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March2025| Issue11

Sized Up - Toyer Rmc Fahie

Beauty’s Essence - Toyer Rmc Fahie

A prayer for becoming - QueenEssence

Lotus Reborn - QueenEssence

Look Up - Lisa “Lipps” McCready

Plus-Sized Madame - KlassyPoet

The Boken Verison of Me - KlassyPoet

Curvy Girl Anthem- Tiffany Mariie

Locked In - Eloquent Pearlfection

I can’t - Lisa “Lipps” McCready

Endurance - LA Rabsatt

Impact- LA Rabsatt

Damn - KlassyPoet

New Me, New She- Tiffany Mariie

Sexual Alphabet -KlassyPoet

Mirror Play tricks - Nelly Vee

Carrying more than weight - Nelly Vee

Scale don’t know me - Nelly Vee

Dear Me - Poetically Soulful

Good Vibes - Poetically Soulful

Sized Up

36,24,38

So perfect they say Long straight hair

The perfect mouth

Skin that glows like the full moon

She is considered caramel to the eyes

So smooth so sweet shaped in perfection

Other ladies wish to see “her” in their own reflection.

46,44, 58

She needs to lose some weight

Well that’s what they say Kinky natural curls

She smiles and reveals the gap between her teeth

People judge her culinary portions with their eyes

When they see the contour of her thighs

Creation has blessed them both Their beauty lies within

Not in the size that they are wrapped in Beauty doesn’t wander around

In perfect clothes

It’s found deep in the character that you behold

They should not be defined by their size

But rather the purity of their minds

TOYER RMC FAHIE©

BEAUTY’S ESSENCE

Listen beauty can kill more beautiful things Making them morphed into undesirables

Who are they to tell me what beauty should be like What it should feel like Or who I should like

What or who is the standard that measured The essence of beauty

So should I dare to change the fullness of my lips Or the width of my hips

That bore the strength to carry generations That created nations Beauty is individual It’s through my eyes that I see perfection

So to say that beautiful is just this one “thing” Or one “look” Is nothing but a pretty genocide.

Endurance

Sometimes pressure is a pleasure but in most times, it's not...

While we treasure some simple moments when you have pain it feels like it's forever constant and sometimes even violent to the point that it's potent and you still can't figure out the concept

because you are so in depth it's so heart felt that even when you wept you still did not understand the feelings that you kept and even as your back is 'down wet' and you hit the reset button nothing matters anymore because you've already surpassed the score and what's more you endured the pain and still see no gain but yet you can't contain the immense joy in knowing that you have survived another day

© Linette Rabsatt Previously published on Words of Ribbon

Impact

My impact may not be exact, May not be exactly what I wanted it to be. But it does begin with me! You see:

We all want changeand it's hard to gauge. Change is not always immediate and sometimes, there needs to be an intermediaryto be the catalyst, and this person may not be on the top of any list. We can't effect change by watching our brother, or by waiting on our sister or mother. We have to do!

Yes, I'm talking to you! It's a lot of doing, toiling, shaking and moving to make change happen; days when you may feel saddened or even may lose your passion. But you can't cash in If you don't make a move. So make your impact and while it may not be exactly what you wanted it to be Give a try at change and do your part.

© Linette Rabsatt Previously published on Words of Ribbon

Lotus Reborn

When others left, she chose to stay. For that, I’m endlessly grateful— she believes in me, trusts in me, and knows whatever I set my mind to, I’ll achieve. When blessings rain on me, you better believe she’ll be drenched too. This path I walk— it’s a combination of belief, intention, frequency, and trust.

Sometimes, it feels like I’m standing still. But in all actuality?

I’m surrendering to the Most High’s will. This alignment— this flow—

it’s where my power grows. Everything I write about? I manifest into my reality. I speak these truths aloud, clearing space so the inner me can find clarity. The memories I’ve sought, the lessons I’ve learned— all woven together, a tapestry of grace, truth, and eternal love.

