BEDTIME STORY

ฐานะปานกลาง วันหนึ่งศิลปินได้เอาเพลงที่ตัวเองเเต่งไปเล่นเพื่อเเสดงที่ลานกลางเมือง ระหว่าง จัดเตรียมอุปกรณ์ก็หันไปเห็นหญิงสาวลูกเศรษฐีกำาลังเดินตามพ่อเพื่อซื้อเสื้อผ้าร้าน หรู

ระหว่างที่หญิงสาวเดินออกจากร้านจะได้ฟังเพลงที่ตัวเองเเต่งให้

จะเสร็จเค้าตื่นเต้นอย่างมาก จนมือสั่น ทันใดนั้ยเกิดมีเด็กวิ่งเล่นกันชนอุปกรณของเค้า ล้มระเนระนาด เค้าตกใจเเละรีบเก็บทุกอย่างขึ้นมาเรียงใหม่เพราะกลัวไม่ทัน

ก้มเก็บหญิงสาวเเละพ่อเดินออกจากร้านพอดี

เเละขำากับสิ่งที่เค้าทำา เเต่ในใจชาย หนุ่มไม่สนใจคนรอบข้างเเม้เเต่น้อยเค้ามองไปที่หญิงสาวหวังเพียงเธอจะหันมามอง เค้า เร่งเสียงดังขึ้นเพื่อให้เธอได้ยิน ……….

สำาเร็จเธอเเละพ่อพร้อมบริวารคนรับใช้หยุดเเละหัน

เงินเขา ขณะนั้นหญิงสาวหันไปบอกพ่อว่าพอจะมีเศษเงินบ้างไหมสงสารคนบ้านะคะถือซะ ว่าทำาบุญ พ่อขำาเเละล้วงเศษเงินให้ลูกสาว เธอจึงเดินห่างออกมาเล็กน้อยเพื่อรอเค้าวน

ความรู้สึกวาปที่หัวใจ ที่กำาลังจะผิดหวัง เค้า

กงันเเต่งเพลงเพื่อที่จะมีโอกาสได้ติดต่อสื่อสารกับเธอเลือกถ้อยคำาเเละทำานอนที่คิดว่า

ไปเกือบครบเดือน เกือบได้เวลาที่เขาจะไปรอเธอ ใช้เวลาทั้งเดือนเพื่อที่จะเจอเธอเพียง ไม่กี่นาที เเละมอบเพลงนี้ที่เธออาจจะไม่ได้ฟังจนจบ เเต่ความหวังทำาให้เค้ายอมเเพ้ไม่ได้ เเละเเล้ววันที่จะได้เจอเธอก็มาถึง

เธอตั้งเเต่เช้าเพื่อไม่ให้ผิดพลาด

เหมือนเค้าได้สมหวังเเล้วทั้งๆที่ลืมไปว่าเธอเเค่เดินผ่านไปยังไม่ทันเห็นเขาด้วยซ้ำา …..

ดีที่สุดสำาหรับตัวเขา เลือกคำาทีละคำาที่ใช่ที่สุด เเก้ไปเเก้มาอยู่ทุกวันทุกคืน จนเวลาผ่าน

bedtime story ep2 : song for you

The song he wrote….. the lyrics contained meaning about a man who waiting everyday to see her just a blink of an eyes. How can i get a chance to know you? How can we meet and talk?

She just came out from the store give him her smile eyes. When they eyes were contacted. He know exactly that he is not the one who waiting for the whole month for this day but she did too. He wishes to have a conversation with her but dont know how. How to make her stay longer because she is about to leave. He pray for help. Then the miracle happens. The rain is start to fall. Then everyone was standing still under the roof. It means he can have more time. With no hesitation, he run to stay under the roof next to her building and she run to the same roof as him too. left her dad and everyone behind.

The rain is falling heavy every one is under the sound of the rain. But there are two person there that not hear any surroundings sound. He wont waste the time even a bit so he ask her name. Where did her came from, can we have more time. Finally they find out that there house was in the opposite of each other and she tell him that if he see the light from the too floor window of her house means he can come to meet her in the garden. But you have 2 hours counting since you see the light. The distance to go round the lake will take him more than 2 hours and he cant come be the boat because someone gonna see him too. He dont know what to do.

