoftragedy,struggle,war,and hopelessmonarchy,onerarelyfindstimetostopand befriendthegirlinthewindow.Andsuddenly,shehad somethingtoponderabout.Inabizarre,confusing,life alteringway,shewasleftwonderingwhatwouldhappen next.

Shefellasleephopingthestrangerwouldcomeback.

“Momma!Asquirrel!”agirlshrieks,hereyeswide. Hermotherswearsandveersviolently,barelymissing thegray-brownbodyfrozenonthewindingmountain road.Itblinks,thenskittersacrosstotheotherside,as ifnothingwasamiss.

“Oh,baby,areyouokay?”sheasksthestillshaken child.“Darnedtreerats,”shethenmutters.

“Yeah,I’mgood.”Thegirlslowlyblinksbackinto calm.Peeringintothebackwindow,shethenasks, “Whydiditnotmove?”

“Whoknows?”Hermothersighs.“It’slikethey tradedtheirbrainsfornuts.”

Thescurryofsquirrelssithighupintheoak, watchingtheblackbeastclimbaroundthehairpin curveandoutofsight.Theythenturntothelast competitortocross,standingverymuchaliveonthe othersideoftherockriver.Theyscamperbackacross, atriumphantyetshakenflickerintheirtailasmuscular groundguardsusherthembackintoaholeatthebase ofthewalnuttheycameoutof.Halfthesquirrelsabove chitterinasomewhatdisappointedway,glaringatthe otherhalf,wholookbacksmugly.

“Payup,”onesaystotheother,holdingoutboth pawsexpectantly.Similarmotionsrepeatacrossthe branches.Theothersquirrelreluctantlypassesalarge oakacorn.Thefirstsquirreladmiresitappreciatively, thenturnsback,“Doubleornothing?”

“Unfortunatelynot,”hercompanionsighs,“The missusgavemeathree-cornlimitforthemonth.I’m justluckyshedidn'tcutmeoff.”

“Toobad,”thewinnersighs,gingerlysettingthe nutonthebranchbesideher.“I’monastreak.”

“Well,feelfreetojoinanotherpool.Ineedtoget backtowatchthekits.Maplejuststartedtoclimb yesterday,andit’llbeanarchyforthenextfewdays.”

“Yeah,that'satryingtime,”thewinnernodsin response.“Seeyounextmonth,then?”Herbetting partnernodsbeforetakingoffacrossthebranches, leapingfromtreetotreetooutofsight.Shethenturns back,scouringthelimbsforanotherpoorsoultobeat. Hereyeslandonascruffylookingfellow,halfhiddenin theshadowsoftheelmneighboringherown.Lips quirked,shesmoothsherfurbeforescuttlingacrossthe twigsandclimbingdownthetrunktohisside.

“Iseemtolackapartnerforthenextmatch.Betyou afatpinethatthisnextonemakesithalfwaywitha five-secondpausebeforekickingit,"shesays,nodding toaskinnysquirrelbeingdraggedfromthedepthsof thetree.Hisfurismatted,andhiseyesblinkwideat thecrowdabovehim,theninterrorattherockriver beforehim.Herchallengermerelynods,blackeyes sweepingacrossthebranches.“Ah-ah,I’mgoingto needproofofpaymentfirst.Standardguidelines,you know.”Sheflashesarodentgrin.

Shenotestensioninhermark’sjaw,butheslowly pullsoutfourginkgoseeds,atreetopequivalenttoa pinenut.“Hopethisworks,”isallhesays.

“Finalbets!Getyourfinalbetsin!”awell-fed squirrelscreechesfromthesweetgumacrosstherock river.Bothgamblersgazebehindthem,eye-lightsof anotherriverbeastglintingthroughthefoliage.

Thefirstsquirrelcoughsthenasks,“Neverseen youherebefore.Newmigration?”Herpartnernods stiffly,onlyaddingtothetensionintheair.“So,this isn’tyourfirstnutjob?”Sheasks,tailtwitching nervously.

“Youcouldsaythat.”Hiseyesseemtopiercethe veryair,onlypullingherindeeper.She’sabouttoask abouthispreviousringwhentoherrelief,heasks“The racers.Aretheyvolunteers?”

Shesnorts.“Hardly.OldSycamoreoverthereonly takesenemies.Noonewithanybrainswouldeverrisk ithere.We’retheringwiththemostroadkills,”she sayswithanedgeofprideasshegesturestoastern lookingsquirrel.Hisgazeflitsfromthegrayrockriver tothedoeswayingbesidehim.Hercoatgleamswith barkoilandshimmersprettily.Althoughshedances expertly,themysterysquirrelnotesdiscomfortinher back.Hislipscurlfaintlyindisgust,buthecoversitup ashisbettingmateturnsbacktohim.

“ThisSycamorefellow,”hebeginscarefully,“ishe MoonstarSycamore,theinfamousnutboss?”Hetries toremainasnonchalantaspossible.

“Well,betweenyouandme…”theothersquirrel leansandwhispers,foolishlyeager,“He’snotcalledthe SilverClawfornoreason,ifyouknowwhatImean.” Shegiveshimaconspiratorialwink.Hestuffsdownhis satisfactionattheconfessionandquicklyturnshis attentionbacktothedarkrockriverasthescrawny lookingsquirrelisshovedontotheroughsurfacejustas agreatwhitebeastroundsthebend,not1000paces fromwheretheracertrembles.

Whilehispartnerandalltheothergamblerslookon eagerly,frothingforblood,thesquirrelturnsaway, discreetlywhisperingintoanacorncapundertheguise ofgrooming.

“Yougetallthat?”

“Ohyeah.OldSilverClawwon’tknowwhathit him.Onyoursignal.”

Thesquirrelpullsoutasharprocksplinterhehad beenconcealingbehindhim.“WoodlandGuard!You areallunderarrest!Layyourpawsflatonthebarkin frontofyou.”Squirrelsacrossthebrancheschitter alarm.Somecomply,otherstrytomakeabreakforit, onlytobecorneredbybuffsquirrelsbearingsimilar spiresdroppingfromabove.Asilverhairedsquirrel leapsandlandsbesidetheundercoverguardastwo otherswrestleSycamore,bindinghislimbswithvine.

“Anotherbust,Moss?You’llbemadechiefforthis.”

“Abuckcandream,Knot.”

Hiscompatriotchuckles.“Wannabet?” MegFinger ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 9thGrade,CatherineCox

NINTHGRADE POETRY

Theclocksounds, Signalingthebeginningofteatime. Subjectivityisacurse,sothesecreaturesdrinktheirtea Atthesamehouraseveryoneelse. Itwaswrittenonthetreeoutside, Sotheyabide.

Thetreeenjoysherteatimeaswell, Becauseifshedidn’t,thenhersapwouldceasetoexist, Andwithoutsap,downshewouldgo, Choppedupandreconfiguredtoformaladder. Perhapsforthecreaturestosettheircupson, Whiletheywaitedforthemilktobebroughtout.

Theclocksoundsagain,butthistimeitdoesnotstop. Forthetreeregainedherbranches Thathadbeenlosttothemechanicsoftheclock.

Thetreedecreesteatimewillbeallthetime, Sothecreaturesabide.

SophieBerestecky

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 9thGrade,CatherineCox

Frigidwind

Blowingleavesinacircularmotion

Hawksoaringinthewind

Leavescrashingdowntotheground

Leavesarecrunchinglikechips

Schoolchildrenpilingleaves

Leapinginwithjoy

Copycatschoolchildrenpilingleavestoo

Thewind,ahowlthatcutsthenight, Throughbendingtrees,ittakesitsflight. Withfuryfierce,itsweepstheland, Avoiceofspirits,oldandgrand.

Itwhisperssecrets,darkanddeep, Thatonlyearthandshadowskeep. Attimesitroars,againstthehush, Arestlessforce,aprimalcrush.

Ittugsatworlds,bothstillandworn, Unsettlingallthat’sbeenreborn. Aconstantbreath,arestlesssound, Thatmovesbeneath,above,around.

Underneaththehowlingsky, Theearthstirs,asmomentsfly. Thewind,itseeks,ithunts,itroams, Asearchingsoulwithoutahome.

ZoeyLane SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 9thGrade,JordanBaysore

JUSTAMOMENT

Outsideonawarmsummerday

Thebreezeblowing Thebirdschirping Thebeesbuzzing

Thesunshiningdown

Sittingontheporchwithyou

Holdingoncarefullytoeachwordyousay

Yourockinginyourfavoritechair Themomentonlylastsafewminutes

Butitfeelslikeasecond Wishingitcouldlastalifetime

Theysaythatyounevermisssomethinguntilit’sgone Iguessthat’strue Iwishyouwerehere

IwishIcouldlistentoyouagain

Justonemoretime

IamsothankfulforthattimeIhadwithyou

EventhoughIwishforjustamomentlonger

AlexandriaWestmoreland

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 9thGrade,JordanBaysore

ILIED

IliedaboutwhyIhadtremblinghands IliedwhenIcanceledAllmyplans IliedwhenIsaidtherewasn’ttearsinmywaterline AndIliedwhenIsaidIwasfine ButI'vehaditwiththeliessoI’llcomeclean IgotstressedandthatwasthereasonIwasmean Igotanxiousandthat’swhyIpushedyouaway Ididn’twanttomakeplansbecauseIhadn’tleftmy houseindays

I’mscaredofwhat’soutofmycontrol andbeingaheadandhavingittogetherismylifegoal BeingabletoachievethatisharderthanIthought Ifailedtothinkaboutwhathardshipslifebrought Ican’thelpmyfamilywhowilldieoneday Ican’thelpthatmyfriendsonedaywillgoaway WhenIsayI’mscaredofdeathIdon’tmeanme Imeanmyfriendswhowantittoend Imeanthosecarsontheroadadjacenttomyfamily ImeanthosepeoplewhoIdon’tevenknowwhoarein danger

Butthisworldisjustfullofhatredandanger That’ssomethingIcannotfix Sowhyworryaboutitifit’sjustpartoftheexperience AndWell,Itry Butthat’sthewholereasonIhavetolie

TWOCANBETOOMUCH

Twodaysistoomuchtobeawayfromyourfamily Itcausesyoutoworry Twohoursistoomuchtimetoeatbreakfast Itstopsyoufromgettingtowork Twosecondsistoomuchtosayasingleshortword Itwouldmakeasentenceinawhile.

Twobooksistoomuchtoexplainsomethingsimple Itmakesyoureadtoomuch Twoessaysistoomuchtowriteonthebasicshapeofa square Itbringstoomuchtomind Twosentencesistoomuchtoexplaintheresultofa coinflip Itstallstheresults.

TACOBELL

TacoBell,you’realwaysthere, Latenightruns,we’veallbeenthere. Crunchy,cheesy,saucybliss, Abiteofjoywecan’tresist. BajaBlastandFireSauceheat, Theperfectmatch,atastytreat. Softorcrunchy,wedon’tcare, TacoBell,you’rebeyondcompare.

BaileeChandler

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 9thgrade,JordanBaysore

THEWILD

Iwanttobeinthewild; Wheretheanimalsarefree; Wherethemossgrowsonthetrees; Wherethesilencehasmeaning; Whereyoucanhearyourheartbeating;

Iwanttobeinthewild; WhereIcanbeananimalagain; WhereI'mfreeuntilmyend; WhereIcanliveoninstinct; Whereeverylivingthingislinked;

Iwanttobeinthewild; WhereIcantastefear; WhereIcantrulydisappear; WhereIcanreturntothecyclewhenIdie; WheretoeverythingI'llbetied;

Iwanttobeinthewild; Wheremycorpsewillbeconsumed; Whereeverypartofmewillbereused; Wherethewildcantakeme; Andmakesomethingofbeauty; Iwanttobeinthewild; WherewhenIdieIwon'tbetrappedinabox; Wheremyboneswilllieontherocks; Wheretheywillcrumbletodust; Whereeverythingthathappensissomethingthat must;

Iwanttobeinthewild; WhereIcanbefree; WhereIcanletthewildchoosewhathappenstome; WhereIcanletgo; WhereIcanbepartofthenaturalflow;

Iwanttobeinthewild; WhenIinevitablydieoneday; ReturnmetothewildwhereIcandecay; WhereIcanreturntothecycle; WhereIcanaidinthewild’ssurvival;

JolienBaxter OoltewahHighSchool

9thGrade,MelanieCollins

RIVALSTOROSES

Standingherewhereweusedtofightinrage Webuiltseparatewallsuphighandsound Buttheseasonschangeandrearrange Nowwe'residebysidewatchingthemfalldown

Everystolenglanceinacrowdedroom LingerlongereachtimetillIstarttobelieve

EverytimeIchoosetoletmyhopesbloom

Justtowatchthemdielikeautumnleaves

I’moverthesemomentscaughtonrepeat We'vedancedarounditlongerthanIcanallow Thesemonthsfeelendlessstuckonthissamebeat Sotakethisleapwithmerighthererightnow

Here’smyconfessionpleaseletthisberight Wouldithurttodreamoutloudtonight

LiviBarnes

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 9thGrade,HannahHale

A“WICKED”SONNET

InOz,wheremagicrisesandthewitchflies Atalefoldsforthegreenedskinonewithtwistedfate Elphaba,withalotofforceinhereyes Awickedheart,oramisunderstoodstate

Glindawithherblondehairandbubblycheer WhileElphiebecomesawareandstandsherground Theirbond,soabnormalbringsloveandfear

Inaworldwherenorealpeacecanbefound

TheWickedwitch,thoughfearedisbraveandstrong Sheshowshowthingsaren’tsoclear Sheholdsherown,whenallofOzseemswrong Thethinlinesbetweengoodandbadslowlydisappear.

