让 让 爱 爱 走 走 动 动
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迈⼊夏令时，2023年已经悄悄度过第 个季度。虽然在丹⻨未必有春暖，时⽽还 会飘雪，但渐⻓的⽩⽇确实带来了更新的⽓象。
神也特别祝福CCiC，在⽴定“作主⻔徒，从我开始2.0”年度主题的这个年度， 三⽉份陆续来了好多牧者和宣教⼠到我们中间，不光有前尖沙咀国语浸信会主任 牧师冯煜强牧师及冯⻩容爱师⺟，现将牧养CCiC三个⽉，帮补教会的成⻓和宣教 需要；在⾮洲乍得宣教的台湾宣教⼠温晓恩、吴欣芸师⺟ 家五⼝，以及在利⽐
⾥亚宣教17年的⾹港传道郭凤群Winnie，也短暂造访了哥本哈根；此外，⻓期关 爱我们的宣教⼠赵保罗牧师和路得师⺟，也带来差会的同⼯⻩恩牧师与师⺟短 访。这些神的仆⼈透过他们的⽣命的摆上和敞开的分享，让我们⻅证到主耶稣基 督为我们⽽死⼜复活所带来改变⽣命的⼤能，以及⽗神爱的⼼意--愿每个按祂形 象所造的⼈都能借主耶稣得赎，有重⽣的新⽣命、活泼的盼望。
感谢神，Slagelse地区的事⼯同时得以有更多开展，聚会点在3⽉开始了⾸次的 主⽇聚会，CCiC的每位肢体也可以 起学习、经历神开展丹⻨福⾳⼯作的作为。 各个查经团契、⼉童主⽇学同样继续稳定学习神话语、分享主爱，享受主内 家 的美好情谊。
这些正是那位因着爱、在我们尚作罪⼈就因为我们受死、⼜在三⽇后复活胜过死 亡的永活基督，厚赐给我们的恩典！在新冠疫情看似已被抛⾄脑后的这 年，当 复活节期将⾄，盼望这不光是能从⼯作学习中喘息、规划放假出游的假期，不光 是充满⻩⽔仙和巧克⼒蛋的装饰；本期的季刊，邀请你再 次来：
好好思考这位救主如何为我们⾛上⼗架，透过冯牧师简介耶稣在⼗架上的最 后七⾔，更加认识主的⼼意，好更能感恩⽴志为主活出讨祂喜悦的新⽣命 在⼩编Joey向Winnie传道进⾏的深度访谈中， 起体会宣教⼠的挣扎和领 受，认真为他们祷告，并思考主此刻呼召你所在的处境和美意
透过美好的画⾯和剪影，回顾上帝在Slagelse聚会点⾸次聚会、以及教会许 多美好团契活动的祝福（盼望也激发你成为画⾯中的 员！）
最后，更不能错过暌违5年、今年"复活"重启的夏令会！⽬前正在紧锣密⿎规 划、并开放早⻦报名优惠中的夏令会，今年7⽉将在新的营地举⾏，也邀请到 经验丰富的讲员来分享探讨《家庭和宣教》的主题。盼望⼤家都能共襄盛 举！
祝福你因着为我们⽽死、现与我们同活的主耶稣，有喜乐活泼的盼望，以及蒙恩 的复活节期！
架七⾔簡介
Winnie has a naturally warm and amiable personality Her quick and excellent navigation skills exudes a quiet confidence You never correctly guess her age because she could even play catc my nearly 3-year-old. I was very thankful for her willingness to up with me, despite several changes in plan Something about maybe her sharp intuition to reach out to some of the yo Christians among us, or her long experience serving in Libe maybe just the quiet joy she exudes - told me that I had to catc of her and hear her story.
1 “Even as a child, the Lord has prepared me. ” Winnie’s sharing began with her recent reflection of the Lord’s ever-present hand in her life, even when she was a child. “We live in the slums at that time, because my parents came from China some time after the war, and life was hard with six children in the family They were working day and night, so on Sundays, we were sent to church so we will not be making trouble at home. So I think even as a child, the Lord has prepared me and chosen me He gave me the understanding that I was bad and I needed salvation” At the age of five or six, through the teachings of the Sunday school teachers, it was clear that the Lord gave Winnie a clear understanding of repentance When she entered high school, she moved to a village without any church, but she studied in a school ran by Christian missionaries from New Zealand. Thus she was immersed in Christian teachings and enjoyed fellowship with fellow believers She grew in her understanding of God and Christian living, and she experienced many changes, including the quitting of bad habits.
