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‘My caring brother died in police custody like George Floyd’ Issue Iss ue 931 ● 31 May 2021 ● ££1.85 1.855

‘Dermot is like my brother – working with him is a dream’

JOEL DOMMETT

‘Hannah and I get each other – we have lots of fun!’

WEDDING WOES! OLIVIA

JESS

‘Stressed’ star takes Carl on a baby-making holiday

Fears she won’t make it down the aisle

Desperate to cure skin condition ahead of big day

POSH

Her plan to become a glamorous gran!

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MARNIE

On a health kick to fit into perfect dress

KATIE

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‘Gutted’ as her ceremony is postponed

LOUISE

‘We’re over the moon’

CONTENTS C ONTEN 31 May 2021

IN THIS WEEK’S ISSUE ON THE COVER 8 Katie Price 10 Joel Dommett 14 Marnie Simpson 17 Jess Wright 18 Olivia Attwood 21 Holly Hagan 22 Victoria Beckham 23 Louise Thompson 24 Alison Hammond and Dermot O’Leary 54 “My caring brother died in police custody just like George Floyd”

CELEBS THIS WEEK 15 Denise Van Outen 19 Lucy Watson 30 Azaylia Cain 38 Seema Malhotra 74 Neil Jones

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STYLE 41 Style opener 42 Natural high 46 What’s new this week 48 Hot list 49 Beauty opener 50 Beauty file 51 Beauty get the look REAL LIFE 52 ”I married my platonic soulmate” 56 Drunk brute who shot dead his son and his girlfriend at a family dinner REGULARS 4 Papped 32 Lowdown 37 Hot, not or tot 58 Health 60 Recipes 62 Peek at their pad 64 Horoscopes 66 Zone 72 Puzzles

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“It’s scary, I thought theree was something wrong with e me,” she says, explaining she suffered memory loss and had to have a CT scan on herr stomach too. Turn to page 388 for more from Seema…

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Inside Katie and Carl’s baby-making getaway

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The couple are doing whatever it takes for Katie’s baby number six

Katie with her atie Price has made fiancé Carl no secret about how much she wants another child and after jetting to Portugal with fiancé Carl Woods, sources say she’s pulling out all the stops to return home pregnant.

“Katie and Carl felt a change of scenery would really do them good,” our source explained. “Trying for a baby can be really stressful and they thought a chance to relax in the sunshine would really help. It’s definitely a babymaking holiday as Katie is so eager to come back pregnant.

“It’s a concern for both of them that she hasn’t fallen pregnant yet and she’s just hopeful that some sea and sunshine will do and has been the trick. Katie cooking meals has a really high from scratch for Katie hopes sex drive and has her and Carl,” to get pregnant been known to have added the source. on holiday sex multiple times a “She’s also been day. She’s joked to friends working out a lot. She that she’s going to wear Carl out bought a CAROL exercise bike on this holiday!” to help her recovery after breaking As well as the sun, sea and sand, her feet last summer and has been Katie is also hoping her new healthy using that for regular workouts. On lifestyle will help her to conceive. holiday, she’ll try to stick to healthy After admitting to gaining two stone meals and drink coconut water too. during lockdown, our source added She wants to look and feel as healthy that Katie has overhauled her diet in as possible to give her the best a bid to get her body as fit as possible. chance of conceiving.”

“Katie doesn’t drink any more and The 43-year-old is already a mum has cut out a lot of bad stuff from her to Harvey, 18, Junior, 15, Princess, 13, diet. She’s tried to ditch the fast food Jett, seven, and six-year-old Bunny

On their way to Portugal

NEWSFLASH The couple appeared on Steph’s Packed Lunch to talk about their fertility issues

With Carl on the Channel 4 show

‘Katie and Carl felt a change of scenery would really do them good’

Katie’s Instagram posts of her and Carl enjoying the sun and drinking coconut water

but she recently admitted she feared her age was now posing a problem. The star revealed that she and Carl, 32, were even looking into IVF to give them the best chance of getting pregnant.

“It has not happened naturally, unfortunately,” she confessed earlier this month.

“I thought it would be easy as I’ve never had to plan it before. We have never been careful having sex from day one, as we knew we wanted to be together. It’s frustrating as I feel young but I’m not inside. I’m 43 this month so I guess I need help.”

Our source added, “Katie and Carl are talking about IVF but would like it to happen naturally. Katie is hopeful that stress might be the reason she’s not had any luck and would love to fall pregnant, naturally. But she’s not naive and if it doesn’t happen she knows IVF or even surrogacy are options. She’s focused on baby number six and she’ll do what it takes to make that happen.”

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EXCLUSIVE

‘Oti says I’m bad at dancing!’

The Masked Dancer host Joel Dommett ett on the new format, and why he’s better sticking ticking g to fronting the show than performing g in it

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f there’s one TV show The Masked Dancer guaranteed to have promises zany fun you shouting at your screens, it’s ITV’s The Masked Singer. But you can times that by two next week as the series’ wacky new spin-off, The Masked Dancer, makes its debut in the UK. Once again hosted

by Joel Dommett, the brilliantly bonkers format sees returning star detectives Davina McCall, Jonathan Ross and Mo Gilligan joined by Strictly’s Oti Mabuse, as they each attempt to guess which celebrities are showing off their dance moves under the amazingly Oti has joined Davina, elaborate costumes.

Mo and Jonathan on the panel, with Joel hosting “I love that we’ve got to the point where the costumes don’t even have faces on any more, Can you believe how big they’re just objects! It’s shown just how the franchise has become? much fun you can have,” Joel, 35, laughs as new catches up with him.

I don’t think anyone anticipated Here, we chat to Joel about the runaway how much it was going to appeal success of the show, how he’d make a terrible to grannies and toddlers, as well contestant, and why he finds it easy to keep as people my age. With the first series, everyone said it was a the programme’s secrets – even from his wife, model Hannah Cooper… guilty pleasure. By the second series, it just became a pleasure.

Hi Joel. Is The Masked Dancer as mad as it sounds?

We started filming and it just felt really joyous and full of fun, love and silliness. It’s very simple – you’re literally seeing who someone is from the way they move, and there are loads of extra clues.

Is it even crazier than The Masked Singer?

It’s taken the format to another level. It’s extended the fun of The Masked Singer and it’s just as bizarre, if not even more so. I think because you haven’t got the foundation of the voices, you’re really focused on the clues and the visual and body shapes. It’s really fun.

Part of the appeal is that the costumes are always amazing.

What’s in store this time?

They’re absolutely crazy and bizarre. Everyone immediately fell in love with Carwash. It’s such an amazing character. I love that we’ve got to the point where the costumes don’t even have faces on any more, they’re just objects! It’s shown how much fun you can have.

The last series of The Masked Singer had some amazing

‘I don’t have the talent for Strictly!’ na names ame performing. Does The Masked Da anc match that?

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How Ho ow are a your guessing skills?

Go Good, ood, I think. I’ve correctly guessed a few. few. There are a few that I’m miles aw way from. It’s very much like that with away this It’s much tougher. If you think thi is show. sh you find fin The Masked Singer easy, then this is tthe he show for you. I’m so lucky I host the show and I’m not on the panel, because I hhave ave zero input.

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You find out the celebrities’ identities when they’re unmasked. Do you ever let any friends and family in on the secret?

I genuinely keep it to myself. I think it’s the best way. And, weirdly, if I don’t tell anyone, I almost erase it from my mind, no matter how massive they are as a star. So when we watch it on television, it’s like I’m enjoying it again for the first time. Also, I know that if you tell people, you’re taking that enjoyment of the show away from them, as it really is about the guessing. Even if I was to tell my wife Hannah, I’d be ruining the show for her.

So I’m better off not telling her, then she can enjoy the show for what it is.

If you had to choose to compete in either show, which would you go for?

The Masked Singer – only because I’d rather sing than dance. But if I could dance, I’d definitely do Dancer, because it feels so freeing and fun. The people were just really enjoying themselves. Nobody is judging them for who they are. There’s someone who’s unbelievably recognisable that would never be able to do a show as themselves, because everyone would judge them on being them.

It’s so nice to take that out of the picture completely and just let it all go.

Strictly Come Dancing isn’t on the cards for you, then?

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I definitely haven’t got the talent to do Strictly! Hannah and I came back from the BRIT Awards the other night and I discovered I was dressed like a salsa dancer, so I was trying to salsa around the kitchen. I put a video on Instagram and Oti called me the next day and said, “Oh my God, I was howling!

You’re so bad at dancing, it’s so funny!”

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Will we see any of your dance moves on the show?

It’s been fun dancing when I come back on stage after each performance. I try to have fun with the masked celebrities, picking up on the particular moves in their routines, but I realised very early on that the suits I wear are unbelievably tight, and it means I’m unable to do almost every single dance move! The only dance move I can do is a kind of side shuffle.

Joel and Hannah married in Mykonos in 2019

But you’ve fallen in love with it…

When I first started guest-presenting jobs like MTV News eight years ago, I really didn’t feel like I was good at it. And when I did my first year of Extra Camp after the jungle, I really struggled with it and found it difficult.

It’s much easier this year as you can just wear a mask! But it’s happened at a perfect time. If I was younger and wanted to go to pubs and nightclubs , maybe it would be more difficult.

But people are lovely – it’s not like they shout angry stuff at me in the street, apart from, “Who the hell is the Unicorn?!” And because I’m the age I am, I love where I live, and I love my wife, we just stay in a lot really [laughs].

You seem pretty unstarry – how do you keep yourself grounded?

It’s a lot of work – 21 days consecutively of live television, with interviews, Autocue, sketches. But that’s what it’s for, that show – it was like an apprenticeship in television.

It teaches you everything you need to know under massive compound pressure – it’s an insane amount of pressure. Then you go to something like The Masked Singer and you’re like, “Oh my God, this is so easy compared to Extra Camp!” Even though it’s a Saturday night show and it’s huge, it feels easier as you’ve learnt so much on those smaller shows.

Did the famous presenters on the panel offer you any advice?

For me, presenting a show in front of two of the biggest presenters on UK television is huge, and both Jonathan and Davina have been so welcoming and encouraging.

Davina has become a sort of TV older sister. She’s been wonderful. And it’s The couple my life’s work to try to loved hanging out together become best friends with in lockdown Jonathan Ross, and I feel like I’m slowly wearing him down [laughs]. I constantly WhatsApp him, a bit too much, but I’m trying to kill him with kindness.

In this business, it’s really easy to get your feet swept from underneath you, especially if it’s sudden. I don’t blame people who become horrific human beings when they’re suddenly thrust from a reality show, as it’s really odd.

But I feel like I went about it the right way.

I had been doing stand-up comedy for eight years by the time I went into the I’m A Celebrity jungle. I had that time before and that struggle, and I think it’s important to have that struggle in order to appreciate it.

You proposed to your wife, Hannah, on the last page in your book, and you tied the knot in Mykonos in 2019. How has married life been?

Hannah and I always travelled so much with our jobs, and were always working, so lockdown was lovely, especially the first one, because it forced us to be together and to hang out. We just really enjoyed that time together in our house that we’d never really had before. We get each other and I really like her. That’s a thing that people don’t say very often. Sometimes marriage has such a negative connotation attached to it – it’s like you should immediately enjoy your relationship less as soon as you’re married. But we just really have a fun time and it’s no different.

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Has your career changed since this gig?

It’s definitely changed a lot and I don’t take it lightly. These shows come along so rarely, so I really feel lucky. I never want to take it for granted. I really look forward to going into work every day.

When you landed this show as a presenting gig, it was a big deal for you. Were you nervous?

It’s a strange one as doing stand-up prepares you for so many different things, and is such a wonderful foundation as it gives you that confidence. The reason I started stand-up in the first place was actually to give me more confidence, because I had really low self-esteem. I thought, “If I can talk to a room of 300 people, I can do anything.”

But I didn’t necessarily expect to go down the presenting route.

Does it mean you now get recognised when you’re out and about?

JOEL SHARES HIS EXCITEMENT OVER THE SERIES OF THE MASKED DANCER. SCAN THE CODE TO HEAR HOW HE KEEPS THE CONTESTANTS’ IDENTITIES A SECRET!

The Masked Dancer starts on Saturday on ITV

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Marnie’s bridal body blitz The former Geordie Shore star is eager to drop two dress sizes and shape up for her big day

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arnie Simpson is eager to lose Marnie and Casey weight ahead of her wedding to are planning Casey Johnson after going up their nuptials two dress sizes during lockdown, a source told new.

“Marnie, like so many of us, put on weight during the lockdown. She was a size 8 but she’s now a size 12,” revealed the source.

“She could feel the weight creep on and she notices it a lot when she looks in the mirror.

“She recently did 10 weeks of filming for Geordie OGs and that, combined with looking after her son Rox, meant she grabbed food on the go, which wasn’t always the healthiest option. She’s not beating herself up at all, she knows she’s only human. But she wants to look her best on her wedding day, like all brides.”

The former Geordie Shore star – who is mum to 18-month-old Rox – is even having exercise equipment brought into her home in a bid to look her The couple are parents to son Rox perfect bridal best on the big day. filming for Geordie OGs, she’s got more time at “She’s getting a stepper and a treadmill put into a spare room, and wants to home, so she can cook and prepare her meals. do regular workouts,” the source added. “She Casey is an amazing cook, and has offered to help as much as he can. He’s told her she’s also wants to eat better. Now she’s finished beautiful at any size, but he knows she wants to overhaul her lifestyle for her health, too.”

Marnie, 29, shed 3st in 2020 after she was forced to give up sugar, drink lots of water and eat plenty of vegetables in order to help treat a rare bacterial infection she suffered after giving birth to her son. And insiders say she’s hopeful a diet overhaul will have a huge impact once again.

