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The Duchess Takes a Lover

Ladies of Seduction Book One

Jillian Eaton

The Duchess Takes a Lover

Ladies of Seduction Book One

Jillian Eaton

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Table of Contents

TitlePage

CopyrightPage

Publisher’sNote

AdditionalDragonbladebooksbyAuthorJillianEaton

AbouttheBook

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Epilogue

AbouttheAuthor

Table of Contents

TitlePage

CopyrightPage

Publisher’sNote

AdditionalDragonbladebooksbyAuthorJillianEaton

AbouttheBook

Prologue

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Chapter Fourteen

Chapter Fifteen

Epilogue

AbouttheAuthor

Aduchess with nothing to lose

Afteradisastrousweddingnightfollowedbyeighteenmonthsofisolationatherhusband’scountryestate,theDuchessof Southwickhasgrowntiredofbeinglonely.Thereareonlysomanybooksapersoncanread,andMarahasreadmostofthem twice. So she’s made a decision. For the firsttime since her marriage, she’s travelingto Londonfor the Season. And while she’s there, this meek, shy mouse of a wallflower who has never met a shade of beige she didn’t like is going to do the unthinkable

MaraBuxton,DuchessofSouthwick,isgoingtotakealover.

Aduke with everything to gain . . .

WhenAmbrosehearstherumorsswirlingabouthiswife,hisinitialreactionisscornfulamusement.Mara,stepoutonhim? Absurd Whileafierysparkofattractionfirstdrewthemtogether,itwasextinguishedlongago TheDuchessofSouthwick,for allherbeauty,iscoldasice,andtheonlythingshehasachanceofinvitingintoherbedissnow ButwhenAmbrosediscovers thatshereallydoesintendtohaveanaffair,hisamusementquicklyturnstoincredulityandthentojealousy.Marais his wife, dammit.

Ifanyoneisgoingtomakeherburnwithpassion...it’shim.

Aduchess with nothing to lose

Afteradisastrousweddingnightfollowedbyeighteenmonthsofisolationatherhusband’scountryestate,theDuchessof Southwickhasgrowntiredofbeinglonely.Thereareonlysomanybooksapersoncanread,andMarahasreadmostofthem twice. So she’s made a decision. For the firsttime since her marriage, she’s travelingto Londonfor the Season. And while she’s there, this meek, shy mouse of a wallflower who has never met a shade of beige she didn’t like is going to do the unthinkable

MaraBuxton,DuchessofSouthwick,isgoingtotakealover.

Aduke with everything to gain . . .

WhenAmbrosehearstherumorsswirlingabouthiswife,hisinitialreactionisscornfulamusement.Mara,stepoutonhim? Absurd Whileafierysparkofattractionfirstdrewthemtogether,itwasextinguishedlongago TheDuchessofSouthwick,for allherbeauty,iscoldasice,andtheonlythingshehasachanceofinvitingintoherbedissnow ButwhenAmbrosediscovers thatshereallydoesintendtohaveanaffair,hisamusementquicklyturnstoincredulityandthentojealousy.Marais his wife, dammit.

Ifanyoneisgoingtomakeherburnwithpassion...it’shim.

Prologue

March 1813

Lily &Grove Dress Shop, London, England

“HAVE YOU HEARD the news?” LadyHarmsworthasked ina hushed tone thatwas notveryhushed atall. Aloud, boisterous womanwhosevoicewasoutsizedonlybyherbosom,shewasincapableofwhispering Orofkeepinganytidbitofgossip,no matterhowsmallorinconsequential,toherself.Asitsohappened,therewasnothingsmall or inconsequentialabouttherumor thatshehadbeenitchingtodivulgeeversincesheandthehard-of-hearing(forobviousreasons)LordHarmsworthhadarrived inLondoninadvanceofthemuch-anticipatedSeason.

“Whatnews?”LadyTopplewasquietandasflat-chestedasapieceofparchment,butshedidlikeagoodpieceoftittletattle Teetering on the verge of spinsterhood at the age of five and twenty with no prospects on the horizon (for obvious reasons),shelivedvicariouslythroughthescandalouslivesofothers...whenshewasn’ttendingtoheralarmingnumberof felines.

“Isthisinregardtothatgovernessrunningawaywiththevicar?Becauseifitis,I’vealreadyheardit.”Standingonadais in the middle of the dress shop with her arms raised above her head as a seamstress circled around her with pins, Lady Farthing theeldestofthetrio snappedherfingersandpointedatbreaststhatbothtimeandsixchildrenhaddraggeddown toanintolerablelevel “Higher,dear Ifthey’renottouchingmychinthenyou’redoingitwrong”

LadyHarmsworthgave a loud, vaguelyinsulted sniff. “Everyone has heard aboutthe governess and the vicar. Butwhat abouttheDuchessofSouthwick?”

“TheDuchessofSouthwick?”LadyTopplerepeated,lookingconfused.“Whatabouther?”

“You’ve mixed up your names again,” Lady Farthing said derisively “The only thing interesting about the Duchess of Southwickisthatshemanagedtolandaduke ThatgirlisevenmoreboringthanLadyTopple,ifsuchathingispossible”She paused.“Nooffensemeant,LadyTopple.”

“Nonetaken,”LadyTopplemumbled,glancingatherlapandverymuchwishingshehadthoughttobringoneofhercats.

“Foryourinformation,I haven’t confusedmynames.”LadyHarmsworthcrossedherarms.“Ihaveitonexcellentauthority thattheDuchessofSouthwickwillbeintownfortheSeasonthisyear.”

“Thatisn’tnews,”saidLadyFarthing “That’swhatisexpectedofher Thebareminimum,really Anddon’tgetmestarted onherwardrobe Thoseblandcolorssheprefersneverfailtomakemenauseous Whyawomanmarriedtothewealthiestman inEnglandwouldwillinglychoosetosubjectherselftobeigewiththat haircolorisbeyondme.”

“She’llcertainlyneverberenownedforherfashion,”LadyHarmsworthagreed.“Butmaybe this willgethernoticed.”Her mouthcurledinaconspiratorialsmile.“TheDuchessofSouthwickiscomingtoLondon...andsheplanstotakealover.”

Inthestunnedsilencethatfollowed,someonecouldhaveheardapindropfromthelineofstitchesthattheseamstresswas desperatelymakinginanattempttoheaveupLadyFarthing’sbosom

“That’sabsurd,”LadyFarthingsaidatlast,buttherewasjustenoughdoubtinhertonetoallowLadyHarmsworth’swords totakeroot.Forthatwashowgossipgrew.Intwistingvinesandleaves,itslippedintowhatevercrackorcreviceitwasable tofind.Thenitstretched,anditexpanded,untileventhestrongest,sharpestspadecouldn’tdigitout.

