The Herstory of "Bamboo Girl" Zine (2000)

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Sabrina Margarita Alcantara-Tan

The Herstory of Bamboo Girl Zine

I do a zine that speaks from my point of view as a queer mixed-blood Asian girl who confronts issues of racism, sexism, and homophobia in an in-your-face kind of way. I started my zine five years ago for many reasons: I couldn't find publications that spoke to me; I was getting totally disenchanted with the punk and hard-core scene; I was sick of explaining my heritages when fielding the constant "Where are you from?" or "What are you?" questions; and I was experiencing way too much harrassmentin the streets of New York City, which took the form of catcalls based on racial stereotypes. I didn't have a constructive way of expressing my annoyance, anger, and rage, and it surely didn't help that I was brought up in a traditionally Pilipino household where I could only speak when spoken to, and where young women are groomed at an early age to just sit and look pretty. That kind of upbringing does not build much of a backbone, especially when faced with people who step over the line or when exploring or questioning ideas I'm not supposed to question in the first place. I would search like crazy for publications that spoke to me, and since I did not find any, I figured that my voice was either too specific or wrong. Mostly, I found an overwhelming number of martial arts magazines published by white guys with gigantic egos and Asiaphile fantasies. These magazines showed Asians as kitschy, cute, funny, as porno sex kittens and martial artists. I was sick of it. I was looking for a fierce Asian woman to look up to so I could read and feel validated, and it would have been even cooler if she was of mixed race like me. But no luck. At the time, I was still hard-coreinto punk, which seemed reallyto speak for me. I was rebellious, and for a long time I wore expressive clothes to match my "fuck everything" attitude. The punk scene just became a tired one for me after hearing all these straight white guys whine about their oppression, while mocking gays and lesbians and excluding many people of color as part of the "regular Copyright@ 2000 by SabrinaMargaritaAlcantara-Tan

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