“Marnie’s bladder condition means she’s meant to eat a healthy diet and avoid acidic and fatty foods that can trigger issues,” said our source. “When she did that shortly after having Rox, she shed the baby weight so quickly. She felt great and looked back to her old self. Now she’s got the wedding as a Working out with goal, she wants to get back into good habits. cousin Sophie Kasaei She not only wants to look her best on her has helped her shape wedding day, but to feel her most healthy.” up in the past Kat Romero

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WEDDING WORRIES

Denise pulls the plug on wedding TV presenter Denise Van Outen won’t marry partner Eddie Boxshall until they can have a huge bash Marnie wants to look her best for her wedding

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enise Van Outen recently revealed that she has put her wedding plans with partner Eddie Boxshall on ice, due to Covid-19 restrictions.

And a source told new that the couple feel they have no choice but to wait.

“When Denise gets married, she wants to have a big party with all her close family and friends there,” explained the source. “With all the changing restrictions, things are so uncertain.

The trio enjoyed a lockdown staycation

Denise with her 11-year-old daughter Betsy

Denise wants to enjoy planning a wedding so she feels forced to wait until things calm down. It’s a shame and she would love to be able to get married sooner, but they both feel their hands are tied.”

TV presenter Denise, who turns 47 this week, has been dating commodities trader Eddie, 46, since 2014, and earlier this year

Denise and Eddie have been dating since 2014

announced the couple planned to tie the knot.

But the former Dancing On Ice star recently revealed they had made the decision to postpone any plans.

Denise explained,“We want it to be a big day and that takes a lot of planning.

We want a big group of people and a big party with no restrictions.”

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The star’s battle with psoriasis is worrying her ahead of her big day

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s she prepares to tie the knot with fiancé William Lee-Kemp in September, Jess Wright is Jess and her feeling the pressure fiancé William to look her best for the big day – especially following her recent psoriasis flare-up.

“She is a perfectionist,” a source close to the 35-year-old told new. “She puts a lot of pressure on herself in everything she does. All brides want to look great, but Jess knows all the cameras and eyes will be on her and she wants to look perfect.”

Recently, the former TOWIE star shared a candid post revealing that her battle with Jess suffers with psoriasis skin condition psoriasis has worsened over the last few months. was doing everything possible to “This past year has mentally find a “miracle cure”, including took a toll on us all, in particular taking vitamins and for me the past six months. So changing her diet. asis is not currently my ppsoriasis And our source budging,” shee explained on said hher desire to ss added she Instagram. Jess be the flawless bride is only makin making it worse.

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up,” continued the source. “After all her family has been through, it’s not helping her skin.”

Our source also added that with stunning sister-in-law Michelle Keegan as her bridesmaid, Jess is putting even more pressure on herself to look amazing.

“She’s got a gorgeous sister and sister-in-law and she’s surrounded by beautiful people,” said the source. “She wants to be the bride that everyone is looking at. Plus, she wants to look great for the camera.”

They added, “She’s got to learn how to not put herself under

so much pressure. Sadly with this skin condition, the more stressed you are the worse it gets.”

Last month, Jess opened up to new about getting in shape as she prepares to walk down the aisle. “It’s definitely all for the wedding,” she said of her new fitness regime. “It’s been at the forefront of my mind when doing all of this training – I just think about being in my dress.”

She added, “I feel like there’s so much pressure. When I walk down that aisle, there’s going to be a lot of eyes on me. And I want to feel good for myself, too.”

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Olivia ‘ill with stress’ over fears of another delay to her big day The Olivia Meets Her Match star is said to be struggling with the news that she might have to push back her wedding yet again

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fter being forced to postpone At X Factor: Celebrity Upset in ITVBe’s her dream overseas wedding in 2019 Olivia Meets to Bradley Dack last summer, Her Match pals say Olivia Attwood is now feeling stressed as their June nuptials hang in the balance.

“Olivia was devastated when they had to cancel their wedding abroad last year due to Covid restrictions,” a source told new. “They’ve been so desperate for their June wedding to go ahead but everything is still up in the air.

“She’ll be upset if they have to cancel again, even though they know so many others are in the same boat. Restrictions are changing and updating all the time, and it’s so stressful for both of them to not know what could happen.”

Opening up about their wedding stress last week, former TOWIE and Love stress load clearly.”

Island star Olivia, 30, said, Olivia and footballer “We are still aiming for Bradley, 27, rekindled the wedding to be this their on-off romance in summer, in June, when all Olivia and Bradley 2018 and got engaged in the restrictions hopefully end. have their own show late 2019. But when the “I would love to still get pandemic hit, they had to cancel married this summer. We want plans for their big day last year. to carry on as we planned.”

Opening up at the time, she explained, But days later, she posted about being ill “It’s all been a bit of a nightmare with on her Instagram Stories. She told fans, Covid. I was just getting my teeth into “She’s ill. Body is not happy with current They had planned planning it all and to marry abroad last year then we went into Olivia and lockdown. I had Bradley open my heart set on a up for the wedding abroad but wedding over the line in June, with all the cameras we have scrapped that legal requirements, it’s like I’m losing the because I can’t travel to whole build-up to it.” do venue reccies.”

The star also opened up last week about Olivia recently her former “toxic” romance with fellow Love admitted the stress of Island star Chris Hughes, 28. planning a wedding The pair met on the reality show in 2017 during the coronavirus and continued their romance outside the crisis has taken a toll villa, splitting months later. But Olivia said, “It on her, saying, “I think was toxic with Chris and we argued a lot. I even if we could get the never had that problem with Brad, we never

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argued.” And she added that the turbulent romance had pushed her back into the arms of Bradley, who she had split from shortly before her stint on Love Island.

“I thought when I was in Love Island that was it,” Olivia said. “I was so done with him but then I ended up in another relationship that ended up being so toxic and all-consuming. And sometimes that’s what happens and it pushes you back to your ex.”

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ucy Watson is feeling frustrated by the impact the uncertainty around coronavirus restrictions is having on planning for her big day with James Dunmore, a Lucy on Made source told new.

In Chelsea “Lucy and James have been together a long time, so Lucy is trying to focus on the bigger picture, which is being married to James,” they said. “But she is disappointed the [Covid] restrictions have gone on so long and she He proposed on a still doesn’t have any definite answers.” boat trip in Greece While Made In Chelsea star Lucy is said to be “ploughing on with plans” and “hoping for the best”, the source added, “The most important thing to her is being be up in the air by now and we are taking it able to share the day with everyone she day by day,” she said on Instagram Stories. loves – so if that’s not possible, she may “We want it to be an incredible, still cancel.” fun-filled weekend to share with all our fun-fill he James, 32, popped the closest friends and family, and if that’s clos question last Septemberr not possible this year, then we will during a romantic boat trip move. It’s been hard to navigate mo in Greece after five the ‘deal-breakers’, as we have th years of dating. no idea when or if life will ever Last week, Lucy, go back to ‘normal’.”

30, admitted they Lucy added that she remains were still trying to “super-hopeful” they will be able make their big day to go ahead with “everything as work.“We never planned” in September.

They have been imagined that Fingers crossed! together five years everything would still Ellie Kirwin-Jones

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‘Gutted’ Holly ‘putting on a brave face’WEDDING

The former Geordie Shore star is devastated as her wedding is put on hold

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olly Hagan admitted a “weight had been lifted off her shoulders” after she was forced to cancel her upcoming summer wedding, but a source told new the former Geordie Shore star has secretly been left devastated.

“Holly’s putting a brave face on the situation but she’s gutted,” our Holly has been source said. preparing for her “She had Ibiza wedding everything Covid restrictions so carefully have spoiled Holly planned and had of, and if we have and Jacob’s plans even packed her to wait another cases, but if she can’t year for it then that’s do the wedding right, she’d just another year to do it rather wait.” bigger and better.”

Holly, 28, was set to marry her She added, “When the time footballer fiancé Jacob Blyth in finally comes we are going Ibiza in July, but has postponed to be even more grateful and her nuptials amid the uncertainty overwhelmed with the people we around travel restrictions. Our have around us and each other.” source added, “She wants a The couple, who massive party with everyone she met in Ibiza, got loves there, and that just doesn’t engaged at the look possible anytime soon.”

Island’s Cotton Opening up about her big Beach Club in June day last week, Holly wrote on 2019. Holly has Instagram, “To be continued… previously spoken summer 2022.” She went on, “To about her plans to be honest I feel like a weight has marry on the same been lifted off my shoulders. spot – and last We had been positive the whole month said they way through but as a safety net would go ahead with I never once let myself get their plans whatever.

She’s bought the dress, she’s excited. Although I did spend “I just don’t want had the hen do… but the wedding will have to wait two days packing my case.” to take away that She added she’d been told to magical moment of “prepare for the worst and hope getting married on for the best”, but said that’s “not the island where how you should feel about one of we first met, on the biggest days of your life”. the exact first date Instead, Holly explained that we first ever spoke, she and Jacob, 28, would rather four years later,” wait to tie the knot. “We’re not she said. going to rush into a wedding for It will be worth the sake of it just to say we’re the wait, Holly! married,” she wrote. “I want us to Anna have the day we always dreamed Matheson

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‘Posh will be the most glamorous gran!’

As her sons settle down, sources tell new that Victoria Beckham would love to be a young grandmother

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er eldest sons seem more loved-up than ever, but rather than dreading becoming a granny, a source has told new that Victoria Beckham is happy at the thought that she might become a grandmother soon.

“Brooklyn and Romeo are both settling down and babies Romeo and Mia are aren’t likely to be a million miles loved-up off,” our source explained.

“Particularly as Brooklyn is getting married soon, so babies are the natural next step. Victoria would love to be a young gran and wouldn’t she be the most glamorous granny we’ve ever seen!”

Our source added, “Both Victoria and David are very family orientated and really love children, so she’d Brooklyn and Nicola relish the opportunity to are planning their be a hands-on gran.” wedding The comments come as Victoria’s oldest sons, Brooklyn, Meanwhile, Romeo recently 22, and Romeo, 18, seem celebrated his two-year increasingly besotted with their anniversary with 17-year-old respective girlfriends. Brooklyn girlfriend Mia Regan, and is in the middle of wedding declared his love for her on planning with fiancée Nicola social media. “2 YEARSSSS Peltz, 26, and has recently said DAMMNNNN !!!! I love you so he aspires to be an “amazing much,” Romeo wrote alongside dad and husband”. a photo of the pair cuddling.

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Family means so much to the Beckhams

Victoria and David adore Brooklyn’s fiancée

“MANY MORE YEARS TO COME,” he added.

And according to our source, Mia and Nicola have Victoria’s seal of approval too. “Victoria adores Nicola and Mia and can see how happy both her sons are.

She loves spending time with them as a family and thinks it brings her and David closer together.”

Despite having a busy work life, Victoria, 47, who is also mum to Cruz, 16, and Harper, nine, would also relish the chance to get involved with babysitting.

“Victoria and David both have extremely busy careers but nothing would get in the way of them being involved with their future grandkids,” our source added. “They adore children and they’d want to be really hands-on.”

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‘It’s a dream come true for Louise’

Former MIC star Louise Thompson is thrilled to be expecting, just months after the heartbreak of her miscarriage

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ouise Thompson last week announced the happy news that she and her fiancé Ryan Libbey are expecting a baby, just months after suffering the tragedy of a miscarriage.

And while she’s naturally feeling anxious about her pregnancy, a source told new the former Made In Chelsea star and personal trainer Ryan can’t wait to become parents.

They got engaged “Louise is over the moon,” in 2018 our source said. “This is a dream come true for her but she’s snaps, no week-to-week understandably nervous, given transformations or fun reveal her previous miscarriage.” videos with friends and family Louise, 31, posted a string of leading a trail of buns to an oven. snaps with Ryan, 30, who she’s “Instead, there is a drawer been dating since 2016, on social filled with 10000000x billion media, as they showed off their gazillion pregnancy tests baby scan. And she admitted they’re “counting our blessings”. (shameless and expensive) and some sen sensitive ealed the past Louise revealed conversations where we conversatio e been “quite 12 weeks have get too excited. try not to ge challenging”, adding, “Unlike “I’d be lying ly if I said n and I haven’t last time, Ryan it’s been an easy ur documented our ride bbut the truth journey. I’ve t is I think poor hardly taken Rya has found Ryan any pictures orr e it even harder videos for fearr th I have. than something “I want to might tr to relax try happen.” a smidge Opening a to be able and up about how to enjoy the she’s been jou journey, as I’m experiencing info informed it will be “fatigue” and over in a flash.” ing “flatness” during O source Our y, her pregnancy, adde “As she added, n, Louise went on, Ryan and Louise have been together said she needs said, ro “There are zero since 2016 to relax and try er before and after

The couple can’t wait to be parents

and enjoy her pregnancy – but there’s probably part of her that won’t truly relax until she’s holding the baby in her arms.”

Louise, who was also on The Jump, revealed in March that

she had a miscarriage earlier this year, which “came as a total shock”.

The star said at the time, “In all honesty, I had no idea that it was possible to love someone that I’d never met quite SO MUCH. “From the moment I saw the lines on the pregnancy test, I started to build an emotional connection and my whole world changed, and for that to be taken away was devastating.”

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EXCLUSIVE

‘ D e rm o t a n d I d o b ri n g Fri d a y l o l s ! ’ As they celebrate six months co-hosting This Morning, Dermot O’Leary and Alison Hammond talk about working well together

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t’s nearly 20 years since bubbly Brummie Alison Hammond met Dermot O’Leary, when he interviewed her after she’d just been voted out of the Big Brother house.

Now they are celebrating six months as the co-hosts of Friday’s edition of This Morning.

And as lockdown restrictions ease, the double act are looking forward to socialising together.

“We haven’t been to each other’s houses yet – but that is to come soon, I’m sure,” says 46-year-old Alison.

“Dermot has already told me that as soon as this is all over, I’m invited to his house to meet his son and he said he’s going to cook for me. I can’t wait – that will be amazing.”

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The pair on the This Morning sofa

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Meanwhile, Dermot is looking forward to a tour of the Midlands. “Will there be wild nights out?” says Dermot, 48.

“Yes! She’s promised to take me e to Birmingham.”

Hearing the duo discuss their double act, you can see why ITV decided to pair up the show’s motormouth showbiz reporter with one of TV’s most popular stars, as they bounce off each other fabulously. Yet they can’t help but laugh when we compare them to Ant and Dec…

Hi, Alison and Dermot! What have you enjoyed most about working together?

