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8UEDQ/DQGVFDSHV We float through the days, adrift in urban sprawl. We are displaced in all places. In the midst of eddies, of swirling waters, we have emotions, introspections, dreams; we are lonely. We wind our way through the sunny skies, the colors that populate our world. We skip through dance steps, through battles, through flickering flux and fluctuation. We listen to the music of joy; we find companions to avoid loneliness. We try to fly. We step from sunlight to darkness, from joy to sadness. The city dreams, through our deceptions and our triumphs. It finds its own accomplishments, its artists, its knowers. It transforms itself, lines sweeping around the tessellation of life. Labyrinthine journeys, fiery self-discovery. The city watches us – its poets, its dreamers. We come from the corners of the earth and build our havens within this city. We find our Elysium.

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Nocturnal City Emily de Armas

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Color Blind Corey Berman

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Drive Me Away Sunshine Bianca Fernandez

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Soma Theano Stavrinos

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The Shadows Cast by Beauty Ana Pena

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One-Winged Butterfly Thomas Ilic

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She Wanted to Fly Susan Cohen

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Sisterly Love Allyson Jones

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The Weight Rafael Rivero

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Sunrise in Haiti Valerie Bellande

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Still Frame Nicole Chipi

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Ballerinas Christie Delagandara

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Tears for Expression Valerie Bellande

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I am What I Eat Amanda Martino

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Animal Politics Steven Palahach

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Lost up There Nicole Chipi

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A Ghost’s End, Day’s Glee Yaeyoon (Yuna) Park

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Revolution Carmella Guiol

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One Earth Luis Ocampo

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Finally the Boy Understands Nick Bernal

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My Hero Rides Again Elise Chazyn

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Together We Sing Alfred V. Nicoletti

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Self Portrait Joseph Burchell Cat in the Hat Brandon Wilson Give my All Michael Suarez Truth Eileen Rodriguez Three Images of Haiti Amanda Martino Untitled Beverly Acha Revolution Francisco Gonzales Portrait of Hope Brandon Wilson Smokey Andres Suarez Lonely Path Ginelle Boyer Introspection Joshua Roth The Soft Side Darnell Johnson Oh Hush Sarah Schloss

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I played here before the day when I cried because I glimpsed the horrors of our age and felt a terrible and solitary impotence.

I don’t play here anymore. During the past few years I have been bent on discovering the world beyond the golf course. I have devoured books with an insatiable appetite. Nikos Kazantzakis taught me to tread carefully between Buddha and the Overman. Ayn

I’ve returned to this place at the onset of adulthood looking for inspiration. The creeping darkness is minutes away from putting an end to my writing. The only light left is the one guiding the machines in the

distance as they lift the remaining scraps of the wild and dump them into a large steel container. As this venture to a simpler time nears conclusion, I am enveloped by a sense of infiniteness. The shapeless mechanical animals that raze our fields and seed indifference will not destroy my sense of self. I will seek to contract mankind’s reach and focus it on nobler goals—not just to expand, expand, and expand. I will seek to preserve a delicate balance between man and nature, man and society, and man and himself, a balance struck by my Mexican ancestors. I will escape unscathed from the calculated havoc of the twenty-first century. Call it faith or call it folly, but tonight I am optimistic that, like this hill, I will not be dismantled.

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Rand showed me the weaknesses in my political beliefs and forced me to reassert my positions with renewed vigor. Camus armed me with the guidelines for becoming a Saint without God. Márquez gifted me with a greater empathy for man—defects and all. The great literary masters of our time with their mighty pens provided me with a strong defense against the threats of our times, sharpened my mind, and hardened my resolve to fight humanity’s plagues whenever I encounter them. Still, I alone will face the bulldozers.


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was holding my hand so tightly under the bed I wondered why it did not snap. They had come for us again. They were the hunters and we were their prey. I could hear windows shattering as the gunshots went through. All the bottles on the honeycolored wooden shelf broke: medication, perfume, nail polish. The smell of spilled liquids invaded my senses: nauseating, acidic, a fire in my throat. The smell of death I remember thinking, the smell of death. It is true that only prey can understand the act of being circled. It crawls under your

skin and makes you see beyond the dark. You don’t breathe; you don’t move, but in that awful moment you love so much it makes you tremble. After what seemed like hours, the stars gave way to morning. They got tired, I guess, or maybe a little afraid of our resistance.