“Shewouldn’tdare,”LadyTopplegasped.“She’llberuined.Thescandal ”

“Will be gargantuan” Lady Harmsworth licked her lips in anticipation “I dare say even larger than when the Earl of Hollinbrookmarriedhisscullerymaidafterherbellybegantoswell Asifweweresupposedtobelievethatshe’dsuddenly takenalikingtochocolate.”

“Higher, ” Lady Farthing instructed the seamstress before she sighed with exasperation and yanked the needle and remainingpinsoutofthepoorgirl’shand.“Here,I’lldoitmyself.”Sherananewpieceofthreadbeforeturningherattention backtoherfriends “Herhusbandwouldneverallowsuchathing TheDukeofSouthwick,madeacuckold?Whenpigstaketo theair,perhaps”

“Hehasamistress,”LadyTopplepointedout.“TheFrenchstageactress.Ican’trecallhername.”

“Bythetimeyoudo,he’llhavealreadymovedontothenext,”LadyFarthingsaidwithatouchofbitternessthatdidnotgo unnoticedbythoseintheroom,allofwhomwereprivytothenot-very-secretfactthatLordFarthinghadamistressofhisown. “Because thatis the privilege ofmen. To do as theyplease, withwhomtheyplease, whenever theyplease it. Buta duchess

us no or ed eus of is dy wn hat of he ty ed an er as ds le of ly nd on to go n. ss shouldknowbetter”

LadyHarmsworthshrugged.“Maybesheassumesthatnoonewillfindout. I’m notgoingtotell anyone.Youknow how I abhorgossip.Suchaficklebusiness,spreadingunsubstantiatedclaimsofwrongdoingbeforethey’veevenoccurred.Youcan ruinsomeone’slifethatway.”

“But...”LadyTopplepickedatascabonherneckwhereoneofherbelovedcatshadscratchedher.“Youjusttoldus.” “Yes,butI’mnotgoingtotellanyone else ”Withasniff,LadyHarmsworthturneduphernose “Honestly,whodoyoutake mefor?”

BYNOON, THE newsoftheDuchessofSouthwick’spendingaffairhadtraveledthroughsevennotablehouseholdsandateahouse onBrunswickStreet.Thebrewingscandalwasonthetipofeverytongue,anditwasahorseracetosharethetitillatinggossip withanyonethathadn’theardityet

Bythedinnerhour,therewashardlyapersoninGrosvenorSquareandthesurroundingboroughsthathadn’tlearnedofthe duchess’sdaringplan.

Shewasgoingtotakealover!

Shewasgoingtodemandadivorce!

Shewastheking’ssecretmistress!

Allright,noone really believedthelastone MostlybecauseKingGeorgewasbothblindandmad,andalittlebitbecause itwaswellknownthattheDuchessofSouthwickhadn’tventuredawayfromherhusband’scountryestateforthebetterpartof eighteenmonths.

Butthewildspeculationwashalfthefun.

Byhalfpastmidnight,therumorshadreachedallthewaytoMarchHouse,aprestigiousgentleman’sclubthatspecialized inhighstakesgambling,beautifulwomen,anddiscretion Itsweptthroughtheelegantmahoganybarsandacrossthefeltcard tableslikewildfire,leavingamyriadofreactionsinitswake.

Amazement.

Disbelief.

Shock.

Onegentlemaninparticular,however,hadadistinctlydifferent response

Tall and black haired, with blue eyes that could slice like a knife and a mouth capable of great cruelty, the Duke of Southwickmerelyliftedabrowwhenwordofhiswife’splannedindiscretiontraveledtothefarcorneroftheclubwherehe wasloungingagainstawall,drinkinhand.

“Youdon’tsay,”hemurmured,andtheEarlofCalvern,whohaddivulgedthenews,paledconsiderablywhenherealized tojustwhomhewasspeaking

“I I pleaseforgiveme,YourGrace” Southwick betterknowntowhatclosefriendshehadbyhisChristiannameofAmbrose sippedhisbrandy.“Forwhat?” Abeadofsweatformedattheearl’srecedinghairlineandbeganaslow,tricklingdescent.“Ah...I...thatis...” “Youhavenotcausedmeundueoffense,Calvern.”

“Ihaven’t?”Calvernexpelledanaudiblesighofrelief.“Areyoucertain?”

Ambrose’ssmiledidnottouchthecornersofhiseyes “Ifmydarlingwifemanagestosnareherselfalover,I’llbethefirst tooffermycongratulations”

“I...I’mafraidIdon’tunderstand.”

“Theduchessisascoldastheicethatyou’reusingtowaterdownperfectlygoodbrandy.There’snomaninEnglandwho wouldwanttoclimbintobedbesideher.”Ambrosedrainedwhatremainedofhisdrink,thensettheemptyglassasidefor a servanttopickup “IknowthatIdon’t Ifyou’llexcuseme,Calvern,I’vespiedamoreentertainingcompanionoverthere”

Thedukewalkedaway,buthisabsencedidnothingtodiminishtherumors Ifanything,hiscallousremarks repeatedin hushedtonesagainandagain enflamedthemtoafeverpitch,andbytheendofthenightallofLondonwasonfire.

shouldknowbetter”

LadyHarmsworthshrugged.“Maybesheassumesthatnoonewillfindout. I’m notgoingtotell anyone.Youknow how I abhorgossip.Suchaficklebusiness,spreadingunsubstantiatedclaimsofwrongdoingbeforethey’veevenoccurred.Youcan ruinsomeone’slifethatway.”

“But...”LadyTopplepickedatascabonherneckwhereoneofherbelovedcatshadscratchedher.“Youjusttoldus.” “Yes,butI’mnotgoingtotellanyone else ”Withasniff,LadyHarmsworthturneduphernose “Honestly,whodoyoutake mefor?”

BYNOON, THE newsoftheDuchessofSouthwick’spendingaffairhadtraveledthroughsevennotablehouseholdsandateahouse onBrunswickStreet.Thebrewingscandalwasonthetipofeverytongue,anditwasahorseracetosharethetitillatinggossip withanyonethathadn’theardityet

Bythedinnerhour,therewashardlyapersoninGrosvenorSquareandthesurroundingboroughsthathadn’tlearnedofthe duchess’sdaringplan.

Shewasgoingtotakealover!

Shewasgoingtodemandadivorce!

Shewastheking’ssecretmistress!

Allright,noone really believedthelastone MostlybecauseKingGeorgewasbothblindandmad,andalittlebitbecause itwaswellknownthattheDuchessofSouthwickhadn’tventuredawayfromherhusband’scountryestateforthebetterpartof eighteenmonths.

