Orientation Am I a traitor being born of jewish origin and turning against all monotheism as something of a pagan atheist? Am I an antisocial public enemy for loathing any kind of overbearing bullying and centralized control of freeborn citizens? Is freedom only to be found in anarchism and in the darkness of notorious satanism that only can survive and thrive by hiding and by masking its activities in black? Is occultism the only freedom of the spirit? These are unanswerable questions, so it's better just to paste them on the wall and leave them there. Jamsbo. Well said! We all must find our own way. Like a rain runs back to a river. Sameen. Yes, but which wall? The physical or the technological? Laila. The notice board.
Your presence It does not matter who you are as long as you are honest, truthful and sincere. Your person and identity is of no consequence, while it is what you do and leave behind that matters. If your output is creative and just unilaterally positive, you can be proud not of yourself but of your life. You made an effort and put something through, and even if it led to nothing it was worth the effort, as the energy you wasted in your loving and creative thoughts will never cease creating water rings and multiply. Your love was here to stay and cannot vanish, like something cannot be turned into nothing; and if your flowers brutally are trampled down and wither, they will always rise again with the return of spring,
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