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randy Gates has a passion for helping make the greater Bay Area a wonderous place to live and raise a family. For the past 30 years, Brandy has worked with a variety of not-for-profit and for-profit organizations to elevate this area that so many of us call home. From her 15-year membership on the Bay Area Houston Go Red For Women Luncheon Committee to her service on the Boards of the Bay Area Houston Ballet & Theater and League City Chamber of Commerce and the Alumni Board of the University of Houston Clear Lake, she is always looking for ways to give back to and support our community. Beyond her professional engagements, Brandy has a passion for travel and knitting but her proudest “title” is that of “Mom” to her two boys with family remaining her top priority. As a mother, Brandy is dedicated to supporting and enhancing educational opportunities for young students. For this reason, she joined CEF, an educational non-profit headquartered in Arlington, Virginia for the past 35-years. CEF saw the potential in expanding to the greater Houston area by hiring Brandy as its first fully remote employee in May 2021. As the Chief Development Officer, Brandy is focused on leading CEF's philanthropic mission to build interest and excitement in K-8 students to continue science and STEMrelated education throughout high school, skilled trades, college, and into the workforce. Her efforts involve raising funds through sponsorships and grants, building strategic relationships with corporate and individual donors, creating community partnerships, and encouraging employee volunteerism. CEF’s flagship program, the Challenge, is a STEM competition for student teams in grades 5-8. The goal is to prepare the over 10,000 student participants for STEM careers and equip them to develop community-based solutions to address real-world questions. Houston plays a critical role in the Challenge, hosting two of the Regional Challenge events, sponsored by industry powerhouses Univar Solutions in North Houston and LyondellBasell at the LyondellBasell Center for Petrochemical Energy and Technology at San Jacinto College: Central in the Greater Bay Area. The National Challenge, which brings together the five winning teams
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've mentioned the proposed limit changes for 2024 on speckled trout in Texas in a previous article. Sometimes you have to rehash a subject in order for everyone to be aware of what the new rule could be concerning our speckled trout. We all should remember the big freeze in 2021 that impacted the entire state of Texas. According to Dakus Geeslin, Texas Parks and Wildlife deputy director of Coastal Fisheries, "That was the largest freeze related fish kill since the 1980s." Speckled trout have a lower thermal tolerance, and as Geeslin directly says, "Speckled trout 'take it on the nose' every time we get a freeze." Following the 2021 freeze, the Texas Parks and Wildlife commission enacted an emergency measure for the South Texas bays then expanded that measure from Matagorda and all bays south to the tip of Texas. This emergency measure lasted approximately three spawning seasons. The emergency regulation ended at the end of August fish in our water giving an indication that a 'recovery' the lifespan of a trout, around 6 - 7 years, to see the 2023, reverting back to our current 5 trout per day, results." is taking place." Creel surveys show a decrease in per angler, 15-25 inches, with one over 25 inches. Once this proposed rule change is published the harvest of speckled trout by the angler, but that It was then that some anglers voiced their concern about the emergency measure expiring and wanted it could be attributes to the 3 fish emergency limit and in the Texas Register, a public comment period will open. The Coastal Fisheries Department plans catch and release practices. to remain in place. to hold a public hearing to gather public comment The preliminary results from the scoping meetings The coastal fishery department then hosted in early January. The commissioners meet in late and Texas Parks and Wildlife surveys showed six scoping meetings up and down the Texas coast January and will have the final say on this rule recreational anglers and guides support some type along with sending out angler surveys. The survey of limit reduction. The most support gathered around change. This change will go into effect sometime in included different slot limit proposals, including no the Spring of 2024. a 3 fish daily bag limit with a slot size of 15 - 20 change from the current state speckled trout limit. I've seen all this play out