79e CONCOURS DE GENE ` VE
INTERNATIONAL MUSIC COMPETITION
Programme note
March, 2020: I was fifteen when the world shut down. By the time we had emerged from the pandemic a few years later, I had lost my grandmother, two years of interaction with the outside world, and any sense of connection to my instrument. During this “new normal,” what was the point of sitting alone in a room, chasing elusive sounds on a wooden box? The essence of music making had vanished; human connection, collaboration, and shared spiritual exploration were no longer possible. Despite coming from a family of string players, I had forgotten why I played the viola in the first place.
So: I stopped playing. I dropped out of Juilliard Pre-College to pursue other interests and projects that sparked my imagination. I immersed myself in my gothic fiction literature class; I built a sculpture of the Mars Rover vehicle; I became the best cook in the family; I worked as an assistant at a new university; I worked on my mother’s farm in rural Tennessee.
Eventually, I felt a quiet but persistent tug towards my viola again; this time, the noise and baggage around music making had vanished, allowing me to approach it with fresh ears and a rejuvenated spirit. Distance, as they say, makes the heart grow fonder.
The first piece I performed after my hiatus was the Hindemith we’ll be playing tonight. Absent a teacher or any formal direction, I used the piece as a guide, working toward the images that the music painted so vividly to me. Since then, painting with my sound has become my fuel: my job is to bring the score to life. I see the works in tonight’s program as intensely image based, conjuring scenes of aliens impersonating humans and fairies singing lullabies.
Brahms’ F Minor sonata is part of a set originally written for clarinet but transcribed for viola by the composer himself. Written in 1894, the two sonatas were the last pieces of chamber music Brahms composed before his death in
1897. With the transcription for viola, Brahms secured his spot in the “viola curse club,” other members including Shostakovich, Bartok, Schnittke, and Vieuxtemps – all having written pieces for viola shortly before their death or even leaving unfinished works behind.
The F minor sonata is a journey through the past, ending with acceptance and enlightenment in the finale. The bell-like motif throughout the piece serves as a constant reminder of the passing of time while we experience Brahms, towards the end of his life, recount tales from his youth. Sitting by the fireside, he depicts memories of falling in love and imbibing one too many beers during Oktoberfest.
Lachrymae is Britten’s play on a “theme and variations” structure, where he boldly places the theme after ten variations. The theme is based on the Renaissance song “If My Complaints Could Passions Move,” written by English composer John Dowland, known for particularly melancholic and doleful compositions:
If Love doth make men’s lives too sour Let me not love, nor live henceforth Die shall my hopes, but not my faith That you that of my fall may hearers be May here despair, which truly saith I was more true to Love than Love to me.
(“If My Complaints Could Passions Move,” Dowland, 1599)
The listener is transported to a different reality during each variation – similar to the transition from black and white film to color in The Wizard of Oz. I see haunted MarioKart characters moving with rubato, droplets dripping from the ceiling of a cave and disturbing the silence, and Roman centurions advancing on the enemy. The final theme is warm and comforting: a singer and lute player perform the song in a humble inn.