After the day, he was thinking about it all the time. how to solve this problem? He look at the window waiting for the light but no hope to get there. If he got a chance how can he make it, do he have to let the chance goes? The day keep passed until 15 nights gone. And finally he saw the light. His heart beating like a drum. His mind was blur. “I dont figure it out

yet, the time has come. What i can do? What i have to do”

Only one thing he know is he dont want to let this chance goes…………….

***Based on true story about crossing the lake and window light meeting

Now the light is on but he standing still. There are chaos inside his mind. Hands are cold and shaking. The feeling contrast between glad and hopeless. “How can I make it there? This might be only one chance i have.” His body start to tremble and the clock is ticking. Time pass ……………….… everything is quiet as it was. He still looking at the light and tears start to come. NOTHING! he can do for tonight. What he worry is about what she might thinking now.

“She might think that im not care?

She might think that im not waiting for the light but i will never know that i staring at the window everynight wishing to see the light. She might think that i dont put my effort enough. She might not know how is this matter to me. She might not know how much i miss her. She might not know that im waiting everynight. She might think that im a careless one…….”

The chance was passed. The heart was broken……………...................... Only thing he can thinking of is waiting for the monthly meeting at the city center that he might get a chance to say something and make her understand. Time of waiting always go so slowly. An hour feel like a day. A day feel like a Week. So much pain and worry he couldn’t breath and sleep.

Finally, the day has come. He left home to wait for her since the morning as always. Dawn turn into dusk, dusk fall into the night……………………...… No sign of her. The heart that already broke can divide more in to small pieces. He thinking “She might gone. She might be angry. There might be no more chance”. He was overwhelmed by the desperate feeling. While he is packing stuff before heading home. He see kids playing in the fountain. That give him an idea about how to reach her within an hour. “I have to swim!!” but swim in the night across the lake might cost him “his life.” what he thought is he have a plenty of time to practice and he will. The light of hope is start to shine but blackout by the thought that he might not see the light at the window ever again.

He reached home that night carried the hopeless thought along the way. Since he put down his stuff. The first thing he automatically do is going to the lake. Go down into the water and start practice swinmming. “Hope or no hope. Chance or no chance they does not matter but when the time comes i will be ready.” I live with no regreat. day by day, month by month. all he doing is practicing and keep his eyes on the window. He takes long time for short distance at first but day by day, month by month, brick by brick. He become faster and faster, stronger and stronger because his goal is so clear and keep him going. Days gone and now he wont get tired by swinging anymore. Btw it been 3 months now that he never see the light or meet her at in the city anymore too.

As the time goes by, the light on the top floor window comes again. His pray was answered. He was stunned. Heart is bloating and beating fast. Body is moving toward to the water. Jump into it. Start swimming as hard as he can. As fast as he can goes mean more time he will have with her.

The lake in the dark. He cant see anything but the light at the top window. it all he needed to guide the way. He got many things on his mind that he want to say. All the sentances was preparded. He want to explain, to apologize, to ask and many things.

45 Mins of non stop, fianlly he reaches the coast and see the garden. He hurry get of the water looking around. He see some movement in the shadow and he know exactly it is her. The shodow step closer and closer. The vision is clear now. it is her holding towel with those smile eyes. “She is not curious, angry and she is waiting for me too”. There are a lot of sentences they both prepared and the towel………………….. No one care anymore. They run toward each other. No word needed. No explaination needed. No question needed. Just eyes contact and a warm embrace for each other. There body is already saying everything from their deeply mind………………... just holding tightly

***Warning***

This will be full of sexual content, writer feeling, and intense things. If you are not in a mood for this, please dont mind me and skip this one na krub.

We met each other in the garden after trying so hard to be together. We start with nothing but holding each other tightly. It already spoke everything we carried all this time.

After that she said “during the time i waiting for you, i wish to see if you were there missing me too.”

“So, i will light my lantern up and put it by the window for you to see it when i thinking of you. You can be so sure, from now on there is not even a day that you would not see the light on my window” He said with smile.

“I miss you and i prove it to you that the picture of your face is still on my mind all the time, so i draw you a portrait and i will give it to you when i get it done.” He said.

She knocked her head and reply “But how can you carry a portrait in to the lake. What my face gonna look like when you arrive here”

The conversation go on…………. An hour feel like a couple minute. Then it time for her to go back.