InOz,thetruthliesintheend Whereevenwickednessfindsafriend

KhloeeCrutcher

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 9thGrade,HannahHale

THEFEELOFWINTERINNATURE

Therollingtide,likewhispersinthenight, Whileseagullscallanddanceuponthesky, Insunlight'sglow,thewatersshinesobright, Alongtheshores,thecouplesdanceinreply.

Theoceanstretchesfarbeyondoursight, Withwavesthatcrashandfoamalongtheshore. Thenervesofthewaterreallyfight, Youneverknowwhatithasinstore

Witheverywavethatkissessoft,warmsand, Theoceansingsalullabysosweet, Aschildrenlaughandplay,handinhand, Innature’sspace,whereearthandwatermeet.

Thebreezemakesmeplantmyfeetontheground, Wewatchasthesandcastlesfallfromtheirmound.

AshlynnGrooms

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 9thGrade,HannahHale

Thegentleoceanwavesatmidnightcrash

Thegorgeousmoonlightontheoceanshines

Thegentletintoflightblueandsilverflash

Themidnightcloudsdisplayourlovers’signs

Hiswhispereddreamsfloatgentlythroughtheair

Thewhite-washedsandgrowswarmerashelay

Hisfacelitupbeneaththemoonlight’sglare

Theoceanbreezedriftsgentlythroughhisbay

Themidnightwaves,darkblue,embracehisform

Themoonwasmirroredinhislipsandeyes

Heslowlyturnedtoseemefeelingwarm

Twohearts,justlikeoceanwater,allies

Likeconstellationsmirroredinseaglassbelow

Ourlovereflectsthestars’eternalglow

AdhvikaPrakasam

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 9thGrade,HannahHale

Thestarspartforhergloriousform

Theshoregoesdryastheseareachesout Abeautythatcouldcalmthestrongeststorm Herloverwaitsbelowpatient,devout

Seaspullawayfromthehatefullandscape

Crashingwaves,anewloveisborn

Heavenlymother,thenightishercape

Thedaydividesthemasobjectsofscorn

“Myloveistrue,”thewaterssingduringthenight Moonlightshivers,tearsfalldownfromhereyes Nomatterhowshetries,shestillfeelsplight Theseacriedwithher,feelingherdemise

Thesunwillcomeup,risehighinthesky Alovesoforbidden,withoutknowingwhy

JordynTodd

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 9thGrade,HannahHale

OTENNESSEETHYTENNESSEE

OTennesseethyTennessee, Sweeptheeawaylikethyfallleaves, Forlovesoundssosweetinabookreadinatree, TakemeawayintheOldSmokiestoo, OnapicnicwhereIlookattheskysoblue,

OTennesseethyTennessee Thrutreetopsandhilltops,mountaintopsandtable tops, Myreverencefortheeisthruandthru, Taketheetothyfalls,Fosterwouldbegreat, Ortaketheetothylakes,tothatDouglasforIwillnot hesitate.

ByTennesseemyTennessee MyfriendIwillgobutbebacksoon, ForIwillbegoneforacouplemoons, FortheeneedstoleavetofindsomethingIneed, Foritisadegree.

BACKSPOTS

Youseethetop, Wayupthere, Flyinglikeabird, Flippinginmidair.

Butnooneevernotices Thespotsstandingintheback. Insignificantandunseen, Pickingupthebases’slack.

Totheaudience,abackspot Isnoamazingsight. Instead,theywatchtheflyer, Ashootingstarinflight.

Yetwheneverthetop Tripsorfallsdown, Thebackspot’sthere Betweenthemandtheground.

AMEMORYISMORETHANYOUTHINKITIS

Amemoryis-morevaluablethangoldAndmorepreciousthansilverAmemoryislikeadream-exceptadreammayfade afteryouwake-

ButamemorystaysandlivesonUnlikethepossessionsyoumaycherishinthisworldAmemoryisforever-

Amemoryismorethanyouthinkitis.

AmemorycaninspireandimpactchoicesIfnotforamemory-howcouldyoumakedecisions basedonyourexperiences?

Amemoryismorethanyouthinkitis.

AmemoryisuniquetoyouAnyonecantellastoryofamemory-butyouhave yourownperspectiveYourperspectiveisimportantandiscapableof changingtheworldAmemoryismorethanyouthinkitis. MyaGuge HilgerHigherLearning

TENTHGRADE PROSE

CREATIVITYTAKESTIME

Dearwritingteachers,youtellmecreativitytakestime, althoughmyassignmentistowriteapoemwithinone week'snotice.Mycreativityisnotaswitchyoucanturn onwithaflick;itdoesn'tflowfrommelikeclearwater bytheturnofafaucet.Inthedepthsofme,nothingis poetic,nothingscreamsbeautyoranger,nothingsays anything.YetImustfindsomethingtheleastbit eligibletoturnin.Idon'tdoitforthegrade;Idoit becauseIlovepoetry,andI'dbedisrespectfultothrow wordsonpaperandcallitpoetry.Thebeautifulart wouldbeusedinvain.Mydesiretoproducesomething meaningfulandthepressuresofdeadlinesaremy burden.I'vededicatedeveryhourandeverybreath everylateandearlyhourtoletmythoughtsrunto everycornerofmymind,searchingforapoetic thoughtthatmightmakesomethingbetterthana grade,somethingthatmightmakeart.Youknowthe artinthemuseumsisn'talwaysspectacularorperfect; asamatteroffact,youdon'talwaysknowwhatyou're lookingat,butyetitilluminatesafeelinginyou,and youmaylookatitdifferentlythanothersorgeta differentfeelingthanthem,butit'safeeling,Iwantmy poetrytobelikethatart,atapestryofemotion,happy, sad,Iwantsomeonesomewheretofeelwhentheyread thewords.Imayspend10,20,or30days,months,or yearsjustwritingasinglepoemthatpeopleadmire;yes, somecanwritebeautyin10minutes,butthatisnotme, andIamnotinspiredbythefallofaleaforthebreeze inthetrees.

Yetyoutellmetobecreative,forheaven'ssake;whatis ityouwishfromme,toreplacemycreativitywith someoneelse's.Tohaveanger,Idonotfeel.Tospeak ofbeauty,I'venotseen.Withtime,withasmuchtime asitmaytake,Ishallseethings,hearthings,and somethingmaysparkinspirationwithinme.Simplya weekofpacingfloorsgivesmeadullsenseoffailure,as ifIshouldbemoreinnovativethanIam,totakemore thanIhave.WillIeverbeframe-worthyorsomething morethanafewemptywordsonpaper?Ifarttookno time,museumswouldbefloodedwithartwork,but woulditbecreative?It'dbeanotherpiece;Idon'twant tobejustanother.Creativityisanintrinsicpartofour identity,notmerelysomethingwecanturnonandoff atwill.Valuethepieceandvaluethetimespentmaking it;itisnotonlyarttocreatesomethingbeautifulbutto seesomethingbeautiful;Iseetimespentonanypiece asbeautifulbecauseitshowscreativity,notperfection, orhowquicklyitwasdone.Dearteachers,ittakestime, soifyouwantcreativity,pleasestoprushingme.

THELONELYROAD

“There’sbeenanotherone,”Johncalledfromthe doorwayofAnna’soffice.

Withasigh,Annalookedupfromthefileonher desk,removingherglassesasshedid,“Isthere anythingdifferentaboutthisonefromtheothers?”She didn’tlookhopeful,butthensheneverdid.Everycase wasthesame.Emptycarswerefoundintheexactsame spotontheroad.Therewerealwaystwovictims.

JohnsetanevidencebagonAnna’sdeskandsettled intothechairacrossfromher.“JaneSandlerand JessicaWilliams.Theydidapodcastandweredoinga storyonwhattheycalled‘TheLonelyRoad.’That’s thenametheygavetheroadwherethevictimshadbeen found.Theyhadacameraintheircar.”

“Haveyouwatchedthefootageyet?”Annasaid. “Notyet.Iwaswaitingforyou.”Johnsettledback inhischair.

Thescreenshowedthefullmoonilluminatingthe cloudssurroundingit,burningthemawaywithitslight. Youcouldglimpseitthroughthetreesastheydrove thelonelyroadatdusk.Theskydarkenedwithevery passingminute.Suddenlyadarkfigureappearedonthe roadinfrontofthecar.Thecarscreechedtoastopand thefigureextendedahand.Thescreenwentblack.

“Whatwasthat?”Annaexclaimed,backingupthe footagetopauseonthedarkfigure.Shesquinted,but couldn’tmakeoutthefigurethroughtheblurry camerafootage.

“Howfarapartarethedisappearances?”Johnsaid, movingtotheboardinthecornerwiththecase information.

“Aboutamonth,why?”Annasaid,stillsquintingat thefigureonthescreen.

“Therewasafullmoonthatnight.Allthe disappearancesoccurredamonthapart.Couldbe connected.”

“Whatlikesomekindofcult.Iknowwe’vethought thatbeforebuttherehasbeennoevidenceofoccult activityintheareas.Nothingconnectingthevictims.” Annashookherhead,“It’sanotherdeadend.We shouldtryandfigureoutwhatthiscreatureis.”

“Nothingconnectingthevictims,butwhatifthe mooncycledoes.”WhenAnnastilldidn’tlook convinced,Johnadded,“It’sworthlookinginto.”

“Fine,”Annastartedtypingonhercomputer,“I’m lookingupalistofallthefullmoondatesinthepast year.Let’sseehowmanymatch.”

Johnlookedtriumphant.“Okay,thefirstonewason Januarytwenty-fifth.”Annagavehimathumbs-up. “Februarytwenty-fourth?Marchtwenty-fifth?”Anna noddedforallofthem.Theywentthroughthelistuntil theyfoundthatallelevenmurdersoccurredduringthe fullmoon.

“Sothatmeansthenextmurderwilloccuron Decemberfifteenth.Wehavetobethere.”Annashook herhead,“Wejusthavetobecareful,incasewe’re next.”

Amonthlater,Annasatonthesideofthe roadwaitingforJohntoshowup.Heplannedtodrive tothisspotandpretendtobeavictim.

Annawouldthenjumpoutandquestionthefigure beforeitcouldtakeJohn.

Sheleanedback,ignoringthecoldseepingthrough her,andlookedupatthemoon.Itwasbright,lighting upthescenebeforeher,burningawaythewispyclouds infrontofit.Inthedistance,sheheardJohn’scarand pulledoutthegunfromwhereitsatatherwaist.As John’scarcameintoviewabrightlightflashedanda figurestoodbeforethecar.Johnslammedonhisbrakes andAnnaranoutinfrontofthecarscreaming,“Stop! police!”

Johncameoutofhiscar,guninhand,andstood besideAnna.Annacouldmakeoutthatthefigurewas humanoid,butnoteventhelightofthemooncould penetratethedarknessthatseemedtoseepfromthe creature.Thecreaturepausedforamomentbefore extendingahandandspeaking,inavoicehoarsefrom disuse,“Finally.”

AnnalookedtowardsJohnbeforesteppingforward andsaying,“Didyoutakethesepeople?”

Thefiguresteppedforward,armstillextended, “Theygottooclose.”

Wherearethey?”Annatookastepback,pulling Johnwithher,“Whatdidyoudotothem?”The creatureindicatedthetendrilsofdarknessseepingfrom himandAnnacouldmakeoutfaintscreamscoming frominsidethefigure.Horrorfloodedthroughheras sherealizedwhatitmeant.“Whatareyou?”

“Icrashedhere,onthisplanet,inthisrevoltingspot. I’vebeenstuckeversince.Icanonlychargemyship withthesoulsofinnocentscollectedwhenthemoonis full.Ineedtwenty-four.

Ihavetwenty-two,luckilytwoinnocentsoulsjust happenedalongmypath,tryingtostopme.”Withthat, thecreaturelungedtowardsthem.Thetendrilsof darknessextended,surroundingthetwodetectivesand closinginfast.

“Whatdowedo?”Johncried,pointinghisgunat theclosingdarkness.