的 作为，甚⾄从她⼉时就有。 ”我的⽗⺟在战争之 作为，甚⾄从她⼉时就有。 ”我的⽗⺟在战争之 后离开了中国⼤陆，带着我们六个孩⼦住在贫 后离开了中国⼤陆，带着我们六个孩⼦住在贫
⺠区，⽣活⾮常艰⾟。他们没⽇没夜地⼯作，
⺠区，⽣活⾮常艰⾟。他们没⽇没夜地⼯作，
并在每个周⽇把我们送到教会，以防我们在家
并在每个周⽇把我们送到教会，以防我们在家
⾥捣乱。我想，主在我⼉时就预备并拣选了 ⾥捣乱。我想，主在我⼉时就预备并拣选了
我。祂让我认识到我是个不好的⼈、我需要救 我。祂让我认识到我是个不好的⼈、我需要救
赎。 ” 借着主⽇学⽼师的教导，主让那时五、六 赎。 ” 借着主⽇学⽼师的教导，主让那时五
When speaking of her family, she shared the immense challenge of bringing her parents and her siblings to Christ. Other than her older sister who is a Christian, the salvation of her other siblings is still her constant prayer The salvation of her parents was also a journey, and one of her greatest concerns when she was considering a life of full-time mission work. Then, she did not know if she should stay behind and wait till she saw her parents saved She was encouraged by a sister-in-Christ, with these words “You are not God You cannot convert them. You go, and do the work He has called you to do, and God will do His part.” Winnie shared that this journey hasn’t been easy. “It is a trial, you have to believe in Him and wait But it is precious When we as Christian workers, we give time to people and not to our own family. But God does things in His miraculous and mysterious ways. In Him, nothing is impossible” And God has been faithful Winnie was honored with the gift of bringing both her parents to salvation in their later years In fact, by the Lord’s providence, though Winnie was nearly uncontactable in the mission field in Liberia, the Lord opened a way for her to return to his side when he had a stroke In that time she shared the gospel to him daily and finally witnessed his baptism “God is just so gracious to me in my life.”
2 On living, dying and finishing well
And I heard a voice from heaven saying, “Write this: Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord from now on.” “Blessed indeed,” says the Spirit, “that they may rest from their labors, for their deeds follow them!” ----- Revelations 14:13
