Come what may, I don’t think i want to stay. I’m i can’t remember the last time dreaming in different ways. I’m looking right at your (you can’t feel this way forever) that i felt the sun on my face her body moves with the night sky grey blankets the mourning face. Don’t say it isn’t so. I don’t think I want to go. Your glasses in the snow. Wet hair that softly glows. I like a demon with nowhere to go grey blankets the evening wanted to shout it out. Tell you how I think about you she roams confused do you remember what it felt like now and then. Take you in my arms like it was way Does it scare you before the sadness consumed your heart? back when. Oh what we would do with all the time we That this could be I needed you here When it’s late and spent... Don’t take it back, go sing your song. I’m not all that there is? I needed you tonight I can’t sleep afraid of being wrong. have been I’ll always I’d circle your block I still think of you Looking for any signs We walked to the beach that night Time isn’t always enough Sand felt soft beneath my bare feet and That you may to know good to us Your nerves, were as clear as the moon Still be awake and If science is half the man it that it’s too much i hadn’t seen you all summer long Oh, so selfish of me If I were to call you says it is was was just happy to feel so i spent my nights walking in town alone Got your hand On my Would you come Then I can build it back but I’m not the one Anything at all listening to mount eerie on my Outside to talk and The machine that snaps all of headphones and i thought about you You’ve been thinking of As the sound of the waves If it got too cold time in half Got your taste Sometimes Crashed into my heart and i wondered if anyone in those I remembered the moon Would you invite me isn I can break its back On my lips but I just-I justhouses with glowing windows were To show me I can break its back I’m not the one I don’t know i can still awake for the same reason Where you rest your feel you I can build a door You’ve been dreaming of i was have you ever missed something I know on my skin head at night And I can travel through so much that it hurt? have you ever you still my sheets What has become of all of us, all ceilThey do it with telefony missed a feeling so much that it hurt? Time isn’t always go to him ings, all skiesIs that, still smell like you You don’t see it much anymore, good to us whenever and the stars can swim a thousand dark but temporary, passing moment in your life you feel alone they’re warm miles before they ever see the But surely I I don’t want to live like this, Lord like like you’re floor again with their backs against I want to hear your voice But surely I I don’t want to live at all i don’t still here the wall on these last days but then, If I could just hear your voice until the exact moment I don’t want to make this face anymore mean with me we knew that would happen anyway But I don’t think I have the choice i cease to breathe a thing but you’re But if I don’t, that’s all so sing me the saddest song The look on your face You drop that pitch-black pall When I first connect the line you know ‘cuz I don’t want I don’t want to live like this anymore to you not coming Over us, one and all, again I don’t want to live at all back being lied too to be For the very first time You wanted distance I don’t want to make this face anymoreto me Sometimes My words come slowly to mind the last thing you You needed distance But if I don’t, that’s all remember Sleep leave me behind “is anybody there?” Well I’m a If only for a few seconds because when it’s mornI don’t love of me All trembling and scared Replies fucking ghost now Our eyes meet ing I will forget you. I don’t feel anything then come fainter than air You're a ghost. I don’t feel anything where this love should be as they scan the room Floating Worthless A haunting dream hold me close, stay with me I don’t want to feel this anymore for one another Am I only haunting i searched for you where the mountains met with the sea But if i don’t, that’s fake myself? Well no words you said you would be waiting patiently so we could just float here for awhileI don’t want to do this anymore I’m tired of roaming, and wait for the night sky to show it’s face we could just drift here for awhile But there’s nothing else to take only feelings uncertain walking but by the time the sunrises your desire will have had quietly left our body I don’t love crushing through walls to be Falling down why cant this be Can’t change how I feel. I cannot pretend.That I I don’t feel anything the cavities everything for you but in reverse? Gravity failing me, don’t feel, that I’m not real. I don’t feel anything where this love should be of my chest You never see me betrayal of balance. The ground Or maybe is getting closer,imminent crash. We stayed up all night and watched the clocks move forward talked about I never saw your needs And now acceptance of landing music and the place we want to visit drank and smoked and fucked on earth. We’re both ghosts now Flashback blinds my sight, but your lens Walking through each relief come soon i don’t regret was never bright. Oh no, don’t go. Stay Maybe I think we should Upset This is how I get keeping words you might forget others the same still frame. Scared of every- be grateful, grateful that we’ve managed Cause we stopped fell into you blew me away to survive through all of our Shared histories thing you see, I see that in your eyes. But we don’t need it you never thought i never gave Scared of you and sacred of me. Don’t Adventures.v learning they What we lose what you want from me i wish i don’t want to feel blue you realize? Both of us cannot be free weren’t real, What we can’t choose we madeour own lines that do i don’t want to feel used until you recognize. Go away and let me we’re only a dream We are through not bend or stray because of i’ll forget when i see you be. Just let it die. Let me go you i don’t expect keeping signs you never read We’re not in control i’m into you you don’t see you never thought we will never be i can’t let Don’t wait for me. I wont wait We are used go you never left you don’t accept what i dreamt it’s always you unspoken for you. Don’t wait up all night, In pursuit ways i never stopped you never gave what i want from you i wish we made don’t stay up until it’s light. Who are you to argue with our thoughts on I can’t lie our own lines that do not bend or stray where our lives are going.Faces with eyes never I can’t try I hate when it feels so distant showing. Who are you to say you know me? Look at It’s not you weigh me down and cry until you’re dry drown out my Cause I know I’ll miss this. me, look at yourself. Where have we gone so fast, insides drown me every time dry.... When I think of you, I feel that rush. so wrong. I liked you so much. We were only children things would not work out the way we wanted them too all the years that passed us by all the years of past all the years have passed us by all the years of past all i’m left with are the thoughts of what could
ESPACIOS VACíOS
Espacios Vacíos nace en el año 2013 con el propósito de retratar la imagen de aquellos espacios que fueron habitados y apropiados por una relación amorosa. Sin embargo, la consolidación de este proyecto solo llega hasta el año 2015 cuando la búsqueda de un relato unificado de la historia pueda permitirme lidiar con el pasado y con la presencia fantasmal de ese otro ser que hoy discurre por la ciudad compartida. La premisa central entonces supone la existencia de unos fantasmas que son atemporales, y no necesariamente humanos: la idea se materializa y se desvanece de manera simultánea. En cierta medida se busca que la elaboración de este registro contribuya a la relajación y al entendimiento de un suceso particular. Finalmente la historia contada aquí no tiene ilación lógica, las frases se encuentran desordenadas y son fragmentos de pensamientos, mensajes, historias, letras musicales y sentimientos encontrados en cartas enviadas durante seis años de relación que pueden evocar (o no) diferentes estados del caos.
