Apricity: Fall 2023 Print Issue

MODA

FALL PRINT 2023

ESCAPE WITH A BOOK FALLING BACK IN LOVE WITH READING

FRIENDS AS CHOSEN FAMILY

THE ISSUEApricity

THE ART OF ALONE DISCOVERING SOLACE IN SOLITUDE

EDITORIAL DIRECTOR

Noa Chamberlin

CREATIVE DIRECTOR

Elise Wilson

OPERATIONS DIRECTOR

Adina Kurzban

INTERNAL RELATIONS DIRECTOR

Alejandra Espino

PUBLIC RELATIONS DIRECTOR

Morgan Johnson

CULTURE EDITOR

Laine Bottemiller

ARTS EDITOR

Cate Tarr

LIFESTYLE EDITOR

Mi Chuinda Levy

FASHION EDITOR

Natasha Bernovich

ONLINE EDITOR

Reese Diethrich

HEAD OF DIVERSITY, EQUITY AND INCLUSION

Preksha Satia

NEW MEMBERS MENTOR

Rachel Van Hefty

HEAD OF PHOTOGRAPHY

Emma Spaciel

HEAD OF VIDEOGRAPHY

Molly Ford

SHOOT PRODUCTION COORDINATORS

Emily Han

Rayyan Bhatti

STYLING COORDINATOR

Sara Dubuhr

FEATURING

WRITERS

Kaitlyn Ard • Natasha

Bernovich • Laine Bottemiller

• Sophie Corsaro • Noa

Chamberlin • Kara Conrad

• Reese Diethrich • Kayla

Hendrikse • Sophie Hyman

• Morgan Johnson • Adina

Kurzban • Mi Chuinda Levy

• Madison Luick • Meghan

Price • Kate Reuscher •

Maddy Scharrer • Francesca

Smith • Annalise Sommer •

ART

Elise Wilson • Meghan Price

• Kayla Hendrikse • Ari

Tweedy • Laine Bottemiller •

Ivette Pita-Ruiz

PHOTOGRAPHY

Emma Spaciel • Lily Munoz

• Molly Ford • Paige Valley

• Elise Wilson • Laine

Bottemiller • Sophie Hyman

• Sage Flory

MODELS

Ruby Menke • Emma Spaciel

• Molly Ford • Natasha

Bernovich • Maddy Scharrer

• Morgan Johnson • Mia

Quitlong Staszcuk • Sofia

Luchetti • Allie John • Kara

Conrad • Logyn Bottemiller

• Regan Boehlke • Javier

Thomas

TABLE OF CONTENTS

CULTURE

06 Walking Scott Street, Feeling Like a Stranger

A personal reflection on going back to my hometown as a college student

08 The Art of Alone

Discovering solace in solitude

12 Political Optimism

How to stop the doomscroll and stay optimistic about the future of our country

17 Is Road Salt the Only Option?

How the environmental effects of road salt are becoming increasingly problematic

29 Be Your Own Light

Recognizing the power we have to be our own source of happiness, rather than waiting for a romance to fufill us

38 Malibu of the Midwest

How a small town in Wisconsin was coined the freshwater surfing capital of the world

LIFESTYLE

05 I’ll Never Dye My Hair

Finding warmth where you’d least expect it

14 Friends as Chosen Family

The importance of forging familial connections in friendships

28 Snowed In

Cozy up to the ones you love the most this winter

32 Just a Small Town Girl

A love letter to my hometown

37 Plant Power

How to integrate sustainable argiculture into your daily life

FASHION

16 Winter Trend Watch

How to easily incorporate the popular trends of the season

26 Bundle Up!

How to keep warm while staying stylish

34 A Winning Winter Wardrobe

Simple tips to elevate your winter style and boost your confidence

ARTS FEATURED

07 Here & Now: How Midwest Emo Captures

Nostalgia in the Present

Exploring an underrated genre that hits close to home

10 Sun Eyes

23 Stomp and Holler Your Heart Out

A musical exploration of a genre that blends melancholy narratives and infectious beats

24 Escape With A Book

Falling back in love with reading

35 Calmed by Clay

Escaping a fast-paced world through pottery

18 Dreaming at Dusk

39 Evermore

A Light in the Darkness

Dear readers,

When deciding on a theme for our print issue, we wanted to choose a concept that not only recognized the change in seasons but also shed light on the warmth and joy we can discover even in the coldest times.

Apricity is defined as the feeling of warmth from the sun on a winter day; it encapsulates the bitterness of winter, yet challenges the negativity of the cold by focusing on winter’s moments of light and warmth.

Whether having grown up in the Midwest, accustomed to the cold, or coming from the West or East Coasts, encountering Wisconsin’s winter for the first time, each of us in Madison, WI is currently experiencing the crisp chill of the winter season.

Apricity serves as a recognition of this shared experience, drawing on the

charm of the Midwest, romanticizing nature and appreciating the beauty it holds even in the darkest times.

The feeling of warmth from the winter sun is niche, yet universal. In those moments of intensely brisk winter, when the Madison winds could almost knock you over, the touch of the sun’s warmth on that sliver of your exposed face can almost turn around your day for the better. Witnessing the sun break out from behind icy clouds, casting its glow on the ground, can’t help but bring joy and warmth.

This issue celebrates that warmth. It honors the feeling of safety and comfort in times of harsh bitterness. We’ve all had moments when nothing feels right, when the world around us seems dark and desolate, without a glimmer of light or joy. But when the apricity of a day provides warmth from the sun, insulating you despite the surrounding icy winter, hope is restored.

In Kate Reuscher’s piece, “Walking Scott Street, Feeling Like a Stranger,” she reflects on the common experience of returning to a hometown and recognizing yourself as a changed person. In her self-reflective and personal piece, Reuscher utilizes nostalgic music and memories of her life as a child to shed light on the inner struggle between admiring and fearing growing up.

As someone who did not grow up in the midwestern cold, Reese Diethrich’s article “I Will Never Dye My Hair” details her adjustment to the Midwest as a West Coast native. Diethrich shares her personal struggles with the lack of

sunlight in a colder climate and its impact on her mental well-being, something that many of us, even those from the Midwest, experience every year. In spite of this, Diethrich shifts the narrative, stating that the bitterness of the cold has helped her appreciate the little moments of warmth and joy, giving them more value.

Kara Conrad’s “Calmed by Clay” serves as an ode to pottery, bringing readers back to the roots of nature interacting with the raw clay and highlighting the intricacies of working with pottery. Conrad describes her love for the entirely encompassing feeling of being at the wheel. In a detailed description of the art of ceramics, Conrad walks readers through the steps to creating pottery, drawing on her own experience and highlighting the satisfaction of creating something of her own.

In a world often bombarded with upset and distress, we must choose to find the light and warmth that keeps us going. Instead of dwelling on the negative and letting ourselves succumb to the literal and metaphorical darkness, we must choose to find the light.

As this year comes to a close, I hope each of you can find your apricity in the dark and lonely moments. Moda has become a light in my life, both in the joyous and dark moments. Moda is a place I can return to, feel safe in and celebrate no matter the weather outside or how I’m feeling inside.

I honor each one of you, you are all lights and sources of warmth that I’ve loved working with and celebrating this semester. Remember, even in the darkness, we can always find moments of apricity.

Sincerely,

NOA CHAMBERLIN EDITORIAL DIRECTOR

I’ll Never Dye My Hair

Finding warmth where you’d least expect it

Written by Reese Diethrich, Online Editor

Graphic by Ari Tweedy, Creative Team

Ihave never dyed my hair. I have stuck to the strict notion that no tint, stain or colorant would touch even a single strand of my natural blonde hair, even though the golden color has faded to a shade I call “soft-dirty blonde, but not really.”

I can’t deny that my hair would look nicer with a bit more blonde – less dull and maybe even brighter. Family friends have told me so themselves, how a “couple of highlights right here” around the frame of my face would make me look more lively.

I refuse to dye my hair, despite the hints that I should, for the sole reason that the only thing I want to lighten my hair is the sun. I know it’s silly, even child-like. My friends joke about my rationale whenever I mention my “streaks of sunkissed blonde,” as I’ve coined them. Raised in the Arizona heat, all I’ve ever known was warmth on my skin and a sun that kept my hair as blonde as it’s been since I was four.

After moving to Madison, WI for school, my hair has become more faded than I’m used to, except for my lingering blonde highlights hibernating until the summer. That warmth I felt being from the West Coast dwindled with each semester I spent in the Midwest.

Until I arrived in Madison, I never understood how dependent I was on the Arizona heat as a generator for my integral optimism. It served as a constant motivation to keep going; to feel the sun on my skin and let it fuel me. I didn’t just enjoy the Arizona weather – I needed it.

I have always depended on an overabundance of Arizona sunshine to get me up each morning, though that kind of heat was thousands of miles away while in Madison. For me, warmth is hope. In Madison, I tend to lose hope when the sun goes down and the snow ushers in a merciless chill. Searching for a replacement for that hope was, and still is, draining.

Being in the Midwest, where finding that warmth can be extremely difficult, I’ve found that taking advantage of even the slightest moments where I’ve felt apricity, a tiny moment of warmth in the cold, is enough for me.

