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Volume 120 · No. 42
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The Daily Reveille explores student mental health on LSU’s campus
W Psychological Services Center, Mental Health Services work to serve LSU students
BY SARAH KENT @ SarahKent_TDR
hen political science graduate student Mike Toje worked at the Shop ‘n Save butcher shop in Edwardsville, Illinois, he obsessively organized the refrigerated packages in neat lines, placing the newest meats in the back and the oldest in the front. Customers often sifted through the products, leaving them disorganized after they found a choice cut. Troje’s need for cleanliness often interfered with his duties at work. He dedicated his six-hour shifts to cleaning the shop — a job which ordinarily took two hours. After others overheard him complaining about customers rearranging products, he received two work reprimands and sought treatment for his obsessive compulsive disorder through the health center at Southern Illinois University where he was earning his undergraduate degree. Troje came to LSU to pursue his master’s degree in political science after earning his bachelor’s degree but soon found himself battling new anxieties in an unfamiliar environment. “It got to the point where I was hating my situation both academically and where I was living, and I noticed that I was having more and more difficulty talking to new people,” Troje said. Troje’s OCD manifests in the repetition of activities, counting things, turning left or right,
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hen I was 17 years old, I stood on a chair in my childhood home, tied a noose around my neck and stared up at the ceiling in my bedroom, preparing to hang myself as tears streamed down my face. I felt worthless, alone and cornered by an environment begging my escape. I can’t remember whether it was God or some small shimmer of hope that convinced me to come down from the chair. I kept my anguish to myself for months, scared to tell my friends, family and even my therapist out of fear he would tell my parents. I hid my depression from most of my friends and my entire family minus my mother and father. Just a handful of people knew I saw a therapist until now. There was a social stigma about therapy and depression that made me feel ashamed. To the world, I knew I would look broken and weak. In the meantime, a fake smile and laugh held off suspicions something was wrong. Time spent alone was a dagger penetrating my mind. I could fill my days up with activities and time with friends to coax away the firm grip depression had on my life, but alone, stuck within the confines of my mind, I felt unhappy, unloved and inadequate. I went to a therapist for almost a year and a half before slowly waning sessions down to a complete
TODAY!
see TROJE, page 7
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Opinion: Students must speak out against stigma surrounding mental health
BY JUSTIN DICHARIA @JDicharia
see MENTAL HEALTH, page 7
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