My Name

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MACMILLAN CHILDREN’S PUBLISHING GROUP

My Name

Words by Supriya Kelkar; Pictures by Sandhya Prabhat

August 2023

When an Indian American boy starts school in a new classroom, one child can’t pronounce his name properly. It stings, but his parents remind him of how his name shows how special he is.

With lush illustrations by Sandhya Prabhat, award-winning author Supriya Kelkar writes a stunning tribute to the thing that introduces us to the world— our names —reminding readers of the beauty in celebrating difference, taking pride in uniqueness, and helping others to do the same.

Supriya Kelkar is an illustrator and screenwriter who grew up in the Midwest, where she learned Hindi as a child by watching three Hindi movies a week. In addition to illustrating, she writes award-winning middle grade novels, graphic novels, and picture books, including Brown Is Beautiful. supriyakelkar.com

Sandhya Prabhat is an animator and illustrator from Chennai, India, who resides in the San Francisco Bay Area. She has a master’s degree in animation and digital arts from New York University. sandhyaprabhat.com

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For insert your name here —S.K. Dedicated to my fellow oddballs, misfits, and wonderful weirdos —S.P. Farrar Straus Giroux Books for Young Readers An imprint of Macmillan Publishing Group, LLC 120 Broadway, New York, NY 10271 • mackids.com Text copyright © 2023 by Supriya Kelkar Pictures copyright © 2023 by Sandhya Prabhat All rights reserved Our books may be purchased in bulk for promotional, educational, or business use. Please contact your local bookseller or the Macmillan Corporate and Premium Sales Department at (800) 221-7945 ext. 5442 or by email at MacmillanSpecialMarkets@macmillan.com. Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data is available. First edition, 2023 Color separations by Embassy Graphics Printed in China by Hung Hing Off-set Printing Co. Ltd., Heshan City, Guangdong Province ISBN 978-0-374-31463-7 1 3 5 7 9 10 8 6 4 2 The art for this book was created digitally using Adobe Photoshop. The text was set in Archer, and the display type was created by Sandhya Prabhat. Designed and art directed by Aram Kim. Production was supervised by John Nora, and the production editor was Allyson Floridia. Edited by Grace Kendall, with support from Asia Harden.
There will be so many newnames on the first day.
Honor them and yours the very same way.
Listen. Connect. Remember. Reflect.
Say your new friends’ names out loud And the name belonging to you Carefully, kindly And they will too.
my
means wrinkled foreheads And twisted tongues Tied up But In knots.
My name means giggles And more names
That
sound similar
But
are not mine.
.
My name means spices And far-off smells Unseen colors And sounds unheard to them.
My name means the hot sun And sweaty crowds
When all I feel Are frosty stares.
syllable means After syllable Rolling, crashing, unending Like the waves in the sea.
My
name means
.
Your name means you’re you.

Your name means

faces

And lips twisted with love to welcome you.

wrinkled
Creased into smiles Unknotted hearts

Your name means giggles

giggles

Happy
And
many more names
All
belonging to you
.

Your name means spices And spiraling, scented steam

Clanging dishes and

A rainbow on your plate.

Your name means warmth

Like the first summer breeze

Wrapping us together

With those who came before.

means crests and waves

back and forth

On one side of the ocean

And the other.

Rocking

Your name means you’re different. Your name means you’re you.

means
I’m different
Just like yours does too.
My
name means I’m me.
Your
name means you’re you.

My name is Supriya.

“Supriya” means “beloved by all.” My dad picked the name out because that’s what I was, my parents’ beloved child. (I try to remind my younger brother of this often.)

But despite the beauty and power in that name, do you know what nickname my friends started calling me when I was in elementary school? Soup.

And I went with it. I even liked it. It was fun and silly and went with my personality better than that long, three-syllable Indian name no one else in school had. That name that tripped up strangers and people who had known me for years alike. “Soup” felt easier, for me and for others, even if it wasn’t filled with my father’s love.

So I embraced the nickname. I even signed notes to friends with a drawing of a little smiling bowl of steaming-hot soup from elementary school through high school.

Because pretending I shared a name with a food everyone was familiar with was easier than dealing with the embarrassment and shame I felt when people couldn’t say my real name or purposely butchered it, or when they’d tell me how beautiful my name was after I had pronounced it for them. Because even though one of those sentiments is a positive, to me they all meant the same thing: Your name means you’re different.

Whenever a teacher took a pause during attendance on the first day of school, I would apologetically admit the name that had stumped them was mine and say it for them, pronouncing it a little less like it was meant to be said, to make it easier for everyone. To be a little less different.

It took me years to realize our differences are to be celebrated, and many more years to like my name and realize how much it says about who I am. I no longer use that familiar nickname. I no longer apologetically say my name when someone mispronounces it or doesn’t take the effort to even attempt saying it.

Instead, I hold my head up high, knowing that I do not need to apologize for my name or mispronounce it for someone else’s convenience. I hope this

book serves as a reminder to everyone to be proud of your own name and to take the time to learn and pronounce other people’s names correctly too.

Because your name means you’re different. And that’s a good thing. Your name means you’re you.

My name is Sandhya Prabhat. I am from India, and I live in the United States now. People who are not of Indian descent have a hard time pronouncing my first name. I’ve been called Sandra, Sania, and Sandy so often! When I received the script for this book, I related to it deeply and couldn’t wait to illustrate it.

Supriya’s rhythmic and lyrical storytelling involved mirroring and revisiting scenes from the first part (the boy feeling embarrassed or frustrated) in the second part (the boy embracing his name), and I tried to do the same with my illustrations. I used recurring but modified imagery: mirroring spreads one after another, and turning cold, uncomfortable scenes in blue and green into warm and friendly moments in shades of orange and brown and yellow as his perspective changed. The inspiration for the cover came from a Maya Angelou quote that I love: “I come as one, but I stand as ten thousand.” Although the boy stands alone, he isn’t lonely. He brings with him his foremothers and forefathers, his friends and family, and feels strong and supported.

I illustrated this book while facing the challenges of the pandemic, while raising my baby, and while visiting my family in India for a few months after eons of being apart. This project was my breath of fresh air, my window of escape. Painting it was often the only activity that helped me find my inner peace. I’m forever grateful to have had a chance to be a part of this project.

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