Annalookedaroundforagapintheshadowsbut couldn’tfindone.Movingtowardstheplacewherethe tendrilsseemedtobecomingfrom,shestrainedher eyes.Shedidn’tknowifthiswouldworkbutshehadto try.

“Whatareyoudoing,Anna?”Johnscreamedfrom wherethedarknesswasinchesawayfromhim.Not takinghereyesfromthespotwhereshewassurethe creaturewas,sherealizedthatifthiswasgoingtowork, shehadtoactnow.

There!Rightinthemiddleofthetendrils,curved fingers.Shelungedforthecreatureandtackledhimto theground.Thetendrilsdisappearedandthecreature screamed.Itsfleshwasturningredandpuffy.She threwherselfbackwardandthecreatureexplodedina balloflight.Peeringoutfromwheresheshieldedher eyes,shesawthatwherethecreaturehadbeenstooda groupofpeople.Smilingshegottoherfeet.The victims!

“Youdidit,”Johngaspedfrombehindherandshe smiled.Alltwenty-twovictimsweresafe.

THEBRAVESTTHING.

Braveryisaparticularlyhardconceptbecausemost peopledon’treallyunderstandit.Thosethatdoare usuallyintimidatedbyit.ThankstoAvengers, Predator,andtheaction/adventuregenreasawhole, stupidity(or“fearlessness”)isoftenmistakenfor courage.Thishascausedustosubconsciouslythinkof peopleasbeingbraveorbeingacoward.Onsomelevel itistruethatsometendtowardsthefightresponse whileotherstaketoflight.However,thisthought processcanbecomeaproblembecauseitessentially eliminatesthepossibilityofpersonalgrowth.

Nooneisjustbrave,orjustacoward.Everychoicewe makebringsusclosertooneortheother.Everyonehas flaws.Moreimportantly,everyonehasfears,whichsaid flawsfeedoffof.Ifyou’reabeliever,butyou’re terrifiedofnotfittingin,thoseinsecuritieswilltryto wormtheirwayintoeverythought.WheretheMind goestheheartwillfollow,soprettysoonyou’llfind yourselfsubmittingtopeerpressure.Itmayseem insignificant,butthisisthetruestformofcowardice. Theselittlechoicesformhabits.Onceyou’reusedto takingtheeasywayoutofsmallproblemsyou’llfind yourselfdoingthesameinimportantones.

Themostimportantthingaboutcourageisthatitisa choice.Thechoicetoputyourfearsasideevenwhen youdon’twantto(youneverwill),becauseyouknow somethingelseismoreimportant...

Thethingaboutchoicesisyoucanchangethemany time.Atsomepointineveryone'slife,theyrealizethey havechosenthecoward'swayout.Theyspiralbecause theythinkthatthey’restuckwiththesechoices.We’re not.Wearefree.WearefreetochooseGodatany secondonanyday.Therewillalwaysbeconsequences forgoodandbadchoices,buttherewardsaresweeter whenyourconscienceisclear.Thebravestthinga personcandoismakethelittlechoicesright.

ANEWLIFE

Elizabethkneltonthecarpet,alargecardboardbox ofornamentslyingopeninfrontofher. Assheunwrappedadarkblueglassornament,atear sliddownherpalecheek.Sherememberedhowher husbandhadhandedhertheornamentjustthelast year,hiseyestwinkling.

ThegoldendrawingonitofMary,Joseph,and BabyJesushadglistenedinthedimlightcomingfrom theChristmastree.

“Igotthisforyou,Iknowyoulovecollecting ornaments.”hehadsaidearnestly.

Now,thisornamentmeantmorethananythingto her.Shethumbeditssmoothglasssurface,hertears fallingfreely.

“Mommy?”

Elizabethturnedslowly,wipingthetearsfromher eyes.

“Yes,Will?”

“Whyareyoucrying?”

“Oh,It’snothing.”

“ButMommy,Idon’twantyoutocry!”Fearful tearsescapedtheeyesofthefive-year-old.

ElizabethsighedandgatheredWillintoahug.

“ImissDaddy.”Will’smuffledvoicebroughtmore stingingtearstohereyes.

“Metoo.Butlet'snotdwellonthepast,comeon, helpmehangtheornamentsonthetree.”

Theverysamethingshetoldhersonnottodoshe didherself...

Buthowcouldsheforgetwhathappenedjustafew monthsago?Howcouldsheerasethememoryofher husband’sface,drawnwithpain,ashelayhelplesson thehospitalbed?Shewearilyhungtheornamentson thetreeasitsplasticsmellmadeherfeellightheaded.

Afterhangingthelastornament,shelookedaround hermessyhouse.Cardboardboxeswerestrewnacross thefloor.Lunch’sdirtyplateswerelyingchaoticallyin thekitchensink,andthecat’sfoodbowllayonitsside, itscontentsspilledalloverthebrownceramictiles. Threemonthsago,thekitchenwouldhavebeen spotless.Thediningtablechairswouldn'thavebeen scatteredacrosstheroom.Butthatwasallbecause Keith,herhusband,wouldhavebeencominghome fromwork.Butshedidn’tcareaboutthehouse’s appearancesincehe'dnevercomehomeagain.

“Gramma!”Suddenly,Willwasrunningtothe doorasthedoorbellsangoutinitscheeryvoice.

“Hello,Mom.”Elizabethfranticallyattemptedto fixhertangled,brownhairandsmoothenthewrinkles onherkhakipants.

“Elizabeth,howareyoudoing?”Elizabethnoticed hermother’sconcernedface.

“Surviving.”Elizabethtriedtosmilebutfailed miserably.

“Well,you’resettinguptheChristmastree,that’s good.”

“Justtryingtobringsomehappinessintothe gloom,butitisn’tworking.”Shesighed. Mothersmiledgently.“Ibroughtsomebread.”

“Icantell.”Theheavenlyscentoffreshlybaked breadhelpedcomfortElizabeth.

“So,haveyoubeentochurchlately?”Motherasked casually.

“NotsinceKeithdied.”

“Elizabeth,youshouldgo.Itwillhelpyou.”

“Idon’tneedhelp.”

“Elizabeth,listen.Youneedhelp,andonlyGodcan giveit.Lookatyou!Irememberwhenyouwerea teenager,yourhairwasneveramess,yourroomwas alwayscleanandorganized,andtheshadeswerealways up,lettinginthelife-givingsunshine!Nowlookat yourself!”

Elizabethcouldn'ttakeitanymore.Shesatdownin achairandsobbed.

“I–Ijustcan’t–livewithouthim!” Willrantohismotherandwrappedhischubbyarms aroundherleg.“I’maliveMommy,you’realivetoo. AndDaddyisn’there.”

ElizabethsmiledatWillsadly.Hesomehowknew howtobrightenupeventhesomberestday. MotherwalkedtothebookshelfandfoundaBible. Withthesleeveofhergreencottonblouse,shebrushed awaythedustthathadsettledafterthreemonthsofno use.

“Oh,Gramma!Canyoupleasereadmethestoryof DavidandGoliath?Mommydoesn’twanttoreaditto meanymore…”Will’slightgreeneyeslooked pleadinglyupathisGrandma.

Elizabethsmiledsadly.Itwastrue.Shewanted nothingtodowithGodanymore.

“Well,whataboutreadingitlater?Iwanttoshow yourmommysomething.”Motherlaughed. “Okay.”Will’sfreckledfacelookeddowncast.

ThesoundoftheBiblepagesflippingbroughtback painfulmemoriesinElizabeth’smind.Keithhad alwaystriedtofindmeaninginhislifeinmanyplaces. Hehadtriedalmosteveryreligionandfinallyhad landeduponChristianity.HeboughtaBibleandbegan toreaditeverynightinbed.Butsincehisdeath,his Biblehadlaidunused.Shehadtriedtoforgetallthese memories,buttheyhurtherdeeply.

“Psalms55:22says,‘Castthyburdenuponthe Lord,andheshallsustainthee:Heshallneversuffer therighteoustobemoved.’Elizabeth,”Motherlooked intoherdaughter’sdeepblueeyes,“PraytoGod,He willtakeallyourburdens.Hewillhelpyouhealifyou giveitalltoHim.”

Suddenly,Elizabethremembered.

WhenKeithwasinthehospitalafterthecarcrash, hetoldmesomethinghesaidIwasnevertoforget.Yet Istillforgot.I’vebeentoobusywithmygriefto remember.Hesaid,“IfIdie,pleasemakesureyou followGod’spaths,Eliza.I’msureit’sthetruth.Take Willtochurch.Please.”

Elizabethfingeredthemangowoodtable.Shefelt hermindwasfightingagreatwar.

“I’llthinkaboutit.”Shestoodupandstumbledto herbedroom,tearsburninghereyes.

Shegrabbedafauxfurblanketanddroppedonto herbed;memoriesshehadbeentryingsohardto forgetflashingthroughhermind.Thewonderful vacationstheyhadtogether.Theencouragingwordshe spokewhenshewasfeelingdown.Elizabethgaveup tryingnottothinkaboutKeith.Shejustlethermind driftfrommemorytomemory.

Will’sdistantgiggleashelistenedtoastoryfrom Motherbroughtherbacktoreality.Keithhadalways wantedtogotochurchbutneverhadthechanceto. Elizabethtookadeepbreathandstoodupslowly. “I’lldoitforKeith,”Elizabethwhisperedwith determination,“I’llgotochurch.”

EPIDEMICSINPHOTOGRAPHY

Amaninoxidizedarmorheavesagainsttheocean sway.Helungesfortheairlockhandleandenters.Inthe mirrorabove,hisgraystubbleandwrinklesreflect unpleasantly.Todayhasbeenslow:thesirensarequiet, thefisharedocile,andtreasureisslim.Hisonlyfindwas atiarafragmentfilledwithtinyemeraldssurelymadeof paste.Hetossesitinthepileonhiswaytodinner.

Thecraftcontainsmanylargewindowsof indestructibleglass,thoughthelowerdecksonlyhave smallportholes.Thegrandceilingisentirely transparent.Walkingaroundupthere,onemightgetthe impressionheisfloatingaimlesslyandalonethroughthe ocean.Artificialsunlightfloodseachroom.Itgivesthe oceanaperpetualsenseofnighttimeincontrast.

Hehasspentsomanysighsinthesehalls,andthey stillechowitheachfootstep;thatis,ifhecanhearthem. Quietissorareinsidesubmarines.Wheneachsoundcan rollawayanddissolveintothewaterlikeitneverexisted, peopletendtofillthesilence.

Somethingiswrongtoday.

Heknowsitthemomenthewalksinthecanteen, wheremurmursfermentinsteadoflaughter.Thedivers arecrowdedaroundtheglassindrovessolargehecan’t seewhatthey’relookingat.

Someoneatthefrontofthecrowdshouts,“Ghost!”

Someoneelseyells,“Awomanofunearthlybeauty!”

Someoneshovinghiswaytothefrontgasps,“That’s mywife!”

Themansighsagainandturnsbacktothehall.The youngermenoftenmistakesirensforwomen.Theylearn withtime.

Heisn’thungryenoughtodealwiththeirnonsense andreturnstothebarrackstogotosleepearly.Hekisses thephotoofClarissalikealwaysandcollapsesintobed, notbotheringtoremovehisgrayuniform.Andasnight bearson,theothermenstreamin,kissingtheirown memoriesgoodnight.

Thenextdayisamaintenanceday,andhewishesit wasn’t.Theothersclaimtherearemultiplewomen swimmingoutthere,allsayinghellothroughportholes. Fourdifferentmenclaimtohaveseentheirwivesand sweethearts,respectively.Heshakeshishead,wondering ifbacteriahascreptinandmadethecrewdelirious.Or maybeit’saman’sgoodnaturetoseekwomenoftime— especiallymenwhohavebrineforbloodandsometimes can’timaginewhataladylookslike.Maybeit’sno differentthanstaringatwomenpreservedin photographyforhoursonend.Onhiswalktobedthat nighthewatchesthewater’spathofpearlythings,and maybewomentoo.

Severalmendrownthemselvesthroughouttheweek. Itisn’tright.Everyonewhoseesthesephantomsswear theyaren’tsirens.Noneofthesignsarepresent.Still, thecaptainannouncesthatthesirenshaveevolvednew methodsoftrickery,andnewregulationswillbereleased soon.

Helaysonhiscot,turningoverpastshemusthave livedbeforethesubmarine.Thosewhispersofhopethat fillthesubmarinelately,ofwomenlonggonechasing theirloverstothedepths…theymakehimthink.

Hemisseslovemorethananything anembracewas justaswarmasthesun’srays.Submarinesareforbitter men.Butmemoriesneverspoil,hesupposes,tracing Clarissa’sfacefrozeninjoy.

Herpeachycomplexion,lustroushair,starryeyes… Hestartles.

