dedicated to the english speaking friends
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Persian Dream/ Roya My mind was woven into an ancient carpet past days pulled me to the market I bought two pomegranates, one was sour, one was sweet my legs were trembling from the heat An angel rushed from heaven she placed the virtuous seven A demon arised from hell she cursed me with a spell She walks in the crowd I yell out loud her hair is falling down like vine as she looks back I see her eyes shine Her light illuminates my soul it used to be dark as coal I feel my heart hammering against my chest She’s the dream I will never have possessed
Under clear sky clouds above On dry sand wet asphalt Covered with silk synthetics flowery pattern plain and simple Graving Naan Tacos Left to right right to left In genes at heart avid
On way up to the absence of gravity wine runs down from the tip of the finger light is covered at night eyes not blind to see the place where you need no effort to laugh where giving love becomes a habit at every hour on the clock the fruit contains everything vital
Inside to the outside in colours and ink every verse and brush stroke shines with love the look out the window is not enough observations solidify and the world looks at them
Home Black hair winding accros white sheets unsheltered night restrains dreams face burried in the pillow frost creeps around celestial gown Longing for a place reflected in the eyes a lifetime to reside for love to blossom
Your laugh sends me to heaven
White White white, white gown this day and this day only Dancing prancing, hands enclosed hands bonded till death and so Happy promised, given away locked away, sealed not mine to have White, white, white gown purest, farest, fairest I soil it with my being Wanting there in the middle right away, take it all away I see it ripped and bare Marred with life, pitch drips as it drops I grab for it White, white, white
Carmen Tell me, how many more men do I have to kill till you see I’m made for you? This night you left me telling me you love me All these favors I’ve done and now you have a new one You know what’s left to do for the last time I will look into your gypsy eyes before they will close forever
S.R. #2.000.000 Bullets piercing the man of truth Big bombs are about to be dropped Streams of people filling bridges escaping national death We left our home and men with nothing but our clothes sleep in tents of a stranger’s country We lost our identities every day we wait to return Human love keeps us alive
Oh, Sibyl Oh, Sibyl What awful performance Repulsing my meal embarrassed in front of acquaintances killing all I loved in Act I the beauty was in your art the world stages belonged to you my wealth would have made it given Oh, Sibyl Gaining all and losing it engaged then left driven out of this “real” world falling lonely down the abysm I wish to put the mess right by marriage right away on the next day Tender lips kissing prussic acid Oh, Sibyl I’m a satyr to cause this but what a great greek tragedy! Crooked smile in my image I look deeply into the eyes of the absolvitory face the mirror reflects flawless youth Some would call out “A young god!” agreeing with my own awareness Oh, declamatory Sibyl selfish, reckless deed so I won’t bother plentiful intentions accrued immortal with all the powers to sin you showed me I can induce anyone to kneel I see myself what bliss it is to have no remorse
Nephilim Light burns my skin My desire is to sin Soil her body with my sickness thrusting my piece inside her innocent flower red creek running down her legs spouting moan of agony spending my seed of life Hell awaits me my fingers run across her piercing in her flesh biting and licking that tender neck pulling her close into my thorns devil will take her too
Firefly Like a star behind clouds you glimpsed shortly into my life but you came down to me like a firefly How do I keep you without breaking your thin body or caging you in a jar? Ignite and burn lifting of bleak nebula
Between before and after Remember every spot you set your foot upon has been nothing before masses solidified into earth will be nothing after this world lit up to disappear and remember as you laugh with another person there was nothing before molecules started to unfold into animated structure there will be nothing after the last human exhaled his last breath and remember as you read these lines there will be nothing after every written word perishes there was nothing before I became Creator
Bird crashed outside Baghdad Wo ai ni Mahal kita Just by being she made him smile the memory still does even on the worst days
Is the universe afraid to die? Wondering if it will collapse in itself in the next second or expand into a vast stillness till eternity
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Fereshteh Desired wings gleaming near your presence I fly in the sky you gave me mine enlace my hand to soar high let hold to see attached to your back the mightiest feather
