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“E” (a.k.a. EROBOS) 2/5/14; 10:18hrs “HOPE” AFTER “G” To hope is to wish. To wish is to desire. To desire is to dream. Hope springs eternal. Hope consists of doing nothing but sewing wishes and desires on a quilt of dreams. Most people love hope as it requires no effort. Hope does not need to work in order to become reality. ‘Keep Hope Alive.’ It’s like eating a piece of cake, it tastes wonderful, but it has no nutrition and no substance. Hope is for inspiration, yet hope is not a strategy. It not a plan of action. Hope is a feel good drug where the emotions are spoon fed, then pumped up by resounding speeches, promises of a brighter future, ‘we are all one people, in one country’ and all the rest of it. Hope is to be the spark that ignites a belly full of fire that moves the engine of the body. Hope without action is like starting a car but not driving it, keeping the engine on idle, thinking about where to go, but not actually going anywhere. The reality is, everyone can do something, no matter how small it is...I hope this message reaches you..... fin-2-4-16
5/28/15; 10:18hrs “TO BE KIND” If life has been cruel to me...if my life has been choc full of abuse, violence, torture through isolation, compliance via starvation...if my life has been a backhanded compliment, tasting the sting of aggression, snatching away fleeting happiness with a split lip and a mouth full of blood... then, to end such a life...to actualize the ownership; the awesome responsibility; the power of choice...the power to end such a life[!] may be the most accessible kindness available...to SelfTerminate may be the most authentic, true power I have...the drugs available today can ensure a painless transition...no supposed supernatural, religious, spiritual deity can dare challenge me!... they simply wouldn’t have the right...my rebuttal to their line of questioning, would be the tragic evidence of what was my reality...I owe them no explanation...to be sure, I could just as easily take out my pain and frustration on others...many killers and rapists, and rapists who are killers, will tell anyone who would lend an ear; that it’s not so much about the sex, as it is about the power and absolute control over another human being...it has been said, that the most potent aphrodisiac...the most powerful of turn-ons, is to totally dominate another person...where is the kindness in unnecessary, limitless, suffering?...nay, it is a true hero that takes themselves out of the equation, rather than keep playing at life at everyone else’s expense...I am practicing kindness today and I don’t even know what kindness is.... 5-28-15; 10:59hrs
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