Butthewildspeculationwashalfthefun.

Byhalfpastmidnight,therumorshadreachedallthewaytoMarchHouse,aprestigiousgentleman’sclubthatspecialized inhighstakesgambling,beautifulwomen,anddiscretion Itsweptthroughtheelegantmahoganybarsandacrossthefeltcard tableslikewildfire,leavingamyriadofreactionsinitswake.

Amazement.

Disbelief.

Shock.

Onegentlemaninparticular,however,hadadistinctlydifferent response

Tall and black haired, with blue eyes that could slice like a knife and a mouth capable of great cruelty, the Duke of Southwickmerelyliftedabrowwhenwordofhiswife’splannedindiscretiontraveledtothefarcorneroftheclubwherehe wasloungingagainstawall,drinkinhand.

“Youdon’tsay,”hemurmured,andtheEarlofCalvern,whohaddivulgedthenews,paledconsiderablywhenherealized tojustwhomhewasspeaking

“I I pleaseforgiveme,YourGrace” Southwick betterknowntowhatclosefriendshehadbyhisChristiannameofAmbrose sippedhisbrandy.“Forwhat?”

Abeadofsweatformedattheearl’srecedinghairlineandbeganaslow,tricklingdescent.“Ah...I...thatis...” “Youhavenotcausedmeundueoffense,Calvern.”

“Ihaven’t?”Calvernexpelledanaudiblesighofrelief.“Areyoucertain?” Ambrose’ssmiledidnottouchthecornersofhiseyes “Ifmydarlingwifemanagestosnareherselfalover,I’llbethefirst tooffermycongratulations”

“I...I’mafraidIdon’tunderstand.”

“Theduchessisascoldastheicethatyou’reusingtowaterdownperfectlygoodbrandy.There’snomaninEnglandwho wouldwanttoclimbintobedbesideher.”Ambrosedrainedwhatremainedofhisdrink,thensettheemptyglassasidefor a servanttopickup “IknowthatIdon’t Ifyou’llexcuseme,Calvern,I’vespiedamoreentertainingcompanionoverthere”

Thedukewalkedaway,buthisabsencedidnothingtodiminishtherumors Ifanything,hiscallousremarks repeatedin hushedtonesagainandagain enflamedthemtoafeverpitch,andbytheendofthenightallofLondonwasonfire.

Chapter One

The Next Day

Southwick Castle, Derbyshire, England

COMPLETELYOBLIVIOUS TO thegossipthatwastakingthe ton bystorm,MarabelleAnneBuxton,DuchessofSouthwick,wasin herrosegardenwithherhandsinthecoolspringsoilwhenhersister,LadyKatherineColborne,cametocall

The siblings, three years apart inage, were as different as night was fromday. Demure and soft-spoken, Mara (as she preferred to be called) enjoyed books, gardening, and composing music while Kitty had always been drawn to more adventurous activities including, but not limited to, horseback riding, tight-rope walking, and sneaking out of her bedroom windowtomeetanymannerofmidnightsuitor

Eventheir appearances were opposite, withMara takingafter their father and Kittytheir mother As a result, Mara had darkauburnhair,solemnbrowneyes,andawillowythinbuildwhileKittywasblonde,blueeyed,andvoluptuous.

ThentherewasthelittlefactthatKittywaswildlyinlovewithhernewhusband,whileMarawas...not.

“There you are,” Kitty declared as she came skipping across the lawn, the hem of her emerald-green traveling habit draggingonwhatremained ofthe silverymorningfrost. “I’ve beenlookingeverywhere. Iwas halfafraid thatpackofwild dogsthat’sbeenroamingaroundateyoufortheirbreakfast”Shestopped,hernosewrinkling “Whatareyoudoing?”

“IfIdon’tremovetheoldgrowth,therewon’tbeanyroomfornew,”Marasaidcalmlyasshesnippedoffadeadroseand tosseditintothetinpailbesideher.“SoI’mpruning.”

“Yes, I can see that.” Gloved hands on her round hips, Kitty frowned down at her sister. “But why are you doing it? Where’syourgardener?Forheaven’ssake,Mara.You’reonyourhandsandknees.It’snotseemly.”

Swipingabeadofsweatfromherbrow,Marasankontoherhaunches,havingbeenreadytotakearestevenbeforeKitty arrived TheweatherhadbeenunseasonablywarmandwetforearlyMarch Generallythistimeofyearshecameoutwearing ajacket,overcoat,andevenascarf.Buttoday,withthesununcoveredbyclouds,sheworeonlyalightlaceshawloveraplain browndressthathadwitnessedmanyaspringgardeningseason.

“Whoisheretoseemebesidesyou?Mr.Burrowistendingtotheorchardsoverthehill,andbothofhissonswereneeded elsewhere.We’re reseedingthe timothyfields today,” she saidwithnosmall amountofpride.“For the mostevenrows,it’s bestifyouhavemultiplepeoplestartoffatthesame ”

“IcanassureyouthatIdon’tcare,”Kittyinterrupted “Honestly Pruningroses SeedingThomasfields ”

“Timothy,”Maracorrectedautomatically.

“ you’renotafarmer,you’readuchess.Youshouldbesippingteaintheparlor,notdigginginthedirtinthegarden!”A sprigofcoiledyellow bouncedacross Kitty’s cheekas shegaveanagitatedtoss ofher head.“Whydidyoubother tomarry Southwick if you’re just going to act as you always did? In case you haven’t noticed, we needn’t forage for our supper anymore”

ApangwentthroughMara.

Apangofloss.Ofloneliness.Oflingeringregret.

“You’reright,”shesaid,foroftenitwasbettertosimplyagreewithhersisterthantrytoargue.IfKittysaidtheskywas purple,youcouldeitherwasteyourbreathtryingtochangehermindoryoucouldsmile,nod,andgoaboutyourday.“Would youliketogoinside?We’veafreshdeliveryoffigs Ifyoupairthemwith ”

“WhatI’dlike,”Kittycutin,“isforyoutoexplainwhyLadyGrahamtold me thatLadyBishoptold her thattheBaroness ofHalifaxoverheardLadyCartwrightandMrs.Shipleysayingthatyouareplanningtohaveanaffair!”

“What?”Herheadspinning shemusthavebeenoutinthesunlongerthanshe’dthought Maraplacedhershearsinthe pailandroseslowlytoherfeet.Shecouldhaveswornshe’dheardhersistersay...butno.No,thatwasn’tpossible.“They said what?”

Kittygrimaced “Pleasedon’tmakemerepeatit”

“But...”Shebitherbottomlip,ahabitbornofachildhoodinwhichstayingsilentwasthedifferencebetweenacareless knockonthesideoftheheadandabruisethatstayedblackfordays.“ButIdidn’ttellanyone.”

