big dark room
Navigating this big dark room
still a child in the worst way.
In the same body that crawled through the halls mid night seeking you out
I climb the ladder, searching for you all over again.
up here when I
to
I come
need
feel something. anything
I miss you
Even when im not supposed to
I miss the idea of you but that will never pacify the child
So I find you here Embedded
Amongst the rafters of our home
Packed away in boxes
I go through when ALone
I guess i find solitude in the pain that comes with invading the past
SO ill keep on returning to speak to the shadows that you cast
I miss you
But not all of you
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