La bipolaridad volvio a mi, presentandose de una manera incomprendida, entre el amor y el odio con que se conjuran las canciones, Solo queda la nostalgia... Son estos momentos donde no se c贸mo entenderte.
los silencios y los murmullos estaban gastados...
¿Cómo lidiamos con perder la cotidianidad? Romper, como su significado indica, implica destrozar una parte de ti mismo. Se convierte en un pequeño, pero significativo suicidio. Seguir adelante implica entonces, vivir con un muerto; cargarlo, y sentirlo, hasta que el tiempo descomponga sus restos dejandote lisiado... Esperas poder regenerar el tejido para que éste, pueda volver a moverse en aire nuevo.
La contrariedad de la vida permite que nuestra diversidad de emociones y sensaciones varĂen en el tiempo con cierta facilidad, o incluso cierta fragilidad, somos barco sin rumbo fijo, pero barco dentro del mar...
El fastidio, la rutina, el cansancio, el existencialismo, la costumbre de la convivencia con otro ser humano, la rabia cuando estas cosas vienen a mĂ, las mĂşltiples exigencias de tu humanidad, la carga emocional que ambos llevamos en la espalda, La que compartimos...
En ese compaĂąerismo de nuestra vida, existĂan grandes virtudes que lograron hacer esa guerra dentro de mĂ, guerra silenciosa que nunca pude expresarte ni expresarme
Quiero ser parte de ese universo
Pides mucho...
Quiero ser parte de ti, de tus opiniones, de tu amor, de tus dolores, de tus tristezas, de tus amistades, de tus canciones, de tus pelĂculas, de tus planes, de tus intereses, de tus clases, de tus exposiciones, de tus pasos, de tus caminos, de tus viajes, de tus seres queridos, de tus dormidas, de tus despertadas, de tus comidas, de tus peinados, de tus piercings, de tus tatuajes, de tus deseos, de tus creencias, de tu pasado, de tu presente, de tu futuro, de tus ex novios, de tus pasiones, de tus heridas, de tus cicatrices, de tus voces...tus mĂşltiples voces que cuentan la vida, que cuentan el mundo que viven, y laten con el planeta, de tu existencia, de tus tiempos, de tu tiempo, de tu espacio, de tu universo, de ti.
No me vengas a pedir carácter, si has perdido la habilidad de sentir el mundo con toda la cantidad de energía y fuerza que antes tenías, si has perdido la capacidad de elegir ver algo maravilloso sólo por la costumbre de tenerlo contigo, no me pidas carácter, cuando tú eres la que no los tiene para emocionarte cotidianamente, con tu vida hermosa.
Trastoco la percepci贸n de mi vida para evitar que las personas lleguen o se sientan con la
capacidad de puntualizar algo tan finito y determinista que me ahogue en una Ăşnica frase
“con la pluma de pavo te había regalado un cuasi-cielo, con esta concha un cuasi-mar…. la tierra la tuvimos juntos, una cuasi-tierra”
Hoy, también nos reconocemos como un universo tan enorme que quizá jamás terminaremos de conocer; Y no solo de conocer sino de querer vivirlo, de querer entrar en él, de regocijarse dentro de él... reír, llorar o explotar dentro de él!
Pero los primeros besos suelen ser accidentes de bicicleta...
Y por eso ahora decido pensar, decido pensar que estamos compartiendo el tiempo y nuestras vidas, y que quizรก ya no lo quiera hacer mรกs
De las ruinas de arquitectura, solo se levatanba el viejo auditorio...
....ahora lo habitan los fantasmas
y sigo esperando el dia en que el perdon y el amor nos arremeta evocando aquellos dias fulminantes donde el dia desaparecia al abrir y cerrar de ojos
Estoy empezando a creer que el ocĂŠano es muy parecido a ti... porque da y quita todo
...Que este ritmo tiene que llegar al compĂĄs final... mi secreto es necesitar que entienda ĂŠl, mi corazon, entienda por fin, asi como ya lo hizo la razon.... que fuiste todo, todo, todito, todo.... pero fuiste.
Y alguna vez entendĂ que las maravillas eran humanas.
No quiero vivir para siempre, yo solo quiero vivir este momento‌