Intheglass,thereisawomanwithapeachy complexionandlustroushairandstarryeyes.

Helooksbetweenthephotographandherspecter laughingandswimmingaboutinapurewhitegown. Hisbunkmateleansdown.“Soyou,believeusnow, huh?”

“Shhh.”

“Alright.”Heretreats.

Sheswirlsaroundindelicatepatterns,reachingto him.

“Whydidyou…”Hisvoicecracks.

Hispalmoutstretchestomatchhers.Shewaves goodbye.

“Don’tgo,”hebegs.

Butshedriftslikesand,andreappearsinanother porthole.Heleapsoverhiscottothenext,shovingthe maninsidetotheground.Thebarrackseruptinchaos. Hegripsthesill.Hereyesdon’tmeethis.Shewaxesinto awispyblonde.Clarissaisgone.Hewhipshishead around thewholecabinisgatheredbehindhim.

Balancingonthebackboardisapictureofthesame blonde,smilingonthebeach.Hesighs.

Theshapeshifter’sfacecontortsinhorror.He smashesthepictureframe.Theownerofthephotolets outastrangledcry.Unflinching,heripsthephoto.The imitationblistersanddissolves.

What’sleftofherflipsovertothenextportholeand stretchesClarissa’sskinoverherself.Heleapsand watchesherhypocritefaceburnashetearshiskeepsake photoapart.

“Everyone!”heshouts.“Destroyyourphotos!Rip themup,throwtheminthefurnace!” Helaysdown,tryingtoblockouttheirprotests. Theordergoesoutthenextmorning.All throughoutthesubmarine,onecanheartheraresound ofcrudemenweeping.Hundredsofphotos,colorand chrome,grainyandpristine,arelost.Andsoaremany womenofmanyeras,dyingmanydeathsoutinthe blue.Thecurseislifted,butnoonecheers.

Hesitsonhisbedallthistime,staringinto approximatelynothing.Hertornfacelaysinhispalm, andtearsstainthethreadsofherweddingdress.

Ayoungermanapproacheshim.“Youknowalot aboutsirens,Iguess.”

“Itwasn’tasiren.Youallwereright,”hesighsin response.

“Thenhowdidyouknowtodestroythephotos?”

“It’sjustamemoryepidemic.I’veseenitonce before.Thattime,wehadtothrowoutouroldfriends fromthesurface.”

“Idon’tseewhatyoumean.”

“It’shardtoexplain,”hesays,wavingtheyoung manaway.

Andastheylostthesunandpolitesocietyandcomfort, nowthey’velostwomentoo.Therearenowomendown intheocean.Butwasn’titnicetopretendforawhile? hethinks.Wasn'titnicetokeepthemsafein photographs?Wasn’tit?

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 10thGrade,CatherineCox

TENTHGRADE POETRY

“WHATICAN’TBE”

Itrytoclothemyselfinbowsandribbons. BecausewithoutthemIwouldjustbewearinglinen.

AndIknowsilkisfiction. Forthosewhoaffordasinglepersimmon.

Soabowwillworktohidemyuncertainties. Andribbonstodisguisemyinsecurities.

Maybethenpeoplewillbelieve. Iamworthwhattheyfinallysee.

MadelineJarrett

ChattanoogaChristianSchool 10thGrade,CamillePlatt

WAKING

Iwokeupthismorning,gently Brushedahandovermycurtains

Andfellinloveagain.

Thistimenotwiththeboydownthestreet Whoshareshisfencewithmine, OrthecashierattheGas'NGojustdowntheroad. Ifellinlovewiththelightasitdrippedthroughmy window,

Withtheswayingtreesoutside

Andtheice-tintedstreetsunderacloudedsun.

Ifellinlovewithaneternalstretchofblueskyand greengrass

Waveringunderthebreeze, Meadows,

Themailmanashehobbledoutofhisvan Andanoldwomanlaboringalongthesidewalk, hunchedoveracane.I

FellinlovewitheveryoneI'venevermet. Ifellinlovewithmymother'scadence, Howearlymyfatherwenttosleep, Withthewaymydogcoweredinthedarkandhowmy catstretcheditspawupwards

Totouchthelight,likeAdamreachingforGod. Ifellinlovewiththeworldagain

Thewayachildfallsinlovewithdew-strickenladybugs

Clamberingalongthesidewalk. Ifellinlovelikebitingconcrete, Metallicbloodpoolingunderyourlip, Toooverwhelmingtofeel.

Iwokeupthismorningandranmyhandovermyface, Whole,here,now, Watchedthefracturedlighttouchmywallsand Thegreyskyopenup. Iwokeunderclouds ButallIsawwassunshine. IslaWilson

SIX

IfImetmysix-year-oldselftoday, Howwouldthatgo?

WhatwouldIdo?

WhatwouldIsay?

WhatwouldItellher?

WouldIwarnherofthefuture, Ofthebadthingsyettocome?

Or…wouldInottellheraboutthenegativething? WouldIletherbenaive, Tokeephavingfun?

Becausemysix-year-oldselfbelievedthatnooneelse wouldleave.

Shebelievedthattheworldwasapeacefulplace. Wouldsherecognizeherself,wouldsherecognizeour face?

EventhoughI'velearnedsomuchsincethen, Gonethroughsomuchsincethen, And,almost10yearshavepassed… IwouldgiveeverythingIhaverightnow Toviewlifehowshedid,throughhereyes. Idon'tenjoyseeingtheworldforwhatitis. Ithinkthatifshesawitthroughmyeyes,shewouldbe Terrified,Scared,andDisappointed. SoactuallyIdon’tthinkIwouldtellher. Shedoesn'tdeservethat.

Sheneedstobeakidwhileshestillcan, Becauseshereallydidn'tgetthatlong…

THEBATTLEABOVETHECLOUDS

Abovetheskyandtheclouds,aboveitall, Thethunderingaroundme, Thelightningflashes;muzzleflashes, Thesuddenonsetofrigormortis, Thesmellofblackpowderandsmoke, Andthemendeadanddying;whymustthisbe?

TheUnionlinesadvance, TheConfederatemenretaliate, Afreshbrigadefallsandincomesanotherstalemate, Theflagsofbothnationsabovethebattlefield, Onlyonewouldburneventually, Theothershonebrighterthanthemorningsun; Carriedineagle’sbeakandLatinphrase, AmericatheBeautifulthatfallsaswedivide…

Cannonshotsringoutandmyearsgonumb, Theycarednotaboutthemenwhohadtodie! Whohadtodieforwhattheybelieved, Forfreedomortheirrightsunopposed, Butevenso, TheUnionlinespushedagainwithbayonets, Punchedhardandpuncturedrebelchests, Butnotwithoutcasualtiesonbothsides, Evisceratedandlefttodieonthemountain, Thepinnacle;thedomainofGodandHisKingdom, FromwhereHewatcheswithtearyeyes;

Theprimrosepathforpoliticians, Thetrickeryinthefaceofwar,

Theymust’vehearditall, Thefightcontinuedintothenight, Impetuouslybysuccesses, Erraticallybyfailures andsoonenoughJohnnyRebfellback, AndtheUnionsecuredthemount,butatwhatcost? Nearly2000dead,allthoseliveslosttosecureamountain, Thatneverwouldseecombatagain.

“Warneverchanges”, Theysaythatquiteabit, Buttheyarerighttoassumethat;righttobelievethat, BecauseAmericadidn’tchange, Throughthefogandgutsandgrit, Laythesoulsofmenlonglosttotime, Butthatisfine;weneverhadaproblem withcausingwarswhenwewantedto; WithCanada,Mexico,andlaterSpain, Itwasonlyrightthatbythatpoint, Thatweeventuallyfoughteachother.

Soasweleavethisbarrenmountfullofdeathlysilence, Thearbitraryfactorsallpointtowardstheviolence, Andtheworstpartofitallisthatwedonotjustifyit, Weonlypointtowardsourselvesandclaimthatwe’rethe brightest.

BoydBuchananSchool 10thGrade,ElizaCarpenter

BUGCOLLECTOR

ForsolongIhavebeenacollector

Ofoldbottlesofbeautifulthings

IsayI’lltrysomethingbetter

Butmyfavoritefeelingshavewings

Thereissomuchbeautyinexistence

Igoouttogatheritbyday

Iwatchcagedinsectsfromadistance

Tokeepthemfromgoingaway

Ifoundlovelyfragilebutterflies

ThatIchaseandpintoboards

Ifoundflickeringfireflies

Tojarwiththerestofmyhoards

Theyarefleetinglittlecomforts

AllthejoysIhuntalone

Painfindsusboth,despitemyefforts

Ireallyshould’veknown

ForsolongIhavebeenacollector

Ofoldmemoriesofhappythings

TodayI’lltrysomethingbetter becausemyfavoritefeelingshavewings

I’llgoouttothefieldsthisevening

Andreleasethemfrommycruelty

I’llwatchglowingfliesandbeetlesleaving

Andappreciatetheirflitteringbeauty

VioletteFisher

SignalMountainHighSchool

10thGrade,KristinRobertson

REGRETISTHETHINGWITHDARKNESS

Regretisthethingwithdarkness

Thatfollowswhereveryougo

Andonlyshowswhenthesunshines

Notalwaysvisiblebutalwaysthere

Childrenyell,andtrytocatchit

Stomponitwithalltheirmight

Buttheirshadowmoveswiththem

Thatreflectsthetruedarkness

youseenitinmylife

Triedtorunfromit

Butwheneverotherpeopleshine youseetheshadowofregretlookingbackatyou

EllaButterfield

SignalMountainHighSchool

10thGrade,KristinRobertson

“SUMMER’SDAY”

Leavesrustlinginthetrees,blueskiesabove

Moistsoil,crackedclay,anarrayofsubstrate

Rootstwinedintoknotsunderthesurface

Glisteningbeetles,smallasaneedle

Anombreofbirdsflyingrightahead

Forestvinescrawlingupacrookedbranch

Fieldsofvibrantambertulippetals

Dottedcoralwingsofabutterfly

Bouldersalignedinperfectsymmetry

Rayofsunshineilluminatingearth

Lightreflectingoffcrystalclearwater

Swimmingblurofholographicfishscales

Smoothpebblessinking,swooshingsidetoside

Themossygreenshellofaseaturtle

Thisiswhatasummer'sdayis

JadenEgan

SignalMountainHighSchool

10thGrade,KristinRobertson

CALMNESSTHATTHEOCEANBRINGS

Theoceanisaplacewherecalmnesstakesoverstress. Asthewavesrollout,ittakesmyworriesandleavesmy soulatrest.

Asthesaltywaterrushestotheland, Ittakesmyanxiousnesswithitasittakesawaythesand. Thewarmwateroftheoceanonahotsummerday Canmakemefeelanewadventuremaycomemyway.

Andgoingonabikeridethroughthewind Islikeadolphingoingthroughthewateronamorning swim

Awalkonthebeachwhilewatchingwavesrollinone aftertheother

Cantakemymindoffoflittlethingsandalsomy biggesttroubles.

ODETOMYMOTHER

WhenIwasagirl Iwasadreamer Iwasareader Iwasahider Butneveraseeker

Therewasawoman Shewasmyhero Shehadnocape Shewasmyangel Shehadnowings Shewasmyhandtohold AndI’llneverletgo

Shekissedeverybruise,everyskinnedknee Toldmeshelovedmeendlessly WhenIcried,shebrushedawayeverytear WhenIwasscared,shecarriedmethrougheveryfear WhenIfeltlost,herlovewasnear Sheledmeoutoftheguilt,thepain Outofthedarkthathasnoname Handinhand,shebroughtme,andIcame

Outofthedarkness,outofthenight Intothemorning,intothelight Sheshowedmetheway AndnowIhaveaFather I’llletherguidemeaslongasshewill Andwhenshe’sgone,she’llbewithmestill Whenitcomestolove,she’slikenoother

Becauseshe’smymother

EllaGuice HilgerHigherLearning 10thGrade,ShelleyGeorge

THEFOREST’SCURE

Goinghomeafteralongtest, Allflustered,befuddled,andstressed, Nevermindthesaddle–Ijustgetonmyhorse’sback. Weridetowardsnature’sheart, Nothingpeacefuldoesitlack, Nature’sadmirablepieceofart. Thesunsoftlyglowsonmygelding’smane, Settlingtenderlylikeahalo, AsIgavemyhorsefreerein. MillionsofButtercupsalldressedinyellow, Danceinthesoft,calmingbreeze, Makingthemlooksoftandmellow. Abuzzinginmyears–it’sthebees, Onthedelicateflowerstheyland, Thenflythroughthescentedairwithease. Aswetrotthroughthisforestwonderland, Mygeldingtosseshisprettyhead, Andonmylips,theregrowsasmile–Forallmystressandvexationfled. Nature’sgentletouch, Filledwithhappinessandjoy, Makesone’ssorrowsfleewithjustacalming,gentle nudge.