He say “i know you have to go and we dont know when can we meet again, so i want to ask you for ……………”

She step closer and give him a kiss. Feel like time is stop moving. They kissing for a while.

“Actually, im gonna ask for your rubber band …….. but it more than okay to get this” he speak with lower shaking voice. Then she go back leaving him standing staring at her until she out of his sight. He find a place to sleep and go home in the morning. After that day, he light the lantern up every night for her to see it. There is no respond but he just want her to know that she is always on his mind. Once or twice a month, he will saw the light at the top of her house reply him back and he swim cross the lake right away. They have a good talk every times. The time they spend tgt is so precious for them both. The totally fall in love. Until one day when we arrived at the garden.

She says “tonight you can have more time with me. Would you mind if i ask you to stay until dawn with me”

He replies “it feel like the dream come true for me. The time i spend with you is never be enough. Thb i need you so badly.”

Then he follow her to into her room. It full of her great scent everywhere.

Since we get into her room she closes the door and turn around to me. I getting closer using my hand to comb her hair make it out of her face. I touched her cheek cherishingly and our eyes is contacting. Then she slowly close her eyes. I can notice her lips is open a bit and i can feel her breath. It’s a sign that she need it too. I wasn’t waste any moment, so i hold her cheek steady and lean forward to put my mouth to her mouth. Suddenly i can feel the response of her soft and tender tongue slowly sliding in and finally we was twisted and tangled together round and round. We share a tender kisses. Take all the time in the world. Make it slowly and deeply to feel each move and moment dedicatedly. I can feel her warmth breathing going faster with a little shortness of breath. Her arms holding me tight. Then i put my hand from her cheek. Sliding down slowly to her neck feel it

bloating up and down by her breath. While our kiss is continuing and we cant stop. From her neck going down between her breast. I put my hand slowly under her cloth and go aside to touch her gently. When I reached the top of her teat. I can feel her wince lightly. Yes i was exciting too.

Our kisses is unstoppable now. I losing her clothes when she losing mine. We drop it on the floor. Then we pulled our naked body against each other. The feeling of our skin shifting so soft and warm. It make our needed rising, make our kiss become snog, So i put my both hands to go round her underside and lift her up. My mind was blowed aways all i want is just to feel her. I lift her up in the air and kissing her hard and slow before i put her down on the sofa while i was sitting astride her.

She lay against the sofa turn upside face me. Her beautiful long straight hair falls down by the gravity. She looks so beautiful……. After i take a look at her to feel the moment of her beauty. Then I continue to kissing her again. Both hands handle gently round her neck. Before going down to her collar bone. All the way to her breast again. The soft, smooth and tender of her skin rise my affection to the max. We need it and we both know that. I keep my hand going down until i can feel the heat between those thighs. It was wetting and ready. A strong feeling i have, i wish to squeeze and maul her but i need to treat her more delicate, nurture and let’s consuming by sexual passionate feeling.

So i go slow put my middle finger between her legs. Feeling the wet and scroll it up to the spot. Make all area smooth by her own lubricants. I keep scrolling up and down slowly and gently like touch fumble on the flower petal. I can hear her breathing heavier and moan softly. Suddenly i can feel her hand reaching to mine holding my thing in her close hand. I can feel our heart are bumping fast. While she slowly slides up and down.

“Go inside me” she said.

Then i fetch my finger in slow and steady. It is patting from the inside not a hard sticking in.

I can feel her hooves tighten me and pushing back. She breathes more heavily and shortness and holding not to moan. It means i hit her on the right spot. As she shortness of breath, so I pause kissing her lips but go down to her neck feel the pulse. Then go down to kiss her breast and a bit down to the spot. Cover it with my mouth. Sucking it softly and put the tip of my tongue on the tip of her breast. Pressing and scrolling clockwise and anti clockwise together multitasking by treating her with my finger down there inside her. I can feel her breath skipping holding and sigh. Her body is tensing from time to time. Her face down to the neck become red and i can feel the heat from body too.

“Is it good?” I asked.

“It’s very good, keep going, dont stop it” she whispered.

She become more tensing holding still. Then relieved and relax. I think that it, so stop and sit down next to her.