Alison: It’s been an absolute dream. I’ve loved every minute

With his cat Socks

of it to be honest! I think the best thing really is getting to know Dermot. He always shows me Derm pictur pictures and videos of his baby and hhis cats, so I’m finding out so much mu more about him and his w wonderful family. He’s just a re really cool person.

D Dermot: Getting to know the lovely Alison even more.

W knew each other and We w have always got on very we w but we didn’t know well each other well, so our c chemistry has had to grow an adapt on air. When we and firs met via Big Brother, it first was such an innocent time and befor social media. You did well before in the house by being yourself A and Alison was always 100% herse And it’s easy to say now herself. s was always destined that she to do this, but there’s a world of difference between being yourself in a reality show and being able to host a show.

There aren’t that many people who can do that. Alison’s one, Rylan’s one… You can count them on one hand really.

Alison on Big Brother in 2002

Your initials are A and D. Should Ant and Dec be worried you’re taking over?

Alison: Well, there’s definitely one taller and one shorter, but I think that might be where the similarities end. We’re more like Laurel and Hardy!

Dermot: I imagine Ant and Dec are sleeping quite soundly.

What’s your all-time favourite This Morning moment?

Alison: Gosh, there are so many.

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Her chat with Harrison Ford and Ryan Gosling was a hit on social media

‘On live TV, you can’t be afraid about going off script’ I think when we all went back to the Albert Dock in Liverpool for the 25th anniversary of the show and also had a big party in London, that was pretty special.

Just listening to Richard and Judy talk about what it was like then was great. It was a bit like a dream. Other fun moments have included my chat with Harrison Ford and Ryan Gosling – that went a bit crazy on social media.

Dermot: That is genuinely up there as one of the greatest moments of telly. When you’re feeling blue and you need something to pick you up, it’s just one of the most feelgood five minutes you’ll get.

What have you learnt about each other over the past six months?

Alison: I’ve learnt that Dermot is very patient, very kind and very, very generous. We’ve definitely got each other’s back and it’s like a great brother-sister relationship. But what has been

hard with lockdown is not being able to sit next to each other and be tactile. We haven’t been to each other’s houses yet – but that is to come soon, I’m sure.

Dermot has already told me that as soon as this is all over, I’m invited to his house to meet his son and he said he’s going to cook for me – I can’t wait. That will be amazing.

Dermot: Alison is brilliant at her job. When you work with someone on live television, you can’t be afraid about going off script and having fun and she is one of the best for that.

You’ve been a big hit with the viewers. Does it actually feel like work?

Alison: We do have the best time and it is a lot of fun, but it’s also hard work as well! We had to take time to find our feet. My main critic is my son and he texted me recently saying, “Mum, I love you and Dermot – today’s show was brilliant.”

When I get a message like that from him, I’m happy. Dermot and I do bring Friday lols! We can deliver our more serious side too when it’s needed, but I do feel like there will always be a dash of Friday fun sprinkled on top.

Dermot: I just haven’t worried myself about the ratings or any external pressures really. It’s a great fun job, but you get your brief late on a Thursday – and I play football on Thursdays and I thought I would have to give it

With her son Aidan

Her mum Maria died in February last year…

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… then her dad Clifford died in June

Dermot and his wife Dee Koppang had son Kasper last year

up. I’ve worked out that I can get there, eat and shower quickly after and then I’ll sit down about 9pm and do about an hour’s prep and still get a good night’s sleep before the show… so I’ve sorted a good routine. But I still can’t quite believe – both of us actually feel this way – that some of the world’s best chefs come in and cook us lunch every Friday. What a perk! The food part of the show never feels like work.

Alison, you lost both of your parents last year and were

particularly close to your mum. What do you think she would have made of you hosting This Morning each Friday?

Alison: She would have been over the moon. It’s so bittersweet that this has happened and she’s not here to see it. Having said that, I do still feel her presence. I do think she is still guiding me. She loved my showbiz world. She used to love coming along with me to events and meeting celebrities – she was always in her element doing that. She was totally my number one fan and was always mega proud of me. In a way I’m living my mum’s dream.

They’ve had to socially distance on set

Dermot, you became a dad [to son Kasper] last year, so did you get to watch more daytime TV? And has fatherhood changed you?

Dermot: Well, it was always on in the background, but Kasper is a handful – he’s a pretty good sleeper, but you can’t really sit around watching too much telly

with him, that’s for sure. When you become a parent I think you do view the world slightly differently. Becoming a parent can’t help but change you – I cry at a lot more TV ads now.

TRICIA MARTIN See Dermot and Alison on This Morning, Friday, 10am, ITV

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straight on her This week, Kerry sets the record es to her ex, Brian “ 200k” buys and sends best wish “£

DJ’S UNDER THE WEATHER My poorly little girl DJ was off school last week. She woke up in the middle of the night crying with a headache. Myself and all the kids, minus Max, suffer from migraines, so I think that’s what it was. She had a burning head and was saying she felt sick. She was completely conked out, bless her. I really hate it when the kids are ill.

DOGGY DATE

My dog Princess has also been poorly. She was sick so we took her to the vet and she had a scan. She’s booked in to have a hysterectomy, but apart from that she’s fine.

On the way back, we popped into the pub now that you can sit inside.

I’m not a massive drinker at all, but I fancied half a lager and lime. We sat down and, next thing you know, Princess jumped up to the table. She sat with us while we were having our food. It was so funny – it was like being on a date with a dog!

CONGRATULATIONS, BRIAN It’s lovel lovely news that my ex Brian has welcom welcomed his baby girl. Our Lilly went to see th them last week and I saw pictures and vid videos that Brian had sent the girls of thei their new arrival. She’s absolutely stunn stunning. A huge congratulations to Bria Brian and Danielle – I wish them bboth the very best. I know they’ve spoken about how difficult they found it to conceive. She’s a miracle baby and I’m really happy for them.

CLEARING THINGS UP I just want to set a couple of things straight.

I bought some art pieces for the new house from a gallery called Castle Fine Art last week and there were press stories about me paying £200k for them. Bloody hell – £200k on artwork? Don’t make me laugh! I’m not going to say how much they were, but it was nowhere near that. I wish I had that kind of money! I’ve wanted these pieces for over a year now and I’m a massive fan of the artist Domingo Zapata. I think he’s brilliant.

There were also some reports that I’ve got a new designer coat. Just for the record, I got that coat half-price in the sale from Marc Jacobs at Christmas. It does make me laugh, what people say!

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BINNING THE BOOZE Michael Caine has cut down on alcohol so that he can be healthier and have as much time as possible with his young grandchildren.

I wish my mum would cut down on the booze – but I know she never will.

It’s impressive to be 88 like Michael and knock it on the head. He’s an absolute legend. I love him to bits. I want him to be around for me, never mind his grandkids!

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‘My heart is aching so hard‘ Ashley Cain and Safiyya Vorajee led mourners as they said goodbye to their baby girl Azaylia

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shley Cain and his partner Safiyya Vorajee showed incredible strength last week as they said one final goodbye to their baby daughter Azaylia with a Lion King-themed funeral service.

The couple were visibly moved and wiped away tears as they headed up a funeral procession through Nuneaton in Warwickshire, after asking mourners to clap and cheer to create an “uplifting day of remembrance”.

Eight-month-old Azaylia lost her battle with acute myeloid leukaemia in April after spending much of her short life in hospital.

Crowds lined the streets to see her tiny coffin, adorned with lion toys and beautiful white flowers, transported in a horse-drawn carriage. The

The horse-drawn carriage carried Azaylia’s coffin

couple, who bravely shared details of Azaylia’s battle online, named the day of her funeral ‘Azaylia’s Day’ and incorporated lions and the colour orange into the decorations to reference to her nickname, ‘Likkle Lion’.

Former footballer Ashley, 30, and the male mourners wore orange ties, while Safiyya, 33,

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Ashley and Safiyya made sure Azaylia’s funeral was special

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NEWSFLASH Friends and family supported the couple

‘We would love to make her final journey a special one’ had her daughter’s name spelt out in gold letters in her hair clip.

Ashley and Safiyya raised an incredible £1.6m while Azaylia was battling leukaemia, as they hoped a potentially life-saving treatment in Singapore might be the answer. After her death they detailed plans to set up a charity in her name with the donations.

Ahead of the funeral, Saffiya shared online, “My heart is aching so hard. I’m so nervous for today but I promise I will do you proud baby.” Meanwhile Ashley wrote, “We would love to make her final journey a special one as she watches from heaven.

Let’s Go Champ!”

Rest in peace, Azaylia.

Clare Fisher

Azaylia’s tiny coffin was adorned with toys and flowers… …and special times the family shared before she passed

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YOUR BITE-SIZED ROUND-UP OF THE WEEK’S TOP CELEB GOSSIP

KATE’S MUM STRUGGLES

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Kate Ferdinand has openly documented her journey through motherhood since welcoming son Cree with husband Rio in December – and a source has told new she’s finding it tougher than she could have imagined.

“Kate is a great stepmum and Rio couldn’t believe how she took to it like a duck to water. Having her own baby, she thought it would be a lot easier but it’s not a bed of roses,” our source said. “It is hard work and she’s finding sleep deprivation and everything else very difficult.”

Last week, Kate, 29, shared a candid post with her Instagram followers, saying, “My skin isn’t the best, I’ve

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Former Love Islander Demi Jones has revealed that she has been diagnosed with thyroid cancer after discovering a lump in her neck.

Demi, 22, said last week, “The tumour has been removed but I’m now due to have more surgery to remove the rest of my thyroid.”

This rare type of the disease affects the thyroid gland at the back of the neck.

Demi, who took part in the 2020 series of the ITV2 reality show, added, “I’m a strong girl so I’ll be fine, thank you for your love and support always. I’ll bounce back stronger.”

got melasma on my head. I’ve been up most of the night but do you know what I’ve just realised I have to share the reality.”

Our source added that while the former TOWIE star sometimes has her “down days”, support from other mums “seems to help her”.

You’re doing great, Kate!

LOOSE WOMEN KEEP IT REAL

The Loose Women ladies have stripped off for an empowering campaign called Body Stories #LWKeepItReal to highlight the realities of photo editing and filters.

Linda Robson, Jane Moore, Frankie Bridge, Kelle Bryan, Nadia Sawalha, Brenda Edwards, Kaye Adams, Stacey Solomon, Denise Welch and Coleen Nolan, posed in their swimwear to help launch

the new Body Stories message after it first launched in 2017.

Their pictures were deliberately altered and compared to the original shots as they hope to persuade others to “keep it real” online. A recent study revealed that nine in 10 young women are editing pictures of themselves.

Ladies, you all look fabulous!

NICK JONAS Singer Nick, 28, was rushed to hospital after being injured on set while filming a new series. He later confirmed that he had cracked a rib and also suffered bumps and bruises.

Get well soon, Nick!

DEMI LOVATO The 28-year-old singer has revealed they are non-binary and changing their pronouns from she/her to they/them.

“I’m doing this for those out there who haven’t been able to share who they truly are with their loved ones,” Demi said.

CHLOE FERRY Former Geordie Shore star Chloe, 25, is planning a third nose job.

“Despite being ballsy on TV, Chloe is actually really insecure about it and gets really funny when people take pictures of her.

She needs to know it’s her right angle,” a source said.

CHARLOTTE HITS OUT AT VICKY

Charlotte Crosby has slammed her former Geordie Shore co-star Vicky Pattison, saying she thinks she’s “higher” than the show.

Speaking to her fellow cast mates Scotty T and James Tindale about a potential reunion on her podcast Values And Vibrators, Charlotte, 31, said, “Vicky would never do it again. I mean, I don’t think we really care about that.”

When Scotty, 33, asked why people wouldn’t go back to Geordie Shore, Charlotte, who hasn’t spoken to Vicky

since she quit the show in 2014, added, “I think they move on and they think that they’re higher than Geordie Shore now.”

Ouch!

KYLIE ‘MOTHERHOOD HAS CHANGED ME’ Kylie Jenner is used to having a hectic celebrity lifestyle but, like the rest of us, she was forced to slow down when the coronavirus pandemic hit.

“I don’t think I’ve ever had a moment to just stop, be still, and not have work until then,” the 23-year-old admitted. “It was a difficult time for so many, I feel very lucky that I could

GEMMA COLLINS She recently reunited with ex-fiancé Rami Hawash, but Gemma has played down their romance.

“Me and Rami are nothing serious. He is a lovely guy and I am just having some fun,” the 40-year-old revealed.

“We’re not properly dating, we’re not getting married.”

NATASHA HAMILTON Atomic Kitten singer Natasha has bravely opened up about her mental heath battle following the birth of her fourth child, Ella, in 2014.

“When I had my little girl I had a full breakdown and I was under the care of a mental health team, the care of a psychiatrist,” the 38-year-old shared.

“It was then, I was just like, ‘We can’t keep doing this Tash. You need to sort your s**t out.’”

take that time to just be with my daughter.”

Opening up about being mum to three-year-old daughter Stormi, who she shares with ex Travis Scott, she said, “Becoming a mum was the biggest change for me. I’ve grown so much as a person and I continue to grow every single day. I love learning and I’m trying to be the best person I can possibly be.”

LADY GAGA’S SHOCKING RAPE REVELATION Pop superstar Lady Gaga has revealed that she was raped aged 19 by a music producer.

The Oscar winner spoke through tears as she made the shocking claims on The Me You Can’t See, a new mental health series created by Oprah Winfrey and Prince Harry.

“I was 19 years old and a producer said to me, ‘Take your clothes off,’” she said.

While insisting she will never name her alleged attacker, the singer, 35, revealed that she

discovered she was pregnant after the ordeal.

She went on to admit that years later she experienced a “total psychotic break” from the resurfaced trauma.

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fter being in McFly together for 17 years, it’s safe to say that Tom Fletcher and Dougie Poynter are super close. “We spend a lot of time in the studio, you have no escape,” bassist Dougie, 33, tells us as we catch up over Zoom. “So it’s a real test of who is the messiest and who is the grossest. We’ve probably all got annoying habits, but we’ve just got used to them now.”