I am the summer in my own winter, a beacon of light piercing through the darkness of night. I have arrived.

Queen Essence

Fuck me like you miss me if I was away at war battling to keep your heart in my hands.

Kiss me as if you never seen such an amazing pair of lips and lock in with your eyes so that your gaze will be all in it.

Allow me to put my dick in your mouth and suck it until you get enough Make sure you clean up all of the liquid nutrients stuff.

Open your legs and let me eat you pussy as a feast

Savored with season I brought my own plate don't wait cause imma be down kinda late

Let me caress you into a deep sleep of peace

Promise when I am done you will be dreaming these thought of me.

By. Kychell Little

( Nights Air) Sun has set and the night air has allowed her breath to breathe

The day has come and entered into ending it's near Whispers from the moon peak through the sky as the birds find rest in warmth of nests of protection

A beautiful glow arays with astonishing energy

Captivating each shadow that's hidden behind the nights glare

Centering the horizon of the boldness in the walk that the footsteps pace carries Intellectually inclined with grace yet mercy allowed it's humbled guardian

Because heaven sent one of its angels in disguise

Simply to show our Father's affection and unconditional love.

The next day we don't know what it may hold yet we do know that today life brought joy to the depths of a souls heart.

By. Kychell Little

I had to re prioritize my life To be at peace with myself again

I was overly playing my part with everyone That I didn't make time for me to win

I had to become my biggest fan I had to do better with how I spent my time

I was everyone else's cheerleader I couldn't be on the sidelines to be mines

It's time to be the main character To be the shining star

Be the leader of the group Set the tone and raise the bar

My happiness is important I have to take care of me

Looking out for everyone else Is noble yet exhausting

I'll still show up when I can But I'm being more self aware

I can't be good to anybody else If I have no parts of me to share

It's me season It's always been

But it's time to act like it There's been a fire inside of me Now its time to ignite it

I'm ready to go harder Grind smarter Show me some Love and appreciation

There's so much I can accomplish but first I'm focused on my foundation Stay tuned for more This chapter is called preparation

CURVY GIRL ANTHEM

By Tiffany Mariie

Standing 5’8 .. 208 pounds I love the way I walk around and wear my crown .. curvy asf I mean look at me … from my head to my toes I mean why wouldn’t he …

Size 14 pants … I’m talking bout … I gotta jump up and down grab the thigh part and do my luh dance to fit in these pants … but ain’t no shame in my weight game … we do this for the thick girls …

Capital TH for Thought you was getting in these jeans … genuwine wasn’t referring to me when he said get in between … Perfect PH cause I keep her clean , ya know them tights ass jeans be leaving a mean steam from inside those seams.

But Let’s face it .. Confidence through the roof I really try to embrace it , holding on tightly to my lace cause the boys trynna chase wanting to get ahold and grip of this waist … cause damn those jeans … I mean was he talking to me when he said he wanted to stretch my seams.

Size 8 shoe … To carry all this weight … you know I’m the type to clean my plate and don’t never miss a dinner date … the type to order steak not salad … fuck I’m eating pretty for ima thick girl … that’s valid!

Cause This for the thick girls …

the ones with the fupa … not the regular but the supa … the ones with dents and curves , the ones the girls wanna be like only difference is they paid for there’s … the ones with the rolls, so when we where ripped jeans we bussing out every hole … the ones that cook … not the ones that use a cook book but the ones wit arms that got that extra hook ….

36 B and on a good day 38C … Part of the little tittie committee but big booty sitting pretty… what’s that old saying, “ gotta be two sum to do sum” so let’s get down to the nitty gritty …

36 … 14…8 .. if that math is mathing … that’s the circumference of a cake … thick girls like me get ate off the dinner plate … bent up like a pretzel & swallowed like a shake … but Make no mistake …

I put on for the thick girls

New Me, New She

By Tiffany Mariie

Celebrating this new me, Cause I am she and she is me. No more hurt, no more lies just me living in my truth and shining like the sun in the skies cause beyond my brown eyes is a hell of a disguise.