Hearing the voices of my long-distance best friends on a phone call. Watching the snow from my bedroom window

with a vinyl spinning in the background. Walking home each day to a house full of friends I love deeply. These moments are not necessarily grand, but nonetheless, simple joys are still joyful. When you find them, they’ll tend to mean a lot more than you’d think.

I guarantee that a fruitless search for world-stopping, tremendous serendipity will leave you disappointed. I can also guarantee that warmth, joy, apricity or whatever you choose to call it, can be found in moments that may feel small but are priceless in their ability to provide a sliver of hope.

In lifting my head to the sun each day for a brief moment of apricity, I remind myself that a warm winter coat can’t rekindle lost hope, but searching for little joys can.

So, I will never dye my hair. Because when I am feeling hopeless, when the Madison cold settles into a dull ache in my chest, I can look in the mirror at my hair. When I see the subtle drops of sun that still lace my dead ends, I’ll remember I’ve felt the warmth of the sun, and I’ll feel it again, even in the briefest of moments.

Walking Scott Street, Feeling Like a Stranger

A personal reflection on going back to my hometown as a college student

Written by Kate Reuscher, Staff Writer

Graphic by Kayla Hendrikse,

It’s the 11th of November. I slide into my maroon car and my hands melt into the steering wheel, forgetting the months that have passed since I last drove. I drive along the bumpy roads that snake throughout the small town of Oconomowoc, feeding a trail of fallen leaves under my tires into the wind behind me. I drive until the sun barely peaks over the cornfields.

I sing “Silver Springs” by Fleetwood Mac on a constant loop. I watch the boats on the nearby lake bob around relentlessly.

“I’ll follow you down until the sound of my voice will haunt you,” I sing with no one to hear.

But as the sun dips below the lake, and I have trailed three loops around it, I realize that I am the fool – still haunted by some of my experiences in this town. The bittersweet memories that remind you growing up is a double-edged sword, a blend of beauty and curse.

I can drive through this town and find someone I know in every store, neighborhood and street. I turn down the main stretch of downtown to see its

cheery lights. They twinkle with memories of bobbing through sunburnt summer days on boats and escaping the heat with late-night ice cream runs. This town marks the place where I found my passion for writing, my words frantically bleeding into paper. This town is where I made two best friends, their bedroom doors now 5 feet apart from mine in our apartment.

I turn down the street I would monotonously take everyday at 7 a.m. to high school. This town also reminds me of every time I failed and every time I let myself be hurt by others because walking away seemed more painful.

As I continue passing neighborhoods lazily, my heart drops a little bit, yet my eyes still brighten at the sights of home. Nothing has changed here, and I wonder if the memories here are enough for me to keep coming back.

The past five years blur into a myriad of joys and anger, of high school epiphanies and acceptance letters, of secrets and stories, ebbing and flowing through the streets of my hometown. A new layer has settled over me in col-

lege, one with the clarity and peace I once yearned to wrap around me. But as I pull into my driveway and the sun has already abandoned the sky, I feel a familiar anxiety snagging at the threads of my new self, the same unease I feel when a solemn memory is tied to a street or place here. How do bad moments sometimes eclipse all the more precious moments I had in this town?

“I miss college and my roommates and freedom,” I think as I stumble into my house. My dog runs up to me as my dad hugs me and asks what I want for dinner. My mom asks to watch a movie, and suddenly I’m 15 again, wrapped in a blanket of nostalgia, sprawled across my couch whose leather is creased and molds to the shape of every version of myself I have been.

I shift in my spot, feeling the grooves of the couch melt with me to form a new indent. I know when I come back for Thanksgiving, it will have disappeared, like it doesn’t quite recognize the person I’ve become now.

Here & Now: How Midwest Emo Captures Nostalgia in the Present

Exploring an underrated genre that hits close to home

Written by and graphic by Meghan Price, Staff Writer

When I first moved to Sydney, Australia last year, people lost their minds when I told them I was from the Midwest. “Midwest? Like Midwest Emo? American Football?!,” became a string of phrases I had come to expect from Australian natives. A quick Google search helped me discover a hidden world of music less than two hours away from where I grew up.

Nestled three blocks from the main campus of the University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign, 704 W High Street appears unassuming. Its quaint stature, with a single window that sits above the porch perfectly centered beneath the A-frame roof, resembles a kind of house a kindergarten student might draw. To many, it’s just another house; however, to enthusiasts of Midwest emo music, it holds special significance.

A photograph of 704 W High Street features on the cover of the eponymous 1999 debut album by American Football. Regarded as one of – if not the – canonical text in Midwest emo, the album “American Football” is one of many reasons why houses are endemic to the subgenre.

Emerging in the mid-’90s, the genre transformed the confessional lyricism of emo rock forebears, trading intense punk influences for a layered, unexpectedly melodic sensibility. The lyrics to almost every track on the album are sparse, attempting to articulate the overthinking anguish of young adulthood, such a vocalists Mike Kinsella’s whining on ‘Stay Home’: “Don’t leave home again / If empathy takes energy / ‘Cause everyone feels just like you.”1 The marriage of twinkly guitar lines and lyrics lamenting summer’s end combined with a dimly lit, low-angle cover photo of an ordinary house, creates an atmosphere that resonates with the edginess of youthful introspection.

“I think I remember having the film processed and looking at it a bit more than actually taking the photo,” said Chris Strong, the photographer behind the iconic cover and former resident of the house. However, he doesn’t remember the specific intentions behind the composition of the photo.

1 American Football, ”Stay Home,” on Polyvinyl, track eight on “American Football,” CD, recorded May 1999.

Despite modest commercial success and critical acclaim following the album’s release, American Football quickly disbanded. Over time, the album slowly accumulated a cult following online, leading to a reunion and two subsequent albums, both also titled “American Football,” since 2016.

The first iteration of “American Football” is perhaps the best-defined example of the connection between houses and the music itself. One can imagine the overwrought anecdotes that pepper its tracks unfolding in childhood bedrooms, tear-soaked conversations sitting in cars, or over underaged drinking sessions in shady backyards. No doubt these sentimental settings and poignant lyrics persist for listeners for young adults today, underscoring why Midwest emo remains an eternal expression of angst and longing for the fleeting present.

The Art of Alone

Discovering solace in solitude

Written by Madison Luick, Staff Writer

Photography by Elise Wilson, Creative Director

Modeled by Ruby Menke, Creative Team

In May of 2023, the United States Surgeon General Dr. Vivek Murthy released an advisory about loneliness and isolation, calling the “epidemic of loneliness and isolation” a public health crisis with mental and physical health consequences.1 Murthy continues, prescribing social connection as a cure for loneliness.2 This cure might sound simple, yet communication and social connections aren’t constant and can be difficult to rely on.

Respectfully, I disagree that loneliness is a health condition to be cured.

People in their early twenties spend around 270 to 280 minutes alone each day, which adds up to 4.5 hours.3 That is a significant amount of time alone, so it is essential that we accept this loneliness rather than diagnose it as a problem. If we embrace being alone, we can morph negative feelings of isolation into peaceful moments of solitude.

Solitude can feel lonely in the absence of constant movement around us. From meeting with friends to running errands, everything seems to be constantly moving and changing, occupying our mind. Arriving at a place where only our presence exists, devoid of any movement, can create a strange sensation of stillness. It’s an uncomfortable feeling, especially for those haunted by the fear of missing out or even the persistence of our own thoughts.

Transitioning from my small hometown to a college of thousands of people could not have made me feel any lonelier. Leaving my best friend that I have known for almost 10 years and starting over with new friendships made me doubt myself. Maybe I didn’t know how to make friends, as I had not made new connections since I was a little kid. Even when I made new friends, none of them seemed to measure up to those I had known for so long that they felt like family to me. The sudden absence of strong platonic connection left an echoing chasm within me, which spurred me into self-isolation and solitude: a place where my brain ran wild with anxiety.

I quickly came to the realization that I could not let myself spiral whenever I was alone. I also realized that if 1 Vivek Murthy, “New Surgeon General Advisory Raises Alarm about the Devastating Impact of the Epidemic of Loneliness and Isolation in the United States,” U.S. Department of Health and Human Services, May 3, 2023.

2 Ibid.

3 Esteban Ortiz-Ospina, “Who do we spend time with across our lifetime?” Our World in Data, Dec. 11, 2020.

I was to get through college, I had to somehow find solace in those moments alone. However, the process of reframing my mindset did not happen within a matter of hours, nor was it simple. After weeks of feeling out of control at the start of the semester, I took initiative to try and understand the peacefulness of being alone.

I traveled home for the weekend, allowed myself plenty of sleep and came back with a well-rested mind. I realized that for me, comfort comes from familiarity, and nothing felt familiar at college. To create a sense of familiarity, I began by making a routine for myself: time blocking out my calendar and setting alarms to establish a reliable schedule. Rather than scrambling at the overwhelming amount of things I had to do, I made myself busy and set aside time to accomplish those tasks, regaining control of my anxiety.

