The Laments of Sappho
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ISABELAMATHILDE
Sappho,knownas“ThePoetess"from the Greek island of Lesbos, was an acclaimed poet noted in antiquity for herversesonlove.Shewasadevoteeof Aphrodite,andinspiredbyherutterly sun-soaked fragments invoking the goddess of love, the laments in this collectionarethoroughlydedicatedto her and her woolgatherings as the TenthMuse.
Towhomeverdevoursthis,
Some of these verses burgeon from the maladyofhope,andsomefromthelossof it.Takepityontheheartfromwhichthey have bloomed. The heady torrents of longingcanfreethesoulasmuchasentrap it,sotreadlightly.Isincerelyhopethatthis brief collection can somehow fuse itself withapieceofyoursoul.Ihopeyourheart isoverwhelmedwithrawnesstoattestthat you must protect it—protect that delicate organ that pumps blood into your very being,foritistheonlyoneyouhave.
Withoutwax, Isabela
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This little amalgamation of love poems, written amidst the fancies of desire and delusion,ispublishedinhonourofsapphics and dedicated to lovers. Brimming with passion, The Laments of Sappho, contemplatestheconnectionofsouls,that longing for immortality, with constant allusions to nature and the cosmos. From poemswritteninthewhimsiesofthemind tocarefullydedicatedyearnings,itfurther explores how the psyche of youth is halfconsumed and voracious in the pandemonium of being. Created with no seriousness but with full dedication, these works are accompanied by paintings that wereessentialinspirationstotheauthor.
P r o l o g u e
"Whatmyfrenziedheartcravedinutteryearning, Whomitswilddesirewouldpersuadetopassion?
Whatdisdainfulcharms,madlyworshipped,slight thee?"
SAPPHO|ODETOAPHRODITE
DeathofSappho,1881 MiguelCarbonellSelva
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“Herpoet’slipsdrippedofhoneyandwine
Herkisstouchedandalleviatedsouls
Savouringitsbitternesswithsaccharineambrosia
Fuellingthegods’desideriaandpaintinguswithgold
PraisestotheartfullyadornedAphrodite
Pearlsinclamshellsdrippingoflove’snectar
Sapphicsentencesofferedassentiments
Bathinginblisshathengulfedthelovers
Everythingshetouchedwasblesseddivinity
Radiantbeings,bondseternalinmetamorphosis
Existentbeautyinherchaosofsacreddevotion
Thelove-starvedpoetsheldwithintheirvices.”
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“Inthislovesick nightmare
Myfleshfeelsforeignto me
AndIamrevoltedbythis lingeringhope
Ahopethatinfectsthose whocannotaffordit God,Iamplaguedbythis tenderemotion
Thepoetry,an unfortunatesideeffect
Myskinblackeningas bugscrawloutmy stomach
Myheartstillaching,still beating,rots
Sohere’sawarningto poetsandfools:stop.”
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Old Gods
Howgrotesque,myheartinyourhand,you keptit.
For centuries I felt myself withering with littledeaths
Butitismyheart,stillwholeandbeating, thatisforeveryours.
Your placid kisses, I relished, so divine, hauntmestill.
They burned me like poems, branding my skin,
Carvedinmybonessothatwhenpeoplecry overwhatremainsofus, Theyareshaken.
Utterlyconvulsedbytheravenousgodthat bewitchedus Thegodsthatbecameus.
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TheNightmare,1781—HenryFuseli
Fragments
Ihavewedmyselftothesea
Thathasrightfullyburiedme
Withthesea-framedtormentandagony
Letthylovewrapthistendercertainty.
Herlaughwassweetsoliloquy Tomysun,Iamdevoted, Theearthlypeacethatyieldstome Ourheartbeatsburnedassoileroded.
“Thereisthissecretroominsideofme/Theonethat’sbuiltforus.”
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GENTLECREATURE
Shedances, Thefallofherarmscalltome
Gentle andIamlucid
Shereaches
Herfeetpointtothatearthenland
Structuredanddelicate anangel
Sheclutches
Mydarling’sembrace Dressedinlaceasshedances.
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Conchoidal Fractures of Sea
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TheKiss,1890-1900—RoseO'Neill
Theoceanpartsatherwake, Thewavesriseandfall
Andatthesummitofexistence itcrashes
Amostdevastatingcrashofwaterandwind, fleshandflesh
Theunmistakablecurrentsoftheuniverse Aslifecollideswiththesea.
Thehummingsoundsoftempests Acallofwhatitmeanstobe.
Onrushesthetides,sweepingallthebodies andbodies, Thebirths anevermeaninglesscycle: Water,vapour,cloud,rain.
Yettheoceanyearnsforher—andsheforit
Nothingoflifeisofstillness
Ittremblesanditweeps
Itcrashesanditaches Butthewaterwithersnot,itflows.
Itisnotmetalbutfleshwhichbreaksthesea
Anomnipotentongoingnotonlyknowntome.
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TOOURCEASELESSUNIVERSE
Ionlyworshiptheoblivionbetweenour bodies
Thespacebetween acollectionof atoms,stars,universes
Achemicalcollisionofsouls;a compositionofyouandI
Endlessandimmortal sacred like theplanetsthatremainuntouchable
Thatceaselessdiatribeofmanagainst god—searchingfortheinexplicable truthbetweenoursouls
Theeternalmysteryboundfor exploration
Totheemergenceofthecosmosthat coalescelikehearts.
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Wax-sculpted Heart
Wax-sculpted Heart
Wax-sculpted Heart
IamterrifiedofthisheartIhavebeatingin mychest
Wax-sculpted Heart
Itachesforthebrightnessofyoursmileand thelightnessofyourskin
Wax-sculpted Heart
YouaretheperishablesunandIamIcarus himself, Preparedtowadethewatersofhellto embraceyou.
Wax-sculpted Heart
‘Come,letusfalltogether,’Isaidinmyhead thousandsuponthousandsoftimes.
Gods,thewayyoulookedatme—itwaslike thedeathoftheuniverseitself.
Wax-sculpted Heart
Iwassopreparedtowitheratitsbeauty.Oh thosesmilingeyesofyours, Youlookedsowillingtoperishwithme.To wither,toperish,tofall,todie—
Wax-sculpted Heart
Toembracethisend,sodismallybeautiful.
Thebeatinginthiscagewouldnotcease.
Wax-sculpted Heart
GodsdoIdespisethisheart,becauseatthis end,Imustburnalone.
Ishallburnwiththestars,Ishallwitherwith thesun.
Wax-sculpted Heart
Iburnintheinferno meltedwingsandall.
Wax-sculpted Heart
Wax-sculpted Heart
Wax-sculpted Heart
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‘Withoutwax’signedthoseletterssmotheredwith kisses
Interlocked gazes, unwavering and pouring like sunlight
Smilesandsuddeninfinities everybreathsolely pouredoutforyou
Aninfantineyetgenuinecollisionoftwosouls
Cadencedbydepth,light,andink
Therestoftheworldablurryfleetingthing
Comparedtothewarmthoftouch,theflickering flame
This nebulousness of yearning and the silent ‘I loveyou’s
‘Withoutwax,’Isignthislettertoyouandyour grinningsoul.
Without Wax
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