(I changed to the girl point of view) Suddenly i take over. I was tempted by him but i want more. I push him onto the sofa behind him and straddle his strong body. Comb my hand through his hair pull him closer and continue our snog. I want to feel him between my thighs. Sitting on his laps kissing slowly and deeply. In the meantime, i can feel the tip of his thing pointing between my hooves. I know exactly what will come next. I hold my breath and get ready. I can feel a little bit push and i can feel him inside me now.

“Are you hurt?” He asked.

“No, it okay. It’s great.” i reply with a shaking voice.

I can feel the slowly, steady and gently push. Then he get all the ways inside me now and i can feel him try to force a bit further inside. Even i prepared for it but it make me want to scream. I have to close my eyes tightly to take this feeling. For a while, i can pull my mind together and be the one who take control here. I ride him forward and backward keeping up the beats. This movement make me feel so satisfy. I can feel the hard and warmth of his part totally inside. I mashed him with my thing. I want it all. Then i lean my body forward to his mouth. He knows the drills and put his tongue against the top of my breast. I moan to his ear. I dont care anymore and i cant stop now. I keep riding deeply and intensely………. Feel like my mind is going to melt. I keep going ………………… until im satisfy.

I stop and lay down on top of him, breathing fast. He gives me a smile. Then lift me up and put me down softly on the bed with his body over me. I touch his arms go round to his chest. He is so strong. This is the body of the one who practice swimming everyday as he told me for sure. While im thinking i can feel him sticking his hard thing inside instantaneously. Im a bit frightened and tremble, my eyes are wide open when he push it in once time to get all the way in. “Be gentle and take it slow.” I said. He was responding. He just lift my legs up, make them separate and put it on each of his shoulder. Now i can feel all the way into me is narrow and clear. He slowly and intensely push it all in and squeeze it a little bit further before he pull it back and pierce it back in slowly, gently and deeply. Each stroke count, i moan louder out of control. He keep goin for a while before he asking me to turn back for him.

I did. Now i cant see him and dont know what gonna happen. It makes me feel a bit exciting…………… ohhhhh i can feel his tongue touching my hooves from behind. He laps on me and pierce this wet tongue inside. Before goes up all the way to the back off my butt. It makes my tickle but it feel so good. Before he stops and changing to something more thicker and harder. He put it back in again. This time is my turn that i was ridden by him. He grabs both hand on my hip. Making it still, so he can spike it in straight and steady. He slap my softly on my ass. I know he want to do it harder but thank you that you nurture my with care. I continue to moan

He push me to lay down on bed. Put me on my back and sliding in from aside comfily while our legs crossing properly fit with each other. Our body are close while doing this position. Our eyes are close too and he kiss me again. Make it harder and i can feel he breathes heavily too even he is strong. We kisses slowly but hardly and we want it so badly. He’s holding me tight to make me stay still in my position. He takes each stroke from aside slowly and gently but hard at the same time. I moan with the top of my lung but this time i can hear that i is moaning too. I can notice that he rises the beats and his body is a bit tremble too i can feel it coming. My body is cooperate without though i almost there too. Then go harder and done this together…………..

It feels like my mind was blowed aways and when my conscious is back again by feeling of satisfy. Then everything was calm down and silent.

We both lay down run out of energy……………. My last consciousness, i know im on his arms and we’re holding tight feel the warmth of the skip…………

Then i fall asleep.

bedtime story ep5 : miss you deeply

***Warning***

This ep with be a little bit drama but do not get stress na krub. I try to make each ep contain different flavor. Next ep will not drama lew krub. Btw it all a love story na krub. Hope you enjoy na krub.

After we get tired and knock. I woke up with her in my arms for the first time. She still in sleep. So i dont want to wake her up but just staring at her cute face. She looks so lovely when she sleep and i can feel her slow breath. Her eyelash are long and curve standing out of her closing eyes. I would love to stay here forever and just to look at the most beautiful face i love. She blink a bit and open her eyes, so i think it’s time to kiss her softly for good morning.

He asks “How was your sleep last nigh?”

She says “I sleep well last night ka. It was a comfy night and i sleep like a log. What about you?”

He replies “It the best night ever.”

They both just smile for each other. The cold wind blowing in by the window. It a sign of winter is coming. So he start to say.