As much as the pair are willing to joke about their friendship with each other and bandmates Danny Jones and Harry Judd, both 35, there’s one thing they won’t kid about. After going through their own battles, Tom says the band are committed to checking in on each other’s mental health.

“If we look at our band and friendship group as an example, we’ve definitely got much better than we were at doing it,” Tom explains. “It’s still difficult, but it’s something we’re not afraid to address any more.”

Now the pair have teamed up with Three UK to support Samaritans’ Better Phone Friends, which encourages us all to reach out. Here, they chat WhatsApp groups, lockdown hobbies and why they’ll never tire of touring…

McFly’s Tom Fletcher and Dougie Poynter on pre-show nerves, lockdown hobbies and checking in on friends McFly released their latest album back in November

Hi guys! How have you both kept busy over the past year?

Thrills] came out, so it was pretty hectic!

Dougie: I became a DIY expert and probably devalued my property [laughs].

Tom: I assembled my kids’ bikes.

Just simple things that most dads would be able to do, like adjusting the handlebars and the seats.

Tell us about the Better Phone Friends campaign.

What made you want to get involved?

It looks like you smashed the homeschooling as well, Tom...

Tom: It was tough. I discovered I’m a terrible teacher. Hats off to all teachers, because it’s tough.

You also did lots of music with your kids [Buzz, seven, Buddy, five, and Max, two]...

Tom: Yeah, I’ll be the cool teacher.

The teacher that teaches the kids about life, but doesn’t follow the curriculum.

Tom says homeschooling was really tough

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And you were left in charge while [Tom’s wife] Giovanna was doing I’m A Celebrity?

Tom: Yes, that was the same time that our album [Young Dumb

Tom and Giovanna

with their sons Buzz, Tom: We’ve been Buddy and Max friends for a long time and we’ve had our ups and downs. Mental not everyone was doing great. It health is something we’re made you feel less alone.

Do you have any advice for very aware of and care about. people who are struggling?

It’s become very relevant in Tom: The hardest bit is the first everyone’s lives over the part, just picking up the phone to past year, too.

Are you both good at checking someone. Once you’ve done that in on your friends? it’s so much easier.

Tom: I think we still need to Do you have a McFly WhatsApp group? be better.

Tom: We’ve got a few different Dougie: Zoom is a million times ones for different uses. better than texting. With a text Dougie: We don’t have one with you can’t really get context and our partners in, do we? our group chats are just full of Tom: No, we don’t want them jokes, so it helped hearing that

Danny, Tom, Harry and Dougie

‘We get nervous that something will go wrong’ to know what we’re talking about [laughs]! I’d say we communicate 90% in memes and GIFs.

Is anyone a bit useless on their phone?

Dougie: Danny Jones!

Tom: He does that thing where you can see he’s read your message but he doesn’t reply.

How has fatherhood changed you as a musician, Tom? Tom: Well, I’ve got three new critics who like to tear my

songs apart and come up with their own suggestions! It changes who you are as a person, so fatherhood changes your approach to songwriting too, in every way possible.

Have you been working on any new music?

Tom: We put out our first album in 10 years last year. Now, we’re having our first conversations about the next one. We’re still figuring it out…

Tom and Dougie are working with Three UK

And your tour dates have been rescheduled for this year. Do you still get nervous before your gigs?

Tom: I saw it happen and I still don’t know how it happened!

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Dougie: I don’t think we get nervous about playing, more that something might go wrong. Like that the fire alarm is going to go off when you least expect it, or you’re going to fall off the stage.

My amp caught fire once. And our drummer fell off the front of the stage once!

Tom and Dougie are working with Three UK, in partnership with Samaritans, to launch #BetterPhoneFriend – a campaign encouraging the nation to reach out, connect and listen to loved ones. For details, visit three.co.uk/ BetterPhoneFriend

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Supermodel Naomi surprised everyone by revealing that she’s become a mother.

The 51-year-old star shared the news on Instagram after posting a photo of her new daughter’s feet.

“A beautiful little blessing has chosen me to be her mother, so honoured to have this gentle soul in my life,” she wrote alongside the gorgeous snap.

Naomi’s mum, Valerie Morris Campbell, also celebrated, writing, “I’m beyond thrilled as I’ve waited a long time to be a grandmother.”

Naomi has kept tight-lipped about the details around the birth, including whether she currently has a partner, and is yet to disclose the baby’s name.

Jess Hayes & Dan Lawry Former Love Island star Jess is said to have split from fiancé Dan – just six months after the couple were devastated to suffer a miscarriage with son Teddy at 19 weeks.

Jess, 28, had hinted at heartache on social media days before the claim, posting, “I know one day I’ll come and speak about how I got through this s**t but I don’t even know myself any more.

I’m heartbroken and my world has been turned upside down again.

“I’m done keeping quiet, I never deserved half the s**t people have put me through.”

Jess’s agent declined to comment when new reached out.

Singer Jason has become a father for the first time after his girlfriend Jena gave birth to a “handsome” baby boy.

Model Jena, 27, took to Instagram to share a string of photos of the couple with their newborn, who is also called Jason. “A glimpse of my first week with our healthy handsome ng little king,” she wrote, confirming she’d given birth on 8 May. She added, “Life now has so much more meaning & I am so grateful. I’m so so so in love with this little boy he’s everything I never knew I needed.” ed.”

Jena, who met Jason, 31, at the gym last year, signed off, “I love you forever @jasonderulo.”

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Selling Sunset’s Christine has welcomed a baby boy with husband Christian.

“Christian Georges Dumontet was born a healthy baby boy on Saturday, May 15, at 4.22 p.m. in Los Angeles – less than two days after she appeared at the MTV Movie & TV Awards: Unscripted taping,” a spokesperson for the star said.

Christine, 31, confirmed she was expecting her first child with a gorgeous photoshoot in February. “My heart is already bursting with love and gratitude for this little life inside me.

I’m humbled, awestruck and inspired,” she said at the time.

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Christine Quinn & Christian Richard Princess Beatrice & Edoardo Mapelli Mozzi

Jason Derulo & Jena Frumes

Congratulations are in order for the couple, who revealed last week that they are expecting their first child this autumn.

Beatrice, the eldest daughter of the Duke and Duchess of o York, married Edoardo last July at Windsor Castle. Edoardo, 3 is already a dad to four-year-old son Christopher with his 37, ex-partner, architect Dara Huang, but this will be 32-year-old e Beatrice’s first child. The official announcement said, “The B Queen has been informed and both families are delighted.”

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‘Everyone thought I was a drama queen – but it was the menopause’ The Real Housewives Of Cheshire’s Seema Malhotra on the e struggles of being a business owner during the pandemic, turning 50 and the realities of going through the change

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ince landing a spot as Hi Seema! How’s filming going? one of the feisty cast of You know me, I love The Real Housewives everyone so I don’t Of Cheshire in 2016, have an issue Seema Malhotra has always with anybody. forged her own path.

You’re like the And the 49-year-old, who is peacemaker also a savvy businesswoman of Cheshire! and part-owner of Cheshire I am the peacemaker! restaurant Menagerie, tells Saying that, I think it’s me she tries to stay clear of going to kick off. It’s the drama on the hit ITVBe Tanya’s [Bardsley] reality show. birthday coming up, “I am the peacemaker!” she and I think Hanna’s says. “Saying that, I think it’s [Kinsella] not too going to kick off.” happy with me. She’s As well as heading up her said I’ve not been clothing brand Forever Unique, very supportive, so which has been worn by the I might have to put likes of the Duchess of her in her place.

Cambridge, Miley Cyrus Has there been and Beyoncé, Seema is a lot of drama a busy mum-of-two. in this series?

And when I catch She’s been Yeah, there has been up with the glamorous educating hubby from the get-go. Even star, she reveals she’s Sandeep on the though we’ve had a been teaching her menopause lot of fun, there are sons, Neil, 22, and lots of new characters Aaron, 19, and her With sons Aaron now. It’s hard when you’re new husband Sandeep, 51, something and Neil and trying to fit in when you about going through wrong already have existing friendships. the change. with me.”

Some people get a bit intimidated “I’ve educated all the men in Here, Seema spills on the by new people coming in. my house on the menopause,” current series of The Real Has the change of cast been she says. “I think people think Housewives, contemplating very noticeable for you?

I’m putting it on, but it’s scary having her ovaries removed Definitely. Lystra [Adams] is and I actually thought there was and aspiring to be like J.Lo…

such a bold character and I’ve really bonded with her this season. I like her because she’s strong and doesn’t stand for any rubbish. I love meeting new people.

I thought the TOWIE drama would be down to a minimum after lockdown, but it seemed to be worse! Did you feel the same with The Real Housewives Of Cheshire?

I’m telling you, we’ve all come out of lockdown and everyone is larger than life. We all need sorting out.

You couldn’t do a proper reunion episode last series, could you?

Well, there’s nine of us and we all have partners, so I don’t think they can get a sofa large enough. We’d all have to be two metres apart so they wouldn’t be able to fit us all on screen.

Is it difficult to watch back all the drama that happens across a whole series?

It is! You don’t know what the girls are saying in that green screen. You think someone’s been amazing all series, but then when you watch it back and see the moments on green screen where they’ve said things like, “Seema’s been a right cow!” Then you relive the

EXCLUSIVE At Menagerie with Karina Jadhav and Stacey Forsey

scary and I actually thought there was th something wrong with som me. I had ha brain fog every day. turn 50 this year, but I’m turning yo I’m a young 50! I wanted to th old Seema back. bring the

Are you still thinking about hhaving your ovaries removed?

whole thing again. By that time we get thrown into a reunion, we all want to kill each other.

Ha! You’ve spoken a lot about the menopause on the show. Have a lot of fans reached out to you about this?

I can’t tell you the amount of messages I got. I’m still not 100% and I’ve just had a CT scan on my stomach. I think it’s dead important to talk about it and that’s why I wanted to bring it to the show. I didn’t know what was happening.

Everyone thought I was being a drama queen, but I was tired and emotional!

I was a wreck. I’ve educated all the men in my house.

Sandeep would always moan at me. I had awful memory loss and we run a fashion company, I don’t know what I’m talking about half the time. I think people think I’m putting it on, but it’s

Yeah! TThat’s why I’ve had a CT sc scan to see if it is Her Forever that are the my ovaries ova Unique brand problem problem. If it is just the is worn by ovaries then I’m getting celebs out. I feel like I’m them ou so burnt burn out and have zero I saw that you were energy. I just want to get planning to open a shop it back! Hopefully I’ll get some just before Christmas. direction in knowing what real dir What happened there? when I have the results. to do w The shop should have opened I had an ovarian cyst [before scan] which ruptured and I in March last year, but then her sca ended uup in A&E. It’s been hard we went into lockdown. I only had it for a year and that’s all because the pandemic means becaus gone. So I’ve pulled out now everything is delayed. You’re everyth and invested in an aesthetics getting to see your doctors not gett face-to-face, but hopefully now clinic in Cheshire. I had to face-to think of the next thing I could things aare getting better.

How’s the pandemic been for do in lockdown. Even my you as a businesswoman? fashion brand was hit so It’s been bee so difficult, the whole hard, because we’re all hospita hospitality industry has been about occasionwear.

Speaking of your fashion hit so hhard. We reopened [the brand, was it a real restaur restaurant] for a short while, pinch-me moment for you while fo following all the rules, to have a message from but the then went into another Beyoncé’s stylist about lockdow lockdown. But we’ve got to Forever Unique? think po positive and keep the It was amazing! She did wear momen momentum going with the one [a dress], but it wasn’t for team. W We’re so excited that a red-carpet event. we can reopen properly now.

I bet yo you’re fully booked for the nex next eight months…

Finally, who would be your dream celeb to dress?

[Laughs I can’t even get a [Laughs] But it’s just what we all table! B need. I’I’m a real people person, that’s w when I’m alive. So I’ve found it really hard. I absolutely hated it and need my freedom now for my mental health.

J.Lo! She’s just turned 50 and is everything I’d aspire to be.

BOBBY NORRIS The Real Housewives Of Cheshire airs Mondays at 9pm on ITVBe

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RY EVEEEK! W OOur columnist l i warns against i social i l media di scams andd revealsl hhisi surprising i i llink i k to FFriends i

BEWARE OF SCAMMERS

We started a family Instagram account recently and in no time four fake accounts were set up with almost exactly the same name and the same pictures. They started asking the followers for their bank details and saying they had won money. I want to stress that unless you see me personally following the account, it’s not real.

These scammers should be ashamed of themselves and I’m really sorry if anyone has been affected.

But in better news, we now have over 100,000 subscribers to our YouTube channel The Andres. Thank you! The other day a seven-year-old girl came up to me and said, “Are you Peter Andre from The Andres?” When I said yes, she said, “I’m a subscriber.” It was so cute.

While we were filming one of our recent videos, we had a bit of a disaster when my gym flooded after the boiler exploded. We didn’t have any water for nearly 48 hours. There’s still some flooding, so I’m waiting until it’s gone to assess the damage to the gym.

MY LITTLE SHOWMAN

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I’ll be there for your wedding I know everyone is really excited about the Friends reunion, but I’ve actually never watched a single episode! Bizarrely, I did sing at David Schwimmer’s wedding in 2010, though. I got a call saying he wanted to meet me and I thought it was a wind-up.

I went to a London hotel to meet him and we started talking and he said to me, “I’d love you to sing at our wedding.” And so I did!

It was definitely strange seeing Thandiwe Newton and David Walliams in the same room, singing along to a song I never even knew they knew.

It was wonderful. I actually have a photo of myself, David and his then-wife Zoë Buckman on my mantelpiece.

Theo is obsessed with The Greatest Showman! He’s been practising the trick where you lift the hat up with your leg and catch it on your head, and he’s been getting so good at it. He loves dancing and singing, but whenever he knows someone is watching him he goes all shy.

I said to Emily, “Imagine if it’s Millie or Theo who actually end up being on the stage when they’re older!” You never know what they’re going to do and that’s kind of exciting, but we will encourage them no matter what it is.

