Show & Tell Zine Issue 1 2024 DIGITAL

ISSUE 1 / 2024 WITH CONTRIBUTIONS FROM Michael Arthur Jerrie Basile David Budd Becky Burns Lance Cushman Nova*Darkstar Priscilla DeConti Jennifer Edwards Maeve Erickson Melissa Fleckenstein Estrella Frankenfeld Lilly Griffin Dana Iova-Koga Brian James Danica Louie Mobaggy @‌vamoosegoose

OUR AIMS

TEAM

CONTRIBUTORS

Show & Tell aims to provide a new outlet for members of the Kingston community to share their creative work.

Our goal as the creative team is to produce a high-quality print publication that is engaging, inclusive, and accessible to all—contributors and readers alike. We continue to be inspired by the diverse talents of our neighbors, and we are grateful to the Kingston Library and the Midtown Kingston Arts District for helping bring our collective vision to life.

—Erin Greene

Editing & Writing:

Michael Arthur, p.2-3 @Inklines — Insta & Threads

Nick Carroll Erin Greene Brian James Lisa Neilson Lilly Sherman-Godfrey Design: Jason Hart — jasonhart.cargo.site Megan Billman Printing: Aurora Brush Cosmic Dog House Press — cosmicdoghousepress.com

Jerrie Basile, p.24 David T Budd, p.21 Becky Burns, p.6-7 Lance Cushman, p.18-19, IBC @‌thecush ­— Instagram Nova*Darkstar, p.13-16, 28 See p.28 for the trans coloring page project!

Priscilla DeConti, p.17 Jennifer Edwards, p.2 — Unfettered Arts Gallery Maeve Erickson, p.22 Melissa Fleckenstein, cover Estrella Frankenfeld, p.4, 25 Lilly Griffin, p.8-10 Dana Iova-Koga, p.18-19 @‌elementalvessel — Instagram Brian James, p.11 Danica Louie, p.20 Mobaggy, p.5 @‌vamoosegoose, p.23 — Instagram

On the cover & above: DRIVING IN THE NIGHT LANE

by Melissa Fleckenstein

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SUBMISSIONS

Email: showandtellzine@drawkingston.org

Show & Tell is looking for contributors in the greater Kingston community. All experience levels are encouraged to apply. No submission fee required!

We’re accepting: —Nonfiction —Fiction —One scene plays —Poetry —Graphic art/illustration —Multimedia art —Photography —Sequential art/comics

DISTRIBUTION Show & Tell can be found at the following locations in Kingston:

Scans or well-taken photos of: —Paintings —Collages —Textiles —Sculptures

—The D.R.A.W Studio: 22-24 Iwo Jima Lane —The Kingston Library: 61 Crown Street ­

—LGBTQ Community Center: 300 Wall Street —People’s Place: 17 St. James Street —Half Moon Books: 35 N. Front Street

Send written and visual pieces to: tinyurl.com/show-and-tell-submit or scan the QR code above. Full submission guidelines are available at the same address.

—World’s End Comics: 319 Wall Street —Neighborhood Print Studio: 49 Greenkill Ave.

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MARCO, KARINA, AND CHRIS FROM BACKSTAGE

by Michael Arthur

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JAY COLLINS

by Michael Arthur

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PETER, ZACH, AMY AND CONNER

by Michael Arthur

A LOVE POEM BETWEEN WILD WOMEN

by Estrella Frankenfeld

We sat cross legged on her bed Red light and a dark pink blanket She held my hands in hers Palms up Loved pooled

We passed Each other flowers One small sticky hand To the other Moving so slow We could see them grow But for us it was only a moment

We lay In fields of grass Old women Looking up at the clouds Itchy where our skin touched the earth But grateful to be naked

We sang As wild mothers Seeking out warm rocks By cool creeks Silent in our companionship Touching edges for eternity

We swang First crushes On an empty playground Glowing magic Pouring out of us As our toes reached up Pointed towards the sky

And still we sat Holding all that we are Pooled in our cupped palms

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MOM

by Mobaggy

EMPTY GARBAGE BAGS

by Becky Burns

Of all the things my partner left behind for me as a way in which he might mitigate some of his guilt for abandoning me, the very large roll of kitchen garbage bags took the cake. You know the type. Garbage bags purchased at a certain very large ‘big-box’ store where one can buy several hundred of them so as to never be “inconvenienced” by running out. Ever.