Hersister’sjawdroppedopen.“Youmeanit’s true? Marabelle!”

“It’snottrue.Butit’salsonot untrue.I...Ineedsomewater.”ShewentinsidewithKittytrailingbehindher,firingoffa

in he re m ad bit ld nd t? ty ng in ed ’s A ry er as ld ss he ey ss a

litanyof questions that she was incapable of answering Findinga pitcher of freshlysqueezed lemonade inthe parlor, she excusedthemaidandpouredaglassforherself,thenoneforhersister.“Weshouldprobablysit,”shesaid,gesturingatasetof matching blue velvet armchairs. A partially open window admitted a light breeze that cooled her flushed cheeks as she contemplatedthebestwaytoexplainherself...andherdecision.

Adultery, the sheer betraying act of it, was not something that Mara would have ever considered under normal circumstances But there was nothingnormal about beingrushed into a marriage to a manwho intimidated her, enduringa weddingnightthathadterrifiedher,andbeingsubsequentlyabandonedatacastlethathadneverfeltlikehome Fornearlytwoyearsshe’dwaitedhere. She’dgrownlonelyhere.

She’d withered here,likearoselefttoolongonthebranch.Yearning,thoughyearningforwhat,precisely,shecouldn’tsay. Butshe knew inher heart,inthe depths ofher being,thatitwasn’tthis Thatwhatever she was meanttodowithher life,it wasn’t this Shehadnotsurvivedthedeathofhermotherandtheabuseofherfathertosettleforisolationanddesertion For longdaysandevenlongernights.Alone.Forgotten. Forsaken.

“Henevershouldhaveaskedmetomarryhim,”shesaidquietly,scratchingataspotofdirtonherskirtwithhernail. “What?Speakup,”Kittydemanded.“YouknowIhateitwhenyoumumble.”

“Ambrose”Justspeakinghisnameoutloudmadehertonguethickenandthetinyhairsonhernapetingle

Ambrose Pierce Nathaniel Buxton, 6th Duke of Southwick

Amoredomineeringmanshe’dnever met.Whenhehadfirstapproachedher attheGlendaleBall,she’dassumeditwas somesortofjest.Evenacruelprank.Thenhe’daskedhertodance,andwhowasshetorefuseaduke?Swirlingaroundinhis arms,witheverypairofeyesintheroompinnedonher,she’dfeltcuriouslyweightless.Asifherfeetweren’tquitetouching the ground Before she was able tofullycatchher breath,the dance was over andhe was gone Until he materializedather doorstepthenextevening,anenormousbouquetoftulipsinhand,totakehertothetheater Theysathighinaboxwheremore peoplewatchedthemthanthestage,andaftertheplaywasover,hekissedher.

Her,LadyMarabelleHolden,ofaverageappearanceandlittletonosocialconsequence.

It happened again the next day when he invited her on a carriage ride through Hyde Park. Kitty had come along as chaperoneandhadchatteredawaylikeamagpietheentiretimewhileMarahadstarednervouslyatherlap,hardlydaringto lift her chinand steal a peekat the manacross fromher for fear that if she did it would all turnout to be some elaborate illusion Exceptitwasn’t, and itdidn’t, because he kissed her once more inKensingtonGardens, the memoryofwhichstill made her blushwhenever she summonedit.Finally,he kissedher ontheir weddingday.Rightonthe mouth,for everyone in attendancetosee.Hardlymorethanabrush,really,butoh,how her kneeshadquivered!Inpartfromtheshockofwhatwas happening,butalittlebit...alittlebitbecausebackthen,she’dstillfanciedherselfhalfinlovewithhim.

Nowsheknewbetter

“You’retalkingnonsense,”Kittyscoffed “Ofcourseyoushouldhavemarriedhim He’sa duke,Mara”

Herhandtrembledeversoslightlyasshebroughtthelemonadetoherlipsandtookasip.“Buthedoesn’tloveme.Idon’t thinkhehas ever lovedme.NorI...norIhim.Notinarealway.Notinawaythatcounted.”

“Love?”Hersister’slaughwassharpandfartoocynicalforawomanofherageandbeauty.“Whatdoeslovehavetodo withmarriage?Absolutelynothing,”sherepliedbeforeMaracouldrespond.“It’safairytalespunupbythosewhodidn’thave tohidewhentheyheardheavyfootstepsonthestairs Loveisuseless Loveisweakness Loveiswhatweshouldavoid,not strivefor FatherlovedMama,andwhatdidthatgether?Whatdidthatgetus?”

Arush of chills pressed ghostly fingertips down the length of Mara’s spine. “Nothing,” she whispered, but that wasn’t completelytrue.Love,oratleasttheirfather’sill,twistedversionofit,hadgotthemplenty.

Bruises. Beatings. Brutality. Cowering behind doors and under beds with her hand pressed flush against Kitty’s small mouthsothathersisterwouldn’tscreamoutandrevealtheirhidingplace Bitinghertonguesohardthatitbledandthencrying herselftosleepwiththetasteofblood,wetandmetallic,floodinghermouth Silenttears,sheremindedherself Alwayssilent, orelse he wouldcome.

Themonsterwhohadkilledtheirmotherinthenameoflove.

Thatnightwhenithappened . No.No,shewouldn’tthinkofit.She couldn’t.

Thatpartofher life was over She’dendeditwhenshe acceptedAmbrose’s proposal andunwittinglyswappedone typeofprisonforanother

“Hehasn’tbeenhereinmonths,”shesaid,meetingKitty’sgazeovertherimofherglass.“Icanbarelyrecallthelasttime thatweexchangedmorethanahandfulofwords.I’msurehehasamistressinLondon.It’swherehespendsmostofhistime.” “I’msurehedoes,”Kittyshrugged.“Theyalldo.”

he of he al a ay. it or as his ng er re as to te ill in as n’t do ve ot n’t all ng nt, ne me

“EvenWilliam?”sheasked,referringtohersister’shusbandofsixmonths Kitty’sfacewentblank,likeapagebeingturnedover.“Ididn’tcomeheretodiscussWilliam.Icameheretofindoutwhy theentire ton isbuzzingwithnewsofyourimpendingdalliance.Youcannotseriously beconsideringtakingalover,Mara.” Shelookedaway.“Wouldthatbesoinconceivable?”