WE’LL MISS Y O ZOE U

Travel chaos I’m sure I’m not the only one who sees so much confusion over travelling to countries on the amber list. I think that the Government should have been clearer because one minister said you could go and visit friends but then Boris Johnson said you shouldn’t be travelling to those countries.

Myself and Emily love travelling just the two of us, but equally we are worried about going away during the pandemic without the kids in case we get stranded. So if we do go anywhere, it will be as a family during the summer holidays.

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I was ssad to see Zoe Zo Ball has quit q pres presenting Stric Strictly’s It Tak Take Two. I don’t think it will be the same without her because she was so good at it.

I loved appearing on the show with her, but I guess when you’ve done something for 10 years you might want a change, and everyone deserves a break. I wish Zoe nothing but the best – I’m sure whatever she does she’ll knock them dead!

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Watch Rosefield Watches £79 Bag La Redoute £35

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SUMMER SAVIOURS TV presenter Emma Willis has teamed up with Next once again to create another collection and I think it’s the best one yet.

Expect to see gorgeous printed swimwear, relaxed shirts and shorts, flattering smock dresses and versatile two-pieces to see you through the whole season.

It’s your one-stop-shop for creating the perfect summer wardrobe.

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H O T LIST With new’s fashion writer and stylist Katy Gale

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PERFECT PRINTS Uniqlo has just launched the most adorable collaboration with Finnish design house Marimekko and it’s perfect for summer days.

The range is brimming with Marimekko’s signature fun floral prints and has pieces for women, girls and babies too. Snap up them fast as I predict a sell-out!

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TWINNING IS WINNING River Island has created a new RI Twinning range and it’s arrived just in time for the warmer weather.

The super-cute and stylish collection is available on riverisland.com from 10 June.

It’s bursting full of options so you can match your mini-me

in summery dresses or playsuits, as worn here by our very own Fashion & Beauty Director Michelle Darlow and her daughter, six-year-old Bonnie.

Bonnie says, “This outfit is so cool. I love dressing the same as my mummy!” Aww.

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BEAUTY FILE Deputy beauty editor Zoe Cripps has this week’s must-have buys

BARGAIN BUYS Aldi’s own-brand Lacura is famous for its skincare dupes, and many sell out within weekss of hitting the shelves. elves.

The new limited-edition -edition range for summer er is set to do the same me as it features bargain versionss of K-beauty brands such as d Glow Recipe and Laneige. I’ll be making a dash out to snap up the Avocado Bright Eyes Overnight Retinol Eye Cream, £4.49, and Pineapple Face Serum, £4.99.

SUNSHINE SCENT Summer for me truly starts when stée Lauder I spritz on my Estée s, and this year’s Bronze Goddess, limited-edition Bronze Goddess Azur EDT, £44 for 50ml, is my n yet. It blends favourite version the classic scent with fresh notes of Sicilian lemon, bergamot and neroli, and just exudes sunshine and siestas.

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A dewy complexion is a must-have accessory this summer, but Ciaté is taking the trend even further and extending it to the body with its new Dewy Stix Body, £20. The solid, dry oil formula is infused with coconut oil and vitamin E, to give your limbs and collarbones a youthful sheen.

Choose from a pearly gold Sun Catcher shade or a clear Glow Catcher.

Benefit Hoola Caramel 0 bronzer £27.50 “Vicky loves too look contoured,, so I use this over the m top of a cream et contour to set everything in place for an extra ays. sculpt,” Kate ssays.

Morphe Artistry Palette iin 35G Bronze Goals £25 “Warm eyeshadow colours suit Vicky.

This has a good range of shades to create any intensity of look,” Kate says.

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Fudge Professional Clean Blonde Damage Rewind Duo £15 each “Vicky uses these weekly at home to give brassy tones the boot, and has the new Everyday version for washes in between,” Harold says.

VICKY PATTISON We get the goss on the star’s dramatic post-lockdown look

Ardell Faux Mink Wispies £8 “Vicky loves a lash and these are enough to make a statement without looking overpowering or obviously false,” Kate explains.

Someone’s having a blonde moment!

Reality TV star Vicky, 33, looks like a whole new woman after lightening her locks for Fudge Professional’s In The Chair series on Instagram. We got the lowdown on her makeover from the glam squad behind it – hairstylist Harold Casey and makeup artist Kate Glanfield.

Charlotte Tilbury Rock ‘N’ Kohl in Barbarella Brown £19 “This is perfect for a defined wing, smoking out the lash line or adding to the waterline.

Once it sets it doesn’t budge!”

Kate adds.

Fudge Professional Blow Dry Aqua Primer £15.50 “My go-to for any blowout for Vicky.

It creates a longlasting, frizz-free finish, and has a weightless feel,” Harold tells us.

Hair Rehab Clip-In Extensions from £114.99 Harold loves these for extra glam, using a mix of Rooted Coachella and Rooted Supermodel, to match Vicky’s new shade.

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‘I married my platonic soulmate’

Chiderah and Deidre both wore white on their wedding day

When Chiderah proposed to her friend Deidre, it was their emotional connection that bonded them. Here’s why their unconventional coupling works for them

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odel Chiderah Sunny, 25, is straight, while her wife, writer Deidre Olsen, 30, is gay. They don’t have sex and are free to date

other people. The couple say they are soulmates who want to challenge the notion that true love is only for romantic partners.

Here, they tell their story to inspire others.

him, about my health issues or the racism I often face, in the way I could with my wife.

I’m a morning person, up at 5am, Deidre Men don’t want to take that on. But that is not. I’ll bounce in wanting to discuss depth is what Deidre and I have. I adore her. something. She’ll be like, “Leave me!” Being Focusing on sex is the pitfall. Instead, we’ve built a deep emotional and mental connection. married to your soulmate doesn’t mean you Deidre and I met on dating app Hinge in don’t argue. But two minutes later it’s, “I’m February 2019. I was exploring my sexuality sorry, I love you.” With romantic partners, and asked her out. I realised I’m not gay but arguments can drag on for weeks. we had this incredible connection.

We share a bank account but We’re like-minded and I love our not a bedroom. We have never laughter-filled conversations. had sex and never will, that Sometimes, as a black is not what our relationship woman, it’s very hard is about. talking about my We share all the chores. experience. With Deidre, We take it in turns to cook I feel seen and heard. and clean, and walk the During the lockdown, we dogs together. We split took four-hour daily walks, it everything 50:50 – we are Chiderah popped the question to Deidre was exciting planning our lives. a partnership.

We moved to Berlin from With Deidre, I don’t have to Toronto last August. Both of us had pretend to be someone I’m not, because just broken up with partners. I felt so bleak. I there’s no romantic issue at stake. It’s purely broke down in front of Deidre – I’ve never caregiving, purely love. She held my hand done that before with anyone. The way she through my endometriosis procedures. Love held me and soothed me, I knew I wanted to is not about sex. Love is about who is there spend the rest of my life with her. for you in sickness and in health, for better A few weeks later, I proposed. She said, for worse, for richer for poorer.

“Are you for real?” I was like, “Yeah, I’m Deidre is better at organising all our life serious. Will you marry me?” It felt so right. admin. But I’m bolder and will be the one We want children together. Having two dealing with landlords and things. We let each other shine at what we do best. There’s people who love each other and can offer joy no competing to be in charge.

We date other people romantically – but it doesn’t interfere with our marriage. I think it helps it. For instance, I was deeply in love a couple months ago. Men are simple beings, quite exhausting and not emotionally intelligent. I couldn’t offload and share with

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The couple have matching tattoos

and happiness is what a child needs. I come from a nuclear family, my parents were together 30 years and I was f***ed up by that dynamic. The relationship didn’t benefit my mother, it left her exhausted as she did everything at home. Women end up raising men as well as children.

We have two dogs. Our friends watch them when we work – we have an extended community and family. So that’s how we might raise our children.

Our parents know we’ve always been independent and free-spirited. So us marrying wasn’t a surprise. They’re cool.

I never wanted to marry before. But I see my future with Deidre, with our dogs, co-parenting – knowing that I don’t have to do life alone.

If we spend too much time with our romantic partners, we get irritated and run back to each other. Deidre’s current partner is lovely. I can go and talk to her or she’ll come in and help me pick an outfit.

We can help gauge who is right for each other and who is not, romantically. I haven’t had a partner since Deidre and I got married.

My last boyfriend knew we were engaged and was supportive – slightly indifferent, almost. Men aren’t put off at all.

I hope our story gives others the courage to choose the people they want to be with – not out of societal pressure but real love.

REAL LIFE ha happens when we’re tog together. Within two we weeks of moving here, Ch Chiderah got signed to he her dream agency and I won w a grant to write a memoir.

Both of us have ssuffered mental ilillness, so we uunderstand each oother. I couldn’t get oout of bed after a hheartbreak once.

C Chiderah cooked, cleaned and nursed me back to health.

That caring and empathy is amazing.

After realising she was serious when sshe proposed, I said, “Absolutely, I can think of nothing better in the world.”

Our wedding was two weeks later, on 25 February this year, in our tiny flat. We had three friends come, one of whom officiated.

I wore a white blazer dress and Chiderah wore a white jumpsuit.

It was winter, during lockdown, and we made do with homemade cheesecake, Polaroid pictures and balloons on the walls. It was makeshift yet beautiful.

Have a We exchanged rings. Our vows great story?

Email us at came from the heart. We told each truelife@ other, “You are the person I want reachplc.com to build a life with, the person who brings me joy.”

Neither of our families have met DEIDRE SAYS: because they live 4,000km apart. Mine are in We are soulmates. I definitely thought Toronto and Chiderah’s are in Vancouver. But Chiderah was cute when we first met we chatted to each other’s parents over the on the dating app, because she’s beautiful phone. My family are supportive but don’t and I’m gay. really get it. Dad said, “Oh, it’s one of those We had a great date together in a cool Deidre things again!” bar and I was excited about our chemistry.

We talk about babies and ways to But she let me know pretty soon after alternatively co-parent – maybe with a male we met face-to-face that she likes men. gay couple, for example. There’s room for And once it’s settled as platonic, I don’t multiple kinds of love in my life. That won’t push it. I don’t go on dates expecting erode my marriage. romance, I’m open to friendship.

I’m currently seeing another woman Being wives shows our commitment. And romantically. She’s not jealous, it’s not a marriage gives us legal rights when it comes contest. Chiderah and her get along well. to things such as finances and hospital visits. Berlin is such an open, sexually liberated I’m more passive. Chiderah has the city, where polyamorous and bisexual people charm. I’m messy, laid-back, and leave are common. If we lived elsewhere, it might the dishes overnight. Chiderah cleans up be different. straightaway. But that’s the only domestic If one of us got serious with someone incompatibility for us. else, our dynamic would evolve. But we We spend around 85% of our time would never live with anyone else in our together and socialise together in a close home. We’re each other’s number one. group of open and queer friends. Magic I get asked if, being gay, I might fall for Chiderah romantically. Absolutely not.

I don’t harbour romantic love for someone I know is straight.

The pandemic has shown me the importance of human connection. We’re creating a life on our own terms, surrounded by love. It’s the most freeing and uplifting thing I can think of.

MARIE LUNN They love their laughter-filled conversations

The pals plan to co-parent kids

‘Magic happens when we’re together’

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REAL LIFE

‘I know how George Floyd’s sister feels – I watched my brother die in police custody’ George Floyd’s murder one year ago brought back horrific memories for Janet Alder, whose brother Christopher died while in police care

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ormer paratrooper Christopher Alder, 37, died on the floor of a police station in 1998 with officers standing around him allegedly making racist monkey noises. His sister, Janet Alder, 59, who lives in West Yorkshire, has spent two decades campaigning for justice. Here, she tells her story…

A year has passed since I – along with the rest of the world – watched the video of George Floyd’s life being casually snuffed out in utter horror. Seeing Minneapolis police officer Derek Chauvin kneeling on his neck for over nine minutes, I even felt my own chest restricting and throat closing.

It reminded me of another black man I’d seen slowly die in police custody – my own brother, Christopher.

We grew up in Hull in the 60s and 70s and there were five of us kids: Emmanuel, Richard, Christopher, me – the only girl – and Stephen. Our parents had come from Nigeria in search of a better life, but Dad worked all hours and Mum, struggling to raise us, began having psychotic episodes. Our childhood was spent in a children’s home.

Christopher and I, as the middle kids, were especially close. He excelled at sports and dancing. I really looked up to him. As the only black family at school, kids often used the N-word and called me “rubber lips”.

But Christopher protected me. He had a jokey way of getting through the hard times.

He had strong morals, and after

Christopher served as a paratrooper

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school he joined the army. He wanted to fight for his country. For six years he served as a paratrooper in the Falklands and Northern Ireland before returning to Hull to train as a computer programmer.

My brother always helped others. After his death, neighbours wrote saying how he’d run chores. One girl remembered how he’d protected her in a nightclub. No one had a bad word to say about him.

LEFT UNCONSCIOUS It was on 1 April 1998, when Christopher, then 37 and a separated father-of-two, got into a fight outside a nightclub. He’d lost consciousness, and a tooth, before an ambulance took him to hospital accompanied by police officers. His injuries were not deemed life-threatening, so he was discharged then taken into custody.

By the time he arrived at the station, he was unconscious again, missing another tooth, and now had cuts on the lip and above the eye. He was dragged handcuffed into the custody suite, his trousers and boxer shorts around his ankles and his belt missing, and left face down on the floor.

No attempt was made to put him into the recovery position, and CCTV footage – which I had to wait two excruciatingly painful years to be allowed to see – showed five officers casually standing around him. For 11 minutes they chatted about what they could possibly charge him with while my brother lay unconscious

Janet’s brother Christopher

gasping for breath and gurgling in his own blood as his life seeped away.

Then, once it was obvious he was dead, there was talk of “f**king banana boats” and monkey noises were made. In the recent series of TV’s Line Of Duty this detail was featured in a plot – and it was taken from Christopher’s case.

Seeing the footage of my brother – out of reach on the screen – bound, motionless and treated so inhumanely, became the very worst moment of my life. I just stared in shock.

