Obsessive Compulsive Disorder Facts Imagine for a moment that you leave the room and turn off the light switch on your way out. Then, you are grabbed and forced to go back and turn the light switch back on and off again. Just as you are walking away, the same thing happens. Now you get an idea of what being OCD can be like. Of course, there is no real physical force making you repeat rituals. To a person that suffers from OCD, the need to repeat procedures, or to check and recheck is so great, it is as if a huge hand is guiding you and forcing you to do these certain steps. Related: Things to Expect on a Holiday Shift A Patient's Perspective Per Jane DoeI can tell you firsthand what dealing with OCD is like, because I was diagnosed with it. I was embarrassed and ashamed, I was a teacher after all, I help children, I don’t have “conditions” myself. I especially don't have conditions that have no logic, right? Wrong! I am able to control my symptoms of OCD for the most part, people around me are unaware that this has ever been a problem for me, but it has. Here are some circumstances that led up to my finally admitting I needed some help to deal with this problem. Germs were, and still are to some point, a concern to me. During a news segment I happened to be watching, they interviewed tailgaters at a football game. It was September, still very warm, around 85-90 degrees. The people on tv being interviewed had several varieties of meat on the tailgate of their truck, which they planned to grill later. This was none of my business, I don't know these people, they appear to be intelligent adults, in fact I don't even like football! However, that meat sitting out in the warm sun, with no refrigeration bothered me to the point I was obsessed with it all day. I simply could not let this go for quite some time, very typical for OCD sufferers, I suppose. Organization is often a positive aspect of OCD, however, sometimes to extremes, which is how I do things. A railroad crossing on my way home has a crossing bar, with large cables that resemble old fashioned coiled phone cords. I got out of my vehicle and straightened that cord out every day, only to find it the same the following day, I could not let that go. Then one day I received a citation from the railroad, surveillance cameras captured my interactions, and it appeared in our local newspaper. That was my wake up call, something had to change.”