“For me and most of the women of my acquaintance?” Her sister shook her head. “No. But for you? Yes. Don’t you rememberallofthosetimesthatyouscoldedmeforclimbingoutthewindow?You’venevermetarulethatyoudidn’twantto follow,andnowyouwanttohaveanillicitaffair?Whoeverstartedthisrumorhasobviouslynevermetyou”

No,theyprobablyhadn’t.Aside fromKitty,she didn’thave anyclose friends.Andeventhen,sometimes Kittyfeltmore likeanadversarythanaconfidant.Sheoftengrewwearyofhersister’scombativenature,butwhoelsedidshehavetotalkto, ifnotKitty?Nooneelsecaredenoughtocomevisither.

Notevenherownhusband

Inwardlybracingherself,shetookanothersipoflemonade Itwassweetonhertongue Sosweetthatitmadeherwantto throwup.Ormaybethatwasjustherownnerves.

“Butwhatif...whatifit’strue?”shesaid.

“What’strue?”Kittyasked,wanderingovertoashelfandpickingupacrystalsculptureofalotusflower;itwasbutoneof ahundredweddingpresentsthathadbeendroppedoffatthecastleafterAmbrosemadeitclearhedidn’twantthemlittering hisresidenceinLondon

“Therumor”

Tossingthecrystal flower fromonehandtotheother,Kittylaughed.“Don’tbeabsurd.Youwouldn’t.”Thensheglanced overhershoulderatMara’sfaceandhereyeswidened.“Tellmeyouwouldn’t.IfSouthwickfoundout ” “Ididn’ttellanyone.There’snoonehere to tell.”Sherosefromherseatandpouredherselfmorelemonade,moreoutof anxioushabitthananydesiretodrink WhensheofferedtodothesameforKitty,hersistershookherheadagainandfrowned

“Youmusthavetoldsomeone,becauseit’sall thatanyoneistalkingabout It’sonlyamatteroftimebeforeyourhusband findsout.Mara,thisis not howaffairsaredone.You’resupposedtomake some attemptatdiscretion.”

“Ihadplannedtomake all theattempts!Ididn’twantpeopletoknow,leastofallAmbrose.”Themereideaofherhusband beingcognizantofwhatshe was planningfilled her withdread. She could alreadypicture his reaction. Those icyblue eyes rakingacrossherwiththinlyveiledcontempt.Thedisapprovingpulseofhisjaw. “Another disappointment, Marabelle Why am I not surprised?”

“I’m just so lonely, Kitty,” she said despairingly “Trapped here in this large, empty house all on my own I want companionship.Iwanttodiscussmyday.Iwanttofallasleepnexttosomeoneatnight.”Shesqueezedhereyesshutasthetruth wassqueezedfromher.“IwantsomeonetoknowthatIexist.”

“I know thatyouexist, and this house isn’tempty, Mara. It’s filled to the brimwithfurniture, clothes, paintings, jewels! Why, lookat that diamond pendant around your neck It’s enormous,” said Kitty, not botheringto hide her envy “Youhave everythingweeverdareddreamof,andyouwanttoriskitallforwhat?Somenamelessloverwhowillkeepyouentertained forthespanofafewweeksbeforeSouthwickhaseveryboneinhisbodybrokenandyoubanishedtosomecottageinScotland, nevertobeseenorheardfromagain?Don’tbeabsurd.”

“It’s notabsurdityto wantattention, and Ambrose isn’tgoingto care. He hasn’tcared aboutanythingelse I’ve done for morethanayearandahalf,orevenbotheredtoinquireintomywell-beingsinceChristmas.Icouldbedyingordead,forall he knows” Whenbitterness threatened to creep into her tone, she swallowed itdown This was exactlywhyshe wanted to seekoutamalecompanion Sothatshe didn’t becomehard,resentful,anddiscontented Soshedidn’tbecome well,soshe didn’t become like her husband. “You said it yourself. Women in our situations have affairs all the time. It’s practically expected.”

“Yes,butyou’renotliketherestofus.”

AsMarahadalwaysbeenplaguedbythenotionthatshedidn’tquitefitinwithherpeersnomatterhowhardshetried,that littlesentencestungmorethanitshouldhave

“Howisthat?”sheasked,shiftingherweightfromonelegtotheother.

“You’remannerlyanddecorous.Exasperatinglyso.”Kittyflungoutanarm.“Andhavingrelationswithamanwhoisnot yourhusbandisbad.Entertaining,certainly.Wickedlyexciting.Butverybad.”

“Iwouldn’thaverelationswithhim,”sheexclaimed,startled.“Whywouldyousaythat?”

Hersistereyedherclosely “Mara,whatdoyouthinkanaffairentails,precisely?”

“Spendingtimetogether?”sheventured “Timeinbed,youmean.Naked.”

“Nak...no.No,no.”Blushingfromtherootsofherhairtothemiddleofherdécolletage,Marastumbledbacktoherchair andslidbonelesslyintoit.“Iwouldn’t...thatis...Idon’twantthat.Ihatethat.”

Kitty’s lips twisted ina humorless smile “Youhate fuckingand it’s the onlythingthat Williamand I are anygood at Maybe we should justswitchhusbands. I’m jesting, ” she said whenMara’s mouthdropped open. “Trust me, youwouldn’t wanthim.Althoughthere’s nodenyingthatAmbrosehas acertaindarkappeal.Youknow,ImustadmitthatIwas caughtoff guardwhenyouannouncedyourengagement.Heneverstruckmeasthesortofmanthatyou’deverbeinterestedin.” “Hewasn’t.”Onasigh,Maraletherheadslumpback.“UntilhetoldmeIwaspretty.” And I was foolish enough to believe him

Kitty’s lips twisted ina humorless smile “Youhate fuckingand it’s the onlythingthat Williamand I are anygood at Maybe we should justswitchhusbands. I’m jesting, ” she said whenMara’s mouthdropped open. “Trust me, youwouldn’t wanthim.Althoughthere’s nodenyingthatAmbrosehas acertaindarkappeal.Youknow,ImustadmitthatIwas caughtoff guardwhenyouannouncedyourengagement.Heneverstruckmeasthesortofmanthatyou’deverbeinterestedin.” “Hewasn’t.”Onasigh,Maraletherheadslumpback.“UntilhetoldmeIwaspretty.” And I was foolish enough to believe him

Chapter Two

April 1811

Glendale Manor, London, England

“MARA, PUT DOWN yourbook,”Kittyhissedinherear.“TheDukeofSouthwickiscomingthisway!”

Blinking,Mara useda silkhair ribbontosave her spotbefore deftlyslidingthe bookunder her seat Aballroomwasn’t exactlyanideal placetoread,butwhatelsewasshesupposedtodofor fivelonghourswhileher sister’sdancecardfilled andhersremainedconspicuouslyempty?Well,emptythatisexceptforLordStapleton,butashesmelledvaguelyofmincemeat jamandhadahabitoftrouncingonherinstepwhenevertheyattemptedtoexecutearight-handturn,shedidn’tcounthim.