I despise those who live life based off lies, just to impress the next. I’m living in my truth and showing the youth it’s okay to show the real you not just who your perceived to be through text.

Say it loud and say it with your chest this ain’t checkers this chess meaning I’m always 10 steps ahead of the next, not looking to impress so I digress unless you wanna address the elephant in the room.

IM HER!

The healed version, the pretty version.. this version of me call it moving with a purpose. Damn near made me nervous, the amount of hate I receive from a bunch of folks in a circus. I’m like that new cleaner in your closet, I have a multipurpose on this earth sis.

Cause I’m SHE the new me poetically Tiffany Mariie The way the poetry flow through me and the way my words speak to thee, you can call me queen T.

Heavy on the Queen, wear my crown faithfully and I suggest you do the same. Loving myself loudly, and flaunting my shit proudly.. praising god everyday that I’m able to shout his name soundly. I’m blessed, and highly favored. I survived the worse of the worse and still able to smile and thank the lord and savior.

From my ears to yours, from my scars and fighting my own wars … It’s time to walk away from the lies, time to walk away from the manipulation, time to walk away from loneliness, time to walk away from self limiting beliefs and those soul ties. It’s really time for you to search for your happiness and stop making excuses as to why you are sitting in the same place dealing with the people in the same space not healing properly cause you trynna save face.

Love on yourself and remember your SHE, ME, WE .. wear that crown proudly and always remember that you are a queen to Be!

Dear me

Let me first start off by saying I messed up I blurred the lines between love and lust

And allowed people that I trusted to take advantage

You saved so many people while you remained stranded I am sorry

Sorry for putting you through the pains and heartaches for so long because let's face it... I knew better And if you know better then you do better right?

But I didn't

So many people you defended but who showed up for you

When times got rough And tears began to fall you remained strong

For so long you held on to things in hope for a better life

For so long you tried to be the perfect wife I know your tired

But even in this state I told you to keep going putting people places and things before you

So I'm sorry

I'm sorry for letting you down

I'm sorry for being there for everyone else and bolting when YOU needed me to stick around

I'm sorry for placing you last

I'm sorry for not having enough energy to truly heal from the past I'm sorry for not taking the time out to hear you out

I'm so sorry for a lot

But I promise you this day that it will end And I will take the time to be your best friend I promise to hold you when you cry I promise to show up for you every single time I promise to put you first and show up through every emotion I promise to sow into you and continue to allow you to grow

This time it's personal this time you will see I belong to you my love with open arms because you are me

Sincerely, Poetically Soulful

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Madame

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Madame……I Am!!!!

Melonated, yes I said it

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access to a better prize not self-conscious of her weight effas who try to humiliate frame gives more pull to call you utiful

I Am a Plus Sized Madame with curves for days and an attitude that slays

I don’t need validation, I make my own waves

This Plus-Sized Madame is exceptional….Full-figured Monumental…. Let’s just say….

I Am Phenomenal and if this Poem resonates with you too…. Than Baby SO ARE YOU

©KlassyPoét

February 2025

The Broken Version Of Me

There used to be

The Broken Version Of Me

The one that I thought I had allowed

No One to see

But she was always on The surface being seen

So easily

All of her flaws and horrible Self-esteem

The Broken Version Of Me that had fear and defeat

Written ALL over Me

The version that often tried to hide herself so No One could see my pain But people saw me

Living my life always seeming to start over and over again

Because this adulting thing sometimes just wasn’t for Me….I DIDN’T WANT TO GROW UP

I spent a lot of my life quite frankly a F*** UP

Always choosing the wrong path damn the aftermath

Always choosing the wrong men

Never really realizing I was the toy for every boy that winked at Me

I was too blind to see I was just that friend with Benefits and that would be as good as it gets

Never seeing my worth

Wanting so desperately to have love and be loved

That I didn’t see my VALUE or my WORTH….Until NOW

NOW I LOVE ME and that’s the way it’s supposed to be Now I live my life with JOY and PEACE PURPOSELY I choose single until TRUE LOVE FINDS ME Not FAKE LOVE and it has taken me a long time to learn but now I know the difference between Now I know what I DESERVE Because….