before, from agendas According to Geeslin, "Since the freeze of 2021, the inches, and one of those fish could be over 25 inches in length. The least supported option was a five fish concerning fish and shrimp to even oysters. I've catch rate has been less than the 10 year average, limit having a 17 - 23 inch slot size, and one of those attended most, if not all, the scoping meetings and some of the lowest since 2009. Over the past 10 hearings and even spoke at the commissioner years, around 40 percent of the fish we catch in our fish over 25 inches. hearings in Austin concerning most of these subjects. Geeslin said, "If we have the slot limit of 15 - 20 gill net sampling are in the 14 -16 class. Less than I'm fairly certain Texas Parks and Wildlife have inches and a three fish bag limit, we could see a 10 percent of the fish are 25 inches greater. We've potential 27 percent increase in spawning biomass. their minds made up, but it's always good to voice seen an increase in recruitment since the freeze in your opinion. That will not happen overnight and could take the 2021, and that's good. There's simply more young
Breast surgical oncologist joins Houston Methodist Clear Lake Hospital Continuing to provide comprehensive, specialized health care to the local community, Houston Methodist Clear Lake Hospital this month welcomed breast surgical oncologist Michelino Scarlata, M.D. The addition of Scarlata means that breast cancer patients in Clear Lake and surrounding areas can receive specialized surgical techniques tailored to their individual needs without traveling far from home. Scarlata is a board-certified surgeon who is fellowship-trained in surgical oncology. He earned his medical degree from the University of Verona School of Medicine in Verona, Italy. He completed multiple general surgery residencies – the last of which was at Saint Vincent’s Hospital Manhattan in New York. Scarlata completed his surgical oncology fellowship at the University of Miami Miller School of Medicine, Sylvester Cancer Center in Florida. “As a breast surgical oncologist at Houston 16 Bay Area Houston Magazine | JANUARY 2024
Methodist Clear Lake, my goal is to provide the highest quality patient-centered care that results in a personalized treatment plan for each patient,” said Scarlata. His clinical interests include multiple complex mastectomies, not limited to modified radical, nipple-sparing, skin-sparing and risk-reducing mastectomies. He also performs hidden-scar breast surgery and oncoplastic technique. Scarlata’s professional affiliations include American College of Surgeons, European Society of Surgical Oncology, Society of Oncoplastic Surgery, Society of Surgical Oncology and The American Society of Breast Surgeons. Scarlata is now serving patients at 18100 Houston Methodist Drive, Medical Office Building 2, Suite 300, Houston, 77058. To learn more or schedule an appointment, call Houston Methodist Department of Surgery at Clear Lake, at 832.783.1190 or visit houstonmethodist.org/ doctor/michelino-scarlata
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By Pastor Brad Heintz
o new year’s resolutions work for you? They really don’t work for me. Maybe I’m weak minded or lack will power but for some reason my New Year’s resolutions should be labeled January wishes because that’s about as long as they last. When I used to make New Year’s resolutions and break them, I would feel guilty. There is nothing wrong with guilt, which is feeling bad about something I have done or not done, as long as it leads to positive change. But when guilt sets in, it can be a slippery slope to shame. Shame is not good because shame is a feeling that I am a bad person because of something I have done or not done. Nothing good comes from shame. And when it comes to New Year’s resolutions or January wishes, I don’t want to feel guilt or shame. I want to have a good year, make some changes and see some growth personally. What is a person to do? A number of years ago, I was encouraged to not make any new year’s resolutions but rather seek one word for my year. This has transformed not only how I start a new year, but how I live the entire year. The difference between making new year’s resolutions and focusing on one word for the year is the difference between you and God. New year resolutions depend on you. The one-word approach depends on God and He can last for a really long time and has the power to transform us. The proof of this is when He sent Jesus into the world to give His life for us. Therefore, the one-word approach will bring focus and clarity on whom God wants us to be. Unlike resolutions, one words don’t break and can be lived out with God’s help.