Our conversation led very naturally to death. As my own father-in-law went home to be with the Lord very recently, much of our conversation revolved around the peace experienced by both believers and their family in the face of death. The true and eternal hope we have - accomplished by the victory of Jesus Christ our Saviour when He rose again on the third day, defeating sin and death - is such a blessed assurance! An assurance that death does not have the final say. An assurance that our sorrow will turn into joy An assurance in these uncertain times, that we have a God who holds our tomorrow
论到家庭时，Winnie分享了将她⽗⺟和兄弟姐 论到家庭时，Winnie分享了将她⽗⺟和兄弟姐 妹带到主⾥时的巨⼤挑战。除了已是基督徒的姐 妹带到主⾥时的巨⼤挑战。除了已是基督徒的姐 姐，她现在仍不断地在为其他兄弟姐妹的得救祷 姐，她现在仍不断地在为其他兄弟姐妹的得救祷 告。她⽗⺟的得救也是 段历程，⽽且曾经是她 告。她⽗⺟的得救也是⼀段历程，⽽且曾经是她 考虑往海外事奉时的最⼤忧虑之 。当时，她不 考虑往海外事奉时的最⼤忧虑之⼀。当时，她不 知道是否该留下等⽗⺟得救后再开始做宣教⼠； 知道是否该留下等⽗⺟得救后再开始做宣教⼠； 后来 位姊妹⿎励她说：“妳不是上帝。妳不能 后来 位姊妹⿎励她说：“妳不是上帝。妳不能 改变他们。妳去做神所呼召妳做的，神必做祂的 改变他们。妳去做神所呼召妳做的，神必做祂的 ⼯。”Winnie分享到这个历程并不容易：“这 ⼯。”Winnie分享到这个历程并不容易：“这 是个试炼。你需要信靠祂、等候祂，但这同时也 是个试炼。你需要信靠祂、等候祂，但这同时也 很宝贵。作为基督徒⼯作者，我们把时间给了其 很宝贵。作为基督徒⼯作者，我们把时间给了其 他⼈，⽽⾮⾃⼰的家⼈，但上帝⽤祂那神奇⼜神 他⼈，⽽⾮⾃⼰的家⼈，但上帝⽤祂那神奇⼜神 秘的⽅式成事。在祂没有不可能的事。” 秘的⽅式成事。在祂没有不可能的事。” 上帝 上帝 也很信实地给了Winnie恩典，让她能在⽗⺟晚 也很信实地给了Winnie恩典，让她能在⽗⺟晚 年时带他们双双信主得救。事实上，因着神的 年时带他们双双信主得救。事实上，因着神的 带领，即使Winnie在利⽐⾥亚的宣教⼯场⼏乎 带领，即使Winnie在利⽐⾥亚的宣教⼯场⼏乎 ⽆法联络时，神开路使她能在⽗亲中⻛时得以 ⽆法联络时，神开路使她能在⽗亲中⻛时得以 回乡。那时，她⽇⽇给⽗亲分享神的福⾳，最终 回乡。那时，她⽇⽇给⽗亲分享神的福⾳，最终 也⻅证了他受洗。“神在我⽣命中给了多多的恩 也⻅证了他受洗。“神在我⽣命中给了多多的恩 惠。” 惠。”
2关于⽣死和⽆憾善终 2关于⽣死和⽆憾善终
我听⻅从天上有声⾳说，你要写下，从今以 我听⻅从天上有声⾳说，你要写下，从今以 后，在主⾥⾯⽽死的⼈有福了。圣灵说，是 后，在主⾥⾯⽽死的⼈有福了。圣灵说，是 的，他们息了⾃⼰的劳苦，作⼯的果效也随 的，他们息了⾃⼰的劳苦，作⼯的果效也随 着他们。-----启⽰录14：13 着他们。-----启⽰录14：13
我与Winnie很⾃然地聊到死亡这个话题。因为 我与Winnie很⾃然地聊到死亡这个话题。因为 最近我的公公刚回到天家与主相聚，因此我们的 最近我的公公刚回到天家与主相聚，因此我们的 对话多围绕在了信徒们和他们家⼈在⾯对死亡时 对话多围绕在了信徒们和他们家⼈在⾯对死亡时 所经历的平安。我们所拥有的那真实⼜永恒的盼 所经历的平安。我们所拥有的那真实⼜永恒的盼 望，是我们的救主耶稣基督战胜了罪恶和死亡、 望，是我们的救主耶稣基督战胜了罪恶和死亡、 在第三天从死⾥复活所成就的盼望，这也是何等 在第三天从死⾥复活所成就的盼望，这也是何等 有福的确据 确保死亡并⾮终点，确保悲伤会 有福的确据 确保死亡并⾮终点，确保悲伤会 化为喜乐，以及确保⾯对未知时，我们有 位掌 化为喜乐，以及确保⾯对未知时，我们有 位掌 管明天的神！ 管明天的神！
Winnie talked about the importance of finishing well, Winnie talked about the importance of finishing well, and not taking our salvation for granted and not taking our salvation for granted.