My negative view of solitude made me feel embarrassed about being alone in public, especially since everyone else always seemed to be with a friend. To reframe my loneliness, I planned time to sit in coffee shops, get dinner, grab groceries and find new study spots – all in my solitude. By keeping myself busy and staying stimulated, I found purpose and productivity in being alone.

Having regained control over my solitude, the sudden break from the chaos of the world around me felt more like comfort and relaxation, rather than self-isolation where my mind was filled with anxiety. I realized I didn’t always need to be surrounded by people; I could enjoy being by myself.

“Our minds are all we have. They are all we have ever had. And they are all we can offer to others. This might not seem obvious… but it’s the truth… If you are perpetually angry, depressed, confused and unloving, or your attention is elsewhere, it won’t matter how successful you become or who is in your life – you won’t enjoy any of it,” philosopher and neuroscientist Sam Harris says.4 Through stressful life changes, mental health recovery or anything else, we will always have ourselves. When nobody else is around, we are there. Solitude is not inherently lonely, it is an opportunity to bond with your most reliable supporter: yourself.

4 Sam Harris, “Waking Up: A Guide to Spirituality Without Religion,” Simon & Schuster, 2014.

Written by Cate Tarr, Arts Editor Graphic by Ari Tweedy, Creative Team

Sun Eyes

She felt ocean in her breath,

She felt sunlight dance in her brain.

The way snow fell to the ground reminded her of the way her heart beat –

Her chest pumped like an everlasting fire.

She couldn’t remember the last person she did not like,

Or the last laugh she did not enjoy.

Dandelions grew in her mind, their stems flooding through her neck and shoulders.

Stretching past her palms and between her fingertips, they jutted out curiously before her.

Always reaching, she would sometimes forget –

Forget to inhale the ocean water alive in her breath,

Forget to bask in the never-ending sunlight swimming in her brain.

Clouds encompassed a darkened sky as wilted stems began to drape.

But before the stems withered away, she closed her eyes.

Leaping toward her fingertips, stretching past her palms,

Expanding through her shoulders and up her neck,

The warmth of the winter sun gleamed through her window the next morning.

Rays settled in the back of her head.

She opened her sun eyes.

Awake,

Her light existed once again.

Political Optimism

How to stop the doomscroll and stay optimistic about the future of our country

Written by and graphic by Laine Bottemiller, Culture Editor

“Who will run Gaza after the war? U.S. searches for best of bad options.”

“There’s a crisis in the Yukon River”

“What to know about Donald Trump’s gag orders in D.C. and New York”

It’s Sunday, Dec. 3, 2023 at 4:47 p.m. When I opened my Washington Post app this afternoon, these were the top three headlines I was confronted with. Faced with headlines of heartbreaking tragedy and disheartening politics, keeping up with news can be exhausting.

Despite 79% of young people consuming news daily, only 32% say they enjoy following it.1 This marks a decrease of 21% from 2015, when 53% of millennials said they enjoy following the news. 2023 has witnessed a record number of Americans disassociating from both the Republican and 1 David Bauder, “Survey finds young people follow news, but without much joy,” AP News, Aug. 31, 2022.

Democratic parties, a trend that has been steadily increasing.2 As we head into the 2024 election with two unpopular presidential candidates, it’s easy to feel hopeless about the future of our country.

When the draft of the Supreme Court’s decision in Dobbs v. Jackson Women’s Health Organization was leaked in May of 2022, I vividly remember texting my most politically engaged friend, asking “You don’t think they’ll actually overturn Roe, right?” He responded, “This is them overturning Roe.” I felt short of breath, and my stomach rolled.

I turned to Twitter replies, scrolling until the words “overturning Roe” burned into my eyes. I found myself immersed in an anxiety-induced endless scroll, a phenomenon better known as doomscrolling. Doomscrolling: the mindless binge scroll through negative news stories or social media posts. This constant consumption of negative news can cultivate a negative bias, leading readers to catastrophize.3

Perhaps our outrage and despair is a sign of our human-

2 Mike Allen, “Record number of Americans say they’re politically independent,” Axios, April 17, 2023.

3 Heather Kelly, “How to avoid doom scrolling and news fatigue while staying up-to-date,” Washington Post, March 29, 2022.

ity, reflecting our capacity to empathize with those facing tragedy and enact change accordingly. Nevertheless, I fear our overconsumption and excessive exposure to distressing news could overwhelm and numb our emotional response, making impactful change seem unattainable. While staying well-informed on subjects we care about is essential, it is equally vital to maintain a balance with our mental wellbeing.

“It’s really important for us to give ourselves permission to set boundaries about our news consumption and social media,” says Kristen Choi, an assistant professor of health policy and management at UCLA and a psychiatric nurse who works with kids and adults. “That constant influx of traumatic images and content can really wear on our minds.”4

Set boundaries on your news consumption

Balancing your wellbeing with news consumption can mean limiting the amount of overall news or social media content you consume or specifically restricting exposure to certain news topics or graphic content. Establish a sustainable separation from news by setting time limits on social media platforms. Platforms like Facebook, Instagram, YouTube and Google Search all offer settings to filter or limit graphic content. Rather than obsessing over a story second by second, keeping up with each new detail, consider waiting until the end of the day to read a fully reported story.5

Setting boundaries can also look like choosing not to follow a particularly frustrating or painful story. For example, this summer, I was absentmindedly watching news coverage of Donald Trump’s indictment for his handling of classified documents at Mar-a-Lago. Two hours passed, and I realized that all I had seen was that same brick wall of the court building, swarmed with reporters reading Trump’s outrageous quotes about the justice system. I wondered, what is this coverage doing other than leaving me disappointed and angry? I decided to turn off the TV and not follow the story until a decision was made.

Turn political apathy into political empathy

Faced with a constant stream of corruption, outrageous political stories and disheartening policies, it’s easy to feel hopeless about the future of our country. To counter this, I’ve found it’s best to turn political apathy into political empathy; we should remind ourselves that our country is composed of the experiences and beliefs of each and every one of us. Engage in conversations with friends about what’s upsetting you. Chances are, they can relate to you, and together, you can find solace in mutual understanding.

4 Ibid.

Round out your understanding of an issue. Explore news sources that help you truly understand an issue, rather than just fuel your outrage. By anticipating differences in opinion and learning about the alternative viewpoints from our own, we can develop a stronger understanding of the issue at hand.6

“If you’re not familiar with something brought up, ask questions about it, and where they learned that from or why that’s important to them,” says Michelle Riba, psychiatrist and associate director of the University of Michigan Comprehensive Depression Center.7

Developing empathy for those we disagree with humanizes the “other side” of politics and promotes a deeper understanding of the intricacies and motivations behind every type of political belief.

Do something about it

In my experience, I’ve found a remedy for the sense of political despair through proactive engagement. I currently work for a politician whose views align with my own, and it brings me so much joy witnessing the passion and enthusiasm of my colleagues as we collectively strive to improve the world. Actively supporting someone who brings me inspiration and hope for our country boosts my confidence in the world’s outlook.

Taking action doesn’t necessarily need to be working for a candidate; it can be as simple as donating $5 to a campaign, volunteering for a candidate, voting on Election Day or even posting something to your Instagram story.

I hold much confidence in our generation’s capacity to make a difference. We have been heartbroken and scared, but we are the future. We won’t forget how we have felt, and that’s a good thing. Our collective memories serve as a catalyst for a transformation. We are committed to bringing hope and actively working to ensure the world will once again be an uplifting place. There’s something to be excited about, and perhaps, we may even find joy in reading the news.

6 Jordyn Imhoff, “5 ways to manage politically induced stress,” Michigan Medicine, Oct. 24, 2019.

7 Ibid.

Friends as Chosen Family

The importance of forging familial connections in friendships

Written

by Maddy

Scharrer,

Staff Writer

Photography by Paige Valley, Creative Team

Modeled by Emma Spaciel, Molly Ford, Maddy Scharrer, Morgan Johnson and Natasha Bernovich

My mom and I have always had a close relationship. One thing I looked forward to when I lived at home was our weeknight routine. After we both arrived home, we’d sit at the kitchen counter and chat about our days until it was time for me to do homework. Later in the evening, we’d reconvene in the living room and watch TV together. Especially after a long busy day, the hour or so of watching whatever series we were caught up on at the moment felt like a sanctuary.

When I left for college, I realized how special our nightly routine was. During my first weeks at UW-Madison, I was constantly surrounded by people, yet I had never felt more alone. The way I felt transcended beyond just missing home; it was the comfort of having my family to lean on and share a routine with that I ached for. It wasn’t until I started finding a similar comfort in my friends – when I started viewing them as a chosen family – that I began to feel at home in Madison.

Family-like friendships are a very real thing. BetterHelp, an online mental health resource, explains, “In some cases, friendships may have the potential to be as close as or closer than family relationships.”1 Cultivating these friendships made a world of difference in my adjustment to college. College is a setting where many young adults experience being on their own for the first time, and having friends you can lean on is extremely supportive in that new chapter.

1 “What Does It Mean To Have Friends Like Family?” BetterHelp, Nov. 30, 2023.