“I wish to see you so much but the fact is during the winter, the lake will become an ice. This is on my head all the time. How can i survive this winter that take 3 months long.” He say it with sadly voice.

He continues “im not afraid of the cold but im afraid of not seeing you.”

She put her finger on his lips to stop him talking and say “i do too but ………. I rather feel pain by not seeing you than risk you life and what about me if you just die out there under the freezing lake?” “How can i stand the pain?”

They hold each other tight.

He asks “During the ice time would you please light up your window to say that you still miss me. I cant come but that will save me during the winter.”

She says “i will and you do too.”

He says “i will take this time to miss you and i hope you know that. Every time you think of me. I just want you to know that im thinking of you to because i miss you all the time and nothing can change me. I will miss you and i will trying every night when the window is light up to finish the portrait and new song for you.”

They take time to kiss and start to continue what they did last night again. (Writer says “I wont go into detail this time na krub. Otherwise this bedtime story will become a porn or sth”)

It times to go back and both of the are sad because they dont know when they gonna meet again……….

From that day, suddenly when the sun goes down both window from both house are cover by the light from lantern like a automatic light. They both dont have to try to be on time at all because when they always have someone on their mind all the time. They will never forget or missing even once. They look out for each other everyday. The light sign of missing keep them alive and save their poor heart during this time it work when they can get any kind of communication and feel each other. It makes their heart

warm during the freezing winter. They both know that there are still nt gun and it still care and matter. That is a little thing todo but i the most enormous this for them and keep them alive. Alive that means really alive with body and life. Otherwise it just become a body with out soul……………….

Days go by …….. today he light up the same lantern and turn around to see her window but today it has no light………. His heart is falling and shaking. Feeling like he cant breath for real.

He just waits. “May be she just busy and she might be late. How can she not have any accident or busy during this long time” he thinks to calm his mind down.

Many hours later……….there is no light. He waits until the morning. There still no light. Couples day pass… there still no light at all. His mind is going insane now try to think that she might be busy or have sth she up to……… but she might thinking of me and she must know for sure that im waiting for her light. Why she dont light it up? Crazy though overwhelm him. Hundred of questions follow up on his mind. Or maybe something serious happen to her and she will not be able to do it. It must be sth serious. Is she still ok?

Now his curious mind are full of worry too. Worry that make his heart squeezing from time to time…………………..

bedtime story ep6 : a glimpse of you

****no warning****

He’s sitting here look out to the window every night wishing and worrying. Day becomes week. Week becomes month. It been 30 days that he does not get any clue. He went to the city too but there are no news or a glimpse of her. He thinks about how to cross the lake that become a thick ice now. He thinks……….. (and i think too 555555. Would you please help me out i think about how he can cross the lake for many days. Maybe if you got a brilliant idea would you just share or maybe post sth for me.

disney on ice

). So he cant figure it out yet. One day when he lights up the lantern and wait with the sadness in his heart. There is a boy come to poke him from behind.

“Are you the guy?” The boy ask.

“What guy you mean?” He reply.

“Are you waiting for the window light over there” the boy keep asking

His eyes are wide open and stun. This boy must be something because he knew. The boy is like an angle the take the news to him. For a while that he glad. The feeling of worry about what the boy gonna say next just take his heart back to the ground. Is it a bad new or good new?……. His heart is beating fast.

“I was hired to be here.” The boy said.

“Im listening.” He talked.

“It hard to find you” the boy said.

“………” he waiting for more words to come.

“The im lose so it take a long time” ……….

“It not worth the money i get to be here.”……….

“It’s cold too.”

“Ohh come on boy!!!!!” He said

“There is a rich girl hired me” the boy continue slowly

“Finally…” He think quietly.

“She hired me to find you and tell you that she will go for travel for couple weeks. Dont be sad i will miss you no matter where i am and im hungry” the boy finished his sentence.

“Is she hungry when she talked to you? How she looks? Is she sad or sick?” He curious.

“No she look super fine and gorgeous………………it me who hungry” the boy said.

“……………….. here grab my bread and be gone boy” he passes his bread to the boy.

“I should be here 3 weeks ago and here a gift for you.” the boy hand over small gift before he left.