W W: On the day that I die, if I still believe in Jesus, that : On the day that I die, if I still believe in Jesus, that is a real blessing We have seen Christians that follow is a real blessing We have seen Christians that follow God but somewhere on the way, they fell So it is a God but somewhere on the way, they fell. So it is a blessing, if at the end, we still hang on. I always tell blessing, if at the end, we still hang on. I always tell people not to think I am very spiritual. On the day I die, people not to think I am very spiritual On the day I die, if I am a true and faithful Christian, then I can be if I am a true and faithful Christian, then I can be thankful Because everyday I face temptation As the thankful. Because everyday I face temptation. As the Lord’s prayer teaches us to pray “lead us not into Lord’s prayer teaches us to pray “lead us not into temptation ” . So there is nothing to boast, if I boast temptation…”. So there is nothing to boast, if I boast anything it should be in the cross (1 Cor 1:31). The anything it should be in the cross (1 Cor 1:31) The older we get, the more careful we have to live, to older we get, the more careful we have to live, to realize it is all by grace, not by ourselves It is not realize it is all by grace, not by ourselves. It is not about my resume ” about my resume… ” (Winnie laughed, referring to the (Winnie laughed, referring to the years of mission work and pastoral care in her years of mission work and pastoral care in her experience.) experience)
W W: You asked me in one of your questions, about : You asked me in one of your questions, about what I can leave with you. My answer is just this: what I can leave with you My answer is just this: to be faithful to the end. One verse I really liked, to be faithful to the end One verse I really liked, and took with me when I first went out into the and took with me when I first went out into the mission field, is from Galatians 2:20 “I have been mission field, is from Galatians 2:20. “I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but crucified with Christ It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in Christ who lives in me And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me ” Everyday, I loved me and gave himself for me. ” Everyday, I have to die to myself, no more “I” but Christ And have to die to myself, no more “I” but Christ. And that is a lifelong lesson for every Christian, I dare that is a lifelong lesson for every Christian, I dare say. Because the self, the ego, can so easily take say Because the self, the ego, can so easily take over So even now, what I have to deal with over. So even now, what I have to deal with everyday, is my “self” everyday, is my “self”
J J: This can sometimes seem so abstract, what does : This can sometimes seem so abstract, what does it mean to die to oneself. Is there something it mean to die to oneself Is there something practical that you do, when you feel like the old practical that you do, when you feel like the old self is taking over? self is taking over?
W W: I think in life, we have many decisions to make. : I think in life, we have many decisions to make Every time we make a decision, we can ask, “Is this time we make a decision, we can ask, “Is this for myself or is this for God?” I think God sent me for myself or is this for God?” I think God sent me to Africa, not without a reason I have learnt a lot Africa, not without a reason. I have learnt a lot from them. from them
徒，那我就感恩了。
就像主祷⽂所教导的”叫我们不遇⻅试探 ” 所以
是个真信靠主耶穌的基督徒，那我就感恩了。 就像主祷⽂所教导的”叫我们不遇⻅试探... ” 所以
我没有什么可夸⼝，若我要夸⼝，那也只会是指
没有什么可夸⼝，若我要夸⼝，那也只会是指
主夸⼝（哥林多前书1：31）。当我们越来越 着主夸⼝（哥林多前书1：31）。当我们越来越 年⻓时，我们在⽣活中也要越谨慎。我们要明⽩ 年⻓时，我们在⽣活中也要越谨慎。我们要明⽩ 切都是靠着恩典，不是靠着我们⾃⼰，不是关 切都是靠着恩典，不是靠着我们⾃⼰，不是关 乎我的经历...(她笑着，指她多年在宣教和牧养 乎我的经历...(她笑着，指她多年在宣教和牧养 事奉上的经历。） 事奉上的经历。） W W ：妳问我的其中⼀个问题是我有什么信息可 ：妳问我的其中 个问题是我有什么信息可 以给妳，我会回答：“信靠到底”！我特别喜爱的 以给妳，我会回答：“信靠到底”！我特别喜爱的 节经⽂，也是我第 次去到宣教⼯场谨记的经 节经⽂，也是我第 次去到宣教⼯场谨记的经
⽂，出⾃加拉太书⼆章20节：“我已经与基督同 钉⼗字架。现在活着的，不再是我，乃是基督在
⽂，出⾃加拉太书⼆章20节：“我已经与基督同
钉⼗字架。现在活着的，不再是我，乃是基督在 我⾥⾯活着。并且我如今在⾁⾝活着，是因信神 我⾥⾯活着。并且我如今在⾁⾝活着，是因信神 的⼉⼦⽽活，他是爱我，为我舍⼰。 ” 每 天， 的⼉⼦⽽活，他是爱我，为
因 为我们的“⾃我”很轻易地就能掌控我们。所以即 为我们的“⾃我”很轻易地就能掌控我们。所以即 使是现在，我每天仍要与”⽼我“争战。
使是现在，我每天仍要与”⽼我“争战。
J J：这听起来有时好抽象， “向⾃⼰死”是什么意
：这听起来有时好抽象， “向⾃⼰死”是什么意
思？当妳感觉”⽼我“开始掌控时，有什么事情是 思？当妳感觉”⽼我“开始掌控时，有什么事情是
你会特别做的吗？ 你会
As a joke, Winnie told me about a joke some people in Africa made. They said that if they were dead, and lying in the casket at their funeral, and some creditors came to claim their debt in an attempt to cheat their family of money, they would get up from their casket to rebuke the debtors.