HilgerHigherLearning

10thGrade,ShelleyGeorge

Idon’tknowifI’llevergetusedtomybirthdaysbeingwarm September28th,andtheleavesdon’teven thinkaboutcoloringgold,like womenbeforeadancewhoareyet topicktheirdressesandonlybegin unravelingmakeupfromtissue-wrapped boxes.

AndonlyinNovember doesitbegintolooklikethefall Iwasbornin.

PerhapsI’vejustbeen pretendingtobesixteen,andonly whenthetemperaturedropstoten orelevencelsiuscanIcallmyself older,thetitleI’vegrabbedonto likelichen,andthegirlwhosaw properautumn?Fahrenheitwaseven moreforeigntomethen,andIreally didn’tknowanything,didI? ButatleastIknewautumn.Iheldoutmyhand whenIturnedsix,seven,eightandletit pullmein.AllIdoiscomplainnow, butIusedtoinventanewkindofcreature toliveinthatcoldkindofautumn. God,Imissit.Afterautumncamewinter no,notthecold,rainy,foggysoupthat definesChristmas-timehere,butawinter sowhiteyoucouldbarelyseeyourown footsteps,andawintersocolditturned yourcheeksredascherries. Andno,notthesweetcherriesthattaste

likelipstickandperfume,butthesourkind theytellyounottoeathere,butthekind thatgrewwhenIknewcoldautumns, whenIwasbornincoldautumn, inaworldwherethetrees beggedtodecoratethemselves inapricotpinksandcarrotyellows andinaworldthatIwasn’tawareof andinaworldofnumbhandsand largestonesonwhichIstood,waiting. Can’tyouseeher?She’swavingatme andI’msureneverthoughtthatshe’dbe wearingat-shirtonherbirthday.

ChattanoogaHighSchoolCenterforCreativeArts 10thGrade,CatherineCox

AnastasiyaSankevich

WONDERISACHILD

Wonderisthechildinthelibrary

Sittingwithabookintheirlap

Openingpagesandadmiringcovers

Imaginingplacespeopleadventure

Wonderisthechildwholooksupatthestars

Lookingforsomethingextraordinaryandspecial

Findingawholenewwayofviewingtheworld

Imaginingplanetsandnewplacestogo

Wonderisthechildwhosedreamistoexplore

Wantingtodiscovernewplantsandanimals

Waitingforachancetogoseenewthings

Imaginingtheworldoutsidetheirwindow

JaydenBlair

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy

10thGrade,CorleyHumphrey

FUNERAL

todayisafuneral. thebodyinthecasketlaystill, iwanthertomove,butiknowsheneverwill. herfacelikeababy’s shewearsadressdecoratedwithdaisies. istarttocry, butidon'tknowwhy. iconvincemyselfthatiknowher, buteverymemoryisablur. hercasketisloweredintotheground, iseenoonethereasilookaround. inthisgraveyard,iamalone, besidesthegirlinthegroundwho’snameisuddenlyknow. todayisafuneral butnotoneforme. todayisafuneral forthegirliusedtobe.

“SONNETOFSNOWFLAKES”

Snowflakesfallfromwinterskieswithsuchgrace. You’dthinktheywerefairiesflutteringby Withshimmeringdressesalllinedwithlace Goingcheerfullywithfriendsastheyfly.

Continuingontheirfestivejourney

Thespecsoficeswirlandglimmerupthere Dancingaboutwithnorushorworry Theyquietlysingandswayintheair.

Wonderfullysmallcrystals–whiteandpure–Wanderaroundlikecalmfishinapond. Swimminginthevastskythatwillendure ‘Tiltheyfindtheirplaceonthegroundbeyond.

Afterallisdonewithnowheretogo Theylaytorestintheunmovingsnow.

THEWOODSOFTENNESSEE

ThewoodsofTennessee

Theyseemhollowbutarenot

Similartoageode

Similartoadeadtree

Fullof

Choirsofsongbirds

Singingbeautifulhymns themusicofthewoodssings

Thegrowlofablackbear Loudandthunderous

Powerfulandvaliant

Itsgrowlechoesthroughout

Similartoasiren

NoahBlenden

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy

10thGrade,CorleyHumphrey

“STAYGOLD”:

Ihavehad

Sometimeforthinkin'

SwoneIwasn'treadytodie

TurnsoutIwaswrong

Itmightsoundcrazy

Buthearmeout

Itmaytakemetothegrave

ButIknowwhatyourpoem'sabout

Ihaveseenapoolofblood

Runcrimsonred

AndIhaveseenthesunrise

Comin'overhead

Findin'beautyinthefold

It'stheonlyway

Tokeepfromgrowin'old

Myfriend, Staygold.

Whenyou'reyoung

Andtheworldisnew

It'seasytoforget

Whenyou'retryin'

Justtomakeitthrough

Likethemorninglight

Andthedawnitbreaks

Youseetheworld

Findingbeautyinthesimplethings

Ihavelookedintoathankfulfather'seyes

Tellin'meI'vesavedhisdaughter'slife

AndI'ddoitallagain

CauseIhavefound

Thebeautyinthefold

Myfriend, Staygold. Lookin'back

AtthelifeI'vehad

Iholdontothegood

CauseI'vemademypeacewith

Allthebad

Sixteenyears

Lookatallwe'vedone

Wouldn'ttradeitfortheworld

Don'tyouknowthatwe're Theluckyones?

I'vehadmoretolove

Thatmany'veneverknown

Andthatloveliveson

NomatterwhereIgo

Weallwillmeetourend

Nomatterifwemeetit

Youngonold

Myfriend,staygold

There'sstillalotoftime

Tomakeyourselfwhatyouwant,Ponyboy

There'sstillawholelottagoodintheworld

TellDally,Idon'tthinkheknows

Findin'beautyinthefold

It'stheonlywaytokeep

Fromgrowin’old

Myfriend,staygold

Myfriend, Staygold. AliWheeler

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 10thGrade,CorleyHumphrey

“AWALKINTHECITY”

Ting,tang,toes,andheels, Resonanceamplifiesandconceals. Thecacophonyofcarsandflockstakeflight, Peoplemurmuringaround. Breezecarriesasoftsound, Soundsofanavalanchetrain, Streetlightshumsomewhere, Somewhereinthedarkwithlesslight. Everyfootsteppaysacomplimentinthedark, Andthecityoverflowsintherhythmofitsfootsteps. Busypeoplebustlebywithoutlookingback, Theirquicknessiswater,thatfillsthestreets.

JosiahSluss SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 10thGrade,CorleyHumphrey

ACAROLER’SPRAYER

Onthecold,clear,nightcarolerssing. InthemiddleoftownsingingoftheKing. Thewholetownstopstogatherinthesquare, Tohearthesoft,sweet,soundfilltheair.

Wrappedinthemagicofharmony, Abovearethestars,shimmering,silently. Asvoicesrisetheypeacefullyflow. Theworldstands,sostill,soslow

BreeSchneider

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 10thGrade,CorleyHumphrey

ELEVENTH GRADEPROSE

Lightgiveslife.Thetreesswayinginthewind,the grassinyourfrontyard,andevenyourpets,lightgives themlife.Lightgivesmelifeinmanydifferentways,it alwayshasforyears.Goingbacktoyoungeryears,I wouldwakeuptoablastoflighttomypreviously fastenedeyes,andIwasfilledwithdreadbecauseitwas timeforschool.Theunexpectedflashoflightwould sendmeintoagrouchyyetwillingmoodtogetupand getreadybecauseIknewifIdidn’ttherewouldbe worsethingstocome.Walkingoutsideandfeelingthe sunhitmyeyesandskinwouldgivemeasenseoflife fortheday.“Haveagooddaymylittlerayof sunshine”,IheardmymomsayasIwalkedoutthe door.ThenIwouldarriveatschool,whereallthelights werealwaysbrightandblastingintomybrainandwhat feltlikeintomysoul.ThencominghomeIwouldgo outsideandplaywithmyfriendsonthetrampoline untilthesunwentdown.HereIvaluedthelight, stayingoutsideforaslongaspossible,laughingasI sang“deadman”forthemillionthtime.

But,asIgrewupandintomyearlyteenageyears andbegantohavemoresayinmyownenvironment,I stuck onto theideathatlightwouldbetheendofme. ItwasabouttimethatIgotaroommakeoverandsoI did. Everythingwasdark,blackoutcurtainsthatwere alwaysshut,NOBIGLIGHTEVER,notevensmall pocketsoflightaroundmyroom,andworstofall,my skinwouldnever seethelightofday unlessitwas absolutelynecessary. Iwas essentiallya vampire. Lighthadnomeaningtomeanymore.Ineverwent outsidetoplaywithmyfriends,butyoucouldfindme lockedawayinmyroom,layinginbedwatchingTV. CONTINUED....

AsthiswentonIfeltitstartaffectingthewayIfelt aboutlife.Alwaysfeelingmiserable,neverwantingto doanythingbutstayinside,eatmyheartout,andfeel badformyself.AtthispointIfeltmorelikemyself duringthewintermonths,cold,dark,andsad.

Thankfully,thepeopleclosetomesawwhatIwas doingtomyself.Myfriendsgrabbedmebythe shouldersandforcedmetolookinthemirrorandsee whatIwasdoingtomyself.Becauseofthem,Irealized thatcompletelyshuttingoutlightfrommylifewas destroyingme.Iwassocaughtupinmyownfeelingsto realizewhatistrulyimportant,actuallyliving.So,likea bearcomingoutofhibernation,Islowlystartedto forcemyselftogooutsidemore.Feelingthesunnyrays onmyskin,soakinginallthevitaminDmybodyhad beenmissingforsolong.Ifeltmybodyandbrain readjustingtothenaturallight.Goingoutsidemore often,Ibegantofeellikemyselfagain.Keepingmyself fromthelightIfeltlikeawiltinghouseplant.AsI begandefrosting,Ilovedwatchingtheworlddefrost withme.Notonlyseeingtheoncenakedtreesbeginto sproutwithgreenleavesandseeingtheflowerspopup outwhatseemednowhere,Istartedtoinitiatehangouts withmyfriends,Ilistenedtohappiermusic,andoverall Iwasmorecontentwithlife.Ifeltliketheflowers suddenlygrowing,thetreeswiththeirnewlysprouted leaves,andthegrassgrowingbackfromthefrozenover blades.

EllieYork

ChattanoogaChristianSchool 11thGrade,CamillePlatt

AGOD-DRIVENAESTHETIC

Inthepreviousyear,Ihadthewonderfulopportunity to,forhalfofasemester,attendaschoolinwhichthe focalstudywasonChristendomhistory.Duringmy attendancethere,oneofmyfavoritetopicsof discussionwasontheoldChristianaesthetic.Haveyou everwonderedwhychurchesandcathedralsin Europeancountriesaresoextraordinarilybeautiful? Haveyoueverenteredanoldchurchand,upon observingthewonderfulintricaciesandglorious artwork,thoughttoyourself,“Huh…Iwonderwhythey builtitlikethat…?”ThereasonwhytheChristiansof oldconstructedanddesignedthesethingsthiswaywas duetothevaluetheyplacedupontheirvisualaesthetic. TheearlyChristiansheldTheLord’screativityinvery highregard;somuchso,thattheydeemedit disgracefulto,whentheycreatedthings,nottryto glorifyTheLordinattemptingtoimitateHis infinitelyartisticmind.Lookattheworldaroundyou… anyonewithapairofeyescanseeithasabrilliantand detailednature.TheChristianswhocamebeforeus understoodthiswell,andso,ineverythingthey created–whetheritbeliterary,artistic,architectural, etc.–theydidsoforthegloryofTheLord.Thisiswhy evensomesimple,old,Medievalhouseswillbear uselessattributesofartthatoffernopracticality;itis simplytheretohonorTheLord’screativity. Archeologistshaveevenfoundsomemedieval doorknobs(althoughnotallofthemcameoutof Christiancraftsmanship,somewerepaganinorigin) thatcontainhundredsofartisticdetailsdepicting abstractgeometricalshapes,animals,people,andmany otherthings!

CONTINUED....