“Who is coming this way?” she asked, craning her neck around her sister’s skirt The pink gown had been boxy and downrightfrumpywhenshe’dwornitforherdebutlastyear,withclumpsoflaceinallthewrongplacesandbellsleevesthe sizeofovergrowneggplants.ButKitty,skilledwithaneedleandblessedwithaneyefordesign,hadchangedthedressintoan elegant,flowingworkofartthatbarelyresembledthegarmentthathadearnedMaramorethanafewsnickers.

KittyhadofferedtoworkhermagiconMara’sgownfortonight’sfestivities,adaisy-yellowdressthathadoncebelonged totheirAuntSarah(notableforbothherhideoustasteinfashionandloveofcrumpets),butMarahadpolitelydeclined.Yes, the dress was clearly too big and yes, the color was blinding But the cotton fabric was cool and the waistline was comfortable,andwhatdiditmatterwhatshelookedlikeasnoonewasgoingtobotherlookingather?

Whenher sister was around, Mara wasn’tmerelyinher shadow. She was the dustunder the rugbeneaththe sofa inher shadow.Andshedidn’tmind.Notreally.Forshe wanted Kittytofindamatch.Shewantedhersistertoescape,toleavetheir hellishhouse and never have to come back. Butthe onlywayto do thatwas to marry. The onlywayto marrywas to find a husband Theonlywaytofindahusbandwastoattendaball

Andyes,sheneededahusband,too Sheneededtoescape,too.

Butshe’dmadeapromisetotheirmotherthatshewouldprotectKitty...anditwasapromiseshemeanttokeep.Evenif itcameattheexpenseofherownlife.

Anotherreasonshefavoredtheuglyyellowdress?

Itcoveredherbruises

“TheDukeofSouthwick”Bouncingexcitedlyonherheels,Kittyabruptlywhippedaround “How ismyface?DoIlook allright?”Shepeeledbackherlips.“Anythinginmyteeth?”

“Youlookbeautiful,”Mararespondedtruthfully.

In the soft light of the chandeliers swinging above their heads, her sister’s countenance was glowing. Her blue eyes sparkled,herblondehairshone,andevenherteethweresqueakyclean Bycomparison,Marafeltpaleandwithdrawn,likea rosethathadbeendeniedthesunlight

Her hair hung lank around her shoulders, her mouth was unconsciously pinched shut for fear of revealing her crooked incisor,andthereweredarksmudgesunderhereyesfromspendingthenightawakeandwatchingtheirbedroomdoor.

“A duke, Mara.” Kitty sucked in a breath. “This could change everything. Oh, he’s getting closer! Don’t stare at him. Goodness!”

Butitwastoolate Shewasalreadystaring Howcouldshenot?

TheDukeofSouthwickwas,inasingleword,menacing.Andifshehadtwo? Terrifyingly handsome. Hewastall,withbroadshouldersandaflatabdomenandmuscularthighsencasedinblacktrousers.Asamatteroffact, his entire ensemble was black, fromhis coatto his boots to his cravat. Evenhis hair was blackand swept cleanlyoffhis temple,givingheraclear,unhinderedviewofhisface

Slashingbrows,astraightnose,firmlips,astrongjaw Andhiseyes...

Maraswallowednervously.

Hiseyeswerepaleblueglass,sharpandruthlesslyassessingastheyperformedacursoryexaminationofhersisterbefore settlingsquarelyonher.

n’t ed at nd he an ed es, as er eir a if ok es a ed m. ct, his re

AsKitty’soldersisterandchaperone,thedutyfelltoMaratoinitiatetheintroductions Butwhensherose unsteadily fromherchair,shefoundthathertonguehadstucktotheroofofhermouthandthebestshecouldmanagewasanunintelligible, “Uggrrr.”ThenKittykickedherquitehard,andtheflashofpainpriedhertonguelooseenoughforhertosputter,“Your Your Grace,mightIintroducemysister,LadyKatherineH-Holden.”

Theduke’simpenetrablegazeflickedtoKitty,thenpromptlyreturnedtoMara. “Whatisyourname?”heaskedinadeep,richvoicethatcouldhavemadethedevilblush “M-Mara Marabelle LadyMarabelleHolden”

Kittystepped infrontofher and dropped into anelaborate curtsythatgave the duke a clear view ofher ample bosom. “Whatanunexpectedpleasureitistomakeyouracquaintance,YourGrace,”shepurredwhilstflutteringherlashes.

“Indeed.”Heshiftedhisweight.“LadyMarabelle,haveyouroomonyourdancecard?”

Marafroze “My my dancecard?”

TheDukeofSouthwickgaveacurt,impatientnod Itwas obvious thathewas notamanaccustomedtohavingtorepeat himselfandtheactofdoingsowasanirritant.Itwasalsoobviousthathemusthaverecentlysufferedablowtothehead.Why onearthelsewouldhebeignoringKittyandspeakingdirectlytoMara?NooneeverspokedirectlytoMara.Theytalkedpast her.Overher.Aroundher.Throughherasifsheweren’tevenintheroom. Butto her?

Never

IfKitty’sbewilderedexpressionwasanyindication,shewasequallypuzzled “I...Ihaveroom.”Marabittheinsideofhercheek.“Lotsofroom.”

“ButI’veonlytwodancesleft,”saidKittywithacoquettishtossofherhead.“Ifyou’dliketoclaimone,YourGrace,I’d daretosuggestthatyouactquicklylestIbeforcedtodisappointyou.”

ReliefwashedoverMara Thatwashowitwasmeanttohappen Strikinglyimposinggentlemendancedwithhersister,and shewasleftalonetoreadthebooksthatshe’dsnuckinunder her voluminousskirts Butthenwhy whywastheDukeof Southwickreachinghishandouttoward her?

Hisjacketsleevepulledback,exposinganinchofbronzedskinbetweenhisblackgloveandhiscuff.“CanIhaveit?Your card.Ishouldliketosignmyname.”

MarajerkedhergazeawayfromhiswristandaslidafranticglanceatKittywhostoodfrozeninplace,hereyes ashade lighterthanhersister’swithflecksofgreen bulginginanunflatteringmanner

“Umm I ” Shepattedher sides,thenturnedtolookather chair “I’mnotsurewhere itis Maybe maybeyou shouldsignyournametomysister’sinstead?”shesuggestedhopefully.

“Orwecanskipsuchformalitiesandyoucanaccompanymeontothefloorbeforethenextcontra-dancebegins.” “Right rightnow?”shesqueaked.

Heraisedabrow “Haveyousomewherepressingtobe?”