He opens the gift and it makes his heart bloat. A small simple thing that have no price but it precious for him it priceless for him. (Can you guess what is it? It me who write this story it not hard to guess i think)

……………it is a small not inside too. He opens it and read “you asked me for this last time. You said you can buy it but what is the point if it not come from me. You told me you will take it every where with you to feel me too. That made me glad. I got this from Marc&Spencer and yes you can have it” (is it Marc&Spencer that you said it will cool it you used it during your hi school time?) btw he put it in the hand. It is a RUBBER BAND. The used one as he ask for. From that day he carry it everywhere as he said.

It great that i know she is safe and happy. The best thing is she will miss me too. That night is the first night he can sleep …… like really sleep again.

The night the he can feel her……

*** This one will not long but i take the whole week to done it. I hope you enjoy na krub. This morning i went to buy a voice recorder and mixer device to make something you will see. I have a professional studio now.

It been a month already that her not see any light from her. He wonders that she should be back by now based on the information that boy sent him. He still waiting every night even he got a message that she just go for travel but kt is kt. No matter where she is. He knows or dont knows. Missing someone is un stoppable feeling. He sitting by the freezing lake with her rubber band in his hand.

“Hi ka!” Someone provoke him from behind.

He turns around and see her standing here in front of him at his place. He cant believe his eyes.

“Im i dreaming or i just missing her and going crazy now?” He though.

She said “you are fine and im here for real. I went for travel and i ask my dad to go home because i will swing by to stay with my friend for one night.”

He ran to hug her tight again. He whisper “i miss you so much…….”

She reply “I miss you too.”

………. Then they start kissing again ……. For a while before she stop and said.

“It freezing out here shaw we go inside? But not greedy. Tonight i cant.” He wonders “You cant …… ahhh mean you are bleeding right? No worry at all i just want to kiss you and be with you.”

They went inside and he asked that “Are you hungry? I dont cook for a long time but tonight may i show you?”

She said “Sure what you gonna cook for me?”

He said “it a Salmon with crispy skin ……..”

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Cooking:

https://bit.ly/Cookingvdo

After the finish the meal then they prepare themselves before heading to bed for sleep.

He said when she lay down on her arm. “I never want to sleep so much like this before. im glad i met you and im glad you are here. The most beautiful thing in my life. Im thank to you and thank to god too. I wish you to stay. I want to have you in my life too.”

She just smile back and say “im glad we met. I dont think that we ja sanid kanard nee. But im glad too.”

He asks “are you sleepy tonight i got something for you it is a song call “Forever in love” like how i feel for you. The song have only Melody but no lyric, so you have to use your heart and feeling to listen to it and just feel how i feel for you to the song. I practice it all night long for a week to maximize my skill that i put it in the bag for so long. Close your eye and try this. Hope you feel comfy na krub.

He hold up a saxophone and start to play…….

Forever in love:

https://bit.ly/Foreverinlove

After the song he saw her falling in to sleep already. He takes time for a while watching at her. Keep every detail of the moment forever in him. Then he lay down beside her. Kissing her gently on her forehead and her soft lovely beautiful cheek too. He put the blanket on her properly and before he follow her in to the dream. He though…………………… this is the best time when i have you here. Can holding you as much as i can. I just want to stop everything and just to be here with you………………...

I love you

Then they knock together having the most beautiful night.

bedtime story ep8 : Suntil the end of time

*** The Final Chapter ***

After i cooked and played music for you, you knocked nicely. “Is it comfy night for you?”, i Thought. For me it is the best night when i have you. It always be. After i miss you for so long, having you here by my side is like my pray was answered.

She winked her eyes. It means a sign that she is about to get up. I love to stare at her lovely pretty face. I want to kiss her but i dont want to wake her up. Your growing skin that i would love to hold it all in my arms and never let go.

“Why are you up so early? How long you have been staring at me” she wondered.

“ i love to look at you and feel you when i can. I dont know what future hold, so i valued every minute when i can have you.” He replied with soft lovely tone.

They were looking in to each other eyes, overwhelming with all the love. Before the something come up on his mind and he asked “how can you made it here to be with me last night. How is it possible. Dont get me wrong it is the best night when i was with you but………. How?”

She trying to avoid the question but she cant

“I just ask to swing by somewhere before heading home.” She answer but avoid the eyes contact too.