I feel sure the Floyd family felt the same way – disbelieving, horrified, powerless. And I am sure they felt, as I did, the devastating frustration when none of the other officers attempted to intervene.

In Christopher’s case, one of the officers even said he was worried about asphyxia.

But none of them attempted to move him into the recovery position, let alone take him to hospital.

I’d never seen anyone die, until I was forced to watch my own brother dying in front

‘I’d never seen anyone die and I was helpless’

Janet leads a 2016 march by families and friends of people who died in police custody or in prison

BLACK LIVES MATTER George Floyd – One-year anniversary

not until 2011 that Grace’s relatives had their visas approved and prepared for the burial, scheduled for 4 November, 2011.

As part of Nigerian custom, her relatives demanded a lace scarf be buried with Grace’s coffin. Which is when the council made a terrible admission. Grace’s body was not, in fact, in the mortuary where it was supposed to be. It had been buried as Christopher back in 2000.

A criminal investigation was ordered into this so-called “mix-up” and it was carried out by South Yorkshire Police.

It concluded in May 2013 that mortuary workers did indeed have a “case to answer”, and had missed at least 10 opportunities to report what had happened.

But in October that year, the CPS said it would not prosecute anyone.

We ended up holding a second funeral, this time for our actual brother, in 2012, 14 years after his death.

Despite an inquest ruling a verdict of unlawful killing, no individual or organisation has ever been officially held to account for what happened to Christopher.

Thankfully, as a result of the worldwide protests, the Floyd family will see Chauvin serve time in jail for his crime. I am desperate for Christopher to have the same justice.

It is encouraging that the Black Lives Matter movement is making a real impact now. But we must keep the pressure on if justice is to be served.

SUSANNA GALTON

of my eyes. And I couldn’t do a thing to obtain the required medical evidence for this help. The Floyd family had to witness the ourselves. Even once we had done so, in life being squeezed out of their beloved’s my opinion the CPS delayed and delayed. chest. That’s horrific enough – but then In 2002, five officers were eventually they had to deal with the defence trying charged with manslaughter and misconduct, to deflect blame onto some supposed but were acquitted. “underlying health conditions”.

But there was more horror in store. In We had the same experience. In 2000, we had finally been given Christopher’s Christopher’s case the Home Office body – or so we thought – to be laid to rest. pathologist, in his original autopsy, Using money I had been given from a suggested Christopher may have died newspaper interview, and people’s kind of “cardiac arrhythmia” rather than donations, we held a beautiful burial asphyxia. It made no sense to us to give Christopher the send-off as there was no evidence, and he deserved. There was a Christopher, as an exprocession through Hull, we paratrooper, was fighting fit. ordered flowers spelling out The autopsy was then his name, and even a horse used to justify not charging and cart. The church the officers involved. was packed.

Later, Christopher’s Yet it wasn’t until 11 years George Floyd’s death heart was examined by later that we discovered we’d sparked global protests a cardiologist. He told me, been mourning the wrong body.

“You don’t need to be a rocket We had not buried our beloved Janet Alder is currently crowdfunding scientist to see Christopher died because of Christopher, but instead the body of Grace to get justice for her brother. For more the position he’d been left in, and the fact no Kamara, a 77-year-old Nigerian woman. information, go to fundrazr.com/ one had tried to help him.”

Grace had died in 1999 in Hull, from christopheralder. South Yorkshire natural causes. Immediately, a close friend Police said it is “aware of the GATHERING EVIDENCE had begun the laborious process concerns raised by Mrs Alder” It took almost four years of us battling of applying for visas for Grace’s and is “exploring the detail Have a until the CPS agreed in October 2001 to African family to attend the funeral. story that needs of those concerns”. We Email approached them for further prosecute the officers for gross negligence Inexplicably, the visas were to be told? e@ us at truelif comment before going to press manslaughter. Like the Floyds, we had to subjected to endless delays. It was reachplc.com

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With her brother Richard and solicitor Ruth Bundy as she leaves Hull Crown Court in 2000

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Drunk brute who shot dead his son and his girlfriend at a family dinner A young couple’s visit to build bridges resulted in shocking and heart-breaking tragedy

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hey were a couple described by strained. Klosowski was a heavy drinker and loved ones as soulmates who were in the past he’d called his son “stubborn” for going to make a real difference in simply wanting to make his own way in life. the world. Everyone thought Lukasz On 22 August 2020, Klosowski had invited Klosowski and girlfriend Chelsea Ireland, Lukasz for a family barbecue at his rural both 19, were perfect together. home in Mount McIntyre, four hours south They had been best friends before things east of Adelaide. Chelsea hadn’t wanted blossomed into romance and after to go due to the tensions but she dating for a few years, they wanted to support Lukasz, were both enjoying their so she joined him. first year at university.

That morning, Chelsea’s Lukasz, known for his parents had told her to warmth and humour, was make sure Lukasz drove studying journalism at carefully. She told them the University of South she knew he would – he Australia and working always protected her. part-time in KFC. Chelsea The couple arrived was doing a mechanical and joined Klosowski, his Lukasz was known for engineering degree at wife and his three young his warmth and humour Adelaide University and stepchildren. But it wasn’t long working at a local bakery. before an argument broke out.

Chelsea was passionate about Klosowski had got through a lot of beer environmental issues and volunteered at a and was drunk. At one point, Chelsea charity for vulnerable kids. She was driven to messaged friends to say the evening had help others and with Lukasz by her side, they “gone to s**t” and Lukasz was crying. made a truly formidable team.

MOCKED FOR CRYING They also loved to travel together and went on many adventures – including trips to Klosowski and Lukasz had argued about Lukasz’s intention to move out of his mum’s explore Lukasz’s Polish heritage. place. For some reason, Klosowski saw this While Chelsea lived with her parents, as disrespectful. Upset and overwhelmed, Lukasz’s parents had separated and he lived Lukasz wept – and Klosowski berated his son with his mum, Magda Pearce. For a while, for crying like “a little baby”. It was late at he was estranged from his father, Pawel night and the atmosphere had turned hostile.

Klosowski. But after Klosowski married Klosowski demanded his son and second wife Monica, he reconnected with girlfriend leave – but then he fetched his gun. his son – although their relationship was

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Klosowski had problems with anger and booze

Lukasz ran to a bedroom, where his father shot him twice in the chest.

Terrified, Chelsea fled to a bathroom with her mobile and locked the door. She called the police and begged them to come as Klosowski was angry and drunk, and she was certain her boyfriend was in terrible danger.

Outside the bathroom, crazed Klosowski reloaded his gun and fired through the door.

His second shot was delivered at close range to Chelsea’s chest and the teen lay bleeding in the bathtub.

Klosowski’s rampage had terrified his young stepchildren, who had fled to an alcove in the back of the property. After the shootings, he said to his wife, “I think I shot my son. Can you go and have a look?”

When police arrived, Klosowski was sitting with his gun on his lap. Paramedics found Lukasz face down on a bed. Chelsea was in the bath with the phone she had desperately used to call for help. They were both pronounced dead at 12.40am.

There was an outpouring of grief for the young couple. Their last moments were unthinkable, especially as they had died at the hands of a family member. In November,

CRIME Chelsea and Lukasz were studying at university

Klosowski pleaded guilty to double murder.

Because he had admitted his guilt early, he was entitled to a reduction of up to 40% on his non-parole jail period.

In April this year, Klosowski faced sentencing. As the 46-year-old made a short statement to the court, the families of both victims showed their solidarity and left the courtroom so they didn’t have to hear it.

Klosowski said he’d thought about what he’d done every day and apologised.

“I acted like a monster,” he said. “The world would be a better place if I had shot myself instead. They were two wonderful people who were clearly destined to live happy. I destroyed the lives of their family and many other people.”

But the prosecution said the apology was “too little, too late”.

They said the shootings were the consequence of a row between Lukasz and his dad, adding, “The offending came about due to the insulting of the defendant’s pride.

And it was fuelled by the combination of two fatal causes – anger and alcohol.”

Klosowski’s defence told the court that while he couldn’t explain his actions, he admitted his intention was

to kill. “The prisoner accepts the horror of his behaviour,” his lawyer said.

There were 22 emotional victim impact statements. Chelsea’s dad, Greg, said he’d had his best friend stolen from him and the final moments of his daughter and her boyfriend haunted him.

“They had nowhere to hide and nowhere to escape,” he said. “Her last moments, knowing she was about to be shot, must have been horrendous beyond imagination.”

AN ACT OF ‘TWISTED EVIL’ Chelsea’s mother, Debra, said, “I feel so fragile, so broken, like I’m constantly teetering on the edge. I feel like I’m living in some horror story.”

Chelsea’s sister, Maddie, told Klosowski he would “rot in the fiery pits of Hell” and that he would never know true happiness.

“You didn’t deserve Lukasz,” she added.

Lukasz’s mother said the killings were an act of “twisted evil” and Klosowski would forever be remembered as a murderer.

The judge, Justice Anne Bampton, acknowledged that reports had shown Klosowski suffered from anger management problems and alcohol addiction. But she

Chelsea volunteered for good causes

Chelsea’s parents Greg and Debra at the court

Her sister Maddie and Lukasz’s mum Magda

added that it didn’t excuse his actions and Klosowski’s irrational behaviour had escalated and turned violent.

“Your conduct was deliberate and purposeful,” she said. Justice Bampton’s voice wavered at the sentencing, as she’d clearly felt the impact of the emotional stories shared about the young couple.

“The anguish and heart-wrenching pain your offending had brought on Lukasz’s mother, stepfather and little brother, Chelsea’s mother, father and sister, their extended families and their friends is profound,” she said.

“I cannot do justice to the raw emotion of the victim impact statements. It’s clear Lukasz and Chelsea’s legacy is that they made the world a better place for their families and those whose lives they touched.

It is to be hoped the love and joy for life they had will give their families and friends the strength they need to find peace.”

Klosowski got life with a non-parole period of 34 years. He was only granted a 15% reduction on his non-parole period due to the “seriousness” of his offending.

The killer will be in his eighties before he is considered for release.

Outside the court, Greg read a statement on behalf of both families. “We will never understand why this happened and will spend the rest of our lives grieving and asking why,” he said.

“Today marks the end of one incredibly difficult chapter. Tomorrow we’ll continue with a more difficult task of learning to live without Chelsea and Lukasz.”

Lukasz and Chelsea had hoped to live a happy life together and help change the world. Tragically, their dreams were ended by the brute who had given Lukasz life.

GAIL SHORTLAND

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CRIME SCENE THERAPY – DARE YOU TRY IT? Working on your self-esteem can be murder, but here’s a killer way to solve life’s problems

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he victim, the murderer, the detective – they might all sound like characters in a TV crime drama, but they represent the traits you need on hand to explore your own mind and bring order back into your life.

“People who’ve never used therapy to work through their life problems are always curious to know what it’s like,” explains leading therapist Rahel Papis. “And the best way I’ve found to describe it is like a crime scene. A problem in your life is like having a dead body in the basement – there’s all that stress of dealing with it and the fear of others finding out about it.

“The dead body, or ‘the victim’, represents the part of you that’s helpless, while ‘the murderer’ is the part of your personality that sabotages your thoughts and kills your dreams with negativity.

“The key to unlocking the whole case is ‘the detective’ – the part of you that you can use to identify your problems and bring resolution to your very own inner crime scene.”

Rahel adds that these three personalities can “help connect your conscious and subconscious mind to discover what’s holding you back, break destructive patterns of behaviour and achieve your desired goals”.

Here’s how to use each character to help you clean up your inner crime scene and move on with your life…

shame or discontent in a relationship. This will help give you a deeper understanding of the triggers in your life.

THE VICTIM

“The victim represents the needy, helpless part of ourselves that we tend to hide from the world and which usually stems from low self-esteem,” says Rahel.

“Most of the clients I see at my hypnotherapy clinic have problems that boil down to issues with self-worth, even if it’s a habit they can’t kick, such as biting their nails, or suffering from an eating disorder.

“Maybe you feel as though you’re not good enough to be in your job, you’re a people pleaser or simply have irrational fears. These negative thoughts are like criminals who hijack Rahel recommends our subconscious mind engaging with your without us even inner detective to realising. To solve the “crime” THE DETECTIVE access “Leading the case is your these conscious mind. This is the issues, seconds. Do this three times. Then write real you. It’s what makes you need to use your down the answer to this question: In one you happy – your likes subconscious mind. Our sentence, what is the worst feeling that and dislikes, needs and conscious mind always you have about yourself? For example, desires. Your detective wants to give the ‘right’ ‘I am not worth being loved.’ This will help character needs to answer, the one that may your detective identify your victim. communicate with your show you in a better light. victim and murderer But the subconscious mind Write down positive personalities to identify will reveal the truth about you.” THE MURDERER confidence-boosters “That voice inside your head that tells you negative patterns and work out Try this: Close your eyes and you’re not good enough, that you’re a how to disrupt that thinking and take a deep breath, counting to failure. This is the murderer in our inner achieve your goals,” Rahel says. three as you inhale. Hold the breath there crime scene,” says Rahel. “Unfortunately, Try this: Use your subconscious mind to for three seconds then exhale over six unlock the issues your detective needs to solve. Grab a piece of paper and a pen and without stopping to analyse your thoughts, write down three areas where your life feels out of balance. This could be a feeling of

‘Your murderer personality is waiting to kill your dreams’

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HEALTH Work through your emotions to deal with the “crime scene”

CLEARING UP THE CRIME SCENE “The crime scene is where the victim and the murderer meet,” says Rahel.

“We can’t change the past, but we can give our emotions space and change how we feel about past traumas.”

She recommends taking the following steps to “help you work through your emotions and clear away the debris from your crime scene”.

your murderer personality is often the loudest and most dominant of your thoughts.

When it says ‘nobody loves you’ or ‘you can’t do that’ you tend to listen. Your murderer personality is lurking there waiting to kill your dreams and sabotage your confidence.”

Try this: Disarm your killer by replacing sabotaging thoughts with positive confidence-boosters. For example, ‘I’m not worthy of being loved’ can be reframed as ‘I’m allowed to give and receive love.’

