a prayer for capitalism. a prayer for the end of capitalism. friends to be depressed. I do not want to be depressed. I do not want we do. I remember the first time I read theory. am I looking I don’t want to speak about death. death is the only truth. death capitalism? I wonder how we feel? I do not say I AM DEPRESSED therapist says its better this way. thousands in fucking funding to wait in line? because of fucking capitalism. how do I do I become? what am I going to share what am I trying to deliver? am I going to go insane!! maybe there is something there that keeps horrible or if its actually horrible or ifs just think its horrible. I am to slay murder. friends unite murder unite workers unite. another distinctions within another distinctions, within another within another distinction, within another distinction. what do my soul? what do I do with my body? what do I do with my heart? capitalism has sucked me dry. fuck me fuck this fuck that. think I created a capitalist moment for myself. I am free to produce free free freee. free of capitalism free of sadness. keep thinking I think I trust or what am I thinking here. GOTTA KEEP PUSHING. every time a desire is betrayed a priest is happy, SIR we are under ME. what are the desires that are controlling me. imperialism why am I thinking about Nicki Minaj. I don’t understand why.
HONESTLY MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN DEPRESSED WITH BEING DEPRESSED DO YOU THINK ANYONE WANTS DEPRESSION SPEAK REALLLY FAST PUKE THEORY PUKE LIFE IS VALUABLE KNOWLEDGE MY BODY IS A TOOL MY BODY IS ALREADY A FOSSIL? MY BODY IS ALREADY FUTURE PLEASE TELL ME? WHAT IS FUN GONNA LOOK ITS JUST A FEELING UNDER CAPITALISM FUCK WHY THESE THINGS? OHHHHH SAD SORRY WHY WOULD
I
WANT
capitalism. I want to be hopeful.I do not want my want doubt constantly in everything that looking at someone or am I looking crazy? death is eminent. can the only truth destroy DEPRESSED but that I FEEL because my that go to this. why the fuck do I have look prettier how do I get a feeling how deliver? I think if I lose touch with my belly keeps it all together. I don’t know if its am gonna use it i am gonna use it. I want unite. everything has a distinction within distinction, within another distinction, I do with my body? what do I do with heart? what do I give what do I distribute? that. I think I have a great fuck idea. I produce whenever wherever. then u will be thinking and producing and thinking and PUSHING. sure, I read a couple of books. under capitalism. my desire IS KILLING has created this alpha and the omega, why. what is the purpose behind that? DEPRESSED WHY ARE YOU OBSESSED WANTS TO BE OBSESSED WITH PUKE THEORY THIS IS MY LIFE MY TOOL THIS IS CAPITALISM WHAT IF ALREADY DECAYING WHAT IS ANOTHER LOOK LIKE? BECAUSE NOW FUN WHY DO I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT WOULD I WANT THAT LIKE HONESTLY?
A RITUAL TO DESTORY CAPITALISM
WHAT IF YOU WANTED TO DESTROY
YOUR BODY IS A DISPOSABLE TOOL UNDER CAPITALISM YOUR BODY IS ROTTING CORPSE
I AM GOING TO SACRIFICE MY BODY
WHO IS PEOPLE WHO IS YOUR WHOS BODY WHOS YOU
PROBABLY THE PEOPLE IN THE LAB
I DO NOT KNOW WHY I NEED TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN CLOSENESS UNDER CAPITALISM
WHAT IF EVERYBODY IS MY FRIEND AND I DID NOT HAVE NOT THINK ABOUT KNOWLEDGE EXCEPT
WHAT ARE THE THINGS THAT I CAN CHANGE
I DO NOT WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF
ONE DAY I WILL WAKE UP AND I AM AFRAID IM GOING TO BE A PIG A CAPITALIST PIG
OK BE NICE OK BE NICE
CAPITALISM HAS MADE ME EVIL BUT
JOIN ME
I NEED OTHERS
HOW WOULD THE FIGHT AGAINST CAPITALISM?
I DO NOT HAVE THE FIGHT IN ME
MAYBE IN THE COLLAPSE OF CAPITALISM OUR MINDS WILL BE CONNECTED OUR CONSCIOUSNESS
WE WILL WAKE UP
WHAT IS HUMAN NATURE
WHY DID WE HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THAT
WHY ARE THE MOVIES ABOUT THE END OF THE WORLD FUNNY IT IS NOT FUCKING FUNNY BITCH
WHAT IF THE END OF CAPITALISM IS SO BLOODY AND VIOLENT
WHAT IF THE END OF CAPITALISM IS ???
I ONLY LOVE MY FRIENDS
IT IS SUCH A PERFORMANCE
LESS IS MORE MORE IS A BORE??
MAYBE ABUNDANCE IS NOT MORE
WHAT IS MORE NOT UNDER GREED
EVERYTHING HAS A CAPITALIST CONTEXT
WHAT IS LOVE UNDER CAPITALISM
I AM GOING TO USE MY MOUTH IM NOT GOING TO SHUT UP MY MOUTH MY TONGUE IS A BLOODY VIOLENT FIGHT AGAINST CAPITALISM
MY INTERNET SEARCH KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME
THATS A BIT CRAZY
THATS NOT OKAY
VIOLENCE IS SO RELIEVING
WHAT IS HUMAN NATURE
DELIBERATE VIOLENCE BECAUSE ALL VIOLENCE UNDER CAPITALISM IS SUBTLE
A MARBLE SCULPTURE BEING MADE CHISELING INTO MY BODY WHILE I BLEED AND STAY IN PLACE BUT MY MOUTH KEEPS MOVING
A RITUAL TO MURDER CAPITALISM
* make a circle with your depressed friends if you do not have friends grab someone from the street they are your friend
* connect to your own centre, mine is in my belly, it is where I feel fear love and the force of nature what is human nature??????
* feel your friends as if you were one body one center nothing can separate you forget that everything has a distinction within another distinction within another distinction within another distinction within another distinction
* imagine what is more without more but more as in more If its hard to imagine, imagine that you can imagine, collectively
MAYBE IN THE COLLAPSE OF CAPITALISM OUR MINDS WILL BE CONNECTED OUR CONSCIOUSNESS WE WILL WAKE UP
* meditate on the act of deliberate violence when does violence become deliberate? is violence deliberate? what was the last implicit act of violence that was on your body?
*locate it on the body, mark it, and ask Allah to avenge you
* lay down on the ground (with your back against the ground) and collectively roll to one side remember the smell of the earth and ask what is nature? With your nose buried in the ground think about your rotting corpse. I don’t know what’s next... maybe a sacrifice to a god that knows what to do about capitalism...v