There are several positive benefits related to this kind of friendship, one being that deep social connections can “positively affect self-esteem and well-being.”2 These relationships can also be beneficial for those who don’t have the best relationship with their biological family. According to BetterHelp, “...Relationships with friends may replace relationships with family, which are no less valid than familial relationships.”3 Close friendships strengthen the sense of belonging, which can help people recognize they are not alone in the world.

Viewing my friends as my chosen family is especially helpful during the winter months. Winter can be an isolating time, but meaningful friendships can bring you light on even your darkest days. According to Dr. Vivienne Friday of Goodwin University, “Some of the daunting effects of social isolation can be offset by connecting with others.”4 Wintertime, specifically at college, can pose unique struggles. The stress of classes and finals coupled with the change of weather isn’t exactly a recipe for happiness. Feeling connected to your friends and knowing they are there for you during the colder months might be just the thing to cure winter blues.

Forging these close friendships can take time, but it is easier than you think! Doing specific activities together, like a routine, is one thing that can bring you closer to your friends.5 Much of what cultivates a familial feeling amongst friends is doing the little things in life

2 Ibid.

3 Ibid.

4 Vivienne Friday, “The Importance of Friendship for College Students,” Goodwin University, May 4, 2021

5 Ibid.

together. Even something as simple as having someone to sit next to on the couch while doing homework can help combat feelings of loneliness during college. I’ve found that hanging out with my roommates in our communal spaces rather than separating into our bedrooms has been a huge factor in creating a family-like feeling in our apartment.

Another key to creating and maintaining these bonds is being there for each other. Being able to confide in your friends and gain support plays a big role in feeling close to one another by creating “safety and trust.”6 For this practice to be healthy for all parties, it’s important to ensure it goes both ways. According to the Mayo Clinic, “Developing and maintaining healthy friendships involves give-and-take… It’s as important for you to be a good friend as it is to surround yourself with good friends.”7 One day you may need extra support, and the next your friend may need it from you; friendships should establish a mutually beneficial support system!

Looking back, it’s easy to see that the moments I began to feel at home here in Madison were when I felt the closest to my friends. Binge-watching a show together, sharing a meal or being there for each other to lean on provided some of the warmest feelings This year, I’ve felt these bonds strengthen the more we’ve gotten to know each other and nurture our friendships. Finding comfort in your friends as a chosen family can serve as a sanctuary, offering support not just during college but throughout life in general.

6 Ibid.

7 Mayo Clinic Staff, “Friendships: Enrich your life and improve your health,” Mayo Clinic, Jan. 12, 2022.

Winter Trend Watch

How to easily incorporate the popular trends of the season

Written by Adina Kurzban, Operations Director

Buying a new wardrobe each season is unattainable and unsustainable, but what if you want to refresh your closet this season? An easy way to add excitement to your outfits this season is through accessories. Accessories are a great way to incorporate fashion trends since they are typically smaller and more affordable than clothing items. A highlight of Fall/Winter 2023 was the trendy accessories and details designers used to build upon their looks – here’s how you can do the same.

Metallics

Another way to make any outfit pop is by adding some sparkle. Metallics were all over Fall/Winter 2023, in both jackets and pants, as well as purses and shoes. Pair a silver top with a black blazer or a gold purse with any outfit for added luxury. This metallic purse will make any outfit shine. For something even simpler, try incorporating metals by wearing chunky hoops, a metal belt and a necklace!

Lace

Add texture and femininity to any look by layering with lace. Whether that’s throwing a sheer lace long sleeve on top of any basic tank top, or tying a strip of lace fabric into your hair as a headband or bow, lace is the perfect way to add elegance to any look with minimal effort. This longsleeved lace top is the perfect lay ering piece! Pair it with a bra for a night out, or a tank top and jacket for a daytime look.

Boots

The black boot is a staple in every closet. An easy way to add depth to a basic mini skirt or dress is by wearing a pair of boots. They come in all shapes and sizes. Try a tall platform, chunky or a simple heel. For a pop of color, a pair of brown or red boots switches things up. Plus, they will keep your legs warm in the winter. These Steve Madden boots have adorable detailing, but for a simpler look head to Macy’s or Designer Shoe Warehouse.

Scarves

Not only will a scarf keep you warm as the temperature drops, but it is a cute way to make any puffer jacket more fashionable. Plus, there is so much variety in size and color. This thin red scarf from Urban Outfitters is great for a more subtle look, but if you’re looking for a fluffier statement, a thick scarf will do the job!

Ribbon

To give any outfit a dainty feel, tie a bow onto the waistband of your pants or into your hair with some ribbon. This is a super easy (and inexpensive!) way to make any outfit seem coordinated and adds a unique touch. For a DIY project, try replacing the side seams of shirts or pants with ribbons! Or, tie ribbon onto the straps of shirts to add a unique touch. You can find ribbon at any local craft store or order it off Amazon.

This winter, rely on accessories to help all your outfits stand out. Mix and match with the accessories on this list, or use one as the highlight of your outfit. Stay warm and accessorized this season!

Is Road Salt the Only Option?

How the environmental effects of road salt are becoming increasingly problematic

Written by Annalise Sommer, Staff Writer Graphic by Ari Tweedy, Creative Team

Wisconsin has beautiful lakes scattered across the state, filled with diverse ecosystems. In its capital, Madison residents are drawn to the shores of Lake Mendota to study, eat lunch with friends or go swimming. As summer comes to an end and the north winds blow in winter storms, snow and ice follows. Ice skating is a winter favorite. However, outside the rink, ice poses a danger to pedestrians and drivers. As the roads get icy in the winter, road salt can be the key to melting off roads and sidewalks, avoiding car accidents and keeping sidewalks clear. Road salt use is common practice all over the Midwest. Despite the benefits of deicing, road salt is a harsh chemical made from sodium chloride. As the salt melts snow and ice, the road salt-infused water can enter the soil and waterways, jeopardizing the environment. However, road salt is not the only option.

Every winter, the US uses more than 20 million metric tons of road salt.1 When there is too much road salt accumulation in the water, the chemicals can change the behavior of the animals and their life cycle, environmental scientist Ambika Tenneti explains.2 Road salt contains high levels of chlorides, which is toxic to amphibians, bugs and fish living in the water, as well as the animals who drink the water. Higher levels of salt in water can also decrease the amount of marine life reproduction, as well as stunt the growth of those who do manage to reproduce, Jenny Gross, reporter for The New York Times, said.3

While road salt can be necessary to keep roads clear, the environmental risks are becoming too pressing to disregard. In some places, road salt is even impacting humans. Where road salt has made its way into water reservoirs, the high level of salt in the water is putting low-sodium dieters at risk for health issues.4

“A 2018 study… found that sodium concentration in wells reached levels as high as 860 milligrams per liter – much higher than the federal and state recommendation that levels not exceed 20 milligrams per liter for people on very low-sodium diets and 270 milligrams per liter for people on moderately restricted sodium diets,” Gross said.5

1 Jenny Gross, “Road Salt Works. But It’s Also Bad for the Environment,” New York Times, Jan. 7, 2022.

2 Ambika Tenneti, “Looking into Road Salt Use, Harms, and Alternatives,” NiCHE, Dec. 19, 2022.

3 Ibid.

4 Ibid.

5 Ibid.

according to Gross.6 “Winter road maintenance in the US alone costs over $2.3 billion,” Tenneti says.7 This high cost is becoming difficult for cities to keep up with.8

While deicing roads is crucial for ensuring people’s safety, road salt is not the sole solution. One effective alternative to road salt is adding a salt brine solution to roads before a storm blows through.9 Brine is water that has been strongly infused with salt, creating a watered down version of road salt. Using brine can lead to a 75% reduction of salt use and reduce the risk of salt accumulation, Gross said.10 Here in Wisconsin, Jefferson County, WI switched to the brine alternatives, cutting use of road salt by 60%.11

Cities can also replace the use of sodium chloride with calcium chloride, which is a less harsh alternative.12 Some cities have utilized sand mixed with salt and grit as an alternative to road salt. This mixture can be reused for 3-4 applications to the road, decreasing the amount of salt entering the environment.

Road salt poses a risk to our beautiful lakes, streams and wildlife, but road salt alternatives can ensure our precious natural resources are maintained for generations to come.

6 Ibid.

7 Ibid.

8 Ibid.

9 Ibid.

10 Ibid.

11 Ibid.

12 Ibid.

Dreaming at Dusk

Photography by Molly Ford, Videography Director

Creative Direction by Emily Han and Rayyan Bhatti, Shoot Production Coordinators

Clothing designed and modeled by Mia Quitlong Staszcuk

Mia Quitlong Staszcuk, the talent behind QSM Designs, aims to craft unique, modular pieces that embrace a blend of suggestiveness and youthfulness in fashion. Drawing inspiration from her Lola, who sewed for their family in the Philippines, Staszcuk is dedicated to infusing sustainability and ethics into QSM creations.

With a commitment to using creativity for a positive impact, QSM donates a portion of its profits to support education equity nonprofits, such as the Malala Fund. Staszcuk’s design philosophy is evident in signatures like lingerie-inspired details, layer-friendly and interchangeable pieces and the combination of toughness and delicacy. Staszcuk aspires to design clothing that resonates with every individual, creating a collection driven by a passion to instill confidence in wearers.