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He experienced the dreaded punishment twice: that of exile. As can be detected from his radio announcements at his return, this separation profoundly affected him; however, he remained strongly opinioned until his death in April of 2000. Another voice silenced.

It hardly matters whether one agrees with him or not. The broader landscape must be looked at; the countryside smells of the sweat of overworked farmers and clerin – a flavored alcohol – in which these farmers immerse their sorrows. The city is alive with gunshots and not even the clouds of dust can hide the poverty, the corruption. Yet, the voices of protest are muffled; the arguments that should lead to progress are discouraged. If I could, I would bring back more than Jean Dominique, the man: I would bring back Jean Dominique, the symbol. He embodied a precious liberty within Haitian society — that of freedom of expression.

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rural community, a community often unheard and unrepresented. The people listened to Jean Dominique. He inspired respect from his supporters and fear from his opponents. Not surprisingly, as the owner and operator of the nation’s oldest radio station, he was often at odds with the government during much of the 1980’s and 1990’s.


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blueberries, clovers with minty stems, Scrappy yellow pebbles, old aquarium gravel, Little green ‘helicopter’ seeds, green wings whirring to the ground, suicide. We’d peel them open, Stack them, pile them, Pretend to be mother such-and-such and soand-so. I remember cold nights and glassy stars Distant now, though once they were

brilliant.

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That day was memorable, if nothing else. The sprinklers were turned on that hot, August afternoon, whirring, sputtering Nasty hose water while we went running, shouting Mild obscenities and an occasional “I LOVE JACK!” (For at that time, the Titanic was quite the hit, and my friend Wendy was a diehard fan.)

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She said, “My, Apollo must have knocked those men on their heads. I can already sense the yellow washing off into that morbid color of decay.” He looked up and observed the surrounding suite. “Thank goodness they ran out of paint,” she said as she lit up her last cigarette. “They had to leave the maid’s chamber white,” and she stepped back into the hotel, finding it a relief to have lost him.

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plain Alexander, but something original – it’s Jig, but you won’t hear why. He’s mysterious in that calculated way. You see him in a club, in your mind’s eye, dancing with abandon under a straight-edge stupor of music and bliss. You know that if you asked his age, he’d lie and say nineteen. He’s the kind of guy who’s got an entire back-story. A birth date, an art school he’s attending. You can see it rolling off of his tongue and into the air between you, and it doesn’t even feel like a lie. You see him at a show, listening to men with violent guitars playing havoc with the air, and


But you see him there, in the half-light, humming with the wash of pure noise, mouthing the words of the song, there with his camera and his smile, there with his pen in his pinencrusted messenger bag, the pad of paper. And you don’t speak to him, but if you did, if you could hear him over the over flowing, pounding bass, he’d tell you about the band that’s playing.

He’d tell you about the one time he met them and what their cat’s name is. And he’d be serious, and he’d be passionate. He always is. You can see it in the way he takes his finger and flips his hair over his ear, and smiles at you now. You can see it in the way he pouts his lips and grins.

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drive me away sunshine like the kicking streams of yesterday so I never hear tomorrow but to find myself today found by the thumping against nature found through your tears your smile etches away my once caressed shine you are not my tomorrow repeat: you are not my tomorrow I peel away the sound of laughter sketch over the ringing in my ears fallen, I kneel over you I see you now I breathe you the same way you did yesterday the same way you will tomorrow the same way it’s always been I hate the way you stare at me every morning, every night I walk through fallen skies and every moment shades a piece of “good-bye” always there, but never here never where I need you to be never in the right place who’s to say our hearts are ever in the right place? so poison my skin with fluorescent whites bleach my hair with blonde brights spill my eyes with dark coffee and there you are beating within me for tomorrow, today and my yesterdays take me away sunshine throw me the sheets to cover this purple shade cover me with blankets to soften my being kill me now but let me breathe drive me away. Sunshine.


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The warmth of the sun Brings out her inner radiance; A beauty that is both A blessing and a curse. Her vain attempts to ďŹ nd truth Are never understood. She stands alone Amidst a sea of admirers. All she can do is wait. Wait for the moment when Someone will be her light, For when she will no longer feel the need To shine. And when her beauty is no longer A burden.