Situations can change once you feel positive about yourself. Write down five things you love about yourself. For example, ‘I’m a good friend.’ Now write down five accomplishments, however small they may seem. For example, ‘I cooked a nice

meal last night.’ This exercise will help you to acknowledge your talents and gifts.

CASE CLOSED Rahel says, “Once you realise you have power over how you think and how to be kind to yourself, nothing will stop you from living your best life, free from the crime scene of your thoughts.”

Sandra Walsh Therapy In Crime

by Rahel Papis (£14.99, Clink Street Publishing) is out now

Create your own hypnotherapy session with this exercise: Think of a situation or feeling you’d like to create (perhaps a relaxing business presentation).

Hold your forehead with one hand (to calm several energy points), make yourself comfortable and close your eyes. Imagine a huge light switch set to “on”, take a deep breath and count backwards from five to one.

Concentrate on the big button and prepare to turn it off. As soon as it’s set to “off” you should feel totally relaxed and in a place where you feel comfortable (even if you’re sitting on the bus, try picturing yourself in your bedroom).

Let your imagination create the film of your desired situation – you giving a great presentation, for instance.

Once you’re happy with your film, save the situation in every cell of your body by breathing deeply. Take five deep breaths. Open your eyes and you will feel refreshed and content.

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FOOD YOU’LL CRAVE Enjoy these delicious, flavourful recipes created by author and chef Ed Smith

FERMENTED AND FRESH TOMATO SALAD WITH FETA INGREDIENTS

500g large beef heart tomatoes or similar, cut into chunks of varying shapes 300g fermented cherry tomatoes and 2 tbsp of their brine 2 pitta breads 6 tbsp extra virgin olive oil 7-8 sprigs tarragon, leaves finely chopped 4-5 sprigs mint, leaves finely chopped 7-8 sprigs flat-leaf parsley 2 tsp red wine vinegar 1 tsp golden caster sugar 2-3 tsp sumac 200g sheep’s milk feta cheese Flaky sea salt and ground black pepper

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TO MAKE THE FERMENTED CHERRY TOMATOES (fills a 2-3 litre jar)

1 litre water 30g flaky sea salt 20g caster (superfine) sugar 600g cherry tomatoes 1 mild red chilli (optional) METHOD

■ First make the fermented cherry tomatoes. Measure the water, salt and sugar into a saucepan. Bring to the boil, stir to dissolve the grains, then leave to cool completely.

■ Sterilise a Kilner jar (or similar). Wash the tomatoes and chilli (if using), add to the jar and cover with the cooled brine.

S E RV E S 2 ■ The tomatoes do need to be completely submerged to prevent spoiling.

■ Leave in a warm place for 10-14 days, until the water is cloudy and tomatoes sour, blistered and fizzing. Unless using within a day or so of being “ready”, transfer to the fridge where they will last for 3-4 months.

■ Heat the oven to 220°C/200°C fan/425°F. ■ Put the tomato chunks along with any juices into a bowl, and add just a little pinch of salt.

■ Spoon the fermented tomatoes and two tablespoons of brine on top, but don’t mix just yet. Set to one side.

■ Open the pitta up with a sharp knife to create two thin halves,

then tear each of those into thumb-size shards. Place the pitta on a baking sheet, tumble in two tablespoons of the oil, then bake for 10-12 minutes until golden and crisp.

■ Prepare the herbs, add to the tomatoes, along with the still-warm pieces of pitta, red wine vinegar, sugar and half the sumac. Gently tumble the salad so as to avoid popping too many cherry tomatoes.

■ Check for seasoning and add black pepper and more salt and vinegar if needed.

■ Decant the salad onto a platter or individual plates.

Scrape any juices over, crumble the feta on top, and finish with the rest of the olive oil plus a dusting of sumac.

INGREDIENTS

300g chana dal or yellow split peas 500g onions, finely sliced 3 tbsp vegetable oil 3 green cardamom pods 250g curly kale 2 tbsp cold-pressed rapeseed oil 4 cloves garlic, minced 25g fresh ginger, peeled and minced 2 tsp ground cumin 2 tsp garam masala 1 tsp ground turmeric ½ tsp dried chilli flakes 250g tomatoes, roughly chopped 100ml water 6 tbsp desiccated coconut, plus extra to garnish 100g plain yoghurt 2 mild green chillies, finely sliced Flaky sea salt METHOD

■ Soak the chana dal in justboiled water for 15 minutes.

■ Cook the onions in a heavybottomed saucepan over a medium heat, with the vegetable oil and a good pinch of salt.

Stir occasionally then, after 10 minutes, place a lid on top, turn the heat to low and cook for at least 30 minutes, until golden.

■ Once the lid is on the onions, drain the chana dal then transfer to a separate saucepan along with 1.5 litres of cold water and the

cardamom. Bring to the boil then reduce to a simmer for 45 minutes, skimming the foam that appears over the first 10 minutes or so.

■ Heat the oven to 180°C/160°C fan/350°F. Wash and dry the kale, then tear into roughly 3-4cm pieces. Spread two thirds of it in one layer over a baking sheet, drizzle with the rapeseed oil, tumble, and then bake for 5-10 minutes until crisp but not browned. Salt generously and leave to cool.

■ Once the onions are golden, stir in the garlic and ginger and cook gently for 5 minutes, before adding the dry spices and chilli flakes.

Add the tomatoes and water.

Cook over a medium-high heat for 10 minutes to reduce.

■ Once the chana dal has been cooking for 45 minutes, add the onion and tomato mix along with the coconut, then simmer for a final 15 minutes, stirring regularly.

■ After that time, add water to achieve a consistency you enjoy, then throw in the remaining fresh kale and remove the saucepan from the heat. Leave to cool for 5 minutes, check the seasoning.

■ Serve each bowlful with a tablespoon of coconut, a heap of crispy kale, yoghurt and sliced chillies.

STRAWBERRIES AND CREAMED RICE S E RV E S 4-6

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KALE AND COCONUT DAL INGREDIENTS

175g arborio or carnaroli risotto rice 800ml whole milk 1 vanilla pod, split with seeds scraped out 3 strips orange zest ½ tsp flaky sea salt 50g caster sugar 150-200ml double cream FOR THE STRAWBERRY CONSERVE

500g strawberries, hulled and halved 1 heaped tbsp caster sugar

COMPILED BY: VICTORIA GRAY

METHOD

Crave: Recipes Arranged By Flavour, To Suit Your Mood And Appetite by Ed Smith (Quadrille, £26). Photography by Sam A Harris

FOOD

■ Rinse the rice under cold-running water, until the water draining through begins to clear, then transfer the grains to a heavy-bottomed saucepan.

■ Add the milk, vanilla pod and seeds, orange zest and salt, set over a medium heat and warm to a simmer, stirring occasionally to ensure the rice is not sticking.

■ Once simmering, reduce the heat to as low as possible. Place a lid on top, leaving it slightly ajar, and cook for 20-25 minutes, stirring at first occasionally, then over the last 5 minutes relatively

frequently as the ratio of liquid to rice reduces. Taste the rice.

It should be almost cooked through, but still with a slight bite, and there should be a fair amount of liquid remaining. If not, add enough milk to loosen.

■ Pick out the strips of orange zest and the vanilla pod then stir in the sugar. Leave the rice to sit and swell further for 10 minutes with the lid on – returning a couple of times to give it a quick stir.

■ In the meantime, put the strawberries in a saucepan with the sugar, turning the fruit over so the sugar coats all surfaces.

Heat gently at first until the sugar dissolves, then bring to a simmer and cook for 2 minutes, so the strawberries create a syrupy liquid and are softening but still bright red and intact.

■ Remove from the heat and set aside for 5 minutes.

■ Once rested for 10 minutes the rice should be soft and luscious, but a little stiff. Add 150ml of cream and stir that through.

■ Add a dash more cream if necessary.

■ Serve in shallow bowls, topped with the strawberry conserve.

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PEEK AT D A P R I E TH AT S O N

We usually wear a little more when we’re having our morning cuppa, but Tiff is inspiring us to let it all out TBH.

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The Made In Chelsea star has an impeccably stylish west London home

Marble work surfaces with golden detailing definitely wouldn’t have been cheap, but she was made in Chelsea, after all…

Tiff, who’s a vegan like big sister Lucy Watson, rustles up plant-based goodies in her beautiful kitchen.

COMPILED BY: VICTORIA GRAY WORDS: JOSIE COPSON

The large skylight makes the home feel extra spacious.

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Tiff has gone girlie while still keeping things classy. We love the subtle, creamy pink tones in this room.

Her whole house is pretty neutral and immaculately tidy, making it the perfect backdrop for all her Instagram photos. We feel a #spon #ad coming on…

HOMES

GE T THE LOOK

These chic marble tiles are giving us serious bathroom envy!

Chandelier Laura Ashley £187.50

Lantern TK Maxx £24.99

Festoon lights Lights4Fun £49.99

Coffee table Loaf £395

Cushion Homescapes £6.99 Diffuser Monsoon £25

We spy a nice array of booze in the background of this pic! Tiff’s dad owns plenty of pubs, and this proves the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.

She’s currently renovating a flat with her fella Cameron McGeehan – and we’re sure the couple are taking plenty of inspiration from Tiff’s gorgeous abode!

Dining chair Habitat £160 for a pair

Bed Sofa.com £1,791 Dining table Modish Living £729

Basket Joe Brown £18

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HOROSCOPES

RUSSELL GRANT

Find out what’s written in the stars for you over the next week AQUARIUS

JAN 21 – FEB 19

PISCES

FEB 20 – MAR 20

ARIES

MAR 21 – APR 20

You’re wondering whether to splash out on an extravagant purchase. If you’ve been struggling to keep on top of your household bills, it would be better to keep your purse or wallet tightly closed this week.

Call one of my dedicated astrologers to hear more: 0905 789 4111**

You are going through a challenging situation.

This isn’t something you would have chosen for yourself, but grit your teeth and stick with it. If you walked away now you wouldn’t be able to live with yourself.

Call one of my dedicated astrologers to hear more: 0905 789 4112**

Your direct manner will earn respect from the people you work with.

They appreciate you getting straight to the point. A workmate will leave it to you to make decisions that you really should be debating together.

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TAURUS

GEMINI

CANCER

APR 21 – MAY 21

MAY 22 – JUNE 22

Some duties in the workplace have been neglected and this could be due to staff cuts and absenteeism. There are certain responsibilities you would rather not take on, but it seems no one else is stepping up to the plate.

Call one of my dedicated astrologers to hear more: 0905 789 4102**

An older colleague or relative can’t seem to see anything from your point of view. Be wary. Someone is trying to get you to change your mind over a matter you have strong feelings about. Stick to your guns.

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LEO

VIRGO

JULY 24 – AUG 23

It might feel as if everything’s going wrong in your life. One problem after another has made you reluctant to take on anything new.

You’re convinced you will bring bad luck to anything you touch. Try to stay positive.

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AUG 24 – SEP 23

A problem concerning money could cause tension in the family this week when an unexpected domestic expense knocks your budget for six.

Don’t be surprised if it’s up to you to find the extra cash to cover this bill.

Call one of my dedicated astrologers to hear more: 0905 789 4105**

You may feel obliged to help someone out when they are clearly struggling. But you really don’t have time for people who want to gossip or who take forever trying to make up their minds. Try to put yourself first.

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LIBRA

SCORPIO

SEP 24 – OCT 23

JUNE 23 – JULY 23

OCT 24 – NOV 22

The problems you keep coming up against are aggravating. Talk to others who have had similar experiences.

Cutting a few corners to get a job done, however tempting, could undermine your professional reputation.

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fter a year cooped up at home, Strictly professional dancer Aljaž Škorjanec and children’s TV presenter Karim Zeroual are raring to get back on the stage.

The pair, who became friends when Karim finished as the runner-up on the 2019 series of the BBC show, are about to be reunited on the dance floor as they take part in Here Come The Boys at the London Palladium.

HERE COME THE DANCERS

St Strictly’s Aljaž Škorjanec and Karim Zeroual have tteamed up to put the twinkle back in our toes The production, which Karim tells us will be a celebration of all styles of dance, also features former Strictly dancers Pasha Kovalev and Robin Windsor and current pro Graziano Di Prima.

Despite all being friends, Aljaž says things can get competitive when they’re performing, so we’re expecting fireworks!

Here, Karim, 27, and Aljaž, 31, chat to new about training, stage fright and how much they love Strictly…

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KARIM ‘STRICTLY CHANGED MY LIFE’

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Hi, Karim. How have you coped during the pandemic?

It has been a strange year for everyone. I’ve had good days and bad days, but I’ve tried to count my blessings. I’ve been quite lucky as I did Celebs Go Dating and a cooking show during lockdown, so that kept me busy.

Have you had to ramp up your fitness ahead of Here Come The Boys?

Yes! I run and do sit-ups, and I ordered a pull-up bar. But as much as you do at home, your fitness only really comes back when you get to rehearsals.

What can you tell us about the show?

The main premise was that we want everyone to have fun. We want it to be like a massive party.

Everyone in the show has different strengths. I’m hosting it but, of course, I’ll be dancing too. Instead of dance battles, it’s going to be a celebration of dance and music.

Do you feel nervous dancing alongside the professionals?

Of course! I would have been extra nervous if I was joining a ballroom and Latin show, but because it’s dance in general and contains modern and street elements, I feel more at home.

Are you all good friends?

Yes, it’s such a great atmosphere and it’s an honour to work alongside such a good group.

They are the best of the best.

How do you deal with any pre-show nerves?

I look at the audience straight away, to get it out the way. And I do breathing exercises. But as soon as I get going, I’m like a Duracell Bunny.

How has your life changed since taking part in Strictly?

It’s opened so many doors for me.

I’ve been able to show the world the other tricks I’ve got under my belt – not many people knew I could dance!

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ALJAŽ ‘IT’S GOING TO BE THE BEST NIGHT OUT IN TOWN’ Hi Aljaž! What can we expect from Here Come The Boys?