“No, take them,” he implored, “you’ll be glad you did.

These things can be expensive!”

He said that last sentence just like I wrote it. With a bit of glee.

As if he were doing me a great favor by offering me such a thing.

I took them.

Two years and three months later I am getting close to the end of the roll.

The inconveniences of losing a life partner in my mid-sixties have added up in a myriad of ways. I would count them, but let me just say that this sum exponentially outnumbers the garbage bags. It’s funny, because the first thing which pops into my head as I consider inconveniences is the act of taking out the garbage.

I now live nearby bears, so most of the year I have to wait until the morning of garbage pick up to shuttle the full garbage bags out to the bin. I mutter under my breath. And sometimes, because I live nearby homes where nobody is ever home on a Wednesday morning because they all have partners and live in the city and come only to the beautiful countryside on the weekends, I yell out loud about how much I do not appreciate

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this chore. I also have been known to do that about anything requiring a hammer or an axe, which I have now learned to pay someone to use. This involves more muttering and sometimes yelling. One time I was loud enough that a neighbor heard me.

I didn’t know she was home. She was walking her dog and I saw her too late to control my outburst.

“I’m still adjusting,”

I explained, offering a weak grin, which she accepted with grace.

As the roll of kitchen garbage bags dwindles, I dread unspooling the last bag. I dread it like I dread going to the dentist. I know I will cry and I cannot stand myself for this fact. It will be the end of an era. The last bag, shaken open and stuffed into the kitchen bin, hungry for the detritus of my single life.

A life I did not choose but that chose me. The empty garbage bags a fitting testament to a man who thought nothing of moving on to a new woman, as long as he could leave behind something convenient. A realization that by filling each and every one of these empty garbage bags, I have delayed a necessary step in grieving, in a sense buying myself time I’d rather not have had.

No matter. Just a few more Wednesday morning garbage pick-ups.

Maybe two.

Then, one.

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SCREENTIME

by Lilly Griffin

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ROUND

by Lilly Griffin

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THE BEGINNING OF THE END

by Brian James

In the beginning, dreams came from dreaming, before they became a commodity peddled for pennies in the back alleys where old men flush with nickels and dressed like waiters bartered for good deals on the first erotic dreams of children which were mainlined in excess, causing seizures that left the sick bastards slouched over dumpsters, drooling in their borrowed revery of second-hand perversions.

In the beginning, the end was a thought left to future generations to consider as they swept the streets of pollution and piled trash into duffle bags to lug back to ramshackle dwellings built too near the river so as to be prone to flooding whenever the rains came in the spring, the summer, the fall, or the winter, because rain no longer knows any season except for Mud Season which reigns all year round from June to June.

In the present, criminals enjoy elevated status and strut arm-in-arm down the old parade routes of the past, smirking like saints and worshipped with the same fervent devotion once reserved for virgins who have struggled through childbirth only to see millions slaughtered in the names of their offspring in order for empires to be washed clean with sacrificial blood.

In the end, nothing really matters because the end is a fiction all good citizens look forward to like vultures eyeing the dead strung up on meat hooks and swaying in the breeze of fallout winds that travel the gulf stream, spreading death like fairy dust into the eager, opened mouths of all survivors.

Shown left: TOMORROW

by Lilly Griffin

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GLASS HUE

by Jennifer Edwards

I bleed like the rest; but in front of you all I have done much to moderate the color. Adorning the spectacle and adjusting the saturation of hue.

I fear I am only ordinary, bleak, blank, not even black, but clear. My character is a cut-out; a copy of another aspiration; a revolving fantasy of feeling special when I see my words light up another’s face. I love and, in the emptiness, respond to the pings that resonate across time as space. My days are a measure of the distance it takes for the reverberation to come back to me. So... Do I speak plain and by doing so make myself understood, truly known? Give those who would listen the answer to the trick of my fool’s dance, so that they may walk away and take for granted that they will always have the chance to see such things another day; not the person of consequence that they, you, had come to see. So, the words are the flight of my feet through your mind. Dancing and dashing just out of sight to keep you blind to the fact that I am nothing. No, more than you. Not even as much. I sit here as a marker of the void; the absence of color, light, sound; the absence of a “you;” a clear hue.