Now,whydoIbringthisup?Whyisthissoimportant? Well,theoldChristianaestheticwascarefullydesigned toglorifyGod,inspirehopeinthosewholookedupon it,andhelpredirectpeople'sattentionbacktotheheart oftheGospel.Doesthemodernaestheticachieveany ofthesethings?No,itdoesnot.Whenyouwalk throughpracticallyanycityinAmerica–alongwith manychurches–youreyesarealmostalwaysplaguedby aplethoraofdreadfulmodernart.Theworldhasallbut forgottenthevalueofGod-inspiredcreativity,andin doingso,forgottenthenameofTheLordaltogether. Now,keepinmind,IamaNon-denominational Christianwhoattendsaverymodernchurch,andthat issomethingIamperfectlyfinewith.WhyamIok withthisinspiteofmypreviousremarks?Becauseeven mychurchattemptstocreate–withinamodern landscape–ahallowedandGod-reminding environment.Therefore,itisnotasifItakeissuewith theinherentnatureofthemodernaesthetic,butrather inthewaythatitisapplied;evenamodernstyleofart canbecarefullycraftedtoglorifyTheLord.So,itis notsomuchtheAncientChristianartstylethatIargue werevivewithintheculture–despiteitsinarguably spectacularqualities–butitisinsteadthevaluesofthat artformthatIamproposingwereturntooursociety. Ifweworkhardenough,andifChristianspersistently strivetobringavalueofBiblicallyrootedcreativityto ourculture,then,perhaps,justastheChristiansofold, wetoocanenjoyaGod-drivenaesthetic!

IfIownedabookstore,itwouldbelocated downtowninBluffView,acrossthestreetfromthe Tony’s.Thestorefrontwouldhaveafriendly,white woodenentrance,completewithanantiquereddoor andagoldendoorknocker.Acrossthedeep, wraparoundfrontporch,blackrockingchairswould offeracozyplacetositandrelax.Openwindowswould treatthegueststothesights,scents,andsoundsofthe bookstore’sinterior.

Asoneopenedthefrontdoor,heorshewouldbe greetedbythewelcomingaromaofcoffeeandold books,aswellasahearty“Heyy’all!”Thebookstore’s wallswouldconsistofwarmlypaintedwoods,withlarge swathscoveredinclassic-ladenshelves.Ratherthan beingexpansiveandcompletelyvisiblefromthe entrance,thestore’slayoutwouldprovideforvarying interconnected“rooms”(theappearanceofsuchgiven byfloor-to-ceilingbookshelves)extendingfromthe foyerinbothdirections,foramoreintimateshopping experience.InfashionsimilartothatofProfessor HenryHiggins’library,awoodenspiralstaircasewould ascendfromthecornerofthestoretoaccessthesecond floorwithabalconyviewdownintothecenter:a generous,openareawithacoffeeshop,amplecozy seating,andaginormous,double-sidedstonefireplace.

Variousdedicatedsectionswouldmakeupthecore ofthebookstore.Commongenressuchashistory, romance,andselectadventurewouldsharethearea upstairs.Specialdisplaysdownstairswouldhighlight certainfavoriteauthorsofmine,suchasLouisaMay Alcott,JamesHerriot,andJaneAusten...

Intheseareasonecouldreadaboutthewriter’slife, selectoneofhisorheroriginalbooks,andfind accessories,biographies,andotheritemsrelatedtothat particularauthor.FortheAgathaChristiefans,there wouldbeaunique“CozyMystery”section nothing lessallowed!Last,butcertainlynotleast,averyspecial areawouldbecompletelydedicatedtokids,withstories suchasBeatrixPotter,Eloise,theCrayonbooks,The SecretGarden,Madeline,theShoesbooks,Winniethe Pooh,andtheBobbseyTwinsbooks.Allthiswouldbe togivechildrenanearlyloveoftheclassicsthatwilllast theirentirelives.

Eachoftheabovesectionswouldbespeciallythemed tofitthesubject—JaneAusten’sdisplaywouldhavea regencytouch;theeclecticupstairsshelveswouldbe designedtomirroraclassicBritishlibrary;theCozy Mysteryareawouldlookslightlysuspenseful;andthe children’ssectionwouldhavealighthearted,more brightlycoloredapproach,decoratedwithbook characters.Theinteriorareawiththecoffeeshopand seatingwouldbringtogetheraccesstoallthesedisplays andofferacozyretreatcompletewithantique furnitureandlamplighting.Acrossthestore(projected byspeakersineachsection)softjazzysongswouldplay, suchasTheVeryThoughtofYou,IntheWeeSmall HoursoftheMorning,SunriseSerenade,For SentimentalReasons,AKisstoBuildaDreamOn,An AffairtoRemember,OvertheRainbow,and–of course–GlennMiller’sChattanoogaChoo-Choo!

ThecoffeeshopwouldbenamedSnowWhiteand RoseRed,inhonorofmyaunt(wholookslikeSnow Whiteandlovestea)andmymom(wholookslikeRose Redandlovescoffee)...

AlthoughIpersonallydon’tcareforitsflavor,I absolutelyadorethescentofcoffee,sothatwouldbe theprevalentaroma.Themenuwouldbeinspiredby classicbooks,servingsuchitemsasMarilla’sraspberry cordialandPoirot’shotchocolate,aswellasclassic espressos,lattes,andhotandicedteas.Peachsweettea andgreenteawouldalwaysbeavailable,regardlessof seasonalswaps.Drinkswouldbecomplementedby pastrygoods,soups,andsandwiches.Allthedrinks wouldbeservedinmismatchedantiqueteacups,and onewouldalsobeabletoorderateasamplerfortheir table,completewithavarietyofherbal,black,green, andwhiteteasandapiping-hotantiqueteapot.Seating wouldfollowthewarm-colorspatternwithdark woodentablesandWindsorchairs,butnomorethan threetoatable.Nearbythehugefireplacewouldrun fromtheupstairsceilingtothedownstairsfloor,right downthecenterofthebookstore,alwayswitharoaring fire.AvintagegamedisplayintheSnowWhiteand RoseRedwouldgivecustomersanarrayofboardand cardgameoptions,suchasantiqueClueorMonopoly. Surroundingthefireplacewouldbelargeleather couchesinwhichtorelax,read,orplaygameswitha friend.TheShopAroundtheCornerwouldplay silentlyfromanattractive,old-fashionedstyleTVnear theseating.Large,framedvintagebookcoverswould decoratethearea.

Severalfinalsectionswouldmeetthecustomersas theymadetheirwaytothecounter.Astationerydisplay wouldincludeclassicbook-inspiredplanners, notebooks,totes,bookmarks,mugs,candles,andother paperproducts...

Therewouldbea“blinddatewithabook”rack,where gift-wrappedbookswouldcomewithaunique bookmarkandteasachet,thebookonlydescribedbyits generalgenre.Lastly,averyspecialdisplay—my favoriteofall—wouldcelebratelivingintheSouth, includingsuchbooksasATimetoPlant,TheLady& SonsSavannahCountryCookbook,APlacetoCall Home,andGoneWiththeWind.Theentire DesigningWomenseriesandCDssuchasSouthern Starwouldalsobeavailable.

Thecounterwouldbehomemadeandwooden,with intricatedetailacrossthefront.Therewouldbean antiquegoldencashregisterandseasonalcandleslit nexttoit.EachcustomerwouldreceiveanEmilyLex “TruthforToday”watercolorcardandasweet“Thank youforvisitingus!”Asheorshesteppedoutside,a littlebellwouldring,andthestorefrontwouldread KindredSpirits.

ELEVENTH GRADEPOETRY

“MAN”ISTHETHINGOFWEAKNESS-

“Man”isthethingofweaknessthatgraspsontotheearthCryingoutforhopeoflifeKnowingnopause-atall-

Andloudest-intravails-isheardHispleadingsongaloudThatHope-thebirdofwarmth Mightalightuponhisheartedshroud-

I’veheardhiminwinter’sdarkofdaysAndinthesweetestofspringYet-never-foramoment'spause Heceasedtoaskthewarmth-ofmywing.

TabithaDeMoss SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 11thGrade,KyndallSquires

METALORE

Iawokefrommysolemnslumber

AsIascend,Isighwithrelief

Totheclashofmetalagainstrock’sthunder. Nomoresorrow,nomoregrief. Ah,mytimehascometofinallypart AquietendtotheburdensIweave. Fromthistombofcompactedsedimentandstone

Howlonghaveibeenhere

Wellthatdoesn'tmatternow formylifeIsabouttoignite

Beingrippedfromtheearth seeingthethegoldenraysofthesunatlast Iamtakenabackbythatgreatballofgas

Nextthingiknowiambeingscolded Infire’sgrip,Imettheflame, Mybrittleformwasneverthesame. Firstiwasahammer,thenablade

Cuttingthroughfleshwhatawretchedpain Aharbingerofdeathinthedeadofnight. IhatewhatI’vebecome,abringerofstrife, Allbymyhand,amItoblame?

Latercastedasideasmytaskiscomplete

Likeaphoenixfromtheashesiambornagain Towreakhavocihopeneveragain WhatamIthistimeablade,aspring?

What'sthismyformisgrowing

Whatcouldipossiblebe

Beingweldedtothesideofalargestick? Noitcan'tbehasmytimeonthisplant Abouttoend?

“THERING”

Despitemyrequiemmixingtoward, Ableakinfiniteme, Thehome-boundsea-boyseestheworld, Andjumpsintothesea.

Aringemitsthroughout, That'scalmwhenallisdone, Toputresteverydoubt, Withloveoverthesun.

Observetheringofsilkanddew, Andseethyfruitisgood, Embracingheavenlyjoysofnew, Thatfictionnevercould.

Continueonandoninside, Andliftmybeingoncemore Repeatmyrequiemwitharing Takenoutfrommyshore

EmersonBlackburn SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 11thGrade,KyndallSquires

GRATITUDE

IfIweretoexperienceeveryemotionanew, Sitting,andstaringSiftingthroughallfeelings, IfIhadbutonetochoose-Ipickgratitude.

Gratitudeistheblankcanvasofourhearts, Creatinganewslate, Paintinganewpicture, Itrenewstheemotionsofourgreediestparts.

Whatannulsourvisionskewed? Whatrealignsthegiftofjoy?

Notanxiety,norexcitementOnlygratitude.

Resettingourfocusonthegreaterthings, Itkillsthelustofman.

Thankfulthatwearewhereweare, Nottohungerasfutilekings.

Wearefull-blessedbeyondallmeasure. Thoughourworldsayswelie, Sothen,welookonHigh. Thereliesourtreasure.

Sowhycomparehereandnow? Wheremothandrustdestroy. Nothingcancloselycompare, ComparetoHissidewithawoundfromaspear.

ItisforHimIamgrateful.

Ourdirtycanvas,ruinedbyourblackdye, Cakedwiththesootofsinofourownlives, CanonlybecleansedbycrimsonFromblack,tored,torenewedinwhite.

Soeverythoughtthatdoesintrude, Allofourfeelingsandemotions,

Letitnevercoverupthebloodstained-whitecanvasGratitude. JackHarris SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 11thGrade,KyndallSquire

TOTHINKSHENEVERCAMEANDWENT

Ionlyknowshecameandwent

Butwhatifshehadstayedwithme?

Thebirdstillsitswithleavesunbent

Mymemoriesaremadewiththee

Ionlyknowshecameandwent

ButhowcouldIbelievethistrue?

Theorchardsstillreflectthescent

Thatmoment’sheavenheldinyou

Ionlyknowshecameandwent—

Butwhatiffatewroteanewbook?

Angelicvisionsinthetent

Yetsheishere;mymindisshook

Ionlyknowshecameandwent

ThisfactIwillnotcomprehend

Theshiningskiesfindnocontent

Untilthisnightmarehasitsend

Theroomreflectsyourbrighteninglight

Life’sfadingoilcannotbespent

Myeyesproclaimtoseethesight

Yetinthenight;youcameandwent

TrentMcCary

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy

11thGrade,KyndallSquires

PICKYOURSPOT

Walkingintoalarge,emptyroom, Thescentofpopcornlingersthroughout, Pickyourspot;Yourscarletclothhomeforthenext twohours.

Thelightsbegintodim, Thecurtainsbegintoopen, Glowingpicturesbegintogentlygraceacross, Shiningcolorsandlightsonyourface.

Andsoitbegins.

Emotionsdisplayedonavinylplain. Twoyoungwomenfromdifferentlifestylesbecoming friends.

Amanandhisteamcreatingdestruction. Abrotherfightingeverythingforhissister. Awomanlearningabouttherealworld. Ahauntingspiritwreakinghavoc. Aninterestinggirlmeetingachaoticghost. Adarkfiguresavinghiscity. Anenchantingnanny. Aboyandhismagicstick. Storiesunfoldrightbeforeyoureyes.

YouencounteramagicallandcalledOz, OrmaybeacitynamedGotham. ReelsoffilmroamthehallsofHogwarts, WhilecamerasdancearoundBarbie-land.

Tearsareriversthatflowexcessively, Everyoneleaveswiththeirheartontheirsleeve. Youaresomehowclosertothesestrangers; Youlaughedtogether,youcriedtogether,andyoufelt together.

Yourlifeischangedafteritends. It'sdifferent,it’snew,it'sexciting, Butit’sstillthesamelife,it'sstillyourlife.

Walkingoutintoalargeworld, Blinkingandsquintingattheblindingsunlight. Pickyourspot;Yourbig,bluehomefortherestofyour life.