W: In some ways this applies to us. We are supposed to be dead, but yet we react In a practical way, when we hear criticisms against us, what kind of reaction should we have? If you were really dead, you would not react. Yet so often, so easily, we are caught offguard When people talk about us, we react with our old self If we truly live for Christ, then I should be the duplicate of Christ When someone is in need, I should be happy to help, not for any motives, but because of God’s love. If people criticise us, then in the same way, we cannot hear That is how I look at my life If my life is truly abiding in Christ, and I am dead in Him, and He is the one living in me, then it should influence my outlook of life, and my response to people. I am, of course, still learning. Surely, there are times when we have to speak up for others But it should not be about ourselves God doesn’t need us to go and deal with others, God wants us to deal with ourselves. We are the one that God is dealing with. I have to deal with myself It is important to be sure that I (referring to her old self) am properly dead in Christ
Winnie reminded me of the example of Christ. When he was ridiculed and spat on, he did not react The Lord says in Romans 12:19 Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” Thus it is too, a lesson for us to learn, to leave it to God, for the injustice we might face Our duty, as Winnie puts it, is to be “nicely dead” Winnie says it is the reason she can always be happy because nothing people say can really touch her.
当我们
到别⼈批评我们时，我们该怎么回应？如果你
到别⼈批评我们时，我们该怎么回应？如果你
死了，你就不该有反应；然⽽我们经常很轻易 地就有所动作。当⼈们谈论我们时，我们⽤我们
就有所动作。当⼈们谈论我们时，我们⽤我们
⽼我去回应；可当我们真的是为基督⽽活时，
的⽼我去回应；可当我们真的是为基督⽽活时，
我们应该效仿基督。当有⼈需要帮助，我应当不 我们应该效仿基督。当有⼈需要帮助，我应当不
带⽬的、单单因着神的爱来乐意帮忙。同样的，
带⽬的、单单因着神的爱来乐意帮忙。同样的，
我们就听不到别⼈对我们的批判。我是这样看待 我们就听不到别⼈对我们的批判。我是这样看待 我的⽣命的：如果我的⽣命是真正居住在基督⾥ 我的⽣命的：如果我的⽣命是真正居住在基督⾥ 的，我在祂⾥⾯是死的，祂才是那位活在我⾥⾯
，我在祂⾥⾯是死的，祂才是那位活在我⾥⾯
因此我对⽣活的态度和对⼈的回应都当受影 的，因此我对⽣活的态度和对⼈的回应都当受影 响。 当然，我还在继续学习。有些时候我们确实 响。 当然，我还在继续学习。有些时候我们确实 需要为别⼈发声，但这不该是为我们⾃⼰。 神不 需要为别⼈发声，但这不该是为我们⾃⼰。 神不 唾 伸
冤，宁可让步，听凭主怒（或作让⼈发怒）。因 冤，宁可让步，听凭主怒（或作让⼈发怒）。因
为经上记着，主说， ’伸冤在我。我必
3 Learning to die to herself in Liberia
I could not miss the chance to hear a little about Winnie’s experience out in the mission field Winnie spent 17 years in Liberia before she was forced to leave due to the civil war in 2002.
W: I used to be a teacher and instructor for the blind, I was well-respected When I first got there (Liberia), I didn't know the language And I didn’t have much money because I didn’t have a job. I really felt useless. I felt very inferior. And the children were laughing at all the mistakes I was making as I learnt their language That was very humbling and it sometimes got me down I ask myself, “Why am I here?” But I knew in my heart I had to learn the language well. After spending a year at the mission station, I asked to move out to live alone in the village among the locals in order to learn the local language.
J: So you were completely alone?