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TJR

by Nova*Darkstar

CASA TRANS

by Nova*Darkstar

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AFRICA 1

by Priscilla DeConti

STORIED HOME

by Dana Iova-Koga

I spent the weekend with Frieda in Massachusetts. We wrote and brainstormed and tossed workshop ideas around together in her mother-in-law’s crooked house.

Bundled up because one of the heating pipes had frozen and burst. In between working sessions we walked, and Frieda called out the names of the waterways as we passed them: Cranberry Creek, Sawmill River, Connecticut River. She told me stories of the land too.

on stage with my shadow cast large against the upstage scrim. I think a lot of women suspect they are actually mountain ranges. The giant woman who is lying near Frieda’s home seemed to be enjoying her rest.

“One time when we were driving home, a HUGE snapping turtle was in the middle of the road here, and it would’t move.

Cars were backed up and we all waited for a long time but the turtle didn’t move.

We didn’t know how to get it out of the road and there was no other way around it. Their necks are so long, you know, that if you are standing behind one it can reach its head around to its backside and bite you. I finally called my brother, who is a fisherman, to ask him what I should do.

He told me to get a really long, thick stick and get the turtle to bite down on it and then drag it out of the way. The first stick we tried the turtle snapped right in half.

So we found a thicker one, which held, and that’s how we finally managed to get it off the road. That mountain range there? It’s the Great Woman, lying down.

Can you see? There is her head, there is her shoulder, there is her hip.”

“It’s called the Beaver’s Forehead because the story goes once there was a massive beaver in the river. She built an enormous dam, she was a bit greedy. Her dam was so big that none of the creatures down river had enough to eat and they started to starve. As a punishment for her greediness the beaver was turned to stone, there on the banks of the river.

Her dam was dismantled so that the river flowed again. Now Beaver has the role of protecting the river, watching over it to make sure everyone has enough. That’s her forehead there- see how she’s looking out over the valley?”

In one break between working sessions Freida said “Let’s go walk up the Beaver’s Forehead!” She pointed to a bald promontory of rock ahead of us, illuminated amber in the winter sun.

Later, when we were perched on that forehead, enjoying the sparkles reflecting off the snaking Connecticut River, Frieda pointed out the Seven Sister mountain peaks in the distance, showed me where the glacier had carved out the valley. Told me how, if the tectonic plates had just shifted and shaken a bit differently in the time of Pangea, we would now be looking out instead at the continent of Africa. She also told me then and there that

I could see her lying there. Many mountain ranges look like reclining women. I myself have sometimes been a mountain range, lying

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crows are the most playful bird, as well as the most intelligent (as far as we know), and showed me how to tell the difference between the tracks of an old, tired dog and a coyote.

I remembered Frieda’s finger- pointing me toward home.

“That’s where you live, over there,” she said, pointing far into the south-westerly distance.

Frieda’s stories oriented me. I didn’t even realize that was happening while I listened, I was simply enjoying the tales. But with each story she strung a strand that connected me to a particular feature of the place. It was only later, when I could have been lost, that I realized the web she had constructed to help me locate myself.

I know where I am.

I loved listening to Frieda talk about the land, could have listened to her yarn endlessly.

I realized if someone came to visit me in my new home I wouldn’t have any such tales yet to tell.

When it came time for me to leave the sunset was stunning. The sky threw a bunch of pinks and purples together in a slow flash.

I typed my destination into Google Maps and headed down the bumpy driveway.

Not a quarter mile into the journey the navigation system stopped functioning.

I had a brief moment of worry, but then I looked out and saw the Great Woman, lying.

In one way, there is nothing unusual about this act—humans have been telling each other tales to impart information and wisdom since our existence began. But these days it is remarkable for the fact that we don’t navigate much this way anymore. The art of storytelling and the art of navigation go hand in hand. And we are rapidly losing our fluency in both. Driving home in the dark I promised myself I would gather stories that would help orient myself and others in the Hudson Valley- a place that is a new home to me.