Stomp and Holler Your Heart Out

A musical exploration of a genre that blends melancholy narratives and infectious beats

Written by Sophie Corsaro, Staff Writer

Graphic by Elise Wilson, Creative Director

While looking through my 2022 Spotify-wrapped, I found what I expected: Indie pop, alternative rock and folk topped my list. However, fourth on the roster was a genre I had never heard of before – Stomp and Holler. As someone who takes considerable pride (probably too much) in my taste in music, I couldn’t believe I had been listening to a genre I knew nothing about. Inevitably, this unknown prompted some investigation.

Some quick research revealed that, surprisingly, people all over the internet were also confused yet intrigued by this mystery genre appearing in their top five. Even more shocking, many of my favorite songs from childhood were categorized under Stomp and Holler, leading me to question this genre’s popularity and why I had never heard of it before.

‘Stomp and Holler’ as a term was created by Spotify in 2017. It is categorized by its “driving rhythms, intricate instrumentation and full harmonies,” as described by the music platform, making it a delightful mix of folk, pop and indie music.1 The genre revolves around storytelling through soulful vocal performances and a close connection between the artist and listener, using mostly acoustic instrumentals to support the strong songwriting. Appropriately named, these songs contain infectious beats and harmonies that immediately hook the listener, inducing an urge to “stomp and holler” along.

Despite its recent labeling, Stomp and Holler is a universal genre that has been popular for years. As a kid, I listened to bands like Mumford and Sons and Of Monsters and Men on my car radio. Throughout high school, artists like Hozier and The Lumineers accompanied me on my bus rides home from school or during early morning figure skating practice. I distinctly remember one bus ride home, feeling lonely and defeated after a rough test and canceled plans with friends. Listening to these songs brought me comfort because, although these artists weren’t talking about experiences identical to mine, the emotions they sang about were so familiar.

One of the most intriguing aspects of this genre comes from the contrast between its music and lyrics. On first listen, Stomp and Holler songs sound upbeat, uplifting the listener’s mood. However, the lyrics of these songs are usually quite melancholy. If you listen closely, you can gain insight into the mind of the songwriters as they tell stories of a lost love or narrate the feelings of being away from home. This dissonance makes Stomp and Holler great for any mood, as the music lifts one up when they are feeling down while also offering solidarity through the sorrowful words of the singer.

1 James Hennessy, “Spotify’s Telling People Their Fave Genre Is ‘Stomp & Holler,’ Whatever That Is,” Pedestrian TV, Dec. 6, 2017.

In recent years, Stomp and Holler has gained even more listeners from breakout artists like Noah Kahan. Most of Kahan’s music circles around themes such as moving away from home or feeling left behind after a breakup. His music’s relatability and raw emotion are why fans are so invested in him. His ability to articulate the complicated sentiment around the nostalgia of leaving home and the excitement of finding independence resonates with millions of young people.2

Stomp and Holler music’s mix of melancholy and personal storytelling accompanied by catchy music shows the powerful possibilities of dynamic harmony and musicality. As the genre develops, especially with its recent revival, listeners will always be able to find connection and solace through the lyrics, and a great beat to listen to no matter the activity.

2 Jeannie Jedlicka, “What is ‘Stomp and Holler?’ Genre-bending ‘Stick Season’ singer brings it to Syracuse,” Syracuse.com, Aug. 28, 2023.

Escape With A Book

Falling back in love with reading

Written by and

by Sophie Hyman, Staff Writer

photography

Photography by Elise Wilson, Creative Director

Modeled by Sofia Luchetti

“Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone” was the first book I ever loved. Committed to reading the series as a child, I spent hours escaping into the foreign world of witchcraft and wizardry. My boring 8-year-old self naively awaited a letter from Hogwarts whisking me away to another universe on my 11th birthday. Reality, however, dispelled such fantasies, and by the time that milestone arrived, I had abandoned reading altogether.

Somewhere between boring books and reading logs, I became repulsed by the idea of reading. My aversion persisted all throughout middle school and long into high school. It wasn’t until the pandemic confined me to my room for hours, leaving me with nothing to do and no one to see, that I rediscovered the joy of reading.

The revelation struck me that every book I read didn’t have to be intellectually profound and thought provoking; a simple story could transport me to captivating worlds and false realities once again.

Similar to the isolating ambiance of the pandemic, the winter months in college mirror the solitary feelings I experienced in my room four years ago. It’s easy, when it’s so cold outside, to begin to fall into self-isolation and hermiting, both mentally and physically. Winter, with its cold embrace, induces a sense of entrapment, leaving everyone with nothing to do but scroll aimlessly for hours without purpose.

Contrasting the technological escapes that dominate the entertainment sphere in today’s landscape, I have instead found reading to be the most fulfilling form of relaxation and enjoyment. There’s a unique pleasure in committing to a book, where characters and places become cherished companions. Rereading “Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone,” for example, transports me to a joyful place, reliving the iconic trio’s first meeting on the train while traveling to Hogwarts for the first time. In those moments, the real world fades away, and I become fully immersed in a new fictional reality.

The ritual of buying a book is an exciting one. Bookstores, with their endless shelves and accompanying music, provide me with an unparalleled form of

comfort. After a trip to the bookstore, I find it absolutely vital to curate a warm, comforting environment in whichever room I choose to read in.

Cleaning my room, grabbing a candle and turning on warm lighting creates the perfect reading setting. My room, my haven, has always been my favorite reading spot – a place where I feel most comfortable. There’s nothing that compares to the feeling of laying in bed, under blankets, with a warm drink, lost in my own tranquil and distracted state.

The choice of the book is as crucial as the reading environment. The entire Harry Potter series, as I previously mentioned, is the greatest book series to help anyone get out of a rut. The exoticism of the fictional wizarding world is perfectly lacking in any complex or complicated thoughts, and universal love for the characters and the story itself are unparalleled.

The first book, however, that caused me to fall back in love with reading was Sally Rooney’s “Normal People.” Its captivating narrative and emotional depth held me engaged until the very last page. At this point, there are few people I don’t know who haven’t read and loved this book. Utter perfection is the only way to describe it, as the book is beautifully tragic and simultaneously, fascinatingly refreshing.

Equally loved are emotionally consoling books, yet the thrill of a mysterious novel is always delightful. Alex Michaelides’ “The Silent Patient” is a riveting novel that stuck with me for weeks after I finished it. For those searching for something mysteriously haunting and unexpected, “The Silent Patient” is the perfect choice.

Perhaps one of the most rewarding aspects of reading in the winter is finishing a book. Completing a book not only instills in me a sense of productivity but also serves as a lovely way to connect and engage in discussions with friends. My hometown friends and I often spend hours sharing thoughts on our latest read. The passion we feel for certain characters or scenes is so intense that we find ourselves repeatedly debriefing, relishing the opportunity to dissect and explore the nuances of our individual literary experiences.

The winter season, with its enforced isolation, presents a unique opportunity to indulge in reading. Instead of succumbing to endless scrolling or studying, let books be a beacon of joy during these indoor months. As winter descends, and many find themselves in isolation, reading offers an effective way to not only pass time but truly enjoy the cozy moments spent inside.

FASHION

Bundle Up!

How to keep warm while staying stylish

Written by Kaitlyn Ard, Staff Writer

Photography and creative direction by Emma Spaciel, Head of Photography

Modeled by Regan Boehlke and Javier Thomas

If you grew up in the Midwest, you understand the struggle of wanting to stay warm while still aiming for a stylish appearance. During Madison’s freezing winters, it’s especially important to wear clothing that will protect you from the cold. But that doesn’t mean you need to sacrifice style. Explore the fundamental aspects of winter fashion as we delve into basics like earmuffs, mittens and scarves.

Mittens can feel impractical since you can’t always handle things with ease while wearing them. If you still like the aesthetic of mittens but want more convenience, consider layering fingerless gloves underneath.1 When you need mobility you can just take off your mittens and your hands will still be warm. Other alternatives include the hybrid mittens that you can fold down to become the fingerless gloves, or the touch screen tech gloves that make it easier to still use your phone without exposing your fingers to the cold.

1 Kate Arends, “15 Cold-Weather Accessories I Love to Keep You Warm All Fall and Winter | Wit & Delight,” Wit & Delight | Designing a Life WellLived, Oct. 14, 2022.

Another warm winter accessory is earmuffs. You can keep your ears warm and simultaneously protect your head from hat hair. Earmuffs add a little winter whimsical touch to any outfit. For extra convenience, look for collapsible ear muffs that fold into themselves; they are more portable and take up less space.

With two lakes surrounding Madison, the winter winds can be especially brutal. Scarves are a great way to protect your face from the cold and can be a fun expression of personal style. I like a long scarf that I can wrap around my head multiple times when needed on those extra cold days. A long scarf’s functionality allows you to style and wear it in whichever way you prefer.2

While it might feel like you need to eliminate a large section of your wardrobe when it’s too cold to wear dresses or skirts, this doesn’t necessarily need to be the case. Wearing fleece-lined tights or layering turtlenecks under dresses helps style your clothes in a new way that’s perfect for battling the

2 Ibid.

winter cold. You can find fleece-lined tights in different colors and patterns. Pairing tights with boots, either tall or short, can look especially chic when worn with dresses and skirts and can also hide wool socks added for extra warmth when needed.