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6 L V W H U O \  / R Y H I’ve always been the type of person who hates memories. Some people adore the feeling Of holding on to an old scent Or a familiar face . . .

All I can do is cry, Remembering the day you died.

But I despise them.

The memories of you Replay in my head. I can’t laugh at our old jokes Or smile at the times we spent together. I can’t even get mad at the times You left me alone in times of need.

Spending the rest of our lives together. Helping each other through dark days. I’ll never see you again, So I sit here . . . My eyes red and My cheeks drenched. The memories replaying And the darkness consuming me.

[ 47 ] Sisterly Love Allyson Jones

I despise memories Because memories keep my eyes red And my cheeks Drenched with tears.

I wish you were still here, Not only as my sister But as my friend


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Even with their backs to me I see their inno innocence. The discreet giggling Makes me smirk, Remembering a time when I too Wore the same leotard and slippers.


It all happened so fast, not long ago A cat grew 50 feet tall from the floor No one knew what caused this chaos to occur Except for one, his name was Catour. Catour was the head chef at the master’s house He cooked concoctions With his main ingredient, a mouse Today he added something special A type of miracle grow It had abilities to change all From head . . . to toe

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“Catour!” Someone yelled from the top of the stairs “I need my breakfast right away . . . I cannot wait till the end of the day!” So Catour rushed up there in a hurry Not paying attention to the mix he had spilled It dripped and dropped into the cat chow Little by little the bottle emptied out The cat took a humongous bite And within minutes grew to an enormous size Unable to finish its meal And an appetite so much larger It went out on the town to find a satisfying supper Into his view came his ideal snack

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So he put his paw in the air and gave it a whack No one knows what happened to the plane that day, But one thing’s for sure: He was never hungry again.


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What a loss! Lost losers losing losses. Red jacket, hands in your pockets, Chalk on your nose, Dark shelf eyebrows, furrowed in a frown. You looked almost broken, Pale parched almond skin pulled taut over your ďŹ ne, aristocratic bones. I know what you lost, Mother, home, religion, your mind. But you straightened up, shoulders back, almost jaunty. Spry, wry, crying girl. So you lost today, But donâ&#x20AC;&#x2122;t dare lose your lacquered-smile.

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Our twenty-six member staff produced this fifty-six page volume. Each student was responsible for at least one page and some worked on as many as two spreads. All of the students were involved in the process of selecting the magazine’s literature and art. We opted to print four hundred copies, free for the artists but $3 for students. The publication was printed in full-color, thanks to a very generous donation from our principal, Ms. Adrianne Leal. We chose to use 80-lb glossy white paper with a 100-lb classic linen cover. The cover images were the end result of a magnet art contest. The body of works we selected seemed to suggest an urban theme. The works fell into the categories of Political Reflections, Introspections, Retrospections, Disconnections, and Transformations. The individual pieces were arranged to show a progression from darkness to light, from disorder to a tenuous balance.

Since Coral Reef has six magnets, we sought to represent the talents of the diverse student population by showcasing a range of mediums: paint, colored pencil, photography, digital art, poetry, essays, and vignettes. To showcase skills that fell out of the two-dimensional range of print, we also generated a website which included audio and video of dance, theater, film, and music. http://coralreef.dadeschools.net/elysium. The staff of Elysium is completely made up of volunteers; we worked after school and during lunch with Dell Computers using Adobe InDesign CS and Adobe Photoshop 7.0. We used fonts AHJ Garamond and Garamond for type and AHJ Michael for titles. This entire publication was printed by Rodes Printing Corporation, 8369 S.W. 40 St. Miami, Fl 33155 Telephone: 305-559-5263

Past Awards: 1997-98 A Bronze and All-Columbian from CSPA; Excellent by NCTE

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Principal: Ms. Adrianne Leal, without her this book would not have been published Assistant Principals: Mr. Brooks, Dr. Cespedes, Ms. Maysonet, Ms. Valdes Teachers: Mrs. Marion Hanks, Mr. Scott McKinley, Mrs. Colette Stemple Technology Department: Gracian Casas, Cynthia O’Hair, William Ortega The Coral Reef custodial staff.


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Joseph Burchell Kristie Conserve Bernardo Garcia

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