So how do you choose your one word for the new year? Here are some simple guidelines that I have gleaned and use. 1.Prepare Your Heart: Take time to look into your heart, mind and soul and examine your life on what is working, what isn’t working and what needs to be done. 2.Discover Your Word: Take time to look up to God and listen to Him. He speaks to us through His Word, others, and in our prayers, thoughts and dreams. Ask God, “What do you want to do in, through and around me in the New Year?” Write down what comes to mind. 3.Decide on Your Word: Now it is time to decide on one word. Ask God to show you one word out all that you are thinking and written down. Write: My One Word is _____________________ 4.Live Your Word: Once you have decided on your word, research it online, in a dictionary and in the Bible and learn about it. Then it’s time to start using it every day, in everything you do and how you live your life. Don’t forget to share your word with a family and friends. For more ideas on One Word for the new year go to: www.myoneword.org www.getoneword.com www.OneWord365.com I pray that your new year will be blessed by focusing on one word and what God wants to do in and through you this year. Pastor Brad Heintz is the founding pastor of Living Word Church in Taylor Lake Village, Texas, a vibrant family-style, non-denominational gathering of believers who take a pure, simple and real approach to faith and life. www.LWCBA.org
Remembering Kelly Williams's father - John Paul Spees, Sr. -
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ohn Paul Spees Sr. was born in 1936 in Gary, Indiana to Adrian and Ernestine Spees. He was known as Paul, Dad, Pappy, or Uncle Paul. Paul moved to Maplewood, Louisiana in 1946 with his family: two brothers, Skipper and Billy, and sisters Sally, Margret, and Marietta. Extremely talented, he began playing piano by ear, and also learned to play the accordion, and began playing for audiences at age 10. He graduated from Lake Charles High School and enlisted in the Navy to serve with his big brother, Skipper, who was a Navy Pilot. He lived the next 2 years on the USS Randolph Carrier. Although he was accepted to the Navy Aviation Officer Candidate School, he headed home to attend McNeese State University, where he was was president of Pi Kappa Phi fraternity. In 1958 he met and married his beautiful wife Sheila Sarver. Blessed with four children and their spouses: Lisa and her husband Mark, his son - John Paul Jr. (J.P.) and his wife, Michele, Kelly and
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her husband Paul, and Tracy and her husband Junico. Paul and Sheila also have fourteen grandchildren and four great-grandchildren. In 1975 he competed in the World Skeet Shooting Championship and was voted into the Black Hawk Indians Elite Professional Skeet Shooting Group. In 1983, Paul and Sheila moved to Houston, Texas. Paul was the best husband, father, and grandfather, and an amazingly kind and generous friend. He had a great sense of humor with an overwhelming passion and love for his family and friends. He loved attending his kids' and grandkids' events, shooting skeet with his grandsons, working on his cars, going to car shows, playing the piano and accordion, and playing piano music Sunday afternoons at different nursing homes. John Paul went to be with Jesus on December 1, 2023. I love you Daddy - Tell Jesus Hey for me!
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With the New Year comes a sense of renewal, new furniture, a new diet or, perhaps, a new car. Despite high interest rates and increasing prices overall there is a real need for dependable transportation, and we think a perfect combination would be a luxury SUV and a midsize pickup.
JEEP GRAND WAGONEER Cadillac has the Escalade, Lincoln has the Navigator and Jeep now has a real competitor with its new Grand Wagoneer, a full-size, 3-row beauty that adds Jeep’s infamous off-road capability. Here is modern automotive conservatism at its finest with a large greenhouse above big, slab sides, bookended by the brand’s 7-slot grille up front and coat-and-tie rear hatch. The sophisticated wheel design adds to the high zoot look.
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JEEP GRAND WAGONEER High tech defines the interior with 4 screens for driver and passenger and includes a hideaway screen in front of the passive phone changer. In addition, 2nd row passengers get seat-mounted individual screens and another on the center console. Each screen contains a myriad of controls. It boggles the mind. Also impressive is Jeep’s all-new 510-horsepower, inline 6-cylinder gasoline engine that is available in the Series II and III trim levels. The 8-speed automatic transmission is smooth as glass. Like many other vehicles in the Jeep lineup, several 4-wheel drive setups are available too. Pricing starts at $87,995.
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GMC CANYON Full-size trucks are now so big, they won’t fit in a regular garage, but the “midsize” will and we are impressed with the new, 3rd generation GMC Canyon. This complete redesign addressed many issues we had with the outgoing model. Most components of the Canyon are shared with its cousin, the Chevy Colorado. GMC is the more premium of the two and you’ll pay more for it across the board. That said, trim packaging is different than the Chevy with the GMC Denali noticeably nicer than its Chevy cousin, especially the interior. The new infotainment operating system is easy to use and impressive to maneuver. For you naysayers, the turbocharged, 2.7-liter, 4-cylinder engine delivers an impressive 310-horsepower to 2 or 4 wheels through an 8-speed automatic transmission. That’s good enough to tow 7,700 pounds or haul up to 1,640 pounds. In addition to the Colorado be sure to shop the Tacoma and Ranger, but we think you’ll wind up back in the GMC store. Begins at $36,600.