ROCKETEER

Stuckontheground Littleone, listentotheradio watchthecountdowntick lettherocketblowyourmind. Thestarmanonchanneltwo seehimignitethefuel toliftoffbeyondthebluesky. Letyourdreamsrunwild Littleone, becauseoneday you’llbearocketeertoo

EvanStrand

ChattanoogaSchoolfortheLiberalArts 11thGrade,L.B.Blackwell

LENOREFORGIVESMONTRESOR,WHOMADEA HABITOFDRINKINGAMONTILLADO

Myfatherwasamanofevil–stillmyfather,thoughadevil, Mymotherwasasinner–oratleastthat’swhatsheswore. AndI’vetalkedtoallthewisemen,Ihaveaskedandwillask again, IfshemadeitintoAidenn,ifshepassedthatgildeddoor. IfsheliedandwenttoAidenn,andshepassedthatgildeddoor. Forshegavememyname:Lenore

Myloverwasathingofevil–maybethat'swhatmadehim special, Bruisesscatteredonmyneckandblooduponmyfloor. AndIprayedthathe’dgetbetter,andwe’dwalkawaytogether, ButIsupposeIwasafetter.Forhelovesmenevermore. Buthelockedmeupinfetters,andleftmehereforevermore. Istillhearhimcallmyname:Lenore

IguessIwasagirlofevil–thoughIranaroundwithangels, Neverpaidtoomuchattentiontothewarningstheywouldroar. Nowmylover,hehaskilledme(therewasatimeitmighthave thrilledme)

Andmystone-carvedtombhaschilledmebutI’llloveyouever more. Andmytomb,itmayhavechilledmebutI’llloveyouevermore. TrueasmynameisLenore.

11thGrade,SpringKurtz

COLLAPSE

Theworldbendsathumanity'shands. Itistornandrippedintoanotherform. Butitcannotexistthisway. Thisdeformation, Deforestation, Distortion, Willleadtoourworld'scollapse. Wehaveshiftedourperceptionofaperfectworldinto anexploitationofnature.

Aschildren,

Wesawtherosethroughrose-coloredglasses. Littledidweknowthepesticideswouldeatatitscore bynextsummer.

Wesawthelittlefinchmakehernestinthetreeover thewinter,

Onlytoseeherhomebedestroyedtomakeroomfora newpowerline.

Wewatchedthetadpolesplayinthepond, Notknowingwhentheygrewolderthatmanyofthem woulddiefromthewater’stoxicity. Wewishwecouldseetheworldthroughtheeyesofa child, Whosenaivetyfilledthemwithwonder. Butwehaveyettostriveforthosewondrousidealsin ourmaturity. Sonowwemustfaceourchoices.

Facehumanitiesmistake, Faceourwarpedreality, Facethefactthatsomethingscan'tbeputback together.

Andinthisacknowledgementfacethefactthatdespite ourattemptstoreverseit, Ourworldmightstillfallapartbecausethecomplex existenceofourworldwassimplynotenoughforus.

DECEMBER

HEYDAD.

Ican’trememberyou Irememberrememberingyou justnotYou Igettoldaboutyou thenI“remember” Ihearyoursong andI“remember” Didyouloveitthough?

Ionly“remember”thefight. TheFight. rightbeforeyouwere Gone.JustGone.

I'llseeyouoneday. JustwishitwasToday. IjustwishitwasHere. NotinHeaven. Here.JustHere.

TWELFTH GRADEPROSE

THISIBELIEVE:BUSYAIRPORTS

Theslidingdoorsopenandthesymphonybegins:jet engineshumming,wheelsrollingacrosstilefloors, childrens’screamsmixingwithairportannouncements. Thereisnothingquitelikeit,and,tome,,it'sbeautiful. Ibelieveinabusyairport whereefficiencymeets purpose,andpeoplefromalloverembarkonjourneys asuniqueastheyare.

OneofmyearliestmemoriesofanairportwasJune 2017,thesummerbeforefifthgrade.Thecarridefelt likeaneternity,butwefinallyreachedourdestination: theairport.Aftercirclingthebuildingsapproximately fourtimes,wequicklyparked,grabbedourbags,and ransoastonotmissourscheduledflight.Werushin andaremetbytheTSAcheckpointsign.Agh…my fathersighsinagony,findingthattheestimatedwait timeis56minutes.Meanwhile,Istandtakingitallin, admiringtheATLInternationalsignage,theshuffleof peoplemovingthroughlines,andtheyellsofthe securityofficers.Everyonewasfocusedontheirown thing:thecouplemeltingintoeachotherastheysetoff fortheirhoneymoon,thebusinesspeoplestridingwith urgency,andfamiliesreorganizingsuitcasestoavoid theheavybaggagefee.

ThatiswhenIfellinlove.Thehustleandbustleofan airportisanythingbutstressfultome—it’saworkof art.

Theairportislikeabigassemblyline:everyonegoes throughaseriesofstepsbeforetheycanboardthe plane.Thecheck-incounter,bagdrop,andsecurity linesallserveimportantfunctionsintheairport’s seamlessflow.Nothingiswasted especiallytime. TSAagentsatAtlanta'sInternationalAirportprocess 286,000passengersaday!That’sabout198people beingscreenedeveryminute.Theirwork,though sometimesrudeorrigid,isessentialinkeepingthe integratedairportnetworkrunning.

Airportsarealsohubsofdiversepeopleunitedbya singledesire:togetaway.Sometravelingtosick families,someawaytoDisney,othersheadingtoa seriousbusinesstrip.Eachterminalholdsaunique story.Weareallstrangers,broughttogetherby coincidence,sharingaspaceofanticipationbeforewe eachsetoffonourownpath.Wewillprobablynever seethepeoplewepassbyonthemovingwalkwayorsit nexttoontheterminaltransporttraineveragain.It’sa timeofhumilityandreflectiontorealizethateveryone hasastoryascomplexasyours.It'sareminderthatfor amomentwearesidecharactersinsomeoneelse'slife.

InabusyairportIfindpeacewithmyselfandasenseof connection.Ifindproofthatweallhaveourown uniquestoriesindependentandyetintertwined.Weare allpartofsomethinggreaterthanourselvesandthe airportallowsthattosurface.

Ibelieveinabusyairportbecause,forme,theyare remindersthatweareallmoving,everchanging,and constantlyonajourney,nomatterwhereweareheaded weareallpartofsomethingbeautiful.

ChattanoogaChristianSchool 12thGrade,CamillePlatt

TrentGuess

MIDDLECHILDTROUBLE

Warning!Istronglyadviseagainstbecomingamiddle child.Parents,ifyouwantaluckynumberofthree,it maybeso-called"lucky"forthefirstandlast,butitis anythingbutforthemiddlechild.If,inaturnof events,youendupbeingoneoftheunluckyvictimsof thisnaturallyoccurringevent,allIcandoisexplainand prepareyoufortheworst.Youroldestsiblingwill experienceeverythingfirsthandandmostlikelywillbe yourparent'sprideandjoyuntilthey,too,maybe forgotten.

Nomatterthemiddlechildandtheeldest'songoing war,theyhaveoneenemyincommon.Theyoungest! Forgetallpeacewhentheyoungestcomesalong;from nowon,it'severymanforhimself!Eventhoughthe headsofthehousemaybeblindedbytheirdevilish tacticsandfakesweetness,theywillneverfoolus becauseweseeitall.Weoldersiblingsaccidentallyslam adoorandgetslappedintonextweek,whereasthe youngestdoesandbecomesamasterofthehome. Whenitcomestoshopping,itismoredepressingthan enjoyable.Themiddlechildscavengersthroughhandydownsandeverycloset,hopingtofindsomething suitabletowear,andthelittlejoyofthefamilygetsthe newest,hottestthingsjustbecausetheyarethefavorite. Now,theyoungestmightlookuptotheirolder siblings,soifthisoccurs,Isuggestyouusethemwhile youcantogetwhatyouwantbeforetheytearyouapart piecebypiece.

Letmeexplain:youwantfastfood,getthemtoaskfor it,andyousucceedinyourmission;don'twanttogetin troubleforsomething,blameitontheyoungest,and you 'rehomefree.So,intheend,youlearntolivewith thestrugglesandrollwiththepunches.Isayagain,this ismywarning,andbestoflucktoyou,unluckymiddles, poor,unfortunatesouls.

ONEDAY

Thedaybeganwithafaintstirring,theworldstill quiet,holdingitsbreath,asifreluctanttoletgoofthe night.MaryGreenwokeslowly,hermindcatchingthe edgesofdreamsshecouldnolongerfullyrecall— somethingaboutafield,orwasitthesea?Itdidn’t matter.Shereachedfortheclockonherbedsidetable, itshandspointingjustpastseven,thoughthehour seemedneitherurgentnorimportant.Thecurtains hunglimpagainstthewindows,adullgraylight filteringthrough,thekindoflightthatmadeherthink ofmutedconversationsandunfinishedletters.Shelay stillforamoment,herhandrestingonthequilt,and thought,thisishowthedaybegins:withstillness,with waiting.

Downstairs,thekettlewhistledfaintlyinthe kitchen.Shehearditasshedescendedthestairs,the soundrisingandfallinglikeabird’ssong,andshe thoughthowstrangeitwas,thewaycertainsounds carriedtheirownkindofrhythm,theirownsmall insistence.Theteapotwaswarminherhands,the steamrisingupwardinpaleribbonsdisappearing beforehereyes.Shepouredthewater,watchingit splashagainstthetealeaves,andthoughtaboutnothing inparticular,thoughevenhernothingwasfilledwith fragments images,moments,thingsleftunsaid.She thoughtoftheoldmanwholivedacrossthestreet,how healwayswalkedwithaslightshuffle,asiftheworld beneathhisfeetweretoounsteadytotrust.She thoughtoftheyoungcouplenextdoor,theirlaughter spillingoutthroughopenwindowsinthesummer.

Shethoughtofherownreflection,glimpsedbrieflyin theglassofthekitchencabinet,andturnedawaybefore itcouldsettleintosomethingshedidn’twanttosee.

Themorningpassedinslow,deliberatemovements. Marydressedherselfinthepalebluecardiganshe alwaysworeonquietdays dayswhentheworld outsidefeltlikesomethingtoobserveratherthanenter. Sheopenedthefrontdoor,lettingthecoolairtouch herface,andsteppedontothesmallpatchofgrassthat passedforagarden.Thebusheswereneatlytrimmed, thoughshecouldn’trememberthelasttimeshe’ddone it.Theroses,oncevibrant,nowhungheavywiththe weightoftheirownwilting,thepetalsbrowningthat theedgeslikepageslefttoolonginthesun.She thought,evenbeautygrowstired.

Onthestreet,lifemovedwithitsusualquiet rhythm.Aboywitharedscarfdartedpastonhis bicycle,hislaughterfollowingbehindhimlikeathread ofbrightcolor.Acrosstheway,Mrs.Carterwasout again,puttingsheetsupontheline,herarmsmovingin sharp,practicedmotions.“Morning,Mary,”shecalled out,hervoicecarryingeasilyoverthesmalldistance. Maryraisedahandingreetingbutdidn’tstoptotalk. Shethoughtshemightlater,butnotnow,notwiththe daystillunfoldinginlong,unbrokenstretches.

Shewalkedtohercornershop,herbagswinging lightlyagainstherside.Theshopwasquiet,thebell abovethedoorjanglingsoftlyassheentered.Mr. Pritchard,theshopkeeper,noddedatherfrombehind thecounter,hisglassesperchedlowonhisnose.

“Morning,MissGreen,”hesaid,hisvoiceeven, unhurried.Shethoughtshelikedthatabouthim,the wayheneverseemedrushed,neverseemedtoexpect morethanshewaswillingtogive.Shepickedupaloaf ofbread,asmallwheelofcheese,andatinofcookies. “That’lldo,”shesaid,placingthecoinsonthecounter. Henoddedagain,sayingnothingmore,andshe thoughthowcomfortablesilencecouldbewhenitwas sharedwithoutexpectation.

Bythetimeshereturnedhome,thelighthad shifted,growingsofter,goldenaroundtheedges.Mary satinherchairbythewindow,thebreadandcheeselaid outneatlyonasmallplatebesideher.Shethoughtshe mightwritealetter thereweresomanyshehad meanttowrite—butinstead,shewatchedthestreet, lettinghergazedriftfromonesmallmovementto another.Theoldmanacrossthestreetwasoutagain, hisstepsslow,deliberate,asthougheachonewerea questionthatneededtobeanswered.Shethought,does hewalktogosomewhere,orjusttokeepmoving?She didn’tknow,andshethoughtshemightneverknow, andsomehowthatfeltbothsadandstrangely comforting.

Thehoursslidpastintheirquietway.Shethought abouttheboywiththeredscarf,wonderingifhewas homenow,ifhislaughterstilllingeredintheair somewhere,invisiblebutpresent.Shethoughtabout Mrs.Carter,thewayherhandsmovedwithsuch purpose,andwonderedifthatwasthesecret tokeep moving,keepdoing,sothedaycouldn’tcatchupwith you.