When wearing a dress of a brighter color, layering a black or white turtleneck underneath helps the dress stand out more. If the restrictive sensation of turtlenecks isn’t for you, opt for a mockneck sweater as an alternative that accomplishes the same effect. While basics remain timeless, explore turtlenecks or base layers in different fabrics such as velvet or satin, or consider options with a lettuce trim to add a little flair.

It’s easier than you think to incorporate accessories into your wardrobe that will keep you warm during these Midwest winters, all while maintaining a fashionable look this season.

Snowed In

Cozy up to the ones you love the most this winter

Written by Mi Chuinda Levy, Lifestyle Editor

Graphic by Ivette Pita-Ruiz, Creative Team

Pov: It’s a stereotypical midwestern winter….

The incessant snowfall creates a serene yet isolating landscape. The accumulating snow isn’t the only thing piling up; at times, there’s a permeating sense of distance from friends and loved ones. It feels like you haven’t been as close to them since winter began, as if the season has shut people indoors. While the colder months can be the perfect storm for winter blues and self-isolation, this season presents an excellent opportunity to explore new ways of staying connected. Amidst the cold and snow, there’s a unique warmth in cherishing the company of loved ones, making even the coldest of winter days cozier.

Here are a few ways to thaw the icy distance winter may instill in our most cherished relationships.

Bake up a storm

Cookies, pies or any type of sweet treat. Invite your closest bunch over to whip up some tasty desserts. Give a new winter recipe a try; surely it’ll be a hit that will leave you cozy and satisfied!

Get crafting

Think tie blankets, crocheting, knitting, embroidery, holiday crafts, paint-and-sips – the options are endless! Why craft alone when you can craft with a crew? Get together with some friends and start that art project you’ve been dying to try, or collaborate on a group craft! The choice is yours!

Host a mixology mixer

Form a book club

Whether you choose a shared book for everyone to read together or each person brings their latest read, get together somewhere comfy and delve into a book. Not every moment needs to be filled with constant activity; often, the best times are sitting with friends and enjoying the quiet and tranquility.

Host a potluck dinner

Sharing a meal truly brings everyone together. Eliminate the stress of hosting a dinner party by having each guest contribute to the cooking. Invite everyone to bring a dish, creating a delightful blend of conversations and tasty eats!

Organize a watch party

Pick a movie or a series for everyone to enjoy! Complete with popcorn, candy, dinner, drinks, the whole nine yards. If you’re feeling adventurous, designate one person to choose the night’s movie to surprise everyone with!

Think potluck but for drinks! Rally up each attendee to concoct and share their drink of choice! To take it up a notch, introduce a theme into the mix and see what people come up with!

Host a game night

Whether you decide to play electronic games or good old-fashioned card and board games, nothing can bring a group together faster than some friendly competition. From my experience, Uno is a consistent crowd-pleaser!

These suggestions are just a glimpse into the countless ways you can stay connected with friends and loved ones during the lonely winter months. Instead of allowing important relationships to fall by the wayside in the winter, use it as an opportunity to grow closer to one another and provide warmth in each other’s lives during the coldest time of the year! Remember, the activity itself is secondary; what truly matters is sharing these moments together.

Be Your Own Light

Recognizing the power we have to be our own source of happiness, rather than waiting for a romance to fulfill us

Written and directed by Noa Chamberlin, Editorial Director

Photography and creative direction by Emma Spaciel, Head of Photography

Styled by Ari Tweedy, Creative Team

Modeled by Allie John

Everyone around me is in a romantic relationship. Seriously. My roommate has a long-term boyfriend, one of my friends has recently embraced “hook-up culture” and even my dad has more of a dating life than I do!

With all this seemingly perfectly romantic love in my face constantly, it’s hard not to feel like Rachel Green in season one of Friends: utterly hopeless and behind: “Everyone I know is either getting married or getting pregnant or getting promoted, and I’m getting coffee! And it’s not even for me!”1

Even though no one I know is getting married or pregnant, and they’re not all landing promotions, you get the idea. Everyone seems to have that heart-strings-pulling take-yourbreath-away romance happening to them, and I can’t help but feel like because it’s not happening to me too, I must be the one doing something wrong.

While this self-doubt often bounces around my head, let this be a reminder for anyone else feeling similarly: we’re not doing anything wrong. More importantly, being in a romantic relationship is not the ticket to that picture-perfect, fairytale happiness.

When the media, whether that be movies, books or even TikTok, is constantly whispering to us that the only way to be happy is to have a significant other, it can be challenging to separate feelings of happiness from being in a romantic relationship. And when you’re missing that romance, there seems to be a gaping hole in your total fulfillment and contentment.

Growing up, I had this idea of romance fueled by Disney movies and romantic comedies from the ‘90s, leaving me in complete and utter delusion when it came to romantic relationships. I walked into high school and college with the same mentality: I was going to make eye contact with a boy across a street or in a classroom or wherever I imagined and immediately, this romantic interaction would commence. I’d instantly be in love and in a long-lasting relationship that would fill me with nothing but happiness. Yeah…not exactly how it went.

I’ve recently learned, and am still in the midst of understanding, that I am a powerful and courageous person, as a lot of us are. Yet, when you’re alone and everyone else around you seems to be happily in love, you sometimes feel drained of any power you might hold. There is still that sneaking suspicion that, in order to truly be complete and fulfilled, we need to have a significant other.

I’m trying my hardest to reshape that narrative and craft a storyline that is truly mine. Despite what we see in the media and what the world around us is doing, remember that the only person with control of your life and your happiness is you.

True happiness and fulfillment comes from within you, not from someone else. Remember that you are your own light – burning bright and unwavering, despite anything around you. I’ve decided I’m done sitting around and moping, wait1 Friends, “The One with George Stephanopoulos,” season 1, episode 4, directed by James Burrows, aired Oct 13, 1994.

ing for someone else to fight the bad guys, climb the tower, cure the poison with a magical kiss and come to my rescue. I am – and we all are – fully capable of fighting our own battles and being the one who saves the day.

I always thought that to truly feel happy and fulfilled I needed a knight in shining armor, that the only way to feel joy and love is being saved by Prince Charming. In reality, all of us have the power to be our own light in times of darkness.

On a personal level, I’ve experienced immense growth over the past year. I’ve learned to remember how powerful I am in times when I feel small. Last month, I read Dolly Alderton’s “Everything I Know About Love: A Memoir,” and near the end of the novel, Alderton comes to recognize that having been through all of these crazy relationships, struggling to keep herself afloat through the many obstacles life threw at her, her friends were right behind her, lifting her up through anything she faced. She remembers her own strength and realizes that, all by herself, she made it through and continues to live and thrive.

As Alderton wrote: “When you’re looking for love and it seems like you might not ever find it, remember you probably have access to an abundance of it already, just not the romantic kind. This kind of love might not kiss you in the rain or propose marriage. But it will listen to you, inspire and restore you. It will hold you when you cry, celebrate when you’re happy, and sing All Saints with you when you’re drunk. You have so much to gain and learn from this kind of love. You can carry it with you forever. Keep it as close to you as you can.”2

While love letters and red roses are nice and all, people fall in and out of love, and relationships come at times we least expect them to. We have to keep the perspective that everything is going to happen the way it’s supposed to. We shouldn’t sit around waiting for the perfect moment or the perfect relationship to just fall into our laps, filling us with the utmost happiness and satisfaction. That’s just unrealistic.

Here’s the honest truth: the only person who can truly make you happy is yourself. In a relationship or not, we are all capable of being the light in our lives that brings us joy, strength and fulfillment. Embrace this enormous power you hold in yourself to be your own light, because when you burn bright enough, there’s no darkness you can’t take on.

2 Dolly Alderton, “Everything I Know About Love: A Memoir,” Penguin General UK, Feb. 2019.

Just a Small Town Girl

A love letter to my hometown

Written by and modeled by Morgan Johnson, Public Relations Director

Photography by Sage Flory

The leaves crunch beneath my boots, the shoelaces tied with rags soaked in doe urine, as I walk to my stand. It’s shortly after six in the morning, and the birds are just starting to flutter their beaks. My stomach is full from the Go-Gods my dad made for breakfast, and I’m prepared to rest my legs for a few hours. Once I get to my stand – positioned in the middle of my family’s 62 acres bought by my late Grandma & Grandpa Johnson in 1967 – I prepare for the 14-foot climb to the top. It’s the opening morning of Wisconsin’s deer hunting season, and I can hardly wait for the sun to rise in my hometown of Rhinelander, Wisconsin.

In northern Wisconsin, deer aren’t as plentiful as they are in more southern counties. Despite having been fortunate enough to bag five bucks in my hunting experience so far, I find myself in the midst of a four-year dry spell.