I know where I am.

I came to the place in the road where the turtle sat and wouldn’t move.

On one of our walks Frieda and I discussed what to do with feelings of hopelessness, despair and grief that can arise in the face of current world events. We talked about the unproductive stupor such heaviness can impart. It occurred to me on the journey home that maybe collecting and sharing stories to navigate by is also one way we can collectively practice respect for the past and simultaneously offer a gesture of hope for the future.

I know where I am.

I passed the rock shelf that marks the glacier’s tracks.

I know where I am.

I saw the Beaver’s Forehead and the Seven Sisters beyond that.

I know where I am.

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NUDE NO. 3

by Lance Cushman

MAPPING MY DESIRES

by David T Budd

He rolled out the rice paper and she dove onto the smooth white surface splashing dark as blood then bright chlorophyll, primrose, bee balm, azure sky and dusky iris.

Swimming in all directions at once, her strokes leave traces, a new delicate garden.

I feel you mapping my desires, he said, as she teased him awake from his quiet dream, She flaunting the magic of fibers and pigments combined to dazzle and seduce.

The colors he felt even in the absence of light asking him to rise and take in the fragrant intoxicating hues she so artfully lay before him.

They embrace, … release, and embrace again in the turning.

Together they are rolling out more fresh white surface and they swim, swim in the spreading pool of colors.

Shown left: FADING AND CREATING

by Danica Louie

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ZOO CAMP TO XC MEET

by Maeve Erickson

The peacock saunters gracefully down the pavement, against the gray, flaunting his bold hues.

He’s away from home, but so close to you now that you nearly bump into him as he sways.

You’re simply amazed by the colors and tents from all around, meeting up in one venue.

Kids jumping with joy or stomping their feet, waiting for their time to shine today.

So many bright colors and sunlight it nearly blinds you `cause you can’t stop looking at the nature of it all in amazement today.

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SPIRALING by @‌vamoosegoose

DANCING TREE

by Jerrie Basile

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SERENITY IN STORMS

By Estrella Frankenfeld

Sometimes rain means Collecting Gutter water In yogurt containers And then, when those fill up, Old yellow cat litter boxes All so we can make mud On dry days And our parents won’t tell us we’re wasting water Sometimes rain means Sitting In the basement Listening to the portable radio Smelling the damp mildew smell And liking it While outside the tree with my favorite swing Is splitting in half Sometimes rain means Two girls Laying In bed thinking Of the infinite ways We have loved each other In past and future lives And still it feels as if it’s the first time I’ve ever loved at all

Sometimes rain means Arguing About whether we get More wet Walking slow or running fast Because there must be a science to Dodging raindrops

Sometimes rain means Wading Through the creek Arms linked and shirts off Listening for thunder Because we know that’s when we’re supposed to get out

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This project is produced in collaboration with Kingston Library and the Midtown Kingston Arts District’s Youth Workforce, The Department of Regional Art Workers, and printed in Midtown at the Neighborhood Print Studio.

Working on Show & Tell has been a fun and gratifying experience for me as someone exploring my early twenties.

Learning and gaining experience in project management and organization through a project I’m passionate about has offered me both useful professional skills and a new perspective on working in the arts. Being able to assist the wonderful creative team behind Show & Tell, and collaborate with The Kingston Library, has been one of the most rewarding opportunities the Youth Workforce program has provided me. I’m a lover of community art projects, physical media, and libraries; Helping run Show & Tell has given me the means to connect with other people who share that love, hopefully including you.

—Lilly Sherman-Godfrey

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JOIN THE TRANS COLORING PAGE PROJECT Artist Nova*Darkstar’s trans coloring pages can be colored in and sent to Show & Tell to be scanned and featured in our second issue.

Pull out center spread (pgs. 13-16) by removing staples or carefully tearing out pages. Color in one or both images!

To submit, drop off your coloring pages: —The D.R.A.W Studio: 22-24 Iwo Jima Ln. —The Kingston Library: 61 Crown Street

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You can also mail them to: —The Kingston Library 61 Crown Street Kingston, NY 12401 Or, if you prefer, color them in to keep for yourself!

SUPPORT QUEER KIDS

by Lance Cushman