I’m so excited to get back to performing – and doing it with friends from Strictly makes it even better. Sharing a stage with them is going to be an absolute blessing. I’m going to say it – it’s going to be the best night out in town.

We can imagine you guys will have lots of fun together…

Absolutely. When I first joined Strictly, I was with Pasha [Kovalev] and Robin [Windsor], so I’ve know them for years and they’re beautiful friends. And then Graziano [Di Prima] joined us a little bit later and I’ve worked with him on the show for the last three years.

And Karim was one of the best male contestants that Strictly has ever had.

He’s also a great friend.

Do you get competitive with your dance moves?

We always do, but it’s only because we’re all so passionate about what we do. We care about our craft so much, it’s natural to get a bit competitive.

But more than anything, it’s just great mates on stage having fun.

Do you ever get stage fright?

You get more confident the more performances you do, but I haven’t

been performing at all in the last year, so I am a little bit nervous to get back to it. But I hope that as soon as the curtain goes up, I’m going to be OK. I’m really counting on that!

What was it like filming Strictly without a live audience?

It was definitely different. All of us were just really happy and excited that the season went ahead, but not having the audience there was a little bit heartbreaking, because we love performing for people.

How did you and your wife Janette [Manrara] find lockdown together?

The beginning was heartbreaking – seeing so much being cancelled.

But Janette and I have been together for 10 years, so it was lovely actually being at home together. I discovered I’m really good at doing nothing – I kind of smashed that!

Do you and Janette want children in the future?

We are so happy and excited to go back to what we love doing, which is performing. But we both love kids, so hopefully one day.

What’s next for you?

Well, Here Come The Boys is the first thing on my agenda. And then I’ve got Strictly, obviously! Strictly has been a highlight of my life for the last eight years. I can’t wait for it to start again.

Here Come The Boys is at the London Palladium from 25 May to 9 June. The show also features Strictly dancer Nadiya Bychkova as a special guest.

See lwtheatres.co.uk/theatres/ the-london-palladium

What’s your favourite TV show?

I really like Friends. If I’m ever feeling anxious, I just leave it running in the background. And Line Of Duty – I love it!

Are you a binge-watcher?

Yeah, I binge everything. I don’t do anything half-heartedly.

Which film is always guaranteed to make you cry?

Marley & Me. I love dogs and I’m a very emotional person. I’m just like my dad. He cries at everything, even films that aren’t that sad.

Do you like horror movies?

No, I hate them. I don’t like being scared at all.

I don’t want to put myself e’s no positive through it. There’s en people eat to it. It’s like when really spicy foodd – I don’t understand whyy they do it, le. it’s not enjoyable.

What’s your TV guilty pleasure? usical.l I really High School Musical. like Zac Efron. atch Do you ever watch yourself back on Love Island?

No, I still haven’t’t el watched it. I feel like it’s best nott to. I only startedd watching myselflf back about a year ago. My producer wanted to tell me what I was doing wrong, but I couldn’t watch it. I was cringing at myself talking.

Which reality TV ou show would you ost? like to be in most?

To be honest, I don’t think V any more.

I’ll do reality TV There’s nothing that really appeals to me. I only want to ects. I recently do passion projects. did Celebrity MasterChef because I love cooking and ily to see me wanted my family od. I’d never do a cook Turkish food. me with my family show in my home g those shows – I like watching but I couldn’t doo it myself.

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The cast back in No.20 and on the HBO set for the reunion

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episodes were broadcast in total. The series began on 22 September 1994 and ended on 6 May 2004 – so it’s no wonder the cast were so close. is the number of series the show ran for. And we feel it could have run for 10 more…

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is how many actors were seen for the roles of Joey, Ross, Chandler, Monica, Rachel and Phoebe. But who can imagine anyone else playing them?

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is the staggering number of Emmys the show was nominated for over the years, winning six.

is how many times Ross got divorced. He is newly single in the show’s pilot episode, after wife Carol came out as a lesbian. He then wed Emily (played by Cold Feet actress Helen Baxendale) and, finally, Rachel while they were drunk in Las Vegas. is the number of proposals Phoebe gets in Barbados.

After hearing from Chandler that Mike broke up with her because he didn’t want to get married, Phoebe’s current boyfriend David (Hank Azaria’s bumbling scientist) decides to propose. Monica warns Mike, who flies out to interrupt David’s proposal with his own. Keeping up?!

claps are featured in the show’s infamous theme tune by The Rembrandts. It caused a huge debate as to whether it was four or five – but the band eventually confirmed it once and for all. songs are performed by musically challenged Phoebe during the show’s run. But the most famous is Smelly Cat, which got turned into a jingle for a cat litter brand.

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Oscar-winning actors made appearances – George Clooney, Sean Penn, Susan Sarandon, Helen Hunt, Julia Roberts, Brad Pitt, Charlton Heston, Robin Williams and Reese Witherspoon.

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is the street address of Caesars Palace in Las Vegas. The cast took a trip to Sin City before the first series aired, with director James Burrows telling them to enjoy a “last shot at anonymity”, predicting the show would make them huge stars.

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is the number of acting roles Joey gets. His most memorable turns were as Dr Drake Ramoray in the fictional hospital of the soap Days Of Our Lives, as detective Mac with a robot sidekick in short-lived series Mac And C.H.E.E.S.E. and as Sigmund Freud in a musical.

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is how many times Jennifer Aniston’s real-life partners guest-starred. Tate Donovan played Rachel’s love interest Joshua, while Brad Pitt, who was married to her at the time, made a scene-stealing cameo as a bitter ex-schoolmate.

is the episode number in season 4 in which Monica and Chandler first sleep together. After getting drunk during Ross’s wedding to Emily in London, the pair wake up in the same bed. The episode also sees Rachel battle with the decision to tell Ross she has feelings for him.

She decides not to – but later when Ross says her name at the altar while marrying Emily, she’s convinced he likes her too.

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different hairstyles were worn by Jennifer Aniston as Rachel. The bouncy, square-style do from season two was so popular it was dubbed “The Rachel”. But Jennifer later admitted she walked out of the hairdresser’s in tears as she hated it so much!

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is the number of times Ross and Rachel broke up throughout the series, Ross usually throwing the words “We were on a break” at her. They finally got together in the last episode.

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is the year that video messages the gang record for the 18th birthday of Ross and Rachel’s daughter Emma were to be played.

They clearly had no idea how that year was going to go for everyone...

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is how many erogenous zones Monica tells Chandler women have during a sex tutorial in season 4. And he clearly paid attention as Monica later described Chandler as “the best sex” she’d ever had.

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million US viewers tuned into the finale and it’s estimated more than 9 million were watching in the UK.

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is the number of Monica’s flat in the pilot episode. Writers later changed her door number to 20 to reflect the fact that the friends lived on a higher floor in their building.

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is the number of babies Phoebe gives birth to for her brother Frank. The masseuse offers to act as a surrogate for him and his wife Alice – only to get pregnant with triplets.

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CRUELLA With that iconic hairdo, there’s no mistaking who Emma Stone is playing in the live-action prequel to the much-loved 101 Dalmatians films.

Teenage Estella dreams of becoming a fashion designer – but life is cruel and she ends up orphaned and living on the harsh streets of London, counting two thieves as her closest pals.

A chance encounter lets her into the world of the rich and famous. But what price is she willing to pay to keep up

with the cool kids? Emma Thompson, Emily Beecham and Joel Fry also star.

Out in cinemas and on Disney+ on 28 May

THE BROKEN HEARTS HONEYMOON – BO LUCY DICKENS OK Charlotte is engrossed in her plans for a month-long honeymoon in Japan when her fiancé gets cold feet. She has no idea how to be single but Charlotte knows she can’t get married. Instead, she heads off to Japan alone, dealing with her heartache thousands of miles away from her family. Will the holiday help her heal?

Out 27 May (Arrow, £7.99)

is the number of babies Monica and Chandler come home with after Erica gives birth. They thought they were adopting one baby and find out it is actually twins shortly after Erica delivers the first. They call them Erica and Jack.

is the amount of “Mississippis” Ross is supposed to wait during his hilarious fake tan blunder in season 10.

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A thoroughly modern romance novel set in Tokyo, this atmospheric story follows Mizuki, who seems to have the perfect life.

But despite her hardworking husband, beautiful home and two adorable kids, she can’t help but feel a crushing sense of loneliness. One rainy night she meets restaurateur Kiyoshi and falls in love.

She finds herself revived by their affair but it can’t last…

Out 27 May (Orion, £12.99)

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Soap Zone!

Bernice is back – and to say Liam isn’t pleased to see her is an understatement. He’s sloshed when he first claps eyes on his ex and thinks he must be imagining it. As it dawns on him that she really is back, he panics and convinces Leyla to bring the wedding forward. What will Bernice make of it all?

Over at Home Farm, Kim continues to down spiked brandy and grows increasingly paranoid.

Convinced that there are intruders, she grabs a shotgun and lets rip.

Samson’s weapon of choice is a crowbar, which he stashes in his schoolbag, as he’s wanting to take revenge for what happened to Lydia.

Elsewhere, Liv finally tracks down her mum Sandra and the pair get drunk together. When Aaron gets wind of this, he urges Liv to come home with a heartfelt video message.

Plus, Tracy feels distracted and is horrified when she lets Frankie’s pram roll away on Main Street. Fortunately, Wendy saves the day.

And other residents fret about cash – Andrea and Leyla are worried about Take A Vow’s finances, while Marlon gives Mack 24 hours to pay his rent.

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It’s a case of “Get outta my gym!” when Sharon spies Zack sidling up to a g. potential client at the grand opening. ing Kheerat locks Zack in the changing ases rooms and when Nancy finally releases him, the resulting scene is not good PR im to for Sharon’s event – and she tells him ack pack his bags. Linda reminds her Zack is blood but Sharon’s not swayed. is Phil is being unusually helpful this week, staying by Kat’s side when

Leanne is right to be worried when Nick goes home to find Sam – Sharon calls Harvey the minute she clocks him. As a copper approaches, Nick and Natasha look on nervously while Sam is trapped in a van.

Nick then gets a cab and the driverr is anne one of Harvey’s thugs, who says if Leanne and Simon don’t change their story in court, he’ll never see Sam again.

Nick calls Leanne to say he won’t be returning to the hideout as Sam is in danger. Natasha is all for calling the cops but Shona says it

she leaves hhospital and impressing the Slaters. He doesn’t eve even moan when Kat arrives with Tommy, Bert and Ernie.

However, it’s make or break for some of the Square’s relationships.

Fearing that things with Ruby are o the rocks, Martin vows to be by on her side. And Sharon and Kheerat decide to keep things casual, while Iqra fears Mila doesn’t care about her any more.

will only make things worse. Meanwhile, Sharon is exposed when Johnny says he recognises her from prison.

Elsewhere, Steve isn’t pleased to find Emma having a drink with Curtis, who sabotaged his chari bike race. However, Steve offers him charity some career advice and Curtis bags a job.

Pl Yasmeen has tired of Cathy and Plus, Elaine and is thrilled when they move out. But Sally isn’t happy when Tim offers Elaine a room at No4. And she’s not the only one fum – Evelyn vows to get even when Dev fuming reve Bernie faked her injury in the shop. reveals

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Mercedes is tricked into thinking she’s pregnant as Cher continues to gaslight her – from a delivery of baby products that Mercedes supposedly ordered to a fake pregnancy test. Will she succeed in ruining Sylver and Mercedes’ marriage?

Meanwhile, Summer plays games with Sienna – but it looks like Sienna’s enjoying the attention. Things get complicated when Brody asks Summer to move to Manchester with him for a fresh start.

Sparks fly when Summer is finally alone with Sienna in the dance studio. But will they give in to temptation? And will Brody catch them?

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THE ONE IN THE WOODS

This July, a magical woodland just outside Liverpool plays host to a brand-new festival – perfect for those who have missed having a good party.

With Jeff Mills, Sub Focus (left), DJ Marky and Fabio & Grooverider among the acts on the line-up, it’s set to be a massive weekend.

17-18 July, details at facebook.com/ theoneinthewoods

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Sit back and enjoy blockbusters such as Grease, Dirty Dancing and Pulp Fiction while tucking into a tub of Häagen-Dazs as you sail through Little Venice to Merchant Square. A fab new twist on a movie date.

From 2 June, ticket info at openaire.co.uk

Harlow is fully focused on finding Brent. But when she does, her conscience is conflicted – and she’s left reeling when he’s unexpectedly arrested.

BRIGHTON FRINGE Ryder’s fragile relationship with Chloe is made worse when she learns he didn’t tell her about Mackenzie’s plans to fire her.

Plus, the gang get together for a surf contest.

Live comedy is back this weekend with performances, nights out and celebrations happening across the seaside resort. Kicking things off is Fringe City from 28 May, a free event on Jubilee Square that offers punters the

chance to enjoy street food while watching everything from cabaret to comedy alfresco in the town centre.

Visit brightonfringe.org for more information

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MY LIFE MY RULES

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IF TTHE WORLD WAS GOING TO EN TOMORROW, I’D let every END si single person I love know that I love them. It’s not a big list sso I’d get through that quite quickly. And then I’d go and do something I really wanted to do with no fear or thought.

I’ve been surfing and snowboarding recently and really enjoy them.

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MY HIDDEN TALENT IS sketching.

I love to draw and I’ve always designed my tattoos. Then, during o lockdown, I started learning how to tattoo. I need a lot more practice but I’ve been practising on my own skin as I got myself the machine as an early birthday present. I started with a smiley face and then different writing on my right leg, and then I started an A4-size piece He’s a tattoo on my left leg, but I haven’t fan finished that yet. I’ve said to a few of my friends if they’re happy to get a small tattoo then I’ll give it a go on them and even uez] was Gorka [Márquez] joking I could tattoo him when we go on tour. My tattoo guy hass also said he will take me on as an apprentice, which is great.

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I LIKE TO CHILL ILL OUT BY watching a new movie with a pizza. I’m also trying really hard to cookk more because when I got my bill for fter the first Deliveroo after lockdown I realised I could have boughtt a house with the amount I spent!

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