Happy first monthsary
Happyonemonthoflove, baby!Here’stomoreteasing, bickering,andunconditional loveinthedaystocome.It’s been9monthsoftalkingand exactlyonemonthofofficially beingtogether—andevery singlemomentwithyouhas beenworthit.
Ihopehindikamagsawasasusunodnamonths. Iknowwe’restilllearningandadjusting,butI’msogratefulthat it’syouIgettogrowwith.Kahitmaytampuhanor misunderstandings,I’mgladwealwaysfindourwaybacktoeach other.Yourpresencebringsmecomfort,yourwordsbringmepeace, andyourlovebringsmejoy.
Thankyouforstayingconsistent,forlovingmegenuinely,andfor takingcareofmeinwaysIdidn’tevenknowIneeded.Beingloved byyouistrulyoneofthebestthingsthathaseverhappenedto me.
You’rehelpingmegrow,you’remakingmewanttobecomea betterversionofmyself—andthatmeansmorethanwordscan say.Thankyouforyourpatience,foryourunderstanding,andfor showingmeloveinbothloudandquietways.Ifeelsosafewith you,andIhopeyouknowthatI’velovedyoufromtheverystart —andI’llkeepchoosingyoueveryday.
InsideOut
EverytimeIlistento"inside out"bykeshi,Ican’thelp butthinkofyou.,because honestly,Idon'tknowwhat tosayorwhattodo—I neverknewIcouldfeelthis way.Youbroughtout emotionsinmethatIdidn’t evenknowexisted.Theway youlove,thewayyousee me—it’slikeyou’veturned meinsideout.
Youmakemefeelseen,heard,andunderstoodinwaysInever thoughtIneeded.
Everythingfeelsnewwithyou—everymoment,everytouch, everyword. You’vebecomemycalm,mychaos,andeverythinginbetween. I’mgratefulforthelove,thelessons,andthewarmthyou give.
Thankyouforthisexperience,forthiskindoflove—especially becauseit’swithyou.
Keshi
Reasons WHY !! I Love You
1.Youmakemefeelsafe-Evenwheneverythingelsefeelsuncertain, yourpresencebringsmepeace.
2.Youunderstandmeinwaysothersdon’t-Evenmywordsareconfusing, yousomehowgetwhatIfeel.
3.You’repatientwithme–EvenwhenI’mmoody,tired,orunsure you stay.
4.Youmakethesimplestmomentsspecial–Fromcasualconvostoquiet nights,everythingfeelsbetterwithyou.
5.Yousupportmygrowth-Youdon’tjustlovemeforwhoIam you encouragemetobecomebetter.
5.Yousupportmygrowth-Youdon’tjustlovemeforwhoIam—you encouragemetobecomebetter.
6.You’reconsistent-Nomixedsignals,nodoubts—juststeadyloveandeffort.
7.Youneverfailtomakemesmile-Whetherit’syourjokes,banats,or justbeingyou—Ialwaysendupsmiling.
8.Youmakemefeelwantedandchosen-Everyday,youchooseme—and thatmattersmorethanyouknow.
9.Youlovemeevenonmybaddays-Andthatkindoflove?That’srare, andI’llnevertakeitforgranted.
10.Becauseyou’reyou-Andnooneelsecouldevertakeyourplaceinmy heart.
andmanymorereasons...
Andagain,beforeIendthis,Ijustwanttosay— HappyMonthsarytous,mybaby.
Ireallywishformoremonthsandyearsforustospendtogether. Beingwithyouisn’thardatall—maybeI’mjustnotusedtothiskind ofloveyet,andIstillneedtimetoadjust.Butthankyou,because youneverrushme.Youletmetakemytime,andyouhelpme everystepoftheway,withoutpressureordemands.
YouhavenoideahowmuchIappreciateyourpatiencewithme, especiallywhenI’mbeingquietordistant.Youdon’tgiveuponme evenwhenI’mhardtounderstand.Youstay.Youchooseme. Andthatmeanseverything.
ThankyouforalwaysputtingmefirstinwaysInevereven realizedIneeded.
Eightmonthsoftalkingmayseemshorttoothers,butinthatspan oftime,youtaughtmehowtoloveyou,andremindedmeofmy worthinawaynooneelsehas.
You’vebecomesomeoneIcanruntowhenthingsdon’tfeelright, someonewhomakesthenoiseinmymindalittlequieter.Youbring mepeace.Youmakemefeelsafe.
Thankyouformakingmefeelloved—deeply,sincerely. Andmostofall,thankyouforhelpingmelearnhowtolovemyself too. Yousawme,eveninthepartsItriedtohide,andyoustillstayed. Andforthat,I’llalwaysbegrateful.
Thankyouforchoosingme.AndI promise,I’lldomybestnottodisappoint youforchoosingme.Mahalnamahal kita,morethanwhatIshowor express.IknowI’mnotalwaysthe mostshowyorexpressiveperson,but pleaseknowI’mtrying—becauseit’sfor you.
You’resomeoneworthtryingfor,worth growingfor.Iloveyousomuchthat I’mwillingtodothingsIneverthoughtI coulddo—I’mlearningtobesofter,to listenbetter,toopenuplittlebylittle… becauselovingyoumakesmewantto becomethebestversionofmyself.I mayhavemyflaws,Imayfallshort sometimes,butpleaseknowmylovefor youisreal.It’ssteady,evenwhenI can’tfullyexpressit.It’sthere—evenin silence,eveninoverthinking,evenin distance.
Soagain—Happyonemonthoflove.I hopethisisjustthebeginningof somethingreal,somethinglasting, somethingwebothdeserve.Mahal kitasobra,baby.
Cyrhine Jay