Hunting season is tradition. In Rhinelander, hunting connects generations of families and friends across county lines. Walk into a bar, and you’ll see blaze orange hung up

on the coat rack. Take a drive on a dirt road, and you’ll see pickup trucks alongside trails just beginning to encourage grass to grow again.

However, Rhinelander doesn’t need hunting season to bring its people together. We’re united by inevitable run-ins at the grocery store and our parents knowing someone else’s. We’re bound by Friday Fish Fry’s, all-class reunions and Sunday morning church services.

Growing up in a small town, let alone in the Midwest, is not a glamorous thing. But I’ve learned to romanticize it. I must give credit to Zach Bryan for sparking the romance, but the rest came from learning to notice and appreciate the unique things about small towns like mine. The peculiarities that you can’t find in Chicago, New York or even Madison.

Across the train tracks, nestled a few miles back into the thick forest is a spot my dad would take my brother and me on the snowmobile when we were little. We’d pack a cooler full with hot dogs for me, brats for my dad and brother,

sodas and milk, and make our own fire in our secret place. This spot was magical to me because it was unknown. Although I’ve probably been there a couple dozen times, I don’t know the directions to our sacred cove. Maybe it’s because I didn’t pay enough attention while I sat behind my dad on the snowmobile. Maybe it’s because I’m not good at remembering directions. Or maybe it’s because you can only find it if you know the way by heart.

Small towns don’t appeal to everybody. The slow speed of daily life isn’t what everyone desires, and that’s okay. It’s not a matter of if big cities or small towns are better; it’s about preference. It’s about where you feel most at home.

It wasn’t until I moved away from home that I truly appreciated the beauty of my small town. The trails weaving through our land, the two-finger waves we give as we pass somebody we know on the highway and the 15-minute drive to town for groceries.

Loving my hometown is a sentiment woven deeply into my identity, and perhaps nothing captures its essence quite like the tradition of deer hunting. In the heart of my small town, hunting season is more than a seasonal pursuit; it’s a connection to both the land and shared history. As the fall season paints the landscape with warm hues that will soon turn cool-toned, the anticipation of the hunt awakens emotions that resonate with the very spirit of the community. The camaraderie forged during these expeditions mirrors the tight-knit bonds of our town, where everyone knows everyone, and shared experiences become the threads that bind us.

There’s a unique poetry in the quiet moments of waiting for a buck, the crackle of leaves underfoot and the crisp air that fills your lungs – a symphony of nature and tradition. In the pursuit of harvesting a deer, the echoes of generations past pulsate, reminding us of the legacy we carry forward. It’s the blend of landscape, history and community that makes hunting more than a sport and makes Rhinelander more than just a location on a map. It’s a witness of the lasting power of tradition, anchoring us in the rich tapestry of our hometown’s story.

I forgot to bring hand warmers, so my fingers are starting to go numb. It’s the last day of season. After yet another year without getting a deer, I climb down the 14-foot ladder stand and head home to a brewing pot roast ready to be eaten. Next year, on the third Saturday of November, I’ll do it all over again, pinning my hopes on a buck to fill the freezer.

A Winning Winter Wardrobe

Simple tips to elevate your winter style and boost your confidence

Written by Natasha Bernovich, Fashion Editor

Graphic by Elise Wilson, Creative Director

Winter, with its long and unforgiving days, often gives us few reasons to venture outside. The perpetual cold and extended periods of darkness can take a toll, leaving many feeling less than their best. The presence of dry, pale skin that hasn’t seen the sun in months, combined with being buried beneath layers of warm clothing makes it hard not to feel a diminished sense of wellbeing in the winter. However, it’s worth your while to resist the urge to succumb to these winter blues. Following these tips will help you feel your best during this upcoming season.

Over-accessorize

Braving the cold and dark outdoors can make cutting corners in your daily routine tempting. While it might seem like jewelry is too dressy for your casual look, adding bold earrings or a stylish hair bow can elevate any outfit and make you feel more put together. Accessories like hats and scarves not only keep you warm, but also contribute to a polished appearance.

Refresh your closet

Though shopping for summer clothing is enjoyable in warmer months, acquiring new winter pieces also brings excitement and fun. Investing in a few new items is a great way to reignite your enthusiasm for creating outfits and enhancing your looks. Consider using money from the holidays toward an addition to your winter wardrobe, or explore thrifting for a unique and affordable way to find funky sweaters and pre-softened, one-of-akind crewnecks.

Dress in flattering colors

Winter paleness often prompts a change in the colors that best suit you. Experiment with a variety of shades and consider incorporating brighter hues to combat the dull winter landscape. Playing with the rainbow can add a touch of extra fun and vibrancy to your winter wardrobe.

Be a little uncomfortable

Prioritizing comfort is essential, but occasionally stepping away from the sweat sets can significantly boost your confidence. Opt for a pair of corduroys instead of sweatpants for a polished yet equally warm alternative. While an oversized knit sweater isn’t quite as comfy as your favorite worn-in hoodie, it creates a more presentable and stylish look.

Put in effort, even if you’re staying in

If you’re not leaving the house, it can be easy not to bother getting dressed, reaching for your oldest, most ill-fitting hoodie that no one will see you in. However, taking the time to get dressed even for a day at home can positively impact your mood; you alone are worth getting dressed up for. Matching sweat or pajama sets are great ways to dress comfortably yet stay stylish. Prioritizing proper sleepwear and loungewear contributes to effective self-care, fostering a positive outlook, not just for others, but for yourself.

Getting through winter can be tough, but it’s nothing you can’t handle. Putting in a bit of extra effort will allow you to look great and feel even better.

Calmed by Clay

Escaping a fast-paced world through pottery

Written and modeled by Kara Conrad, Staff Writer Photography by Lily Munoz, Creative Team

Astressful week of running around campus and staring at a computer screen, I combat with a trip to the studio. I take my backpack off and put my apron on.

I often feel like a chicken with its head cut off, juggling and multitasking many things at once: homework, chores, work, etc. However, creating ceramics provides a complete change of pace and serves as dedicated time for myself. This artistic process requires my undivided attention, prohibiting multitasking. While it can be meditative, it’s a practice many people find challenging to do.

I find the therapeutic nature of ceramics lies in how each step connects us to the four fundamental elements of earth. Each piece is crafted from earthy materials, guided by air, shaped by water and sealed by fire. Creating pottery is an art that requires patience, yielding some of the most rewarding final products. While most processes in today’s society have been optimized and sped up, the steps involved in ceramics cannot. The ceramic process involves roughly seven steps, each requiring deliberate attention, patience and trust.1

The first step involves preparing your clay. There are three types of clay that potters typically use: earthware, stoneware and porcelain.2 It is crucial to begin by wedging clay to knead out any air bubbles to prevent the piece cracking later on. This repetitive but essential movement of kneading sets the foundation for the quality of your final piece.

Next is the creation process, which includes hand building or wheel throwing. The clay transforms into anything the

1 Firebird Studios Staff, “The Process of Making Pottery,” Firebird Studios, accessed Dec. 6, 2023.

2 Tamara Booth, “Pottery for Beginners: The 4 Main Types of Clay,” Keeeps Limited, Jan. 12, 2022.

creator envisions, brought to life by the power of touch. Personally, I prefer using the wheel. I find the element of symmetry extremely satisfying, along with the slight humm the wheel makes when spinning. Centering clay on the wheel is still one of the steps I find the trickiest. The smallest push in the wrong direction can fully offset your piece, making it uneven.

After removing the piece from the wheel, it must dry, but not too quickly. Typically covered with a plastic bag, the clay becomes leather-hard and after about one day is finally ready for trimming. Trimming is all about detailing and precision – whether that’s for carving a foot on a bowl or reshaping the base of a cup. When clay is leather-hard, you can add handles or texture to the surface.

Once your vessel is structurally to your liking, you now let your piece fully dry, transitioning from a leather-hard state to becoming bone dry after about another day. The subsequent step involves bisque firing in a kiln. The most used types of kilns are gas and electric, each with their own benefits. Bisque firing reaches temperatures of around 18301940 °F, depending on the clay being used.3 The firing process requires a gradual increase to the maximum temperature and a slow cool back down, taking a significant amount of time.

Once the bisqueware has cooled, the piece is ready to be glazed, a particularly exciting step when artists can experiment with a plethora of colors and glaze consistencies. Underglazes, made with clay particles, are also popular because of their non-dripping nature during firing. Underglazes are suitable for firing at various stages, whether greenware or bisqueware.4 Lastly, your pieces are ready to be fired a second time, typically resulting in the well-known glassy finish.

My fascination with pottery is significantly influenced by the guidance of experienced potters and ceramics professors I’ve interacted with. I started ceramics in high school and I’ve actively sought opportunities to continue and expand my skills since then.

Taking courses at the UW Art Lofts has introduced me to many new perspectives from both classmates and faculty, enriching my understanding of this art form. In particular, I recently had the privilege of speaking with UW-Madison’s well accomplished professor, Gerit Grimm, who has dedicated over 30 years to ceramics. She shared insights into her journey as an artist, and how grounded she feels as a potter. Her work focuses on combining thrown pieces and sculptures into figurines. For Gerit, this art form allows her figures to vividly experience the different lives she lives.