“No No,I,umm,it’sjust ”

“Goon,”saidKittywithanairylaughandanot-very-gentleshovethatnearlysentherstumbling.“HisGraceisaskingyou todance,Mara.Youwouldn’twanttoinsulthimbydeclining,wouldyou?”

Marawetherdrylips.WithenormoustrepidationandaknotinherstomachthesizeoftheAtlantic,sheslowlyplacedher fingertipsontheedgeoftheduke’soutstretchedarm.Animmediatetingle,thekindshereceivedwhenevershedashedacrossa ruginherstockingedfeet,shotthroughher Onagasp,sheliftedherchintofindthedukestaringdownather,anotchedlinein themiddleofhistemple

“LadyMarabelle?”heasked,histonenoticeablyrougherthanithadbeenamomentago.“Areyouallright?”

“I’m...I’mfine,”shesaidfaintly,whichofcourseshewasn’t,butwhatotheranswerwastheretogive?Kittywasright. Shecouldn’tsnubsomeoneaspowerfulandinfluentialastheDukeofSouthwickbyrefusinghisoffertodance.Nomatterthat hemusthavemistakenherforsomeoneelse Someoneofconsequence Someoneofinterest Someoneofbeauty Hebegantowalkandshefollowed,hernaturalgatehinderedbythesheersizeofhergown Shetrippedtwicebeforehe pivoted to face her, a hint of ire inhis gaze. All around themcouples squared off into positionto prepare for the ever-so popularcontra-dance,andwhenthebandstartedtoplaytheintroduction,signalingthedancewasabouttobegin,Maraandthe dukedidthesame.

“Ifthis is anact,” he said, his mouthhoveringbeside her ear as his hand settled onher waist, “Icommend youonyour originality”

“Anact?” she said, confused bothbyhis statementand where her hand was supposed to go Onhis side, she knew that muchfromherlessons,butwhere?

Toolow,andshewouldbeencroachingonhiship.Toohigh,andherthumbwouldbeintimatelyclosetohischest.She’d neverseemedtohavethisquandarywithLordHamsworth,buttocomparethetwomenwouldbetostandapudgywalrusand

anelegantpanthersidebyside Onewasroundandfanciedfish Theotherhardanddangerouslyfierce

e, ur m. at hy ast ’d nd of ur de ou ou er a in ht. hat he so he ur hat ’d nd

“Adisplaymeanttogainattention.Surelyyoucannotbe this clumsy.”Hegaveherawrylookbeforesolvingherdilemma bygrabbingholdofherwristandplacingitinthemiddleofhisribcage.Foraninstantlongerthanitshouldhave,thepadofhis thumbrestedoverherracingpulseandherheartgavearapid thump asanothertinglericochetedthroughher.

“Iamnottryingtobeclumsy,”shesaid,frowningupathim.“It’sthisdress.”

“Areyoureferringtothepotatosackthatyou’rewearing?”

“Myauntgaveittome”

“Doesshedislikeyou?”

Before Mara was able to muster a reply, everyone was required to switchpartners, and she found herselffacinganearl whosepragmatictouchfailedtoelicitevensomuchas aprickle.Thenshewas backwiththeDukeofSouthwick,sodarkly attractive,andthistimeshenoticedthatshewasn’ttheonlyoneunwillinglycaptivatedbyhisruthlesscharm

“Whyiseveryonestaring?”sheasked,risingontoher toesinorder topeer over hisshoulder ashespunher inanarcing circlebeforebringingherinclose,hisgriponherwaisttightening.

“They’rewonderingwhoyouareandwhyIamdancingwithyou.”

“Whyare youdancingwithme?”

“BecauseIhaven’tbefore.”

“Youhaven’tdancedwithmysister,either,”shefeltcompelledtopointout Hissighstirredthetendrilsbehindherearastheypassedclose “Yes,Ihave Ahundredtimesover” Theyexecutedaspin,brokeapart,andreturnedtoeachother.

“No,”shesaid,atadbreathlessly.“I’mnearlysurethatyouhaven’t.Becauseifyouhad,it’sallthatshewouldtalkabout.” Thecornersofhismouthcurledintoashapecaughthalfwaybetweenasmileandasmirk.“Are you goingtotalkaboutour dance,LadyMarabelle?”

“Thatdepends,”shesaidtruthfully “Onwhat?”

“Onwhetherthisisadreamorreallyhappening.”

He chuckled. The sound ofhis laughter was rustyand somewhathoarse, as ifhe didn’tdo itveryoften. And maybe he didn’t.Thedukedidnotstrikeherasamanparticularlygiventoidleamusements.

“Thisisnodream,Icanassureyouofthat”

“Howcanyoubecertain?”

“Because,”hemurmured,bowinghisheaduntilhismouthskimmedacrosshercheek,“ifitwere,youwouldn’tbewearing thisawfulgown.Youwouldn’tbewearinganythingatall.”

Stunned,Marastoppedinhertracksjustasthedanceconcluded.Theballroomeruptedintoapplause,butinthemidstofthe noiseandthemayhemoflordsandladiessearchingfortheirnextpartner,herwide-eyedgazeremainedlockedonthedukeasa rushofheatpooledlowinherbelly

“I plan to call on you tomorrow at your residence,” he said, and it wasn’t a question or a request, but a statement. A demand.“Wearsomethingotherthanthis,ifyouplease.You’refartooprettytohidebehindamountainoffabric.”

Thenhewasgone,andMara poor,ignorant,innocentMara wassmitten.

anelegantpanthersidebyside Onewasroundandfanciedfish Theotherhardanddangerouslyfierce

“Adisplaymeanttogainattention.Surelyyoucannotbe this clumsy.”Hegaveherawrylookbeforesolvingherdilemma bygrabbingholdofherwristandplacingitinthemiddleofhisribcage.Foraninstantlongerthanitshouldhave,thepadofhis thumbrestedoverherracingpulseandherheartgavearapid thump asanothertinglericochetedthroughher.

“Iamnottryingtobeclumsy,”shesaid,frowningupathim.“It’sthisdress.”

“Areyoureferringtothepotatosackthatyou’rewearing?”

“Myauntgaveittome”

“Doesshedislikeyou?”

Before Mara was able to muster a reply, everyone was required to switchpartners, and she found herselffacinganearl whosepragmatictouchfailedtoelicitevensomuchas aprickle.Thenshewas backwiththeDukeofSouthwick,sodarkly attractive,andthistimeshenoticedthatshewasn’ttheonlyoneunwillinglycaptivatedbyhisruthlesscharm

“Whyiseveryonestaring?”sheasked,risingontoher toesinorder topeer over hisshoulder ashespunher inanarcing circlebeforebringingherinclose,hisgriponherwaisttightening.

