By Kali Campbell
I never knew how it felt to be in Heaven I never knew if God is real or fake I never knew that the demon inside me Has taken control over my body To the point where I feel as if, As if God doesn’t love me at all He will abandon me here and Throw me into the bonds of hell God help me please, Show me that you are real Help me to trust you, And chase the demons away from me But, I am slowly beginning to tear apart I am slowly feeling that you are fake You reached other people but not me Why not me? Why can’t I hear from you? Is it the demons that tell me lies? Are you shy or hiding from me? I need answers I want to know if you are real I don’t feel anything nor hear anything I haven’t heard from you, Or at least I don’t think I have There’s a battle that I am fighting I go to church to learn about you And yet, you don’t reach out to me I am angry! I am so lost! Just help me, please Why won’t you help me? Why aren’t you answering my prayers? God help me, answer my questions. Are you real? Or, is this all just a lie?
Northeast Texas Community College | 2017
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