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El Camino Del Rio, Texas
riving El Camino is always an overwhelming experience. It is, in my opinion, the most beautiful drive in all of Texas. I know many claim the Three Sisters through Nueces Canyon around Leakey hold that honor, and while spectacular, I don’t think they can match El Camino del Rio along the Rio Grande between Lajitas and Presidio. In addition to the amazing beauty of the desert, river and mountains, scattered along the road are ruins, relics from the past: houses, old sheds, and even a church or two. I remember the first time I drove through there. I had been in Texas only a few months and it was just my second trip to the Big Bend. I was overwhelmed by the splendor of the mountains that begin right at the roadside, red in the sunlight, and the glimpses of the river as you pass by small openings between the hills. This was before all the trouble on the border and all I could think about was, “I want to live here!” For the next five years or so, I searched for ways I could make the move and still have enough money coming in to keep body and soul together. I was obsessed with finding a way to have the future I wanted there. I even went so far as to start searching for a specific place I might want to live. I didn’t find one—and over time, I got more and more anxious about it, afraid I might never have the life I wanted there. Still, on every trip to the national park, I took an afternoon out and made the drive. But as time wore on, I found myself looking at the trip through this stretch a bit differently. I became fascinated by the ruins I saw there and immediately began reading everything I could find about the history of the area. I stopped and explored nearly every old derelict building I could get to—not a very safe activity given crumbling structures and rattlesnakes. I saw a
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new beauty in each one. I had always seen the most beauty in things that approached pristine perfection, but here I was finding it in crumbling stone and adobe. The strangest thing about this change lay far beyond just the way I was seeing beauty. I was starting to feel depressed by the fact that I never had, and never would have, the opportunity to see what these buildings were like in their prime or to meet and get to know the people who could make their lives in such an out-of-the-way place—a place I had previously yearned to live, an idea I had now given up on. Eventually, I realized that my two obsessions, one about my future here and the other about the past I’d never see, and the accompanying anxiety and depression they brought, were causing me to feel bad about the drive itself. And for nearly ten years, my Big Bend trips went no further than Terlingua. Such a loss. I didn’t drive the road again until I was on a trip with my wife. It was her first time in Big Bend and I wanted her to see all the places I loved so maybe she might understand why I am drawn both to the park and to the places west. But this time the experience was very different. I was concentrating on showing her my favorite spots and explaining what it is about them that so moved me. I was watching her reaction to each of the places, trying to guess whether she was seeing what I was seeing. But most of all, I had to concentrate on her safety, especially regarding snakes. She HATES snakes, even the harmless, helpful ones. She sees one and everyone within a ten-mile radius knows it. To use her words, she “screams like a girl.” If she saw one, she would run, jump, climb on anything to escape. Of course, the odds of injury from her reaction were far worse than those of an encounter with a snake. And that task took all of my attention. I was 100% in the moment. If you have ever played a team sport, you
probably know how the game takes every ounce of your attention and you have no time to feel fear, depression or anxiety. You are so much “in the now” that there is no room for anything else but what is happening right there on the field. Only the game exists; there is nothing else. That was my life at that moment with her and El Camino. We drove back to Terlingua for a couple of hours on The Porch and then dinner at the Starlight. On the drive, I began to piece together all the bits I experienced in my previous trips, during my long period of avoiding the drive, and the run today. It was pretty clear; what was happening in my relationship with the place was all a matter of how I was thinking about it. Concentrating on times yet to come and planning and working for the future—be it tomorrow, five years from now, retirement or a move to West Texas—keeps our minds entirely wrapped up in that future and as a result, leaves us anxious. In planning, preparing, thinking, and especially working toward the future, we squander our present. Not a good choice. And while thinking about the past can help to relive pleasant memories, it is just as often filling us with regret over never having the chance to experience something “back then” or second guessing our most important decisions. Not a good choice here either. Yesterday and tomorrow are myths. Yesterday no longer exists and it is entirely possible there will be no tomorrow. There is only the now. But yesterday and tomorrow are indeed sources of depression and anxiety, myths or not. The question is, why should we engage in them? Eight hundred years ago, Lao Tzu wrote, “If you are depressed, you are living in the past. If you are anxious, you are living in the future. If you are at peace, you are living in the present.” It is hard to argue with that logic.
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