Andshethoughtaboutherself,sittinghereinthis chair,watching,thinking,waiting,thoughshecouldn’t havesaidforwhat.

Byevening,thelighthadfadedtoapale,duskyblue. Marylitasmalllamp,itsglowsoftandwarm,and thought,Marylitasmalllamp,itsglowsoftandwarm, andthought,thisishowthedayends:withquiet,with stillness.Shepouredherselfanothercupoftea,though ithadgrowncoldbythetimeshefinishedit.Outside, thestreetwasemptynow,theworldsettlingintoitself, andMarythoughtshemightgotobedsoon.Notyet, though.Notjustyet.Shesatalittlelonger,listeningto thefainttickingoftheclockonthemantel,and thoughthowstrangeitwas,thewayasingledaycould feelbothfullandempty,likeaboxthatheldonlyair butcarriedtheweightofeverythingunseen.

PEOPLEWATCHING

There’sawomaninfrontofmeinlineatWhole Foods.She’sjugglingabasketononearmandacanvas toteslungovertheother.She’smid-conversationwith thecashier somethingaboutthebestwaytocook quinoa andhervoiceiscalmbutquick,likeshe’sused togettingthingsdoneefficiently.Hernavycoatis buttonedneatly,eventhoughit’swarminhere,andshe keepsbrushingstrandsofchestnut-brownhairoutof herfaceinthatabsentmindedwaypeopledowhen they’refocusedonsomethingelse.Iwonderwhereshe’s goingafterthis.

She’sbuyingjustenoughforone—smallportionsof produce,singleservingsofyogurt.There’snoringon herhand,butthatdoesn’tmeanmuch.Maybeshe’s divorced,ormaybeshejustprefersherowncompany.I can’tdecideifshestrikesmeassomeonecontentor someonelonely.Maybeboth.Thatkaleshe’sputting ontheconveyorbelt isitforasaladshe’llmake tonightwhilecatchinguponabook?Orwillshetossit inthefridge,tellingherselfshe’lluseittomorrow,but forgetaboutituntilit’swilting?

Shetalksaboutquinoathewaysomeonetalksabout thingsthey’vereadinfoodblogs,buthaven’tquite masteredyet.Abeginner,butenthusiastic.Thecashier nodspolitely,butitdoesn’tseemlikehe’sreally listening.That’sfine;shedoesn’tseemtoneedhimto be.

Itmakesmethinkshe’ssomeonewho’sgoodatmaking herownmomentum,someonewhodoesn’twaitaround forotherstocatchup.

Behindher,I’mnotreallypayingattentiontomy ownbasketanymore half-fullofsnacksIdon’tneed butIcan’thelpwonderingabouther.Whatdoesshe do?Shehasthatput-togethervibe,butnotthekind thatscreams“corporate.”Ateacher?No,notquite.An artist?Maybe there’sacreativeenergyabouther, subtlebutthere.Thenagain,shecouldbean accountantforallIknow.

Thecashierhandsherchange,andshethankshim withaquicksmile,scoopingupherbaginonefluid motion.She’sefficient,Ithinkagain,butit’smorethan that.There’saquietdeterminationtoher.Asshewalks away,Ipictureherheadingtoasmallapartmentfilled withlight.Akitchenwithspicesarranged alphabetically,butdishesinthesink;noonecanbe perfectlyorganizedallthetime.Maybeshe’lllighta candle,putonmusic,andcookthatquinoatonight afterall.

Assheheadstowardtheexit,Idon’tknowifI’ve learnedanythingconcreteabouther.Butthere’s somethingcomfortinginthenotknowing,inletting herstoryremainunresolved.Ithinkabouthowquick wearetolabelpeople organized,lonely,happy,sad butit’srarelyjustonething,isn’tit?

She’snotjustawomaninacoatbuyinggroceries;she’s awholeworldofcontradictions,noneofwhichI’llever fullyunderstand.

Thecashierwavesmeforwardwithacasualhow’sit going,thekindofquestionyouaskoutofhabit,not trulywantingaresponse.I’malmosttemptedtotell himabouther,tospeakmymind,toseeifhehad pickeduponthesamestory.Butinstead,Ijustsmile andtellhim,“good,”layingmysnacksoutonthe conveyorbelt,asIwatchthewomandisappear somewhereintotheparkinglot.

MiaSchoenly

SignalMountainHighSchool

12thGrade,Pettit-Shaheen

TWELFTH GRADEPOETRY

UNDERMINED

MyBibleisfallingapartandmaybesoamI

IfIwriteonitspages,isitreallywritingonmyheart?

Openedsooftenit’sfallingapartattheseamsbutreally andtrulyit’snotwhatitseems

Fillingthemarginsyetstillstayingempty

Mistakingknowledgeforwisdom

Myknowledgeisplenty

Highlightedandunderlinedyetallmyeffortsstay undermined

Thenotesonthepagesareyellingsoloud I’mbuyinganewBible

Theinkpensranout

HilgerHigherLearning

12thGrade,ShelleyGeorge

ANTAGONESCENCE

Itakeastepdownthroughthedoor, Andplacemyfeetuponthefrigidfloor. Mymovementssilent,asalwaysbefore; Ireachtheendofthiscoldcorridor. Now…adistantsound, Asilentcreak. Andsuddenlymystomach’sweak. Ifear,standing,inthishall ThatIamnotaloneatall.

Uprootingthestillness,softlyIcall, Butitwillnotshowitselfatall. Thereisn’tsomethingoverthere. Mynervesbitedown,astarvingsnare. Thoughtsbecomeadrowningsea. Thereisnothingoverthere. Thereisnothingwaiting. Thereisnothingthathearsyourheartbeat. Thereisnothingthatsendsachilldownyourspine. Thereisnothingthatwantstoharmyou. Thereisnothingwitheyesthatpiercemysoul Itcannotseeme, Why?Why?Why? Letmebe.

YOULIKETOKNOWTHEENDING

youliketoknowtheendingofabook beforeyoureadthebeginning andI’mbeginningtothink you ’realittleweird forhowyou’reafraidofyourmind forlosingthethingsyouholddear. Iseethecountlesspolaroidsstrewnacrossyourbed theinkstainedwithinthepagesofyourjournal salientrecollectionsofthepeopleyoulove yourfightagainsttheever-tickingminutesoftime alwaysmoving,butneverenough.

youliketoplayitreckless onehandrestingmindlesslyuponthewheel, yettwoeyesalwaysdouble-checkingyourrearview theyavoidthewarningsignsblinkingsilentlyonyour dash resiliencepoweringyourdesiretofeelalive. Ihearitinthelyricsblasting inmyleftear andyou,yourright

Ifeelitinyourferventgaze, thestrong-willedpassion behindyoursoft-spokencharacter alwaysgiving,nevervaunting.

Iwanttoknowtheendingtoourbook totrulysavorthebittersweetmomentsinbetween

Iwanttoholdontous likeyouholdontoyourphotographs totraveldownthebackroadsoflife alwaystogether,neverapart. thereisnoendingattheedgeoftheworld youreadthestorytorealize thatthepageswillkeeponturning always,forever.

12thGrade,CatherineCox

HARLEYDUST

(IMITATIONOF“WHATCAMETO ME”BYJANEKENYON)

Iwalkedintothe hot,dirtygarage nexttonana’shouse. Alongwithyourtoolson thewallandjacketshanging onarack,theresitsyour Harleymotorcycleonits kickstand,allblackleather withsilverdetailing. Thevisibledustitcollected madethewearyimpactof yourabsencehitharderthan everbefore.

SaylerMiller

ChattanoogaChristianSchool 12thGrade,CamillePlatt

OLDCLOTHES (ANIMITATIONOF“WHATCAME TOME”BYJANEKENYON)

Itookthedusty Tennesseeshirt outofthecloset. Itwasherfavoriteshirt, withstainsfromcooking, shealwaysmadesurewewerefull. Igrievedforherthen, wishingshecouldcomeback justfor5minutes.

SarahMcGill

ChattanoogaChristianSchool 12thGrade,CamillePlatt

WHEREIAMFROM

Iamfrombarefeet.

Fromhorsesandguitars.Iamfrom Hotandrainy,busyandempty.

Iamfromwheat Freezingthedough,alwayscold.

I’mfromblueeyesandscaring,fromHannah AndDustin Iamfromthewoodsandwater, Tummyaches,fromswallowinggum Tochildimagination,swallowingaseedmakesitgrow insideofme.

I’mfromBaptist,verystrictagainstallbutstillalittle freedom.

I’mfromNashville,butnativetoIreland. SpaghettiandPizzaalwaysfightingbeneath.

Fromkingsandqueensdyinginwar Theknightsfightingfortheirlives.

Livingineverystate PhotosGalore. Alwaysmoving,neverbelonging

I’mfromafamily,alwaysmoving Alwaysfighting, Itbelongstome.

ElijahBasham

ChattanoogaSchoolfortheLiberalArts 12thGrade,L.B.Blackwell

LÀMHA'CHEARTAIS

Fashionthyswordo’Raguel

JoinintheairwithgreatThemis

Forsetiappearsalongtheknell

AsChristhimselfjoinsallthis

Plucktheheartofthesaddenedsoul

Thatmanwhosefamilyfromhimtaken

Fillhimwithangerlikethebull

Sohecanavengethoseforsaken

Holdthyhandstotheheavens

Seeyourfamilyintheheap

Racealongsideyourbrethren

Aghostofdeath,asoultoreap

Gobeforethatexiledprince

Withheartsoftandhandsrough

Thatbornnotofwoman,shallnotwince

Becomevengeance,dearMacduff

ConnorBowman

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy

12thGrade,TarynHumphries

INTHEEYESOFLADYMACBETH

Ifirstcalleduponthespiritsforhelp, Tomakemyhusbandharshandtodohispart, Iencouragedhimforhisownself-help, Thefateofthenightwasinhisheart. Thepowerthefutureholds, Forhimtotakethelight, Lettingthewitchesplansunfold, Whataterrifyingsight. Hewasfilledwithdarknessinhissoul, Ahungerwhichwasfedbyblood, Headswillroll, Andtherewillcometheflood. Fromanobletoanevildesire, Macbeth’sheartchangedasdidmine, AloveIcannolongertire, NowIseekhelpfromthedivine.

BrookeBolton SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 12thGrade,TarynHumphries

APOEMABOUTMALCOLM

TheeldestsonofDuncan, Thetrueheirtohisslainfather’sthrone. Stolenfromhimbyatyrant, AmurdererfromGlamisandCawdor. MarchingnowthroughBirnamWood, Thearmyfollowsitstrueking. DescendinguponDunsinanecastle, Toreclaimwhatisrightfullyowed.

CianSyring

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 12thGrade,TarynHumphries

AFOOL

Itbecomesquiteanannoyingfeeling

Toholdyourbreathfortheirgrandentrance

Whilenooneelseseemstobelistening

Butyoucan’thelpcheckingeverysecond

Youaren’tonetostumbleoveryourwords

Youcan’tstandfeelinglikeafoolforlove

Butwhenyoureyesmeeteverythoughtisblurred

Silentlystressing,yourheartstartstorush

Finally,theyarrived,welltheytexted

Sometimesitstartswithasimplehello, Orstraightintohowtheweekended

RegardlessI’llreadalltheirhighsandlows

SomaybeIambecomingafool

ButatleastI’monlyafoolforyou

LindsayGlass

SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 12thGrade,TarynHumphries

“SUNSETSBYTHEOCEAN”

Broken,thisworldis, Quicklyfoundoutthroughadulthood. Theyoungwanttobeoldtogainresponsibility, Theoldwanttobeyoungtoforgetresponsibility.

Tohavethemindofachild, Irresponsibleyetinnocent. Theremustbeawaytofeelthiswayagain, Whilstnotdrivingmyselfinsane.

LookingbackatthejoyIfound, Asakidinthesandbox, Somethingaboutthenatureofsand, Stillremindsmeofmyyouthfulmind.

Ijourneyedtothecoastinsearch, OfsomethingIdidn’tknowyet. Thatwhichhopefully, FillstheholeinmeIcan’tidentify.

Iarriveatthebeach, Andwalkalongthewater’sedge. Thesandbetweenmytoes, Saltintheairandinmylungs.

There’shightideandlowtide Sunriseandsunset

Paradiseintendedtofind AndparadiseIsurefound.

Pinkyellowskies

Mirroredatopthewater’scoolsurface. Aloneinthisparadise, Freetoreachthedeepestofthoughts.

Weightonmyshoulders, Thepressuresofwork,debt,relationships, Washedawayasthetidefalls, Andthesunsets. GavinDavidson SilverdaleBaptistAcademy 12thGrade,TarynHumphries

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