I AM THAT BLESSING

I AM A RARE GEM

I AM WORTHY

I AM PRICELESS

I AM A SURVIVOR

I AM BEAUTIFUL

I AM AMAZING

I AM STRONG

I AM KIND

I AM FIERCE

I AM CONFIDENT

I AM SPIRITUAL

I AM INSPIRATIONAL & INSPIRING

I AM POWERFUL

I AM MOTIVATED I AM LOVED

I……AM……ME!!!!

No longer AM I The Broken Version Of Me

I AM UPDATED

I AM REINVENTED I AM NOW…. THE BEST VERSION OF ME

©KlassyPoét February 2025

Carrying More Than Weight

Dey say I carry too much, like my body too full for de world to hold. Like de weight on my bones be more than just flesh— but a story dey refuse to read. But lemme tell yuh—

I ain’ no burden, I ain’ no thing to trim down, fold up, or disappear.

I a tree rooted deep, standing tall when de wind try break me. I a drum, heavy wid history, beating loud, refusing to be silent.

Lemme tell yuh someting— dey could talk, but I gon’ still stand. © Nelly Vee, @kvinc.org

Mirror Play Tricks

Mirror does play tricks on me, twisting up my edges, stretching me out like a long shadow at sundown. It try tell me I too much— but I know de truth.

I ain’ no illusion, ain’ no thing to be fixed. I a whole ocean, moving how I please, crashing bold against de shore.

Love ain’ no small thing to ration out piece by piece so I goin’ love up meself today, full an’ plenty.

Let de mirror learn me ways or stay quiet. © Nelly Vee, @kvinc.org

Scale Don’t Know Me

De scale chat plenty, throwing numbers like dice, like it know who I be.

But it cyan’t measure how I stand strong, how I laugh big, how I love meself in a world dat tell me I shouldn’t. It cyan’t weigh de nights I refuse to shrink, de days I walk bold in dis skin. It cyan’t measure de love I pour into me, brick by brick, building up a fortress where shame cyan’t enter.

I ain’ no number, ain’ no problem to fix— I de whole answer.

by Lisa "Lipps" McCready

It's our last night together...

The last time I will pour my love all over u... And u will swim in my ocean for one last moment...

My heart is breaking for all the dreams that will die tonight...

But it must be so...

Because,

In spite of the fact that I'm completely in love with u... U can't feel it...

Because, For u, this was a stop on a journey... And for me it was the fulfillment of all my lost dreams.

See,

I could see our silver haired images watching our grandkids play...

But u only saw my warmth as a safe haven from ur current storm... And now that the clear light of day has come... Ur ready to move on.

I shoulda known better... I know no one falls in love with the hospital that heals them...

So tonight, I'll spread my healing balm on every part of u... And send u back into the world, whole... While I'm yet crumbling into ruin...

Cuz...

No matter how much I tried... I could never be all u truly wanted...

Ur happily ever after has no space for me...

For u,

I was the motel where u rested and renewed for the next leg of ur travels...

But...

While u prepared for ur next move, I got mesmerized by ur charms, Dazzled by ur smile, And hypnotized by the feel of ur skin on mine... And I fooled myself into believing that u were speaking of me when u talked of ur future...

In the moon shadows of my bed, I let myself believe that the things u did to my body Were the way u loved me...

Not just the carnal fulfillment of lust... and convenience...

So I'll try to stop wanting u to see me

As the love u were meant to find...

And I'll take this last entanglement for what it is...

Whispers in the wind...

Fleeting moments never meant to last...

So, as the curtain covers the proscenium arch of this production, I will tearfully take my final bow...