Gerits current series is the “Seafarer” collection, focusing on sailboats inspired by her current pursuit, training for Yachtmaster Offshore. She expressed how she finds clay “addicting,” since it is hard to master and a constant quest of turning dust into something hard and permanent.

3 Lesley, “What is the Right Temperature to Bisque Fire Pottery?,” The Pottery Wheel, Nov. 12, 2020.

4 Susan Whelan, “The Underglaze Basics,” Kingston Ceramics Studio, Nov. 22, 2022.

Similar to what Gerit expresses, each time I escape into the world of ceramics, I am reminded that the essence of pottery lies in the artist’s ability to shape anything truly unique. The potential for growth as a potter knows no bounds, so I look forward to the creations I will bring to life in the future — each piece, a testament to the boundless creativity inspired by earth’s elements of clay, water and fire.

Plant Power

How to integrate sustainable agriculture into your daily life

Written by Francesca Smith, Staff Writer

Graphic by Laine Bottemiller, Culture Editor

When I tell people I’ve been vegetarian for almost twenty years, the first things they always say are, “So what do you eat?” or “I could never do that; I love meat too much.” I usually just smile and give a stifled laugh in response. But when it comes down to it, our planet is dying, and imminent environmental change is not only necessary but surprisingly straightforward. Plant-based lifestyles are such an effective and simple way to care just a little more for our beautiful planet.

Industrialized agriculture is a term loosely tossed around in some of my environmental studies classes, but understanding the scope of global food systems is complex. The root of the problem is factory farming. Factory farms are used for cheap, widespread production of meat and dairy products. They account for 45% of total carbon dioxide emissions, plus another 33% of methane emissions.1

Research shows that going vegan or vegetarian helps reduce these greenhouse gas emissions.2 According to Ker Than from the Stanford School of Sustainability, “…Phasing out animal agriculture over the next 15 years would have the same effect as a 68% reduction of carbon dioxide emis sions through the year 2100.”3 In other words, if everyone on the planet adopted a plant-based lifestyle, the climate crisis would eventually cease to exist.

A far-fetched and extremely improbable notion, of course, but the inefficiency of factory farming doesn’t end there. The use of natural resources – specifically land and water –in animal-based agriculture is increasingly concerning. The majority of harvestable land is occupied in one way or an other by modern agriculture but only provides “18% of the world’s calories and 37% of total protein.”4 This land could instead be used to aid in solving other global issues such as the housing crisis and lack of proper healthcare facilities.

To add another layer, it is important to mention the animal rights violations that habitually occur on factory farms. Seen as units of production instead of living beings, animals such as cattle, pigs, chickens and more are confined to tight and unsanitary living conditions.5 Many animals are subject to painful physical alterations such as branding and ear tag ging without any sort of pain relief despite studies conclud ing that the animals feel pain during the procedures.6

According to a 2022 survey conducted by Harris Poll, 87% of consumers agree that if scientific research proves that certain procedures cause significant pain, then appropriate pain relief should be provided for these animals.7 Unethi cal practices like the aforementioned could be eradicated

1 “Animals Are Dying, Help Us Catch This Climate Culprit,” World Animal Protection.

2 Ker Than, “Could going vegan help reduce greenhouse gas emissions?,” Stanford School of Sustainability, Feb. 2, 2022.

3 Ibid.

4 Hemi Kim, “A Closer Look at Factory Farming’s Environmental Impact,” Sentient Media, Oct. 22, 2021.

5 “Inhumane Practices on Family Farms,” Animal Welfare Institute.

6 Ibid.

7 Ibid.

through the implementation of alternative, high-welfare farming systems.

If the improvement of basic human and animal rights doesn’t grab your attention, a look into the health benefits of a plant-based lifestyle might. A recent research study published in the National Library of Medicine found that plant-based diets should be recommended to patients with high blood pressure, diabetes, cardiovascular diseases and obesity.8 “Research shows that plant-based diets are cost-effective, low-risk interventions that may lower bodymass index, blood pressure…and cholesterol levels.”9

I remember a time when I could walk into a grocery store and not see a single plant-based protein option. Now, there are entire sections dedicated to a more sustainable agricultural system. Vegetarian and vegan lifestyles have without a

of the Midwest Malibu

How

Written by and graphic by Kayla Hendrikse, Staff Writer

When the Beach Boys sang “Let’s Go Surfin’,” freezing water and Wisconsin waves isn’t what most people expect. Located just 110 miles northeast of the state’s capital, Sheboygan, Wisconsin is reputable for its cheese, bratwurst and cows – just like most Wisconsin cities – but the city is also renowned for its wave quality and surfing environment.1

Situated on the western shore of Lake Michigan, Sheboygan’s North Beach is known for its surfable waves all along the coast. The city’s 5-mile shoreline contains 22 breaks, which create the effect of ocean-like waves. Sheboygan juts 5 miles into the lake, causing waves to come from four directions which results in 6-12 foot waves, some of the biggest recorded amongst the Great Lakes.2

Sheboygan’s peak surf season runs late August through early April.3 If you know anything about Wisconsin, it’s that during these peak surfing months, the weather can drop to freezing temperatures. For surfers, however, that’s exactly the attraction of the sport. Surfers wear wetsuits and other gear like booties and hoods to stay warm in the icy cold waves.4

Most people can find all the supplies they need at EOS Surf & Outdoor, the only surf shop in Sheboygan and the first surf and paddleboard shop of its kind in Wisconsin. They provide a multitude of surfboards along with rentals and private lessons and a variety of accessories like wetsuits, board bags and paddles.5

The Sheboygan surfing season really has the potential to bring the whole community together. My fellow writer for Moda Magazine and Sheboygan native, Maddy Scharrer, is fortunate enough to have experienced these wicked Sheboygan waves.

“The environment is friendly. It’s awesome being out there with other surfers – even if you didn’t come together, it feels like a community when there’s a bunch of surfers out,” Scharrer said.

As Sheboygan’s surf season approaches, many Wisconsinites who have never gotten the opportunity to surf can hit the waves for the first time, and experienced surfers can finally get their eagerly awaited surfing fix. The excitement of catching a wave is what’s so thrilling about the activity.

1 Visit Sheboygan Editorial Team, “What makes Sheboygan so special,” Visit Sheboygan, 2023.

2 Brian Gaynor, “Meet the Legends Surfing the ‘Malibu of the Midwest’,” The Culture Trip, June 23, 2023.

3 Travel Wisconsin Editorial Team, “Surfing in Sheboygan: The Malibu of the Midwest,” Travel Wisconsin, 2023.

4 Judy Halsted, “Why Sheboygan, Wisconsin is ‘Malibu of the Midwest’,” Family Rambling, Feb. 9, 2022.

5 EOS Staff, “Our Story,” EOS Surf Shop, 2023.

“Whenever a wave starts to propel me, I get super excited. Any time I’m able to stand for a few seconds feels like a big accomplishment,” Scharrer says.

Each year, Sheboygan’s fierce winds and raging waves draw in amateur surfers as well as professional surfers from around the world. From 1988 to 2013, “Water Flea” Lee Williams and “Longboard” Larry Williams, 63-year-old twins and the undisputed leaders of surfing on the Great Lakes, organized the Dairyland Surf Classic, the largest freshwater surfing competition in the world.6 The massive festival put Sheboygan’s surfing environment on the global map.7

While the competition no longer exists, Lee and Larry Williams still host a casual Labor Day surf weekend each year to celebrate the beginning of surf season in Sheboygan. Enthralled by the stories shared by the twins, author William Povletich wrote “Some Like It Cold,” a book dedicated to telling the story of the twins, their upbringing and how their love for surfing has evolved.

The Williams brothers were also included in a 2003 surfing documentary called “Step Into Liquid,” where Sheboygan was a “must see” destination featured on the major surfers’ bucket lists of places to surf around the world, alongside places like California, Indonesia, Australia and France.8 Sheboygan’s fame even extends into children’s animated films. In the 2007 film “Surf’s Up,” Chicken Joe, the movie’s comic relief character, is from Sheboygan and learned to surf in the city.

Word of mouth has brought attraction to Sheboygan’s surfing events and because of its newfound reputation in the surfing world, Sheboygan has become a popular tourist destination over the decades.

“It draws people in and helps make Sheboygan feel like a special place – even if you’re not a surfer, it’s fun to walk past the lake and watch the surfers,” Scharrer says.

In either scenario, surfer or non-surfer, Sheboygan should be next on your list of destinations if you want to experience a little bit of apricity during the cold months of the dreadful Wisconsin winter.

6 Ibid.

7 Kali Thiel, “Sheboygan surf scene gets back to its roots,” Sheboygan Press, Aug. 23, 2014.

8 Maya Hilty, “Freezing water, sunny attitudes: How and why Sheboygan became an international surfing destination,” Sheboygan Press, Dec. 20, 2021.

a small town in Wisconsin was coined the freshwater surfing capital of the world

Photography by Laine Bottemiller, Culture Editor

Modeled by Logyn Bottemiller