You're Not Alone... Really
coping with the ups and downs of being an expat Written by Andrea McKenna Brankin
Lights, Cameras…Acceptance! It's a Process I’m sure many of us don’t think of ourselves as models. But one of the uber cool things about the AWA is that once a year, you can be one, as part of the AWA’s Fashion Show, which features us ladies in local designers’ clothing. The best part of the show is the process, especially if you’ve ever felt you weren’t thin enough, beautiful enough or graceful enough to walk the catwalk.
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“fighting weight.” But after I had my baby, well, my body changed and I’ve had to accept the fact that, well, I’m just bigger now. Certainly, many women struggle with body image and just hating how we look. Overall, I was happy with myself, but I didn’t know if doing the fashion show would be good for my self-esteem. But I was way wrong!
Certainly, many women struggle with body image and just hating how we look. Overall, I was happy with myself but I didn’t know if doing the fashion show would be good for my self-esteem.
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I felt that way, too. I am a plus-sized American woman. Size 16. I wasn’t always this size, as I was a competitive athlete and constantly maintaining a
A neighbor, Thea, who worked the back stage of the show, strongly encouraged me to attend last year’s model call. I was really busy but I thought I should at least go and talk to them. Maybe they wouldn’t want me because I’m an XL size…. I didn’t know what to expect. I was more than pleasantly surprised at how ACCEPTING the organizers were! Immediately, the head of the show said, “I know exactly which designer could work for Andrea.” This gave me a huge boost of confidence. I was just floored and even survived having my measurements taken without cringing at the numbers. The next few weeks involved several fittings. This was not nearly as scary as I thought because the clothes actually fit me--very well in fact. The styles and looks were dresses I would not have considered for myself. I definitely had the idea that no designer clothes would ever fit me in Singapore because of my size. Again, it was nice to be wrong. I ended up buying two of my outfits, which I have worn many times since at events around Singapore, all with many compliments.
Both photos of Andrea on the catwalk at last year's AWA Fashion Show by Hey Gorgeous Photography
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After some catwalk training, which was fast and fun with Erika, Yvonne and Singapore-based, American supermodel Sabrina Sikora, I was surprised how confident I was striding down the tape-covered dance floor at the YMCA. I felt like I belonged there and all the organizers made me and others feel special. Bamboo Telegraph - Mar/Apr 2020