The performance is over for u...

Even as I thought the play was real... And I'll watch u walk off stage...

Production over...

Bring up the house lights...

And I'll stand in the spotlight alone...

And try to find the strength to exit stage left...

Praying this is the last time I fall for a play write...

And not the real Prince meant for my life...

Cuz I now know...

That no matter how I try...

I can't make u love me...

©lgmghe4-2-2023@9:35pm

By Lisa "Lipps" McCready

Burdened by life

I follow my path

Seeking to reach

My goal

Crumbling foundations

Shaking with wrath

Trying to rattle

My soul

But God is my guidance

Supporter and strength

Keeping my footing sure

Covering the spaces

No matter the length

That I alone could never endure

He walks beside me

Both day and by night

Seeing the pitfalls ahead And guiding me safely Towards the light And carrying me

Over my dread

So pray always and often Seek solace in God

Cuz this life can be kinda messed up

And know that He's with u

Wherever u trod U just need remember, Look up

Damn……

I want you to lose yourself under my sheets

Between wet and wet

We can surely act as though We just met

After all it is I

That won the bet

So let me tell you exactly

What I want you to do to me

Enter me with a raging thrust

Right now we can make this

Moment all about lust

Tempt my G-Spot

With everything you got

Hit it just right

So I can contract

The muscles in my walls and make myself nice and tight

Around your waist

I wrap my legs

Yesssssssss

You moan......

I make out......between your pants......my name

As you arch your frame

Let me feel all of you

Go deeper

Go deeper inside my Pink

Watch me shiver......

cause you done hit that spot

Got my stomach in a knot

I gyrate my hips and arch my back

I synchronize my rhythm to match yours with no slack

You thrust I’m about to bust

Then you explore for more You lick my clit

I feel my paradise split Oooooooooooh shiiiiii........t!!!!

My muscles tighten in my abdominal pit

You moan, you groan Picking up the pace

Holding on to the sides

Of my face

You drain into my heavenly oasis until there’s nothing left but drips

Inside we create natures rain as we mix

You kiss me upon my lips

I smile as I whisper in your ear...

Baby I’m not done

I haven’t seen the morning sun

Let’s do it

One more time Papi???

Damn......

I’m locked, Loaded & Ready

©KlassyPoét

February 2025

Sexual Alphabet

Excuse me

May I interest you in a game of Sexual Alphabet I promise you

Just like how a hot bowl of Chicken Noodle Soup makes you feel all good and warm on the inside So…..will….I

Relax you mind and go with me on this Erotic ride and when I’m done…… You will be Good All Over Now….let me begin

Allow Me to be your Aphrodisiac……The Chocolate between Bourbon and Cognac

After I have you sipping and serene surely you should be ready to give me the D*** Oops did i say D***

I didn’t mean to say D***

But now that I have said D***

Grant me permission by tongue and sensation to Elongate it……Erect Make it nice and thick

So that it may fill my Forbidden with its Girth

Insatiably Intoxicate me Jungle tie me to your tall oak tree

Be my Tarzan and I will be your Jane in your lane

Kissing, Sucking and Licking Mandingo Massive with Pleasure until nudity becomes the name of the game and nonnegotiated orgasms happen as you devour my pink pleasure palace……Because what I say, Daddy you will do….Now eat until I quiver and shiver, releasing vanilla creams of Resurrection like Jesus on the third day and this Sexual Alphabet has the anticipation of teasing and tempting you Tasting you….with Tongue

I wanna be unrestrained and unrestricted to seductively and lustfully Violate you Fantasy to fantasy until you succumb to me willingly with delight and let me show you in X-RAY of multiple orgasms YOU’VE given me….. Mmmmmmm…..ecstasy is me returning the favor

With Salacious Vindication

Licking my lips and my fingertips…..Your drips I savor

As I hear them Zzzzzzz’s There goes my Baby I done put Daddy fast….to sleep

©KlassyPoét