If/Then {Right Your Maybe} Vol 1. Issue 2. 03 2020

80 If/Then Spring MMXX KP Buk

Right You're Maybe ; Your very first words over the phone the first time we spoke in a number of years.

Do you recall these? What you said I wanted to think I wasn't sure, that I didn't hear it properly... or maybe I deflected jokingly, or asked for clarity, or denied that request.I.don't know.

Or maybe I''ve never asked until now.

2) Why am I here? Is that no deeper than I AM? Or gratuitously yet disproportionately non-parallel? And if so, haphazardly by unconscious design?

3) Can a thing be both? Can motivations or objectives be concealed without loosing each? If not then are expectations ever enough?

4) has the book been written backwards?

It's objective supported by a supposed outcome?

5) Sex by committee and granular maze designed as chess board, Supremacy, and Sade? Or are we just as bland as everyone else. No J.G. Ballard novel.

Or is it an epic of misdirection and character study, rats in the walls, stolen chocolate chips––a tell ALL–––every sound heightened––every move calculated–––Amoral–––hidden in plane site.

6) And this pathetic list churns on, more pathetic is not that it is or imagined BUT it must me stated, called to attention a pity for both of us–––but perhaps not for ALL concerned.

7) My loyalty is to ones individuality. Ones autonomy. Ones choice of whatever landscape one plays.

8) What degree can we share? What I sense is not what I assume, yer what I assume is not as its told. What I am told is the only think I can act upon.

9) Every Good Boys Deserve Fudge.