W: Yes I was And one day I fell sick with Malaria I was running a high fever. The houses in the village were mudhuts, without electricity and running water I had to beg the little children to get me some water There was also not much food So when I fell sick, I really wanted to die They were kind to me, but they did not know what to do with me. They did not allow me to stay in the house because they said only dying people stayed inside They pushed me to take a shower and made me sit outside And they didn’t have chairs, so I sat on the ground very tired, leaning against the wall, with flies everywhere. It was normal for people to lie outside their homes, but it was strange for people to see a white person lying there I really asked God then, “What am I doing here? I had a respectable job, a good pay, and I was useful. And now I am here, I can’t do anything And I’m dying ”
当我刚到利
⼈ 起⽣活，以便学习 他们的语⾔。 他们的语⾔。
J：妳当时是完全 个⼈吗？
J：妳当时是完全 个⼈吗？
W W：是的。然后有 天我感染了疟疾，发着⾼ ：是的。然后有 天我感染了疟疾，发着⾼
烧。村⾥的房⼦都是泥屋，没有电也没有⾃来 烧。村⾥的房⼦都是泥屋，没有电也没有⾃来
⽔。我不得不请求⼩孩们去帮我拿点⽔，那⾥ ⽔。我不得不请求⼩孩们去帮我拿点⽔，那⾥
也没有很多⻝物，所以当我⽣病的时候，我真 也没有很多⻝物，所以当我⽣病的时候，我真 的很想死。当地⼈是对我很好，但他们不知道 的很想死。当地⼈是对我很好，但他们不知道
他们该为我做些什么 。 他们不让我待 在 屋 ⼦
他们该为我做些什么 。 他们不让我待 在 屋 ⼦
⾥，因为他们说将死之⼈才待在屋内。他们强
⾥，因为他们说将死之⼈才待在屋内。他们强
迫我去洗澡，然后让我坐在外⾯。他们没有椅
迫我去洗澡，然后让我坐在外⾯。他们没有椅 ⼦，所以我只能疲倦地坐在地上并靠在墙上， ⼦，所以我只能疲倦地坐在地上并靠在墙上，
苍蝇到处⻜来⻜去。在当地，躺在屋外是件很
苍蝇到处⻜来⻜去。在当地，躺在屋外是件很
正常的事情，但不常⻅的是 位⽩⼈也躺在那
正常的事情，但不常⻅的是 位⽩⼈也躺在那
⾥。我真的问上帝：“我在这⾥是为了什么呢？ ⾥。我真的问上帝：“我在这⾥是为了什么呢？ 我曾有份受⼈尊敬的⼯作，有优厚的薪⽔，我 我曾有份受⼈尊敬的⼯作，有优厚的薪⽔，我 是个有⽤的⼈。⽽现在我在利⽐⾥亚这⾥，做
So as I laid there, people came and showed pity on me, but I did not dare to cry though I felt very pitiful God spoke to me then with these words, “If Christ is God and He died for me, there is no sacrifice too great for me to make for him.” This was the motto of C T Studd, the founder of our mission organisation
Everyday, during the beginning of those 17 years, I had come to terms with the fact that I would face loneliness and sickness They also practised witchcraft And on full moon nights, The Devil (what they call the witch doctor) would be out with a group of men. They would go around the village and people were afraid of them because they could eat people alive Being new there, and very outspoken, I challenged the men in the village on a few occasions. So when news was out that The Devil was coming out one night, I was so scared, because I knew I could be the target I laid on the ground of my house (no bed yet), cold and frozen stiff with fear. I prayed to God. And it was at that point that I had to face this: If the Lord wills, He can deliver me. But what if the Lord would allow me to be in the hands of my enemies? That fear really paralysed me I prayed for the will of the Lord to be done, but also at the same time that He might deliver me. That really challenged me, am I willing to accept the will of God? If it is God’s will I should be delivered into their hands, what would be my response? At that moment, I really had to face myself. At that moment, I really had to die to myself.
。当地⼈奉⾏巫术，每到⽉圆之夜，巫医
他们称为恶魔）会带着 批⼈到村庄⾥徘
。当地⼈害怕他们，因为他们会吃活⼈。初
乍到⼜直⾔不讳的我，曾在 些的场合中质
疑过村⾥的⼈；所以当我听说某个夜晚恶魔⼜
要出来时，我⾮常害怕，因为我知道我可能会
成为被选中的⽬标。我躺在屋⾥的地上（还没
有床），感到⼜冷、⼜硬⼜怕。我向神祷告。
在那时刻我突然意识到：若上帝愿意，祂能拯
救我。但如果祂让我落在敌⼈的⼿中呢？那个
想法真的让我吓呆了。我祷告愿神的⼼意成
就，也求祂或许愿拯救我。那对我真是个很⼤
挑战 我愿意接受神的⼼意吗？如果神的⼼
意是把我交到他们的⼿中，那我要怎样反应
呢？在那时刻，我必须⾯对⾃⼰。在那时刻，
我必须舍⼰、向