Out of the night White falling down graced with laces make up concealing imperfection to perfection headed out to find some affection high heeled walk turned all the faces Endeavored drinks push towards empty hands cigarettes go well with kisses and liquor glimpse of aesthetic under light flickr from above eyes see all one ever demands I saw you dancing with a broken heart only known to her ghosts tear her inside apart to keep her from falling the reprise tries to hold her I saw you leaving without telling anyone good bye after the fear passed before a sigh a breeze of decay slips down her shoulder
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Pursuit of a dream Think about what you can do Think about what you can achieve Think about the unlimited possibilities Think and see See your feet on the top of a mountain See down the valley with every tree and every river See that this is all you can go to See and know Know we have lived in the mud Know we have reached the moon Know there are no limits in this world Know to love Love the life you’re making Love the friends you’re gaining Love the energy you’re receiving Rise above everything Look down on god Become human Now come on Keep on walking Take one step behind infinity There won’t be a greater opportunity There won’t be a better moment than now The one right now
between these hugs they tell me you are lonely I feel every time your terrible aching for someone these kisses are not passionate but desperate how you look at me full of wishes of what I’d be
You made me be alive I know because When you left I died
Do not worry or weep about me fade it all out For fuck’s sake in my dying moment just hold my hand
Nature streams of water pushing to the valley rushing over soil away altering into new grinding stone in wise patience a flake of snow from the endless sky pairing up freezing the surface of the land sweet veil to uncover the truest face I do not wish to be more than them only long to live under their indifference to fight for every breath to be mine
Simple At one point you know you’re in a fight And then you are calm a hit is a hit pain is pain victory is victory
Night Sonett II I lived a blissful day in the night saw with closed eyes her smile bloom facing me the eyes, with warm light a moment for a prophecy to loom We go so well as one she always comes to my door we laugh like none anything for her I already swore Just in peak of loves height she faded away under my devotion sun merciless returned the white despaired I hold on to my emotion I wear your memory with deepest craving for a day it is pain that mine is left tomorrow with nothing to say
Usurp Take their king And make him bow To whom they swore alliance The court, the lords And the people Put a dagger to his bare flesh The back is the best spot He needs to feel the cold steel He fears most what he loves the most Take actions, be ruthless to the marrow Not a single word to say Every man understands deeds Throw his will to your kneel
Melancholia II Summer’s gone death is coming riding on his horse People lost their masks walk through the streets they welcome him Above black wings cover up every face silencing screams of horror All fire dies only a single breath leaves the greatest heart empty The world has stopped to move slowed down into a lonesome figure collected fear to choke on it Moon and sun rise together above our tomb in the desert buried along dormancy with the throat cut The lights have been taken from the sky spheres are ordered to the scaffold the thorny king still hangs from his throne Quietly a rag crowns the wasteland no word was uttered the great reign of silence begins
Feeling I’m always afraid to feel too much it happens when a lost love returns while playing a song that grabs my abyss and every memory bleed its entirety Or when I go down the deepest corner to stay and scrape my fear off the walls I collected it all to create a simple idea knowing time will burn it all Worries could rot a living being through the night where there is no answer but only despair I sweated, oh I did like it was one second left but still I woke up to the face of the sun The earth our mother of all where I walked she attended me wind, grass, mountains, forests, unfathomable it made me burst, oh burst there was nothing else The tunes! They could turn off everything else I forgot who I was and what I did and do I turned into a moving body so careless in all beauties a love huge enough for myself was never thinkable Dearest, mine I was blessed with you gave me more than I will understand stuck for words I could never speak enough it was blood we shared it all the same Days and years I was feeling too much it tempts me to think I was overwhelmed and yes I will now say this truly in all honesty I have lived ‌ I have lived. I have lived!
DEPICTED ENTITY 2016