“They’rewonderingwhoyouareandwhyIamdancingwithyou.”

“Whyare youdancingwithme?”

“BecauseIhaven’tbefore.”

“Youhaven’tdancedwithmysister,either,”shefeltcompelledtopointout Hissighstirredthetendrilsbehindherearastheypassedclose “Yes,Ihave Ahundredtimesover”

Theyexecutedaspin,brokeapart,andreturnedtoeachother.

“No,”shesaid,atadbreathlessly.“I’mnearlysurethatyouhaven’t.Becauseifyouhad,it’sallthatshewouldtalkabout.” Thecornersofhismouthcurledintoashapecaughthalfwaybetweenasmileandasmirk.“Are you goingtotalkaboutour dance,LadyMarabelle?”

“Thatdepends,”shesaidtruthfully “Onwhat?”

“Onwhetherthisisadreamorreallyhappening.”

He chuckled. The sound ofhis laughter was rustyand somewhathoarse, as ifhe didn’tdo itveryoften. And maybe he didn’t.Thedukedidnotstrikeherasamanparticularlygiventoidleamusements.

“Thisisnodream,Icanassureyouofthat”

“Howcanyoubecertain?”

“Because,”hemurmured,bowinghisheaduntilhismouthskimmedacrosshercheek,“ifitwere,youwouldn’tbewearing thisawfulgown.Youwouldn’tbewearinganythingatall.”

Stunned,Marastoppedinhertracksjustasthedanceconcluded.Theballroomeruptedintoapplause,butinthemidstofthe noiseandthemayhemoflordsandladiessearchingfortheirnextpartner,herwide-eyedgazeremainedlockedonthedukeasa rushofheatpooledlowinherbelly

“I plan to call on you tomorrow at your residence,” he said, and it wasn’t a question or a request, but a statement. A demand.“Wearsomethingotherthanthis,ifyouplease.You’refartooprettytohidebehindamountainoffabric.”

Thenhewasgone,andMara poor,ignorant,innocentMara wassmitten.

Chapter Three

March 1813

75 Mill Lane, London, England

AMBROSEDID NOT hatehiswife.

There were some, he knew, who assumed he did, assumed thatwas whyhe and Mara had rarelybeenseeninthe same placetogethersincetheirnuptials.Butwhattheydidnotunderstandwasthathatewasanemotionthatrequiredgreatfeeling, notdissimilartolove.AndAmbrosewasamanincapableoffeelingeither.

Nottosayhehadn’tinthepast.

Whenhewasalad,aroundeightyearsofage,hehaddevelopedagreatfondnessforadogthathe’dfoundroamingthrough thewoodsofSouthwickCastle Thedog whichhe’dnamedWags hadbeensothinthatAmbrosewasabletocountallhis ribs.Havingneverbeenallowedtokeepapetbefore,he’dfalleninstantlyinlovewiththescruffyhound.Butashewasaware ofwhathisfatherwouldsayifheaskedforpermissiontokeepWags,he’dhiddenthedogawayinanemptystallinthestable andforweekskepthissecretpetfedwithscrapsoffoodfromthekitchen.

Under the cloak of darkness, Ambrose and Wags had romped together through the fields and explored the abandoned remnantsofanearbycottagethatthelocalvillagerssworewashaunted Ambrosewouldbringbooksouttothestableandread aloudtoWagsforhours Onoccasion,he’devenlosttrackofthetimeandfallenasleepcurledupbesidehispet

Over the durationofthe summer,Wags became his confidant,his companion,andthe onlyfriendofa little boywhohad none.Untiloneday,whenAmbrosewenttothestallandfoundhisfatherstandingbesidetheopendoorandthegroundskeeper standingbesidehim,ahuntingriflerestingonhisleftshoulder.

“Where whereisWags?”heasked,eventhoughinthepitofhisstomachhealreadyknew

“Thatflea-riddenmongrelhasbeendisposedof,”hisfathersaidcoolly “Wouldyoucaretoexplainyourself,Ambrose?”

“Wagswasn’thurtinganyone!”Athissides,Ambrose’ssmallhandsknottedintoimpotentfistsofrage.Howheyearnedto usethemagainsthisfather!Butthedukeloomedlarge,asbigasamountain,andhispowerwaswithoutlimit.Ambrosecould nomorestrikehimthanhecouldthesun.“Youdidn’thavetokillhim.Iwouldhavefoundhimadifferenthome!”

“Younever should have found himat all.” Most menwould have beenmoved bythe glisteningof tears intheir young child’seyes Butthedukehadseemedtofeelnothingmorethanamildtwingeofdisgust “Thedog’sbloodisonyourhands, Ambrose Letthis beawarning Follow therules I’vesetforthor suffer theconsequences Now goinsideandgetreadyfor dinner.TheWentworthswillbejoiningusandyou’llbeonyourbestbehavior...orelse.”

Withhiseyeswetandhischestaching,Ambrosehadboltedoutofthestables.

My fault,hethoughtasheran.

My fault, my fault, my fault

Ifnotforhim,Wagswouldstillbealive Thedoghadtrustedhim,andhe’dbetrayedthattrustbygettinghimkilled Itwas abrutal,hard-earnedlesson.Tolovesomethingwastoendurethepainoflosingit.Andonthatday,atthetenderageofeight, Ambrosedecidedthatheneverwantedtofeelthatpainagain.

Itwasalessonhe’dcarriedwithhimintoadulthood.Ashehadstoodoverhisfather’sgravewithrainlashingathisback andhisweepingmotherholdingontohisarm,hehadn’tbeenoverwhelmedwiththefuryhe’donceexperiencedasahelpless boy

Hehadn’tbeenjoyfulorsad

Hehadn’tbeenmelancholy.

Hehadn’tbeenregretful.

Hehadbeen...nothing.Well,nothingbutvaguelyannoyedthathismotherwaswipingherfaceonhisnewcoat.

Sixmonthsafterassuminghissire’stitle,Ambrosesentthedowagerduchesstoliveatacottageestateseveralhoursfrom SouthwickCastle Hepaidforhereveryexpenseincludingastaffoftwenty,dutifullywroteheraletterfourtimesayear,and otherwiseforgotthatsheexisted.Muchasshehaddonefortheentiretyofhisadolescence.

Ontheone-yearanniversaryoftheduke’sdemise,he’dsetaboutfindinghimselfawife.Therequirementswereclear.He neededawomanofexcellentbreedingwhowaspassableinappearanceandmeekinnature.Awomanwhowouldbearhiman heirandthenleavehimalone.Afterabriefsearch,hefoundLadyMarabelleHolden.

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