“Please you can tell me everything. Im the one who always understand you you might have many thing to worry but not me.” He insisted

“………… i dont know how to say but, i will try later. Btw i have to move to somewhere so far away for awhile. I would love to ask you one thing. Please take care of yourself and dont worry about me. i will be fine” She looked sad when she talked.

“Is it the reason why you can be here last night?” He wondered. She nod her head.

“How long you will be gone? I can wait as long as i know that when i can meet you again”

“I dont know i cant tell but it will be long. I just got important errand to do.”

A simple voice that break his heart in to small pieces. He just hold her tight every times like it will be the last time. When he holding her, he can feel her body is shaking even it just a little. They both holding tight. They both spent time together all day long. Then he have to take her back before it getting dark. They holding hand tight along the way. “Dont do that face, we will meet again someday” she said. Then they kissed so hard but slowly and deeply once again. The best kiss that will live in their mind forever.

Time pass…………….. 4 months now that he dont see any sign of the light but he still have faith. Keep looking for the light all the night every night…… barely sleep. Only her in his mind all the times no matter what he up to, what he saw, what he dined, no matter where he goes. He always imagine if she was here with him how good it gonna be. He still hit the town every months, so he might meet her as how we first met. The same place at the same time saving a seat for her. While he looking out missing her …… he saw the boy. The same boy she sent to me last time. He ran to the boy wishing to talk and get something from him.

“Hey! Boy please i wish to talk to you” he almost tear. Then he asked about her right away.

“OMG! You really dont know? OMG! You should go to her place now. I dont know how to explain but you should go see it yourself” the boy said while he touched his hand.

He dont feel well. The feeling of worry and afraid consuming him. He could throw up. Both shoulder are so heavy. He cant even feel his legs. Then he start to run with tears. Something might happen, something big.

When he arrived at her place. He was frighten, hand shaking and squeezing too. When the gate open……..

The lighting was strike him. His whole body was numbed. Tears were breaking out like a river. He saw the picture of everyone…………… in a black dress. He knows exactly what happen. For awhile before he can move to someone close to the gate for asking to make sure what happen. What he heard is just a winking sound but only few sentences he can capture.

“She was sick for so long. They went to see the best doctors all over the country but there is no cure………”

“She asked her dad for the last wish to be somewhere over the night. When she came back. All she did is crying every nights since. They poor heart made her sickness went faster.”

The thought of losing is so so hard and heavy. All the picture when she was with me were flash back round and round and round and round. Is it a dream……….? She spent her last wish to be with me but now there is no glad or joy in my heart. The very thought of her running in his head until it made his mind blur until he get home.

Each night her try to finish the portrait of her until it done but he thought what is the point if she never have a chance to see it. He took his instrument to sing a song by the lake every night looking and taking to the moon and thinking of her then teared before he can finish the song. “I lost you tragically, i never know that it would be the last time when we hold each other, have a great lunch and dinner, spent all day long together, sleep side by side. It too good and i never thought that it will be the last time that i wii met you. But if i knew the sadness and painful are the same. I will never be ready to lose you………. Never” he was covered by sadness of missing her.

I cant get no sign of you. No light by the window. All the moments came to my headevery minute. The picture of happiness when we were together is still so clear. “God you can take it all if you want but not her.” Night by night everything go round and round but the pain never go away, never getting better. Missing someone but cant reach is too hard. Then something come up on his mind. He standing up, walking toward the lake. Eyes on the top of the tower that he wishing for the light to show up…………….. and start to swim. This time he dont try to go as fast as he can because he have no need to rush to be with her. So he takes it slow. In the middle of the lake, he stops and float. “The lake at night is totally dark. Without your light to guide me. Then im so lost. Dont even know where to go. Only light that i see on this darkest night is the light of the Moon. When i miss you i will look out to the moon and think that you are somewhere out there and you might look at it too. Maybe you might thinking of me too………………. So tonight let me look at the moon and thinking of you again. Until i have no more energy and drown.” He floating and look up thinking about the one he love so much. The cold water consumes his body, the sadness consumes his heart, the thought of missing her and not be able to reach consumes his soul. Then the light of the moon was dimmed and farther a bit by bit…………………

…………………………finally there is only darkness and silence or maybe finally i can be with you again.