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a story of my life to discuss the relationships I’ve got.

Too many are just ended, some are still alive warm and joyfull.

TIMELINE

Owner: Gresy Torrisi Docent: Slawomir Kosmynka Subjects: Editorial and Visual Graphics Forms Year: Spring 2020 Format: A4 Fonts: Source Code Pro, Atlas Grotesk

Grandparents 6

Friends 7

10-15 years old

Sisters 5

5-10 years old

0-5 years old

Parents 4

Love and Re love

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Self-love 10

PARENTS

0-5 years old parents and siblings

english

That’s my first step.

late Middle English: from Old

When I met them, the

French, from Latin parent- ‘bringing

people in which I

forth’, from the verb parere . The

sincerely trust

verb dates from the mid 17th century. italian - “genitore” from latin genĭtor -oris derivated from genĭtus - gignĕre (generate) the one who generated.

MAMA

a mamma,

to mom,

che ha smesso di

woman who stopped to

prendersi cura della sua

take care of her pure,

AFRICA

anima pura, ingenua e

ingenuous and sweet soul.

dolcissima.

woman who should rebirth

donna vorrei rinata come

like a flower, scent like

un fiore, profumata come

fresh cloth and shine

i panni freschi e portatrice

light as she always did.

di luce come ha sempre fatto.

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PAPA

a papà,

to dad,

che ho sempre pensato

that I always thought a

HELV

diverso.

different kind;

Uomo sorridente in cui

smiling man in which I

ripongo il mio cuore.

genuinely lay my heart.

Spero di dargli sempre

I hope to give him so many

soddisfazioni.

more sadisfaction.

12 - april -2017

SISTERS

0-5 years old parents and siblings

english

That’s my first step.

Old English, of Germanic origin;

When I met them, the

related to Dutch zuster and German

people in which I

Schwester, from an Indo-European

sincerely trust.

root shared by Latin soror. italian - “sorella” derivated from latin - soror, similiar to nun (suora).

SIMON

a Simon,

to Simon,

che piccola ho visto

girl that I saw growing so

diventare grande e che

fast:

LE-BON

con grande furia di

with an enormous fury of

crescere si muove.

growing she moves.

che mai si ferma e sempre

girl that never stops and

continua, di cui forza non

always goes foward,

ha bisogno.

whose does not demand any needs.

12 - april -2017

SOPHIE

a Sophie,

to Sophie,

che vive la vita più

girl that lives the

profonda che abbia mai

profoundest life I’ve ever

visto,

seen,

che mai in superficie

that never go throught

passa, ma per la via

the surface and moves the

travagliata del giusto

rought path of the just;

procede,

which I’m afrait to hurt

che ho paura di ferire al

by only touching.

solo tocco.

12 - april -2017

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GRANDPARENTS

0-5 years old parents and siblings

english

That’s my first step.

1802, from grand- + parent (n.)

When I met them, the people in which I

italian - “nonni”

sincerely trust.

late latin “nonnum” for male (nonno) and ‘nanny’ for female (nonna). words that reproduces the infantile language.

to you, and to our tzum-tzum. to your smiling face when I tasted chili in my mouth.

I miss you.

granny.

I never give you as much time as you wished and I will never fill it with warm hugs and happiness.

My heart is full of this, astract concept I never show.

to my grammy, I’ll give you all my time left.

both cicles are the background of my life.

without them I could be on a unreal place, no decoration, no existence.

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FRIENDS english Old English frēond, of Germanic origin; related to Dutch vriend

5-10 years old friends and frenemy

Secondly here they are.

Look a bit away from home and you’ll find

and German Freund, from an

them.

Indo‑European root meaning ‘to love’. italian - “amico” from latin amicus conected to word “love” (amare) first half of XIII .

empty place to think of friends who are still with me. which are fews.

as this page, they’re decoratin my life.

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LOVE AND RE LOVE

10 -15 years old love and re-love

english

First dreams, first

Old English lufu, of Germanic

strange feelings.

origin; from an Indo-European root shared by Sanskrit lubhyati ‘desires’, Latin libet ‘it is pleasing’, libido ‘desire’, also by leave and lief. italian - “amare” Lat. amare •sec. XIII. sanscrito kama = desiderio, passione, attrazione.

“TO THE MOON AND BACK”

I may thought I’m just another pit stop.

But at the moment my answer is just to watch closely.

sicily first love

the power of deleding what is still here, a stroke of a pen out of patterns, I would like to have.

Deled you to not remberber what is happiness, 8

or rembermber it.

brasil a diffent love

today I’ve imagined you, during golden hours and a spring and biting sun, and you were inside a sicilian church,

poland

with your whole personality, integrity as human being.

“Ti amo”

distant love

I whispered, in words of my mind.

colombia deep love

the line of your face so near, so real, touchable, visible, alive, screaming and then, faw away, absent, unreal.

home in pezzi come sono,

broken as I am,

tocco il marmo più vicino

I touch the neaster vessel

a me,

to me,

sei tu,

it’s you,

casa.

home.

12 - june - 2020

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SELF - LOVE

20 years old - now love and re-love

If you’re feeling sad

My last step, for now at least.

and discouraged, go and

Me

seat at the balcony, near the walnut tree. It’s a peacefully place. dicember - 2017

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death

I touched the end of my days,

It’s a deep trip I’m

which lays inside me;

working on since I was 13

patiently silent

years old.

to brood this event.

It’s an hard challenge I’m

And then,

doing in order to start

in a day that must be define yet,

loving myself.

it will rise

And I’m still looking

and shine with its beauty.

for the impossible inner

But for now,

peace.

it holds me and allows me to walk.

Hidden.

One day, she will rest freely, without my skin, my stomac, my muscles: you, death, bones.

19 - september - 2019

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2

purified Falls on a gray background the haviness of days, the never-been-enough.

A malinconic song that purifies from smoke, that invisible, with a note, runs away. It falls, small and rare.

And a trees, over there, rests after the rain purified by the days, that sanitizes my thought.

I’m purified, complitely.

23 - genuary - 2018

“It’s impossible to become simple and real in one day. Persevere and, above all, we should have patience: those who believe do not hurry.”

from “Letters to Theo - Vincent Van Gogh”

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